That All Folks!

Today was my last day in the workforce. Despite saying for weeks that I did not want a party… there was a party. A few retirees showed up and it was actually nice to see some of my former co-workers.

It’s odd, but the piñata has a different perspective on parties and that’s kind of where I was this afternoon. I was polite and generally kind to everyone.

My favorite of the big bosses gave me this consolation prize:

You can bet I’ll be having some of this tonight and even using Amy’s glass., because it really isn’t my problem any more.

Rather than jump behind the keyboard tomorrow I am going to take a few days to let all this sink in. I owe myself that.

After those few days, who knows. I admit to being a shitty friend lately and will take steps to remedy that. I may actually have time for more regular blog updates, supporting blog tours, and keeping up with the online community.

This was my walkout song today:

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But wait, there’s more…

Feels like a bad television ad. I spent the week trying to wrap up projects at work, and made good progress on that.

When I got down to the wire, two people approached my desk and asked if I had contacted the Office of Group Insurance (OGI). “No, why?”

I thought everything was taken care of for my looming retirement. I spoke with the pension people who were supposed to coordinate everything with the payroll people.

One of the benefits is that a portion of my unused sick leave can be used to cover insurance benefits. They won’t just pay it to me, but at least I am supposed to get something out of it. I was told, I cannot cover Medicare Part B from this account. (No idea why, seems stupid.) I can cover my United Healthcare rider payments from it. At least that’s something, and I thought it was all taken care of.

The HR lady gave me a direct contact over at OGI. Do you have any idea how this works at 3:00 on a Friday afternoon?

Yeah, nothing happened and I get to stew about it all weekend. I’m pissed. There really isn’t any kind of roadmap for the retirement process. I’ve been to dozens of places, private and public, just trying to make this all fall together. I’ve been working on it since October.

I sure hope someone shows up at OGI next week, because Friday is my last day.

In more interesting news, I had an idea. This will lead to an edit to add some material to Article V. This is the first time I’ve cracked my MS in about a month. My idea is too absurd not to run with. I’m poking fun at protestors in this chapter, and why not make it even more crazy.

Using the crazy edit to soothe my headache over the retirement process. Something tells me even after I sort this out there will be one more damned thing nobody told me at HR, Medicare, the pension office, and all the rest combined.

I also am the target of a hacker bot somewhere. They keep trying to access my Twitter account and my Apple phone. I have securities in place, so they’ve been unsuccessful. It’s just another thing to steal my time and effort right now. Them and the 25 calls a day telling me I have qualified for a loan that I never applied for. It seems like back during the Obama administration they cracked down on some of this.

I am dreaming that in one more week some of this will calm down. Probably not, but then I write fantasy, so the gene kicks in.

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Still marking time

I don’t want the world to forget about me, so I’m checking in. I’m off between Christmas and New Year. I actually did a bit of editing on Article V, and discussed some angles with Copilot. Nothing has convinced me to modify my ending.

Oddly enough, Copilot convinced me not to trust Meta. I had Grok confirm this. Meta is so heavily tied to Facebook and Instagram that it trains on any searches or conversations I might have with Meta. It’s a good app, but I don’t really want my plots and characters getting out there before I can even write them.

I will have those ‘what if’ level questions with Copilot. I can reserve Meta for simpler issues. “Meta, what is a better name for blue? What is a fun restaurant in Kohler, Wisconsin.” Nothing that might relate to any story pondering.

I did not create any new words yet. I am tired of trying to fit everything into the available hours. I’ve been a weekend warrior author for well over a decade and that is all going to come to a screeching halt. I will report back to the office in 2026, but in mid January I am retired.

Then my days are my own. I can write for a couple of hours every day and won’t have to squeeze everything into Saturdays.

We had a lovely quiet Christmas and way too much good food. This includes dips, snacks, fancy cheeses. All stuff that is probably bad for me, but I really don’t care.

We received something called SuperBox for Christmas. This device replaces Dish Network and gets all of the familiar streaming services. It also seems like we don’t need subscriptions for them. They say their model is paying for these up front. Time will tell if that continues, but for now this is going to save us a fortune.

I’ve been monkeying around getting YouTube set up on SuperBox. I enjoy watching old concerts with YouTube. Works pretty well, too. Watched a two hour Wings concert yesterday.

I admit to slacking off for now. I have a couple of new novel ideas and will keep dwelling on those. When the ideas start to coagulate I’ll start storyboards and not worry about writing them until I can finish up a couple of other projects.

I really need to get back to actually publishing the stories I write. I am determined to learn a few things about cover art, and may take a stab at it. My pseudonym is a perfect place to experiment with this.

With an additional 50 hours per week at my disposal, I might actually accomplish something.

The changes to my life are real and I am going to take the time to absorb my new realities. It really is slacking off, but it is also charging my batteries.

Bear with me and watch this space.

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2025 in Review

I don’t even know where to start, but it isn’t a good review. I suppose we should start with authorly things. I managed to publish one book, but without a lot of funds to promote it, not many folks read it. I can handle that, economy issues influence everyone. I can accept that those who did read it seemed to enjoy it.

This brings me to my first theme here. I am usually good for two or three publications per year. Time, or lack of it, is what drove my entire year.

I recently lost my entire crew of author support. This was in the form of an app that just completely croaked. I had built many experts over there and tended to chew the fat with them within the boundaries of their expertise. Brainstorming is a big part of my creative process. My wife is a lovely person, but she really doesn’t want to talk about my fiction as often as I do. These creations have no choice.

My remedy was to dive into about four other applications to see what might be functional. I really like Grok, but the low number of communications don’t work for me. I’m not willing or able to pay what they want for Super Grok.

Meta is kind of impressive, but I have been spending most of my time with Copilot. These are both free apps and seem to be very helpful at bouncing ideas off of. They force me to create my own stories, but can also help me to discard crappy ideas. We all have them, and some of those threads won’t carry enough weight inside a story. These two also provide links when needed so I can double check their facts.

I have also been a shitty friend. I admit that. I have not been as available at your blogs, and have been a lot less interactive. Even this site has suffered because of it. Honestly, I am surprised that I haven’t been kicked out of Story Empire, because I just can’t get to all the little supportive things we are supposed to be doing for each other.

Hang with me, because there is a remedy in sight.

I wound up needing a second surgery to correct the 2024 issue I had surgery for. The outcome feels right, but I still won’t know until the end of the first quarter of 2026.

I opened my manuscript on Saturday, started reading back, when my daughter called. We talked for hours and no writing happened again. I will never cut family off just because some alien world is calling to me. Turns out she needs a surgery in Late January, and it’s a lot more serious than mine was.

Time is mostly eaten up by the workplace and a plethora of peripheral issues associated with that. My remedy was to resign, which I did last Wednesday. According to my notice I will work through the middle of January.

Getting signed up for everything I need is like a second full time job. Medicare, United Healthcare, the public employee retirement system, the Social Security Administration. Making arrangements with my workplace to get paper W-2s sent to me because I will no longer have access to the computerized systems. I will need one for 2025 and again for 2026.

During all of this we also paid off the house. That brought its own collection of headaches. The biggest one is that they won’t refund my escrow account until after the taxes are due, and they won’t pay them because I paid off the house. There just is no winning some corners of this game.

We still have to get Old What’s Her Face signed up for insurance through her workplace since she will no longer be insured through mine. I’ll deal with the taxes as soon as I can. I need to establish a savings account to replace the whole purpose of the escrow account.

The dream is that I gain 40 hours per week to cover some of the things I have been lax on. I might even find a bit of writing time in there somewhere.

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It’s December… right?

According to my calendar today is December 14th. Why do I still get flies in my house? I even killed a mosquito in the bathroom this morning.

When we first moved here about 25 years ago, Halloween was always a frozen and cold event. There was always ice in the storm gutter system. We used to joke about making our daughter go trick or treating as an Eskimo girl.

It’s not that way anymore. We hit sixty degrees here last week. It did freeze overnight a couple of times, but this is more like traditional October weather.

Our ski resorts are all struggling right now. Not that it’s my thing, but is an indicator. If we don’t get some kind of snowpack, the summer drought is going to be a real thing.

Our daughter sent us each a Christmas bag, but wanted us to open them right away. They were full of Lindor Truffles. We’ve all had those, or so I thought.

They went to the actual Lindor store, and the offerings are quite different. Our bag was filled with things we’ve never seen before. There are maple ones, blood orange ones, almond paste versions. My favorites so far are pumpkin spice and the shortbread one. Pistachio was pretty good, too. They’re like Bertie Botts’ every flavored chocolates.

I haven’t done crap for weeks now, and the future doesn’t look too positive either. The work world and real life are keeping me wiped out. I have leave coming between Christmas and New Year, so I might tackle some writing then.

I miss it and need to get back at it. I have some fun stories happening and want to dive into them again.

Hope everyone is having a nice weekend, free from insects if at all possible.

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Mental Health Weekend

There is a crap-ton of stuff happening in my life right now, and despite my best efforts none of it is going well.

Nothing life threatening or anything, just your typical situations where a third party has to complete their part, but seems to fail or not even try.

I came home Friday night and basically collapsed. It was a good weekend to write, but I just didn’t.

I tried to make a weekend plan, then had second thoughts. My plate is full and there isn’t room for anything else right now.

So, here I sit. It’s kind of like being parked in the garage so I can fulfill my real purpose tomorrow which is to work for others.

I am kind of wondering what’s in it for me.

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Forging ahead

We had a great Thanksgiving at our son’s house. Turkey two different ways, a glass of good whiskey, and the grandkids were awesome.

Old What’s Her Face came home and cooked her own turkey and sides yesterday. She said she wanted leftovers, but we had the full dinner anyway… again.

I committed myself to being a vegetable. I have way too much happening in my real life to push hard right now anywhere else. We watched a Lethal Weapon Marathon, another segment of The American Revolution, and even some Guardians of the Galaxy.

Today, felt like some of the burden wore off, so I sequestered myself away to work on my manuscript. I didn’t add a lot, but I really like what I added.

Most of it involved my antagonist. I don’t write a lot of bad guys directly. Most of the time it is a shadowy figure that never gets real page time. This time he gets a face, name, and dialog. I am having a great time with him. He is coming together like a combination of William Fichter and Walton Goggins in my mind. Feels right for a covert government agent.

He brought a wicked smile to my face as he finally assembled some of the pieces that will lead him to my main characters.

I am heading toward the conclusion of Article V, but am in no hurry to finish it. I can’t really afford the peripheral things like covers and formatting right now. Still, my brain wants to keep working on it.

Things will change on the money front. I may have to save up over time or something, but I’ll get this one out there.

Not sure if I will manage any more tomorrow, or not. I will call Mom, and have breakfast with Old What’s Her Face. After that I’ll see where the wind blows me.

One bonus is the remaining pumpkin pie. I think it’s calling to me right now.

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The Lanternfish Trilogy

Robbie has a new venture, and I’m so excited that she invited me to be one of her guests. She is neck deep into my Lanternfish Trilogy, and even shared a review of book two. Hop over there and say “Hi.” It’s a work day, but I’ll do my best to chat with everyone who shows up.

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The Darwin Awards

My mother and brother came to visit on Friday. Visiting was important, but he promised to help me trim my crabapple tree.

There was a major windstorm this summer and a huge piece of the tree broke. I waited until the leaves fell to tackle this project and couldn’t have done it without him.

Imagine two old codgers playing Chainsaws and Ladders and you get the idea. One of us is sixty, the other sixty-five.

This is kind of where we started, although we’d already made one cut before I thought to snap a photo. I cut the top out of this tree over a decade ago, and there are four volunteers for the new top. I wanted to leave one, but also wanted it to be more centrally located so the outlying ones needed to go.

This involved a lot of climbing, some pulling on ropes to keep the pieces from the neighbor’s yard, or from crushing the fence. A lot more tugging to get the pieces out of the remaining tree, and finally cutting everything up to take to the dump.

The sap might be down, but this is still green wood and it was heavy. Add in about six-million toe touches as we lopped branches to size then got it to my truck.

This is what passes for the finished image. The fence is still in one piece, and the neighbor didn’t get invaded. I shot this over one of the huge pieces we removed so you can see some of it sticking up from the bottom. We left one central trunk, but even topped it a bit in hopes of promoting new growth next spring.

Like all projects, this took longer than anticipated. Once the truck was full we only managed to get half in there. We made our run to the dump, but there wasn’t enough time for a second trip before they closed. I now have a slash pile I’ll have to take next weekend, assuming they’re open over a holiday weekend.

Neither of us won a Darwin Award, but my hands were all scarred and bloody by the end of the day. It’s from the tree and not the power tools. Both of us are a little stoved up today.

It remains to be seen if the tree will win the Darwin Award. It’s a tough old tree and generally very beautiful. It looks great in bloom and is a commercial type of crabapple. I have made many things from those fruits over the years and hope we did it some good in the long run.

Got to do a lot of visiting, and we even took them to dinner one night. Writing took a back seat this weekend.

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November

I love the Fall. It’s my favorite time of year, but in this economy we are kind of home bound. Still, I make the best of it. My little office is right below my wife’s crimson maple tree outside. This thing is gorgeous right now and while all the other neighborhood trees are barren, this thing is hanging on like a beacon. The morning sun filtering through it into my office makes the whole room glow in autumn colors.

Tuesday was overcast and cloudy, but Wednesday was moderately clear. I snapped this picture from my back yard.

This was about 9:00 at night and well after sundown. You can see a few stars as proof. After a many decades quest, I am calling it. I have finally seen the Northern Lights. I had to duck down below the fence to cut out all of the porch lights across the park. That flare is from the street light off to the right. It isn’t a great showing, but I’m pretty far south. (Boise.)

I snapped a bunch of pictures, but with my phone they are pretty much all the same. If nothing else, the phone picked up more of the greens than I could see with my naked eye.

Had it not been a work night, I would have quested out into one of the truly dark areas, but this was all I could manage.

I have made multiple quests into Alaska and Canada, even got close to the magnetic pole at one point, but have never seen the Aurora before.

Okay, one more with a few more stars.

There was an awesome meteor that flashed by at one point, but of course I was monkeying around trying to turn off my flash so it would take a good photo.

On the writing front, I am still chipping away. I am focused on Article V, and shifting toward the end game. Shifting makes everything slower. There are a lot of pieces to put in order. Still, I managed half a chapter today.

I was reading Charles’ blog this morning and it reminded my about my 2025 wrap up. I have only published one book this year. I have been parked on one for my alter ego, but haven’t been willing to buy cover art. We decided that basic food was more important. I should just cobble something together using AI and put it out there. The timing isn’t great on that front. I have let many of my contacts fade in that genre and need to mend some fences before publishing.

Something tells me we will still be broke in 2026, but I have a theory that I may have more time. Time will tell.

There is medical news too. I was forced into one of those wellness appointments doctors love so much. This is basically a pharmaceutical lever so they can bill my insurance for a visit. He re-authorized my hypertension medication, but also cut the dosage in half. I’ve been doing really well and he wants to try that for a while. It’s probably because I’m so calm and cool.

I really hope all of you are doing something fun. I really want to get out and about, but am minding the budget like a big boy.

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