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le Ballet Mecanique..un film de Fernand Leger

First of all, —or third of all, rather..thirdly, ahem! permit me to observe that some things – if not all things – cannot be translated meaningfully, can only be rendered, –this, for example: the Ballet Mechanic. The literal translation gets you>some guy comes out of the shop in a leotard clutching his wrench in a greasy mitt and looks at your motor..some guy, perhaps Cheech y Chong, a.k.a., Alice Bowie! tu-tu’d, multi-kulture’d famous inventor..of the stationary choppercycle>allows one satisfied customer to identify with the Easy Rider persona-mystique and all other diversities, while never giving up the comforts of couch and living-room; and snacks! bagging it down the open highway, your oyster, baby! boppily brilliant, –legendary, in your mind and altogether too cool..thee life! eschewing establishment squares, war-pigs and all of the rest..sleeping under stars; and yet, very narrow in commercial appeal, somehow..all too narrow, in other words, pure art. Mssr. Chong comes readily to mind whenever the caustic subject of performance art is injected in any conversation about the medium..which is, of course, the message (we all knew that); not dissimilar in its potent, pressurized delivery-apparatus’s convenient capability to invade the human psyche* (like your long-awaited YARDSALE opened after weeks of trepidation, at last! and visited, immediately, by mongol hoards, —early birds on horseback flashing scimitars, as, simultaneously – sky’s the limit in a poem about yard-sale’s – witness the arrival, on wheels, of viking ships, shields adorning..crews and warlord, flourishing axes, carving their own parking out of the driveway, ass end extended to the far curb and onto the neighbors’ lawns..by the mail-box, additively) *is spoken words, which opens an expansive list of expressive opportunities to be..or not to be considered in any comprehensive analysis of media influence on the western experience; such as Son of Word-jazz‘s dear, own the VIDIOT,-prince, and favorite goldentonsiled offspring, Ken Nordine (a.k.a., Mister “I’m the voice that says POOF! there goes..perspiration!”), and his distant cousin, Night-of-storytelling-around-a-campfire,for-the-lads..sped in time, to young manhood, lit! bonding, with nurturing leaderships’ Judeo-Christian values t’sharing, in flickering lights ‘gainst the pitch-black darkness..illuminating vague shapes that became monsters, as flames, rising, go this way and that, ceremonially taking on lives of their own, ghosts! good, bad&ugly adding fuel to bonfire’s brief Jovian existence, snuffed out! by that ounce of cautionary, adult common-sense prevention..to ensure (there will be) continuity of tribal survival and the preservation of habitats, for future boys to come..and whittle. Also, the same sun rises..some generations later, on a charred remains telling of a previous evening’s magical entertainments dipping in waters of cultural mythologies’ amnesia’s; and toilet-papers! sent, with love, from home and diverted for an artistic purpose, –skits! engaging, in occultic practices..an audience spellbound, –I sing the body, geriatric, gerbilles in all walks of life..of a people congealed in its own ingrained glories, to Rome! –dancing war-whoops! backed by slender trees, swaying moonrise, sinuous, dissolving..in morning eucalyptus mists; and, day 3! trip by school-bus to..The Sound Museum!

MOTHLIGHT Stan Brakhage, 1963..pre-merry-prankster’s, –in contrast, a dusty, free-spirited document from the vault of human ingenuity and Hollywood reject’s, occupies the mind for a brief existence, mimicking its culturally appropriated subject..staring simian orbs’ mirror reflections, –our headlights, our selves! held captive to the artist’s vision, arrived at by overexposure to poetry..of Pound when a youth; and, next internalized then rendered, with the artist’s almost casual involvement, through the agency of found organic material physically stapled between strips of clear celluloid and photo-lab’d into prints, verbatim, –rather than translated, in an obvious throwback to the primordial photography studios’ oozes of yore, extracting from the tar pits, curatable lunchable artifacts left by the first generation’s photo-chemical pioneers – pre-covered wagon – selecting green, leafy matter, flora, etc., and interlacing (them) with any other convenient translucent materials, taken for their desirable gossamer qualities; plus, whatever works! pressing collages between sun and plates – like a flower, preserved flat within a book’s pages – coated with varying kustom photo-sensitive tinctures to try, aiming for best results, in the which, discovering images having a wonderfully shallow illusion of depth, —suggesting, in the mind’s eye, a kind of specious photo-graphic truth, presented, in an off-handed..oh, baroque expressionists’ manner (there’s prob’ly a standard term known to art critics)..his labours’ enduring products, –photographically captured snap’s, burn-in’s of recognizable natural objects, i.e., leaf skeletons, mixed with manufactured see-through articles – add some opaque stuff – rendered, in a latter day, pre-modern age of enlightenment..Junior X-ray lab set-up –so to speak. To sum up it’s all about leaves, –(Great! now make like a tree and leaf..ahem!) The similarity in ideas, here, with Leger’s work, is spot-lighted in the approach to unlocking the sub-conscious through the intentional abandonment of personal preferences, the scuttling of any aesthetic demands in favor of a blind, grab-bag grocery-list ob-wanna-bees..following an arbitrary canon dictating what’s next, — a technique analogous to that hailed, as the wave of the future, by enthusiastic creators of modern music (the ones you probably don’t want to hear) through uses of various deviant dictatorial pre-determining devices, –lock and load! such as dropping a string, then getting a good read on the entrails, laying there, and – by literal translation – arbitrarily pushing the creation of incidental/accidental sonic outcomes to a logical conclusion..for contemplations, –moody at best, in most cases; and an unguided tour in white/black/grey noise in all of the rest (I mean..I MEAAN! speaking for those of us sittin’ here, –sittin’ on the bench marked Group W, –for us, now and then in a blue moon it feels like a John Cage kinda day; but most others I, eh, ahem! would prefer a little Hank Williams or Schubert or Mozart, for my money; and some sherbet, too, please..Shekinah!) And, jumping the time-line ahead, musically..Its/His/ IS! (defined) history repeating itself, –again! as, with a cheery, though inexplicable docileness (without comment), man surrenders to hip-hop&rap artistries‘ politics minus the genius of THE LAST POETS –quick! hopping off! the dizzy, revolving, stunningly lush..ante-deluvian spectral progressions of traditional>jazz>swing>western swing>rock-a-billy/be-bop>country-to-psychedelic-rock’n’roll-jazz-blues’d fusions; and a legacyplethora of soul enabling performance styles, cracked by the since long-deceased drivers of a collective heartbeat, sounding from an underworld..wall of sound, the pulse! preserved in wax..like a flower pressed inside pages of a dusty volume, in time; you wouldn’t know to hear (and they wonder why civilization’s on the skids! SHEESH), time,TIME! to change all the clocks and locks, tic-toc! tic-toc! and yes, the melting clocks/clocks melting; accompanied by the strong, uncategorizable impression of getting bath water up your nose, Lefty! –low, and a little to the inside, clear it out, tomorrow, borrow..Finnegan’s,s-s-s..snake, hwen I wake,oy!ADEE DO! “STEE-EER-RIKE!!”

Ok..Irregardless of circumstances, the advent of cinematic form, one way or another, got us the Hollywood narrative..and the Hollywood community! spawned by energetic American geniuses, of that peculiar type of entrepeneurial wunderkinder..untermensch, –a race of melancholy men, as fascinated with seeing new stuff as they were with getting rich quickly by whatever means; whereas the europeans seem to have processed the arrival of the new art, its meaning and latent possibilities a bit differently..through the lens of an older, more discerning culture, clamouring, not for moolah! but refinements, yeah? (they’re europeans, you know). Ballet Mecanique points the gun of imagination at its captive audience not so crudely as does Porter’s The Great Train Robbery, in aiming its literal six-shooter directly at the camera, scattering viewers, terrified! diving..not accustomed to the perceived realism of an event caused by sequences of projected still photographs serially machine-gunning the brain*, (–as, with equal/unequal crudity, a vaguely similar thing is accomplished – I mentioned it earlier – in Stan ‘Wind-the-camera-and-throw-it-off-the-cliff,-it’s-art!’ Brakhage’s Mothlight..by forcing a series of neuro-chemical events, in the cerebrum, uncorked by the steady bombardment – at 18 fps – of found objects’ direct prints governed by no particular rules, presented, as-is? like a true poet) *–producing an objective illusion of motion wrought by a fresh technology, –hot-tarred on bare white shoulders of the new industrial goddess, –mass entertainment! which, as we know, threw everything for a loop..as in vintage praxinoscope-loop (no privacy, there! if you’re seeing it on youtube; probably even the very eccentric Reynaud, –Emile, himself and father of Disney would have been floored, momentarily, at the sight&sound of it, “KLINKETY-KLANKETY!” fully automated waking consciousness replica, larger than life animation’s, electro-mechanically projected onto a flat screen, –arc! of the welder’s rod, blazing behind celluloid, before a box of chocolates, seated, stuffed with multi-colored eyes, –mostly brown, I’m betting, “Cough! cough!” smell the smoke..movies

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Whosoever! the artists of Europe..painters, playwrights, circus performers, and the like, qualified immigrants, all..poets, even! – sandwich’d between two apocalyptic wars, one, only recently settled, and the other, just ahead and down the hall – seeking, ever, for a novel way to mesmerize patrons, –and seeing it! gave the new medium some fresh eyes (literally); and for the jaded art lovers, some food for thought. On this social phenomenon, one word..Freud. Freud and his couch. And Vienna, or Wien, –those europeans! they have their own word for everything, they speak and understand English perfectly, you know it! but just it’s utterly beneath their dignity’s to stoop so low and engage in it with us American’s especially the French! Selavvy!Rrose..her fingerprints are all over it, –stars in the Mechanical Ballet picture, ?I think..perhaps. It opens on a ?female? (everything we know here’s called in ?question??) seated on a swing, swinging (so far, so good), angle is appealing..calls up WOODSTOCK, free love, flower-power babes, ala Lily Langtree, –all of that (Lola Montez)..this is what cameras were invented for! ‘ow-eh-vehr, –and this is where it gets..psychological (?can you smell the cigars,taste the cocaine tainted fluids, dripping inside the nose cavities, perceive..a vague numbness? A-D DO! hear the thick, Wien-sausage dialect that goes, hand-in-hand, with the patently authentic, unchallenged interpretation of a human’s nightly sojourn..throughout a long, winter’s night, right? Well, –) The easy action with the woman on a swing is here brought to a grinding, screeching point of termination with..the CUT TO a downward angle/suspended camera view, ala Foucault’s pendulum,x2, our minds’ eyes..in a blink! now overhead gazing down on our winsome subject, whose eyes – which..are like limpid pools – return an implied parody of seduction (counter-part to Boyer’s? “Meet me in thee Cas-bah!” all of that?), the shift in perspective throwing everything double out-of-whack in contrary motions, which, though singularly satisfying in a musical setting, and etiquette of the road, do tend to be jarringly disorienting in the cinematic..environs, –CUT TO: HERE, I, on a night of a blue moon, –literally (rippling shadows bathed in computerlight’s glow); and, me, personally, noticing the appearance, on my right, of another sentient smaller being than me, seeking for companionship, –I..myself, turn the screen holding these images, to the white, mostly white and somewhat muscular, but partially flabby, with soft, rabbit-white fur..cat! at my elbow (and a dark tail) to gage his impression of the ART..both of us at the table or on the table as the case might be; and it grabs his attention, –held captive! le cat, by the black&white play of images, m&m’s, –like, campfire flickers! so,like, here, back with Boy Scouts of America there is witnessed to some degree, by an animal, le animal kitabu! the effective results on consciousness (generally) of Leger’s approach to manipulation of the plastic medium called cinema (european cinema, vs. vulgar Hollywood), for, by i t he has grabbed a cat..by its black tail! *(In all fairness, though, to ME! –mice-elf, I..I could probably engender a similar level of titillation easily! by capturing the movements of the cats and the dog in our chambers, changing stations through the course of a night, stirring from my satisfying sleep, to instead, be shooting infra-red, yo –Me! cinematographer-auteur-somnambulisto, –with the SONY camcorder, there, in everybody’s face, a southern california..Fellini! phenomenal..and probably wind up tripping over one of them, the cats, while trying to stay focused on maintaining an acceptable level of artistic quality, in process of controlling elements of what’s inside the frame..Guhh! half-awake, not noticing my own rebel feet taking me suddenly to the floor with a perfunctoryTHUD! and quite likely breaking the camera, lighting gizmo’s, etc., kit and le boodle. I would probably make art out of that, too, no doubt..If it ever happened (it’s all in the re-edit); but I digressed! alright..Who’s next?)

So! to return, the tomato on a swing is now become –Apollyon! for us at least, a taunting teasing vixenish countenance of, –cabaret singer or circus performer – whichever (poet?) – un-horsed! of the swing, as all breaks loose, –labour-forces’ marching feet..mechanized everything multiplied kaleidoscopically, eyes..teeth! inclosed in made-up lips so haltingly BLACK you can wake up from your hypnosis in a dark, impressionable pocket, prone! and smell the to-dive-for cigars’ butt’s, tossed – by the prosperously-dressed, somewhat dour gentleman, clearly up-tight..seated, carriage erect, in the chair appraising you curiously you may have noticed..through his pince-nez – cigar-butts, marking a measure of time, tossed! unceremoniously onto the unswept wood floor by the edge of a Persian rug; and then up, a little, to the leather couch, presently occupied, –he, or she (not nude!), reclining on the proprietary button-tuck (buttons of brass!) specialty item of kustom order furniture, manufactured and sold exclusively! for its intended use as a maximum efficiency psychiatric office vehicle, a dream machine, expressly designed for the comfort and convenience of a subject..or subjects!desirous to have a rendering, or, an interpretation, rather, of his or her (or their) nocturnal sub-supraconscious episodes, –or dreams..and willing to pay! stuffed with horse hair supported by good european quality coil-springs, –and a guarantee! affording her..or him..THEM! a relaxing view, tilting down from the ceiling, and angling onto a legion or two..dozens of framed certificates, smothering walls in shadow, helped by gaslight, certifying you are in the hands of a certified brain genius..about to certify YOU, –well! all of these dissolves and tricks we see in Ballet have gone on, to the pallets of visual artists everywhere down the line in the histoire du cinema, from Fritz Lang (shades of METROPOLIS) to Nicholas Roeg’s celebrated ‘everything and the kitchen-sink’ tool-box of cinematic tricks, including, for example, his double exposure moving-picture portraits of seated subjects..in this instance, hooligans, with hidden gifts..brushed over lightly, in TV-blues, revealing a certain condition of the heart..spiritual darkness lurking beneath bland smiles, and STOP! shot of the jury having facts represented, in a case of a highly-charged political nature, by a clever defense attorney, cross-dissolves with rows of patrons in a seedy movie-house, viewing a blue film, on a scene portraying a concept for justice..blinded by smut, roughly mirroring edits in ‘M’ earliest of the ‘soundies’ –(excepting THE JAZZ SINGER,#1). Again, we are shown what, in our casual waking hours we accept as all of it, in contradistinction with what is lying in wait, under cover in the spirit realm (and all of the rest). The only thing left after this is the giant squid fight..but we’ll come to that. The point, here, where we shall dwell, is What do europeans thinK? what’s their bag??, in other words, you know? They are not like us, we are not..THEM! (though obviously we can all succumb to that same horrifying and grisly end of being masticated alive..and sweating! by pods of giant atomic ant mutations out for sugar in the middle of the Nevada summer desert, –but RELAX! it’s a dry heat..so don’t freek).

Now where were we? oh! yes, here we are standing on sticky carpet before the soda head, surveying movie-palaces’ grandeur, overhead, in line at the snack-bar, –purchasing SKITTLES and JUJUBES..and pop-corn and COKE! plus a skinny juicy hot-dog on a spit, bathing under the heat-spot’s, smothered in mustard and pickle-relish on a bun..and catsup! between screenings of The Great Brain Robbery, and hit co-feature, UN CHIEN ANDALOU, –second-of-all, with a tango, So! (Wagner, notwithstanding) so, — BALLET (mechanical) among many doors opened on a room full of mirrors – by suggestion – takes us on its flickery flight of fancy?over a landscape garden of infinite possible musicalities and samples (besides what’s offered), to suture on the images, and add spice..thought processes, hovering over alternate choices, banks of audio that may be swapped-out, to blunt consciousness, and/or implode brainwaves! as synapses, sympathetic, –shudders all a-flutter, spontaneously undulate, uh —DANCE TO THE MUSIC? sensibly altering perceptions, associations by the, –inputing of the funky sensory data-?overload of any given musical substitution’s interior fine qualities (x=why) dumped unintentionally on the filmgoers’ personal movie experience, –cut&paste job, whether a film depicting a straightforward plebeian single event, as in White Christmas‘s spectacular production number, MANDY, *–suggestion: mute the choruses on the original movie soundtrack in exchange for throaty, whispered groanings of a B-3 jazzy Hammond organ under the influence of a master’s touch..bluesman, in dialogue with a cool tenor sax-player’s meaty, theological chops, –‘n’throbbing Leslie‘s, spinning ear-candy like gold! top and bottom, like, down to 12 or 08 Hz coming across from a parallel galaxy of stellar oceanic wonders..saturnine stereo out of a vacuum tube hi-fi build, purple light! –source, picked at random, drawn off the liberry onna wall, wall-paper’d with treasures..eons of collected, selected vinyl, –walla-walla! results? you’re the genius, auteur, creator or what-ever..whatever you picked, if it worked, you own it (if not, you can always excuse yourself later..”I’m so sorry I picked that! Please! excuse me!!”); *or! take the nascent, trez arthouse edit-convention of montage, as cut-together in Eisenstein’s appropriation of D.W. Griffith’s Brahminic brainchild, THE BIRTH OF A NATION..notice: in contra-distinction to the clips of mounted Klansmen, and all of the rest of it..baby-stroller bumping, slo-mo, down Odessa’s steps, INSERT..sabre slashes..look of horror, the broken glasses, horseback Kossacks, horses..restless, poised, now pawing, begin: bloody massacre on ALICE! ala Zhivago, –Guthrie In Hippieland. Running with that ball of wax you get a cuter slant on the movies than you ever imagined you would if you have tolerance at all to shift from a Hollywood conventional mental outlook/paradigm, obeying rules, take it as it comes..for no good reason and CHILL! simply by turning down the TV-sound on the usual late-night feed over-the-air, from a local licensee, of, gosh! say, a re-re-broadcast of the classic KING KONG, –and substituting the title track to ALICE’S RESTAURANT, Arlo up there doing his Rudy Vallee number..yeah! dominating and outshining the dandyish ape’s misbehavin’s, by overlaying the new hippie national anthem and original Vietnam protest, claiming – in the name of the queen, and all your queen buddies there on the couch, what’s-‘is-name – absolute personal autonomy, smack! dab in square society, GROUND ZER0, throwing off all yokes of oppression installed since ‘straights’ first took over everything (?maybe this only works if you’re having a grande pot-party soiree, plus registering everyone to vote..MCGOVERN ’72 –open house! in Frisco, –Come on?), and teaming that with the clip of Fay Wray’s assisted ascent – ostensibly against her will- up the north face of the Empire State Building – being incessantly harassed by hostile vintage military aircraft – while camped securely inside a swarthy, hairy, warm and friendly giant hand..which, by the way, is a metaphor, in the language of cinema, meaning gondola. Here, the sultry, psychologically numbing first sudden impact of Harryhausen<Melies<Reynaud, is beat, in intensity, only by..JAWS! for which we shall have to wait, patiently, nearly half of a century, to get, –“Oh! the humanity!” (Where’s my yoga-mat?)

..for all its mass-gifting of moviemaking tools to future generations of visual story-tellers, many of BALLET‘s cinematic devices are uncomplicated. It is the carefully controlled lighting and other quiet, behind-the-scenes production elements, along with Man Ray’s genius for the golden image that make the presentation of mannequin parts – choreographed – such a pleasantly enticing, and oddly sexy experience (recalling, by the bye, an experimental animation film hailing from Poland somewhere in the 60’s, entitled “Concert of M. Caballe” (can’t find, take – in lieu of – my RHINOCEROS..Please!) with similar eviscerations done on the principal, and similarly comprehending the work of Busby Berkeley at his best, –the dream, fantastique! but on a lower budget). And, among other post-hypnotic suggestions ginned up by the Ballet, is its impression, in one of the clips, of the in-motion, spinning outer carriage of a praxinoscope, — miracle contraption! for the parlour, or smoking room, to amuse..guests, in which animation-loops, either a series of photographs or drawings, on strips, are placed, then rotated, before an arrangement of mirrors at center, facing outwards, which, when gazed upon render for the viewer the original primordial experience of the first motion picture or animated image generating device, the very human thing that drives us all nuts! (persistence of vision, why we’re here). Oh! if I could go on and on..You, no doubt, by NOW appreciate that. So! and, like, don’t leave out without a mention, at least, of the clip of..the stout woman, and her burden she shoulders – captured under the camera – mid-motion, looking up, ascending, from about the middle of a flight of stairs, the unfortunate recipient of somebody else’s deja vu’s..repeatedly! ARS GRATIA ARTIS..stop me before I..EDIT again! but, here, let’s call it a day, –or render, rather

FINE

Poetry’s good until..you at last drop. Then there’s the ethereal aspects of it, passionate senseless lost orange-hot lava flows of youth; in endless days of calm reflection laying under fruitful shade in autumn golden fields at Elysium, floral explosions bursting barrels of BIC’s ball-points spilling ink in pocket-spiral notebooks, swelling pages to the point of no returning. These were writings heard somewhere, at some time, by some one; since lost (and happily, too) among numberless sands, passing through the hourglass’s hole. A ‘mature’ poet, being more the pragmatist now, than t h en, seeks first in symbols the practical, on his make-believe sabbatical, –True! ’twere better to take time off, unobsessed with obsequious production..as if it was needful? like the world and its fishes are pining for our vauntful verse to fill in oceans and displace all the plastic product drifting with the ebb and flow of the night tides – nickel a kilo – dumped off the moonlit pier by a recycle center dues-paying unionist employee with a certification for such, working discreetly after midnight – off-the-clock – to conveniently dispose of the fake environmental hazardous waste they pay you a pittance for..and supposedly send off to regenerate. So now, in couple of weeks, the fishee’s get to see the labels on the soda-bottles kicking around sands and broken glass at oceans bottom..CANADA DRY! by a balding reef. You bet they’d rather to read my poems; but they don’t get to cause the government censors everything I write!! so instead they get Ginsberg; and gay old Walt; and a few others in line for ‘t they’re pushing for the Poet Laureate thing through NEA to happen, boosted by special White House recognitions to make a deal out of it..for a night (then back to the poets’ serene lifestyle of merciful obscurity). Meanwhile the aquatic lifestyle obviously’s been taken over by Cousteau’s heirs, and other likely scammers after grants from governments, getting video of performing manatees; and close-up’s on tentacles, sensuously soft looking sucker-cup rows filling in voids in jettisoned clear plastic product..like mayonaise-jars, may-be; or milk bottles and what-not for something to do. They put on a show for the sea anemones, crabs, and audiences of moray eels stuffed in rocks (looking over skates and rays, low, gliding, fluffing the silt); then it’s off to beddy-bye. Good idea! nighty-night. Sleep tight, ya lubber, don’t let the lobster-bugs bite you on the butt on yer way out. Okay, see u later. Alright? ~c.

You’re my sunny beach baby..your snow-cap crested waves rule over me. You’re the jam of the spoon that gets the fly, o! why, oh why can’t I? In the insect world I am its king, hear me sing. “I love you, I love you, I love you..Merry Christmas, Mary (hope it was good for you). ~Cghrissy PS, I love you..you, you,YOU!

A tiger. A painting of a tiger. The painting is hungry, the painting is panting, passing out from hunger; partly because there is nothing to eat and that’s mainly because of bad art, it’s a very bad portrayal on a wall, of a tiger, and, well..frankly the gallery is going under, mainly because of the curator not knowing what is good art, and what art is not good. Simple. This person paid a fortune for some really bad art to hang on the wall in a gallery, with good lighting, but no entrepeneurial expertise involved, no savvy. So basically a bad painting ate a dumb business loan, the End. ~c. P-s: Smart money’s in Luxembourg

Well, it’s my birthday. 70 is the number, but it’s just a number; but it’s doing a number on me and I feel number in my extremities, –deaf and numb, blind eye looks really blind, lately it’s turned blonde, with a hint of the redhead in it..from the blood. So I look like a replicant! (one eye at least). And it’s the warmest December 9 on record. They always say that but it’s got to be close, to a record high for this time of year in Big Bear; as daylight approacheth,APPROACHETH! Yes, Computer, I know you don’t like older English and you want to change it to APPROACHES. Well..tough! You can just have to live with it as I have to live with all my issues, blood in my dead eyeball, stuff on my kidneys and all these chemicals they drip in my veins, ostensibly, to make it go away; hearing loss, stents, here and there, hear? and more pills to make that work. Plus the hernia’s. And I got rid of all my ROYAL portable’s so when I’m trying to draft a poem on a computer I can’t hear myself think..CLACK! CLACK! CLICKETY-CLACK! Don’t type back, –yes, one thing about these tech-marvels, the computers, they make it easy to go back in and fix or improve what you wrote; or add a note! Note (to self): Don’t forget to praise the LORD! but I do miss the typewriter noise because it always made me feel like I was really doing soem==meth..so,SOMETHING! something important; because of the key-clicks! when you hear that you know some real writing is getting accomplished; until you stop ten or fifteen pages in and read what you wrote, –then it’s the circular file and start over, “My goodness!” Well, anyway, in spite of good ink and paper going to waste, I just want to wish my poet/self a very Happy Birthday, on this December 9, in the year of our LORD, 2024..HALLELUJAH! ~c. P-s: God bless

Us poor poets with our shabby chapbooks and meagre followings: lemmings; gophers; and rabbits, all following to the abyss! must needs dig deeper in our poverty ridden souls for the next sloppy..’work’, as they like call it; like the heavy equipment operator, in days of yore, –up there in the seat of power fingering his pocket-watch, handy for minding the time pulling on sticks, pushing at pedals and things to make Mr. Steam-shovel serve his desired purpose, pawing at earth’s crust, dredging up its stratified contents, and hapless creatures, regarded as mere waste in progress’ way; man-in-the-seat not even as noticeable as the ant packing in some m i n i- s c u le menu item, along on his path back to the colony, under the “..face of the firmament of heaven.” (Genesis 1:20) Sufficient, would it be to let go, and let God do what God does best..handle the pen that writes the poem, personally, by writing on the table of a poet’s heart, his psalms and hymns; then! all would be well; and the liberated servant – formerly, a long-winded fellow – cleansed of all sin, will pen..by the strength of his convictions, “It is well, it is well with my soul.”

I..Kind of down in the dumps today, depressed, feeling vastly empty inside; lethargic, you know (sick). I, I need, I need..I know! I need a poem. Read! what shall I read? Wordsworth? Shakespeare? Coleridge? T.S. Elliott? he gone to seed (you see dat). Milton, Milton, I need? or something more modern, yeah, real, and egocentric one, regal and banal..bragging narcissistically on, and on, on one’s dissipations, et cetera, and cetera; and don’t make sense! otherwise; or I could take a pain pill, or two, –or 3! and that does something, too..but no, they won’t last; but poets do, and are – unnecessarily – forever! (fortunately, or unfortunately). A poem’s like a pain pill, black! it’s slimy, uneasy..queazy, it slides down, it’s quick! only it doesn’t stick to your ribs; then you need another..right away! plus you build up a tolerance for it. More! more poetry. I must have more, more of “The Myrtles, and thee laurel’s, and, and, –I-V”:”To pee, or not to pee!” (it’s a question; if youse bee’s da ancient mariner, –whizzin’ over the side in the sea, see?) “..where thee women come and go, –(and!) speaking of Michelangelo,” “What about that ‘Mick’ and his David, eh?” flesh of stone an’ hardened arteries..little rig, like a fig, alone! points, he points to the Psalms (God gave him to write, right?) don’t he? and the prophets, too! and the prodigal’s old shoes, holes on the soles, there, gettin’ new, that’s the real stuff, in the parable, love that is not tough. Of that, you can never get enough. Old Testament (might save ya). So, now, let’s go down there, get to the refin’d poetry, an’ redefine..it! fresh from the dumps. See? Si! me go, he go, –Van Gogh’s..ahh! (a Yugo) ~c.

Fire. Man plays with it. Governments – as men – play with it; as do..without compunction, the princes. They’re their own boss (they think). Fire heats the palaces; and fires the ovens that produce the bread, the potatoes, and cakes..and steaks! Mm-mm, delicious! to satisfy visiting heads-of-states (like the Pope’s). How was it first acquired? and when? Hundreds of little fires light chapels at midnight, for masses gathered around the world, flickering in staring faces of icons both dumb, and blind; recalling The Nativity for example, to help imagine what we worship, hearing notes out of pipes being played at the organ from sheets, of sacred music illuminated by tiny fires, wicks dipped, and re-dipped in tallow..cut, placed, and lit! en masse, to keep faith burning in hearts and minds, throughout life’s difficulties; which, as it turns out, are manifold, –Fire! it does so many cool things. It started in a ring, in someone’s cave; and some kind of a way to vent the smoke, so as not to choke, “Ach! achh-achh!” It went from there, through the various refinements and applications handed down by time..like gunpowder; and the internal combustion engine; to flight! in space (like the tower of Babel, overreaching?). Are we getting our history? with fire?? Fire..God is one; and i s an all consuming one. Does not depend how you define, IS! (which takes us back). At the first, in his creation, there is no mention of fire. Why? Was it unnecessary? Was the earth originally so delectably balmy and dry, and creature-comfortable as to preempt its existence? The Bible tells us so. They didn’t need a fire to feel cozy, actually. Forests didn’t need to burn, they were happy just to sway with the breeze, and reflect, on God’s holiness, demonstrated by the brilliance of the sun..as all, was One. And pyromaniacs did not walk on the planet as of yet, to require the fire to incinerate them; or derelict buildings, too, for that matter, even old churches with their tall stained-glass windows; and no empires clashing occasionally with one another, so that one might..desire the fire! to achieve a pyrrhic victory over his brother empire, in fact! it was just another cool, sunny morning, with occasional clouds and sprinkles expected in the afternoon, there, in fair Eden; and nothin’ more was needin’, no long-underwear for snow and its bitter chill ’cause there ’tweren’t none, just 360 days a year of perfect weather, –like we say, just “..’nother day in Paradise.” And that was it, brothers and sisters, fine and fair, rest of the week, the month..and thee year. There were no pyro’s; and no weathermen! Who needs ’em? And no Walter Cronkite; and, I guess, no need for poets, too, because God’s creation had all of that handled, nothing to fix..not a jot nor a tittle; and no worries, friend. Praise God. THEN, the snake! in the tree; in the middle of the Garden..and the cherubim, and the flaming swords, and all of the rest. So that’s why we needed fire after t h at, Thee End.

One old poet to another: I don’t, anymore, s e e flowers. I cannot recall certain words, –Mate! d..D’ y’hear birds? i’ve no sense of the hours (clock stop’d ticking); and I am alone, I alone; yes-sh, with bumble-bee’s,Shh! i guess-sh, w e can..make, a poem! dig deeper fur it in other words wordless word-miner digging grey matter’s witt-a pick-axe, regardless, mining for words; but no gold..nor golden honey! (getting old). My hands I fold I sigh! in sunburn’t deserts of dry poetry’s hearing flowers, goo-il-ly..black as Texas crude, “Gusher!” carried on winds ta-b’yond Ashur..circling crustily overhead, crass croakings’ echoes among the dunes; our fine feathered friends! cast their long shadows at nap-time, –oily cow-skull for a pillow. (One..red-skinn’d, un-housed, undernourished, yesh, &parch’d! thin, naked poet’s carcass to the other): ?i say, “o! i say..Mate! can thish, really be..thee end!” ~c.

P-s: Relax! it’s just them cats..o! my raven-haired lass!! (“RATS!”)

Hey, A (on the eve of thee proverbial, before all the National-chitchat’s-hits-the-fan Day) To: All you left-wing knee-jerk liberal commie-pinko-francophobe’s out there..have you considered: (La Marseillaise, hear it?!) Perhaps Trump is an angel entertaining youse unawares, –? a YUGELY entertaining heavenly being sent by God, via the Big Apple, to give all of you’s one last chance to change your minds and lighten up a little on your program so you can avoid the wrath to come? (i.e., miss hell by a centimeter). Have you thought about that?? Look at YOUR PLATFORM, so-called..what are its planks, what you fight for so determinedly and with such dogged determination, –WHY WE FIGHT! and are so willing to cheat and lie, and steal and lie and cheat to protect your interests, there? What is it? Let us look at that: Plank #1); Kill babies..you call it by various platitudes, BULLSHIT. You peoples are so into your propaganda’s aided by your short term memory losses it sickens the unbrainwashed. Back in the 60’s you used to call our enlisted men drafted into the service, –and volunteers BABY-KILLERS and spit on them and revile them upon returning home from their tours in hell..fighting for your freedoms’ sake. “Baby-killers!” you yelled and spat, “..baby-killers.” Meow-meow. And now, in another bullennium into the next century you brag about and insist about a FAKE constitutional right to kill innocent children in the womb, i.e., babies; and call it a health decision. Don’t you see a problem here? “END THE WAR!” that was your vesper call to worship, sacrificing to that old serpent; and hallucinogenic drugs were the unholy sacraments taken in casual, semi-secret ceremonies –forbidden fruits of modern times..how has that been working for you? Woodstock was Mecca, beginning and ending a hippie’s pilgrimage on the planet..in a parallel universe with those who have become today’s career political bosses, bound for outer darkness – God forbid – implacably serving ‘the enemy’ of all creation with careful plans to complete the destruction of a once proud and godly nation; and from the appearance of things all of ya’all must have dropped the brown acid you were warned against by the Master of Ceremonies from that ad hoc stage with its electrifying guitars, looking out over a sea of naked bodies, caked in mud. But hey a drug’s a drug and ’tis what it ’tis..so what’s a few million more innocent babies dismembered-to-death in their wombs turn’d-to-tombs, with special killing instruments designed to finish them in there! so that technically it’s not mass-murder, it’s a woman’s private, personal health decision between her and her selected ghoul/person posing as physician and his bag of attorney tricks..about her body. So now in another corner of that same bag of liberals’ conceptual claptrap pleadings (to the court), we – WE MEANS YOU – we hate war and (enigmatically) we hate the one who kept us out of it: Orange man. You democrats are sure one bad trip that never ended. Your choice leaders, over time, cultivated a child’s garden of high-priest, highly-decorated grass-smoking punks running the Pentagon, on stolen valor’s; who made our proud military into a San Francisco halloween ‘pride’ parade (when we blink’d); and in that fashion are marching them off to die in wars around the globe, ill-prepared to fight slicker enemies with better weapons and a deeper resolve, guns and gear given them to kill US..by your picked leaders! from their stolen elections. And you support that? Really? to review: Preventing Chinese communist aggressors armed with Russian weapons from colonizing Vietnam..Then!(=Bad); but NOW! aiding and abetting global terrorists in their ages old mission to destroy Israel (+subjugate the world)=good; and fund terminating unborn children by the millions, without codified limits. I see. Okay. This may sound like the banal ramblings of a toxic hater..hate-crime looking for a place to happen, but, –Right; but aside from the extreme rhetoric, offensive for some (I suppose), please think,THINK! of how it might feel to be alive, and BE a live blood-sacrifice-for-satan from within your own dear mother’s womb, your brief, temporal home-away-from-home, en-route – by life’s journey – back to your eternal address..horribly butchered with Mom’s consent, before you so much as set foot upon this God’s green earth. Is it good? Or is it good? How is it equality?? (?)=(?), are you okay with that? care for a taste?? Just only try putting your guilty self in that innocent person’s place for one minute of the process having his or her life brutally ended, enveloped in a silent scream to the Father..for reasons that are totally unjustified and incomprehensible, –except! in a pitiless, bleak totalitarian system such as where we might be arriving shortly, perhaps in a matter of days, or even hours? if something else doesn’t happen first (like a peaceful transition of power from inmates running the asylum, to saner heads prevailing). Plank #2); Bad Orange-man bad, tell lies..big, bad lies. #3); See #2 (that should utterly clarify liberals’ religious mandate for installing their regime permanently, subject to certification). NOW..If you think this all just a Bible thumping theoretical/philosophical excursion on someone else’s dime, consider the genre (in which) it is written: CONFESSIONAL, –confessional, what they, in ‘the biz’ call it..that is – generally speaking – a ‘work’ composed in a non-fictional literary frame, in which an author shares ultra-personal experiences and insights of questionable value for the reading public, and told from a polarized pov that, by, and at large, they aught not endure, –cathartic outing tapping ‘way at the typewriter-keys, strictly for the writer’s gratification, to expiate sin; by transferring his torment on the reader. Bare your soul, baby..Bare, Baby, Bare! So here’s the confession. Not only should liberal women – and babies – have a stake in the abortions brouhaha, so aught everyone, including ME, I’m qualified..by the following order: 1) I will, in heaven meet! a sibling who was aborted. They told my mother it was a mass of tissue..it’s no big deal, really. Mom always regretted going along with that ‘choice’; but she knew, positively, her sins were washed as white as snow, in the blood of the Lamb..and she was ready to meet Him when she went yonder for eternity. 2) I will someday meet in heaven some one, who might have been my first-born; but who died at one month, more or less, because of my alcohol addiction that I made a non-choice to not kick..at a time in life it would have made sense, and avoided much grief for many. 3) Someday in heaven I will meet the child of a stranger who was killed in the womb, who I sat in the close proximity of in Dad’s car, giving his, or her teenage mother a ride to the abortion-clinic; because the babe would have been born out of wedlock; and they convinced her it was best for all concerned (her unborn child certainly voiced no audible objection). So there it was. Me, Dad, and her; and a fourth person..who I assume returned to our Creator (barring a miracle). Dad was a minister, ordained by the Presbyterians’, fast-becoming-marxists in that age, at the synod proceedings by degrees..Age d’Or; and I? I, a poet..of no particular distinction, now-turned-pastor. Do these facts raise questions? I have my sure beliefs; and an absentee/mail-in ballot we all get..from The STATE facing me on the fake veneer dinner-table to cast my vote in the hotly contested 2024 election tomorrow, Tuesday. November 5. And my choice has never been clearer. How about you. Hey, —

a? –BZDE..F!

~c.

P-s: ‘F’ is for FAKE..like, FAKE news, get it?

E=mc2:1-a): I HAVE DREAM!(?)Can.I.sell you my dream=all-expenses-paid-road.trip at speed of light inna loveboatheartbeat=heartfelt.journalism(=big.importantjournalism.job)=big story for New York Times=Have to kill moose&squirrel+about history an’ hitchhiking in the middle of the sea-lanes bound for Atlantis+gridlocking boat-traffic by taking pictures of everything..like freighters, aircraft carriers, and destroyer-escorts+Lusitania! or 2, wasting film through the scratched lens of a old Leica sitting onna inflatable raft for a platform+with no paddle,==, –=======>EQUAL’s!=Nobel Prize!winner covering the latest crap about LEND/LEASE, “WE HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR..but fear its”, ohh! (anyway’s) Fireside chat by Davy Jones’s locker,quit Jonesing, –righht! O’Anyways, “USA! USA! USA! USA!” Yeah, now wasn’t that a great rally? There! this’s there finest couple-a hours. They’ll say that,that’s what the man said. Now catch a ride back to Europe onna friendly U-boat having spent all its torpedoes already, mostly wasted on SS Minnow’s, smell o’patchouli oil trailin’ ‘n’ potpourri debris inner wake from a couple of near-misses, –for the missus, ha-ha, You ain’t nothin’ butta houn’dog, cryin’ alla x(X), –So! now I shot all my film already yesterday and so now here’s all the really good opportunities I am seeing to grab images an I’m gonna miss all of ’em, rats! Oh, but maybe I can bum a couple rolls from the ship’s stores, yeah? you gottem?? Thanks, Herr Kapitan, good Nazi (Pet,pet), oh! but their all expired an’ there in leaky canisters like this submarine is someone open the wrong door, –can’t stay above now.sinking.fast! (screen-door onna submarine, must’ve been government contractor’s) heading for Wales, oh..now here’s the prince of whales heading for the old Blow-hole Lounge on the fabulous strip there in big Bear City and knock back a couple-a nightcaps anna desiganted whaleboat driver-in-waiting..to take off. How can you breave in da.icy depths,dot-dot!without some kind of air pockets in your pockets? Ta-pocket-Ta-pocket-Ta-pocket-Ta..sittin’ onna fancy French couch by the ballast valve-cranks with Virginia Mayo, lady in dishtresh, –dot-dash! and the kitty’s in their kustom scuba’s blowing bubbles, nappin, eyes buried in the oscilloscope’s rubbery viewport – standard navy issue mate – take a look, here, half-a-snort, oh! I meant periscope, look innit see what’s going on upstairs don’t get sea-sick trying to drink coffee underwater..’sno good! cold, snotty, brackish. It s’pose to be volcanic black if your lookin in the cup..steaming a little, too, ideally, if you can get it, oh! here’s that sound of saltwater getting chopped up by propellers passing us above like what’s in your nose and youse knows what dat means. Next, the depth chargz, –BOOM!, spill’t my coffee, tea ‘n’ me – shake the camera a little – all over down on the floor flat with the cats at Virginia’s foot..with the dainty little slipper on it. I’d like to be out of here fast right now like at about the speed’o’light or something. Yeah. E=mc..Squares, o! my watery end coming soon, wetsuit of crackly rubber way past its date..zipper’s busted too, I’m busted, can’t work, inflation’s killing me..what’ll we do? or, What shall we do??Wait! there’s the cavalry, here they come, –Yeah! it’s him!! fake ex-navy frogman Mike Nelson on a fake routine dive on the fake TV with his fake speargun and a underwater compass..he’ll know what to do it inna FAKE heartbeat: have a underwater spelling bee contest! yeah, USA versus France..Jaques Cousteau and his UDT’s and all their underwater slates to write the fake answers they gave to them in advance, from Laura O’Donnell at abc, yeah, bunch-a French frog’s in black wet-siuts; with chalk’s in their pruny Francophone hands, –USA! USA! USA! USA! Can you spell PARIS? well can ya, huh? can ya?? Yes we can..can-can!from the news-desk, hope’n’joy fall-out from November 5, 2024..NYT:THIS MEANS WAR! (Right.) Now that’s journalism, baby, REAL ‘special’ important journalism, –SPELL THAT. I like it it sells. Yeah. You’s snooze, you’s lose, –that ‘snews. And all that is fit to print. Nex..96-yr half-life

~c. (E=Mc2)

P-s: Hey everybody vote for me for White House Poet Laureate, I’m the best, vote twice! yeah..hang that medal on my neck Mr. Obammana like you did the old grey-beard thee dee-cee ARTs bureaucrats sent ya ta decorate for his wonderful poem..NEA Thanks. You been a great audience. Rock ‘n’ roll, Einstein! (ARF)

P-p-s: Well, so what’s Joyce got that I ain’t got..huh?? there just jealous, that’s all.

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