Blowing Dazzle

She reached her phone, enthusiastically, just to found out some bad news that make her, somehow, uncomfortable. She took a deep breath, leaning herself toward the wall. She knew it. It was just question, but that question was the last thing she could ever want to hear. “It will pass. It will pass. It’s not…

Frankly said, gue merasa hari-hari belakangan terasa berat. Gue menghela napas lebih banyak dari biasanya, ngelamun lebih sering, dan memikirkan masalah yang sama terus-terusan. Dada gue terasa penuh dan berat, bahkan setelah gue nangis dan meluapkan semua kekecewaan gue. Gue mempertanyakan peruntungan hidup gue ke Tuhan, kenapa harus begini dan kenapa harus gue. Otak gue…

Remember the story you told me that night? about the moon who keeps searching the light She said to all her friends, “Oh my gosh I’ve found it once before, but now it’s gone!” then her friends patted her in the back, feeling sorry cause she hasn’t been moving on. I laughed as you stopped…

Back some years ago, when I was in my mid 20s, I felt like, you know, had everything. I was fearless, ambitious, surroundings by huge opportunities, and completed. Since I thought I had everything, I wasn’t afraid to dream and to keep my high hopes up there as my vision was clear as crystal -I…