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Monday, April 15, 2013

♫ Shoot me down, will I fall? ♫

I don’t know where to start.

My life has been going on some upside down roller coast shit at the moment. Came back at 6 in the morning yesterday.

Today was a bit better coz I at least got back home before midnight.

Rhys has definitely found this blog. HIYA Rhys.

Thanks for still remembering this blog. If not for your insistence, I don’t think I’d bother posting anything.

Too much things to update. Too many life to lived. Too little time to spend it on though.

The bottleneck - time :/

On one hand, I LOVE my life now. Im fully out to everyone. Especially to those that matters.

I’ve finally have some close straight-guy friend that I’m out to, and that I can trade hot sex stories with (and plus cute and hot too if I might add).

Is it then greedy of me when I say that this is not enough?

There’s more to life than being in a relationship. There’s more to life than being fucked, and fucking. There’s more to life than having money. There’s more to life than…

BUT,

I’m just saying that, even if my academics is ok; my sexual life is ok; my friends is ok; I’m still craving for that romantic need of:

1. Sleeping with someone you love, and waking up next to them in the morning.
2. Having an impromptu make out session in the cinemas whenever some romantic scenes were to come up.
3. Having the feeling that someone is there for you, whenever you're feeling shit at life in general.

I’m still craving for ALL THAT.

I’ll just end my latest rant with a brilliant quote from Homer Simpson from 24:6

“ I’m in an abusive relationship with life. It keeps beating the hell out of me, and I’m too cowardly to leave it!”

p/s:

Listening to this below kinda make me happy. Don’t you?

♫ listening to : The Parting Glass by Ed Sheeran in iTunes. ♫

Monday, December 24, 2012

A Grindr a day will melt your heart away :/

11:16 PM

Tried out Grindr for the first time. Rhys is most probably gonna read this, so lemme just come straight out by saying wow. After a lot of skipping heart beats, I ended up with disappointment. Seriously, It took a lot of guts to first try out the app. It took further guts from me to hit the chat button with the guys. After chatting, the slow build up of either having fun or the specific relationship kinda type of chat - it amounted to nothing. Hah. It's only my first day of trying. So I might fare better in future days. p/s: am I really that unattractive? Hmmppph :/ p/p/s: If you're reading this Rhys, I seriously need an uppers right now, and I don't mean the drug. I mean some company :/ Cheers to all the single gay guys in the world as of now :D p/p/p/s: This is soooo not healthy for my bipolar heart :/

♫ listening to : Ellie Goulding in iTunes ♫

Monday, March 26, 2012

On se perd, on s'espère, Queleue part, on s'égare, Un jour au-delà , On se retrouvera.

March 26, 2012
5:29 PM

Had classes today without my lil sis. She had to run some errands at her old college.

I went to each one of my classes and I felt ok.

Skip to half four and I felt something churning inside me.

I don’t really intend to be a little whiny bitch but sometimes life really knows how to play with your emotions.

4.29 p.m - I was feeling content. Not happy per se, but not sad nonetheless.

4.30 p.m - I felt like crying. Without a valid reason to. I’m feeling depressed. I’m feeling melancholic. I feel like I wanna run and go escape to somewhere deserted. by technology, by people, by humanity.

5.30 p.m. - I still felt like what I’ve been feeling for the past hour.

As a side note.

Interesting things that I found?

France’s entry to this year’s Eurovision contest - Echo (You and I) by Anggun. Hot song, hot beats, and hot vid!
A Boy to Be Sacrificed - NYTimes.com: “”

TODAY I grow nostalgic for little effeminate Abdellah. He and I share a body, but I no longer remember him. He was innocence. Now I am only intellect. He was naïve. I am clever. He was spontaneous. I am locked in a constant struggle with myself.
(Via This link from the NYTimes..)

I’m ending this post with this link here:

Letters of Note: It will be sunny one day: “”

I’ve found that it’s of some help to think of one’s moods and feelings about the world as being similar to weather: Here are some obvious things about the weather:

It’s real. You can’t change it by wishing it away. If it’s dark and rainy it really is dark and rainy and you can’t alter it. It might be dark and rainy for two weeks in a row.

BUT

It will be sunny one day. It isn’t under one’s control as to when the sun comes out, but come out it will.

One day.

(Via A Letter from Stephen Fry.)

As the ever brilliant Stephen Fry puts it:

ONE DAY!

♫ Currently playing: Echo (You and I) by Anggun in iTunes ♫

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Little Darwin and his ulcers :/ and other unrelated news ;)

March 17, 2012
12:18 PM

Went to DEMC yesterday morning.

My first sis picked me and my lil sis up at about 9 in the morning.

I myself was in the middle of my morning routine of washing up, prepping my hair and breakfasting when my first sis called to ask whether I wanna come with her to the hospital to visit Little Darwin.

It turned out that my little nephew has been hospitalised due to an oral infection that caused ulcers to develop in his mouth making him reluctant to feed and take his milk.

Little Darwin

Poor little Darwin.

He’s still refusing to eat.

His eyes were swollen from all the crying.

Hopefully he’ll be discharged soon ;)

Other news I think you should know?

1. An inspiring watch!

The Obama Documentary: VIDEO:

The Obama campaign has just released the full 17-minute Tom Hanks-narrated documentary The Road We’ve Traveled, highlighting the major calls he has had to make since becoming president. It’s directed by Davis Guggenheim and features President Bill Clinton, Mayor Rahm Emanuel, Elizabeth Warren, David Axelrod, and Austan Goolsbee. It cost at least $345,000 to produce.

A must-watch, AFTER THE JUMP…

Here’s the GOP’s lame response.