Alone still…
It’s the holidays..the time people spend with family and loved ones. I am unable to spend it with my family and I don’t really have any loved ones in my […]
How Many Chances?
So, I’m back again. Same place, same shit. Divorced….again. This makes my third divorce. It was a clusterfuck. We ended going into polyamorous relationships and it broke my marriage. I […]
The New Life Fantasy #1
Time has changed. Things have changed. But the desire for sex and closeness hasn’t changed. Sitting on the bed next to my wife, we both breathe heavy. That round of […]
#1 Saying goodbye
New Life
So…. It’s been quite a while since I’ve posted anything. A lot, and I mean a lot has changed. The woman I spoke of before in a few previous posts […]
Confused
I haven’t written in quite a while. Bad writer. Boo Since I have written, I have finished my current degree. Moved in with the love of my life. About to […]
My Love
The moment I saw you I knew I loved you. Heart beating faster than normal. Sweat on my palms Nervousness setting in, surpassing my confidence. Can’t show weakness. Walked to […]
haPPy part II
So, In my last post I had spoken about this odd feeling that I am having that I guess can only be called happy. Things are going better than expected with […]
haPPy??
So, I am at a point that I have never been at in my life. I am not fully sure, but I believe this is called happy? I have been […]
Something To Remind You
I chose to post this for all those that are currently struggling in life with depression. You do have someone out there that is listening and there is help available. […]
A Ruined Life 