“Love is a silent predator”

But in my point of view.. it’s an serious freaky illness

Anyone can catch it.. it’s either with the right person but wrong time or much worst is..

Wrong person and of course.. wrong timing.

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It’s a big delusion..

Because.. physical looks doesn’t matter.. and everything else is just a number

It’s something the eyes can’t see but can feel with the heart.

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The thing is.. It’s a monster and a savior..

It can kill you and will drive you insane but it can also save you and make you happy

Isn’t it scary? yeah.. I’d freak out if catch the “feelings”

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But to be honest.. yeah I’ve already caught that illness before..

(maybe now too? nah, it’s my secret)

Maybe I’d share some scattered thoughts again…

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I think.. It’ll screw me a lot, but I won’t get drawn into it so bad tho.

I don’t know if i’d sink or swim

Because to be honest.. i think I’m just scared.. because i don’t want to get hurt, i guess

And then there’s my stupid ego, and other hindrance in life.

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Those words he says.. its so sweet to me..

Being with him or seeing him a day forms a curve on my lips..

His presence and kind nature makes me feel at ease..

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I just don’t get it tho.. Is it just all pure niceness?

I don’t wanna assume and look stupid..

He is so random, and i get so confused!

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Yeah I’m still a girl.. even though I’m like this

The way act all boyish cause it’s more fun and comfy

Not putting effort to my appearance cause I’m just way too lazy

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Then there are times that i think.. why not try looking and acting like one?

Would i gain something from it? maybe a little confidence, if the results are positive

And maybe something positive from him too, right?

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But yeah.. I’m the type of person who..

Won’t dress to impress other people

Won’t change for anyone to please them or be the person they want me to be

BECAUSE I’M HAVING FUN BEING MYSELF

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I don’t even like lots of attention.. (crowds kinda scares me a little)

So yeah.. i guess i’m an anti-social alien freak

But hey.. I still know how to interact, i guess?

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Back to the main topic.. LOVE IS ONE SICK ILLNESS

For me.. It’s just a tragic thing.. so cruel and everything..

Making you feel happy at the moment then make you feel so much pain

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The word love is a big no in my life..

Because i think no one can love  someone like me..

Not with all my stupid flaws.. or even with my physical looks

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But maybe.. someday.. there is..

Yep, it’s not so bad to hope a little bit, right?

Maybe i’m just saying this cause the previous ones are just tragic?

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I’m not a bitter person.. I’m just a negative one..

But hey, everyone feels right?

I sometimes daydream about it too you know?

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Warm feelings, smiles, hugs, sweet, everything..

It ain’t that bad to try something different, right?

Because everything has it’s own way that leads us to a new adventure

You gotta reach out to any opportunity you can get.

Just a photo update of Touka and Ayoto’s latest look at Tokyo Ghoul;Re

The badass siblings are so freakin cool as usual!

I don’t have a chance to read the latest chapters tho..

SINCE I HAVE NO PHONE. 😦

Usami (ウサミ Usami), also known by her full name, “Magical Girl Miracle ★ Usami (魔法の少女奇跡★宇佐美 Mahō no shōjo kiseki ★ Usami)”, is a magical rabbit that appears as the teacher of the students in Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair. When Monokuma makes his appearance, she is assaulted by him, breaking her wand which grants her magical powers in the process. Her appearance is then greatly altered and her name is changed into Monomi (モノミ Monomi) without consent by Monokuma, who adopted her as a younger sister.
She is executed in Chapter 5 along with Chiaki Nanami.

APPEARANCE

Usami is seen as a pure white with black eyes and has light pink blushes on her cheeks and a pink bow. Usami has white wings attached to her back and wears a pink bib with a gold charm attached to it, and wears a pink and white frilled skirt along with white stockings.

As Monomi, she looks much more like Monokuma, and much like him, she is split down the middle. Her left side is her white, while her right side is pink and has one black eye on her and a robotic red eye on her right, lost from fighting Monokuma. She wears a pink diaper with three black buttons on the left and right sides and has an orange bow on her left ear.

PERSONALITY

Usami is gentle and kindhearted. As the students’ teacher, she encourages them to strengthen their bonds with each other and does not like it when they get into fights. She also emphasizes the importance of caring for the environment, prohibiting the students from throwing trash anywhere on the island (because she stated if you littered it would trigger an alarm). Usami, is however, an unwitting pawn to Monokuma, often the butt of his jokes. It’s no surprise that she is disliked and bullied by her students, as they never acknowledge her when she tries to catch their attention, but, on the other hand, Chiaki Nanami treats Usami like family, and Chiaki is very nice to Usami in a special way.

EXECUTION: Please Insert Coin

Please Insert Coin is an execution in Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair, with Chiaki Nanami and Monomi being executed.

SEQUENCE

Alongside the army of Monomis, Chiaki is confined in a closed room. Monokuma comes in while riding a tank and starts to shoot at them, reminiscent of Space Invaders. However, Chiaki manages to spot an exit and quickly escapes from the room, taking a Monomi with her. Monokuma chases them down in his tank, similar to a Pac-Man, trampling several Monomis in the process until only remaining one Monomi. Afterwards, Chiaki enters another room, only to find out that there is a glass wall that prevents them from continuing. With the shutter behind them closing, they are trapped inside the small gap. Several Tetris blocks start to come down, eventually crushing the last Monomi and Chiaki. Once all the Tetris blocks in the last couple of rows are perfect lines, it then explodes.

“There is no need to become a famous hero. There is no need to demand the respect of others. Using such things to reproof yourself, and resent others… looking at others with jealousy. You don’t have to do this. Even if others do not acknowledge it, you only need to act in a way that you can be proud of yourself! Because you yourself are your greatest fan! If you can love yourself… that love will cheer you on for the rest of your life. Love..Love..!” -Usami / Monomi

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Ara, ara~ too lazy for tonight. so there’s Monomi for yah guys!

No Updates for Random Sh|t Or Feel for now tho.

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“Don’t mind me” *deep inside* “Please look at me, please listen to me!”

PRETTY MUCH ACCURATE.

Monokuma (モノクマ Monokuma) is the main antagonist ofDanganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc, Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair,and Zettai Zetsubou Shoujo – Danganronpa Another Episode. He is a strange teddy bear who proclaims himself to be the principal of Hope’s Peak Academy and initiates a life of mutual killing among the students, being the manipulator for everyone to experience the dog-eat-dog world and despair within their hearts (except optimistic students likeMakoto Naegi‘s hope are immune to his despair plan).

Prior to the series, this cunning and vile being is actually a model animatronic bear used as an avatar to interact with the students by the mastermind. There are seemingly infinite copies of Monokuma, and he seems to also have the ability to teleport everywhere within the academy compounds.

In Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair, very soon after making his appearance, he assaults Usami (breaking her magic wand), greatly altering her appearance to look much more like him, changes her name to “Monomi” and takes her under his “care” as a “little sister” – ultimately taking her authority and commencing the Island Life of Mutual Killing.

APPEARANCE

Monokuma’s entire face and body splits equally down the center into two sides. It resembles the Yin-Yang symbol of which there’s a balance between good and bad. In some occasions, Monokuma would show his good side in regular conversation but would turn to his bad side when he’s angry, merciless, or ruthless.

His right side is white in color and has the classic teddy bear expression. His left side shows a more sinister look. It’s black in color and has a red slash for an eye and an evil, stretched grin. Although he is entirely split into two opposite sides, the only parts of Monokuma that aren’t affected by the split is his muzzle and belly area; which both remain white. He also has a large and obvious bellybutton on the lower part of his belly. His bulging navel has an X mark on it.

PERSONALITY

Monokuma’s personality is divided into two seperate parts: his “right”, or “white” personality, resembles a normal teddy bear who will act cute, innocent, or even patronising. As such, during the times where this side of Monokuma is alive, he may come off with a polite and stepford demeanor. Monokuma’s “left”, or “black” personality, is a malicious, evil, and cruel upbringer: an ego who would do anything for the sake of despair. Upon being mad or bothered, he will attack the cause as an effect, yet most of the time, he may hold himself back, under the claim that he cannot hurt his ‘beloved students’. Monokuma tends to laugh his trademark laugh of a sadistic “upupupu”. Monokuma also dislikes people who don’t obey him, and will threat those who oppose his command.

“It’s an all-you-can-kill, kill-or-be-killed, killing-killing-killing-all-around world!” -Monokuma

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side comment~ *bows*

Well that’s all the info i could get for monokuma, still love his crazy personality and the way he loves despair and insane about killing stuff! 😀

If you still didn’t watch Danganronpa, then you should. It’s so freakin awesome! 🙂

More Random Sh|t on your way~~ 😉 ❤

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“Tears are words the heart can’t tell.”

Wouldn’t you i agree? now.. let me tell some of the scattered thoughts inside my dark and cold mind.

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You cry but you can’t tell anyone. Us we grow old.. We try to close all doors and create big walls.

Basically.. You are not dead but you are not alive either, just a ghost with beating heart, i guess?

Then everyday feels like… I can’t tell if it’s killing me or it’s making me stronger.

And i can feel myself slowly fading.. when I start to space out then over think.

My thoughts have destroyed me more than the blade could.

And this emptiness has hit me like a black hole sucking the life and hope out of me.

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An Endless cycle of confusion, frustration, and madness, then sadness.

I have lost myself again, lost myself and nowhere to be found.

Since i have a hard time to sleep, i end up thinking and thinking about things..

And every morning feels like hell, since i feel like i don’t want to wake up at all.

My Mornings would basically be like… “wake up! someone take my hand and give me a reason to start again.”

And people see me so strong, but i’m actually pretty weak.

Well composed, but I’m actually a big wreck.

A person who smiles a lot then laugh and goofs off. Nah, I’m actually broken then cries a lot.

and for that, It sometimes makes me hate everything, even myself..

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Let me tell you a secret… wanna know? okay then..

They are all in my head. They tell me such awful things, makes me lose my sane.

And yeah I’m a messed up teen.

I always get intoxicated by memories and feelings.

Then sometimes i think that.. I need to change before it’s too late.

I mean.. this oh so negative side of me, i just wanna break out.

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I run and run, i got tripped, tried to reached out my hand.. No one helped

I scream and scream from the bottom of my lungs but no one heard.

I tried and i tried but it always feels I’m the worst and then I’m such a failure.

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People are so scary.. they always like to judge no matter what.

I hate critics so bad, i hate it when my physical flaws was noticed.

It always hurts so bad.. Makes me feel so down.

But the good thing is I manage to act like i don’t care, and all cold and tough

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And I am so… hopeless, screwed up, damaged, fragile, confused, unlovable, ruined, worthless, invisible, helpless, lost, flawed, hurt, sad, scared, depress,   I think that’s it.. can’t think of other words to add anymore.

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The world is insane.. No, The people are. And i’m the different type of insane.

Ibuki Mioda (澪田 唯吹 Mioda Ibuki) is one of the characters featured in Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair. She has the title Ultimate Musician (超高校級の「軽音楽部」chō kōkō kyū no “keiongaku-bu”; lit. Super High School Level Light Music Club Member).

She was one of the students who contracted Despair Disease, and was later murdered by strangulation at the hands of Mikan Tsumiki, all during Chapter 3.

APPEARANCE

Ibuki has a style of clothing that is very unlike what one would think a Light Music Club member would wear which includes ripped thigh highs, piercings and many accessories. Ibuki has a long scar with stitches on her left thigh. It is revealed that the scar is a tattoo. She has long multi-coloured hair consisting of black, pink, blue and white, some of which is tied into two horns on the top of her head. She wears a school uniform. 

PERSONALITY

At first, Ibuki is a bit shocking in bold and unique personality and appearance. She seems to break the fourth wall a bit, often referring to herself in third person as if she’s aware she’s in a video game. Her hearing is quite good, unsurprising of her title as a Ultimate Musician. Ibuki is one of the more upbeat people out of her classmates. When she gets upset, she seems to have a bit of a verbal tic: saying things twice. She also likes screaming or frothing at the mouth when she panics.

She also calls everyone by their first name and puts “-chan” in the original Japanese release.

“Everyone has to start somewhere. If you have enough passion it won’t be a problem.” -Ibuki Mioda

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Side comment~ *whisper*

AND OHH! I JUST WANNA SHARE THIS, SINCE I WILL NOT SHARE THE HISTORY! BECAUSE IT HAS A LOT OF SPOILERS~ DON’T WANNA BREAK YOUR HEART HONEY~ 😉 ❤

IBUKU GENDERBEND!

Is it just me or….. dem! He’s too hot! i mean SHE. waaaaah!! watashi wa anata ni aishite Ibuki-kun! *harto harto*

Basically.. from SDR2, Ibuki-kun i mean Ibuki-chan was the only one to capture my heart! 😀

“Ara ara? Love at first sight neh?” Yes it is! But yeah, I prefer the gender bend instead, hihihi~ 😛

And yeah, sorry no history, it’s the most horrifying spoiler ever! it has everything, good thing my eyes stopped bleeding. 🙂

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“nuff said..

Like… Duh!