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Why do we do it? As a rounded, sensible (sometimes) 30-something woman, I feel I know how to make decisions and how to protect my sanity.  So, therefore, why do I insist on torturing myself by checking the status updates of someone I unceremoniously removed from my life (as much as I could ) late last year?!  This makes even less sense given that one of the main reasons for the separation was the endless drivel spouted on said status update.  It’s utter torture, and yet I keep finding myself going back there, picking the scab.

I wonder sometimes if it’s worth it, if really there is a better way to make a living, but then I get a positive outcome and I can breathe…. for another day at least

Ok, not entirely sure why I’m here or what I hope to achieve, but then perhaps that’s the point.  I think sometimes everyone needs an outlet for thoughts and feelings that don’t really need/ expect a reaction, rather somewhere to put things down.  I used to write a diary as a misguided teen, it was my passion.  I paid so much attention to it, taking time and pride to buy ‘just the right’ book to become my sole confidant. Maybe this is my new version of the diary, some 15 yrs later.  I guess I’ll wait and see how it goes…..

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