Hello Followers/Fans and just general viewers.
First I’d like to apologise for the lack of content and otherwise posts. I’ve had a very difficult year like many others with the pandemic, stress and a lack of motivation for most things. Truth is I’ve constantly struggled with depression and had many suicidal thoughts especially in the recent years as I’ve got older.
I finally published my first book and most reviews have been well received but even as i received them my mind was elsewhere as my creative spark dwindled all i really wanted to do was curl up and close my eyes hoping to never wake up and sometimes i still do. I never thought i would be at this stage in my life but life likes to throw curveballs and beat people when they are down.
I really enjoyed my writing and it took me to place where even the characters i had created were there to comfort me in its own way it was a release from the harsh reality, and that’s probably why the depression hit me worse then ever. the grief of losing my uncle all those years ago still haunts me and even when your with friends and family you cant shake free from your personal shackles.
i accomplished something last year, I made some fantastic friends and its always nice to see people reading and reviewing my work as well as others, self published authors do have it hard but for a hobby its perfect if i could write all day instead of working i would but alas the real world gets in the way.
I’ve written about 25000 words in my first draft of my second book of the series but fans will have to wait a bit longer for this one as i intend to write up to 100000 words but i will drop drips and drabs as i continue.
My long hiatus is over and i feel i need you in my life to keep me from going under. I will plan to write at least three posts a week on various self publishing anecdotes and i always plan to read yours
Many Thanks
Aaron J Thornton



