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When You Write….


What do you enjoy most about writing?

This prompt was asked before back in August 2023 but I only touched it in passing and shared some excerpts on my previous posts.

Writing is a creative activity. We express ourselves through writing our thoughts, beliefs, ideas and what have you. They say that writing is like painting a picture with your words, giving voice to the thoughts in your head. They might be inspiring, sometimes muddled but it gives you a sense of fulfillment when you see those words in print.

Being curious, imaginative, an openness that we want to share in cyberspace. The ability to use written words to communicate effectively  is a talent we all nurture. ✍️ The ability to encompass a range of activities like grammar, vocabulary, spelling, sentence structure and put them into words is something not all of us has a gift of.

Why do I write?

To improve myself and make my life more meaningful and stressfree. I enjoy sharing my thoughts to the world.🌏

Thoughts


Busy, Busy


Yay, been busy the whole day. Left the house early for my appointment with my nephrologist  at The Medical City Hospital. He told me not to forget to consult with my new endocrinologist. I am scheduled for check-up next month with my hematologist. Since the endocrinologist and  nephrologist give the same medication for my blood sugar, I  will just consult her on my next check-up this coming May.

Dropped by the Ace Hardware at SM East Ortigas to buy kitchen faucet, lavatory faucet and drain pipe for the dirty kitchen. Oh my, I was surprised how expensive they are now. Canvassed for a plumber’s service two days ago and they have a standard rate of 3k to 4k. I chose the one who has a shop in our town. With closed eyes, we had it done in thirty minutes a few hours ago.  Nissa said it was so expensive. Indeed but this kind of service  needs  someone who knows the job that is why they are paid higher than ordinary carpenters. One load off my shoulder,  a total of 5k in one go. At least now, we don’t  have to worry about leaking faucets and drain pipe that was not working well.

Did a little grocery shopping on my way home from the bank. Did a lot of walking too. Good thing, it was not so hot outside. It is cloudy until now.

A Heavenly Birthday


A friend once told me that we celebrate our loved ones’ birthdays in heaven the day they die but for me I count those years since they were born, given an earthly life to pursue.

All these years since I started blogging, I’ve written about Dad usually on his death anniversary and his birthday. It could have been his 104th birthday if he were alive today.

Dad left us one Wednesday night in December 2007. After so many years battling with ESRD (end stage renal disease), I thought we could still spend another Christmas with him despite the hardships we all faced while he had those dialysis sessions twice a week six months before he died. Until now, sometimes I wonder if dialysis is really helpful . They drain your blood and put it back without all the nutrients it has accumulated the past days. Then another session of taking so many medicines so you could gain your strength before the next scheduled dialysis. At his age when he died (he was almost 85), those sessions at the dialysis center kept him weak but we had to do the last recourse because we wanted him to still be around with us.

You know that kind of remembrance where you smile at the thought of those long ago days and you’re sad at the same time because you lost a loved one.

My youngest brother made this photo collage years ago. When dad died, he collated all the photos in his possession and brought home the Kodak Easy Share (digital picture frame) that we shared to family members and friends who came to visit us. Just like me, he is a keeper of memories.

When Multiply closed shop, he copied all the photos I uploaded there and told me that anytime I needed them, he could send them to me.

Wherever you are Dad, happy birthday.  Missing you lots.

Decluttering


Where can you reduce clutter in your life?

I’ll  keep it short. Decluttering means not just removing those things we want to get rid of. It also means having a stress-free life,  by not being so problematic about those bad experiences that we encounter. Sometimes it is really our attitude that counts. When the load is too heavy, I pray and that gives me a better perspective about problems in life. We must learn to let go. Make a space for your life for calm, peace and order.

Lost


She touched the glass

roving her fingers on all four sides.

She remembers, how she remembers

those quiet days and lovely conversations,

repetitive sometimes but still she listens.

The tasks of cooking experiments in the kitchen

Learning simple recipes while he watch.

Those books he brings home

from their high school library,

learning words

getting acquainted with places.

The times he accompanies her to the bus stop,

waiting for her classes to end

learning how to  go home on her own.

The shared lunches at 12 pm

moments cherished

times remembered.

Sometimes he would even buy snacks to share

though she knows the limited budget.

The times she has to accompany him to the doctor

that moment she came looking for him

only to realize he has gone back to the hospital

reading the newspaper from end to end.

The days when he would talk about the struggles,

studying while working at the same time.

She remembers the night he said goodbye

barely breathing, trying to speak.

She cried copious tears.

She can’t accept that  he’s gone.

Tomorrow, you’ll celebrate your 104th birthday if you were alive today Dad.

I miss you still.❤️🫶🙏🏻🤲❤️

On A Midnight Clear


I have just finished my fourth book this year called On A Midnight Clear, a festive  novella collection  inspired by the Nativity story and are filled with faith, promise and romance. It was quite a long time since I read books with romance in them  but what I like about these three novellas are the stories that centered on Christmas. The Christian content is so inspiring that it reminds me of Christmas past. The 19th century  setting made me admire how people got on with horses and buggies, tending a sheep farm and finding love in between. The stories were simple but they are inspiring. I remember the Christmas carols sang during masses at Advent and Christmas season.

I usually read  Christmas stories at the end of the year but the plots lured me to read them first.

I am still looking for books by Rod McKuen. I love the simple way he writes about life, the feelings of going through something inevitable. When I read his works, I also think of my favorite poet Mary Oliver. Her book Devotions is on my nightstand.

My next read is Fredrik Bachman’s My Friends. I have loved this author since A Man Called Ove and Beartown.

Yay, Road Trips


Think back on your most memorable road trip.

I could think of three actually. Those years when my kids were not that busy yet with work. One that I remember most was our visit to Tanay, Rizal when we were invited by our neighbor to visit their little cabin there. Seeing the Sierra Madre range was such a thrill. That was the time I was done with my chemotherapy  three weeks before. A litmus test  for me.

We had another Tanay trip to visit Regina Rica in January 2012. Home to the 10-story statue of Our Lady of the Holy Rosary, one of the tallest Marian statues in the world. That visit made me closer to Mama Mary. I blogged about it here too.

Year 2010 and 2011, we visited Caleruega  twice spending overnight there both times. I have posted several photos in my previous blogs too. We brought four cameras just to take pictures of the lovely place and even had a chance to attend an afternoon mass there, the Transfiguration Chapel was lovely overlooking the Nasugbu mountains.

Along the years, there were other places but these three remain fresh in my memory.


I actually saw this on my Memory app today,  on Facebook that I shared several years ago. I looked for it here on WordPress. That was the time when ‘likes’ were not yet introduced to WordPress, instead if you like an article you have to vote. I wrote this more than a year after I started blogging at WordPress. The past years, Nissa has given me adult coloring books complete with crayons and colored pens. I lost the desire to color since I transferred my books from shelfari.com to Goodreads in October 2011.  I was so excited to create a virtual library that I completely forgot my coloring books.

Unleash The Child In You

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You might think I’m nuts thinking of writing a topic such as this. But what’s wrong with going back to old dreams and remembering how it was to be a child again? There are certain places and events that float in your mind all the more vivid than the rest. There are people and friends that you remember who were part of your happy childhood life.  And there are things that  you did in your childhood that you want to do all over again, just to see why you found them fascinating when you were ten.

I was with hubby looking at the sale bin of National Bookstore early this morning hoping to find a book worth-reading. Then I caught several titles, some not well-known children’s books, a frayed  at the edges pop-up book and much to my surprise, some thin compilations of coloring books. I wanted to buy a coloring book for so long, the thick one complete with a set of crayons to match.  A friend of mine swears to high heavens that when she is stressed out at the office, she spends her free time doing a page of  a coloring book, with precise movements of the fingers, a little experiment on color combination now and then. It does not really matter whether the colors match, what is important is that you unleash those moments of tension and stress.  Sounds interesting, right?

An artist friend told me that making doodles on a blank page is equally absorbing, just like a child learning how to write, not knowing what shapes he or she could create. I usually do that when I’m bored and I have a blank paper in front of me, I am careful though not to use my lovely journals which I always reserve for writing. You don’t have to be a Monet or a Picasso to make your own painting, be it simple as a five-petaled flower or a neat stick figure of your family. What counts is you enjoy the moment while drawing, clearly absorbed in the task. A week ago, hubby  made a landscape plan for  a small gardening project with his cousin. He bought a set of colored pencils and a box of fine water-color. I tried experimenting on the tracing paper and it was fun. It made me remember those school projects when I was in elementary grade, making cards using dried grass and leaves for designs or burning some crayons and scratching  them on a small screen, then  spattering on a clear sheet of paper.

I am not really that creative when it comes to making home projects or crafts but my daughter is. She is into scrapbooking, she makes her own greeting cards and lately, she even taught my son to string beads to make fashionable bracelets.  I’m proud though that I was able to learn how to make chain rosaries. I gave some of them to friends I met at our group, Apostles Filipino Catholic Community.

Have you ever spent your time finding shells along the seashore? Did you ever try listening to the sound of the waves by placing a cowrie shell close to your ears?  Have you tried painting a smooth river stone with  pictures of flowers or anything that would make it eye-catching?   I did all those when I was a kid and I enjoyed them all very much, thank you.

One thing that I want to try again (despite my age, with arthritic fingers and sometimes aching legs to boot) is to fly a kite. I can imagine the wind on my face and the taut strings  securely held around my fingers. I can imagine how it is to run to make the kite fly higher.

Unleash the child in you once in a while, learn to relax and feel those moments of bliss! Life is good, make the most of it.

Morning Musings


It takes time

for you to see the light,

when you have been too long

walking in the dark.

It takes time

to appreciate

what is in front of you

when your eyes are riveted

to the farthest view.

It takes time to appreciate

what love really is

when you ignore the whispers

of your heart.

Take a moment to see –

the feel of a cold morning

on your face,

the beauty of the dawn,

the wonder of a sunrise

breaking on the horizon.

Take a moment to feel –

the innocent kiss of a child

the warm embrace

the tight hugs.

For they speak to you

of love.

Another Week


So I finally got the results of my laboratory tests.  Platelet count and creatinine are a bit elevated. My sugar is a bit higher than four months ago but not much.  My previous endocrinologist has finally resigned from the Medical City. Good thing my nephrologist and hematologist are still there to take care of me. It is not easy to find another doctor again that one can trust.  I am thinking the results are related to the good meals I ate during the holidays. Though I was careful, there were cheat days too…haha!

I am on my  fourth book for this year’s Goodreads reading challenge. Still into historical fiction then I found this lovely book of three novellas. You won’t believe it, it is still about  Christmas. I guess I still had that hangover. Anyway, the stories are nice change from wartime novels that I usually read. I miss reading the works of Rod McKuen  in between my challenge, I reread my two books of him entitled Alone and Seasons in the Sun. His poems are simple but meaningful just like Mary Oliver. Hope I can find more of his books.

I cleaned my tab since it is almost full. Freeing some space to take photos.

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