About the Blog

Dear Friends,

I have finally entered into the blogging world. I know what you are thinking… “Great, just another pseudo-religious blog; here to tell me what is wrong with my life.” Well hopefully, you’re willing to read at least to the end of this first post to understand what this blog is really about. In this post, I hope to thoroughly explain to you the title, the subtitle, and the overall mission of the blog.

Explanation of the Title
By Blood, Sweat, and Tears, as some of you may have realized, could be an allusion to the 1970’s Fusion band. While I enjoy listening to the band, the name is only circumstantial. No, the title is a statement of salvation. Namely, it explains how we are saved.

As Martin Luther write in his explanation of the second article of the Apostles Creed, “I believe in Jesus Christ… who has redeemed me a lost and condemned person, purchased and won me from death, and from the power of the devil; not with gold or silver, but with His holy, precious blood and with His innocent suffering and death.” This is to say that we, sinners, are “lost and condemned” because we cannot keep all of the ten commandments as God demands. The scriptures are clear that “the wages of sin is death” (Romans 6:23 ESV,) and only through the shed blood of Jesus Christ, the perfect man, can we be saved.

Sweat reminds us of Christ’s ministry here on earth. In the Garden of Gethesmane, Jesus prays to the Father that this “cup” be taken from Him. Jesus knows his death on the cross is the only way to pay for our sins and in his agony he continues to pray and as Luke Chapter 22 explains “his sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground” (ESV.) This great rift between God and man, created in the fall, is not an easy thing to mend but Christ, true God and true man, came down from heaven; not to be served but to serve. Jesus gave His life, on the cross, to pay the debt for our sins.

Tears allude to Repentance. As we confess in the Divine Service, “I am heartily sorry for them [sins] and sincerely repent of them, and I pray you of your boundless mercy and for the sake of the holy, innocent, bitter, sufferings and death of your beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to be gracious and merciful to me, a poor sinful being,” (LW 136.) Martin Luther writes in his explanation of Confession, “The first part of confession is that we confess, or acknowledge, our sins.” The Ten Commandments show us our sin and in repentance, we are called to be truly sorry for our sins. This sorrow is not a sorrow for being caught but a sorrow for committing the sin. Just as “Jesus Wept” (John 11:35 ESV) at the death of his friend Lazarus, we too weep at the separation from God in our depravity.

You may have seen a pattern, the title is meant to remind us that we are sinful, and that only through Christ’s death on the Cross are we given the gift of eternal life.

Explanation of the Subtitle

The interesting part of this blog comes in the Subtitle, “Not always about religion,  but always Lutheran.” This seems to be a contradiction because Lutheranism is in fact a religion. What does this mean? (Sorry for the Cliche.)

With this blog, I hope to look at the topics and interests which come up in my life, the media, and my studies and explain them in a Lutheran way. Sometimes, the subjects will be very religious, especially as I continue in personal study of  God’s Word and the confessions. Most times; however, the topics will coincide with popular subjects, concerns or struggles my friends and I are experiencing, or things which I deem important to talk about.

The Mission of the Blog

Firstly, let me note: I am not a pastor. I am a sinner, and I do not know everything. I am simply someone who enjoys learning new things and then discussing those new things.

The mission of this blog is to help guide my studies. For each post I will select a topic to write about and spend time studying it and trying to understand it as a Lutheran. I will post once I feel I have a clear understanding of the subject. I encourage readers to correct me, to show me the inevitable errors in my conclusions and in turn, continue to guide my studies. If in the process of reading my posts or the comments which other readers post, you learn something too, that is simply an added bonus. I hope that we will all learn and grow in our faith in this process.

Conclusion

Hopefully, this explanation has shown you a bit about myself, the mission of this blog, and excites you to continue reading and to tell your friends. I am going to try to post each week on Friday or Saturday. But that schedule may change as I understand the work involved with research. I personally, look forward to beginning my studies and hope you will enjoy them.

Thank you for reading.

Blessings in Christ,
Aaron Nielsen

Death and Birthdays: A heavenly Juxtaposition

It seems like it was just a few weeks ago that we were reminded of the curse of sin given to Adam and Eve in the garden. “From dust you are and to dust you shall return.” Ash Wednesday humbles us by smearing our sin upon our foreheads. We made it through Lententide to the solemn celebrations of Holy Week and pulled out all the stops as we sang those first Alleluias, Easter Morning. “Death be not proud” we proclaimed as Christ Jesus had burst his prison. Death and life fight back and forth throughout the church’s liturgy yet these melodies and passages never quite show the ferocity of the battle like real heart stopping death can.

This Easter season has been one of life and death for me. To understand this you need to have a bit of back story. 10 years ago on Good Shepherd Sunday, (we observed this today but it was sometime in April that year,) my two sisters, mother, dog, and myself were in a near fatal car accident. We had just been told of the wonderful Gospel that death had been conquered by the Good Shepherd who laid down his life for his sheep yet I lay unconscious 100 feet from our totaled minivan just north of Indianapolis barely clinging on to life. Doctors warned that I would likely pass in the night and onlookers assumed we had all been taken. After a tough week in the hospital, wonderful pastoral care by our dear friends at Concordia Theological Seminary Fort Wayne, and love from grandparents we were all driving home to St. Louis where we would begin the long recovery process which would test all of our nerves.

Fast forward almost 10 years. My wife and I are overjoyed to announce the coming of our second child. Simeon was going to be a delight, a wonderful addition to our family. Kezia’s pregnancy made it into the Prayer of the Church for one Sunday and less than 24 hours after that prayer Simeon had been stolen by death. Our dear child, ripped out of our hands, right after we sang Alleluia, He is Risen Indeed! Right after Jesus had not only resurrected Lazararus with only His voice, but himself and all the saints in Jerusalem with an Earthquake, Simeon Died. Death refuses to stop the fight. Kyrie Eleison!

This week we are again reminded of the Good Shepherd who lays down his life for his sheep. We sing the words of Psalm 23 and suddenly I hear the screams of my sisters, the shattering glass, and the deafening silence of unconsciousness. But God refuses to leave me in the darkness of death. He has given us life. This year, instead of remembering the accident, we celebrated 1 year of life for my first son Clarence. Clarence became a little sermon to me. When all I could think about was my brush with death and the death of Simeon, Clarence’s joyful smile reminds me that Christ DID conquer death, that God is the master of life and death and that the ground is not our final resting place.

Today, because of the Good Shepherd, Kezia, Clarence and I celebrated his first birthday at the Lord’s table with all the saints and angels including our dear Simeon.

Alleluia, Christ is Risen! He is Risen Indeed, Alleluia!

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Worship Wars? You might be asking the wrong question!

My good friend Ryan McMillian has recently written a blog post entitled “A question of Worship and ethnic distinctiveness” and in it he poses a valid question. How can we talk about being “One in Christ” while still segregating our church by any number of divisions (i.e. black, white, European, African, English, Latin etc.)

We in the Lutheran church have been loudly arguing about the worship wars for years now. But I argue that those wars are posed around the wrong question. This is my response.

“How do we talk about the universal church but then segregate ourselves in thousands of different distinctions. Lutheran, Baptist, White, Black, English, Croatian and any matter of other ways.

I recently spoke with a missionary who was invited to visit a church with whom we are not in fellowship. They asked him what they can do to help their people. What he said was fascinating.

He did not simply say… you must subscribe unconditionally to our churches creeds (even though that would help them) but he gave them advice that would help the gospel be preached right now. He said… your songs they are beautiful! The harmonies incredible. But are they drawing you to the objective truth or the fickle nature of your emotions? Keep singing your songs, but start singing those songs which the church has passed down for 2,000 years.

Worship doesn’t matter whether you use guitars or pipe organs. In many Lutheran churches we use what is called the Common Liturgy. We say that it is what the church has been using for nearly 2,000 years with some changes to melody, some updates and translation of language and likely some minor additions and changes because you can’t find a prescription in the bible for how to conduct a church service.

The fascinating thing about the Common liturgy is that it really is universal. My mother travels to every continent, many islands, many countries and visits churches in all of them. All of those churches use some form of the common liturgy. All of them. Black churches, Phillipino Churches, Domican Churches, Argentine churches, German Churches, African Churches, Russian Churches, Slovakian Churches, Australian churches.

Every where she goes she hears the same life giving gospel and can follow along because it is the words that she has said from her youth. Just in another language.

That Gospel saves the whole church in exactly the same way no matter the instruments, the tempo, the language, or the color of the skin. It saves by the blood of Christ Jesus on the cross.

To that I give a big “AAAAAAAAAMEN! Preach it Brother!”

The Lutherans have an interesting way of talking about tradition which I think is apropos. The Roman church accused us of throwing out all tradition. We simply said NO! We keep all traditions which focus us on Christ. But we reject all those which distract and all those which men have put forward as commandment where scripture makes no such claim.

What we keep is not for tradition sake but for the life of the Church. It is that the church hear the Gospel in the way the God has helped his church develop over 2,000 years.

So the question to ask is not whether Guitars or Organs lead better worship, whether Black or White Preachers preach better sermons, whether English or Latin is more Godly.

The question is this. Does your worship show you that you have been saved by the blood of Christ? Or does your worship make you look to your emotions for salvation?

The blood of Christ is real and objective. Emotions are as fickle as the wind. The blood of Christ is that solid rock on which Christ builds his church. Emotions are sinking sand.

Before I go, I just wanted to post a hymn from our churches hymnary which helps drive home this point. It talks about how the sun never sets on the church because people on every rock and every island are singing their song in every language at all hours of the day. When I go to sleep after saying my Lord’s Prayer, someone on the other side of the world wakes up and says it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pigh8VHr-ZE

‘The Day Thou Gavest

The day Thou gavest, Lord, is ended,

The darkness falls at Thy behest;

To Thee our morning hymns ascended,

Thy praise shall sanctify our rest.

 

We thank Thee that Thy church, unsleeping,

While earth rolls onward into light,

Through all the world her watch is keeping,

And rests not now by day or night.

 

As o’er each continent and island

The dawn leads on another day,

The voice of prayer is never silent,

Nor dies the strain of praise away.

 

The sun that bids us rest is waking

Our brethren ’neath the western sky,

And hour by hour fresh lips are making

Thy wondrous doings heard on high.

 

So be it, Lord; Thy throne shall never,

Like earth’s proud empires, pass away:

Thy kingdom stands, and grows forever,

Till all Thy creatures own Thy sway.'”

Everyone should read Ryan’s blog. I think he is going to come up with some great insight. If you missed the link on the top here it is again.

http://narrowingthelenz.blogspot.com/2014/03/a-question-of-worship-and-ethnic.html

The Full Account of the Breakfast Which Laid Waste to an Entire Kitchen with Only Half of One Sock

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Typically this blog is for the publishing of my arguments on religious or social issues. Sometimes it acts as a journal of my thoughts. Sometimes it is an attempt for me to spread the gospel, but today it is going to act as a literary journal outlining the merits of a good marriage through a humorous tale. Georgia and Michael Vandersmüt were characters that my wife and I created when we began dating as a way to talk about marriage when it was far to soon in our relationship to be doing so . We would fantasize about Georgia and Michael running their alpaca farm and raising their 42 children in fear and love for the Lord.

So I hope you enjoy this short story about a mess of biscuits which certainly lived up to their name.

The Full Account of the Breakfast Which Laid waste to an Entire Kitchen with Only Half of One Sock – Aaron Nielsen

Michael Vandersmüt woke up in his warm bed next to his beautiful wife, Georgia. The sun was just beginning to peak over the horizon and the roosters had not yet called. He looked at his wife sleeping peacefully next to him and felt a sense of awe. How had he won the heart of such a wonderful woman? How had he earned the privilege of working each day for her?
            Slowly and quietly, he snuck out of bed, as he does every morning, to tend to the herd. There was milking and feeding to be done, the chickens must be let out of the coup and eggs had to be collected. And this was just what needed to be tackled before breakfast!
            Well today Michael was fleet of foot, for he was inspired. Today was the day that he would surprise Georgia with a mess of light fluffy biscuits for breakfast. Georgia loved when Michael cooked. From the days when he could only tug on his mother’s apron strings he watched everything she did and everyone at St. Paul’s Lutheran Church knew she was the best cook in town. But the best laid plans of mice and men are only as successful as the lord wills and today was not his day.

            The herd wouldn’t cooperate. Dollar, his “faithful” horse, wouldn’t take a collar. And the chickens had made a disastrously messy pre-breakfast snack of their eggs and demanded a total renovation of their roost (in the way which only twelve dozen hens can.) After an hour of interior design, sixteen trips up and down the hill lugging the milk jugs, which Dollar refused to carry, into the barn, Michael stomped into the house looking as if he had been tarred and feathered inside and out. But alas the fates were aligned and Georgia had not yet stirred!
            Michael could wash up in the guest bath, get the oven fires burning, and still whip up a whole mess of biscuits for Georgia. Michael quickly showered, hunted down his clothing and barely had time to put on some underwear and half of one sock and then… Franklin.
            The baby was crying and Michael was certain that his cry, as loud and as piercing as a bomb siren, would surely wake Georgia. He quickly ran with half of one sock on his foot to the nursery and tried to sooth the baby. Thankfully Franklin was only starved for attention and demanded to be carried. Michael looked into the bedroom and saw that Georgia had not yet stirred. Michael was still hopeful that since Franklin was soothed he could resume his dreams of cooking once he set him down. The biscuits were still in the cards. He set the child down and assumed that he would sit quietly watching him bake. Michael began assembling his supplies only to find an empty flour bin and a butter box that had run dry.
            Frantically, Michael ran to the cellar to grab one of the large sacks of flour and peered anxiously into the churn. He swiftly ripped the twine out from the bag and began pouring the flour into the bin when the crash of every pot and every pan came thundering through the halls. Franklin had climbed into the cupboards and excavated the entire site in an effort to find a better hiding place. Like the archeologist that he was he stumbled on what used to be a perfect place for a 9 month old or a large collection of pots and pans to lie in wait for any unsuspecting prey. Ever stalwart in his efforts, Michael would not be stopped. These biscuits would yet be made.
            Michael assembled the ingredients, mixed up the dough, rolled out the sheets, cut the rounds, threw the biscuits into the ferociously roaring fire with a sigh of intense relief. Finally, he had conquered. Like a king in the olden days who commanded his forces to victory. He was like Hannibal, the victor of Rome. Or so he thought.

As he looked at his battlefield he realized his victory was not clean like a Roman warrior. The wake of his battle looked more like Sherman’s march. Michael had gotten the fire so hot that the butter in the churn began to melt and 40 gallons of butter was oozing across the floor. Desperately, Michael reached for the closest rags and began sopping up the mess with Georgia’s best embroidered kitchen towels. Just as soon as he was making headway, Franklin had knocked over the large bag of flour which was leaning precariously on a tub with wheels and send a kitchen sized cloud of flour up into every nook and cranny causing a very sticky situation. Every pot and every pan was scattered across the floor covered in melted butter and dusted with the remainder of the fifty pound bag of flour.

Michael grabbed anything he can to blot out the mess with no help from a hysterical Franklin who sat laughing maniacally in the only clean corner of the kitchen. In his zeal to clean up the kitchen before Georgia awoke, he lost track of the time. Such determination and focus was only broken when Georgia ran into the kitchen for fear that the house was on fire. Michael was in tears. His dream: shattered, the kitchen: in shambles, the biscuits charred to a crisp and along with it any hope of showing Georgia how much he loved her. His day was ruined.
            But just then, as glorious as the morning sun; Georgia smiled from ear to ear. Michael didn’t understand. The horse, the chickens, the baby, the KITCHEN! He had ruined everything. How could she be smiling at a time like this!
            Georgia woke up in fear that the house was burning and instead found her two favorite gentlemen, covered in flour, in their underwear with only one sock covering only half of one of their four feet, desperately trying to please their woman. She laughed, helped her husband up from the floor. She wiped off his face with one of her best towels and kissed him. Georgia reached into the bread box and got out two of the biscuits from yesterdays breakfast and the sat and had the merriest time amongst the pots and pans and butter and flour, laughing and playing with Franklin.

It just goes to show you that sometimes the best gifts look nothing like we imagine them.

Giving Thanks From the Depths of Despair

Today is the day which many Americans gathered around their tables to Give Thanks for the bounty they have been given. In usual fashion, our family began to recount the things for which we are especially thankful. This tradition, for the first time in my life, brought me to tears.

This past year, though filled with many joys such as the birth of my son, the celebration of my first wedding anniversary, and the acceptance of a new position closer to my family, has left me in a state of despair and sadness. Each day I struggle to put on a smile, struggle to interact with my family, and struggle to thank God. I am hurting from within. Such is the weight of sin on our lives.

Like a looming storm it blocks out the light from our lives and drives us deeper into our selves and as we examine our lives we see clearly that we are nothing but poor wretched sinners. We put our faith in gods of our own creation and blaspheme the one true God. We run from his Word and lust after sin, death, the world, and the devil.

The effects of our sin can be seen most vividly in the recent storm that has destroyed large areas of the Philippines. Thousands of bodies line the dirt streets of these severely impoverished islands. Children begging on the streets, grown men weeping on the streets as the corpses of their children are carried away in dump trucks. Our sin can only bring death into the world. What is there to be thankful for?

In a sort of biblical irony, the answer to our despair can be found amidst those suffering in the wake of the typhoon. A man, still in shock, surrounded by dead family and a dismantled home, gives thanks that his life was spared.

This man standing helpless in utter chaos reminds us of our baptism. We are torn from the comforts of the womb, against our will, to enter the cruel world. No longer protected by our mother we are helpless, hopeless, starving, and burning. Only a few hours of neglect would lead to our demise.

Luther writes “We cannot by our own reason or strength believe in Jesus Christ our Lord, or come to him.” We are like the paralytic man who was quite literally dragged to the foot of Jesus to be healed. Kicking and screaming we too are dragged to the “Font of Every Blessing” in which we are washed clean in the blood of the lamb. Even though our world is falling down around us and we are in constant need, the Lord blesses us first by forgiving our sins and continues by providing our “food and drink, clothing and shoes, house and home, land, animals, wife, children and all that we have.”

Just like the paralytic man, the unbaptized infant, or the man in the storm, we are guarded and protected, blessed and preserved, and tended and nourished because of Jesus Christ. We have been declared justified and righteous for His sake.

“For all this, it is our duty to thank and praise, serve and obey Him. This is most certainly true!”

Tonight, as my family recounted for what they were thankful, I was given the strength to Thank God for all that I was given. Despite all of my sadness, guilt, anger, and despair, I was able to thank God for forgiveness and my daily bread.

Jesus Christ, the Light of the World, scattered the darkness in my mind, and dragged me to faith, against my will. And for that, I am thankful.

The Medium “gospel”

           

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Today I was sharing a wonderful little booklet about depression written by a Lutheran pastor with a co-worker of mine. Immediately, as if by gut reaction, she asked if I had heard about the recent death of Sylvia Browne, a well known Psychic or Medium. I’m not typically one who plays with Ouiji boards or studies the occult, so in my ignorance on the subject I admitted that I had not heard of her death (or her existence for that matter.) She looked at me, somewhat disappointedly, and said, “She’s not here to tell us heaven’s secrets, now she is up there with the secrets.” That’s a direct quote and herein lies our problem.        

I understand the desire to talk to people who have gone before us. The belief that perhaps our brothers and sisters are armed with heavenly wisdom and are still looking out for us is a very enticing one. I was asked today if I would want to know my future if that were possible, and perhaps it is my sinfulness, but I would certainly like to know in order to make proper plans. But God makes no promise of this revelation after the closing of the scripture. But what is this scripture.

In the Enchiridion of Martin Chemnitz, the superintendent asks “Are all things that are sufficient for people as the Word of God for faith and conduct of life contained in the sacred writings?” [II 39] Perhaps it would make more sense this way. “Is it true that EVERYTHING we need to know about FAITH and LIFE are contained in scripture?” Armed with that understanding the pastor being examined would respond (among other things,) “Since, then, we have in Scripture [all] things that are necessary for salvation and life eternal, therefore in matters of faith is it alone is properly sufficient for us.” Chemnitz reminds us that everything we need to know about faith is contained in scripture and therefore nothing else is needed (not even a medium or our dead relative.) Perhaps this is a tad confusing to be arguing against extra-biblical wisdom from an extra-biblical source.

So here is a biblical one. Take a look at 1 Samuel 28. King Saul is afraid of the Philistines. They have a massive army which could easily wipe out Israel. Usually Saul would consult Samuel or even God directly in such a time but sadly Samuel has died only a few chapters prior and God is not responding to Saul. King Saul gets desperate and sneaks into enemy territory to find a medium (for they had all been cast out of Israel in accordance with God’s command.) With the help of his soldiers he finds one and asks her to conjure up Samuel. This medium is skeptical for she knows the risk she is taking helping an Israelite do contrary to God’s will. To calm her, Saul makes an oath “As surely as the Lord lives, no punishment shall come upon you for this.” She attempts to conjure Samuel and the image of an Old man arises. She is certain that it is Samuel and becomes frightful. She is torn out of her trance, yet the old man continues to speak with Saul saying, “The lord will give Israel also with you into the hand of the Philistines. Tomorrow, you and your sons will be with me,” (1 Sam 28:19.)

People over the centuries have argued that perhaps this was actually Samuel by special exception from Yahweh himself and others (such as Martin Luther) argued that since God cannot be made to lie and the devil is the king of deceit it is likely a demon in the form of Samuel compelled by God to recount the words already spoken by Samuel before his death. Either way, the language is pretty clear that God is not happy that Saul went to a medium and Saul is going to die for it.

God makes this clear also in the Decalog. He commands, “You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God.” Martin Luther explains this in his Small Catechism “We should fear and love God so that we do not curse, swear, use satanic arts, lie or deceive by his name.” Later in the Smalcald Articles he writes, “The invocation of saints is also one to the Antichrist’s abuses that conflicts with the chief article and destroys the knowledge of Christ… we have everything a thousand times better in Christ,” (SA II II 25.) He goes on to say that even though the angels and saints very well may be praying for us, it is not our duty to call upon them for help, we have Jesus himself praying for us.

Now what does this all mean. The fact that we miss our deceased friends and relatives is not a bad thing. The idea of being reunited with them is not a bad thing. The desire for heavenly wisdom is not a bad thing. The longing is not a bad thing for we all have it and it is one of the many reasons we pray often “COME LORD JESUS!” But God has not given us this privilege for “The wages of sin is death,” (Rom. 6:23) and death is separation from God and each other. He has not promised any revelation outside of his Son, (Hebrews 1.) Thankfully for us, the revelation from that Word is better than any advice a medium can conjure up, it is eternal advice, it is the Gospel.

“For God so loved the whole world, that He gave His only begotten Son. That whoever believes in Him, will not perish, but have eternal life,” (John 3:16.)

In Christ, you are not dead in your trespasses and sins but alive to God.

May the Peace of God which surpasses all understanding be with your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus, Amen.

           

“Flesh of My Flesh”

1.  The tree of life with ev’ry good

In Eden’s holy orchard stood,

          And of its fruit so pure and sweet

          God let the man and women eat.

     Yet in this garden also grew

     Another tree, of which they knew;

          Its lovely limbs with fruit adorned

Against whose eating God had warned.

2.  The stillness of that sacred grove

     Was broken, as the serpent strove

          With tempting voice Eve to beguile

          And Adam too by sin defile.

     O day of sadness when the breath

     Of fear and darkness, doubt and death,

          Its awful poison first displayed

          Within the world so newly made.

3.  What mercy God showed to our race,

     A plan of rescue by His grace:

          In sending One from woman’s seed,

          The One to fill our greatest need–

     For on tree uplifted high

     His only Son for sin would die,

          Would drink the cup of scorn and dread

          To crush the ancient serpent’s head!

4.  Now from that tree of Jesus’ shame

     Flows life eternal in His name;

          For all who trust and will believe,

          Salvation’s living fruit receive.

     And of its fruit so pure and sweet

     The Lord invites the world to eat,

          To find within this cross of wood

          The tree of life with ev’ry good.

LSB 561 The Tree of Life

“Flesh of My Flesh”.  This is an excerpt for a sermon preached by Pr. Petersen of Redeemer Lutheran Church Fort Wayne.

Scattering the Darkness

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“Jesus Christ is the light of the world.
The light no darkness can overcome.

Stay with us Lord for it is evening,
And the day is far spent.

Let the light scatter the darkness,
and illumine your church.

Joyous Light of Glory,
Of the immortal Father…”

The light of a single candle illuminates the church as we begin the service of Evening prayer with these words.

Each time the bell tolls we are reminded of our sins and still the light pours in as each row of pews passes the light to their neighbors. And so the light of Christ scatters the darkness in that place, for a time.

This past evening I awoke in the middle of the night to enjoy a cup of tea, the cool night air, and the word of God in a midnight respite Chaucer refers to as “Midsleep.” As I light the candles to scatter the darkness in this house, it becomes apparent that candle light and fire light have their flaws and shortcomings.

Their lights cast strange shadows which move and change like creatures of the night. Their lights do not scatter the darkness entirely for all over the room darkness can be found, and anyone who attempts to be thrifty with their matches for too long is quickly reminded of the scorching fires of hell as depicted by the Reformation era indulgence salesman and marketing guru, John Tetzel.

In our world we see images of wildfires, housefires, burn victims, bombs, explosions and volcanic eruptions laying waste to our comforting image of fire, yet still we find comfort in it amidst its perceived imperfections.

Despite all of these horrific images, we use it in the Phos Hilaron or Liturgy of Light as a reminder of the Christ, the true light of the world, who scatters the thickest darkness of even the coldest tombs.

Each night as the light fades and your candles melt, look not to fires or lights to scatter the darkness but to the cross where the darkness was vanquished once and for all.

As we say at the Easter Vigil, “The Light of Christ… Thanks be to God!”

May this Peace of God which surpasses all understanding be with our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus,
Amen

 

An Obituary for Pearl

PearlToday a resident who I serve was committed to her final resting place at a Catholic Parish in St. Louis County. Her name was Pearl and she was not unusually remarkable by the world’s standards. She had no family that I could recognize, a small group of friends. She would join them for lunch each and every day with the help of hired caregivers. She was soft spoken and hardly said a word.

I could not tell you what she did in her life. I could not tell you much about her other than her love of lemonade and her willingness to share a smile.

But she is not the subject of this post. The day of her funeral is a unique reminder of our place in God’s kingdom. Death strikes us suddenly and lacks discrimination. It would seem that death conquers all even our Savior and tears God’s kingdom in two.

It is likely that many of Pearl’s friends and family weep today. Not only do they weep for their loss, but they weep out of fear and uncertainty praying that God would be merciful on this sinner! Kyrie Eleison!

God answers our prayer, in fact he answered it 2,000 years ago in an equally confusing way. He sent His only Son to die. He, too, took his last breath, and faded in exhaustion. C.F.W. Walther writes that as Jesus hang limply on the cross the devil and all his minions cheered for they assumed victory. Their reign of tyranny and destruction had been won. But God does not use death to surrender to the devil. God uses death to crush the serpent and all of his crafts.

Pearl’s death and committal this All Saint’s Day points us to Christ’s death on the cross. It is through His death, that our death is transformed into paradise.

I weep for Pearl. I will miss sharing a smile with her, the way she eagerly responds to your questions. But I rejoice that a dear child of God is now in her father’s arms.

May the Peace of God which surpasses all understanding be with your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus, Amen

We never get anything done!

Walk down the street in any American town. It doesn’t matter if it is rural, suburban, or heavily urban. In any demographic you will likely hear comments like these, “They never get anything done in DC,” “Our politicians are just playing politics,” “We need to move forward.” I hear you, concerned citizen, but I am not so concerned as you. Washington DC is slow, and that is a good thing.

 

Voting is an interesting ritual, especially these days. Everyone, regardless of party, claims to have an agenda. Agenda assumes that something is going to get done. Why has agenda replaced the platform in political new speak. Agenda’s can change, move, and blow away in any political wind. A platform on the other hand is immovable, built by the sweat and toil of the candidate. When I vote for a candidate, I pick the man who most closely lines up with my beliefs, and I expect that man to compromise as little as possible in the effort of supporting that platform.

 

This is the beauty of the Republic. I do not have time to lobby for my beliefs, so I send my tax dollars to a group of men who do. The Republic can represent any number of beliefs either benevolent or malevolent and those men can march forward to Washington to lobby our cause for us.

 

The founding fathers had a pretty good idea how NOT to run a country, in fact they wrote in detail about it, countless times and signed both the Articles of Confederation and the Constitution as a bulwark against those schemes. Benjamin Franklin rightly categorized the Monarchy in Common Sense as a patriotic Popery which usurps the freedom of future generations to please the whims of one man and his sons. They saw the folly of every form of government and took great pains to slow government down. The signers of the constitution enumerated the small list of governmental duties and expected future politicians to stand firm holding that line.

Today’s politicians compromise at every turn because it is good for them, but this is not why we vote. We vote to hold back the whims of our government. We vote to slow things down. We vote to protect the freedoms which were endowed to us by our creator. Any politician who compromises one inch on matters of life, liberty, and property does not understand our government, and does not understand his duty as our representative.

The Timeless Nature of Fatherhood

I may not be a seasoned veteran of the paternal wars. I have not the stripes to give sage advice to young men aspiring to be fathers, or young men in general; but as any decorated soldier of those conflicts knows, being a first time father of an infant is much like being thrust into D-Day with nothing more than a blow gun. You feel helpless. Time simply slips by without your control. You hear the ticking of the clock as you bounce, cuddle, swaddle, sing, read, and cry your child to sleep. You begin to think, “Father, I am not worthy or able! Why have you given me such a calling!” Yet ironically, whenever you leave your wife and child to go to work, your child is taken from you to nurse or to be held by the countless other family members; you feel as if a part of your being has been taken from you. Lost, empty, alone, and somewhat afraid that your progeny will suffer some great tragedy which you can only watch with shock. You try to remember how old the child is, “6 weeks, gosh has it really been that long” and at the same time “has it really been that short?” This is the timeless nature of Fatherhood.

Perhaps you can do this exercise with me, try to remember a time before you had children. Can you think of the exact moment you decided you wanted to be a father? If you are anything like me, you can hardly remember a time when you weren’t. Our past memories seem to morph into a picture from our children’s baby book. Your 21st birthday, your graduation, that camping trip with your dad all are hard to remember without seeing the face of your child or children. You can’t seem to imagine a time when you weren’t a father. Upon realizing this is just a trick of your brain you become sad that you have not shared those memories with your child and begin making plans for backpacking trips across Europe, Cheese Making projects, and trips to the cigar shop and in less than a second your past, your present, and your child’s future all mold into one timeless form. It is as if we were predestined before the formation of the world to care for this child.

Now I’m not saying that Christian fathers are any better at being fathers than non-believing fathers or that God somehow gives you a Super Dad gene, but I am saying that Fatherhood is not a calling which we ourselves can claim to be any good at accomplishing. Yet somehow, the battle is won. Countless young men and women are raised up and taught the truth and graduate into the real world of home economics, all taught by sinful fathers just like you and me.

Despite our flaws, selfishness, and untrustworthy behavior, our children look at us with loving eyes. They let you know that they are proud of you, they feel safe in your arms, and are thankful for the food you put on their table. This happens no matter how miserable you are at fatherhood, because in you they see the caring hand of their heavenly Father. The eternal Father who masks our shortcomings, who tenderly provides all that we need to support this body and life, who gave His only son to spare us from the wages of our sin. To our children, we are good fathers, not by our own merits, but because the Father we all share has called us father of these children, has asked us to teach them the truth, and to appear as the loving hand of God Himself. It is in this sense that fatherhood is timeless. Our call to fatherhood extends back thousands of years to Noah, to Adam, to the formation of the world. God himself knew us and knew our children from the beginning and promises to provide Fatherly love to us for all eternity. He does this through fathers like you and me.

Praise God, for the love of our fathers, the father figures in our life, and the love of our Heavenly Father, who calls us worthy of this vocation despite our wretchedness. Amen