Why Whyyy Ohh god whyyy Did i be so steborn when it was for my own sake? laish i insisted to go throw smthng when i knew all the odds were betting against it! ana akthar wa7da agol that everything is kheera o i really do believe in this , then Whyy did i estkharat then went against what my heart and my mind told me and end up with this heart ache that wont go away ,
my eyes are bloodshot red , my face has blackened with red buga3 all over it im really really feeling blue
yarraab farej hame ..
je fonds ..
When i see a kid racing his dad in the walking-path(mamsha) i don’t know about you guys but when i was a kid both my dad and mom wud walk me there and id say “Basbbbgch to over there” and i would run like there’s no tomorrow and think to my self “poor old parents cant run like i do” yeahh i was that naive and im very thankful for those moments when i believed i could reach my goal by running just a bit faster “ahh childhood!”
Ienjoy being at the departures side bl airport and observe the face of welcome-rs ,i LOVE how the face of boredisim turns into excitement and pure happiness! last time iwas there a newlyweds arrived and the whole family was there taking pictures showering the couple with patels and coins IT MELTED MY HEART! i cudnt stop myself from grinning i was really happy for them !!
it Touches me endlessly when people show me how much i mean to them,Ex.when Somtimes i get a bit busy and not talk to my brood/quite frnd for two days and not sign in msn and then when i comeOnline he becomes sooo talkative in a way Showing nothing but i need you everyday and ending with a bold walht 3laich.(btw mat7son walht 3laich is more expressive than missyou) Or when your frnds jst keep smsing you while you’re abroad to tell you about their day , for me being close to someOne is a reall bless!
its a tottall bless when you jst sit in the living room with your family sipping tea talking about the randomest randoms and enjoying eachothercompany and having some laughs on the expense of the weeks victim (lazm a7ad yenhab yenthghe6:P) after each goes to his business you feel this warmthin your heart , there is this assurance that Whatever happens youll Alwyas have a ground!
Finally there is short-skimmedMilk+OneSugarFree-Cup of americano which warms both my heart And hands (;***)
i wrote 2 drafts , i dont know what i want to post about ;/
im happy today ;p sij! today was a good day!
yesterday i had a joboffer! which is huge for me!:D
IM ORANGE! whats your happy colour?
Ive done almost all the things that i said id do when i graduate!
im frnds with the sweetest birdie ever! ;*
its almost 9 am n i havent slept yet!
ams shft the note book , 7ada cute! a7eb love craze, madre laish ppl who r crazy about b3th always end apart or fight alot (as seen in movies;p)
isnt khalid hossaine the best write or what?
Im sick of avenues , even when i dont go i DREAM of going lol sad!
ok the real reason for this post is youtube! ENJOY!:D
Opinionate!
A friend of mine is getting marriedThinking of getting married, So he asks me to help him find a suitable wife , 6ab3an i got excited n went on telling him about this grl i adore whom i think will be JUST perfect 7agga . But we have a tiny problem ena i dont have a picture nor can i set them up on a date! (ofcourse!) .
Anyway what made me dig this is when he said “im done with relationships , it doesnt work and wouldnt work for me”
it just made me more Confidant in my beliefs , ive always wondered why would guys (and girls) take the high way and head for relationships thinking its the perfect way for marriage .
my point of view is this: you befriend people get to know them , either theyre colleagues ,frnd of a frnd or jst some random guy if a spark happens then jst propose you already know all the details why delay? i dont agree on the foreign/liberated way that guys and grls hook up be bf/gf then (and usually) drift and get married the traditional way.
ana ashof that here in kuwait no matter how liberated is your family we (grls) are damned if our innocent love affair gets public its not acceptable by the majority and i dont blame them! ya3ne what if that doesnt work (and again it usually DOESNOT!) r u gonna hop between guys till you find the right one?
if he’s right for you o Allah katba lich its gna happeeenn..dont stress too much on the relationship !
(Please respect my point of view , and im all ears for yours!)
back lel marra elzalion ;p
Miss me here?
abaih i missed my blog SOO MUCH! its been a real long tima!
a7es the bond between me n my blog isnot so strong;p jst like the bonds i share with ppl 7ADE BOHABA;P wayed 3nde 3months friendships ! eli i go out with the same grl 8 marrat in 7days and we talk talk talk then faja’a we’re apart! doesnt that happen to you too? eythayg elkhlg!
akher wa7da ta3rft 3laiha (pearls) o we got really really close. 6al3a o ro7a o yaya 24sa3a everywhere nywhere, id amer’ha n go kout and get us pretzils o ard’ha baythum! we stayup all night chatting(7asha bf :P) ,we took hair treatment courses together ;P kelshhhay! and sadaf ena it was entakhabat and we were working 3shan 3amha so ya3ne sj shb3na mn wyoh b3th ;p i even can tell by heart how many mole she has (3 ymken…7ada not the point)
N E wayyyy so my veryfaithful frnd saw that i shud not b frnds with pearls , She asked me tokeep a distance o kept nagging me about it , cause u see i left an itsy-bitsy detail .. pearls is yousefs cousin =p so she thinks ena i like her bcuz of that! ok it was a bit weird when shed tell me about their shalaih and i have to act chene madre like chena ma7ad solfle 3na mn gbl . OR when i tell her i wanna work blmukan leflane and she goes OH my cousin yousefs works there n he doesnt like it byentql! ( o ana wyhe y3tfes ena maggalee! ba3dain te6la3 ethakeya emthy3a=p) So you get the drift?
wat worries me ena ana a7es i really really like this frnd! ya3ne ana weyaha we had alot of fun we did the most spontaneous ashya together and also she n my cousin are kinda close so go out once a week or so, fa madre you think i shud break our messy friendship or its fine?
la7thtaw im so bak? no3e knt baktb an “im back” kinda post bs lol cudnt resist;p
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