Make me sad and I'll write you a poem
My father called last night
It was raining outside
I can’t hear him at first
But I just listened and thirst
My father called last night
Hearing his voice felt like warm sunlight
He said he was proud of me
But I felt his worry of my life without company
My father called last night
I said I’ll be alright
I can live a life without a man
But I may not live without him…
I almost gave my heart to this stranger
Though I know it might put me in danger
I almost gave my heart to this stranger
Oh, he got me wrapped around his finger
I almost gave my heart to this stranger
I was foolish to believe he’d be my lover
I almost gave my heart to this stranger
But he’s gone, and won’t even remember
I almost gave my heart to this stranger
I realized being alone is better
I almost gave my heart to this stranger
God, please help me forget October
I wish I could turn back time
Maybe you’ll still be mine
I wish I wasn’t afraid
And just avoided the charade
I wish I showed that I care
Now your guard’s up, that’s fair
Sorry for breaking your heart
Now all I can do is love you from afar…
When God permits our souls to meet…
I want to wake up with you in our home, in the bed that we share
I want to walk with you hand in hand in the streets so that everyone knows that you are mine and I am yours
I don’t want to give half of myself but to be able to give you all of me
I don’t want to be afraid of loving you
I don’t want to be afraid of being loved by you
This time there will be no walls
This time I will not hold back
I know there’s no such thing as forever and ever but I want to spend my eternity with you and only you…
I want to believe that you are out there, maybe wandering like myself
I want to have hope that one day we will finally meet
But until then, I will write love letters for you to read soon…
I still feel empty
Even if I’ve achieved plenty…
What really is my purpose?
I sometimes feel worthless
I want to fall in love with life again
I don’t want to pretend…
That success will end,
This misery that does not mend
When will this chase stop?
Everyone just wants to be on top
I want to live each day
To hear music that I can play
To dance in the rain
To walk and sway
To kiss someone’s tears away
To be present today
– Inspired by the Pixar movie Soul
I always come back to this place
I always want to go back and trace
The memories and people that I once chased and embraced
The people that I hate and love that are always in my headspace
People that I once trusted but turned out was a disgrace
People are predictable and disappointing and that’s a fact I’ll have to face
Swimming in the sea of despair
Looking for Mother and Father somewhere
They promised that they’ll come back in Winter
Patiently waiting for them by the river
There goes Mother with her new lover
There goes Father trying to recover
And I am still here by the river
Stuck with the thought of us to come back together
The lady in the lake
Never saw the morning break
The lady in the lake
Her loneliness ache
The lady in the lake
Drowned in rage
The lady in the lake
Who will she take?
The lady in the lake
Her lover waiting for her to wake…
— Inspired by The Haunting of Bly Manor
Down the rabbit hole, I’ll wait for you
While you dance with the Devil in the blue moon
I’ve kept my tears in a bottle
Hoping you’ll come back before Autumn
To hold me again with your cold hands
Here in the new and naked lands…
Big sister pick me up, pick me up from my misery
Big sister pick me up, pick me up Depression is killing me
Big sister pick me up, pick me up I’d rather be dead than to be here
Big sister pick me up, pick me up I’m always with Anxiety
Big sister pick me up, pick me up and help me please…
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