A Portion of Him

…as you Know I Am So Inviting all of you to Walk With me as we Find Out Together…Who we Really Are…What we are Really Doing Here on this rock & what happened along time ago that Set Everything that we are Doing Right Now Into Motion…

…what we Begin to Find out is that we are all deeply wounded…something we inherited from The Garden…That we are In Desperate Need of The Father God’s Unfailing Love…And that This Life that Jesus Gave us is A Journey Back Toward The Father God’s Heart as we Learn what it Means In His Perspective to Be His Children…

…i am honored to be Called to Teach about Kingdom Identity…In Jesus…In The Spirit…i am very privileged to be a son of The Most High Abba Father God…i am blessed to have you all as brothers & sisters in Jesus Christ…Are you Ready to Go Deep In The Red With Jesus & Reveal The Father God? As His Children…Thats Just What We Do 🙂

9.13.11 Tues
…i would encourage u Today to examine The Life that Jesus Gave u & see if what u are doing correlates with What The Father God is Doing…For His Heart is Centered Around Finding the lost & bringing them back into the Fold of Believers Known as The Body of Jesus Christ…if all u are doing is sitting around In The Fold of Believers & talking about it then u have chosen to remain powerless…The Kingdom is not about talk but About Power…Ask The Father God How to Make an Impact…Today 🙂

…to Fathom The Detailed Mystery & The Secrets of What is Fueling This Life one Must Examine The Source of The Power Running it…In This Case…Its His Word [aka Jesus] that Generated Everything that we see into the physical realm From With In The Unseen Spiritual Kingdom Realm…Many are “awaiting arrival” of The Father God or even “revival” from a Jesus that Already Epitomized that 2000 years ago…What you Need to Know is that The Kingdom & All The Power Already Resides…In you 🙂

Colossians 1:26…the mystery that has been kept hidden for ages and generations, but is now disclosed to the saints…[Pretty Straight Forward right?]
Colossians 1:27…To them God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory…[This is Blatantly & Clearly Written Here no?]

Read the context…its Powerful…but youll have to Read it 🙂 Read it Out Loud as if it is all Directed Toward you [cause its all a Love Letter to you from The Father God Anyway] to Really Increase your Faith 🙂
…many have the reading thought knowledge of it but lack the heart knowledge of it…ive found this comes through a deep intimate relationship with The Father…past loving Him…Being In Love With Him…Also Knowing where we are…not outside of Him but In Him…John 14:20…its wonderful…

…i hear many Believers say “i cant hear God Speaking to me”…i Encourage them to Open Up The Word [aka Jesus] & Read It Out Loud to themselves…All The Holy Scriptures are Annointed With The Father God’s Voice…Just Listen Closely as you Release It Into The Air…That Is Him Speaking to you…Let His Powerful Words Resonate Deep Within His Spirit Within you…Ask Him What The Revelation of His Words Mean to The Life [aka Jesus] that He Gave you…your Request Will Not Return Void…

…Romans 10:17…So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God…Try it…youll like it 🙂

9.14.11 Wed
…Jesus [aka The Word of God] Speaking Through Paul tell us that everything that is happening to us begins in The Spiritual Realm…our physical lives are First Representative In The UnSeen Realm…if u have a messy life or if things always seem to go wrong check ur Relationship With Jesus & The Father & see how much u include Them in your daily activities & thoughts…if u dont have a Personal Relationship With Jesus who is covering u out there in the world of the enemy? Get Closer…Today 🙂

Eph 6:12…For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms…your spiritual condition is represented in The Life God Gave you…if you are a wreck on the inside then your pretty much a wreck on the outside…Ask The Father to clean the inside of your cup Today so that as He Fills it With His Goodness it will OverFlow into your outer Life & Show others The Beauty He has for your ashes…Today 🙂

…The Parent Father God has Wanted to Hold u ever since He was separated from u In The Garden…So Much that He Sent His Beloved Son Jesus down here to get u…He Knows there is not one person that can Fill that deep lonely place in ur Core that Desperately Longs For a Love that Never Fails…The Unfailing Love that Makes u Whole…He is The Only One that Has it…even though The Life He Gave u may be a mess…Run Into His Arms Today & Allow Him to Change u Into a Message of His Love 🙂

Proverbs 19:22… What a man desires is unfailing love…
Proverbs 20:6… Many a man claims to have unfailing love but a faithful man who can find?
Return Back to your First Love in The Parent Father God Today Through Jesus…Get Whole Again 🙂

9.15.11 Thurs
…i encourage u to take a look at ur deficiencies for in those areas In The Life that Jesus Gave u ull Find Where The Greatest Measure of Father God’s Sufficiencies Can Pour Into…i grew up without a father & ive found that growing up with a father is a critical spiritual love dynamic with The Parent Father God…in me there was a deep casm of deficiency but you know what? One Day He Personally Visited me & Filled that desperate & deep void With The OverFlowing Sufficiency of His Goodness 🙂

Let me tell you Having The Father God as The Only Father in your life Rocks! What the enemy meant for evil God Exponentially Eclipsed With His Goodness & Love…BAM!!!

…oh Jesus…How Could U…Go So Deep In The Red…for me? Oh…So…it was Really For…Ur Father…Now my Father…Ur Telling me…That He…Wanted to be…With me? Are U Telling me…He had to have me In His Arms…So BeautiFULLY? So WonderFULLY? That i would Have a Place for my desperate lonely Heart to Call Home? That i would Always Have Him to Save my Tears & Carry me EveryWhere i go? Oh Jesus…is All This…What U were just dying for me to Know?

Isaiah 46:4…I Am He…I Am He who will sustain you…I have Made you & I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you…Thats The Kind of UnFailing Love of The Father God Through Jesus Right There that i Require folks…Wont you roll up in His Lap & Recieve an OverFlowing Warming Pour Into yourself…Today 🙂

9.16.11 Fri
…what are u hanging onto Today? does it Sustain u? does it Comfort u? we displace our Security into this world & thats so far from The Truth…in reality we will never have The Strength to hold it together…It Takes The Blood of Jesus to do that…To Cover us from our head to our toes…How is ur REALationship With Him? do you spend more time watching TV than u do With Him? our idols keep us so busy we dont even Know His Worth…Go to The Secret Intimate Closet & Hang On His Words…Today 🙂

Luke 19:48…Yet they [the chief priests] could not find any way to kill Him because all the people hung on his words…Who are listening to more? other people? Or Jesus? To Listen to Him you have to Get Into His Word…Read it OUT LOUD to yourself to Increase your Faith & Knowledge of Him…The Entire Bible is a Love Letter to you about How The Father God Sent His Only Beloved Son Jesus Down here to Get you Back Into His Arms In a REALationship that He Made you for…That you Require…That you are Inherently Desperate for His UnFailing Love…God is The Only One that Has what you need to Sustain you & Make you Whole…Stop Running…Let Him Capture you…Today 🙂

…i want to Encourage u to Keep On Dancing For The Hope that Lives so PowerFULLY In u…Namely Jesus Christ…u arent Dancing for anyone else so what does it matter what they say or think about The BeautiFULL Passion that The Father God Receives The Full Glory of? Get Undignified Today…Get Openly Prostrate Today…Get WonderFULLY Humiliated In His Presence Today…i Promise that you dont have anything Better Available or Worth While than Being Captured by His UnFailing Love…Today 🙂

Psalm 39:7…And now, Lord, what do I wait for and expect? My hope and expectation are in You…
Rom 8:25…But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure…
Rom 15:13…May the God of your hope so fill you with all joy and peace in believing [through the experience of your faith] that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound and be overflowing (bubbling over) with hope…

…i deeply Encourage you to just stop looking around…LOOK UP…LOOK IN…your deepest Core…There He Is…He Sealed HimSelf Inside of you…isnt that Precious? Thats Closer than Close…Let The Father Hold you Deeply In His Oil of Joy In you…Today…EveryDay 🙂

…i would encourage all of you believers to Read it For yourself…Believe Jesus & you have The Truth…Read All of Matthew 25 to find out The Truth of what Jesus Says about “departing from Him because He Never knew you” which is Being Without Him…He calls it “eternall fire”…”destruction”…”darkness”…(this is what people are referring to when they say “hell”)…also listen to what Jesus Says about The Narrow Gate in Matt 7:13/14 & Luke 13:24…no supposition needed or required…Straight Up Truth from The Author of Life & King of Kings HimSelf…dont take anybody’s word for it…Read Jesus’ Own Words for yourself…thats how you Know that its The Truth…Blessings All!!!

9.17.11 Sat
…Faith is The Currency of The UnSeen Spiritual Kingdom Realm…Faith is The Trigger Power of The Right Hand of God…a spirit of fear does not exist here…Only The Spirit of Power He Gave u Lives Here because The Father God Through Jesus is The Dafault Setting…which is Boldness…Confidence…not in urself but Who Is In u…is Always Advancing In u…is Always Increasing In u…Through u…Are u Fired Up yet or is it still a concept/idea instead of ur Disposition/Character In Him?…Faith is The Currency of The UnSeen Spiritual Kingdom Realm…Faith is The Trigger Power of The Right Hand of God…a spirit of fear does not exist here…Only The Spirit of Power He Gave u Lives Here because The Father God Through Jesus is The Default Setting…which is Boldness…Confidence…not in urself but Who Is In u…is Always Advancing In u…is Always Increasing In u…Through u…Are u Fired Up yet or is it still a concept/idea instead of ur Disposition/Character In Him?

…Heb 11:16…And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him…Believing in The UnSeen is Faith…Also Knowing that you Reside there as well In His Spirit…In His Jesus [John 14:20] is your REAL IDENTITY…Living There & Residing There begins to change your perspective & view because you See Through Jesus Eyes & How He deals with physical circumstances & situations…This is How you can do all things THROUGH CHRIST…The Life that Father God Gave you is an Opportunity for Him to Have More Glory Through you…Get INSIDE & BEGIN TO OVERCOME THROUGH JESUS [which is really powerful i might say]…This is Also HOW YOU HAVE THE MIND OF CHRIST…Today 🙂

9.18.11 Sun
…Listen…we all deeply desire to “be beautiful”…The Reality is We Already Are…we just choose to believe something else instead of What God Said…like The Butterfly…we all desire to be Beautiful but many of us arent willing to go through the Transformation inside the cocoon to get There…Jesus even asked Three times for this portion of The Journey to pass from Him But Defaulted to The Father’s Will because He Knew How Beautiful The Resurrection Must Be…Transforming us Into CoHeir Children of The Most High…Thats So Worth it 🙂

9.19.11 Mon
…i Encourage ur Significance In The Parent Father God’s Extravagant Love Today…i know many of u who dont Identify with that term in relation to God’s View…its primarily because u dont “have time” to Listen to His Voice from His Word…The Father Deeply Desires an Intimate REALationship With u & He is Very Concerned with ur lack of Desire to Find Out More About Him & urself from Time With Him In His Word…Do u Understand that He Traded Jesus’ Life to have a REALationship With you?

Isa 49:16…See…I Have Engraved you on The Palms of My Hands…This verse touched me Today during my devotion with Him this morning…it affirmed The Gravity of Jesus In The Life that Jesus Gave me…let me say that again…The Life That Jesus Gave me…The Life that Jesus Gave you…Gave us all…we dont have Life if He doesnt die…& since we died with Him [Col 3:3] we arent at liberty to run around & think this is “our life” & do whatever we want to do…thats over…it isnt anything compared to Living In His Love anyway…It Fills you & makes you Whole…everything else is a dead end…you already know that…so why dont you Surrender Today? 🙂

9.20.11 Tues
…take a look at the world…messy isnt it? in general its hard to find “Good” in the world…with the enemy temporarily in control it only gets worse according to scripture BUT…There is a Really Good Reason that Jesus Came to get us out of here…In Matthew it says we destroy ourselves…wow! Amazing that The Father God has already told us this! He Can See The Future…He Is The Future…we should stop rebelling against The One Who Loves us Deeply…Today

Isaiah 36:5…On whom are you depending, that you rebel against me? Think about this folks…if we dont have Him…who do we have? ourselves?!? Thats not even close! We need Him…Did you know that we were made to Require Him? Thats what Made For His Glory means! We just gotta get it through our thick prideful skulls…no wait…we gotta get it through OUR HEARTS WHO He is…He is our Father…He Made us for Himself…to have a dynamic relationship…really…who are we to rebel against the One Who Brought us into existence? Think long & hard about that & let him peel off those layers of pride that are between you & The Living Father God…Today 🙂

…are there parts of The Bible that are hard for u to believe? that u dont believe? dont apply to you? u dont identify with? doesnt apply to ur life cause its ancient? So what is true & Who deems u to say what is True? Are u telling yourself that what u say is True & that what God Says is not? it wont make sense as your fleshly pride sifts His Word through it…Only when u sift everything Through His Word…Its All True like it or not..its just whether ull kill ur pride or let it kill u…

…Oh Yeah..by The Way…The Bible is Everything God Believes…shared with us so that we will Know The Truth [Jesus]…if you have beliefs opinions or views that oppose The Word by all means take it Up With God…The First thing i suspect He will ask you is: “What Did I Say In My Word?”…of which He might say next…”Yeah…you might want to READ IT FIRST BEFORE YOU ASK THESE QUESTIONS BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU THE ANSWER YOU JUST FAIL TO READ MY WORD…YOU FAIL TO SEEK ME…YOU FAIL TO DESIRE THE KNOWLEDGE TO KNOW ME”…man what Grace God has for us…He Gave us His Voice In His Word & most of us are running around out here in the world praying for God to Speak to us…Lets Wake Up People…Open His Word & Read His Love Letter to YOU OUT LOUD TODAY 🙂

9.21.11 Wed
…Here is a Now Word for someone…sometimes u think u Hear a Still Small Voice when ure alone…u dont know if its God or not…u cant tell if its Him or the voice inside ur head…u see a Cross & for a moment Jesus comes to mind…u walk over to ur dusty Bible & Open it Up to Psalms 139…u Read it Out Loud to urself for some reason & when u get to verse 18…u feel The Gravity of it…In The Twinkling of an eye The Father God Captures u With His Measure for u…”I So Love u…I So Want u…I So Desire u…Come to Me…Any Time…All The Time My Child…”
Psalms 139:13/14…For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb…I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well…May He Download The Gravity of His UnFailing Love Into your Heart Through Jesus so wonderfully…May you Go To Him & Open your heart so that He Can Fill it With Awe of Who He Is…That He is your Father & He Made you For His Glory…that He Loves you so Much that He Sent Jesus Down Here to Capture you With The Measure of what He Would Give…Just to have you With Him For The Rest of His Life…Today 🙂

…who have u Listened to ur whole Life? ur parents? urself? ur parents are Powerful in who u believe urself to be because its ur very first physical relationship…in my case everything i learned from that relationship was a lie & kept me wondering “who i really was” for over 30 years! listening to ur family friends & the world shapes us…i wonder who u really are on the inside after the smoke clears? i bet u wonder too! My Life Changed When i started Listening to The Parent Father God Tell me All The Beautiful Things of Why He Authored me Through Jesus 🙂

John 1:1…Through him [Jesus] all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him [Jesus] was life, and that life was the light of men…everything i learned about myself was a lie…thats what happens when you grow up in a broken family in a broken world…but you know what? The Father Adopted me into His Royal Family as a son of The Most High God & a brother of His Beloved Son Jesus…Only made possible through the Ransom of Jesus’ Blood…this for all of His Children…i dont take it for granted…Ever…because Now that i Know who I Am In Him…I Am So Full of It…His Love…His Spirit…His Everything…His Wholeness…i hope this encourages you to Wrap your arms around His Goodness & Live In The Core of it All…Today 🙂

9.22.11 Thurs
…The Father God is Pressing Through my Heart to Let u Know…That He Knows Intimately that u are hurting…He Wants u To Know that He’s not just “somebody else’s Father God” but that He is Very Much Fully that for u too…That He Watches u Intently EveryDay…as uve stopped handing ur pain to others because there’s no one that can stand under the gravity of it…Oh Child! Go To Him & Trade the end of u For The Beginning of SomeOne With The Measure Required to Stand Under…u 🙂

Psalm 18:35…Your Right Hand Sustains me; You Stoop down to make me great…What Kind of God gets beneath me to Lift me to Him? That touches my Heart…i pray that it would open yours too…Thats what Jesus said too…That He Came to Serve us…to get down into those dark places that have us stongheld away from Him & Hold our Hand & Carry us Through those times…didnt He? That Cross was for all of us…for what you are going through right now…it may be bigger than you but it isnt Bigger Than The Father God With His UnFailing Love [His Jesus] for you…Why dont you trade all of your burdens In for His Light…Today?

…Remember [Father God Says This Word Frequently & Rightly So] The Power of God’s Son Jesus…It Pleased Him to Have His FullNess Reside In The Son…Then Jesus Gave Every Believer What Only He Had…Oh Yes…The FullNess of God Resides & Is Sealed With The Holy Spirit Within u…u Carry His Presence & Strength Around When u Exude Joy In The Confidence of Being In Intimate Fellowship With Him…this is why we do not crumble in the fractures of an oppressive world…Because we Are Standing In & With Jesus to Express The Father God…Represent People!

Luke 21:34…be careful of your Hearts being weighed down with dissipation drunkeness & anxieties of life [the end times we are in] so Watch & Pray that you may be able TO STAND Before Jesus…you are not alone in This Life folks…its too Precious for The Father God to “reel this thing in” whatever it may look like from our “base of the mountain” perspective…He Has Called us Up Higher…The Word Says Right Now we are Sitting In & With Jesus at The Father God’s Right Hand…does that look like where you are right now? Which eyes are you using? Its Spiritual Reality & God has already told us The Truth…Step Inside your identity In Jesus & peer into what They are doing [you have The Mind of Christ!] Today!!!

9.23.11 Fri
…there was a lonely man on a deserted island…he seemed to have been there for years because after all…it was “his life” & he wanted to stay “in control” of it…on the way there his boat wrecked into the rocks & left him stranded…how could he have known? one day a bottle washed up on the shore with a message in it…it said “If u are tired & weary Reach ur hand out to Me…I Love u – Jesus”…the man fell to his face & wept…he humbly lifted his reach Upward & that Day that man was Lifted out of that desperate place Into The Beautiful Kingdom by The King of Kings 🙂

…CareFULLY Listen to These Words Regarding Work…The Creator is The First Worker…He Created us In His Image…He Creates In His Work…We are Made In His Image to do the Same Things…We dont “have to work”…We GET TO Create In our work…As when laid out with Adam creating names for all the animals was A Great Joy…You know why? Because Adam was Made In The Very Image of God JUST LIKE ALL OF US…Many of us look at our work as a chore…Its because we see it only as a temporal means to an end Instead of An Eternal Glorifying of The Father God Through Jesus Christ…

1 Cor 10:31…whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God…Col 2:23…Whatever you do work at it with all your heart…as working for the Lord…If you dont enjoy what you do then by all means maybe you are just doing it for the money or just doing it because that is where you get the most approval [did that hit you in the gut like it did me?] these reasons are such a compromise to the way that we are Made by The Father God…He Made you specifically to do something very specific! If you didnt choose that because of some external influences [parents are the main push here] or it was for the lure of money then its The Life that The Parent Father God Designed for you…start to make the change Today…He Will Make a Way if you feel the calling in your heart to walk away from everything that “youve done so far” [remember it isnt anything if it isnt done with Him] & start to Listen to Where He is Telling you to go…After All…Jesus walked away from The Throne & all His Rewards so that you might have the chance To Glorify The Father With This Life He Bought With His Blood for you…Make a Baby Step Toward Him…Today 🙂

9.24.11 Sat
…as Believers In Jesus Christ…we are The Remnant Children of The Most High Parent Father God…i Hereby Declare our Arrival In His Light to Notify the world that Jesus is Alive & Very Well…In us…That Father God Chose us In Jesus Before the foundations of The Creation of the world to Display His Truth [Jesus] In Love…Today is The Day that we Realize that we are In Jesus & that He is In The Father God & That Jesus is In us…His Love is Perfected In us & as is Jesus is So Are we in this world…To Glorify The Father…To Make Him Known & To Lavish His Extravagant Love on those who do not have The Knowledge of Him In Jesus Name…

…Eph 1:4…John 14:20…1 John 4:17…we must start to believe its US instead of another generation or “someone else” people…Its Him Through us…God uses people to get it done…if He does it Himself what does that prove? That He can do it? He & we already Know that…He Creates the world with mere words…there isnt anything He cant do…But to get us to believe that it is possible Through Jesus is Real Faith…Which Generates & Produces Glory for The Father because that takes an Intimate Knowledge of Who He is & What He Can do & what He Designed us for In This Very Purpose…Jesus Left cause its our turn…We are as He Is…that means We Do What Jesus Did…Heal the sick…feed the poor…cast out demons…Have God’s Full Authority…Carry His Joy Around With The Measure of His Strength…Draw people unto Himself Through us as We Lift Up Jesus Name…We Must Take Hold of this…its not someone else…Its you! Its me! Its WE Through Them…How? We are IN JESUS IN FATHER GOD…its all been made available in its FULLNESS…Lets Arrive Into Our True Identity In Jesus…Today 🙂

…Listen…When The Father God Divinely Coordinates & Directs someone to u who needs ministering to…please dont tell them “about a good book uve been reading that will help them”…all those books & even The Holy Scriptures Point to Jesus He Said…which is Where? INSIDE OF U!!! lay down ur pride & confess ur own deficiencies Eclipsed by His Healing Sufficiencies in ur life to Release The Enduring Hope over the circumstances & difficulties they are presently in to usher in The Healing that The Father Does Through Intimate Personal REALationships with another…isnt this something that u urself would desire in this situation? Be a Doer 🙂

John 5:39…Jesus Said: The Scriptures Point to me!!! Confess one to another He Said…And for good reason…we all live broken & fractured lives but most of us are fearful to expose it because of our pride…isnt that right where the enemy would want you to keep it too? deep down eating away at you & powerless to its poison that makes you condemn & shame yourself on the inside? Confess it! Share How The Father has changed you from the person that you used to be & encourage others with this Testimony of Jesus In your life!!! People need to hear about His Power In our lives…they dont need to be held at arms length because we arent willing to swallow our pride & talk about our own sins in the path to repentance & Healing…Remember THIS LIFE ISNT ABOUT YOU…Jesus Gave you This Life to Reveal The Father…you do the exact same thing when you share your testimony of who you were before you FOUND THE FATHER THROUGH JESUS…i hope & pray that you take hold of how we are to Disciple & Walk out each others lives with one another…thats not in any book Jesus Said…Its In Him…Which is In you….Blessings Today!!!

9.25.11 Sun
‎…how was “church” Today? BeautiFULL? PowerFULL? WonderFULL? FULL of Jesus i hope? Isnt Celebrating The Extravagance of The Parent Father God Through Jesus The Most Glorious Thing? Isnt it Astounding How The Father Lavished His Unfailing Love Over us Adopting us as His Own Children? Doesnt it Crush ur Heart that The Father Gods Passion Compelled Him to Pursue u every minute that u were lost out there in the world until That One Day that u Were Found by His Compassion? THE CHURCH IS NOT A BUILDING…ITS A PEOPLE…ITS US…WE MUST STOP HIDING HIS GOODNESS & SALVATION BEHIND THE WALLS OF THE BUILDING & SHARE SHINE & SHOW WHAT WE HAVE & WHO WE ARE TO THOSE WHO DONT KNOW HIM OUT IN THE WORLD…Isnt that where He Found us People? Kingdom Business & Impact Today!!!

Matt 28…The Great Commission…Jesus Said GO FORTH didnt He? He didnt even say where because you can go anywhere & there are people that need to SEE His Joy in you…they need to see something THEY DONT HAVE so that they will be compelled to ask you what you have…Did you know that you can just lift Jesus Up where ever you are & HE HIMSELF WILL DRAW MEN TO HIMSELF Through you!!! We Must Release “All that Power & Goodness” that goes on behind closed doors Into the broken world People!!! How will we add to our numbers if a building full of believers doesnt go out into the HiWays & ByWays of the world to share with the lost The Glory of His Salvation? You dont have to go slinging the Name of Jesus everywhere all the time FOR YOU ARE THE LIGHT & SALT OF THE EARTH…YOU ARE THE LIGHT ON THE HILL…YOU ARE HIS REPRESENTATIVE HERE…Can anyone tell by The Life that Jesus Gave you that you serve Him OUT LOUD? They shouldnt even have to ask…It should be very APPARENT…Gotta be…If we Truly Want to Know The Fathers Heart…He is OUT THERE Pursuing The Lost Sheep & Bringing them back Into The Fold of The Body of Jesus Christ…Yeah thats right…He Leaves us (the ones that already know Him) to GO OUT & SAVE the One…Be Available to JUST GO OUT & LIFT JESUS UP THROUGH THE LIFE THAT HE GAVE YOU TODAY SO THAT HE CAN DRAW MEN UNTO HIMSELF THROUGH YOU…Today 🙂

…Jesus Said that everything that is concealed Will be Revealed…so…what does The Life that He Gave u Reveal? hurt? Salt? pain? Joy? vanity? Light? orphan? Strength? self? Jesus? pride? The Father God’s Goodness? What? Notice there is only one letter Difference in living THE LIE or Living THE LIFE…the one that is really concealed deep inside of u is Very Much Revealed on the outside of ur life whether u are aware of it or not…the naughty part about pride is that it blinds u TO UR OWN SELF…u told Jesus & The Father God u were done with self anyway right? Right! Shine Share Show The Extravagant Life & Love That Captivate u….Today 🙂

John 17:6…Jesus Said “I Have Revealed You Father”…Luke 12:2…Jesus Said “There is nothing concealed that Will Not Be Revealed”…i encourage you to Turn His Light on all the dark places in your life…expose them to a Mighty God that already knows about them He is just waiting FOR YOU TO CONFRONT THEM…CONFESS them…Repent of them…Dont listen to the lie that there is condemnation & shame when you do this…This Is Not In Jesus Christ! The Father Desires to Hold you & He Celebrates when you run back to Him [Parable of The Prodigal Son/Daughter]…May He Heal your inner Core & Refresh you With His Goodness…Today 🙂

9.26.11 Mon
…There is a Monumental Difference In The Inquiries of His Divine Reasoning of our circumstances & questioning The Control of The Father God’s Sovereignty in our situations…He Loves for us to Approach Him In Humility & As A Child With our questions concerning our situations…its the “blaming” Him or the attitude that somehow its “His Fault” or that “He doesnt Care About you” that really offends His Heart…Remember He Sent His Only Son Jesus down here to get you to Have a REALationship With you…He Loves you With Everything that He has Dear Child 🙂

…AllRight Body of Jesus Christ…its time to Man Up! all the woman’s too [Remember what part yall ARE which is an Amazing part of ur Identity!] Jesus Maned Up When He Walked Away from The Throne to Give us His Reward in Return for our punishment…How in the world?!? Father God’s Unfailing Love Lavished All Over u is Very Different…its time to stop pushing around ur own power which produces life train wrecks u keep asking Father God to Help u out of…Certainly He Will but Even More Than That is He is Waiting on u to Let His Power to Blow Abundant Life Through u…Trade ur ashes for His Beautiful Goodness…Today 🙂

…i know many of u Believers In Jesus struggle with these questions: “What am i really doing here? & why don’t i feel like im In God’s Will or doing what i am supposed to do?”…Listen…u were Made to Glorify The Father God…Period. If u really believe that this is “ur life” & that most of ur activities revolve around that self-concept this is the way that ull “feel” BECAUSE ur Core which is His Spirit is Made to Revolve Around The Father God…Solely to Glorify Him…when u keep presenting The Super Natural of His Spirit In u with such a low nourishment from the natural self of u…Its like u keep bringing prune juice instead of Jet Fuel 🙂

Isa 43:7…Made For His Glory Alone…Col 3…you died…Jesus IS YOUR LIFE…the sooner you realize that you are gone…you are no more…That you are a New Creation which is Hidden In Jesus Christ & that He is Continuing to Live Through you…that you do not have Life had He not Given it to you…Now This Life Revolves Around Him…Period…Everything that you have & identify with as “you” has a New Meaning…the work place that you are in on a daily basis IS THE PLACE FATHER GOD HAS YOU SO THAT HE CAN GET GLORY…How? They gotta SEE it…They gotta Know that THERE IS A COUNTENANCE A JOY & A LIGHT COMING OFF YOU SO THICK THAT THEY MUST INQUIRE WITHIN…YOU FEELIN’ ME PEEPS?!? IT SHOULD BE A WAKE UP CALL IF NO ONE EVER ASKS YOU ABOUT THE HOPE & THE JOY IN WHICH YOU LIVE…all that means is that “self” is keeping it hidden so that no one else can see NOT ONLY THE GREATEST GIFT OF SALVATION & KNOWLEDGE OF THE MOST HIGH FATHER GOD BUT ALSO THAT HE HIMSELF IS LIVING INSIDE YOU…Lets Get There Together..Today 🙂

9.27.11 Tues
…Here is a Deep Core Secret Held Within us all…Every one of us is Searching for Unfailing Love…we had it In The Garden With The Parent Father God & then we walked away & got separated from that One of a Kind of Love because of our choice…Jesus Made a Way to Get Back There…The Truth is That Father God’s Unfailing Love Can & Will Heal The Life that was Given to u…Just Like Before its all a Choice…ur Core is Made to Require His Unfailing Love…so just stop pressing ur Unseen Requirements on people & Go to The Source of God’s Own Heart…Today 🙂

Prov 19:22…what a man Desires is Unfailing Love…Prov 20:6…many a man claims to have unfailing love but who can trust a man? Many believers still do not have a Very Intimate REALationship With The Father God & still hold Him at arms length feeling like He is “Out There” & that you are “in here” like some sort of separation bubble…He Desires to get closer to you…He Came to Live Inside of you didnt He? He says thats closer than close…He Loves you Dearly…Sending Jesus to come Get you Showed you how much He Loved you didnt it? He Gave His Most Precious Possession in His Beloved Son to be with you…Ask Him to Give you The Gravity of That In your Heart…Today 🙂

…the physical realm Came from The Spirit Realm…there are physical counterparts to The Foundation from whence it Came…in the physical we call it “sex”…In The Spirit Realm [Where Father God & Jesus Are From & Where we Originated In Jesus Eph 1:4] The Foundation is Truly an Intercourse With The Spirit…Intimacy With The Father God…Where we “take off” the layers of ourselves & expose our soul to Him…we share our deepest thoughts With Him from the Exposed Core of ourselves…we lay our deepest feelings out for Him to See…Where we are In Him & He is In us [John 14:20]…Where we are One With Him…Where There is no darkness because The Light is Free to expose every portion of our being…Where we are totally Vulnerable to Him…Lay it Down With Him…Today 🙂

Matt 6:6…But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you…Spend Time Alone With Him Peeps…If you Truly Want to KNOW YOURSELF…Spend Time With The One that Knit & Made you Together…We shouldnt have to ask ourselves why we would do this with others [especially strangers/flings/one night stands] if we wont even Allow The Father God the Same Rights to a Place that He Resides as The Very Foundation of every one of your Relationships…Behold Him There…Today 🙂

9.28.11 Wed
…we dont have to apologize to the world that we as Believers In Jesus can Indeed Hear His Beautiful Music that Compells us to Dance Right In the middle of the storm of our lives…That we Can Hear The Fathers Penetrating Voice that Assures us His Sovereignty In Every Situation…For He is The Very Author of These Lives that He Gave us Through The Precious Blood of His Beloved & Only Son Jesus…For He Is Glorified when there is a wall of impending adversity surrounding us yet we Raise our Gaze Higher above that wall as we are Solely Depending on The Intimate Knowledge that are In The Palm of The Fathers Hand Who is The Backdrop Above & Behind the wall…

9.29.11 Thurs
…just want to encourage everyone Today that Goodness isnt Something that we can “earn” or “try to do”…Praise Father God He has Taken this out of our hands & that it Simply Resides In Him…In Mark 10:18 Even Jesus Admitted that Only Father God was Good…Jesus Had The FullNess of The Father God So He Was FULL of Goodness…The Source of Good is The Father…on our own there is no good to be found in us & we do not have it…As in John 14:20 The More Measure that you Identify With The Father Through Jesus…The More Intimate REALationship…The More Time & Knowledge you Have of Him…Is The Measure of Him IN YOU…The Measure of Good There is IN YOU…Soak In Him…Today 🙂

9.30.11 Fri
…ill admit that Identifying & Getting Closer to The Father God Through Jesus is tough from a worldly “orphan” perspective…relinquishing control of “your life” to The Sovereign Father Who Is In Control of The Life He Has Given His Children Through Jesus’ Life is a Very Different Perspective…A Very Beautiful & Different Life…as “orphans” [kicked out from The Garden] we live the power of death in “our lives”…As His Children Jesus Lives as The Power of Life Through The Life He Gave us…one glorifies “ourselves” right into the grave…One Resurrects us In Jesus From the grave…Choose The Life…Today 🙂

…[in relation to arrogance ego & pride]…We Have The Father God’s Super Powered Spirit Living Within us Through Jesus that we as people tend to displace The Gravity of into the flesh…we press it into the physical realm which isnt Made to Recieve it but thats because we have not yet discovered the identity of what specifically It Is Made For…so when His Power is pushed into “the natural” it seems like we ourselves “have something”…like its “ours”…oh we do allright! its this product of arrogance ego & pride…this is what happens when you turn The ReSource of His Divine Power on yourself….But when you Press it Back Through The Original Source of Him do you know what Comes Back Through you? Boldness Confidence & Identity…In Him 🙂

10.01.11 Sat

Bible Beef Jerky: So Jesus is a very young 30 years old when He Starts His Ministry [Luke 3:23]…So then He Disciples His Disciples for about 3 years…Then He is Crucified…Then He is Resurrected from the dead…Then He Ascends to The Father God…Then He Appears to The Disciples & many others…Then Ascends to The Father God Again Until The Second Coming…Question: Since He was so young why d…idnt He Stay After His 1st Full Return & Continue to Be our Leader as He Preached & Taught The Gospel of The Kingdom of God? Answer: 1 John 4:17…As He [Jesus] is…SO ARE WE IN THIS WORLD…John 14:12…If you Indeed HAVE FAITH IN JESUS…YOU WILL BE DOING AS HE DID…YOU WILL DO EVEN GREATER THINGS THAN JESUS DID…Jesus Said Himself…Does The Life that He Gave you to do What He Did Look Like What He did or does it look more like its all about “your life” & all the things you are doing with a little bit of “church” for a couple of hours & only a few instances of even mentioning His Name every now & then? Its TIME to WAKE UP Children of The Father God…JESUS GETS IT DONE THROUGH US PEOPLE…HOW CAN WE NOT PRODUCE FRUIT FOR THE KING OF KINGS WHO PERSONALLY DIED FOR US TO LIVE THE FRUITS OF THIS LIFE THAT WE HAVE? WE WERE MADE FOR HIS GLORY ALONE NOT TO GLORIFY OURSELVES!! ITS NOT A BURDEN ITS A PRIVILEGE!!! DOING WHAT WE ARE MADE TO DO IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LIFE YOULL EVER LIVE!!!

10.03.11 Mon
…just want to Greatly Encourage everyone that The Parent Father God is So Available Today…The Real Question is are you available? He Took The Time to Send Jesus Down Here to Include you In His Sovereign Plans to Make you Great Through Them…The Real Question is do you have the time to be included? Press In Deeper to His Heart…Today 🙂

…Listen…people are going to get twisted off when they Hear & See that All of your Confidence Is In The Father God Alone…people will get personally offended when they Hear & See that you Exude a Deep Freedom that they themselves are In Search of that is much easier to physically reject than to Spiritually Connect to…i Highly Encourage you to Keep Standing In it for This is The Very Moment that Jesus Paid for it…That no matter what they say to you ITS THE GRACE & SALT as The Ornaments of your Words In your response Which Holds The Penetrating Power of His Gravity to be Delivered…to their Heart…to their spirit…Through you 🙂

10.04.11 Tues
…There wasnt anything Special about Jesus in His outside appearance…It was His Intrinsic Beauty Which was The Indwelling of The Parent Father God that was The Monumental Difference…man promotes outer beauty while The Father God not only Promotes Inner Beauty…He Is Inner Beauty……Like Jesus…its not how you look on the outside…Its What you Do…you Produce outside whats Inside of you……i Encourage you to stop chasing what is empty & only temporary & direct your Passion to Something that Is Full…of…Life…walk away from your lateral life investments that perpetuate your pain & Step Up Into a Vertical REALationship With The Almighty Father God Who Desires to Heal your Heart & Then Blow Through you Over everyone else that you Touch…

Isa 53:2…He [Jesus] had no beauty or majesty to attract us to Him…nothing in His appearance that we should desire Him…

…i know i Encourage all of you to Get Into The Word Many Many Times…do you know why? Because that is The Father God’s Own Voice Speaking to each of us…There is not one thing that you will go through in your life that is not represented in His Holy Word…i know that you may not “understand it” when you read it because not many people take the time to Read In Depth about The Very Creator of The Universe & His Son Jesus but it has Everything to do With us…Why we Exist [Made for His Glory] What is Happening [Glory Being Generated] & Where we are Going [Returning Back to The Father God’s Arms]…Spend Some Time Listening to All The Things That He Believes About you…It Will Change your Life 🙂

Psa 55:2…Listen…LISTEN to Me & Eat what is Good [Jesus Said Only God is Good] & your soul Will Delight In The Richest of Fare [His Goodness]…Give Ear [Listen to Me] & COME TO ME that your soul May Live…

Take a Look at “your life”…is it overflowing With Goodness? No? Then Choose to get Closer to The Father God…He is The Only One Who Has it…Today 🙂

10.05.11 Wed
…let me Lift each one of you Up Today…to let you Know that you are Truly not Alone…i know many times you “feel” like it…that the circumstances & situations in your life are insurmountable at times & that you just feel like giving up…did you know Jesus Felt like this too? Right before He was crucified He Asked The Father Three Times for the situation that was Ahead of Him “to pass”…Eve…n More Than that He Desired to Please The Father God’s Will to Rescue you from where you are Right Now…Isnt That Beautiful? He Loves you…He Is With you…He Will Contend With the world & all of the principalities…To Hold you In His Arms…Again 🙂

Isa 49:25…I Will Contend with those that contend with you…So Wonderful huh?

…love what Brother Jesus & The Parent Father Good Press Through your Heart into ours…you bless The Body of Jesus Christ so Richly with your Overflow bro…

[Another Passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red]…The Most Profound Thing i Learned From The Deep Intrinsic Healing From The Parent Father God is that everything that i expected from others my whole life was too heavy for them to bear…it was indeed to big for them to endure…When i Finally Turned The Gravity of all my expectations needs & requirements of my deficient fractured love to The Unfailing Measuring Sufficiency of The Parent Father God…He Took all my ashes…all of me…And Made my life Beautiful…With All of Him…Again…
Isa 61:3…to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes…Trade In your Sorrows for His Healing Joy…Today 🙂

10.06.11 Thurs
…[a Message from HeartStorm]…My People are patiently waiting for My Jesus “To Arrive”…I Am Patiently Waiting For My People to Realize That Day is Already Here…That My Jesus Has Already Arrived In All of you…That His Life is Extended & Perpetuated Through My People…Through you…As Jesus Was Here…So Are My People in this world…I Gave The FullNess of My Power to Jesus & Jesus Gave The FullNess of My Power to My People…Now Go! My People Are BeautiFULLY FearFULLY & WonderFULLY Made to Glorify Me & To Make Me Known With Truth In My Extravagant Love…Now…Go…

Always Stooping Down to Make you Great,

The Parent Father God

[John 14:20 Heb 3:14 I John 4:17 Col 2:9 Matt 28:19
Psa 139:14 Isa 43:7 John 17:26 Eph 4:15 Psa 18:35]

…[Another Passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red]…Listen to this With your Heart Today…you cant Give…what you dont Have…you cant Give Forgiveness if you havent Truly Received The Gravity of it from The Father God…you cant Give Healing to others if you havent Already Experienced it & Been Given It By The Parent Father God First…to “get it” & to “have it” you have to “Go Get It”…Where? you must Spend Time In The Restoring Healing Hands of The Father…you are wounded dear child…you are useless in your own wounds But BeautiFULLY UseFULL Through The Searing of His Healing Love…you are In Desperate Need of The Healing Power of His Unfailing Love…It Can Only Be Found…In Him…Run Into His Arms of Healing…Today 🙂

10.07.11 Fri
…[Message Two From HeartStorm]…I Am Going To Speak Directly To you Today…Listen Intently as My Words of Truth Penetrate your Heart & Captivate your mind…I Will Personally Marry you Today…I Will Have a Deep New Intimate Covenant With you This Moment…Only Available Through The Precious Blood of My Jesus…Bring me all of your deficiencies…Bring all of you To Me So that All of My Sufficiencies…All of Me Will Cover you…Make you Whole…All The Way Through…There is No One Like Me…Come To Me…Come Marry The Most Beautiful Thing you Have Ever Seen…I Will Take you when everyone else rejects you…I Am All yours To Have & To Hold…I Will Personally Carry you In My Arms…you Are Mine…I Greatly Desire you…I Want you to Know that you Are Very Wanted by Me…you Are So Precious to Me My Child…I Am…All…yours…So Be Mine…Today…
Always Stooping Down to Make you Great,

The Parent Father God

[John 8:47 James 1:19 John 17:17 Luke 24:32 2 Cor 10:5 Luke 22:20
1 Pet 5:7 2 Rev 19:7-9 Cor 12:9 Jer 10:7 Psalm 19 Psa 18:35]

…i want you to Ask The Father God for Him to Unveil The Gravity of His Residence That is Sealed by His Spirit In you Today…we should awed by His Intrinsic Indwelling…it should smoke every theology that we have that of anywhere in The Universe He Could Live…He Personally Chose…To Come Within us…When we Pray & Spend Alone Time In Secret With Him He is Closer Than Close…He Has Made Us His Very Own House…What Jesus Did on The Cross Goes Way Past The Forgiveness of our sins…It Brought us Into A Royal REALationship With The Most High Father God which should just really Captivate you & begin to Rearrange The Life They Gave you to Sift Everything Through Them…Open the Lines of Vertical Communication Up oh Children of God…For He Listens Intently Through Every Moment of your Heart…

Psa 56:7…for My House [Now your Heart Through Jesus Blood] Will Be Called A House of Prayer [He is Promoting Heavy Communication & REALationship between the two of you Here]…He Loves to Listen & Speak to us…im Crushed Over His Attentions for me…How about you?

10.10.11 Mon
…it will hurt to Hear this Today but we need to confess it One to Another so that we can get to the Core of the issue so that The Father God Can Heal us…the issue? its ourselves…we make choices that get us into trouble…we make choices that cause turmoil in our lives…its so easy to blame others for our circumstances & the part that they “played” in all those situations that caused some deep wounding in our lives…in my situation…no body “made me” sleep with those people in my past did they? but from some of those “choices” that i made i got deeply hurt & i face the consequences of my choices which is tough to do…im so very ThankFULL that Jesus Covered me up everywhere in This Life He Gave me With His Blood…His Life Makes me Whole…there is no condemnation or shame from all the things that ive done but we have to confront The Truth about ourselves & let God Heal us of it instead of let it lay inside & cause us to be angry & hurt the rest of our lives…The Father Just Wants you Back…In His Arms…Today 🙂

Jer 4:18…your own conduct & actions have brought this upon you…Jer 5:25…your sins have deprived you of Good [Only God is Good Jesus Said]…Lets get all this stuff inside out into the open…lets face The Truth about ourselves so that God can Heal us & Give us a Powerful Testimony so that others may Come Into a REALationship With Him as well…Lets Get Real…Today 🙂

…Dont Ever Think its “too late” for you because of all the messy places that you have been in your life…just stop driving into those places where train wrecks “always seem to happen”…its mostly because you feel you need to “control the direction” of where you think you should be going…how is that working for ya? as my good friend Chris Clark says: Are you sick & tired of being sick & tired yet? The Sovereign Father God is Already In Control else you would have already ran yourself right through all those brick walls youve been hitting right off a cliff…Thats not what This Life That Jesus Gave you is all about…Notice i didnt say “ur life” because you dont have anything that hasnt Been Given to you…Allow Him to Deliver you this moment…Decide to Surrender all those ashes of yourself & “ur life” Into His Hands In Return for His Beautifully Powerful Life of His Own…Through you…Today 🙂

Psa 66:8/9…Can a country be born in a day or a nation be brought forth IN A MOMENT? Do I Bring to The Moment of Birth & Not Give Delivery? The Father God’s Own Words (Mere Words!) Fuel the History of Humanity…This is The Guy that Loves you So Very Deeply that He Sent His Only Son Jesus to Come Get you & Rescue you out of every situation that youll ever go through…Just Open your Arms…Open your Heart…Wide Open an Inch from His Face…Today 🙂

10.11.11 Tues
…[A Moment With Jesus:Inquire Within]…Lets just drop all “the titles” for A Moment…lets just drop all “the denominations & religions” that separate us (yeah you got it…we have separated ourselves!) & what does that Look Like? That Looks Like a Mob of Gathered People…That Looks Like a Hoard of People that Should (Key Word “Should”) Be Agreeing on One Thing…Jesus…That He is The King of Kings…That He is Our Leader…That His Father is Our Father Who Just So Happens to Be The Very Creator of The Entire Universe…The All Powerful One & Only Parent Father God…That we are His Children…And that as sons & daughters of The Most High God legions of demons cant stop us from Praying that Our Father Would Blow & Move Through us In Such a Way that the world is Monumentally Impacted for His Glory Alone…That Jesus is Indeed Seen In Our Oneness & In Our Unity as He Is Here Living His PowerFULLY Resurrected Life Vicariously Through us…That the world & all the principalities & all the forces of darkness are Being Put On Notice that we Represent The Way The Truth & The Life & that we Are Here in the world as Jesus Was to Take Back Every Moment that the enemy has stolen from The Inheritance of Our Kingdom…Today…

10.12.11 Wed
…[Message Three from HeartStorm]…The Spirit that is Inside of you is a SuperNatural Portion of Me…All That is Mine I Gave to Jesus & All That is His Jesus Gave to you…your spirit Which is My Spirit Desires Me & Me Alone…This is why you cant nourish your spirit with the things of the natural…you cant Fuel The Imperishable with the perishable…this will feel like you are drowning for the result are circumstances of destruction to your physical life…This is why Jesus Lives In you…He Holds Everything Together…your spirit…My Spirit…His Spirit Needs & Requires The Source of Power that Only I Have for that is The Very Origin from Where It Came…your Spirit My Spirit is Made to Glorify Me & Me Alone…The SuperNatural Pressed into the natural yields greed hunger for control & self centeredness which is death…your spirit My Spirit is SuperNatural & Must Be Pressed Back Upon The Source to Yield The Real Power Through Me…Through you…

…Jesus Said “If you Lift Me Up…I Will Draw all men Unto Myself”…And Just Where is Jesus Right Now? Oh Yes…He Is In YOU! So if you are Truly Lifting Jesus Up In The Life He Gave you then He Trusts In you & Will Draw men To Himself THROUGH YOU…What Does that Look Like? Many Many Many Opportunities to Minister to others who Need Him out in the hiways & byways of a lost world who dont Know Him…”your life” is void of these “Divine Appointments” if its still all “about you” & your still lifting yourself up “for more” of what the world has to offer which is so empty…So Go Get Poured FULL of you Some Jesus…Today 🙂

John 12:32…But I [Jesus Speaking] when I am lifted up from the earth…will draw all men to myself…What are you lifting up in “your life” today? Is He Lifted Up IN THE LIFE THAT HE GAVE YOU TO LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH YOU TODAY?

10.13.11 Thurs
…How Much do you Speak about Jesus In The Life that He Gave you? This is The Same Measure that Jesus Speaks about you to The Father God about you! Now that Wake Up Call is A Call to Wake Up! Also The Measure that you Speak About Jesus to yourself & to others is The Measure of Power you have in what has Been Given to you…What power is there in dealing with all “your life” situations that are always bigger than you with your own lateral power? Aint happenin! those walls are taller than you! To Conquer & OverCome you got to Roll Up Vertical to Be Lifted Over those worldly walls Right? The Father God Speaks From The Spirt Realm & It manifests Into the physical realm…Remember you are a Spirit Being Having a human experience! Speak & Operate From The Spirit Through Jesus to Release His Real Power In The Life He Gave you…Today 🙂

Matt 10:32…Whoever acknowledges me before men I will also acknowledge him before my Father in heaven [In The Spirit Realm]…Thats Where The Power is…But we gotta “Take Hold” & Get There to Release It Into our Lives for Kingdom Impact…Lets Lift Jesus Up & Get Busy In The Strength of His Joy…Today 🙂

…i laughed this morning in my Secret Time Alone With The Parent Father God in His Hot Pursuit of me Through Jesus…i had no idea that He Invented “the wedgie”…yeah thats right…i just said that…you know the imagery of your underwear being pulled up over your head? this has metaphorically happened many times in this life i have Been Given & Today i learned its a part of The Father God’s Loving Discipline as in the past i strayed & adulterated myself with the sinful affections i gave others Instead of to His Overwhelming Passions for me…”Holy Wedgie”…who woulda thunk it?!?

Jer 13:26…I Will Pull Up your skirts over your face…that your shame may be seen from your adultries & lustful neighings…oh! been there…done that!!! No mas Father…No Mas lol!!!

10.14.11 Fri
…[another passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red]…Oh Jesus…Beautiful Savior…im carrying these nails around…like they stand for “i…o…u”…Oh Jesus! How Could You? for me? Oh Father God! What Do You See? In me? Do You See Your Jesus All Over me? Youve Got Three Nails that Stand for “I…Love…you”…Three nails Holding Him There…As Jesus is Holding It All Together…Holding All these pieces of me…Together…to Thee…So Beautifully…Oh didnt Jesus Already Know that You Father Would Bring Him Back to Life Again just so that i could Get to You Through Him? Oh Jesus…Jesus…Jesus…Thank You…

…i didnt have the luxury of having parental figures in my life teaching me how “to hold it together”…when “the going gets tough”…its hard to teach what you dont have & in my case i didnt even have someone to even teach what they didnt have…the Amazing Thing about a child is that you dont have to teach them “to hold onto” you as a newborn…they “just do it”…this is what Happened when i wrecked “my life” cause indeed thats what i saw & was taught from my first relationships…when i was thoroughly broken…somehow i Just Held Onto The Unseen Father God Through Jesus…i “didnt know how” to do it…i didnt have anything or anyone else so “i just did”…im pretty sure that The Portion of His SuperNatural Spirit that is Inside of me Divinely Directed & Led me to The Source of my Healing In Him…all i can do Now is Testify Jesus & His Unfailing Love With The Father that They Lavished over a nobody that They Made a Significant somebody Just Because of Who They Are…its Freely Available to every single person that will ever live…i find it astounding that people willfully reject The Beautiful Salvation & REALationship Through Their One of a Kind Love…ill just Live So Deep & OutLoud In It that everyone that passes me Knows There is A Wonderful Joy that is Very Available…Today 🙂

10.15.11 Sat
…a simple yet profound question im sure everyone asks themselves all the time is: “What am i really doing Here?”…”What am i doing?”…as Always The Answer is In His Word…That We Are Made for His Glory Alone…That we Personally Represent The Father God While we are Here…i hope this Grips your Heart Right Now…Knowing This Truth how does this weigh with all of your activities Sifted Through it? in everything that you do…your actions & your activities…what you participate in…Is The Father God Represented? This is exactly what you are doing Here…Its The Highest Honor He Could Bestow on us Right? May our actions & activities Begin to Line Up With Who He Is & not who we are…Today 🙂

Jer 15:11…utter Worthy not worthless Words…YOU WILL BE MY SPOKESMAN…

…if you haven’t Heard The Thunder of The Father God’s Heart for you…then maybe you’re still self imprisoned & locked up down in the cellar of the world away from His Restoring Rain of Reigns…if you don’t Know why A Man Named Jesus Would Die for you…then maybe you’re just still living in the unworthy gravity inside this world…if you’re still wondering if anyone will ever love you completely just for you…then maybe you’ve been looking too low & in the wrong places…if you feel like you are wounded & all you can do is live in & out of it…then maybe you’re taking it to the wrong sources including yourself who can Heal you…JUST STOP…PLEASE…JUST STOP…just listen a Moment…just One…Moment…Go Ahead…JUST CRY…just…let it all…POUR…OUT…just say it outloud…that you dont know what to do…that you…are finally…done…say…”Oh Father…Come Get me”…

And…He…Will…He Will Be Right There…In The Twinkling of an Eye…He Will Take you Up Into His Arms & Hold you So Close…He Will Look Into your Eyes & Say…”Okay baby”…”I Am Here…With you…For you…I Am All Over you”…Just Hold Him back…Melt In His Arms & Let Him Take it all Away…The Let Him Fill you…With Everything that He Has…All of Himself…Just Let Him Heal you…Just Let Him take all the ashes of yourself & Make The Life He Gave you So Very Beautiful Right There…Just Soak Up…Every Ounce of His Unfailing Love…Let it wash you all Away…Today…

10.16.11 Sun
…i think a lot of Believers In Jesus Christ believe its gonna “be easy” since “Jesus Paid it All”…they think that “It Is Finished” means that inclusion that they are also “finished” & just waiting around for Jesus to Come Back…they seem to skip over the verses that say that we “will share in the sufferings” of Jesus…Father God didnt even Spare His Own Son for His Own Glory so do we think that because Jesus Paid it Forward that we get to just sit around & nothing is Required of us? That is just not what The Word Teaches…It Says that we Are In Jesus & That He Is In The Father & That Jesus Is In us…that as Jesus Is So are We In this world…that Right There tells us that Everything that Jesus Did that we are to be Doing…Professing The Gospel to the unbelievers in the lost world (which aren’t in the building called “church”)…Being a Minister of Reconciliation through The Testimony of Jesus in The Life He Gave you to those that are hurting & wounded…Healing the sick by reaching out to them With Compassion & The Power of your Kingdom Words of Thankfulness to The Only One Who has The Power Through you which is The Father God In Jesus Name…Caring for the poor & the widows with the overflow from the money & resources that you were Given by The Father God…Casting out demons from others lives with His Authority Through Fervent Prayer setting the captives Free…The Parent Father God Wants to See WHAT YOU ARE MADE OF…He Wants to See if you Have The Heart Knowledge of Him TO KNOW WHO HE IS WHICH TELLS YOU WHO YOU ARE IN HIM…that in NO WAY looks like a Child of The Father God “sitting on the bench waiting for Jesus to Come Back”…that is called complacency inactive & passive & Father God & Jesus ARE NONE OF THOSE…SO WE CAN BE NONE OF THOSE…this is just the way that the enemy keeps us powerless…we can sit “on the sidelines talking about The Kingdom”…WAKE UP WARRIORS! The Kingdom isnt about talk but ABOUT POWER…THE KINGDOM IS IN YOU…LETS MOVE OUT CHILDREN OF THE MOST HIGH FATHER GOD…THE LOST ARE OUTSIDE THE WALLS…WHAT WE HAVE WITHIN US IS TOO GOOD NOT TO SHARE WITH THE MILLIONS OF OTHERS ON THEIR WAY TO HELL RIGHT NOW…IT MUST SHINE FROM WITHIN…WE MUST BE AVAILABLE TO GIVE IT AWAY…WE MUST POUR IT OUT & LAVISH IT ON THOSE THAT DONT KNOW HIM…THIS IS WHAT FATHER GOD IS DOING…He is Leaving The Fold of Believers & Going Forth Into the lost & dying world that doesnt Know Him & Making Himself Known to them & bringing them back into the Fold of Believers…We are His Children…We Must Be Available OUT THERE to Be Led By The Spirit & Be Lifting Jesus Up With our Lives so that He Can DRAW ALL MEN UNTO HIMSELF…Through us…Lets Do This Together…Today…

10.17.11 Mon
…i know this will hurt but we gotta go “There” to be Healed…we have to admit that there isnt any “good” about us…we are very deceitful in our hearts…very prideful in our ways…very rebellious against Father God…The Great News? We know SomeOne that Jesus Says “Is Only Good”…Yes…Only The Father God…Whatever Measure that you Spend Time With Him…Spend Time In His Word is The Measure of “Good” that you have In you…The Measure of Him that you have In you is the Only Measure that you Truly “Look Good” as you Look More Like Jesus…that you “Feel Good” as The Father Heals your deficient human nature With his SuperNature…And its “For Good” as His Eternal Character & Disposition Takes you Over…Captivates you as your intrinsic cup on the inside is cleansed & begins to overflow onto the outside of The Life that He Gave you onto others…See How BeautiFULLY He Works Through you?

Mark 10:18…“Why do you call me good?” Jesus answered. “No one is good—except God alone…

…i dont know if you are still “wondering around waiting for Jesus to Come Back” or not but Here is Some Direction from The Voice of God…His Own Word…that you have a Testimony of Jesus In The Life that He Gave you…Thats Power…That is a Divine Display of The Father God Taking you from less than zero to The Hero of Jesus…that Alone should have you overflowing with Absolute Joy that is very apparent to others around you…That Joy is The Fathers Strength & Power…oh dont you know you carry That Around so that everyone Will Know you Have Something they dont Have? You are His SpokesPerson…His Representative…His Royal Remnant Child of His Heart to Carry & Deliver The Good News of His Salvation Through Jesus…you shouldnt be able to Contain it if you Truly Have it…Today…

Isa 58:12…you Will Be Called Repairer of Broken Walls…Restorer of Streets With Dwellings…there are millions of people out there in the hiways & byways of the lost & dying world…DO THEY KNOW THAT YOU KNOW JESUS & HIS FATHER?

10.18.11 Tues
…i know you dont want to talk about it…its hard to even look at it…because your hurt…you feel empty & you dont know why…you should know Jesus is Right There…thats what The Cross looks like…Right There where you are at…wondering where it all went wrong & why certain things have happened to you…the tough part is swallowing your pride & confessing The Truth…Cause The Truth is a Person…Its Jesus & His Arms are Stretched Out on That Cross for This Moment…when you finally admit that your own choices led to to this deep dark place that Only He Can Save you from…you want to Know what? you have Always had Another Choice Available In Him…In Jesus…He Is Just Dying to Let you Know that…that your Comfort & your Healing & your Peace & your New Life are In Choosing Him instead of all those other things that have gotten you where you are Today…Choose The Way…Choose Jesus…Today…

Jer 13:22…and your ask yourself “why has this happened to me? it is because of your many sins…Jesus Set us Free from sin…we dont have to choose to sin anymore like we use to…Allow Him to Set you Free from your bondage…Today…

…you want to know whats Really Going On with all of us? Remember when Adam & Eve made a monumentally devastating decision In The Garden which exiled them/us from The Physical Presence of The Parent Father God? Well that moment left us all orphans with a deep dark wound from SomeThing & SomeOne that we used to Have…He Is The Parent Father God…we used to be in The Full Presence of Him & His U…nfailing Love but we chose something so much less because we focused on ourselves…we ignorantly desired something other than Him…is it working out for us? No…not even close…take a look around this lost & dying world…Without Him…what does the gravity of that look like? Looks like we walked away from The Very One that Has Everything we Will Ever Desire Need & Require…The Father God Sent Jesus Down Here to Make The Way Back to Him & Fill the casm that was between us With His Undying Hope that we would Come Back Into His Arms & Find what we have been deeply In Search of since that moment…Him & His Unfailing Love…Did you Know that its So Freely Abundant & Available…Today?

Hos 12:6/Rev 2:4…Return Back To Your First Love…Today 🙂

10.19.11 Wed
…its amazing how we “will lay it all out there” with others…many times with complete strangers…we will expose & share our Inner Most Being with people but we wont have These Moments With Father God…ill just tell you that the The Spirit Component for “physical sex with someone” is Intimacy With God…one gives us a temporary feeling…The Other An Eternal Filling…we are trying to find in others what Only The Father God Has…And we keep trying & keep trying to get it from others with our Core Expectations which can only crush them & open the wounds of all the parties involved wider…and deeper…Wholeness Can Only Come From The One Who Is Whole…Run Go Get What Jesus Gave you In The Wholeness of The Father God…Today 🙂

…did you Know that you can Have The Whole God to be yours & yours Alone? Oh Yes…He is That Big…That Mighty…that each & every one of us can Have His FULLness & His Wholeness all to ourselves…How? Jesus! He Gave us Everything that He Had in exchange for the nothing that we had in ourselves…What Kind of God Does That?!? Only The Father God of Abraham Isaac Jacob & Jesus has The Kind of Extravagant Love that Takes all of our deficiencies & sins away & Lavishes us With The Rewards of His Imperishable Kingdom…Wont you Allow His Fullness & Wholeness to Heal your emptiness & brokeness…Today?

10.20.11 Thurs
…The Parent Father God Desires to Teach us To Live In The Reality of His Circumstances…What Does that Mean? What Does that “Look Like”? Ruling & Reigning…Walking Around Full of His Joy Which is His Strength…Existing Above All Circumstances [Living From Within The Spirit which Captivates the flesh]…He Is Bigger & Stronger than anything that may come against Him [With Him All Things Are Possible Through Jesus]…Jesus Made The Way for us to Walk In The Authority of The Father God…But it only Comes when “we Realize” Where & Who we Are [True Identity] In Him…In Jesus…This is how we get Through all of our circumstances…Because In Him we Have His Knowledge & Perspective [The Mind of Jesus] which Always Always Always Says “I Am The Lord Your God…I Am With you…You Are my Child…You Are Mine…I Myself Will Take Care of you”…After All…He is The One that “Made All This Up”…He is So Very Sovereign…Lets Live & Soak In That Deep Trust of Him that He is Divinely Coordinating All circumstances For His & our Own Good…For His Own Glory…Live In It…Today 🙂

Rom 8:28…And we KNOW that in ALL THINGS God works for the GOOD of those who LOVE HIM who have been Called According to His Purpose…what appears to us may not be readily considered “Good” because it impacts our physical lives right? But He teaches us about Himself through our circumstances…He wants us to see that He Alone has allowed whatever it is in our lives to happen FOR GOOD…Thats What He Said…we just gotta Believe it & let our Faith Press Hard Into That Reality…we gotta live from In The Foundation of The Spirit Realm to the physical realm [The Spirit Realm is Fueling & Powering the physical realm]…Thats What Father God & Jesus are Doing…as His Children we should too…This is The Way…The Truth…The Life…chew on that Bible Beef Jerky for awhile…Today 🙂

…lets have a Heart to Heart Today…do you wonder why you are still Asking Father God for what He Already Gave? [The Word says “To Ask” which is Good but most of the time we desire “physical things” where as He Desires us to be more like Him which is Foundationally Spirit]…What i mean by this question is that He Is Supremely Sufficient…He Has Already Given His Fullness In Jesus…And Jesus Already Gave Everything He Had to you yet you still ask God “to give”…The Truth is Always On His Side…He Has Already “Done It”…Maybe you have an issue With “Receiving It In The Fullness That Jesus Gave it All” because then it becomes “a control issue”…if you Allow yourself Available to Receive Everything The Father has Already Aligned Given & Provided for you youll have to admit that He is Totally In Control & Sovereign Over “The Life that He Gave you”…Can you Handle that? i would Deeply Encourage you to Surrender to The Beautiful Life He & Jesus Planned Through you before The Foundations of the world…it looks nothing like the dark circumstances & messy situations youve gotten yourself into all these years…Its The Most Beautiful Life ive ever Seen cause ive been there & done that…Come On…ill Walk With you There…Today 🙂

10.21.11 Fri
…its Always In my Heart to Deeply Encourage each & every one of you Just Who you Are To Jesus & His Father God…it doesnt matter what the world says…it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks about you & yes this Very Much Includes what YOU SAY & THINK ABOUT yourself…Jesus Calls you His Brother/Sister…The Parent Father God Calls you His Most BeautiFULL FearFULL & WonderFULL Child Whom He Made & Fashioned Before The Foundations of the world For His Own Glory…That you Have Already Been Forgiven for Thousands of years…That you Are a Most Precious Possession to Them Only Bought By The Blood of Jesus out of the depths of an eternal hell…you are Portion of Their Splendor & Their Light Radiates Through you like that Upon a Hill for all to See & Behold Their Presence In you…Their Spirit Seals you as a Guarantee that you are Indeed Included In The Inheritance of Their Royal Eternal Family…There is So Much More that you Are In The Blood of Jesus…Live So Deep In The Red…Today 🙂

Isa 22:24…All The Glory of His Family [you & me!] Will Hang on Him [Jesus]…Ohhhh Soooo BeautiFULL…Thank You Father God…What Love!!!

10.22.11 Sat
‎…in the past i called myself a “christian” but i only read The Bible when i “went to church” & the pastor asked me to “open Up The Word of God”…i used to use the excuse that “i didnt understand it” or “that i didnt have time” when prompted for as to why i didnt “read The Bible very much”…i probably didnt want to read about all the things “i was doing wrong” either…i just wanted to “live my life” with “my golden bus ticket to Heaven” i had when i accepted Jesus Christ Into my Heart…does all this sound even close to what The Bible is All About? Nope…its all a bunch of lies from the enemy in the mind to keep me from The Truth…for many years i was kept powerless by listening to these lies which had the world revolving around “me”…thats why many of my questions posed to God when “something jacked up” happened to me were presented to Him as “His fault” & “why are these things happening to me?!?” i had the arrogance blatant pride & gall to ask these questions to The Father God when i was the one who left Him out of it all…what nerve!!! Pride binds & blinds to a devastating degree…when i was operating out of “the reasoning of the mind” everything that is “Of The Spirit” [Which is Where God Is & Is From] was very unavailable “to understand” so evident in the excuses of “not understanding The Bible” or by “not having Time to Read The Bible”…One Day i Got a Very Intimate Personal Visit from Jesus Himself which changed all that…He Will Do that for you too if you if you will get desperate enough to give up all the empty things that you think that you “control” so that He Can Live A Full Life Through you…Oh Yes…That is Here…For you In Jesus…Today 🙂

…just had what i thought was a mature conversation with a person saying they were a “christian” & also a “mormon” which is fine until you start to talk about The Big Bold Letters of The Name of Jesus Christ in all of their initial presentation materials…i expressed that i didnt “need religion” as it was religion that Crucified my King Jesus Christ & that i couldnt work enough to get myself to Heaven…That Jesus Christ did that for me…i kindly encouraged them to Read The Bible for The Truth of Jesus Christ which again is boldly presented in their initial presentations & they said that they “felt sad for me” & directed me to read “the book of mormon” to find out about “their beliefs”…Two Things People: The Truth aka Jesus is Found In The Bible aka The Word of God…it isnt about “their/your beliefs”…Its About What The AlMighty God Believes Which is Jesus Is The Only Way The Only Truth & The Only Life…this”christian” person proclaiming “jesus” quickly unfriended me with just a few short posts directly from The Word of God…i didnt Say All these things…The Father God Did…do you have your “own beliefs” Outside of What He Believes? i hope not…it will certainly make you reject & run from even His Very Simple Truth…which is Jesus…you can hide behind religion[mans beliefs] all you want to but i would encourage each & every one of you to run from religion [mans beliefs] & Run to The Truth of Jesus…religion [mans beliefs] tried to “kill The Truth of Jesus” but The Father God Resurrected Jesus to Display The Divine Power of The Very Truth…What God Believes Is The Absolute Truth…not even death can Come Against that Truth…That Jesus…The Jesus…He is Still Alive Today…’Nuff Said.

“christian mormon”: Hey, I don’t like this comment. Please remove it.

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The comment:
David Gray (10/22): Please dont [feel sad for me because i dont involve myself in religion]…but if you must ok…a man cant do enough “works” to go to “Heaven”…that has already been Done By Jesus Himself & i Receive The Fullness of it…this is Exactly what it says In The Bible…The Holy Word of God…This Book is The Ultimate Authority & i believe Exactly what it says…if you dont believe exactly what it says then i encourage you to Read It…isnt The Bible what the book of mormon is based on? Yes. The Bible predates the book of mormon no? Thoughts?

Then i got unfriended…you can always tell when someone that doesnt Believe In The Very Truth aka Jesus because they CANT STAND AGAINST IT…Why would they think they ever could STAND AGAINST THE VERY WORD OF THE FATHER GOD? i guess they think that i am saying these things…HE SAID IT…im just repeating it WITH HIS AUTHORITY…He Said i could so im crazy enough to Believe Him…

10.23.11 Sun
‎…if you call yourself a “christian” then you are Professing Jesus Christ…the Very Least you could do is KNOW ABOUT The Jesus that you are Professing which Requires that you spend Quality Time In The Bible which IS ALL ABOUT JESUS…many many many “christians” are “just talking about Jesus” but to Truly KNOW Jesus & Know The Power of Him In The Life that He Gave you then Spend Time In His Word as Jesus Is The Word of God…Remember that The Kingdom is NOT ABOUT JUST TALKING ABOUT JESUS ITS ABOUT THE POWER OF JESUS IN YOU…

1 Cor 4:20…For the Kingdom of God is not just a lot of talk…it is Living by God’s Power…Do you even Know what you Believe or do you just listen to others [such as pastors preachers] Speak to you from The Word? Nothing wrong with that unless you CAN DISCERN & KNOW ITS FROM THE WORD BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN READING THE WORD FOR YOURSELF…HOW WILL YOU KNOW THE TRUTH…HOW WILL YOU KNOW JESUS IF YOU DONT READ IT FOR YOURSELF? Please Spend More Time Reading The Truth In The Word of God [Jesus] Today…EveryDay 🙂

Question was: Can a practicing homosexual go to Heaven?

Since Jesus Blanketed All sin consider these questions as well:

Can a practicing murderer go to Heaven?

Can a practicing liar go to Heaven?

Can a practicing pedophile go to Heaven?

From a Biblical perspective once one accepts Jesus Christ then if it is Truly Authentic & Genuine then through His Power one does not “practice the sin” any longer & turns away from it…that sin does not “captivate” one’s life any longer…that one does not “live in sin’s bondage” any longer…Jesus’ Power has Truly Eclipsed the power of this particular stronghold of sin in one’s life & Only Through this Power is the person Freed from the depths of the strangle hold of the sin…

There is no other way around to Heaven…The Truth & The Way & The Life to Heaven Only Comes Through Jesus…one must relinquish his own power to continue to do the sin & Allow & Receive The Power of Jesus to OverCome the sin in one’s life…

The Bible is Very Clear about “continuing to practice sin” as this point of Total Surrender possibly has not occurred in one’s life yet even though we say or think that it has…even though it is very evident in our actions that it has not because we continue to willfully engage in the enslavement of the particular sin…

When one Finally Surrenders to Jesus…He Frees you…Because He who Hath & Know The Son of God is Free…Indeed…

John 8:36…So if the Son Sets you Free…you will be Free Indeed…

10.24.11 Mon
…are there any “words” that you say outside of “church” that you dont say Inside The Church? in your conversations with your “friends” do you cuss & say things you wouldnt say if you were around your brothers & sisters In Jesus Christ? believe me i know all about this issue…The Holy Spirit Convicted me of His Righteousness regarding this issue One Fine Day…He Discipled me In His Love about how others saw me as a serious hypocrite as i Spoke About Jesus in one sentence & then released the filth of cuss words in the next…What do you think i looked like to anyone that listened to me? Mmmm…not a very commited Follower of Jesus maybe? That maybe i certainly didnt Walk what i “talked”…i didnt know that Words Carried The Power of Life & death back then either But The Father God Had The Overwheming Grace to Show Me His Ways…The Way…His Jesus…i Hope This Encourages you to allow Him to Change The Way you Speak with your Words…It Will Change The Life He Gave you to Look More Like Him…Today…

Eph 4:29…Let no unwholesome word proceed from your mouth, but only such a word as is good for edification according to the need of the moment, so that it will give grace to those who hear….Also Eph 5:4…Col 3:8…Father God Said this a few times…i think He Means for us to Take this issue to Heart…Ask Him to Help you Replace your cuss words With His Words of Life & Salt…Today 🙂

‎…let me encourage all of you as well as myself With His Truth [His Jesus] In His Love…The Father God Never Did or Will He Ever Do Anything “wrong” despite our beliefs or our questions based in the ignorance of “why is this happening to me?!?”…if you Read His Word it is Very Evident that we are usually WillFULLY Choosing something other Than The Father God…Adam & Eve did it [Which set a de…vastating precedent] & then His Own People have rejected Him for the wiles of “their own desires & ways”…from birth into this sinful world our humanity is twisted with this inborn desire to “the self”…the flesh…But Jesus Personally Came Down Here to Free us from the bondage that was too great for us to bear…Then Why are we still living in the gravity of it every day? The Choice is still just as much ours individually as it was everyone’s before us…Will you Choose Father God…or yourself? Choose This Day Whom you Will Serve…It is Very black & White…Ask Him to Help you Choose Him in the little things Which Start to Make Big Changes In The Life that He Gave you To Solely Glorify Him…Today 🙂

Isa 57:10…you were wearied by all your ways…we bring it on ourselves People…He Asked us to Love Him With everything that we have which will bring about An Authentic Desire of Pleasing Obedience [Passion for Him]…Make a little Turn Toward Him…He Honors & Enjoys your Baby Steps Today 🙂

10.25.11 Tues
…you can CHOOSE to be “your own god” & “live your life” as you “try to control it”…But THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU ARE MADE FOR [its Certainly NOT What Jesus Came DOWN HERE FOR]…

Isa 43:7…we WERE MADE FOR GOD’s GLORY ALONE…

…Remember that The AlMighty God can take a young man with no physical armor on & the most foolish of weapons such as a sling shot [King David] & THROUGH HIM bring down worldly giants…THROUGH HIS FAITH & PERSONAL REALationship With you..Nothing is Impossible…Did you Know that Jesus Gave you The FullNess of The Fathers Power? He Desires to Blow Through you…Use you For His Glory…Like Ester… He Will Use someone…Are you Available Today? Our country is on the highway to hell & so very lost even though we say we are “a christian nation” but what “christian nation” do you know would condone & legalize abortion? [FYI: only 3% of abortion cases are rape & the other 97% are for “convienience…Dear God!!!] IN ANY CASE WHAT IS WHAT WE THINK & BELIEVE COMPARED TO WHAT THE FATHER GOD BELIEVES & WHAT HE SAID? CHEW ON WHAT HE SAID…Today…

Jer 5:29…Should I Not Avenge Myself on a nation such as this? they rule by their own authority & My People love it this way but what will you DO IN THE END?…i Hope every one of you RECEIVES THE IMPARTATION OF THE GRAVITY OF OUR SITUATION TODAY…He Will Begin a Mighty Work in JUST ONE of us TODAY…He Will Set AFIRE ONE THAT WILL START A CONSUMING FIRE TODAY…Will you Stand FOR HIS TRUTH TODAY? Will you TURN YOUR HEART INTO HIS TODAY? He Didnt Ask you “to understand it” [Lean not on your own understanding]…He Asked you TO TRUST HIM…TO LOVE HIM…TO DO WHAT HE SAYS…Father…Oh Father…CIRCUMCISE OUR HEARTS WITH YOUR TRUTHS & EMPOWER OUR FAITH IN YOU TO TAKE HOLD OF WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY TOLD US IN YOUR WORDS …TODAY…

10.26.11 Wed
…THE VERY LEAST that “the church” building should be is a Command Post for Intensive Discipleship in Order to Explicitly GO FORTH [as The Great Commission Commands all Believers In Jesus TO DO] outside the walls of “the church” building into the hiyways & byways of the lost world to assult the gates of hell…we mistakenly “sell” “the church” as some place to “come get filled with His Presence” & “God’s House” which is a serious misnomer as Jesus Gave The Very Fullness & Presence of The Father God Within The Seal Inside Every Born Again Believer of Jesus…we must eradicate the belief of “the church” in the sense of “where it all happens” because In Truth we have closed up & walled ourselves off from the very ones that WE ARE TO REACH…The Church is A People [Ekklesia]…We Carry Around & Deliver God’s Presence to all those out in the lost world…sons & daughters of The Most High God are not meant to be concealed behind the walls of a building basking themselves in the material benefits of The Kingdom…Surely they are Compelled With a Glorious Passion of Availability to GO FORTH to those who do not yet Know The Father With The Gospel of Jesus Christ…To Reveal The Father God & The Splendor of The Greatest Gift…His Imperishable Salvation for every one…To Share What is Only Available Through Jesus Christ that we ourselves Have which is His Unfailing Love…WE MUST DO WHAT THE FATHER DOES…WE MUST BE ABOUT HIS BUSINESS…HE IS OUT SEARCHING FOR THE LOST & BRINGING THEM BACK INTO THE FOLD OF THE BODY OF JESUS…BE WHO HE MADE YOU TO BE…Today…

…it Takes “Spiritual Guts” [Know your Identity In Jesus Christ] to contend with the world…even to deal with anyone that calls themselves “christians” because unless you Identify With Jesus as “The Truth” then like everyone else we have “our own truths” & people just dont want to listen to “The Truth” because it “just isnt what they believe” even though The Word of God Says Different…in other words if you are Truly Walking With Jesus there arent going to be very many people that “like you”…you will be rejected all the time For The Sake of The Name…that wont “feel good”…its not about “feeling good”…When you are rejected for The Sake of The Name Jesus Says to REJOICE…you will only know what that means when you find your Value & Worth In Him…and no other person or place…Welcome to The Father’s Business…Welcome to Kingdom Impact…Today 🙂

Jer 6:10…The Word of THe Lord is an offense to them…they find no pleasure In It…

10.27.11 Thurs
…[behind enemy lines: exposing the lie of LIFE]…these “Children of God” have His SuperPower Living in them! but they also have my pride in their flesh!!! if i can just get them to busy themselves with “what they are doing” & the thoughts that it is “their life” then i wont have to worry about them “Knowing The Gravity” of Having The Fullness & Wholeness of The Supreme Being of the Universe Living Right Inside of them!!! then if i get them all to take that Jesus & that Bright Light of Joy Inside of them & go conceal it away behind the walls of what they call “church” so that those who do not Know This Jesus cant “see it” then God’s SuperPower Through them isnt Released…then i can hold these “Children of God” powerless & even though i have lost them to “Salvation” they will not have any Impact in getting any others “There”…yes this will be my thorn…

Jesus…You Are our Intercessor to The Most High Father God…Reveal The Truths that you have Written on our Hearts & Unveil The Gravity of who we Are In You & What The Father Made us TO DO IN YOUR NAME…Today…

Matt 28 – The Great Commission; John 14:20; 1 John 4:17

10.28.11 Fri
…Believers In Jesus Christ…your Knowledge of The Father God & What He is Doing is Measured by The Time you Spend In His Word…it Reveals What God Has Done & Will Do…Its Shows His sons & daughters like us The Future of what is to Come…We Must Trust In Him & Hunger to Know Him More for He is our Salvation…He Tells us In His Word what is Going To Happen…What Kind of God Does that? Only One Can Do That i Know…The God of Abraham Isaac Jaboc & Jesus Is The One True & Only God…What a Luxurious Benefit to Know that Everything that was SPOKEN about In The Old Testament Will Come True…We are A Huge Portion of that…We are Walking their Future Out arent we? Come On! We are The Saints! We Are The Children! We Are Redeemed!!! We Are Forgiven!!! We are the sons & daughters of The Most High God…We Can Only Find out Who we are By Finding Out More of Who The Father God Is…Who Jesus Is & Was Since He Says in 1 John 4:17 that we are AS JESUS IS/WAS in this world…Wow! What A Calling on These Lives They Gave us…LETS GET UP FOR THIS PEOPLE…ITS OUR TIME THROUGH HIM…KINGDOM IMPACT…Today…

Joshua 3:9…Come here and listen to the Words of the LORD your God…Why dont we Listen? Oh but we do dont we? We will spend more time in “motivational” “self-help” & “christian authored” books but we wont Spend Time In The Author of Life’s Book…did you know all these other books are Based On The Bible? Lets COME to The Source People…did you Know He Said we would be destroyed because of lack of Knowledge of Him? We gotta Wake Up Body of Jesus Christ…this is a serious issue…Unveil The Gravity of Your Truth Through us Father God…Today…

10.29.11 Sat:
‎…[another Passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red]…i just deeply desire to have SomeOne…Deeply Desire me…i just ache to Be Very Significant to SomeOne…i just want to be Really Wanted by SomeOne…why do feel like this all the time? i just have this Pang In my Core…The Deep Need…of SomeOne…to Love me With All that They Have…Will i ever Find The Cure to these overwhelming expectations that always seem to hurt & wound others with The Gravity of my Desperate Desires & Requirements that I Am In Search of? Who Can & Will Heal this Bleeding wound Deep Inside of me?

Jesus Said…I Deeply Desire you…I Gave Up My Throne to Personally Come Down Here to Get you & Take you Back as My Most Precious Reward to My Father God…you are Very Significant to Us…In you The Father’s Glory Shines Through me…Through you…We Want you With All of Our Hearts…We Have Cried With you & Saved your Tears Because We Love you With Our Love…The Father God Made you Through Me for His Own Glory…this is why you “feel like this all the time” because you Are Made to Desire Need Require Want Only us even though you attempt to fill this with others…your Core is My Spirit…it is Solely Driven to Desire Me for it is Of Me…Is Me…no others can Satisfy It…The Imperishable must be Given The Imperishable…The Father God Truly Loves you With All That He Has For He Sent Me…His Son…His One & Only Son…His Most Precious Possession to Die for you for this very reason that you cry out Right Now…For your lifetime of pain & suffering which was held in sin…it was too much for you…you died from it…The Father Saw The Future of All This & Covered it all…for you…for everyone…With Me…With My Blood to fill the chasm between you & He…Oh How He Wanted you! Oh Through Me! What OverWhelming Joy He Has In you Now! The Father God’s Unfailing Love Is your Cure for your BrokenHeart…He Will Never Fail you like others…Come to Him & Allow Him Take it All Away…He Already Did…In Me…you just have to Believe It…you just Have to Receive The Gravity of Me…of His Jesus…In you…you just have to be done with everything that you are doing…you have to be ready to die to it all & be With Him So that He Can Begin to Heal you & Finish His Work in you…He is So Faithful to complete it if you will Surrender your life So That I Can Live Through you…There is No More Need for you to bleed My Child My Father Says…My Jesus Has Done More Than Required…Look At Me…Be With Me…I Long for you to Come to Me…Ive Already Given you Everything that you have Asked for & So Much More in My Jesus…Now Come…Give me everything that you have…all of your ashes…all of your heart…all of your mind…all of your soul…all of your strength & I Will Give you All of My Beauty Which Will Heal you…Today…

10.30.11 Sun
…when you Truly Follow Jesus just expect all of your family & friends not to understand…they are going to reject you but Jesus Says they are really rejecting Him In you…Remember what happened to Joseph…they were jealous & even talked about killing him…instead they sold him as a slave…Through this Living Testament God is Telling you what is in the hearts of those closest to you…it hurts to Know What He Knows but Trust Him as He Can see everyone’s hearts…our family & friends are no different than they were back then…

The Revelation to take from this portion of His Word is This: Father God brings about a Time In The Future to Redeem & Restore the situation where the family failed & defaulted to their own jealousy pride & sin…Notice in The Story that in the end the family of brothers is now at The Mercy of Joseph who they contemplated killing but then sold as a slave…Surely Joseph Remembers the last 10 years in his own pain & pride at that moment…

Joseph could indeed use his own power now to reject those who did this to him & in doing so condemn them to death without food….He could really teach them a lesson on how to treat others now couldn’t he? Joseph could now have them under his thumb & spill out the wrath of his unforgiveness right about now right? Joseph could indeed perpetuate the failure that began within his own family…

But Joseph Pulled A Jesus…Instead of responding to what his family did…He Releases What The Father God is Doing…Which is Restoration & Salvation…

Joseph Reveals The Unfailing Love of The Father God instead of the failure of his own self-loving pride…

Joseph Displays The Father God’s Power of Life…The Mighty Power to Save…Instead of his own power of giving death & rejection…

Joseph Gives All The Glory to The Living Father God…instead of seeking revenge for himself…

What do you think happened in the hearts of his brothers when he told them who he was? For sure they had a desperate fear for what they had done to him…

But what they witnessed That Day was a Much Greater Measure which had Already Healed the chasm that they had caused between them…

Thats All About Jesus right there even in The Old Testament…Put all of your Trust In Him…not in people…no matter who they are…For He Will Always Be With you just as the story & The Testament says…Jesus Has Married your Life With His Life & in the Good times & the bad…in sickness & In Health…For Better or for worse…He Is The Only One That Will Never Forsake you For Jesus Gave His Life that you might have The One that you Live Only Through Him…Today…Glory!!!

Gen Chapters 37-50

10.31.11 Mon
…you can Listen Read & Study About The Author & Father of LIFE of The Bible…or you can listen see & be inundated with the father of lies of this world…The Father of LIFE has Jesus Which is The Way The Truth & The Life which is Still Alive Today…the father of lies has every other religion’s “prophet” that isnt Jesus complete with bones in a grave…Only The Living Father God Can Give LIFE & Eternal LIFE For He Is The Author Giver & Holder of LIFE Itself…the deathly father of lies can only offer a temporary counterfeit which expires upon your last breath…do you have Kingdom Dreams With The Rose of Sharon or are you sleeping with the enemy most of the time? Prove to yourself that you are a child of The Most High Father God…Today…

11.1.11 Tues
…Father God…i need You to Need This Healing…but i Know You dont “need” anything…But You Require Glory Right? Then Father…May You Receive The Utmost Glory Through This Healing In Jesus Name…I Am Asking You With All of my Heart…I Am Asking You…With All of Your Heart…Would You Reach Down & Take It All Away? To Be Lifted Up & Magnified Today? That many many many others Would Know The Power of Who You Are In Jesus Name? You Said These Prayers Would Not Return Void…You Said if Two or More Are Gathered & Agree that It Would Be Done…Oh Father What is The Good of Being Healed In Heaven…You Said We Are to Be Pulling it Down & Releasing It Here on earth…Help me Understand Your Ways Today…I Am Here At Your Feet…I Am Here…At Your Throne…Today…

…Some ProFound Spiritual Beef Jerky to Chew On…homosexual males are attracted desire want & need an Intimate Relationship with other males right? Remember what is manifesting on the outside in a person’s life is representative of the the spiritual life deficiency on the inside [Jesus Speaks About This In Matt 23:26] Jesus & God are Male Personas…homosexual males displace the Deep Need & Requirement of The Male Father Persona in other males when The Gravity & Truth of Where It Is Found is Only In The Father God Through Jesus…i know some wonderful people who are going through this crux in their lives…i pray for them & Lift them Up Hoping that One Day the measure of their desperate longing that they seek in a mere male man Will Be Found In The Intimate FullNess of The Male Persona Father God Through Jesus…i Release The Power of His Life Changing Unfailing Revelationary Love Over them & others in this gap…In Jesus Name…Today…

…we all have a thorn that has been given to us when we were born into sin…i grew up fatherless so this is a very similar thorn in that when i finally surrendered & turned to God Who Is The Father God…WOW…He not only Filled what i had been looking for my whole life since i grew up without a father [The Word Calls Him Father of the fatherless…i Now Know Why:)] He OverFlowed & Gave me so Much More than i could have ever imagined…Life Changing Experince of His Presence Blew me Away…i Will Never Be The Same…

11.2.11 Wed
…we can be “christians” all we want & run around using that title to identify ourselves with…but in Spiritual Reality its a word that was used by others [not Believers In Jesus] as an INDICATION OF WHAT OTHERS CALLED US BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY SAW US DOING TO EACH OTHER…Which was what? OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER…HOW WE SERVED OTHERS…Did you Know that Jesus Came Down Here to Serve us? That His Life Is/Was NOT ABOUT HIS OWN LIFE…It Was All About Serving Others Lives…How does that look “in your world”? Does “your life” SERVE OTHERS LIVES? If its still “your life” then you are probably still mostly self serving even though you call yourself “a christian”…i used to be “one of these self serving christians” but i want to encourage you that Jesus would much rather Have Disciples which truly chase after His Unfailing Love & Ways instead of pretend “to be a good person” under the mask & title of the word “christian”…there is a Monumental Difference…Remember Jesus Died to Cover it All…dont let it all be In Vain for your portion of The Calling The Father God Purposed you for…you were Made to Glorify Him & Impact The Kingdom…Today 🙂

Matt 20:28…just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many…

…i Believe many of us fail To Listen to Where The Father God is Trying to Take us…For Each Believer There Is “The Promised Land”…Take a look at The Disciples…How many of us have actually had The Boldness to drop everything that “we are doing” [yes even leaving our families and/or our current employment] To Venture Further Along Into What The Father God Is Doing? Of Course its More Grand…Of Course “people” call you “crazy” & have the nerve to say that “you arent hearing God” [and how do they “know” this again?!?] This Choice & Decision Certainly Requires Trust In The Very Person Who Made this “Whole Life” Thing Up With Just a Few Words From His Mouth!!! Do you really Believe that He Would take you some place that He Hadnt Already Planned On for you? Do you think that others can Understand what He Has for you? Isnt the Most Important Thing is That HE UNDERSTANDS WHAT HE HAS FOR YOU? He Made you For His Own Glory…Surely you dont want to settle for anything less with your own aspirations that will Always Come Up empty & short once they are Held Up To The High Calling of The Personal Dreams that The Father God Has…In His Heart…So Especially BeautiFULL for you…Right?

Matt 4:18…Jesus Said “Come Follow Me”…and they just dropped all their stuff & left their father that they had been working for their whole lives…Chew on that for a moment or two…

11.03.11 Thurs
…Let me Encourage you With Something Jesus Is Just Dying for you to Know…That He Gave all those that Believe In Him His Full Access to DEALING WITH THE FATHER GOD ON HIS OWN TERMS…That as His Remnant Children WE ARE WHO HE SAYS WE ARE…no matter what anybody else says…THAT WE CAN DO WHAT HE SAYS WE CAN DO…no matter what anybody else believes about us…THAT OUR IDENTITY IS FOUND IN JESUS…not in anything associated with our humanity…THE FATHER GOD CALLS US HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS HIS CHILDREN HIS SAINTS…no matter if we or anyone else still believes that we are “just sinners” [of course we still fall short of His Righteousness aka “sin” we just dont habitually sin in that it is our Identity…Prov 23:7 “For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he”…Remember He Sees Through The Blood of Jesus So He Doesnt “See” you “as a sinner” so neither should you because THATS WHAT YOU WERE…Now you ARE A NEW CREATION IN HIM]

THE FATHER GOD GAVE US HIS FULLNESS…HIS AUTHORITY…HIS MIGHTY POWER Through Jesus Who Lives Sealed Inside of us…We Carry His Strength Around In His Joy that OverFlows Out of our Hearts…HE SAID the enemy is defeated & THAT WE LIVE IN VICTORY EVERYDAY…THAT WE MUST TAKE THE GOOD NEWS OF THE GOSPEL OF JESUS CHRIST FORTH to the lost & dying world who does not yet have The Knowledge of Him & His BeautiFULL Gift of Salvation…WE MUST DO WHAT SONS & DAUGHTERS OF THE ALMIGHTY ABBA FATHER GOD DO…REVEAL THE FATHER GOD IN THE LIVES THAT HE HAS SO GRACIOUSLY GIVEN THEM FOR THIS VERY PURPOSE…WE ARE NOT OUR OWN…WE WERE BOUGHT BACK FROM the depths of hell WITH A RANSOM THAT ONLY THE KING OF KINGS COULD PROVIDE…Its Time To Live Like We are dying People…The Father’s Heart Burns for the lost…SHINE YOUR LIGHT & LET THE WHOLE WORLD SEE…The BeauiFULL Jesus Pouring Out from Inside of you…Today…

Matt 5:14…you are The Light of the world…Know who you Are In Him…Today…

…religion is: something that men have “added” to The Word…what do you think God Thinks About This? religion is: many other things people “do” that are outside of The Word…How do you think God Feels About this? religion is: a belief system that isnt supported With What God Believes…Why do you think God Gave us His Own Words? religion is: what murdered God’s Only Son Jesus Christ…What do you think God Must Think of religion?

James 1:27…Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world…Pretty Clear Absolute Truth Directly from The Father God’s Own Mouth Right?

11.04.11 Fri
…The Measure of your REALationship With Jesus & The Parent Father God Characterizes & Defines ALL OF YOUR OTHER RELATIONSHIPS…if we dont have a Close Intimate & Strong REALationship With Jesus & The Father God then its very likely that we dont have this with many other people…if we dont have an Close Intimate & Strong REALationship With Jesus & The Father then the very best we can give others is the fracture & wound of our own self-absorbed & self-serving love that we we were born into sin with which has only increased in breadth depth & width IF IT HASNT BEEN HEALED BY THE GRAVITY & MEASURE OF THE UNFAILING LOVE OF THE PARENT FATHER GOD THROUGH JESUS…WE MUST RETURN TO THE FATHER GOD WHO GIVES US A GREATER LOVE THAN WE HAVE WHICH IS HIS VERY OWN…THE ONLY WAY TO GET THIS LOVE IS TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM IN ORDER TO RECEIVE IT…TO SPEND TIME IN HIS WORD LEARNING ABOUT WHO WE ARE & HOW WE GET HEALED…THEN WE CARRY A GREATER MEASURE OF LOVE AROUND WITH US WHICH IS HIS LOVE & DELIVER THIS BEAUTIFULL MEASURE INTO OUR REALationships which is VERY GOOD BECAUSE HE IS GOOD…WE CARRY HEALING Into other REALationships BECAUSE HE HAS HEALED US & IS HEALING…We Can Live For Him…Through Him & Impact others With Him…Today 🙂

Rev 2:4/Hosea 12:6 – Return back to Your First Love…Return back to The Father God because He Is/Was your First Love…Today…

11.06.11 Sun
…Remember People that the enemy is already defeated…our battle is not of the flesh but In The Spirit Realm…Just like Adam & Eve & Jesus all the enemy can do to you is talk to you…he can do this through everything & everyone that is around us in the world…but he couldnt touch Adam & Eve or Jesus now did he? Cause he cant…he hates Jesus & The Father God & as close as he can get to those who have accepted Jesus [or Personally Protected by God as Adam & Ever were] is just far enough for you to “see” him & “hear” him…thats all he can do because Jesus Lives Inside of you…now if someone doesnt have Jesus Living In them then they are vulnerable to all kinds of possessions of every evil kind…

Just like Adam & Eve & Jesus we have THE CHOICE to engage in the activities of the enemy…in OUR CHOICES we are the ones that step out from underneath The Father God’s Protection & willfully participate in doing the things we know we shouldnt be doing because we are His Children…

Its true that you have accepted Jesus & that you will “go to Heaven” but do you really think that this is what you were Made For? Do you see how powerless you are & how useless to The Kingdom that you are? Thats what you need “see” & “hear”…Youll “see” & “hear” what the enemy is doing with most of your day but you wont “See” & “Hear” about The Jesus that you Profess by Spending Time In His Word Learning & Being Taught WHO YOU REALLY ARE AS A CHILD OF THE FATHER GOD…Now Why is that?

I Hope One Day that you will get tired of “waiting for Jesus to Come Back”…He left for a Good Reason…That He Would Continue to Live His Life THROUGH YOU & IMPACT EVERYONE THAT YOU WILL ENCOUNTER…He Knew One Man couldnt Reach the world ALONE…ITS ALL ABOUT REALationship…HE WANTED YOU TO BE A PART OF HIS BEAUTIFULL SALVATION OF ALL MANKIND…Please dont sit on the pew the rest of your life & watch it all go by…

The Father God has Called you to SomeThing so Much Greater…He Personally Included you FOR HIS GLORY…Read “The Identity Book” of Ephisians & Be Encouraged to FullFill The Beauty of His Calling of Jesus In The Life that He Gave you…Today…

I John 5:18 & Eph 6:12

11.07.11 Mon
…as Believers In Jesus Christ we have to realize that The Father God’s Spirit that is Living Inside of us is SuperNatural…SuperPowered…Its Fuel Is HimSelf…Its Fuel Is His Word…many times “we try” to press this into the physical with people or physical things & it leaves a trail of destruction…things like divorce [the “christian” divorce rate is the same as it is for unbelievers…chew on that a moment] things like “the church” deeply wounding people who are as Jesus Said “sick & in need of healing”…feelings of “not knowing what to do” and/or “just not experiencing all the things that i know that The Father God has Said i should” even though you are a believer…Listen to This…Very CareFULLY…Listen to This Earnestly…The SuperNatural SuperPowered Spirit of The Father God that is Living Inside of you Through Jesus MUST BE DIRECTED By His Voice…It MUST BE LED By His Words…It MUST BE FED WITH HIS BREATH…or it will destroy whatever is in its path because it is unable to contain it…want proof?

Just look at the world…The Father God Has Breathed His Life His Spirit into every person…It is In Search of The Father Himself…but pressed through the physical into the likes of drugs money pornography sex & every other sedation known to man that is not The Father God…just look what happens…destruction…you can not Fuel His SuperNatural SuperPowered Spirit with the natural…it just wasnt made to contain it…the perishable can not Contain The ImPerishable…

You Must Fuel it With…His Living Word…You Must Read The Bible & Allow it to Nurish His SuperNatural SuperPowered Spirit that is Living Inside of you…His Holy Word Divinely Directs His Spirit In & Through you…His Spirit Listens to His Word & Knows What to do…Where to be…What to Say…Stop getting in the way & leaving a trail of physical destruction of your physical Life…Spend Quality Time In His Word…Spend Quality Time With Him…Listening to Everything That He Already Has Plans to do Through you…Today…

John 14:20…Jesus Said…On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you…That Day Is…Today 🙂

…you want to know why you can be a “christian” & still feel empty? or feel like this “Power” that you Hear About that is associated with Jesus & The Father God just doesnt relate to you for some reason? that The Father God “just seems passive in my life” kind of deal?
…i had all these questions & many more too…but you know what? The Holy Spirit began to Convict me One Day when i was Finally Ready to Listen to His Answers…

…you can Profess me with your lips but your HEART IS empty OF ME…
…you still want the control to use your own power to choose to do what you want to…when you are done doing that & finally die to doing that THEN YOU WILL WITNESS MY POWER & BE A PART OF WHAT I AM DOING…
…you do not include Me in many of your decisions & activities…you are still operating under your own…YOU ARE PASSIVE WITH ME EVEN THOUGH I AM ALWAYS ACTIVE & WAITING FOR YOU…
…you consistenly look laterally around which is drowning you…YOU MUST TURN & LOOK VERTICAL AT ME FOR ALL THE MIRACLES THAT LIFE HOLDS…

…i have Learned Much from The Parent Father God now that i have Surrendered my rebellious spirit in Exchange for The Pleasing Character & Disposition that Jesus Deposited & Sealed Within The Core of my Heart…

Jer 32:33…they have turned their backs on me but not their faces…please dont continue to look around this world for WHAT CAN ONLY BE FOUND IN THE FATHER GOD…Today…

11.08.11
…i bet many of you are wondering what its gonna take to “get people to give you what you want” or to “get others to treat you better & respect you” or to “get others to love you more”…yeah i did this for a long time as well…i was looking for answers within myself…i didnt find them…

…One Day i got Into God’s Word & He Told me to “Look at Jesus & i would Have All The Answers”…The Father God Said…”its not them…its you”…that hurt but at this point i was so broken that i just wanted to be healed & put back together…For Good…

He Said Listen to Me…I Served you With My Measure even though you never returned it…Jesus Served His Disciples even though they disowned Him…Jesus Served the entire history of humanity even though He Already Knew that it would reject Him…David stayed under the authority of King Saul who was trying to kill him because He Was Serving Me…

What Good is it for you to serve others out of your prideful & selfish measure? How is that working for you? Do you see what you are “getting”? Do you see what you are “receiving?” Serve others out of My Measure & you will then have what you seek…Serve others out of My Measure & you will Be Serving Me…dont serve others because they do or dont “deserve it”…Serve others With Everything that you have just for the Fact That I Am Worthy & The Life that I Gave you Will Change & Become More BeautiFilling…

Mark 10:45…For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many
1 Cor 10:31…So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God…

…if “something is happening” in “your life” then be Rest Assured its “Ok” With The Parent Father God that “it is happening”…He Is A Very Sovereign God…Nothing Escapes Him for He Is The Beginning & The End…He Is OmniScient & OmniPresent In All things…Yes Even In & All The Way Through your circumstances…
…i know that “whatever is happening in your life” may not be “ok” with you but Father God doesnt run around asking everyone if What He Is Doing is “ok” with them…it isnt about us…Its All About Him…He Is After His Own Glory…not “a comfortable pleasing environment that promotes complacency in our lives”…
…Remember He Gave us Life…Its His…Through us…not “ours”…He Will Press Jesus Through it which Indeed crucifies our flesh…but not for those who Seek The Deep Things of The Father God…they Allow themselves to Bear Witness to His Life & BeautiFULL & PowerFULL Living…Through them…Today…

Isa 42:8…I Will Not Give My Glory to another…The Father God Gave it All to Jesus & Then Jesus Gave it to us For Jesus Is In us…we Were Made to Glorify Him & Him Alone…lets do what we Were Made to Do…Today 🙂

11.09.11 Wed
…Listen my dear friends…why dont you run your broken love Through Jesus Today? you know…that wounded love that youve been carrying around thats wounding you & everyone else it crushes in its expectations…that wounded love that has you fractured in a million pieces…
…Take it to Him…Press it Through Jesus…Let Him Speak Life Over it…Let Jesus Nail it to Himself & Hold it All Together…Let Him Cover it With The Most Precious Commodity In The Universe & Cleanse it With…His Blood…
…Let Jesus Cry Out to The Father God to Resurrect The Unfailing Beauty of Him Through it…Let Jesus tell the enemy that youve Found a Greater Measure of it…Let Him Present you at The Father God’s Throne to Receive The Gravity of His Father God’s Love…Now your Father God’s Love…
…Let Jesus Set you Free as a Divine Display to others of His Extravagant Love thats Been Lavished All Over you…For you to Live In…Through…And out of…

…Let Him take your broken fractured wounded love & Give you His Unfailing Love to Blow Through you With His Healing…His Wholeness…His Beauty…His Power…Today…

…Prov 19:22…What a person desires is unfailing love [Only Jesus & The Father God Have It]…
…Prov 20:6…Many claim to have unfailing love but a faithful person who can find? [no man has what They Have]…

…just Know…that as you are justifying yourself [to God & to death i might add]…
…that Jesus Is Crucifying Himself [ to God & To “your” Life i might add]
…but once you start to Crucify yourself [In Jesus for His Life Through you]…
…then Jesus is Justifying you [to His Father God…Now your Father God]…
…Just wanted to let you know that excuses & reasoning had a serious price [Jesus Blood] which brought you into Salvation…if you dont think so…Death anybody?

11.10.11 Thurs
…One Day…you Will Say…Oh Jesus…Oh Abba Father God…i Will not live out of my own hands any longer…for what have i touched without you that i did not destroy? i Will Now & ForEver Live In & Out of The Palms of Your Hands…Where You Raise up the death of all of my ashes & Create The Most BeautiFilled things i have ever seen or known in all of my life…i Shall not sit any longer in my orphaned world within the lie of “control” or “independence” for i am Made to Need & Require…You…

…You Said…”Return to Me…Be My child…Be My baby”…Oh Father…Here I Am…Here I Am…Here I Am…I Am All Yours…Today…

Prov 3:6…in all your ways Acknowledge Him & He Will Make your paths Straight…
Rom 8:16…The Spirit testifies with our spirit that we are God’s Children…
Rev 2:4…Return Back to Me…For I Am your First Love…

…Believers In Jesus Christ…Only a very small percentage of us are “called” to go to seminary or be preachers in “the building that we call church” but ALL OF US are Called to be Ministers of The Gospel of Jesus Christ…The Father God Calls us Ministers of Reconciliation…He Says each one of us is a Priest In His Holy Royal Priesthood…this isnt just about “being Forgiven of sins” but more about Revealing The Father as Jesus Did & Making Him Known…He Calls us sons & daughters of The Most High Father God & we are supposed to be a Unified Glorious Mob of His People Walking In The Authority Jesus Christ Gave us The FullNess of as we Personally Represent The Whole God…

…you dont need or require a degree to do this…ITS JUST WHO HE SAYS YOU ARE…you need a Deep Passionate Desire & A Pleasing Availability to FullFill The Calling for which you Were Made…To Glorify & Reveal The Father God…Operate In The Kingdom Realm…Operate In Him…Through Him…By Him…For Him…Today 🙂

Jer 33:3…Call to Me & I Will Answer you & Tell you Great & Unsearchable Things you do not know…Father God Loves to share His Secrets With His Children…Listen In…Today 🙂

11.11.11 Fri
…lets talk about “freedom”…”to do as we please”…many times we live “our lives” like there are no consequences because it might not be immediately “seen” or “felt” [i.e. lying gossiping watching porn cheating on your wife etc etc] oh if it was we would learn pretty quick wouldnt we? you know why it doesnt? Because The Father God is Always Covering Protecting & Saving us from ourselves & from our destructive willful pride that lusts “for freedom”…the “freedom to destroy ourselves”…its very evident…just take a look at the world…that is “our freedom” to “do as we please” instead of to do what The Father God Said…

He Already Saw The Future…Matt 24:22…that we indeed end up destroying ourselves…So He cut time short for us…What a Sovereign Father God Thank You!!! Then He Sent Jesus to Give us His True Freedom of Life Over the “the freedom of death”…Are you Free…In Him…Today?

Jer 34:17…because you have not Obeyed Me…I Now Proclaim “your freedom” to fall on the sword…to plague…to famine…i dont know about you but i CHOOSE THE FREEDOM OF LIFE OVER the freedom of death…How about you Today?

…Now lets talk about “Destination”…want to Know a Big Secret? Every single person is “Trying to Get to The Father God” somehow someway…He Has or should i say IS SomeThing that we are all in search of Jesus Said…And Jesus is The Only Way “To Get To The Father”…What do you think The Father God Is/Has that is SO GREAT that we all are “trying To Get There”?

Well let me tell you that Jesus was Just Dying to Give it to us…Its…The Father God’s Unfailing Love…The Very BeautiFILLED Power to Heal our broken hearts of having been separated from Him In The Garden…Jesus Made The Way Back to The Father God to be Lavished With His Extravagant Love Again…Thats The Truth…Live The Life He So Gloriously Gave you Through Jesus…Today…

John 14:6…Jesus Said I Am The Way The Truth & The Life…no one GETS TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME…Destination: The Father God…Are you “Getting There” Today?

Prov 19:22/Prov 30:6

11.13.11 Sun
…Listen to these Words CareFULLY…if anyone is saying that “its going to get better” or anything related to “the world making a turn around” & that “we will return to being a prosperous nation” or any of these themes then they are not very familiar with The Truth of The Word of God…And dont mistake this for “being pessimistic or being negative”…

Matt 24:22…The Father God has already run The Future [For He IS The Future] & we destroy ourselves because we would rather do what we are doing than What He Is Doing…

If anyone is speaking about being “prosperous” in this life related to physical wealth & the things that can be accomplished in this physical world then i strongly caution you to LISTEN TO GOD THROUGH HIS WORD more [Tons More!] than you do the people that are saying & teaching such things…

If you are a Child of The Father God YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU HAVE ALREADY INHERITED THE MOST SIGNIFICANT INHERITANCE THAT THERE IS ONLY AVAILABLE THROUGH THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST…That THE RICHES THAT HAVE ALREADY BEEN LAVISHED ON YOU ARE HIS UNFAILING LOVE & HIS SALVATION TO LIVE WITH HIM IN THE ETERNAL LIFE…

That you Live & Prosper In Him Every Moment of EveryDay Knowing He Is your Father & That Having The Confidence & Knowledge In Him Through all the adversities of this fallen world OverFlow His Light & His Strength as Salt Over those in this world that are chasing all those things that are so empty & very temporary…

Lets Raise Up & Have a Deep Impact On our Inheritance of Him…Today…

Jer 39:16…I Am about to FULLFILL My Words against this city [our country too!] THROUGH DISASTER…NOT PROSPERITY…woe to those who have their confidence & dependence on the systems of this world for our Father is NOT OF THIS WORLD…as WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD…Are you with me Today?

…are you religious about Jesus CHRISTmas? Consider this:

…much like tattoos…1 Cor 10:23…Everything is permissible but not everything is beneficial…why? Jesus FullFilled the law that we couldnt…if the Holy Spirit convicts you to put your CHRISTmas tree down the garbage disposal then do it…Father God knows your heart & if Jesus is First In The Life that He Gave you Goes Through Him… then all things Have Been Added to you” for His Great Pleasure & your enjoyment Through Him…

…He Gave us this place as our dominion to Glorify Him…this is like being a “baptist” & saying i dont drink & dance therefore it must be wrong to drink & dance which is religiosity because clearly King David drank wine & danced before The Lord…

…now if “christmas” is fueled from the jets of Santa’s Sleigh & all those presents that he miraculously delivers & Jesus Christ isnt the very center & is hardly ever mentioned THEN you might have an idol…

…but for all of us that can not exist without Jesus & are Focused directly at Him & Live to Glorify The Father God Alone…then we do celebrate Jesus Everyday as well as CHRISTmas season With The Joy that Lives within us so PowerFULLY that we are Compelled to Share with all those out shopping for something only temporary during “black friday” With Our Eternal Light of Jesus…Everyday…

…after all its just a tree…and even it Glorifies The Lord…Everything Praises His Name…brings some rocks in & put beside your tree…they will Praise Him too…

…another point about “pagan holidays”…if we are going to look through “worldly eyes” then every day is an evil day because the enemy has been given temporary reign to “kill steal & destroy” by the allowable measures set by none other than The Father God [note in the first of Job how the enemy “answers” to God & can only do what God allows him to]…

…But if we read The Word of God & Gain His Perspective then Every Day is Extremely Blessed because The Father God is our Extravagant Gift & Inheritance which shines His Light to those that do not yet Know Him…we are bringing Light into the worlds darkness & we Celebrate that each moment which has nothing to do with “certain days” which by the worlds description may be “pagan holidays”…

…God means to advance His Kingdom through us into every place that is dark & He will not sacrifice His Glory if that just happens to be a “pagan holiday”…We speak His Name In Great abundance as His Children…do you think He rejects the Glory from that? Not a chance…

11.14.11 Mon
…whatever it is that you are taking with you “To The Justification Meeting With The Father God”…you might want to just think about it before you “Get There”…because you can have all the degrees & titles that a man could have….you could have lived through a very broken childhood…you could be carrying around the pain of a 1000 lifetimes…you could be carrying around all the “success” of a million men…you could be the survivor of a 100 deaths…you could boast about your immense wealth…you could even taint Grace by continuing to sin just because your identity is still held in “just being a sinner”…

…so yeah…go ahead and bag all that up & anything & everything else that you could possibly use to justify yourself or the world for that matter & keep approaching “The Table”…Where you will have this “One On One” Meeting With The Most High Father God…where you will “show Him” all the “support” for you to continue to “do what you do”…where you will give Him “reasons” why you “feel justified” in compromising with His Ways & His Words…your bag is locked & loaded with the means to “validate your excuses” before The AlMighty God…

…And even before you Get There…the bag starts to become extremely heavy…because you have Caught a Glimpse of The Father God…There at The Meeting Table…and as you draw Closer you See That He Brought SomeThing too…and you Already Know What It is…and you cant hold the bag any longer because its gravity is so heavy…its so unworthy Now…you fall to the ground & keep crawling toward The Table…Toward The Father God…Toward The Meeting…you can feel it being ripped off of you because it can not stand in The Proximity of The Truth…your pride & all that you brought Today is melting away…In His Presence…

…you cant even breathe as you Arrive…so Broken…so humiliated as you barely make it to Where The Father God is Sitting…you have The Strength to Lift your head to See What He Brought…Its Jesus…Its Jesus…Its Jesus…there is nothing…nothing…nothing…that can or will ever eclipse His Gravity & Measure…He Loves you With Everything that He Has Which is The Unfailing Love of The Parent Father God…Now Surrender everything that you have & Trade It For Everything He Has…Today…

…[Message Four From HeartStorm]…

…I Am The One that Created & Planned Everything Through My Jesus…I Am The One that Planned Everything that Will Ever Happen or Will Occur…I Am The One that Planned Everything that is Happening Now & In The Future for I Am The Beginning & The End…I Am The Future…

…I Was There In The Garden of Eden…Listening…Watching…When My First Physical Children chose to listen to the serpent…Instead of Listening To Me…I Am The One that Created the serpent & put him there…For to Know Me & to Know My Extravagant Unfailing Love one must have the Choice to Know…

…Since the moment man has been separated from Me & My Unfailing Love they have been Deeply & Desperately In Search of It…To Have It…Again…To Heal the wound from their choice of not choosing Me…

…They displace their desire for My Unfailing Love in the “seen” world yet I Am Unseen In The Spirit Realm…I Greatly Desire to Be Found Once Again but man Must Journey Into The Spirit Core Foundation of themselves…Which is In Jesus…Who Is In Me…

…I Am The One that Planned Every Second of Every Minute of Every Day of Every Year of Every Decade that I MAY BE KNOWN TO YOU…ALL OF YOU…ALL FOR MY GLORY…MORE GLORY FOR…ALL OF ME…Come Find Me…I Am Worth More than you can Imagine…Ask…Seek…Knock…I Will Answer…I Am…Here…

Always Stooping Down to Make you Great,

The Parent Father God

[Col 1:16 Psa 33:11 Rev 22:13 Ex 28:15 Prov 19:22 Prov 20:6 Jer 29:13 John 14:20 John 8:50 Psa 18:35]

11.15.11 Tues
…confession time…i am a very “love” deficient person [in my flesh]…i grew up without a father & my mother was so wounded from her father that she wasnt emotionally able to give me what every child needs & requires…a parent’s love…what these circumstances produced in my life has been very messy…Only a mess that The Father God Could Clean Up & Turn Into A Message of Healing…And Hope…For A Better Life…

…That Life Is In Him ive Found…it is not even mine for Life is SomeThing That He Gave Through His Son Jesus as i died from everything i have been a part of [Col 3:3]…there are many thoughts that go through my head that i dare not show you because the stain of what this world can do to a child who isnt discipled & parented in His Ways is ugly & so now as an adult i must actively invoke The Power of The Holy Spirit to captivate my thoughts [2 Cor 10:5] & “catch them” to make them Obedient to Jesus Christ before they materialize into the physical realm of “my life” where in the past i used to sedate my broken heart with the broken love of someone else being destroyed by the same gripping deficit of sin’s clutches…

…One Day…And 1000’s of Hours Later from Being In His Word & Living It Out Loud…SomeHow…a “sinner” was all of the sudden A son of God…That is His Power…SomeHow…Jesus’ Father Became my Father & all of the sudden He Received my lonely broken love & Healed me With His Divinely Parental Unfailing Love…That is His Power…Somehow…a broken marriage [broken people = broken marriage] that i had given up on & was walking away from under my own power all of the sudden was Being Healed & Restored…That is His Power…

…One Day…i just started to Believe Everything that The Parent Father God Said…you see even though i didnt believe i was worthy of a Greater Love & that i would ever Find it…The Father God Believes it…even though i didnt believe that my marriage would work…The Father God Believes it…He Believes it because He Knows Who He Is…He Knows What He Can Do…He Knows That The Only Source of Healing Power is In HimSelf…One Day…i started to just Believe in Everything He Believed…instead of what i was taught to believe…

…One Day…i Realized that i truly was dead [Col 3:3] & that everything that i touched without Him produced death & pain…One Day…i Realized i wasnt apart from Him any longer…That He Had taken all the ashes that i had & Gave Me His Unfailing Beauty as a Most Precious Inheritance & Reward [Isa 61:3]…One Day…i Realized that i was In Him [John 14:20] & That it was His Life…His Jesus Living Through Me…That is His Power my friends…And that is A Very Different Life…that i Live In So PowerFULLY…Today…

…i Pray & Speak The Power of His Life Over each of you who read This Testimony of Jesus [Rev 19:10] in The Life that He Gave me…That it May Cover all that you are & all that you have & That you allow Its Power to transform you from Glory to Glory to Glory…In Him…Through Him…By Him…For Him…Today…In Jesus Mighty Name…Yes…Today 🙂

…Some Bible Beef Jerky to Chew On…

…man calls me “christian” because of the love i have & show others…

…The Parent Father God Calls me “son of The Most High God” because of The Unfailing Love that Only He Has & shows me…

…which do you think i should Identify With & Live In?…

Hint: Living In The Identity of His Perspective is beyond a moniker of man…its a
Character & Disposition…In you…In Him…

…John 14:20…

11.16.11 Wed
…[Message Five from HeartStorm]…

…you must Feed Fuel & Nourish your spirit…which is My Spirit…With My Word…This Unlocks The Power of Me Within you…you Must Nourish My Imperishable Spirit that I Have Put Inside of you With My Imperishable Word…
…Read My Word OutLoud to yourself…Listening to Me Will Increase your Faith Which is My Faith & Create a Greater Measure of My Power for you to Live & Walk In…It Is Already There…I Sealed It Within you but you just fail to use It…
…When you dont Engage your spirit My Spirit With My Word then you silence My Voice Inside of you…you will listen to everyone else’s voice but you wont listen to My Voice…Why Oh Why My Beloved Child?…
…Is it because I Am Unseen? Did you Know that The Unseen is Where you are From? Where I Chose you In Jesus Even Before The Foundations of the world? Come Back Home to Me in your spirit My Spirit…Wake Up In My Power…Wake Up In Me…Today…

Always Stooping Down to Make you Great,

The Parent Father God

[Luke 21:33 Luke 17:21 1 Cor 4:20 Rom 10:17 Eph 1:13 Mal 2:2 1 John 4:1 Heb 11:1 Eph 1:4 John 15:19 John 14:20 Psa 18:35]

…i want to Greatly Encourage you Today…did you Know that all you “need” is a small amount of Faith [His Faith In you Because He is The One that Gave that Faith to you] In Him…that little Portion will Carry & Compel you to crawl towards Him just to Touch Him…you Know that if you Just Touch Him…Even The Hem of His Robe…That in that Instant that you reach out & Enter His Presence…that you Will Be Healed…that He Can & Will Take 12 years of your pain & suffering away In The Twinkling of an Eye…
…And He Desires that you Come to Him & Take that Power Out of Him & Receive it Into you…Then He Will Speak about The Mighty Display of His Healing Power Through you to others…you Will Be a Testimony of Jesus to everyone else around you & His Power Will Indeed Blow Through Many & Will Greatly Increase their Faith…Through you…Crawl Right Into The Face of His Glory…He Is So Worth It…Today 🙂

[Luke 8:40 Matt 9:20]

11.17.11 Thurs
…of course i am broken…fractured…and messed up…and for many years i pushed the very apparent evidence of those deficiencies in “my life” around with great abundance & ignorance under my own power…The Monumental Difference Today is that i allow The Eclipsing Measure of The Father God’s Glorious Power to Blow Through me & Be Put On Display instead…it comes down to choices…i finally just didnt want to “do what i had always done & get what i always got”…i finally just said “no” to me & Yes to Him…that one choice In & of Itself Is His Power…Try it Just One Time & See His Power In The Life that He Gave you…Today 🙂

…Here is a question of the heart i saw on someone’s wall yesterday:

Question: “is there someone on this earth that will love me for me?”

…i shared an Answer from His Word: …if you want to know The Truth? No…Primarily because everyone is just like you are…looking for “a love that is perfect for me”…So really how can “two satisfy me love’s ever be enough for a satisfy you love”? Prov 19:22…what you are in search of [as well as all of us] is Unfailing Love…Only The Father God Has This Kind of Perfect “Love you For you Because I Made you” Kind of Love…Prov 20:6…man claims to have it but who can trust a man?
…he whole premise of His Word is that He Desires us to Return back to Him to get back what we lost in The Garden through Adam & Eve…When we put Him in His Rightful Place in our hearts again & Love Him with everything that we have then the God Shaped Hole in our hearts [that we displace into this world with expectations of “can anyone on this earth love me for me”] are now fulfilled In Him who is the only One that can Receive such a measure…
…i lived through it myself…saying something very similar like “you dont love me enough…i love you more than you love me…you arent big enough for my love”…So glad He Healed me & Received “my love which was crushing everyone with its grand expectations” IN FULL…now i run all my relationships THROUGH HIS UNFAILING LOVE & its so very BeautiFULL…His Perfect Love for me Makes all my other relationships BeautiFULL…hope this encourages you that The Father God is The Answer…Blessings 🙂

11.18.11 Fri
‎…The Truth isn’t SomeThing that you necessarily “have” [Spiritually Speaking of course] because The Truth is A Person…It Is Jesus Christ…
…The Truth is SomeThing & SomeOne that you have Been Given by The Father God Himself to Reveal…Himself…to you…
…The Truth is SomeThing & SomeOne that Lives In you…you Carry The Strength of The Truth Around Within The Seal Inside of you…

Question: Which is Most Evident in The Life that He Gave you or “your life”?

Is It The Father God’s Power of Resurrecting The Truth With Life or is it a “pharasitic” religious tendency to try & “kill the truth” which offends “your life”?

John 14:6…Jesus Said…I Am The Way…I Am The Truth…I Am The Life…

11.20.11 Sun
…if you are a Believer in Jesus Christ then your Sole Purpose is To Glorify The Father God…He Made you Specifically to Glorify Him & Him Alone…now if you are feeling any kind of “emptiness” or “lost” feeling it simply means that you are “facing” or “looking” at something else…and i know thats very easy to do…the world is a huge distraction because we can “see it” & “hear it” with our physical attributes…

…Remember when Peter took His eyes off of Jesus & looked around what happened…he began to drown…this is what what happens to us as well…when we try to direct how we are made into something of this world it will never be “big enough” because He Made us to be Aimed Directly at Him…it will “feel empty” & “lost” because our spirits [His Spirit] can only be satisfied with The Gravity & Measure of The Father God…

…Spend More Time With The One Who Made you For Himself…Today 🙂

11.21.11 Mon
…its easy to get distracted in this loud & noisy world…that is exactly what the enemy wants to happen…to keep us busy…powerless…he is doing a pretty good job isnt he? cause i dont see a whole lot of believers running around with The Authority that Jesus Christ has Given us…i dont see a whole lot of The Fullness & The Power of The Father God which has been Sealed Inside Every Believer being released & wielded to assult the gates of hell out in the lost world…why is that?

…Cause we lost focus of what Jesus & The Father God are Doing…while we are building buildings we call “churches” where the body of believers goes to “God’s House” we created a destination where all the wonderful resources of the Kingdom are secluded away from those that each & every one of us are called to Go Forth & share all of it with…

…Ez 34…The Father God Goes Forth Into the lost world & Rescues the sheep & brings them back Into the Fold of Believers…Jesus Speaks about the same thing in The Parable of The Lost Sheep…This is what They are Doing…This is Where Their Heart is…Remember Jesus Said it Himself that He Came to Save the lost…not the righteous namely us…They will leave us sitting in that “building we call church” while They Go Out & Share The Good News of The Gospel of Jesus with those that do not yet Know Them…

…i am not attempting to get you twisted off at me if you are a believer…i deeply desire for us to Wake Up Corporately & Just Do what We Were Made to Do…we are sons & daughters of The Most High God but do We Do What sons & daughters of The Most High God Do which is Speak about the Joy of Having His Beautiful Unfailing Love of Salvation in The Life that He So Graciously Gave us?

…what do people see when they see you? Do they have the faintest idea that you Serve The AlMighty God With This Life that He Gave you or does is it powerless in that no one even bothers to ask because you look like all the inundated activities & busyness of the world which they already know about?

…Dont we have to Exhibit SomeThing More PowerFULL…SomeThing SuperNatural…SomeThing So Very JoyFULL that people cannot help themselves but to ask you What It Is That you Have they they themselves dont yet have…how you make it “through all of your circumstances” & still have Great Confidence & Hope In SomeThing?

…This is the Point Where you get to Drop The J Bomb…Oh Yes…Testify Jesus In The Life that He Gave you by speaking about your weaknesses so that they can identify with it but then Share your Faith of How Jesus is Holding you Together which Releases The Power of His Strength in all of your situations…

…But we have to be Available for These Impact Moments…if we look like the world how can they ever be presented? If we conceal ourselves behind the walls of “the church” how will these Divine Appointments ever be coordinated? Are we really going to define our relationship with The Father God as some “hit & run” that only happens on Sunday for about 2 hours & then the rest of the time “its all about our lives”?

…dont kid yourself…the only reason that i “know” about what is going on is that i used to live it for many years which is a tragedy…i dont want to “just wait around for Jesus to Come Back” like i used to because He Said As He Is/Was in this world SO AM I…SO ARE YOU…we gotta do SomeThing People…we gotta do what Children of The Father God Do Right? We gotta Reveal The Father as Jesus Did…

…We Must Be Compelled to Deliver His Goodness Through us to the world…to our cities…to our communities…to our neighborhoods…to our workplaces…to those that we are in contact with everyday…The Father doesnt make mistakes…you are in the Right Place…but are you Available? Are you Led By His Spirit? Are you who you say that you are? Live In The Power of Who He Made you to Be…In Him…Today…

1 Pet 3:15 John 14:20 1 John 4:17

…i know many of you are wondering This: If Jesus defeated the enemy already then what are we still doing here?

…much like King David its the avenue in which God Gets Glory…He Desires to see if you Have the Faith In Him to step Into it…Step Into an Impossible Situation With An All Things Possible Kind of REALationship With The Father God…He Wants to See if you Know what your Made of…which at your Very Core is Him…

…He Wants to Create More of Himself Through you…He Wants you to look right past that physical giant that more than doubles you in your own size & See Into The Unseen BackDrop of Him that Eclipses the giant 100,000 fold…

…This is how He Gains Glory Through The Life that He Gave you…you will start to pick up foolish sling shots & stones as weapons against the baddest dudes in the land because you know that all you have to do is start slingin’ In Faith…In Him…because its then that those foolish things Become Anointed In His Power as He Guides & Directs them to Impact with PinPoint Accuracy to slay those giants…

…That is what we are “Still Doing Here”…Father God vs the enemy is always a farce…The Creator vs the created enemy is a joke…God vs any man or any army is laughable…But you vs any & all of these things is now something to talk about…its something to work with…Its a “Personal Glory Machine” for Him…

…The AlMighty Father God Sealed Himself Inside you for a Good Reason…He Is With you Every Moment of Every Day…Seeking to Glorify Himself Through you…Stand In The Boldness & Confidence of that…Start Slingin’ that Crazy Faith Around & Let Him Blow through you & your giants…Today 🙂

11.22.11 Tues
…as a Believer In Jesus Christ The Initiative Set Forth by The Parent Father God is that you Have His Perspective…That you Apply The Divine Filter of Jesus Christ to The Life that He Gave you…for it is impossible to filter The Father God through your humanity…
…we live “our lives” constantly searching for affirmation & confimation of “who we are” & “what we are doing” from others when In His Reality those questions are already answered Through Jesus…
…is there any other Higher Affirmation of SomeOne Sending Their Only Son to die for you so that you can Be With Them & Live an ExtraOrdinary Life beyond yourself? How about that for Confirmation of what you should be doing after Knowing The Gravity of that Truth…
…We Carry Around The Joy of that Knowledge everywhere that we go…We Live Inside of That Strength which Carries us Through Everything that we face…We can no longer operate in the ends of our humanity for it is the perilous pit of “unsatisfaction”…
…Why is that? Its Because His SuperNatural SuperPowered Spirit Lives Inside of us…It is Compelled to Be Released Through Jesus to Reveal The Father…Thats What it Does…Line Up In That Direction & Live In His Glory…Today 🙂

11.23.11 Wed
…For all of you who have Received Jesus…[ThanksGiving Him – 2011]

…I Hope that you Know that YOU ARE FULL OF THE SPIRIT…The Father God Sealed Himself Inside of you when you accepted Jesus Christ…
…maybe now its all about that head knowledge transferring to heart knowledge…that just comes with drawing closer to Him…Identifying with Being IN HIM…John 14:20…Listening to His Voice which Increases your Faith In Him & that Comes From Reading His Word [The Bible] Out Loud…
…Through Jesus you have access to Pierce The Veil…lets walk right In There…Right Inside Jesus…Together Today…Come On…i hear Them singing “Red Rover Red Rover” [A Beautiful Picture the likes of “Blood Cover Blood Cover” eh?]…let My Children Come Over” 🙂 Just Listen…Come Closer…With me…
…lastly…i hope you all know that i don’t care about “being right” as much as i just desire Speaking His Words which He Speaks in The Bible over all of you…that is The Most Powerful thing i can do is Speak The Father God’s Words of Truth Into all of your Lives & i greatly desire you to do the same thing first to yourself & then to others…
…as Children of The Most High God His Words are your Life…your Fuel…your Source of Joy…His Voice Nourishes His Spirit Inside of you & you start to Live a Greater Measure of Him Through you…His Voice is The Power…Speak it In Abundance & you will Find & Live In His Beauty & Wonder…His Promise…not mine 🙂
Happy Thanksgiving my friends…my brothers & sisters In Jesus Christ…my kinship In The Royal Family of Our Parent Father God…Be So Very Blessed Today…EveryDay 🙂

…ThanksGiving isnt an action or a “day”…its a Characteristic & Disposition Found In The Father God Through Jesus Who Lives So PowerFULLY In you…

11.25.11 Fri
….dont let “how someone IS” change “The Way that you Are”…dont let “the way someone treats you” change “The Way that you Treat them”…dont let “the way someone unloves you” change “The Way that you Love them”…

…This is The Father God’s Work Through you…To Display & Show them In His Grace that what you Have In Him is something that they dont yet have…we dont use it as a self-righteous tool but as an Absolute Honor to Represent The Character of Who He Is In that moment of who we Are…Being Transformed In Him From Glory to Glory to Glory…

…Because we no longer looking laterally at ourselves or others with our expectations or moral platitudes…We are Beholding & Gazing Vertically Through Him…Sifting Everything Through our Jesus Vision which Lavishes our Core Being With His Truth…And His Unfailing Love…

…Since we are Children of The Most High Abba Father God…May we Make it Most Evident & Overwhelming as The Life He Gave us to Glorify Him Alone serves others With More of His BeautiFULL & PowerFULL Goodness…Today 🙂

…Hear…I Said Hear is Something For you From Jesus:

…i Know what you are Going Through…many times you dont “know what to do”…many times you “dont know how you are going to make it”…many times you “have no one to share your deepest emotions with”…many times you think “maybe this life isnt worth it”…many times you feel like “you cant outrun your past”…many times you “just want to give up”…many times you “wonder why you were even born”…many times you “just go along because its not worth the fight”…many times you “just cant get over the mess of you”…

…I Want you to Know that I Became Intimate with all of this For you…Now I Never Asked you TO HOLD IT ALL TOGETHER…Thats What I Do…Thats What I Came For…That Kind of Gravity & Measure is Only Held Together By Me & My Father God’s Power Through Me…By All Means Allow Me to Take It All From you…Let Me Absorb its crushing measure off of The Life I Gave you so that you Can Begin To Breathe My Father’s Goodness…instead of the worlds pain…

…All I Ever Asked of you was To Believe In Me…To Receive Me Into The Life that I Gave you So that you Could & Would Live A BeautiFULL & PowerFULL Life Through Me…So Give Me the death of your powerless life of you to Me & I Will Give you The FullNess of My Father’s Life Through Me to you…Listen…

…I Said I Will Hold EveryThing Together…These Are My EverLasting Words…
…All I Asked of you was To Hold Onto Me…Because I Am Holding Onto you…

Heb 1:3…[Jesus] Holds EveryThing Together by The Word of His Power…

11.26.11 Sat
…[Message Six from HeartStorm]…

…I Know you dont want to “Hear” this Today…But Listen to Me…Because I Desire you to Know The Gravity of what I Am about to Tell you…Listen CareFULLY…Right Now…In This Moment…Hear My Voice…Clearly…
…you are My Children…you Represent Me…you are My Spokes People…The Words that you Say Indeed Carry My Power of Life & death…Every Word that Comes our of your mouths Is Either a Blessing or a curse…
…I Made you In My Image…I Made you To Glorify Me & Me Alone…In your Words you Either Lift of The Name of Jesus or you activate the evil of the enemy…
…This is The Very Truth of The Spirit Realm…When I Speak from The Unseen It Presses Into the seen realm…I Gave The Fullness of This Power Which is My Power To Jesus & Then He Gave you The Fullness of This Power Which is My Power…
…This is The Reason why My Spirit Will Convict you “not to cuss” or “not to gossip” or not to say “any idle word” to yourself or others Because of The Gravity Measure & Power that your Words Carry…
…I Desire you to Fully Understand that With your Words I Desire those around you To See Me…To Hear Me in your Words…if filth curses & cussing comes out of your mouth While you Profess To Know Me then that Reflects on Jesus & Myself…This Must Not Be…
…you Are My Children…filth does not Come Out of your mouth Because your Words Carry The Truth of your Heart & That is The Very Place Where I Have Taken Up My Throne Within you…I Require them to See Me Through you…An Honor…your Privilege…
…There is The Power of Creation In Every Word that you Speak…you Either Breathe & Create Life In The Words that you Speak Through me or you speak curses of death over the people & things that you release those words over…
…My Spirit Sealed Inside of you Has The Power to Captivate your thoughts before you release them into Being…Invoke My Power In you To Only Create & Speak Words of Life Into & Over a world that is filled with curse & death…
…you are My Children…you dont have to “try to be” My Children…you Already Are…Be Who I Made you To Be…Be Who you Are…you cant “attempt” a Character & Disposition that I Already Gave you…How I Made you to Just Be…In Me…

…More Than Anything Know This…I Loved you Deeply for I Loved you First…

Always Stooping Down to Make you Great,

The Parent Father God

[John 10:27 John 1:12 Prov 18:21 James 3:10 Rom 12:14 Gen 1:3 Eph 3:19 John 16:8
Heb 1:3 Luke 6:45 Eph 1:13 2 Cor 10:5 John14:20 1 John 4:19 Psa 18:35]

11.27.11 Sun
…Remember…”the church” is “just a building” Until We Get There…The People of God Are The Church…
…”the church” building is A Command Post Where we are Discipled In The Word of God as it Equips us To Take It Into the lost & dying world…
…As Believers In Jesus Christ we are Each Called to Be A Minister of The Gospel…We Are Each Called to Be A Minister of Reconciliation…
…We The People…We The Church Go Forth & Show those who do not yet know Him The Goodness of what they yet do not have…
…it isnt “just a Sunday thang” Its A Son Day Celebration…EveryDay…For we Carry His Joy His Power His Strength Around With us WhereEver we Go…
…”the building” is where we as The Church Corporately Gathers to Encourage & Fill each other as a a short pit stop before the next 6 days of Shining The Unapproachable Now Approachable Light of Jesus Within us as we assault the gates of hell in a dark world that is bent on condemning those not yet within The Knowledge of The Free Gift of Saving Grace & Unfailing Love…

…We are His Children…This is What We Do…May We Allow Him To OverWhelm others who do not yet Know Jesus…Through us…Today 🙂

[…Inquire Within: A Personal Moment Through Jesus…]

…as i fellowshipped with the corporate body of Jesus Today…i wept…
…The Words we were singing just Began to Have a Deep Gravity In Them…
…Just a Beautiful Picture of me standing In His Palm with my Hands Lifted High…

…He Kept Saying…I…Am…For you…I Am…For you…I Am For…you…

…He Pressed The Measure of what that Meant into my Heart Today…
…And i wept…With His Joy…With His Smile & His Voice Whispering Over me…
…That He…The Father of The Universe…Is Personally For me…So Beautifully…
…That All Of Him…The Whole Father God…Presses me Up Vertically In His Hand…

…And i Know that Jesus’ Father…my Father…your Father is Just as Much For you…

…Rom 8:31…God Be For us…God…Be For us…God Be…For us…God Be For…us…

11.28.11 Mon
…The Father God & Jesus had something in my heart this morning to encourage you with that the enemy would rather have remain “highly classified”…

The Father God created the enemy…Ez 28:15…The Father God Tells the enemy what he can & can not do…Job 1:12 & Job 2:6
Only The Father God Is Good Jesus Said…Mark 10:18…And the enemy is all bad as he steals kills & destroys…John 10:10…
Once you accept Jesus & He Truly Lives In you the enemy can not touch you…1 John 5:18…
Only God is Omnipotent Omniscient & Omnipresent…Rev 19:6 Job 37:16 Psalm 139:7 Rev 22:13 I Chron 28:9 Psalms 147:5 [And Many More]

Question: So are you telling me that all this was Already Planned out & that The Father God is In Absolute Control In All His Sovereignty & as His Child i can take Full Comfort & Peace Trusting Him that He Knows The Plans that He Has For me & That He That Began All of This Is Faithful to Fullfill it Through me?

Yes…With Every Measure of His Whole Being…Yes…Yes…

Be Greatly Encouraged Today With The Father God’s Supremecy Through Jesus In you…Today 🙂

…Just Like King Solomon when Asked by The Father God what it was that Solomon Most Desired [Whoa! Once In a LifeTime Opportunity no?]…King Solomon Said…”Wisdom…To Rule Your People”…
…The Monumental Difference In King Solomon’s Choice was that it was A Desire for SomeThing That Benefitted The Father God More than it benefitted himself…He could have chosen earthly riches but he looked past himself to The Image of SomeOne Greater…
…i Encourage you to look past what is sitting in front of you that you could choose to temporarily benefit your material pangs Into The Unseen Benefits of Those that Honor The Father God…It…Will…Change…The Life that He Gave you…Today 🙂

Jer 45:5…Should you then seek great things for yourself? Seek them not…Lets Grow Up & Reach Higher…Today 🙂

11.29.11 Tues
…ill have to be honest here…most of us havent been properly Brought Up In The Father God’s Word…i know i wasnt…but you know what? thats no excuse when you get of a certain age but it certainly sets a precedent for what “feels normal” to you now doesnt it?
…with that said i want to encourage you to stop listening to yourself tell yourself all the things that you have been taught up until this point…i know that sounds crazy but i am going to offer Up a Revalationary [thats not even a word yet lol] option that will Change The Life that Jesus Gave you…
…while your at it just stop listening to what “others think about your life” too…and what i mean by this is to lay the proper foundation without all the noise so that we can properly filter all the noise because right now im pretty sure its the other way around in that we filter God through what we “think & believe”…
…lets just stop hinging our lives on what we think & believe about ourselves…lets stop hanging in the balance on what others think & believe about us because i will just tell you now its way too low of a perspective…i promise you its not even close to an accurate description of “The Children of The AlMighty God”…
…Because The Father God Has His Own Side of Things…its not our side nor is it anyone else’s side of things…Jesus Christ has Given us The Glorious Luxury of Living By In On & Through The Father God’s Side of Things which just happens to Be The Absolute Vertical Truth…not a lateral truth of our humanity…
…Start Reading some John James & Ephesians Today…just Read those PowerFULL Books of His Word Over & Over Out Loud to yourself…Faith Comes From Hearing The Word of The Father God’s Voice…His Voice Will Begin to Awaken The Spirit Inside of you & Start to Give you a Profound Confidence In Him…not in yourself or others…This is Monumental…

…stop letting what youve previously thought or believe run “your life” today…Allow His Words to Influence & Impact Who you Are to Him Begin to Change The Life that He Gave you Through Jesus Today…the measure that you currently have or the measure of what others “think & believe about you” isnt comparable to What The Father God Believes about you because He Is The One that Made you…For His Own Glory…He Knows The Very Truth About you…Because He Is The One That Placed That Truth of Himself There…Just Listen To What He Has To Say To you About you…Today 🙂

[…I Am: Identity Teaching One…]

…we talk about “our spirit”…
…everyone has “a spirit”…a SuperNatural Portion of The Father God In them…
…Ecc 12:7…and the dust returns to the ground it came from & the spirit returns to God Who Gave It…
…yes..even unbelievers “have a spirit” as God Gives everyone The Same Opportunity to Know Him…
…thats why in Rom 1:20 that “men are without excuse” to Know that There Is A God…
…for it is easly seen & readily displayed just by going outside & looking at all the Things That Glorify Him…
…also “their spirit” Knows The Truth because “their spirit” was Given Birth by The Great Spirit…John 3:6…
…what do we Have that we have not Been Given & Received Personally From The Father God? 1 Cor 4:7…

…this is why when you Look at someone With The Love of Jesus In your Eyes…
…that their eyes being The Lamp of their Body is Able to See Jesus In you…
…their spirit…His Spirit Knows Who Jesus Is…their spirit Knows Who Its Author Is…
…their spirit…His Spirit Knows Who The Creator Is…their spirit Longs For their Creator…
…this is why you can greet unbelievers & look them in the eyes & Deliver Jesus to their spirit…Matt 5:47…
…this is why just your kindness displays to unbelievers that you have something they dont yet have…Luke 16:8

…This is why you must Feed & Fuel your spirit…His Spirit With His Words…With His Voice…
…we can no longer filter the nourishment of our spirit…His Spirit with the poverty offerings of this world…
…your spirit…His Spirit…Is SuperNatural…Is SuperPowered…Open His Word & Let Him Feast Through you…

…Today…

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11.30.11 Wed
…many times we Know that as His People that we Hear From The Father God…we Are His Children…We Hear His Voice…

…So i asked The Father God why so many of us…including many pastors & preachers & teachers of The Word begin to stray away “with our ideas & teachings of our own” later on in our Long Relationship With Him?

He Says…what Began In The Spirit…the man then turned to be full of himself [because of his head knowledge of Me but knowledge puffs up but Heart Knowledge…which is Love…Builds Up…Love Being Me]…Such is the lesser choice when one Can Indeed Be Full of Me…

…Knowledge of Him is Indeed PowerFULL…His Voice Is Supreme…It can be Intoxicating & OverWhelming and if turned upon oneself for even an inch of glory or notoriety of self becomes very messy because That Kind of Power Can Only Be Absorbed Contained & Pressed Through the Likes of The Goodness of The Father God to Produce SuperNatural Fruit…if just through us…its a bunch of prunes…

…Remember that His Glory & His Power Must Be Aimed & Pressed Through Him…Then Through The Jesus In you to Deliver His Grace & His Salt Over those that you Come Into Fellowship With…Today…EveryDay 🙂

…1 Cor 8:1…for we know that we all possess knowledge…but knowledge puffs up While Love Builds Up…so puff up with yourself & be “popped” or Allow The Most PowerFULL Being In The Universe Who Is Your Father Build you Up In Him…you choose Today 🙂

[…I Am: Identity Teaching Two…]

…Remember Where Jesus Is Right Now…On The Throne At The Right Hand of The Father God…Mark 16:19…
…Remember Where The Word Says His Children are Right Now…We Are Seated With Him In The Spirit Realm…Eph 2:6…
…Remember Where The Word Says His Children Reside Right Now…That We Are In Jesus Who Is In The Father God…John 14:20…
…Remember This Is All About What Is Happening In The Spirit Realm Right Now…Our physical realitites are Founded In The Spirit Realm…Eph 6:12…
…Remember That the outside of “your life” [Really His Life Through you] represents “your spiritual condition & status”…intrinsic bleeds into the extrinsic…Matt 23:26…

…So Close your Eyes Right Now…if you are not only Seated With Jesus Christ Right Now In The Spirit but are Also In Him…what does that look like? If you are Truly In Jesus Who Is In The Father God & Jesus In you that Sure Looks & Sounds Like Serious Protection…Oh Shouldnt There Be for The Children of The AlMighty Father God? Oh Yeah…It Also Looks Like A Vertical Position In Them that is So Above Every situation & circumstance in the physical realm…Just slightly! It Also Looks Like A Commanding Position Where Bold Petitions & Requests Are Sent Right Through Our Intercessor Jesus Through The Father God Straight Down To Impact & Materialize into the physical…Isnt this What sons & daughters of The Most High Father God Do? Yes…Every Moment of Every Day We Excercise The Authority…The Fullness & The Wholeness That Was Given to us by The Blood of our Brother Jesus…And we will not Take it For Granted…For We Only Have The Imperishable Inheritance of The Abba Father God Through Our Beloved Jesus…

…And This Message of Hope & Salvation is Branded & Written on Our Hearts as We Carry & Deliver His Joy to those in the lost hiways & byways of this wounded world even if it is just for one to Come Into The Saving Grace & Knowledge of The King of Kings…Our Leader…The Father God’s One Son…Jesus…

…This is Who We Are…In Him…This Is What We Do…In Him…By Him…For Him…Through Him…Today…EveryDay…

12.1.11 Thurs
…does “your life” feel “stagnate” or “stuck”? you know that “complacent” kinda feeling just as time goes by & its “kinda boring”? you wonder if you are “in the right place” or you “just want to do something different”…like an “itch” but you dont know where “to scratch it” because you know “something should be happening” but you dont know “what it is” but you do know that you are “about to do something anyway because your tired of this” kinda thing compelling you…

…i used to have these tapes playing in my head for many years until i started to Live In The Word of The Father God Through Jesus because Without His Voice take a look at the answers to all “those feelings” we just talked about…what is lacking is Confidence In The Father God to Guide your steps…you can plan all you want to but He Says That He Is The Director…and did you Know Its OK to actually not know exactly Where you are Going…Because you Know SomeOne That Does…

…His Voice & Word Breathed Into The Life that He Gave you has you Focus on One Thing…Today…not worrying about yesterday or the toils of tomorrow but that you are In The Right Place…Today…There is someone in “your life” circle that Desperately Needs To See Jesus Through you…Today…we just have to stop being the center of our own universe & Wake Up In The Absolute Truth that we were Made to Glory The Father God…we were Made to Serve others Lives with “our lives”…Period.

…The Amazing Thing about Living His Truth & Word out in “your life” is that There Is An UnSpeakable Joy that you have as you Begin to Live In The Moments The Way He Made you To Live Them…i Hope that One Day you Will Realize that in order to Live a Very BeautiFULL PowerFilled Wonderous physical Life…in Order To Go to Those Places…One Must Go Those Places In Him & With Him First…In The Spirit…

…Intimacy…In Him…Identity In Him…Impact In Him…Today…EveryDay 🙂

12.2.11 Fri
…i Know that I Am a Front Runner In Jesus Christ…i Know that I Am a FireStarter In His Kingdom Through me…
…i just wanted to Encourage each of you that I Am not Going to run out Ahead of you & leave you behind…
…For I Am Called to Encourage…to Exhort…to Carry…to Teach…And to Walk This Life that He Gave us out…With you…In Him…
…there is no True Benefit for me to run myself through The Pearly Gates when there are many others who are crawling to Get “There”…
…I Am Not Called to Take His BeautiFULL Knowledge & Wisdom to benefit & “puff myself up” Because Its His Mighty Love In me to Build The Body of Jesus Up…
…Remember In His Kingdom…our Kingdom…first is last & Last Is First…so i just wanted to let each of you know…that i Serve you With His Life…Through me…

…Thank each & every one of you for your fellowship & your Hearts…Today 🙂

[…thinking Out Loud…]

…in my weaknesses The Father God Says that…He Is Strong…
…then why do i have this “natural tendency” to want “to hide” my weaknesses?
…then why do i “feel scared” about exposing the dark places in my life?
…then why do i “lash out” & then “retreat” when “my sins” are confronted?
…How is The Father God “Strong” in that?

…the issue is pride…the enemy…he doesnt want you to be open to the the idea of confessing your deficiencies & weaknesses freely mainly because…YOU WILL BEGIN TO BE SET FREE…there will be nothing left on the inside for you to condemn & shame yourself with & The Power of The Most High Father God Will Be Released In it…just being able to Freely talk about it is the First Step of Healing In Him…

…the enemy wants to keep you barely drowning in all that dark poison & sick venom inside so that youll just continue to wreck your life & all of those that are around you because you fear “being wrong” or “unworthy” or maybe because “your a bad person because of your past” and the guilt of all that is very heavy inside of you…those are all lies just to keep you bottled up & “ready to explode” any minute of the day…

Jesus Became Intimate With All of that friend…He Bore It All For you…Give Him all those burdens which have a crushing stronghold on your life…Allow Him to Transform your mess Into a Glorious Message As A Testimony of Jesus In your Life…His Perfect Love Casts Out all Fear…for you…Today…EveryDay 🙂

12.3.11 Sat
…i was doing some prison ministry Today with an inmate that asked me to be his mentor…what a great honor to be called to disciple someone In Jesus…
…he asked me some questions about marriage & i shared The Testimony of How Jesus Healed my marriage of over 15 years…
…as i shared The Holy Spirit Began to Press SomeThing Into me that i Find Astounding & Utterly Amazing which He wanted me to share with this guy…
…The Holy Spirit Said Through me to Him…”When you get outta here & back to your girlfriend i know the very first thing that youll want to do is sleep together because its been along time for you…
…And you can do that because you have the free will that i gave you & so you have your power to go & do that…
…My Challenge to you is to operate In My Power & My Ways & “your life” will Begin to Be The New Life that you are in Search for…
…if you continue to do & use your power for what you have always done then you are going to get what you have always got…
…do you see this place that you are in? you are in prison…the things that you have done in the past under your own power led you to this place…
…Living & Walking In My Power doesnt Lead you to these kinds of places…it Frees you from your bondage & your chains & Sets you Free…
…I Challenge you to Walk Out of here & Live In My Ways…In My Power…tell your girlfriend that you want to Wait & Invest In A Real Relationship With her…
…In Doing this she Will See Me Through you…she Will See SomeThing that she hasnt seen before…she Will See a Greater Power In you than yourself…
…she Will See that SomeThing or SomeOne has Transformed “your Life” & that you Carry Around This Great Confidence & Faith that you didnt have before…
…she Will Most Certainly be Impressed & Intrinsically Attracted to you First of All Because she Sees Me…second of all because it reflects on youlls Future…
…you Are my son…This is What sons of God Do…they gaze beyond the temporary pang of their flesh…To The Benefit & Privilege of Wholeness In Me…
…sons of The Father God Have The Intimate Knowledge that what they are Truly In Search for isnt found in a person…It…Is…Only…Found…In….Me…”

…Needless to Say We Were Both just Blown Away from His Words Today…We Cried Together…We Laughed Together…And We Chase After Him Together On The Journey Toward His Heart…Only Made Possible Through Jesus…

…Most High Blessings Over all of you…Today…EveryDay 🙂

[The Father God Said many other Deep Things Related to this that i will post later…Did i ever Say that we Serve An Awesome God? Just Did!!! Wow!!!]

12.4.11 Sun
…as a Child of The Parent Father God maybe you just “want to know what you are supposed to be doing” because honestly you dont know right now…
…The Short Version: Delivering & Displaying His Goodness to everyone around you…Revealing The Father God In your actions & your Words…
…it would be Nice to “Say The Name of Jesus” as Much as Possible but we Are Led By The Spirit so There Will Be A Time & A Place to Release it…
…Until then…we Can & Will Look others In The Eyes & Greet them With His Hope In Which We Hold & The Joy of What We Have In Him…Which Is His Strength…
…We Operate & Walk In The Spirit Kingdom Realm Every Moment of Every Day Knowing This Is Where His Power Is to be Released Through us…
…Literally every person in our Life Circle Can Be Lavished With His Salt & Grace as Jesus Is & Was…So Are We In this world…
…We Are Children of The Most High Father God…it isnt a Destination which Holds Our Hearts…It Is Him…The Father God Is The Very Core of These Moments…

12.5.11 Mon
…i Know that I Am Called me to Teach…He Has Also Called us to Be Teachable…The Truth about Jesus is that He is Going to offend your mind…
…But He Will Pierce your Heart…He Will Fuel & Nourish your spirit…Which Is His Living Spirit that Has Taken Up Residence So PowerFULLY Inside of you…
…Lets Do What The Father God Says…Lets Be Quick to Listen & Slow to Speak because He Desires to Release His Gravity & Measure when you Speak…
…So if you Will Listen…if you Will Be Available to Be Poured Into…if you Will Be Open to Be Stirred…Then He Will Release His Goodness Right Into your lap…
…i Will Help you Realize that “this feeling of not being truly & deeply intrinsically satisfied” is Held In your Positioning…what “your life” is “Aimed Toward”…
…your spirit…His Spirit…is Absolutely In Search of…Him…if it is “aimed at” something else or something less than The Measure that Can Sustain it…
…what do you think happens? Confusion…”not Knowing”…”feeling unsatisfied”…”loneliness”…”no one understands me”…”no one knows how i feel”…
…Sound familiar? Just Know I Am Here to Walk it Out With you…to Teach you about this Journey that i myself Have Already Crawled Through With The Father…
…The Most BeautiFULL Thing About Him is This…He Has Called me Back Into those very depths to Crawl & Cry With others who Are Looking For More of Him…
…i Hope you Know that The Father God Sends Messengers to Let you Know on a Personal Level that He…Is…For…you…That He Is your Very Great Reward…
…Today…

…Jesus & The Father God Love murderers & pedophiles just as much as They Love me…it doesnt offend me because I Am not looking at the murderers or the pedophiles in this Divine Equation…
…For I Am Beholding Them…I Am Gazing at Jesus & The Father God In my Own Vertical REALationship With them…not all the noise at the left or the right…not at a mere person or position…
…Jesus Appropriated The Whole Father God just as much for me as He did them…each & every one of us…The Monumental Difference is that They Chose Me & In Return i Chose A Great Measure to Identify myself In Them…
…Their Love Is Very Different…The Father God’s Love is Extravagant…The Wholeness of It Has Been Lavished on me & you Through Jesus…It Is More Than Enough for me…we arent special…He Is…He Chooses us…
…Just The Gravity of That…That He Chose me…Has me With a Desperate Crush On The Father God…I Am Madly In Love With Him…i cant Help it…I Am Captivated Beyond my Core For His Affections…
…down here we say things like “Ohhhhh i love that candybar!!!”…we just dont know the Real Meaning of The Word…we characterize it as being an action an emotion or a feeling when Its Really The Supreme Being of The Universe…Love Is A Divine Unseen Person Who Is Father of All…
…This Guy Will Send Down His One & Only Beloved Son on your very worse day…the day when you kill The Truth…when you murder Jesus because you want to live “your own life” oblivious that He is The Very One that Gave you The Life that you have…And He Will Send Jesus On The Very Day you reject & kill Him in your heart…In “your life”…
…The Father God Will Still Send Jesus On That Day…Just For you…even though you are going to do this because He Has Already Seen The Future Because He Is The Future…
…And Jesus Will Come Get you in your darkest hour…Because He Believes that you are Worth Dying for Because its for a Grander Purpose…Its For The Glory of Another…Its All For The Father…He Wants you Back…In His Arms…
…No Matter What…no matter what youve done…Jesus Covered All With His Blood…They Just Long for each & every one of us to Receive It & Come Into The Saving Knowledge of The Grace…The Mercy…The Unfailing Love…

…Thats True Love my friends…The Father God’s Unfailing Love…it was Revealed for every single person Equally…i find That Absolutely Amazing…Its SomeThing That Only They Have…Now Lavished On us…I…Am…Captivated…

…How About you?

12.6.11 Tues
[…Jesus Moments: Monumental Differences…]

…The Father God Spoke to me this morning about “What Power” is…His Power…
…Power is Piercing …Touching someone’s Heart…Impacting their Spirit…His Spirit…
…thats why the impact & touch of flesh fighting flesh isnt a Display of His Power…thats ours…
…anyone can hit another person under their own power…flesh power put up against flesh power…
…But Real Power is Punching someone…In The Heart…With your Words…With His Divine Verbiage…
…Being Able to Sift the situation Through Him…With His Grace…His Salt…Rocks their spirit…His Spirit…
…Operating In The Spirit Kingdom Realm With your Actions & your Words Captivates the fighting flesh…

…Thats Power…Monumental Difference…

…Carry It Around…Engage It…Exude It…Live In It…For It [The Spirit of Power] Lives In you…Today 🙂

…you know whether “your life” is Serving others or not…Lets Be Honest…Lets Get Real…Take a Good Long Look In The Mirror & See if “your life” is all or mostly about “you”…
…if it is then at least youve taken the first stab at pride & Allowed The Holy Spirit to Speak to you…To Convict you of Righteousness…
…at least Now you Will Know why even though you have “nice things” & “a good life” that there is something that “just isnt quite right”…
…its because The Father God didnt Make you that Way…Like Jesus we are Made to Glorify The Father God Alone & to Serve others With “our lives”…
…Which In Spirit Reality isnt Really “ours” for we died [Col 3:3]…Its His Life Through us…Try Living that Answer Out Loud…Today 🙂

12.7.11 Wed
[…Another Passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red…]

…Oh Jesus…what can i Do…Without You? i am hurting…i feel it Today…The Gravity…of my pain…
…i am wounded…i just…don’t have anything left…Will You…Come Lay With me?
…Just Lay On Top of me? Oh Please Just Cover me…Will You Be…All Over me?

…Cause You Are All i Want…You Are All i Need…To Heal All these depths of me…when i bleed…
…no one else will do…not one Can Do…What You Do…Oh Gather me…i have broken all apart…
…Carry all these pieces of me…In You…With You…To Your Father God…

…my Father God’s…Heart…Today…

[…these passages are just a Reflection of The Intimate Moments of His Unfailing Love…
…that i experienced When The Father Came to Personally Visit me One Day long ago…
…He Is So Very Beautiful…The Most Beautiful Thing i Have Ever Seen…Is In me…And you :)]

12.8.11 Thurs
…i was doing some marketplace ministry last night in a retirement home & The Father God Pressed Some Real Issues Into my Heart to Speak to all of you about Today…
…the First is to Issue The Challenge for All of us Believers In Jesus Christ to graduate from “christians” to Disciples…The Challenge to not just “go to church” but To Be The Church…
…To Be The Hands & Feet of The Gospel of Jesus Christ…To Go Forth Into All the lost world…which Simply Means Into your own Community & Serve others With The Life that He Gave you…
…while its True Jesus Spent some time in the temple teaching Most of His Time He was out In the hiways & byways of the lost world Making Disciples & Reaching out to those In Need…

…last night i met many many many beautiful Children of The Most High whose families dont ever come visit them…i Submit to you that on a Deeper Level that is what you & i are supposed to Be Doing…
…that we are more Responsible for them than their physical families because our Roots go Deeper Into The Royal Family of The Kingdom of Our Parent Father God…
…The Father God Made us to Glorify Him Alone…He Made us to Serve others by getting underneath them & Living Through the humility of their lives with them…
…After all each & every one of us is going to be in that lonely place one day & how can we expect someone to be there for us if we havent done the same for others?

…If The Father God Can Stoop down to Make us Great & Jesus Can Get off His Throne to Get Down underneath us to Serve us With Their Goodness Love & Power…then…

…we can too…Its What We Were So Gloriously & Specifically Made To Do…Today…EveryDay 🙂

…Listen to this my brothers & sisters In Jesus Christ…

…The Critical Point about “our condition” is This…we can either literally live in & out of our wounds that we will have until we got off of this Glorious Rock…
…Because we are a broken people in a broken place & we just happen to be one of those deepy wounded people in this broken place…
…Or we Can Pull a John 14:20…we Can Live In & Out of Jesus Who is In The Father God & Who Also Resides In us…Isnt That So Very BeautiFULL?
…In There…In That Place In Them…you can Trade all your pain In For The Healing Measures of The Father God’s Goodness Through Jesus…Whoa!
…Jesus Will Take the gravity of your wound & Cauterize it With The Unfailing Love of The Parent Father God & Give you His Abundant & OverWhelming Joy In FULL…

…Lets Take a Walk Into that Glorious Place In Them Today my friends…you dont have to be hurting on the outside Looking In anymore…Thank You Jesus…Today 🙂

12.9.11 Fri
…is your relationship with God representative of the circumstances that you are in? when things are “good” then “He’s Good” & when things are “bad” then He is either “isnt there for you” or you blame Him for “your situation”? That sounds more like a relationship with chaos…your relationship With God shouldnt be tied the circumstances of “your life” because that will always be changing just because of this broken place that we live in…your REALationship With The Father God should Be Held In Who He Is…He Is Good All the time no matter what is happening in “your life” because that is His Character & His Disposition which is Sovereign over all of your situations…He Said He is working everything out that happens to you for Good…this means that all the things that you are going through He wants to see what you are made of…He Desires to see what kind of Faith that you have In Him…if your Faith is Held in Him or in your circumstances because if your faith is held in your situations “your life” will for sure look like a wreck all the time…Jesus Knows what thats all about too…Did you See His Life Wreck Into that Cross for all this stuff that we are going through?

…The Father God wants to see if you Know Who He Is in it & All The Way Through it…Which Begins to Grow you who you Are In Him…

…hey all you Children of The Most High Father God & brothers & sisters of Jesus Christ…The King of Kings…
…you walk around With The Most PowerFULL Supreme Being In The Universe Sealed Up Inside of you…

What Did He Do Through you Today?

12.10.11 Sat
…when i teach Identity to people many say”thats Deep David”…

…all i can Say is “God is Deep”…Deep Calls Deep my friends…For He Chooses His Character Disposition & Residence to Remain Primarily In The Unseen…”Deep” is merely digging & peering into The Spirit Realm Where He is From…Where He Operates from…Where He “Is”…Closely Examining What He Is “Made Of”…if getting under the rug of this physical flesh Into The Foundational Source of what it is resting on as The Source of Its Power…then ok…i Agree “Thats Deep”…but its got Jesus Written All Over It Right?

…i mean Jesus is Alive In the flesh Sitting at The Right Hand of The Father God’s Throne Right Now In The Spirit Realm…And He Says that we are Seated With Him There…thats pretty Deep 🙂

…if you cant find “words” or ideas or theologies In The Word of God & its something that man-made up or “put together” like “calvanism” for example…

…then John 14:20…i can’t find “calvanism” In Jesus…i cant find “calvanism” In The Word of God…there are a ton of things that we “talk about” or “believe in” that are not actually In The Word or In Jesus…(could be things like “baptist” or things like “five fold ministry” as well…anything you cant find in The Word of God)

…so The Father God pressed through my heart Today to “Just throw them away”…Because I Am Enough…Jesus Is Enough…There is No Need to Operate outside of Me Through Jesus…Operate In Me…Vertically On Top of The Mountain & not laterally down at the base of the mountain where man “pushes for something that they can control & touch because they created it themselves”…

…Thank You Father God for Your Words Today…consider it…Done 🙂

12.11.11 Sun
…did you Know that your smile & a Sincere Greeting as you look into someone’s [yes even unbelievers] eyes [The Lamps to the soul & spirit] Plants SuperNatural Kingdom Seeds of Life & Love that can break through & penetrate the natural shell?

…notice that Jesus didnt run around Saying “I Am Jesus” or Say His Name to everyone He Spoke with [although we now Know His Name Carries Power] He Just…Was Jesus…His Being…He Was Just Sharing Precepts & Walking Out Where He Is From…The Unseen Kingdom Spirit Realm…

…Be In Him…by Him…For Him…Through Him…Today…EveryDay 🙂

Matt 5:47 & John 14:20

12.12.11 Mon
…lets just get right down to this Critical Question: “am i really doing what I Am supposed to be doing?” [Did you also notice whenever you say “I Am” that you are Saying God’s Name…there is a Spiritual Truth there ya know]…
…isnt there The Absolute Truth of The Answer to that question sitting right over in the undeniable corner that kind of “haunts” us because we “feel like we will never really know”? More like we dont really want to “talk about that”…
…what is it that “we are supposed to be doing”? An even more interesting intrinsic question is why dont we Ask The Father God Since He Knows Everything & that we Know Him…thats probably where we stop this process…
…who wants to Ask That Question? we might not like The Answer Right? it might “offend” us & the life that we currently live…Oh Dear! Thats scary!!! “Knowing The Answer” might require us to change or even worse…to have Faith!!!
…To Believe In SomeThing that we can not see…Oh He Wouldnt!!! Oh Yes He Would…This Guy [The Parent Father God] Sends His One Beloved Son In Jesus Down Here to Save us even though He Knows that we will Kill Him…
…Lets get out of our “comfort zone” because frankly what Jesus Did for each & every one of us was not the least bit “comfortable”…lets rebuke complacency & Have More Trust In Him…Today 🙂

…i still Remember The Day when The Father God Pressed Into my Heart to “Wake The Warriors”…And for those that dont know Just Who that is…Its you…Its us…The Corporate Body of Jesus Christ…
…now i Know that I Am just a Spark…a front Runner…a FireStarter to get The Fire of Jesus Kick Started In all of us…that is just what I Am Called to Do…just a litte Touch of His Divine All Consuming Fire…
…which Compells me With A Deep Passion to “Wake Up The Warriors” to Receive The Identity of All that Has Already Been Lavished on us as Children of The Most High Father God This Very Moment…
…And To Do what sons & daughters of The AlMighty Do…Rule & Reign…Right Now…With Him…Through Him…Today…EveryDay…

12.13.11 Tues
…i Know all of you long to Walk a Deeper Spirit Filled Life With The Parent Father God…i Heard a Message the other Day that He Pressed Through my Heart…
…to Make “christians” Into Disciples…to get them to understand there is a personal component involved that many are not Engaging & Walking In & Through…
…that many many many “christians” hardly ever touch their Bibles during the week & only read a few Words for a couple of hours on Sunday…Are you Listening?
…that we can write checks & give money to “the church” which is great & giving is a Wonderful Reflection of The Father’s Heart…But are you Giving?
…there is a place where that money goes…there are people who are in receipt of His Goodness through our Giving which we never really see or know The Gravity of…
…there are orphans & widows…there are the least of these…there are the sick out there in our life circles that “others” take care of & spend time with…
…its not enough to “just send money & let someone else do it” people…we are to Go Forth…each & every one of us into our own little worlds & Give…our Lives for others…
…its what we are all Called to do…be His Hands & His Feet…To Do What The Father God & Jesus are Doing…cant we find an hour a week for this instead of watching television?
…this is the next step in growing Closer To The Father…is Being A Doer of The Word of God…we must make “christians” Into Disciples because Only Disciples Make Disciples…
…i Challenge you to Go Give a few Moments of The Life that He Gave you to others & Live In that humility with them while you Share your Joy of The Lord by Pouring It Into them…
…it Goes much Deeper than a challenge for It Is Our Father’s Command…and sons & daughters of The Father God Listen to His Voice & Carry It Out…Its Just what we do…Today…EveryDay…

…Believers In Jesus Christ & Children of The Most High Father God…He Speaks & It Happens…we are Made In His Image…We Are In Him so when we Speak…It Happens…
…So why are we still Using His Power Through us to “pull down the mere prosperity of worldly wealth” that benefits our temporal lives When we Have Been Given The Authority Through Jesus Christ to Pull Down His Joy & His Unfailing Love that Can Blow Through us With The Gravity of His Measure With The Eternal Wind That Moves Populations?
…That…Is…Power…Live In It…By It…Through It…For Him & His Glory…Today 🙂

[Gen 1:27 Lam 3:37 John 14:20]

12.14.11 Wed
…as Children of The Father God when we Listen to the overall Theme of His Word its this…
…that In The Beginning we had a Very Intimate REALationship & walk with Him…
…with the free will He Gave us we chose to believe “the lie” instead of what The Truth He Told us prior…
…this separated us from Him & created a chasm between us…
…we can see through the OT that this was passed down as a deep wound which orphaned us from a Perfect Father With Unfailing Love…
…The Father God Kept Sending His Messengers Telling us to Come Back to Him…to Just Follow In His Ways & Love Only Him…
…we rebelled because we are just deeply wounded & hurt because we dont have what we used to have With Him…
…we are looking for something “that we can touch” like we used to have Before With Him when we walked In The Garden…With Him…
…He Tells us Time & Time Again that He is The Answer & that He Will Allow us to destroy ourselves & continue in pain if thats what we so choose…
…And He Sees The Future Because He Is The Future…and we never recover…that the deep wound & weight of our sin crushes us & we do destroy ourselves…

…So He Looks at His One & Only Begotten Son…His Beloved Son Jesus & He Says With All of His Heart…”Go Get Them For Me”…
…And Jesus Says…”I Am Just Dying to Do That For You Father…For Your Glory”…

…Feel The Gravity & The Measure of The Parent Father God Captivate your Heart With His Unfailing Love for you…Today…EveryDay 🙂

12.15.11 Thurs
[…Jesus: The Gravity & Measure of Having A SuperNatural Brother…]

…I Did What I Did…because you were unable to do so…
…it Required My Spirit Gravity to Overcome the physical…
…This is Love…That I Would lay down My Life for all of you…
…Di d you See The Impact One Life can have on the many?…
…Did you See that Even I had help With Carrying My Cross?…
…Everything that Happened to Me Physically Is My Truth In Spirit…
…But no one can Get Up There For me…There Its One On One…
…With The Father God…To Show Him Just What you Are Made Of…
…Many of your brothers & sisters can help you carry your Cross…
…But In The End…you will have to crawl Up There yourself to crucify it…
…You will have to also Go One On One to show The Father What you Are Made Of…
…But Now…Go Through Me…I Will Be There…For you…I Will Be There…With you…
…My Love Is Strong Enough to not Only Hold you There while self is crucified…
…While the voice of self says “i cant do this…i am just not strong enough”…

…That is Profoundly True…its so way beyond you…

…That is Why There…Is Me…For you…In This Very Moment…
…you Can…you Are…you Will Be…Always…In Me…
…I Will Hold All of This Together…In Me…I Will Sustain you…
…Through the monumental pain of dying to…yourself…youll Gain Me…
…Yielding to The Father God’s Power which is Leading to your Resurrection…
…Is not an easy task by any means of your humanity…but this is bigger than you…
…Did you See Me Ask that My Cup be Passed 3 Times? Because I too Felt The Gravity of it…
…But I Can Only Default to That Which I Am…What I Am Made of…His Glory…

…As Are you…In Me…Made For His Glory Alone…As I Am…so Are you…In This world…

…I Love you…I Am With you…In you…Through you…Until The Very End of The Age…

…Jesus…

[Heb 2:11/12 John 16:13 John 15:13 Rom 5:15-18 Matt 27:32 Eph 6:12 Matt 27:46 Isa 43:7
John 3:17 Heb 1:3 John 14:20 Rom 5:12 Luke 24:7 Mat 26:36-43 Mat 28:20]

12.16.11 Fri
…The Father God is Jealous…what’s that all about?

…Well First of All Its A Divine Kind of Jealously…

…And what I Am Speaking about is This:

…The Father God Already Appropriated Jesus…His One & Only Son…His Greatest Love…His Most Prized Possession…Gave Him & All of His Rewards In exchange for the gravity & weight of the history of the world’s corporate sin…
…And He Did all of This while we were “still sinners”…And He Did all of This Already Knowing that we would reject Jesus & In Effect reject Him…
…And many many many people keep rejecting This One of A Kind Gift of Salvation because of the rebellious nature of ourselves…our humanity…

…So when The Father God looks at us & sees us running around trying to stuff every vice known to man into that God Shaped Hole that Only Jesus Fills With His Unfailing Love & Sacrifice then we can see why He Is A Jealous Father God…because then The Offer of Jesus is for nothing in their case & thats a tragedy…

..Open our Hearts to Your Gravity & Measures of Jesus…Oh Father…Today…

[…Table Visit: With The Father God…]

…Thought i would share this moment i had along time ago With Him…

…i was wondering why “God didnt Speak to me” or “why i couldnt Hear God” or “why God wasnt Close to me”…

…i Found Out…

…God was Wondering Why “i wouldnt stop speaking” & “why i wouldnt Listen” & “why i wouldnt even Come Close to Him Through Reading His Word”…

…my mind was offended by my spirit Received His Truth…His Jesus that day…

…Just Start Serving others With The Life that The Father God Gave you…dont wait for others to “start” Serving you first…
…Just Do What The Father God Tells you to do & you will soon Find yourself In New Places With New Friends & Even New Royal Kingdom Family Kinship that Will Fill & Heal & Serve you to the likes of nothing that you have ever had in this physical world…
…After All Our Leader & Brother Jesus Stepped Away from His Throne to Come Down Here & Serve us With His Life…To Get underneath us & Put us On His Shoulders to Press us Up Higher Into The Father God’s Glorious Kingdom…
…we are Children of The Most High…we Are Made to Do The Same…we Display The Very Image of The Father God…as Jesus Is…so Are we…In this world…

…How May i Serve you all With This Life that The Father God Gave me Today? 🙂

12.17.11 Sat

…my bold brothers & sisters In Jesus Christ…

…i challenge you to take just an hour out of your day this weekend to be Intentional…

…find someone [and there are millions out there in the lost world that we are supposed to be Reaching as His Hands & Feet]…with “that look” on their face…

…”that look” of desperation…look into their eyes & Greet them In & With The Love of Jesus Christ that Lives so PowerFULLY Within you…

…ask them if you can Pray for them…just see what they say…IT WILL NOT ONLY CHANGE “their Life”…IT WILL MOST CERTAINLY CHANGE yours…

12.18.11 Sun
…think about this for a moment…really let this sit in your spirit for a second…
…hold onto The Gravity that we are The Father God AlMighty’s Children…
…that Jesus is our Brother…that The SuperNatural Power of The Holy Spirit…

…Seals us Inside…Where The Creator of The Universe Chooses To Reside…

…In us…so…Can anyone that is around you See This Fact Pouring Off of you?
…Because thats what Children of The Most High Do…Reveal The Father…
…They are unable to Contain His Beauty & His Love Which Completes them…

…when you go “to church” Today…and then go out to eat…Pour It All Out…
…on those that you come into contact with Today…Be Intentional…Today…

…isnt it About Time to Believe what The Father God Believes?

…i know i used to didnt…in the past i was going to walk away from my marriage for many reasons even though i Professed “to know” Jesus…

…all those reasons were “what i believed” & all of them had the excuses & the justifications of me written all over it…

…it wasnt until The Father Pressed Into my heart One Day that this was One of The Very Reasons that He Alone is The Father God…that He Through Jesus Holds it All Together…That He Believes In the marriage Because He Knows that He Can Heal It…But that He Has to Heal me First…

…that He just wants me to Believe what He Believes…Because Its The Truth…not just an excuse or a justification of my humanity…or what i call “the truth”…thats not even close…

…The Real Truth is What He Says In His Word…He Never Fails…He Cant…He Is Made of SomeThing Else Entirely So Above that…He Is SuperNatural…He Is All PowerFULL…He Is The Only One With Unfailing Love…

…He sure has Made a Believer of What He Believes…out of me 🙂

12.19.11 Mon
[…I Am: Identity – Spiritually Speaking…]

…On That Day i Realized…that there truly was no “Good” in me…in my humanity…
…For Jesus Said…Only The Father Is Good…On This Day i Came to myself…

…i Realized that i Deeply Desired “Good” to Be In All of my Relationships…
…and With the wound i was operating out of all i was giving to others was pain…

…if i Truly Desired “Good” Relationships i Realized i Must Have This With The Father God Himself…
…For He Contains…Epitomizes…Holds & Is The Very Essence of The Only Good That There Is…

…so i started to Spend Many Hours of Intimate Alone Time With The Parent Father God…
…He Did Indeed Start to Fill & Heal me…With His BeautiFULL & WonderFULL Goodness…

…i Realized that one can not Be In The Presence of The Father God & not be Changed…
…With All things unlearned & Rearranged…With His Passionate Goodness Pouring Over them…

…my Relationship With The Father God Became Dynamic & Exciting In His Goodness…In Him…
…Indeed this Began to Pour Into All my other Relationships…His Goodness Through me…

…i Greatly Encourage you to Pursue a Closer & Deeper Relationship With The Father God…
…Then Through you He Will Overflow His Goodness Onto all the others In The Life He Gave you..

…Its So Very BeautiFULL to Testify & Witness it for yourself & How He He Blows Through us…

…Today…

12.20.11 Tues
…if you are a Believer in Jesus Christ then you should have this SuperNatural Desire & Zeal for The Father’s Business…
…This should Compel you to pursue Him with an Unbridled Passion…you shouldnt be able to Contain His Goodness Within…
…it should be Pouring Off of you Like a Fountain…Like A River…Because you Are Intoxicated & Overwhelmed by His Joy…

…And if you Really Deeply Desire to not Only Serve Jesus but to See Him Captured In A Moment In Time…in the flesh…
…then “give Up” just an hour a week & grab a good friend who also has a Fire In their Heart for what The Father Is Doing…
…And head down to a small local soup kitchen ministry where they feed the poor & just engage them with prayer & your service…

…Find a small local ministry that goes out into the desperate & homeless parts of your city with bottled water & Greetings of Joy…
…While you are out there in these small local ministries Just Be Open & Listen How The Father is Inviting them into “your Life”…
…Gather up some old clothes & take them with you when you to Give to those that will believe you have brought a Treasure…

…Be His Ministry With another person to see the sick in your local nursing homes With your Smiles & your compassion in their humility…
…How about you & a friend get engaged with a local prison ministry & become a pen pal to those who “just need a friend” to talk to…
…i dare you take your Walk With The Father God Deeper Today people…For These Moments are when you Step Into your True Identity…

…you can “give your money to the building we call church” & have someone else do it but Lets Personally Engage The Relationship…
…The Real Power is Carried In you to be Delivered & Released when His Unfailing Love Is Seen In your Eyes & With a Touch of your hands…
…These activities are “Just What Children of The Father God Do”…we are as Jesus Is in this world…Its His Life Through us…Today…

[Mark 6:7 Matt 25:34-40 1 John 4:17]

[if any of you need encouragement on making this happen in “your life” aka “His Life Through you” please inbox me…Blessings!!!]

Notice:

…The Father God Will Be With you EveryWhere you Go Today…He Will See Everything you Do Today…He Will Hear EveryThing you Say Today…
…This shouldnt “scare you” because you Already Know He Is Omniscient but you should have The Fear of The Father God which is merely The Beginning of Knowledge of How Truly Omnipotent He Is…
…Will these Absolute Facts change your course or direction or choice of Words Today? It Should…you could do the things that youve always done & get what youve always gotten which is much less than Jesus Fully Gave or…
…you can Wait For The Lord…right before you diverge into “that place” that you keep pretending is “hidden” away from everyone…But Not EveryOne…There is One Who Sees All…so why dont you just admit that Today?
…Say…”Father God…Help me…Right Now…Come Get me In This Moment when i dont have the strength to break what has a hold on me…i Need You To Hold me Tighter than what has me in its grips right now…Here i am…”
…And He Will Be…Right There…He Will Hear your Cry Out to Him…He Will Hold you so Tight that it will Break your bonds & Set you Free…Right Now…Today…Just Listen…He’s Telling you…Here…I…Am…

…For you…

12.21.11 Wed
…you ever have that “deep feeling” in your “gut” that you “know” what you are called to do? Just some undeniable feelings about what you should be doing?
…i really believe that The Father God is Trying to Speak to you my friend & you should take Time to Really Listen to what He Has to Say & What He is About to do…
…Now the Challenging part is there is probably not going to be one person…especially in the midst of all your closest family & friends that is going to believe it…
…Thats the really tough part because youve been listening to all those people your whole life havent you? Truth be told youve probably delayed your calling because…
…Of what others believe & think you should do with “your life”…So maybe Today you can take Rest In Knowing that The Father God is the One that made you…
…Not anyone else…He Fashioned you In Impossibility so that He Could do His Miraculous Work through you…so how do their opinions hold up to The Gravity of that?
…They dont…they dont even come close…So when you are Hearing The Knock of The Father God on The Door of your Heart dont let anyone else answer except for you…
…you dont need anyone else “to believe” where The Father is Taking you…All you Require is For The Father God to Believe where He is Taking you…Only He Knows…
…Its By His Power & His Way & His Word that this is all happening not anything else…i know its very easy to hear others say “thats impossible” but thats the whole point…
…The Father God makes Impossible Reality…we have to Walk With Him In it else we will continue to walk with everyone else & just be talking about it for along time…
…But The Kingdom isnt about talking…Its About Power…His Impact Through you…Take a Look at King David…He didnt believe all the unbelief of all his family & friends did he?
….Nope…He Believed The Father God…He Listened to Him & Had The Boldness & Confidence & Trust In The Very One that Made him…Start slingin’ Stones of Faith…Today 🙂

…This Life is All About Choices…

…every choice is Either Choosing The Father God…or choosing…yourself…
…you are either For Him…or against Him…there really is no middle ground…
…Mainly Because The Father God Has Already Appropriated Jesus as Ransom…

…its always about the physical things right in front of you that are available…
…The Word Says that everything is permissible but not always beneficial…
…you can take the temporary benefit for yourself or The Eternal Benefit of Glory…

…That Moves The Very Heart of The Parent Father God…
…Isnt this what Children of The Most High Do? Isnt it what they are Made For?
…Isnt Revealing The Father what His Children are Made of? Their True Identity?

…Isnt our Reality In Spirit? Isnt our Location Movement & Perspective In Jesus?
…How Does that Look? How Does that Feel? Should Give you Significance of…
…Who you Are To Him…The Father’s Great Love for you…All The Way Through…

…Today…Every Second…Every Minute…Everyday 🙂

12.22.11 Thurs
…i’ve got some Bible Beef Jerky for all of you to chew on…

…Since Jesus is Our Leader & Leaders Show The Way to Where we Are Going…
…Leaders Model us What we Are to Be Made of In The Pursuit of The Direction…

Then…

…Did you See Jesus…Our Leader…Leave The Comforts of His Home…
…And Come Down & Go Forth into a lost & dying world to Give us His Gift?
…To Reveal The Father’s Unfailing Love? To Serve us With His Life?

Now…

…We are to Be Doing The Exact Same Thing as our Leader…
…Now we can go to “the building that we call church” all we want…
…But that’s not where the masses of the lost are…they are in the lost world…

So…

…Does this speak to what we should be doing with This Life He Gave us?
…What are you going to Do about it now that you know Where His Heart Is?
…Will you Begin to Make & Impact & Arrive Into your True Identity…Today?

…do you ever wonder “What The Father God is Doing Right Now?”
…do you ever wonder if you “can Know” what The Father Is Doing Right Now?
…sure you “can”…as believers we Have Been Given The Mind of Jesus Christ…
…Really all we have to do “to Know” what is On The Father’s Mind & In His Heart…

…Is…

..Listen to His Voice…as His Sheep…as His Children we Hear His Voice…
…If we are Listening that is…If we are In His Word “wondering” about Him…
…”Wondering” about ourselves…wanting “to Know” what we Are Doing…
…The Father God is Going Forth & Out Into the lost world & bringing the lost…
…Back Into The Fold…Jesus Is…Coming Down Into a lost world With His Gift…

…Read some Ezekiel 34…Read Some Parable of The Lost Sheep in Luke 15…
…See how this stacks up with what you a child of The Most High are doing…
…This is certainly meant to encourage you Into a Deeper Walk With Them…
…This is one of the major reasons why you “wonder” what it is that is missing…

…Just Go Do What He Made you To Do & “youll Begin to Get It”…
…you will start “to understand” that as His Children this is what we Do…
…He Made us to Specifically Glorify Him Alone…So…Do So…Point yourself…
…Directly At Him With The Life that He Gave you…Serve others with “your life”…
…Just See What Happens…Dont look for anything in return for those you serve…

…Look at Jesus…Only Jesus…Isnt He Enough? Oh Verily He Is…Today…Everyday 🙂

12.29.11 Thurs
…Some Wonderful Comforting Powerful Words The Father Pressed Through my Heart while i was Resting In Him…
…Certainly wanted to Exhort Share & Speak Them Over each & every one of you as Now Words for A New Year…

…He Says…

…Let Me…Mend you In My Peace…
…Allow Me…To Stitch you Up In My Joy…
…Cause I Know that you are hurt…I Know that you are wounded…
…Cause I Know that…you Are My Baby…Oh you Are So Mine…
…Let Me…Heal you…With My Unfailing Love…
…Allow Me…To Gather all your ashes & Make you Full Of…
…My Beauty…Oh…My little Child…Wont you Come Back To Me?

…He Whispers…

…Let Me…Fill that Hole So Made For Me…
…Allow Me…To Come Capture your Core & Make you Whole…
…Cause I Know that you are broken…I Know there was no way out…
…Cause I Am Just Dying To Come Through My Jesus To Get you…
…Let Me…Steal you Away With The Force of My Gravity…
…Allow Me…To Be Your Father God…Oh So Abba Father For you…
…My Presence…Oh…All Over you…Come Back Into My Arms…

…Today…Every Second…Every Minute…EveryDay…

[Jer 30:12 Isa 43:11 Psa 13:5 Isa 61:3 Hos 12:6 Rev 2:4 Rom 5:12 Rom 8:15 John 20:17]

12.30.11 Fri
…I Am Serving others…With My Words…
…I Am Changing the Environment…With My Verbiage…
…I Am Speaking Truth In Love…With My Breath…

…After All…My Father God & Your Father God Created It All…
…With His Words…With His Verbiage…With His Breath of Life…
…I Am Delivering & Releasing The Very Real Whole Power of Jesus…

…With Anything “I Am” Doing…Isn’t “I Am” The Father God’s Own Name?

12.31.11 Sat
…The Prayers of The Righteous [What The Father God Calls us Now not “sinners”] Availeth Much!
…The Father God’s Word Does Not Return Void…He Never Ever Fails…For He Is Forever Unfailing!

…So…if you are wondering Where “The Open Doors” are that youve been Fervently Asking Father God for…
…then you are more than likely looking for “these doors” through your own perception & what they “look like”…

[…insert alarm buzzer sound here lol…]

…instead of “looking for these doors” take a quick look at what has Been Currently Opening Up in your life…
…Because His Doors “Look Different” for He is Different…His Ways Are Not our ways…He Is So Very SuperNatural…
…you cant expect the SuperNatural things that you are praying about to come through your own natural means right?

…Doors Are Opening Because He Is FaithFULL…Remember He Knows & Sees Exactly Where you are Going…you dont 🙂

…Remember there are not “chances & luck” In The Father God’s SuperNatural World…Every Moment Is An Opportunity of His Glory…

[Rom 8:10 James 5:16 Isa 55:11 Prov 16:9 Isa 55:8 Rev 22:13]

…To my Deeply Kindred brothers & sisters In Jesus Christ…

…Have A Very Happy “The Father God is Doing A New Thing” Year in 2012…

…He Says not to remember last year or the former things mainly because…

…He Will Do A New Thing This Year through you…Notice He Says He Will Do it…

…But Will you Be Available? Will you do the things youve always done & get…

…What youve always gotten? Or Will you Allow Him to Blow Through you…

…To Spring Forth Through you and Have a More Intimate REALationship With Him…

…And you Will Know It…Because Its Like An All Consuming Passionate Fire Within…

…Where He Makes Ways Through the wilderness of “your life” & On That Day…

…you Will Finally Realize…That you Are In Jesus…Who Is In The Father…Who Is…

…In you…The New Thing…Is your True Identity In Jesus Christ…Where you Are…

…In The Spirit…In His Reality…Now your Reality…Now Where you Operate From…

…Where The Impossible is So Very Possible…Where Rivers are in the deserts…

…He Will Have A New Impact Through you for Its Really His Life Through you…

…Welcome to your New Identity In Jesus Christ…a Child of The Most High…

…Many Blessings & His Abundance In The New Year of 2012 my friends…

[Isa 43:18/19 & John 14:20]

1.02.11 Mon
…Attention Children of The Most High Father God…

…We are not on the outside looking in just “seeing what happening to us”…
…We are not having an outward reaction to our circumstances & situations…
…That will only legitimize our own laterally based physical power of our humanity…

…that’s Just Not What The Father God Says His Children Do…
…He Says that We Are In Jesus Who Is In The Very Father God Himself…
…That we Engage the physical as an Opportunity From Our Vertical Position…

…In Him…To Create An Incremental Portion of Glory…For The Father God Alone…
…What Are you Made of Today? What Are you Full of Today? What Does He Say?
…He Says His Mighty Spirit of Joy & Power…not fear or circumstances…

…We Are Children of The Very Creator of The Entire Universe…
…We Don’t look at the physical situation & fear what impact it has on us…
…Our Father God Authors The Situation for His Children To Be The Impact…

…To Display His Power Through us…To Reveal Himself & His Joy & Goodness…
…Through us…we can no longer be on the outside looking in asking “why me?”…
…Because He So Gloriously Chose us In Jesus For Such A Time As This Moment…

…Arrive In your True Identity of Ruling & Reigning With Him…Today 🙂

[John 14:20 Eph 2:6 Isa 43:7 2 Tim 1:7 John 17:6 Eph 1:4 Est 4:14 Rom 5:17]

1.03.12 Tues
…Believers In Jesus Christ…

…Just Listen to The Father God’s Truths Today…

…Since you have Received Jesus & Are Sealed With The Holy Spirit…
…the enemy can not touch you…but what he can do is speak lies…
…Notice it was “the serpent” in The Garden who spoke lies to Adam & Eve…
…Did he touch them? No…but he didnt have to because they listened to him…
…Also Notice it was The Spirit Who Took Jesus Into the desert to be tempted…
…Did the enemy touch Jesus? No…all he did was speak lies & Jesus did What?
…Spoke Back…With The Gravity & Measure of The Truth of The Word…

…So Know this Today my brothers & sisters…
…that the enemy is very able to speak lies to you from your surroundings…
…he speaks lies from many sources of people around you no matter who they are…
…dont buy into the lie that “he makes you do it” anymore because just as i did many years…
…i chose to engage in the activities of the enemy…i chose to play with him & listen to him…
…we have the power to choose…we have our will to choose to believe the lie instead of The Truth…
…Why dont we just Choose to Listen To Our Father God’s Voice by Reading & Knowing His Word Today?

…Just a thought…Children of The Most High Know Their Father God’s Voice & Listen to Him…Everyday 🙂

[1 John 5:18 Gen 3 Rom 1:25 Matt 4 John 10:3/27]

…Forgiveness…i Know its difficult to forgive…
…first of all because many times we are merely operating in our own measure of it…
…its True that many times people just do not know what they are doing to others…
…And we are Deeply hurt…we are Deeply wounded by them & so we retreat from them…

…So Then…

…Spend some Time With The Father God While you are Out There…
…Spend A Lot of Time With Him & Seek Healing for your wounds from others…
…Did you Know as you Do This that you Will Begin to Learn More About Forgiveness…
…Because He Has The Gravity & Measure of Forgiveness that you Need & Require to Heal…

…For you…

…To Release & Forgive those that have Deeply hurt & wounded you…
…many times this can be our own family members or our very closest friends…
…Forgiveness isnt so much about the measure “of it that you are giving them”…
…Its More About The Greater Measure of The Father God In It that you Allow…

…Him To Give & Impart to you…

…When you Gain His Gravity & Measure of Forgiveness which Is Only Found In Him…
…Which Can Only Be Had by Having a Greater Measure of REALationship With Him…
…Then & Only Then do you have a Measure of Forgiveness that is Greater than your own…
…Now Take This Measure of Forgiveness Into All your other REALationships & See What Happens…

…I Reckon you will Be Delivering & Releasing Some Power of Jesus Right About Then 🙂

…Many Blessings of Reconciliation Today…EveryDay my friends…

1.04.12 Wed
…I Am [Notice that is Merely The Father God’s Name which means More Than i could ever “say”] Going to Speak prophetically Through His Word Today…
…This is a Rare Instance so please Just Listen as this Message is Imparted to your spirit which is Really a Portion of His Spirit In you…
…even though the world says “everything is going to get better…The Truth is…is that it Does Not…that we are going to destroy ourselves…
…All the prophecies about the anti-christ are very true & it is evident in the world that things are getting worse even though they lie & say different…
…But Take Heart! The Father God has Already Foreseen this result & cut short time for His Own Glory…Read some Matt 22:22 & Mark 13:20…

…What i want ask you as a believer in Jesus Christ is if your faith is held in “the things of this world getting better”…
…If so what is going to happen when it all fails & falls away? Will you be one of the one’s that falls away because thats what holds your faith?

…Real Faith is Believing In The Unseen…Real Faith is Believing What The Father God Already Said Would Happen…
…Real Faith is Already Living In The Eternal & Walking It Out With A Joy that Brings & Delivers His Goodness Into the dark…
…Real Faith is Listening to The Voice of The Unseen Father God Who Is Imperishable & not listening with a faith of the perishable world…
…Your Faith Must Be Held In Him Alone…Solely In Him…Real Faith is not believing in something that can come crashing down at any time…
…Real Faith is Believing In The Unshakable…The Fact that Faith is SomeThing you can not See should let you Know that Faith In & Of Itself…
…Can Not Rest In or be Put In something that is seen…We Already Have The Joy & The Light Living Within us…This Is The Source of our Faith…

…We Will Deliver & Release This Unshakable Confidence to those who desperately Seek SomeThing to Hold Onto as their world crumbles…
…Are you Ready To Live Out Loud With Real Faith Today?

…Every Moment…Every Minute…EveryDay?

[1 John 2:6 1 John 4:17 Heb 10:39 Heb 11:1 Heb 11:27 Rom 8:24 2 Cor 4:18 2 Cor 5:7]

…i will be Humbly Honest With all of you…Today…
…Because i Know Confession One to another of our deficiencies…
…Displays & Releases His PowerFULL Sufficiencies Through all of us…
…Remember that in our weaknesses…Is His Strength…That He Is Strong…

…i grew up without a father & with a mother deeply wounded from her father…
…so many of the things that go through my mind are…just simply wrecked…

…But One Day Along Time Ago The Father God Personally Came to See me…
…i Remember it not Only Like it Was Yesterday but More Like…A Moment Ago…
…Everything Just Got SuperNaturally Quiet…It was Raining Very Softly Outside…
…His Presence Wrecked me…oh…So BeautiFULLY…So PowerFULLY…So WonderFULLY…

…When The Physical Presence of The Father God Arrives…you are OverWhelmed…
…you are Taken Captive to your Deepest Core…so i was was just crushed & weeping…

…He Spoke Many Things That Day Which Changed me…ForEver…
…But The Monumental Words of “Today…I Am Your Father”…Oh…
…Pierced me With A Heart Knowledge that i So Pray for everyone to Have…
…to have a deep dark 30+ year emotional & spiritual wound Instantly Healed…

…By The Gravity of His Own Presence & His Unfailing Love is…
…The Most BeautiFULL & Significant Thing i Have Ever Experienced & Seen…

…i so Deeply Encourage you to Press In Harder Toward His Heart…
…Cry Out Loud…Travail for His New Beginning where you now end…
…Ask Him Earnestly To Come & Get you…Reach Out For His Touch to Heal your brokenness…
…Be So Desperate to leave “this place” that you Find A BeautiFULL New Space…New Life…In Him…

…Today…

[James 5:16 2 Cor 12:10 Heb 5:5 Jer 30:17]

1.05.12 Thurs
…we went out to Testify Jesus last night in the marketplace ministry that The Father God is pressing through us…we met & fellowshipped with a few Mighty men of God who just had The Spirit Pouring off of them as they told us their Tesimonies of Jesus in their lives…we also Displayed The Name of Jesus & planted Kingdom Seeds to a few thousand people…

…somehow & someway i just know that all of you are looking for a Grander Experience With The Father God…He Certainly Calls His Children to A Higher Place but maybe you just need help understanding “How To Get There”…

…well thats just what i happen “To Do”…is lead & teach christians how to become Disciples…Also Walk With them In The Journey Toward The Father’s Heart as Disciples Arrive into their True Identity In Jesus Christ as sons & daughters of The Most High Father God…

…it all starts With a Simple Commitment to Just Do What The Father God Has Called All Believers In Jesus Christ To Do…To Go Forth into the world & Make Disciples…But we have to Be Disciples First In Order To Make Disciples…

…if you feel the Burning Desire to Press OnWard & Upward In your Faith [As you should because you are a Child of The Creator of The Universe] & In your Spirit Walk With The Father God just inbox me & i will Listen to what The Father God is Pressing Through you…

…From There we can get you some Testify Jesus shirts & Find you another Good Friend to Go Out into the lost world with [Where Father God & Jesus Are Active & Go All The Time] & go visit Jesus “when He was sick” [nursing home ministry] or “when He was in prison” [prison ministry] or “when He Needed clothes” [homeless/poor ministry] or just Where Ever The Spirit Leads two or more Gathered In His Name…

…Be Greatly Encouraged Today…you Were Definitely Made to Reveal The Father to the lost world & Release His Joy & His BeautiFULL Glory Through you…dont just imagine it or just “talk about it” anymore…Live It Out Loud…Right Now…EveryDay 🙂

…In Ministry…whether ministering or being ministered to…
…we are going to “get burned”…there is no other way around it…
…so please dont “chalk it up” & walk away from being “burned…

…we are a broken & deeply wounded population of people [yes followers of Jesus Christ]…
…having relationships with others just like us or those that are even more broken [yes the unbelieving lost world]…

…Besides…we dont Do True Ministry “for” anyone else or even ourselves per se…
…we “Do It” for The Father God Alone…For His Glory…For His Reconciliation Through us…
…its a test of what you are “Eternally” Made of…to “flesh” out The Measure of Him Within you…

…to Encourage you to See With “Spirit” Vision past the physical pains Into The Unseen Joy In Him…
…All we have to do…Is Take A Good Long Look at Our Leader In Jesus…Didnt He Get Proverbially “Burned”?

…Legendary style…A Monumental Eternal Gravity of being “Burned” with all of the weight of the worlds entire sin…
…But What Did He Gain from it? The Father God Glorified Him In It Didnt He? The Father God Gave Jesus More of…
…What The Father God Himself Only Has & that Jesus Has Been After Since Even Before The Beginning of our time…

…To The Father God Be The Glory…Through you Today…Every Moment…EveryDay 🙂

[Isa 43:7 John 8:50 John 17:1 John 17:5]

1.6.12 Fri
…however Much you Talk about Jesus…Is How Much He Talks About you to The Father God…chew on that for a little while 🙂

…Matt 10:32…Whosoever therefore shall confess Me before men, him will I Confess also Before My Father which is in Heaven…

…Here is Another Portion of The Testimony of Jesus In The Life that He Gave me…

…Another Moment that i Remember Like it was A Moment Ago…
…Because When The Father God Speaks…it BeautiFULLY Wrecks “your life”…

…i had just finished my MBA a few years earlier…
…and i was still working in the restaurant industry [over 20 years!]…
…my mom & my grandmother passed away a month apart from each other…
…my marriage was a wreck because…emotionally & spiritually i was a wreck…

…i just Spoke a Few Words Out in a brief summary of “my life”…
…The Words were: “is this the best You’ve Got?” [Directed at The Father God]
…And it was No Sooner than these words left my wounded Heart…that…
…He Answered With: “No…this is the best that you’ve got…”…Oh…WOW…

…i had never Heard Him Speak Like This other than when i Got Saved @ age 7…
…my mind was very offended & my pride tried to prepare & defend against it…
…but my spirit Knew The Truth & it was demolishing pretensions Right Then…
…That was Yet Another Day When “my life” Changed…ForEver…For Good…

…He has Given me a Scenario that i share With many people i minister to…
…its like i walked Up to This Big Grand Table…Nothing on it…Clean Slate…
…and i put all my degrees & all my accolades & all the things that i have done…
…on His Table…knowing that i havent ever really asked Him to be a part of it all…

…and then have the arrogance audacity gall & pride to Ask Him…
…if…”this is the best that He’s Got”…WOW…what Grace & Love He has…
…Never Mind that when i look up & See That He Brought Jesus to The Table!!!
…For me…For you…for those that even dont ever Come to Know Him…

…i Encourage all of you to Let Him In & Listen to His Loving Truthful Voice…
…Allow Him to Transform you Into SomeThing New & Highly Improved In Him…
…Today…

…[2 Cor 10:5 John 14:20]…

1.08.12 Sun
…it doesn’t matter how many scriptures you memorize or if you are filled with seminary head knowledge…Real Gravity & Measure is Held In what you Allow The Father God & Jesus to Build as Love In your Heart Knowledge…

…1 Cor 8:1…knowledge puffs up…while Love Builds Up…

…just take a look at Judas…you can talk about Jesus Like you know Him but you don’t Know Him Like you Talk about Him…you can have a head knowledge about Jesus but your heart can be far from Him…you can memorize 49,000 scriptures & have 100 seminary degrees which is all head knowledge but if you have no Heart Knowledge then you have nothing real to Build From or off of…The Father God is Love Himself…Thats why Love Builds Up 🙂

…Oh yeah…Just Look at Jesus…He was a Jewish carpenter…But He Was FULL of The Father God…He Had A Close Deep Intimate REALationship With Him…The Disciples for that matter too…they weren’t educated men & they didnt have to be…THEY SPENT INTIMATE PERSONAL TIME WITH JESUS…Thats Where The Real Power Is…Truly Knowing Him…its true you can Read about Him but it isnt at all Comparable to Being With Him…In Spirit…Being In Him for that matter…John 14:20 🙂

1.09.12 Mon
…Here is Some Encouragement for each of you…

…Every Believer In Jesus Christ is “Anointed” as they are Sealed With The Spirit…
…Billy Graham & Bill Johnson arent “more Anointed” than any other Believer…

…they just Identify & Walk In A Greater Gravity & Measure of what’s been Given…
…they arent “special” people…There Is Only One That Is Unequivocally Special…
…The Father God doesnt play favorites but these people make Him Their Favorite…

…Thats The Monumental Difference…He Is Totally Available Today…
…So why dont you get The Word & Go Lock yourself In His Secret Place Today?

…Acts 10:34…God does not show favoritism…
…1 John 2:20…but you have an Anointing from the Holy One & Know The Truth…

[…Intimate Moments of the fatherless With The Father God…]

…You Are…My Father…I Am…Your son…You…Are…My Daddy…
…Oh I Am…Your baby…You…Care For me…So Significantly…
…You…Hold me…With Your Measure…With Your Gravity…
…Oh Abba! You’ve Got me…Crushed All Over You…What Can i Do?
…Because You Crushed Jesus…To Get All Over me…How Can that Be?

…Will You Say It Just One More Time?…
…Will You Whisper The Words “You Are Mine”…
…Oh Melt my Heart Again…When You Say…

..”You Are My Baby…I Am…So…In Love…With you…”…

[Psalm 68:5 John 20:17 John 1:12 Rom 8:15 Isa 43:1 John 16:27]

1.10.12 Tues
…Some Profound Bible Beef Jerky to Chew On…

…Next time you meet someone that says that they “dont believe In God”…
…that they have this boldness & confidence as they say that “i am an atheist”…
…but they probably cant say that they dont tell anyone they know “i Love you”…

…The Profound part of this is that anytime someone precedes something with “I Am”…
…that they are Saying The Very Name of The Father God…For He Is The One & Only I Am…
…that when they profess “Love” for something or someone that they Speak of God Who Is Love…

…there really is no reason to fight with these people for it is evident that even they Know The Truth…
…they acknowledge Him with their words but their hearts are veiled with self pride & deep unbelief…
…Just Keep Being Available by Lifting The Name of Jesus Up As He Is The One that Calls them Unto Himself…

…Just Show them His Kindness & His Love Hoping that He Will Lead them to Repentance…Only He Can Do that…
…But He also Desires you to See In them that He Is Greater than their hearts for they Indeed Speak of Him…
…You are There merely as A Divine Appointment to ShowCase His Kindness & Love…A Living Message of I Am…

[John 8:58 1 John 4:8 Isa 29:13 John 12:32 Rom 2:4 1 John 3:20 2 Cor 3:2]

…Let me Breathe Life Over you Through My Testimony of Jesus…

…Only The Father God Through Jesus Can Take someone who…
…hasn’t had a teacher & was unteachable…And Make them A teachable Teacher…

…Only The Father God Through Jesus Can Take someone who…
…was fatherless & Father them & Make them A Father…

…He Can & Will Do Even Greater Things Through you…

…He Can & Will turn your greatest disadvantages…in the world…
…Into His Greatest Advantages Through you…For the world…

…He Can & Will Give you All of His Beauty for All of your ashes…
…He Can & Will Fill all of your deficiencies With His Powerful Supremacy…

…Trade In the measures of your humanity…For His Gravity…Today 🙂

[Rev 19:10 Psa 119:102 Prov 18:15 John 7:15/16 John 14:26 Isa 28:26
Isa 48:17Psa 68:5 John 14:12 Isa 61:1-3 2 Cor 12:9 Jer 31:13]

1.11.12 Wed
…as Believers In Our Leader Jesus Christ…

…we dont have to go “looking for trouble”…
…did you Know that The Spirit Will Bring us to it?
…To The Father God this isn’t known as “trouble”…

…This is Known as An Incremental Opportunity for Glory…
…He Desires to See What you Are Made of…To Increase your Faith…
…To See if you just talk about Him kinda like you know Him…

…Or If you Know Him Like you Talk About Him…Monumental Difference…
…Remember All The Things That He Has Said…Do we Really Believe it?…
…As His Children we Must Silence all the noise With His Voice of Truth…

…That we Are More Than Conquerors…WITH HIM…
…That The Kingdom of The Living Father God…IS IN US…
…That The Impossible is Easily Made Possible…THROUGH HIM…

…And Here is A Heavy Encouragement for all of you…
…Know The Word of God because you Will Speak It Over your circumstances…
…Read How The Spirit Led Jesus out In The Wilderness into “some trouble”…

…We will Spiritually Go Through EveryThing Jesus Did for We Are In Him…
…Its Time to Grow Up & Do What Children of The Most High Father God Do…
…Today…

[Matt 4 Isa 43:7 Rom 8:37 Luke 17:21 Matt 19:26 Matt 4:4 John 14:20 James 1:22]

[…Identity Crisis…]

…a critical issue Today…And has been ever since The Fall In The Garden…
…is that we would rather be “god” than to be His son or His daughter…

…we call it “our life” even though The Owner Father God Gave It Through Jesus…
…we want to follow our own path & plans even Though He Is The Director…

…we act like we know where we are going Yet Only He Knows The Future…
…we make decisions here even though we dont Know Where we are From…

…lets face it…most of what we do & “are about” is based on the physical world…
…this is very contrary to what The Father God Himself Has Said In His Word…

…That we are a Spirit Being…Created In Jesus…In The Spirit Realm First…
…Before the physical foundations of the world…That we are not from here…

…May we Live In The Foundation Truth of The Spirit Realm…Where His Power Is…
…Where our Faith Lives…Where The Impossible Happens…Where Father God Is…

…Then All The Scripture In The Bible…The Father God’s Voice…His Own Word…
…”Makes Sense”…Because thats Where Everything Came From…The Unseen…

…Children of The Most High Father God Pull Down The Unseen Into The Seen…
…Thats Impact…Thats Identity In Jesus Christ…That’s you “Getting It”…Today 🙂

[Gen 3:1-24 Acts 17:25 Prov 16:9 Eph 1:4 John 18:36 Heb 11:1 Rom 4:17]

Hello Children of The Most High!!!

…As Always…Just want to encourage & exhort The Word of God Into & Through This Life that Jesus Gave you…To Give you Hope to Endure Through all the circumstances & situations that you are going Through…To Walk With you…To Journey With you as we Return Back to Our First Love…Together…To The Parent Father God…you are not just waiting for Jesus to Return…He is Already Here…Inside of you…He is Waiting for you…to be as He Was Here…The Light…The Salt…The Way…The Truth…The Life…to others who do not yet have The Knowledge of Him as you do…Lets Go! Give His Love that we have found Away to the lost…Today:)

05.12.11 Thurs
Bible Beef Jerky: Jesus Addresses Healing in Matt 9:22 & 9:29 that “your faith has Healed you”…So is it JUST According to “your faith”? Nope…These are JUST two verses…look at John 9:3…”…but this [Healing] Happened so that the Work of God Might Be Displayed” aka Just For His Glory Alone…Healing is Never about us…Its About God…”our Faith” is About & In Him! Always SomeThing Amazing To Chew On!!!

…you know i read on your wall all the things you Speak About Jesus…And quite frankly i Believe that you Are So Full Of It!!! (Acts 4:31 13:52 😉

05.13.11 Fri
Gal 4:9…”…now that you know God OR RATHER KNOWN BY GOD…” as believers we talk about “knowing” God but The Word also says that if any of us say we “know” anything we are foolish…how can the finite “know” The Infinite? we are Known By God as He Recognizes our Measure of Him…Our LikeNess of Him…Our Time Spent With Him…are you more associated with the world or more Known By God?

05.13.11 Fri
…you can always tell when there has been an Authentic Intrinsic Change in your life…First The Father has Lead you to a deep repentance…Then your heart has turned away from the old self & your passion for Him now captivates your sinful desires…the things you used to do dont Satisfy Anymore…your old friends dont seem to Fit In Any Longer…youll go New Places With New Friends In your New Life 🙂

05.14.11 Sat
…lets Remember what Disposition & Characteristics that we are in search of…Not the physical but The Unseen…If we are Supposed to be LIKE The Parent Father God…what does that Look Like? For Example…God IS Love…not an action feeling or a word…HE IS IT…Its His Disposition…Its His Character…Love is The Quality of Power to Be Like Him…Love Is The UnStoppable Force of His Nature…Ready TO BE IT?

05.16.11 Sun
‎…i know a lot of you went to the building we call “church”…as did i go to the building we call “church” Today…but that place is just a building with The People…The Church IN it…i see a lot of Power In that building as we corporately Worship The Living God Through The Risen King Jesus…Now for the rest of the week…Will ANYONE OUT in the lost unbelieving world KNOW Through you Your Sunday Jesus? Well?

05.16.11 Mon
…Remember…We Are Made For The Parent Father God’s Glory Alone…so if you feel depressed disconnected discontented dissatisfied lost oppressed miserable unfulfilled unloved or unworthy then i would suspect you choose activities that don’t glorify Him…you choose things that you are not Made to Do…all the unrest in your life Requires Direct Focus On Your Maker…not your circumstances or surroundings…

05.16.11 Mon
…many “believers” say they are Saved…but Salvation has Conditions Believe it or not…its not just a Prayer…Its Authentic Change…Its Genuine Repentance…Its your Heart Turning…Its Crucifying your old self & The New Self Emerging…if you find yourself still doing the same things you used to do & being around all the same people ask yourself what has changed? if it isnt your heart…then maybe…Today 🙂

5.17.11 Tues
…Imagine Having a Father that Knew EveryThing About you…every thought you have…every place you go…everything you do…Oh Wait…you Do! And as His Children we have this external rebellion (flesh) we contend with our whole lives…BUT…He Made us Like Him (In His Image) so there is a deep Intrinsic Passion to Please Him…i Encourage you to Just…Choose Him…His Smile is Breath Taking 🙂

5.17.11 Tues
…i want 2 encourage those of u who continue 2 “live in sin”…i used 2 b there (i still fall short with thoughts in my mind but it doesnt manifest on the outside of my life 2 “live in” any more thanks 2 Him) that the enemy wants 2 keep u in the perpetual cycle of trips 2 The Cross of Already Forgiven sins not Received In Full blinding you from The Real Power of Healing for sin that lay ahead…at the empty tomb…

5.18.11 Wed
…when you Receive Jesus As your Lord & Savior…you Are Sealed With The Holy Spirit As The Parent Father God’s Very Own…The AlMighty Takes Up Residence Inside of you…Now there is the choice to still live in the outer perimeter of the flesh where the enemy tosses kerosene on your sparks of rebellion OR The Choice to Live In The Refinement of The All Consuming Fire & The Real First Love of your Life…Rev 2:4

5.18.11 Wed
…i know people dont like it lol as i didnt either when i disliked hearing The Truth because…well it Was The Truth…anyway…God has Given you the power To Choose…either Life or death…activities With Him or activities with the enemy…im sorry to say there is no “Gray Area” as even i thought…He Says For Him or against Him…if you dont Gather you scatter…Just Wait On The Lord…Then Choose Him…Today 🙂

5.19.11 Thurs
…there is something Seriously Wrong when “church bylaws” strangle The Very Evident & Ultimate Laws of Forgiveness Grace Love Mercy & The Gospel of Jesus Christ…yet “bylaws” have been used above The Law as some sort of default setting to “govern the church” & default to man made processes & procedures that once imposed are very unbiblical & UnJesus Like…i.e. Read Gayle Haggard’s book…Frightening!

5.20.11 Fri
A Prayer Of Healing Today…Thank You Father…For Your Healing…May Your Glory Increase not only In This Isolated Touch of Your Rophi Power but that it also Exponentially Multiply In Measure The Glory To Your Name As The Ripples of Your Majesty Impact everyone around as It Concentrically Blows Through us & Changes us all ForEver In The Twinkling of an eye…Thank You Abba Father…For Your Healing…Today…

5.20.11 Fri
…Remember…you have No Life of “your own”…Because Jesus Is THE LIFE…Life Is SomeThing Beautiful of His That He Has Given you…In Truth Its His Life Through you…Does His Life Through you Look Like Him…or do you actually make Him out to be a liar because you live contrary to His Ways? Chew on The Gravity of that Answer from God…i did & it hurts but It Is Required to Grow Beyond the sublevel of self…

5.22.11 Sun
…i hope that all of you Knew that yesterday was not The Day that Jesus Would Come Back…Only God Knows This…He Tells us Clearly In His Own Words…yet some still choose to believe contrary to what God Says & believe in what man might say…the enemy is making out The 2nd Coming of Jesus to be a lie through “christians”…mere men…But let me Tell you…God…Is Never Wrong 🙂

Always Always Always sift what man says Through The Word of God…if it goes against What God Says…its a lie from the enemy…Period.

Also this brings up the question: So then the enemy can use “christians” to spread his lies? Absolutely! Many many many “christians” are very deceived & dissillusioned by the enemy to spread false lies just like this lie about “Judgement Day” that had mother’s attempting to take the life of her children & herself etc. That is pure evil folks & people that call themselves “christians” are the ones that started all this garbage…Rebuke! It DOES NOT LINE UP WITH THE WORD OF GOD…IT IS A BLATANT LIE OF THE ENEMY…We Must Must Must Listen to What God Says…Its All In His Word…BUT WE HAVE TO BE INTIMATE & VERY ACTIVE IN THE WORD TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE & TO DISCERN GOOD FROM EVIL…We Have To Take Hold of This…We Must…In Jesus Name 🙂

…i mean what better way to make out God to be a liar than to use God’s Own People to do it? man i despise the enemy…The Lord Rebuke him! he has no power over us only the power that we freely give him in our lives as we continue to associate with him in the activities of our lives & by actively listening to his lies INSTEAD OF BEING DEEP IN THE WORD EVERYDAY LISTENING TO THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH FROM THE FATHER GOD…WAKE UP PEOPLE OF GOD! WAKE UP PEOPLE OF GOD!! WAKE UP WARRIORS OF GOD!!!

5.23.11 Mon
…when was the last time you shared The Testimony of Jesus In your life? you know…How you Met Him…How He Saved you from death…How He Freed you when you were a captive to your sin…How He Transformed you from being “just a sinner Saved by Grace” to a Son/Daughter of God Living In Grace…The Testimony of Jesus In your life is His Irrefutable Power In you…no one can take it away so Give It In Abundance!

…been missing our fellowship In Jesus…May you be The Manifest Right Hand of The Father God everywhere you go…They gotta know all about His Extravagant Love…Through you 😉

5.23.11 Mon
Mat 5:20 “…unless your Righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees you wont enter The Kingdom of Heaven…” indeed we can also be a Judas as Jesus is Right In Front of us & All Around but as also the Pharisees didnt even “See” Him much less Know Him…we “talk” about Jesus like a concept but where His Change is Required & His Power is Near we kill The Invitation with our unbelief…Open your Heart Today 🙂

…the enemy is such a loser! The Lord Rebuke him! i for sure hate the wreckage he does in this world but if we just Take Hold of Just What Jesus Did…was Way More Than Just a death for our sins…He Empowered us With The Whole God Sealed Up Inside of us…What did He do that for?!? Hahaha He Gave us His Awesome Power over the enemy…its Soooo LopSided…We just gotta believe what The Father Said…Period. When we do…all hell breaks loose…Literally…As He Pours Out His Spirit On The Remnant Children Who Know Their Identity In Jesus Christ…Ready? Race ya to The Intersection of Authority & Power brother…GO! 🙂

5.23.11 Mon
“…we obviously went too far…” – Harold Camping’s flabbergasted words after finding out his prediction that Jesus would come back yesterday didnt come true…” they also said “…but The Word of God is still true…” Matt 24:36 Is & Will Always Be True: “No one knows about that day or hour not even the angels in heaven nor the Son but only the Father”…”christians” cant just believe some of It…ITS ALL TRUE!!!

5.24.11 Tues
…think about this for a moment & Soak In It…The Parent Father God has a Baby Named Jesus…This is The Most Precious Baby In The Entire Universe…Now…ur mother has a little baby which is u…except u unknowingly will be condemned & live out ur life in the deep dark trenches of a desperate life only to die a lonely tragic death no 1 will remember…God Traded Jesus…for u…That Should Just Crush your Heart…

5.24.11 Tues
…Have you Asked The Father God Lately…”Hey Daddy! What In The World Did you Make me For?” if not…why havent you? Maybe you already know that you are living well beneath His Beautiful Creation in you? Also…be Prepared To Listen when you Ask Papa God this Identity question…Remember Jesus Said you would do Even Greater Things Than Even He did…How is That Possible? Spend Some Time WITH Him & Find Out 🙂

5.25.11 Wed
…there is Power in Knowing just How the enemy will present the delectable taste of the sin that u are strongheld to indulge in…There is ONE MOMENT after its conceived in ur mind…for a split second u can CHOOSE…not to put action to it…to not give birth to the thought into ur physical world…i know u know what im talking about…Right Here…Wait On The Lord…Cry Out To Him…Just Ask Him To Deliver u…

2 Cor 10:5 – With The Spirit that is Sealed Inside you There is The Power to Captivate your thoughts & make them Obedient To Jesus Christ…Read This Passage OUT LOUD to yourself over & Over…Faith Comes From Hearing The Word…This will increase your faith & allow you to Release The Power of The Spirit that makes this Possible…

Psalm 97:10 He Guards The Lives of His Faithful Ones & Delivers them….NOTHING Can Stop Our Father God folks…NOT ONE THING…Take Comfort in His Sovereignty Today 🙂

5.25.11 Wed
…many fear the exposure of their deficiencies/sins…thats PRIDE…its the initial seed of the enemy in efforts to keep u from The Truth…And Just What Is The Truth? God’s Word says that when u are weak That He Is Strong…That in ur weaknesses that He Is Sufficiently Powerful…One Fine Day i Bought Into this crazy idea & got myself Healed by The Father God HimSelf…thats what Testimonies Are For…Try It! 🙂

Old “Testament” & New “Testament”…remember we didnt always have The Bible but peeps ran around and Testified to the Power of Jesus & The Father God which is what The Word of God is…Testimonies of normal people having a Powerful Relationship With The AlMighty God…telling people how bad you used to be & then showing them How Much of His Goodness is In You Now IS A POWERFUL THING…ShowCases His True Power…Share Him Today!

5.26.11 Thurs
…oh…Father God…its all i can do…in this ache to be Deeply Loved…To Come To You…because no one…will ever be Big Enough…to Fill This God Shaped Casm in my Heart…Only You Can Heal this need…as wide as a canyon…Will You Put Your Right Hand On Where its all torn apart? i so desperately desire for You To Capture me…this steep pang Requires Your Measures Lord…Let me Feel Your Deep Jesus…Today…

5.27.11 Fri
…has anyone out there ever been persecuted for their Faith? while we were out in the mall last night Testifying Jesus we were stopped by the local police accompanied by mall security…we were warned that we were “skirting” the law by wearing shirts with The Name of Jesus on them & also because we were carrying a Bible…they said that we “couldnt be talking to people”…The Word Says Rejoice…So i did…

5.28.11 Sat
…for all of you who hold your pastor/preacher up on a pedastool because he/she is “annointed” & “knows” the Bible front to back SHOULDN’T…They are people JUST LIKE YOU IN THEIR CALLING…Did you know that as a Believer In Jesus Christ that you are a Minister of The Gospel? That you are a Priest In His Holy Priesthood? i would even go so far as to say that you have a much bigger congregation…The World 😉

5.29.11 Sun
…if u have the arrogance…audacity & ignorance to approach God’s Show & Tell Table of Grace with ur college degrees/seminary certificates/positions of authority/financial clout/born entitlements/Bible knowledge/self professed enlightenment or moral pedastools attempting to weigh it against The Measure of What The Father Brought In Jesus…u might be a very prideful person – Former Chairman of The Ignorance Council

5.29.11 Sun
…i get that our humanity is rebellious…we dont want 2 be controlled…we want 2 be in control…so why will we live in strongholds of sin that control us? Will we even admit that living in sin controls us? Doesnt it? what happens when that pang hits? when that ache u feel starts the rush 2 take over & push u in2 it…controlling u…Yet we wont allow God 2 Over Take us…Even Though He Is Already In Control…

5.30.11 Mon
…Hey! Since you are a Believer In Jesus Christ did you Know that you are Carrying Around The FullNess of The Father God? ive got an Honest Question for you…What Are you Doing With It? Can anyone See In Your Joy that you Carry The Strength of The Lord Around With you? Surely you are Compelled to Share How Beautifully He Has Transformed your Life Right? if not what is the reason? Ask Him 🙂

5.31.11 Tues
…you realize that “performing” under the pressure of “being good” will result in failure right? The Real Truth is that we arent “good”…Jesus Said Only God Was Good…you cant “earn” More of Him…But you Can Be In Love With Him More…you can Be More Like Him…you can Have More Passion For Him…His Beautiful Goodness Is Sealed Up Inside Every Believer In Jesus…That Can Be Poured Out…Open Up 🙂

5.31.11 Tues
…i Tenderly Speak what God Laid On my Heart…Remember a woman didnt extrinsically exist at first…she intrinsically existed inside the man…God Took an internal portion of man & Made the woman from within him…woman’s true identity lay in the structure she came from…a help mate who God Personally Appropriated to hold onto man’s every breath with pleasing support for every beat of his heart…

6.01.11 Wed
…do your relationships seem to be more broken than full of Joy & Love? thats because we are all broken people & we carry our fractured love around giving more pain than we do love…you can only give what you currently HAVE & you cant give what you dont HAVE…First you need to be Healed by The Father God…youll experience & Gain A Greater Measure of Love From Him…THEN your REALationships get better 🙂

6.01.11 Wed
…Remember Who God Is…Our Father! He Is Very Available for all of your questions…As His Children we should be asking Him questions all the time…there should be concern if you arent actively engaging The Big Daddy With your heart…maybe your hurt…maybe your scared of The Truth…maybe your heart is hard…maybe you dont know the answers but you Know SomeOne Who Does…Ask Him…Today 🙂

6.02.11 Thurs
‎…i bet your wondering if you will Ever Find…SomeOne Who Will Understand you…Intrinsically…SomeOne Who Desires to Really Know you…Intimately…SomeOne Who Aches to Be With you…Deeply…Someone Who Wants to Please you With Their Presence…Abundantly…SomeOne Who is Just Dying to Lavish This Kind of Love All Over you…Find This Beautiful SomeOne…In Jesus…Today 🙂

…when i think of Jesus…i think of you 🙂

6.02.11 Thurs
…if God wants you to be rich…you would be…right? Cause He Is Rich…He Owns it All…He Owns The Cattle On 1000 Hills…IF making you rich Gives Him The Most Glory…then it would be so…He Can Have A Check Sent AnyTime Right? why do we spend most of our time asking & praying for all the things we dont have INSTEAD of Thanking Him for All The Things we Do Have? Oh! We Have Him Too…Whats Worth More Than That?

6.03.11 Fri
…as a Believer In Jesus…u are Already Forgiven…but u wont know The Gravity of it…Until u Receive The FulNess of it…that u are a Minister of The Gospel…but u wont know The Measure of it…Until u Emmerse urself In It…that u are a son/daughter of The AlMighty God & brother/sister of Jesus…but u wont know The Power of it…Until u Walk In It…Until u Live In it…Until u Identify With It…

6.03.11 Fri
…when someone tells us what “God Told Them” or what “God Led me to do” in their lives…many times we tend to not believe In it because it might not line up with what we believe (which is pride by the way) but also because we are associating what is being told to us WITH THE PERSON instead of WITH God…So if you shift the association of what is being told to you to God its entirely POSSIBLE now isnt it?

6.04.11 Sat
…REMEMBER THIS…RELIGION KILLED JESUS…i would Encourage u to MOVE AWAY from being actively involved in ANY KIND of MAN MADE ORGANIZED RELIGION of rituals & traditions…Religion spearheaded The Crucifixion of The Savior of The Whole World…if you Love Jesus why would you practice such a thing? Isnt The Bible Enough? Also Jesus Isnt & Wasnt Part of ANY RELIGION…

If Jesus isnt enough (and you need religion) then you still need man to affirm what God has ALREADY CONFIRMED IN YOU…Read The Word of God MORE…Get Into It…See that you are His Child! Believe in The Word of God ALONE…man made religion is NOTHING compared to The Father God’s Own Voice!!!

Also Remember that RELIGION is a belief that The Messiah exists but when He Actually Arrives RELIGION IS BLIND to Him…To The Very Truth OF HIM & HIS OWN WORDS & WILL REJECT HIM & KILL HIM Because HE DOESNT FIT INTO the man made rites thoughts & traditions of Him…REMEMBER JESUS CALLED PEOPLE WHO PRACTICE RELIGION “A BROOD OF VIPERS”…Do you really want to be a part of all that?!? Would you want Jesus to CALL you that? Me neither! Thats why I Am not a “baptist” any longer…I AM JUST IN LOVE WITH JESUS…PERIOD. Religion didnt “believe” i could “dance” but King David Danced for The Father God didnt he? Rebuke religion! It crucifies & suffocates REAL AUTHENTIC REALationship With Jesus & The Father God! religion boxes them up & sells them for a ticket to “heaven”…rebuke that! run from that! i encourage you to READ THE WORD OF GOD INSTEAD OF HAVING SOMEONE READ IT FOR YOU OR TO YOU!!! Jesus Gave us ACCESS TO THE THRONE OF THE FATHER GOD…He Is SOOOOO AVAILABLE to each & every one of us NOW PRAISE HIM! JUST READ THE NEW TESTAMENT OVER & OVER & OVER…START IN JOHN OR JAMES & KNOW THE TRUTH OF HIS WORD & WHO YOU REALLY ARE…YOU ARE FREE!!! HE WHO THE SON OF JESUS SETS FREE IS FREE INDEED!!! BE FREE OF THE SAVIOR KILLING RELIGION IN YOUR LIFE & BE FREE IN JESUS TODAY!!!

…i think what i just read is profound…i think this is how even what may be a sub-level type of religion has been created even if you might not be a part of a particular religion…one that believes that the building i go to is what i call the church…the activites & programs there are what i now believe in…that i go there to be “in god’s house” that that is where He is…that this is the time in my week that i go listen to the “annointed” person speak “at” me the day in which i pray & ask God’s forgiveness for what i do during the week that is wrong…then after i leave “the church” i resume “MY LIFE” & carry on like its my own & look like the world for the next 6 days…then i will go to “church” again on Sunday where i do it all again…this is the cycle…that my friends…sounds like yet another religion all together that the enemy has churning in the “church” in general that i have experienced through the last 10 years…very powerless…very dangerous (as this is what the unbelieving world sees that we are all about…arrrrrg!) Thoughts?

6.05.11 Sun
…Father God…You…Are The Depth…that i Require for my love…The FulNess & Measure that Jesus Gave Your Love With His Birth…His Life…His Death…His Resurrection…His Ascension…His 2nd Coming Back…For me…To Be With Thee…Oh! no one can fill The Great Canyon Deep Inside my Heart…Reserved Only…For You…Its Shape…Is Only…For You…Can You Capture me Again…Today?

6.06.11 Mon
…i went to a meeting with other believers yesterday…i felt it in my spirit…the Word “Intentional”…i knew what it meant as i Praised The Father God & Jesus in corporate worship…it means this Goodness that we have the Wonderful Benefits of…His Holiness…His Presence…His UnFailing Love…We Must Take It OUT of the building & Share It With with the unbelieving world…We Must Be…Intentional…

6.06.11 Mon
…the world is in a perishable recession…Just In Time For The ImPerishable Procession huh? people out of work all over the world…Maybe God is Calling us Out Into His Eternal Kingdom Positions no? “Employment” Just Looks Different to God…More Like “Deployment” eh? What do you think happens when youve lost everything & tell someone that What youve Found In Jesus Will Carry you Through?

Thats Faith! Thats Hope! That Love! Thats Power! All His…Through you! Release it my brothers & sisters of Light…Pour It Out! Whamo! 🙂

6.07.11 Tues
Psalm 101:3-4/Matt 6:22…i will set before my eyes no vile thing…i will have nothing to do with evil…we…including myself of course…must be careful of what we watch…our Eyes are The Lamps of our Body…movies or television with dark worldly subject matter feeds the appetite of our humanity that supposedly we are in a Covenant With Jesus to crucify & kill right? Why tempt ourselves to lose?

6.07.11 Tues
…you ever Wonder what that Deep feeling of lonliness Really Is? i believe thats the Desperate Longing of our spirit…Expressly For The Father God…It Is Written In His Word that He Breathed This Into us when He Made us & it Returns to Him when we pass away…This Portion of Him In us…Will Always Desire to be Nearer to Its Original Source…Desiring More of Him…Wanting to Be Whole…Just Surrender Today 🙂

6.08.11 Wed
…The Secret to why we do the things we do now is to go back to The Beginning…yeah Adam & Eve…we did something devastating…we chose not to Believe what Our Parent Father God Said…He Kicked us out of Our Home With Him…we became orphans…deeply wounded…we still are…we will always be…UNTIL…we Return The Way Back to The Truth…To The Life…To Our First Love…Through Jesus…To Him…

…orphans hoard resources & look to take take care of themselves to “a fault”…now take a look at the world…just look at people…always trying to get as much as they can whether it be money or material possessions…very unwilling to help others & just take care of themselves…We Must Return to The Father to Heal this deep wound of…ourselves…So He Can Give us what we dont currently have…His Love…His Love is The Only Thing that can FullFill Jesus’ Command of Loving God With Everything that you Have (Him) & Loving Others as you Love yourself…We Gotta Take Hold of This!!!

6.08.11 Wed
…Oh Lord…i can Feel You…Slowly Rushing In…The Annointing In The Air…Of Your Presence…Hushing my circumstances…You Are Crashing Over me…Oh…The Waves…of Your Glory…of Your Sovereignty…i Feel me Breaking…All The Way…Getting Beautifully Crushed…In You…Father…is this my Portion of What Your Jesus Went Through? So Compelled…To Return…To You?

6.09.11 Thurs
…you think you got it rough? Does it seem like God is picking on you sometimes? Is it crazy to think that He might be Qualifying you somehow? i propose He is! your Testimony of Him In your Life…How He Carried you Through is His Qualifying Power Released as The Hope of Jesus Into other peoples desperate lives…What do you think that you are Here For? to collect more toys you cant take with you? Come On! Get UP 🙂

6.09.11 Thurs
…lets Just Get Real…not tomorrow…Right Now! adversity in our lives Produces Glory For God…There has got to be a Really Good Reason for Jesus to have Gone to The Cross right? the very depth of that is evident in each & every one of our own lives of a deficient failing nature…we Need…We Require The Super Power of The Father God to Carry us Through…His SuperNature is UnFailing…Choose Him…Today 🙂

6.10.11 Fri
…the world says to “save your best for last” but The Holy Code of God is to not save it at all…Pull A Jesus & Pour It All Out…Today! Give your Very Best Right Now…Dont Wait…Because we are not Promised Tomorrow…Have His Joy Today…Carry Around His Strength…Release His Power of Life Over others…Look Into peoples Eyes & Authentically Greet them…They might just be Angels ya know 😉

Matt 5:47…And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Heb 13:2…Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it.

…wanted to stop by & spill a little of The Jesus that you been Pouring Into me 🙂

Received In The FulNess that Jesus Gave it & Released Back Over you & yours to The Measure of The Father’s Goodness 🙂

6.10.11 Fri
…WOMEN…i Encourage u 2 WAIT ON THE LORD…when looking 4 a man FIND 1 WHO KNOWS JESUS…so the man MUST HAVE FOUND JESUS 1st 4 u 2 find this man! man is designed 2 be the spiritual leader but THEY MUST KNOW THE LEADER IN JESUS 1st! by all means please DO NOT UNEQUALLY YOKE urselves 2 some 1 who might lead u in2 a more unwarranted broken life that already Requires God 2 Hold 2Together!!!

And if any man claims that its ok to sleep with each other for the sake of “being in love” that is such a lie! Remember that God IS Love…love isnt an action an emotion or a feeling (thats our own jacked up definition of it) LOVE IS A PERSON…LOVE IS THE UNSEEN GOD…so LOVING someone is the Absolute Respect & Utmost Admiration for someone that WILL WAIT ON THE LORD & DO IT HIS WAY…this man of God that women are looking for will DEFAULT TO GOD’s WAYS…not His own lesser more compromising enemy agreeing ways…LETS STOP INVITING the enemy into the beginnings of our relationships with this deception…its wrecking peoples lives & families…Lets Just Do What God Says…What say you?!?

And we wonder why all these marriages end in divorce (even “christian” marriages have the same divorce rate oh dear Jesus!) because most of them started in the enemy’s camp of lies that sex before marriage was ok! NOT…it created a soul tie to The Throne Where The Owner & Living God has taken up residence inside you!!! we dont want to offend the person we are sleeping with in efforts to let them know we “really love them” but its ok to OFFEND GOD…What in the world people?!? and i was part of this in my past too folks im just seeing how deceived i was & how we are so easily…its RIGHT IN GOD’s OWN WORD…we just dont DO IT…we should…ohhhhhh we should!!!

6.11.11 Sat
Matt 2:43 “Therefore I Tell you that The Kingdom of God Will be taken away from you & Given to A People Who Will Produce Its Fruit”…as of late many “church” buildings are having financial problems…going bankrupt…if God isnt Being Glorified & its just another “light show” instead of Showing His Light…He Will shut it down…The Father isnt going to stand for man making a mockery of His Name…Believe That!

6.12.11 Sun
…in ur continuing willful sin (which is Possible to stop the willful part Via The Power of God) Remember that God is Holding Everything Together…the enemy is asking God to sift u (really pour on the consequences & make u pay dearly for playing with him) but Right Now God is fending him off…Hoping ull Come Back Under His Wings…if u continue to test God with ur rebellion He Will Allow u to be consumed…DONT.

Remember the enemy’s identity is to steal kill & destroy you! Are you there yet? you will be if you continue to willfully agree & play with him in your own choices of activities…you chose to start swimming to the deeper end of the pool in…stead of remain in The Life Preserver of The Lord all mighty & believe me…the enemy intends to drown you today…But God says No! you are still alive arent you? you better praise Him & head back to His Shore for sure!!! Repent & run back & STAY IN HIS ARMS TODAY 🙂

…i dont know if you are even aware of it but its a HUGE step just to even admit just where you are in it all…i can see God working in that big time…He is killing that pride of not walking up to it & saying…”Right here…there is a BIG problem”…the next question is “Okay…now what do i do?” “How do i do it?” cause it certainly looks too big for little ol’ you now doesnt it? it certainly is too big for you…Isnt that what God is for? Yes. but i know there is another question past that…”Ok yeah God is bigger than my problems…so why am i still in them then? when will He do something about it?!?” lots of questions…i would love to help sis…been there…we are just on different legs of the journey…we all are…thats what we do…we share our testimonies with others to breathe His Life His Healing His Hope into them as they walk it out With Him…I AM HERE…for you 🙂

6.13.11 Mon
…in ur circumstances…when u get to those very low places…that no one else can see…those depths that are “secrets” to ur soul…where u just cant seem to escape from…those moments where it overtakes u…u say things like “i just cant do it”…”i want to do good but i dont know how to get past this”…ure right it is too big for u…The Father God never said u could do it…He Said He Could…So Let Him 🙂

6.14.11 Tues
…when you get to those “rough” places in ur life…Do u blame God or do u Praise Him? When Good things happen in ur life do u Thank God or do u give urself the credit? These situations speak loudly about what kind of relationship u have with Him…Just Remember that God is Always Very Presently “ON” even though depending on how the situation affects u ur either “on” or “off” with Him…Pride…Just Kill it.

6.14.11 Tues
…we Have A Mighty Resource Available to us In The Parent Father God…He Can See The Future…Thats One of the Many Reasons He Asks us to Just Trust Him…He Already Knows what happens when you get into relationships with people that you arent supposed to be in…it gets real messy…it hurts…He wasnt in it to begin with…you left Him out & did it your own way…He Tried to Tell you…you just didnt Listen 😐

6.15.11 Wed
Psalm 104:2…He Wraps HimSelf In Light…The Father God Makes The Clouds His Chariot…The AlMighty Rides On The Wings of The Wind…The Big Daddy’s Power Thunders! The Creator Tells The Lightning Where To Go…Abba Rains Down The Oil of Joy From His Face to Make my face Shine…Who is Like Our God? He Calls us Friend…He is Our Father…He Gave us The FullNess of HimSelf Through Jesus…Arresting!!!

6.15.11 Wed
…despite the popular contrary belief that Satan is “the great enemy of God” [for he is a created being of The Creator…not even close!] he does have considerable influence & power related to us…even though he is already defeated [Jesus Crushed him With His Blood on The Cross] we have to understand that he operates in the spiritual realm which manifests into the physical…Do you know how to play like that yet?

6.16.11 Thurs
Psalm 106:43 paraphrased…”Many times He Delivered us but we were bent on rebellion & we wasted away in our sin”…isnt it interesting how easy we will cave to the crux of our humanity instead of The Living Power to Crush it Only Available in The Father God? Jesus Already Crushed The Gravity of it On The Cross cause it was too great for us…Whats keeping us from Living In The Sweet Freedom of that? ourselves.

6.16.11 Thurs
…Jesus Is Always Walking With you…but are you walking With Him? just get Into His Word a little bit each day [leads to a lot!]…Let Him Tell you what you Are [Beautiful!]…Let Him Tell you Who you Are [The Father God’s Own Child]…Let Him Breathe His Truths Into you Each Day…you Will Be Filled With His Encouragement…His Life…His Identity…His Love…His Goodness…Feeding The Core of…The REAL you…

06.17.11 Fri
…if you dont have a Close Intimate REALationship With The Parent Father God…ill have to be Honest With you…youre in a hot mess! Currently Father God has GIVEN this place over to the evil one & the enemy aims to oppress & wreck your life with some dark undue circumstances…God wants to see if youll Choose The Core Truth of your Life…or live a lie…stop wilfully agreeing with trouble…Cry Out to Him Today 🙂

06.17.11 Fri
…Oh God…why do i so easily have my hands open to those who drive nails? then they become wounded bloody fists that i wont open up for You to Heal…why do i so readily reach out to someone who i know wont satisfy my physical care…When i Should Reach Up To Your Out Stretched Right Hand…Thats Already Waiting There…ive just got to drown it all In The Blood of Jesus…Then ill Be Able To See…

06.20.11 Mon
…Father God…Whats it gonna Take? Come on…In UR Spiritual Reality…In UR World…isnt “my life”…”my humanity” at stake? So I Am Inviting…I Am Petitioning for A Deep Jesus BreakThrough…i Want to Pray UR Prayers…i Deeply Desire to Sync Up Into U…Abba…Ignite The FullNess Uve Sealed me With…i Invoke it…i Speak it Forth From Within…to…Blow…On…Through…Open…me…Up…With…More…of…U…

6.21.11 Tues
‎…there is a big gate called “iron will” that Jesus Follows us to…what we fail to see behind us are All The Wondeful Blessings & Provisions of The Father God’s Goodness because of our fractured focus on what “we dont have”…And enroute Jesus Encourages us not to “go out & play” with the enemy…that we are just “asking for it”…but we open the gate wide…into the dark realm…And Jesus Goes Before us…

6.21.11 Tues
…awhile back i was asking God some questions (which He Answers if we are willing to Actually Listen instead of speak most of the time lol James 1:19) & He Said that i “wasnt available at previous times i had asked in prayer for More”…He Said that He Had Trust Issues With me…He’s Right of Course…How could He Trust me With His Power when the pang of the sin i was living in was the power controlling me? Ouch.

Just Being “mostly” His [The Father God] doesnt fly With God…i learned the hard way that you either Are or you arent…didnt He already Say it HimSelf? you Are Either For Me…or against me…you Gather or you scatter…If you Want All of Him you Have to Be All In…

6.22.11 Wed
…Abba Father…You Say…that I Am your baby…That You Gave Your Most Precious Baby…In Jesus…Just to Have The Priviledge of…Holding me…That So Crushes my heart…With Love…Monumentally…For Thee…So Hold me Up High…In Your Extended Hands…In the background of Your Sky…Pierce me Again When You Look Into my eyes…And You Say…Your Mine…Your My Precious Child…I Love you…

6.22.11 Wed
…as we know we are “living in the end times”…its always The End Times 4 God no? i see people asking questions about all the earthquakes & floods…its all in The Bible & if u read Job u will see that God allows the enemy 2 carry out destruction 2 this place & in our lives…God FullFills His Word & Receives The Most Glory…now dont lean on ur own understanding now ya hear? Just Believe What He Says 🙂 Prov 3:5

6.23.11 Thurs
…i encourage you to wage war on killing your pride…cause its certainly hell bent on killing you…

6.23.11 Thurs
Psalm 112:7/8 paraphrased…[you] will have NO FEAR of bad news…[your] Heart is SteadFast…Trusting In The Lord…[your] Heart is Secure…Remember that nothing & I MEAN NOTHING comes across the plate of your life without The Parent Father God Knowing about it & Allowing it to happen to you…Many times we say “Oh God! Why?!?” Because He wants you to Turn To Him…He Eclipses EVERYTHING 🙂

He Also Says That WITH HIM ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE…His Arm is Never too short for us…What we call “bad news” is merely an opportunity to Express our Faith in knowing that Our God is Sovereign & that He has allowed this into our lives for His Own Glory…thats what its all about isnt it? His Glory? Thats what He Said! 😉

6.24.11 Fri
Psalm 107:17/20 Some became fools through their rebellion ways & suffered affliction because of their iniquities…[God] Sent Forth His Word & Healed Them! Did u know that all The Answers 2 ur problems are Found In The Holy Word of God? They are only “secrets” 2 u because u “dont have time” 2 read it or “dont understand it”…Read Romans & ASK The Holy Spirit what it means 2 ur life & u WILL RECEIVE 🙂

6.24.11 Fri
…here’s a great question…how do you think your relationship With The Father God is? Now for The Real Question: How Does God think of His REALationship With you? Being able to get outside your own thinking (Because as believers we have The Mind of Jesus Christ Right?) will Enable you to engage those Deep Jesus Thoughts that The Spirit Can Guide Into The Truth…way better than living a lie let me tell ya 😉

6.25.11 Sat
…have you ever wondered how as a believer you can still “live in sin” even though you have accepted Jesus? When you Found Jesus The Father God Sealed you Inside With The Holy Spirit…your Core Surrounded With The Holy Perimeter…but the flesh has a perimeter beyond that Seal that you have the power to visit & be strongheld to death if you so choose…Live Within The Seal Where The Power of Life Abounds 🙂

6.26.11 Sun
…let me give u something 2 think about…As Believers In Jesus Christ we are an imperfect group of Peculiar People Representing a Perfect God…people of the world judge God 2 b imperfect because of us & we should b perfect because of Him…pretty messed up right? Thats why when we willingly involve ourselves in worldy activities it makes it that much worse…do u see the Very Glaring Requirement for Jesus Now?

6.27.11 Mon
…if you are tired of having “natural” days…Then Prepare for a SuperNatural Day…That Requires engaging The SuperNature of things…Have Some Deep Prayer Time With The Father God…Ask Him Some Questions…Thank Him For Everything…Then…Read His Word…Start Every Day Like That & See What Happens 😉

6.27.11 Mon
Psalm 107:9 – For He Satisfies The Thirsty & Fills The Hungry With Good Things [HimSelf]…Now that my Heart is Fully Turned Toward Him…i Find my cravings of the sin i once lived in have Turned Into Passions of Desiring More Of Him EveryDay…as my worldly deficiencies decrease He Intrinsically Increases His Goodness Within So Sufficiently…as…i…fade…Into…His…Likeness 🙂

6.28.11 Tues
…Tough Subject: if you are a Believer that desires to “convert” an unbeliever to Genuinely Believe In Jesus & The Father God…how are you even a Credible Representative of EveryThing that you are Professing to this unbeliever when you blatantly disregard What God Says by sleeping with them? Remember the unbeliever is looking for SomeThing that they dont already have THAT YOU SAY THAT YOU DO!!!

6.29.11 Wed
…if you dont Believe that The Father is A Beautiful God & A Very Loving God then you dont believe what He Says…you probably dont Read His Word Very Often because your belief in what the enemy says & does in the seen world is captivating your attention…BUT FAITH IS BELIEVING IN THE UNSEEN…HEB 11:1 & Faith Comes From Hearing His Word…Rom 10:17…youll spend time with the enemy but why not God? Why?

6.29.11 Wed
Psalm 107:14 He Brought them out of darkness & the deepest gloom & broke away their chains…From the evidence of our past…all the way back to Adam & Eve & yes even God’s Own stiffnecked People…we have a knack for getting ourselves into trouble with our rebellious nature…our will is relentless…And Praise God So Is He in Pursuing us none the less to Set Us Free…He Is The Only One That Can 🙂

6.30.11 Thurs
…didnt Jesus…Lavish me With…A Love To Die For? oh…didnt He…Hear The Desperate Cry of…the fatherless…a Cry for So Much More? didnt Jesus…Already Know…my Deep Requirement of The UnFailing Father God Built…In The Depths of my Core? oh…Jesus…didnt You…Gather me…didnt The Blood Run After me…All Over me…to Make me…Yours? oh Jesus…my Love…For You…Just…Pours…

6.30.11 Thurs
Psalm 119:32 I Run In The Path of Your Commands For You Have Set my Heart Free…again…our humanity is just very rebellious…we just dont naturally “like it” when someone tells us what to do…thats pride…the initial sin & thorn we inherited…but i want to Encourage you that the measure of rebellion our humanity has inherited can not be compared to Our Spiritual Inheritance of Having Father God Through Jesus 🙂

7.1.11 Fri
…we’ve all been there…many choose to live “in it” believing this “condition” is just “what has been dealt” in their lives…stop spending time listening to the trash talk of the enemy…Listen to The Father God Speak to you as you READ HIS WORD…DAILY…What He Believes About you will Most Certainly Make you Fall In Love With Him…Remember Jesus? He Love you That Much 🙂

Psalm 119:67 …before i was afflicted…i went astray…BUT NOW I OBEY YOUR WORD…pretty clear eh? Make The Turn Around…

7.1.11 Fri
‎…we are all pushing our “love requirements” around in “the seen” world arent we? it seems like we are looking for SomeThing “So Big” that we just havent Found The Right Person to “Fill It” or thats “Big Enough” to Love us The Way that we so Desperately Need to be Loved…Look No Further in “the seen” world…For That UnFailing Love is Only Found In The UnSeen Father God…Through Jesus 🙂

7.1.11 Fri
…Father God…havent i already spent too many days doing all the things “i want to do”? And what but pain did i get from going “out there” without You? Wont You Take me Back? Feels like no one else will because of all the pain that i gave them & all that ive done…Oh but Father You Forgive me! So Completely!!! Oh Jesus…Thank You! Praise You! [Psalm 119:175 …let me Live that i May Praise You]

7.2.11 Sat
…why is the divorce rate for “the Believing Community of Jesus” the same as the unbelieving community? i am willing to bet a 1000 pound fried pickle that in almost every one of these divorces that the couples did in fact sleep with each other prior to marriage (i know i did :|) with our power we start the relationship with a seed of destruction ignorant that it Requires The Father God’s Power to Hold it Together…

Oh…and if you are a couple of unbelievers (both without the Sealing Power of The Holy Spirit i might add) what could possibly hold together 2 very prideful selfish worldy individuals that dont believe in a Higher Power to Hold it together? they are at the mercy of an adversary whose identity is to kill steal & destroy…no wonder “same sex marriage” is being tolerated…it twists God’s Creation…

7.3.11 Sun
…it may seem silly but A Big Step Toward Having a Closer & More Intimate REALationship With The Father God is Admitting that He Knows About Everything that you do….Take a GOOD LONG LOOK in the mirror….Facing your fractures…Feeling your deficiencies…Asking God For Help…Healing…Desiring REAL Change…Did you Know that He is Just Waiting to Hold you Through it All?

Psalm 119:168 “For all my ways Are Known to You”

7.5.11 Tues
…Here I Am…So Wide Open at The Throne….because i am at the mercy of others who at the consolation of themselves are oblivious to what my needs are…And So I Wait On The Father God…to SuperNaturally Fill this deep Requirement of Affection…Attention…Intimacy…And Passionate Love that my humanity has been naturally inundated with since i was born…tough place…But i Know He’s Here 🙂

7.5.11 Tues
…Stay The Path…Wait On The One that Can See The Future…Abba Father Has Already Divinely Coordinated The Way…He’s Already Been There to Prepare It In Advance For you…Dont Look to the left or to the right…Focus your Life Through The Lens of Jesus…Keep In Step & Be Led By The Holy Spirit…Father God is your Rear Guard…Now…Proceed…And Enjoy Being In Him & Through Him…With Him 🙂

7.5.11 Tues
…The Parent Father God is no longer going to Afford Keeping His Remnant Children of Light concealed…For Now is The Time that i as many many many others are Being Revealed…Our Kingdom Alignment Identities & Positioning In & Through Our Beloved Leader Jesus Christ is Upon Arrival…For Thine Is The Kingdom & The Power & The Glory…Forever! Notice Has Been Served 🙂

7.6.11 Wed
…have you noticed when you first wake up many times the weight of the day is already collapsing on you? Welcome to the natural reality of humanity eh? its going to happen as long as we are here so how about Engaging The SuperNatural to Cover Soothe & Lift us up Onto The Mountain Peaks of His Presence Readily Available Through Jesus thats so far above the base of our humanity? Get In His Word Daily!!!

Psalm 143:8 Let The Morning Bring Word of Your UnFailing Love 🙂 Start your day with some of His Daily Bread…Feed yourself His Glory Early Everyday & Just See What Happens…i double dawg dare ya 😉

7.6.11 Wed
…lets talk about “fear”…Fearing The Lord is not the same as an emotional or physical fear…Its A Spiritual Truth Kind of Fear where you Really Begin to Acknowledge Him In EVERYTHING that you do because Nothing is Hidden From God…That you take a Very Deep Look at the big world before you & everything that youll face in your life & Know That you Fear NOT HAVING HIM Walk With you Through it All…

…Because you WILL MOST CERTAINLY REQUIRE HIM…What do you think He is There for? Just to watch you get crushed by your circumstances? I dont think so…God Knows So 😉 You can know too…Just Believe His Word With every ounce of your Portion that He SuperNaturally Gave you all Sealed Up InSide! Proverbs 1:7
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge but fools despise wisdom and discipline…

7.6.11 Wed
…when Jesus Calmed the storm the disciples were “terrified”…when Jesus Cast Out the legions of demons from the man & the people from there who saw this “were afraid” & even asked Him to leave…our humanity isnt comfortable with such Displays of Divine Power because it “doesnt make sense” & so we kill it [Jesus] with our unbelief…

Arent you ready to stop being scared talking about it & Live In It? ill run with ya…Just Say The Word 😉

When will we Allow our spirits to Receive it instead of letting our humanity reject it? When? 1 Cor 4:20

7.7.11 Thurs
…if Jesus Came for the sinners…then what are the righteous (believers) supposed to be doing? We Can Start by Washing Each Others Feet! ive never seen a more divided Royal Holy Priesthood more bent on bringing one another down Instead of Lifting Each Other Up With their Servitude…We MUST Circumcise our hearts with The Fact that Our Leader In Jesus Got Down Beneath us to Make us Great…And Cut!

Psalm 18:35 …You stoop down to make me great…

7.8.11 Fri
…why do we feel that we are able to compromise & give away all the things that were Fully Bought With Jesus’ Blood that we still refer to as “ours”? Like “our lives…”our bodies”…when Everything we have IS HIS & Has Been GIVEN…again…as i found out there is a Monumental Difference in talking about Jesus like you know Him & KNOWING HIM LIKE you talk about Him…Totally Different Paradigm…

We are giant killers…Truth is they are already vanquished…Our Leader in Jesus did it all…He just wants to see if we walk by Faith instead of sight…He wants to see if we have True Vision…that means walking up to the visable giant that has already been conquered & Speak to it…tell it who you are…Oh yeah by The Way…im a son/daughter of the Most High…It Is Already Done…Jump into the ocean over there & Get Out of His Way…hahahaha isnt that Wonderful? What a Mighty God WHo LIVES IN us…So Profound!

7.8.11 Fri
…lets talk about “reasoning”…easy! its the enemy of Faith! lets Face it…Knowing we would reject His Magnificent Love for us…Knowing we would kill Him with our sinful unbelief…He Came Down Here Anyway…fingers of reason cant carry The Gravity & Weight of The Profound Measures of The Father God’s UnFailing Love for us that Jesus Lavished UpOn us…That Can Only Be Carried On Shoulders of Faith…

7.9.11 Sat
…hey…i used to struggle with that “what about me?!?” verbage…all the time…i learned those were poison filled tapes the enemy helped me play through my mind to keep me from The Truth of Jesus…finally figured out if it was all about “me me me” then my wounds would never heal…that being friends with death would be a daily agreement & that pride would be my disgusting lifestyle that i embraced until the end…

Then One Day Dropped & Unveiled The Truth of His Jesus Deep Inside me…oh! Monumental Life Changer…

7.10.11 Sun
…whats Amazing is that The Parent Father God Desires to Live Vicariously Through you…He Cant Impress HimSelf AnyMore that He Already Has…i mean what is anything Held Up Against Him? Nothing. Now…if He Can Get you To Believe that little ol’ you can do it because He Said you Could…With Him…then can you See The Glory In All That Jesus Came For? Its Way More Than Just Being ForGiven for “sins”…

We were ForGiven over 2000 years ago so whats next…cause we are still here right? Its a journey of Identity In Him…ever wonder Just How we can be Co-Heirs With Jesus Christ…God’s Only Son? Chew on that for awhile because we know that we dont “deserve” anything but death & not only are we ForGiven for our sins but somehow we get to sit at The Right Hand of The Father God & be Co-Heirs With His Son? Wow. Whoa! How? Goes Way Past just being ForGiven of sins right? Oh Yeah. Wont you dig deeper & find out Today…It Will Blow you Away 😉

7.11.11 Mon
Hard Lesson: as believers what are we really telling each other when we sleep with the other believer before marriage in the name of love? that we dont mind trampling a Bleeding Jesus underfoot as we lift this other person above Him while He’s on The Cross…that we will unrightfully push The Eternal Owner of the domain of our Hearts into the closet of The Master’s Bedroom for a few physical moments with a guest…

‎1 John 4:16 And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. (Love is a Being…A Character…A Disposition…so doing this before marriage has nothing to do with love…its a lie…i should know…)

Hebrews 10:29 How much more severely do you think a man deserves to be punished who has trampled the Son of God under foot, who has treated as an unholy thing the blood of the covenant that sanctified him, and who has insulted the Spirit of grace? (All i can say is ouch!)

7.11.11 Mon
…arent you tired of fighting “it”? do you even know what “it” is yet or are you going to keep pretending that youll always be able to find someone or something else to blame for your choices? Have you noticed the common denominator in all your circumstances issues & problems is…none other than you? Hello! Wake Up! Come to Jesus Today…Like Right Now…Come Wreck yourself Into SomeThing Beautiful…i Dare ya 😉

7.11.11 Mon
…Father God Asks me to Tell Wisdom that She is my Sister…Also to Call Understanding my Kinsman…To Call Him my “Blood Relative”…Thats Powerful to Peer Into His Reality of me…Jesus Calls me His Brother as well…The Creator of The Universe Calls me His son….All Spiritual “Blood” Relatives…The Blood of Jesus Bought me Into Being A Co-Heir With The One Precious Son of The Universe…Its True…He Said So 🙂

Prov 7:4 Say to Wisdom you are my Sister & Call Understanding your Kinsman…ok…Done 😉

7.12.11 Tues
…Regarding Jesus…His Power Attracts & Compells people from all over to Come to Him to Receive Healing which is an act of Strong Faith & Deep Belief that The Miracle Will Indeed Happen…So why are His Disciples who Witness His Power Daily so aloof about His Possibilities of Feeding 5000 or “afraid” when He Walks On Water?

Most people will come for the surface Healing but to Live In & With It Will Always Press you Deeper to Behold it…

Also…He was Living outside of them Until He Sealed HimSelf Inside of them With The Holy Spirit After Pentecost…Big Difference 😉

7.12.11 Tues
…Self Introspection: if you hardly ever Give Compliments its because your pride has you in “receive mode”…you are so busy looking for approving compliments from others that there can be no time to not only Give any but also any time to see any reasons to do so…Seeing this Requires SomeThing even more difficult…Shifting The Focus of Giving to Others…Instead of yourself…Die self Die!

Acts 20:35 – It is Better to GIVE than to receive…Didnt The Father God Give His Most Precious Possession of Jesus Away to Share The REALationship of His Extravagant Love With…us? Oh Yeah 😉

7.13.11 Wed
…ive been crawling In These Moments…that seem 2 last like years…past the Pierced Feet of Jesus…His Blood…Dripping All Over me…His Tears…Gripping Reality…Then He’s Out of Breath…When He Exhales His Last…4 me…In That Moment…i Feel The Strength 2 Lift my head from the dust…2 gaze through the Torn Purple Veil…UpOn The Father God Receiving me…The Most Beautiful Thing ive Ever Seen…

7.13.11 Wed
[A Passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red] – …When you feel the flesh calling…panging…ripping…twisting…again…and again…and you deny it…you have Answered it With a Greater Measure of Power not your own which Will Eventually Kill it…it has to get a Dead Serious Consistent Answer of This Gravity awhile before it finally dies…SomeThing it hasnt Been Confronted With before…Until Now…

7.14.11 Thurs
…if you are still looking for…your name in lights…Instead of Decorating yourself Head to Toe With His Garland of Grace…if youre still absent from Receiving your Crown of Splendor because…Maybe you dont know what these things are For…or…if you just have no idea of who you Really Are…Then Find out From your Heavenly Father Who Made The Stars…Who Made you With His Own Hands..He Calls you…His Child 🙂

Proverbs 4:9 She[Being Wisdom] will set a garland of grace on your head and present you with a crown of splendor. Imperishable Kingdom Accolades from The Father God are Such Beautiful & Wonderful Gifts…i Greatly Encourage you all to Approach His Throne With Boldness & Receive them all…Today 🙂

For Sure Ask for The More of The Most Precious Accolade In The Entire Universe…More of…Jesus 🙂

7.14.11 Thurs
…i Took Our Parent Father God’s Advice Today & studied the ant to be wise…you know what i learned? About The Body of Jesus Christ Written about in 1 Cor 1:12…that each & every one of us is BeautiFULLY FearFULLY WonderFULLY & Intricately Made 4 a Very Specific Divine Purpose of His Own Making…that as individuals we all form a Most Glorious Powerful Unit That Carries & Drives His Glory Around…Disciples Unite!

Prov 6:6 – “…Go to the ant [thats hilarious isnt it? ummmm ok little guy…how are you Today? lol]…Consider his ways & Be Wise…”

7.15.11 Fri
…Our Parent Father God is All Powerful but Vulnerable…Vulnerable to what Pray Tell? LOVE…Only Vulnerable To HimSelf…Its Evident that God Can Not Contain HimSelf…Did you See Him Pour Out His Jesus All Over us knowing Full Well we would reject Him? That He…Gave Him Away…Allowed Jesus to experience an excruciating death For…us…For Love…Divine Vulnerability Like Love is His Nature of The Super Kind 🙂

7.15.11 Fri
…if you dont think that The Father God will Have His Spirit Lead you Into Divine Situations that Will Define you…Get Real! its all about your choices…”if you are” more of the world…then you will reflect that…”if you are a son/daughter of The Most High” then CHOOSE His Commands Instead of enemy activities…God Knows youre His BUT DO YOU? How do you show it? YOUR ACTIONS…YOUR CHOICES..are yours 😉

Matt 4:1 Then Jesus was Led by The Spirit Into the desert to be tempted by the devil…that loser kept asking The Son of God “if you are The Son of God”…the enemy will always be presenting the same question to you with your choices…Why dont you start not only showing him BUT YOURSELF WHAT YOU ARE MADE OF? “if you are a son/daughter of The Father God” then…Act like it…Do it…Be it…Walk it…Show it…Know it…Believe it…Receive it…Today 🙂

Why dont we live In Victory then? thats a great question! mostly i think its very conceptual to us & we like to talk about it a lot like we know about it but we fail to KNOW & LIVE it like we talk about it…its not about the War…Jesus Already did that…Done! But its the moment to moment battles in our lives that we lose over & over again because we dont see the gravity of all of our choices all measured up together…to us & the way that our humanity works its incremental so that is exhausting isnt it? Living in Victory means making righteous choices through incremental moments…Thats tough in the world we live in cause if youll notice you can do 100 great things & one bad thing & what happens? the bad overshadows the good no matter how what…Kinda messed up eh? welcome to this life & the challenge of why we are here…To Glorify Him each & every moment…lets walk through it together shall we? Blessings!

Its all about crucifying our human nature & living in His Divine Nature as well…our humanity will keep rebelling & keep fighting to survive…to control…to satisfy…but His Divine Nature Sealed Within us (The Spirit) longs to please Him…follow His Commands…His Ways…His Precepts…the self must die…it must decrease & Then He Increases…killing that thing…that pride is one of the the hardest parts of our lives…thats not our identity…thats just a covering for our true identities but its so present & “here”…instantly available…its whats running in the background is what is The Truth…that takes some digging…some pride crucifying…some zeal to see what God is doing instead of what you are doing…

7.16.11 Sat
…Take a Look at Jesus…He Brought Life for death…He Gave that you would Receive…so what are you carrying around circulating to those around you? Joy or sadness? His Strength or the enemy’s poison? Encouragement or depression? Love or hate? Words of Vitality or daggers of death? Remember With God its Always either For or against…no gray area…no luke warm…Get Into & Speak Words of Refreshment!!!

Prov 11:25 He who Refreshes others will himself be Refreshed…

7.16.11 Sat
…remember that satan doesnt understand The Gravity of Jesus…he is still asking in the desert “if you are The Son of God”…he hates God cause he wants what Only God Has…God’s Power…why does the enemy want to steal kill & destroy us? Cause God Gave us what he wanted so badly…The Glory…God Gave us The Imperishable Inheritance of The Kingdom…to those made lower than him…Thank You Jesus!

John 1:5 (KJV) And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

Oh yeah…when that loser of an enemy tries the condemnation & shame card reminding you of your past REMIND him of his FUTURE!!!

7.17.11 Sun
…arent you so tired of being “on the outside Looking In”? then you gotta get up off your knees At Jesus’ Cross [youve been there 1000 times asking for Forgiveness even though you Already Are] & Walk Over to His Tomb…Then Turn your Gaze At The Sky…Uh huh…Oh Yeah…Freedom To Dance…To Get Inebriated In His Joy…To Get Intoxicated With His Power…Crushed In His Glory…Dont That Feel Good?

Ephesians 5:18 (KJV) And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit…Inebriated In His Joy…To Get Intoxicated With His Power…Crushed In His Glory!!!

7.17.11 Sun
[tales from churchianity]: this morning as i entered the sanctuary of worship…it seemed like the air was filled with His Presence…that the ambiance was overflowing with His Glory…it seemed like it was physically thick…that i could barely breathe…it seemed like i could really see The Cloud of Him flowing & moving freely above us…it seemed like i was overwhelmed…then i saw…the fog machine?!?

For all of you who read this…its supposed to crack a smile…Because i know that i am There to bring my Worship to Him & this kind of stuff doesnt affect me but i thought it was too funny not to write 😛

7.18.11 Mon
…whether you believe it or not Every Word you say is either pressed through the enemy’s camp as death/poison over yourself & others OR Is Released As Life Through The Righteous Fountain of The Father God’s Good Fruit Over yourself & others…Also a Good Guage of your REALationship WIth Jesus Can Easily Be Measured by what Comes out of your mouth which is Directed by your heart…

Luke 6:45 The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks.

Prov 10:11 The mouth of The Righteous is a Fountain of Life Prov 10:2 The lips of The Righteous Nourish many…

7.18.11 Mon
…Take Jesus Speaking Truth to the “religious” people…anybody Really…pride blinds us…it makes us form “our own truth” which seems “right” to us even if The King of Kings Rolls up into “our territory” & Not Only Says The Truth…He Is The Truth…since we are so “foolishly right” in our own eyes we show Him our power to kill The Truth…Then He Shows us His Power & Comes Back to Life…The Truth Lives Again 🙂

Prov 12:15 …the way of a fool seems right to him…dont our ways seem right to us? but how are they when they are Measured Up Against Jesus? are we even willing to hang them There & have that deep look into the mirror? that takes guts…courage for sure…its certainly the starting point of a deeper walk with The King of Kings…He Deserves it…Jesus is So Worthy my friends…His Love…for you…for me…its Defintely Worth Dying for…Just Ask Jesus 🙂

7.19.11 Tues
…you Begin “To Know” & “Be Like” what you Invest your Time In…lets Apply this to your REALationship With Jesus & His Father God…you can be Saved all you want & Know that They Walk With you but…Do you Walk With Them? Totally Different Question! you always wonder why others Have More Confidence Joy Passion & Wisdom For The Lord more than you…Its Time…they have Chosen To Spend More Time With Him…

Prov 13:20 He who Walks With The Wise…Grows Wise…

7.19.11 Tues
‎…like the rich young ruler…many of us find our identities & “wealth of ourselves” as defined by what we are in the world…by what we “do” in the world…by all means dont walk away “sad” from your Inheritance of Jesus…He Most Certainly Knows What He is Worth & He’s Trying to get you to “see” that its The Worth of your Unseen Identity In Him that Holds The Real Eternal Value of Joy Today…not sadness…

Mark 10:22 …he went away sad because he had great wealth…arent we all “rich young rulers” of “our own lives”? we would like to think that we are in control of “our lives” & the things that we do & accomplish are ours to put on display…it becomes our identity doesnt it? and many times we chase this until it all fades away into dust in which it came forth in exchange for our Eternal Inheritance that is Available Now…our Kingdom Inheritance of The Father God…Seek the Kingdom First…Then its all added to you…notice its all added AFTER your after the Kingdom First…are we ready to stop pretending to be young rulers & Allow Him To Rule even though He Already Does despite our own thinking?

7.20.11 Wed
…we are supposed to Be Like Jesus Right? That God-Man did a lot of Healing let me tell ya…The Word is Just Full of Him Healing the sick…Loving With Straight Truth to the desperate & Feeding the poor…He Spoke Kingdom Verbage With Every Word He Said…Are you a Harbinger of Healing or death? Every Word either Encourages The Heart or rips apart…Lets Practice Speaking Life Over people In Love & Truth Today 🙂

Prov 12:18 Reckless words pierce like a sword but the tongue of The Wise Brings Healing…and by all means Bring Healing to yourself First! Read The Bible Out Loud Over yourself & usher in His Healing Words which will also certainly Increase your Confidence & Faith In The Lord…you yourself have to be Healed First before God can help your Healing Heal others…He Who is Doing a Mighty Work InSide you is Most Faithful to Complete That Mighty Work to OverFlow Over others on the outside to Increase His Glory…The Greatest Work to be done…starts within you 🙂

7.20.11 Wed
…lets say 4 a moment that im agnostic or an atheist…as an agnostic im telling myself that im “unable 2 know” there is any god but that 6.3 BILION other people claim they know “a god”…im in the 11% minority of the world…theyre all crazy & im unique…as an atheist im in the minority of 2.3% of the world & 97.7% of the world is wrong & im right that life is about nothing…Whew! So Glad i Believe In Jesus 🙂

…i find it much easier to have Faith In Jesus…He Even Came With a Life Instruction Manual…The Very Center of The Gospel is Love Kindness Goodness Giving Saving Salvation Gift of Life Compassion Eternity The Father God Mercy Grace Forgiveness…it takes so much more faith in what they believe in than EveryThing that They Have Already Lavished On Over & Upon us even while we we sinners! What A Beautiful God…i pray that they will Know Him…Today…cause His Divine Unseen Qualities are most Evident merely in nature to each & every one of us & we are without excuse…Rom 1:20…

7.21.11 Thurs
…The River…of God…its Time to do a Splash Dive off The High Dive…dont cha think? How can we continue to sit on the side banks of our “blessed assurance” with just our feet wade high because Its Deep Out There In His Waters? forget swimming even though you contemplate drowning…its all about Being Still…Knowing He’s God…looking up Into His Trusting Eyes as He Carries you In His Will…His Jesus Flow 🙂

Trust like a Child With The Parent Father God…The Way you Learn to Walk on the water that youve been drowing In…

7.21.11 Thurs
Bible Beef Jerky: if we Just Had Jesus would we still need The Bible? Nope. Remember that Jesus IS THE WORD…The Holy Scriptures ARE HIM [small Portion!]They are Living & Active Like Him! In The Beginning Was The Father God & The Word [Jesus]…He is The Author of Life…The Bible is His Lowest Form [if He has one] FOR US to Begin to Know Him…Did you think it could Contain All of Him? Not a chance 😛

Also…every book of The OT has Jesus Concealed in it…just because He hadnt manifested as a physical baby yet doesnt mean He wasnt Here…Remember Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego? As they were supposed to be getting crispy someone looked inside and saw what appeared to be The Son of God!!! [Dan 1-3] Also 1 Cor 10:4 says that The Rock that Gave Forth Water to Moses & The Israelites was Jesus…Chew on that for awhile…Jesus Rules 🙂

7.22.11 Fri
[…another Passage from Jesus: So Deep In The Red] …its In The Incremental Moments of Desperation that i Find You…and In The Twinkling of an Eye…we Lift Up…Into His Sky…oh…the feeling of Being…Intimately…In Him…Ascending Into The Clouds…of Witnesses…Then…We…Are…There…In The Divine Auditorium…Oh Jesus! There He Is!!! Your Father God…my…Father God…In The Audience of…The One…

7.22.11 Fri
…The Word Says we will share In His Sufferings…so can u feel it now? The Portion of The Cross alloted 2 u? Can u feel it overtaking u? Can u Now Feel Jesus…OverTaking it…from u…2 Cover u…All The Way Through…He’s Already Been There & now u have 2…start 2 Feel The Resurrection Coming On…Hold On…let That Power Rush Over u…Let It Blow All The Way Through…Fading the chaff…Making u…New…

7.24.11 Sun
…we attempt 2 solve our circumstances issues & problems laterally aka our own power when The Answer is Going Vertical With God…what does sleeping around with others produce? messy circumstances…what does drinking 2 much or doing drugs produce? serious life issues…what does willful rebellion of what u know is right do? causes heart problems…No person or counselor can Heal that Except God…Go Higher Today 🙂

7.24.11 Sun
…when you Finally Consider God Family youll grow up past that rebellious child that you are right now…

7.25.11 Mon
…notice the Inhalation process…SomeThing Taken Deep Inside…Breathed In…So are u The Fragrance of Jesus to be Inhaled by The Father God? what do you smell like 2 all those around u? Do u Bring The Sweet Smelling Freshness of Life…or do u carry around the stinch of death? Do u even know that u are here 2 share Jesus’ Fragrance or are u still mostly sniffing ur own air saying it smells pretty good?

Prov 27:9 …perfume & incense Bring Joy to the Heart & the Pleasantness of one’s friend Springs from his Earnest counsel…when you are too busy smelling yourself & telling yourself that you smell good thats a sure way to know that you really stink cause everyone else knows that you are full of yourself except you…but we are supposed to bring freshness to others with our lives…with The Fragrance of Jesus…so that we can fellowship & be able to counsel them with His Encouragement where ever it is needed…Lets Go Out & not only Look like Him but Smell like Him…Today…Gee Your God Smells Terrific theyll say 🙂

7.25.11 Mon
…okay…okay…i Will Freely Admit that I Am…a Mover & a Shaker With The King of Kings…i dont have time to get all inundated with all the things that “i was doing” in the past…the ambitions of my humanity blinded me from what Jesus Was Doing All Along…All The Things The Father God Has His Hands In…Now i Desperately Desire to Be Right In The Middle of that…The Very Core of His Power & His Presence 🙂

i.e. i used to want more “stuff” like houses cars & degrees because it made me look good…because it seemed to “define” me…what a lie…what is all that stuff good for when this body returns to dust? nowhere…it will all be forgotten…dont even kid yourself…it will…BUT i figured out that Jesus Gave me The FullNess of The Father God…what is that for i wondered? Kingdom Impact! did you Know The Creator of The Universe aka Our Parent Father God Desires to use us to Make Him Known to others who dont know of His Lavish Goodness yet? Now thats Worth Living For aint it? To Jesus it was worth dying for…Youre Made for SomeThing So Much Greater so GET UP & Go!!!

7.26.11 Tues
…i Witnessed Well Over 100 people Coming to Know Jesus last Sunday through a Poweful Testimony of Jesus in a man of God’s Life…from the people that i saw Saved many of them were people who thought they were “already Saved” but that day they Learned that THOSE THAT BELONG TO JESUS HAVE CRUCIFIED the sinful nature with its passions & desires GAL 5:24 many who werent really Saved are NOW Saved HALLELUJAH!!!

7.26.11 Tues
…brothers & sisters of Jesus Christ..why as His Followers are we bickering & fighting about Scripture in vain efforts to just “be right”? dont you see the enemy in the background gleefully rubbing his hands together because that little thorn of our pride has us “busy” chasing some sort of selfish “prize of knowledge”? man vs man…Get Real & Hold it Up Against Jesus One Time…His Gravity seals lips no?

…The Word is The Truth on Its Very Own…it doesnt need us to support it or try to “prove it right”…Its way more than “just being right” it IS THE VERY TRUTH…So lets just talk about it…discuss it as mature followers…Lets just all agree on ONE THING…JESUS…That is The Core of His Very Truth…everything else falls underneath Him eh?

Remember knowledge puffs up but LOVE BUILDS UP…lets Build Up The Body of Jesus Christ in one another 🙂

…many will say “Lord Lord” but He Will Say Depart from me for i never knew you…you cant “pretend” to be Saved…you can go to “church” all you want & try to look good but until there has been an Authentic Change in your Heart where you are passionate about Following Jesus instead of your willful sin…you really should Make That Decision…For Real…Today…it will be The Most Beautiful Thing youve Ever Done 🙂

7.27.11 Wed
…think long & hard about this…it will wreck your heart…Since The Beginning with Adam & Eve…even The Israelites…His Own Chosen People & all those in between up to us…The Parent Father God has Shown The Most Compassionate Divine Graceful Merciful Passionate Love In Waiting for us TO GIVE ALL THE ATTENTIONS WE GIVE TO THE THINGS WEVE BEEN GIVEN…TO GIVE ALL THOSE ATTENTIONS TO THE GIVER…

The resources COME FROM THE SOURCE…the seen COME FROM THE UNSEEN…He is Jealous for our Attentions…what is comparable to Him?

7.27.11 Wed
…its not about how many Scriptures you can memorize or readily quote…Remember you have SomeThing More Powerful Sealed Inside you than just His Word…you Contain The FullNess of His Presence…The Power of His Holy Spirit…and When Led by Him you can Discern The Scriptures of His Word & Apply Them to your Life TO LIVE OUT LOUD what He Gave you…Like A Wind Blowing Through…to others 🙂

Ephesians 3:19 …and to know this love [that Jesus Gave us] that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God…The FullNess of God?!? Chew on that a Moment!!!

7.28.11 Thurs
…When Our Parent Father God Speaks With mere Words…The Universe is Created…When Our Brother Jesus Steps away From The Throne to Give His Life…the entire history of humanity is Given The Gift of Salvation…Extravagant Displays of Power & Love Right? So if you have Fully Received Jesus & are as God Calls you Child of The Most High what will you be Known for? worldly accolades or Eternal Promenades?

Here’s a Great Question to ask yourself: Is what i am doing saying living showing of value to myself & man or IS IT OF VALUE TO GOD?

7.28.11 Thurs
…i know nobody wants to hear The Truth but ill Release it anyway Knowing Jesus Is Worth it…why do we ask why we get burnt when we play with fire? why do we complain about the consequences & ill rewards of willfully playing with the devil? living in sin is one of those things that is so easy to get in deeper but much more difficult to get out of…if you need help or for someone to just listen Please Message me…

Ecclesiastes 8:8 …so wickedness will not release those who practice it…Remember when you willfully live in sin you are playing with the evil one that made up the game…how do you think youll fare against the one who made up all the rules? its not even fair…why do you think WE NEED THE FATHER GOD?!? WHY DO YOU THINK JESUS HAD TO DIE?!? for a very very very serious reason!!! once you get in the stronghold of sin i know it gets messy…deathy messy…but Our God is Mighty To Save & i should know…He Saved me from the deep depths of some very dark places…thats what a Testimony is…A Miraculous Display of The Power of The Father God Through Jesus Through us…He Reigns!!! Surrender Today 🙂

James 1:15 …Then after desire has conceived it gives birth to sin; and sin when it is full-grown gives birth to death…this is how little lies turn into big lies…big lies turn into cheating…cheating into adultry or stealing…then into wrecked marriages or killing someone…the enemy has an identity to steal kill & destroy…it might seem small and innocent in the beginning but it leads to stealing killing & destroying lives…take a look around at the world…a lot of that going on right? remember a fire is easily started in dry areas with a small match…run away from those dry areas people! Jump In The River Of Life Today!!!

7.28.11 Thurs
…let me Encourage you that Through Jesus’ death He Exposed sin Once & For All & Then He Was Resurrected Back To Live A Powerful Life Again…when you hide your sins inside you are harboring death…they make you dark on the inside with shame & condemnation…pretty soon your life is a wreck because the outside will eventually look like the inside…deeply torn…Confess it…Release it…Live…Again!

Prov 28:13…he who conceals his sins does not prosper but whoever confesses & renounces them finds mercy…sounds like a lot of pain to hold on to & a lot of Healing To Receive once you let go…Find a man/woman of God who Will Listen to your Heart Today 🙂

James 5:16…confess one to another & pray for each other so that you are healed…you know the one thing that we are naturally good at is rebelling against God…ive said it before & ill say it again that if you do what youve always done your gonna get what youve always gotten…why dont invest your choice in The SuperNatural One time…There is Healing There…Today 🙂

7.29.11 Fri
…would you like to Know Where we are Going? its Certainly One of Those Deep Jesus Moments that Turns Into Intimate Eternal Celebrations of our True Identities With The Father…As we Arrive About an Inch From His Face…Within His Hands…Just Like Children…He’s Gazing Deeply Through us…His Babies…Totally Dependent on His Breath…Captured by His Loving Stare Into our Eyes…

Song of Songs 2:6…His left Arm is under my head & His Right Arm Embraces me…this is such a sweet picture of The Father Holding His Child…Captures my heart 🙂

7.29.11 Fri
…tough question that deserves more than a quick answer: do u Trust urself? “of course i do!” ull say right? then why do we lie? do drugs? drink too much? hurt others? curse all the time? watch porn? cheat? gossip? Now applied to someone else other than urself wouldnt it be hard to “Trust” this person even though u do some of these same things? True Trust is Vertical In Jesus…not laterally in urself or others…

Prov 28:26…he who trusts himself is a fool but he who WALKS IN WISDOM is Kept Safe…you learn about Real Trust by Walking With Jesus…Listening to Him Through His Word…listening to the lowly wiles of your carnal self is a recipe for life disaster…arent you already tired of all the hurt & pain you have all stocked up already? me too…try SomeThing Different Today…Meet Jesus at The Intersection of Hope Love & Healing In your Heart…Today 🙂

7.30.11 Sat
…Listen…we are all afflicted…somehow…someway.​..usually 4 many years with the demons of our childhood affecting all the relationships in our lives as we Look 4 The Answer & Seek The Key 2 the chains that bind us in solitude…Then One Day Jesus Arrives…we run 2 Meet Him & His Words Send all our demons in2 the abyss…Now At His Feet we are Clothed In His Righteousness & He Says…Go Testify What Ive Done…

Luke 8:26-39…isnt it time to stop doing what youve always done & getting what youve always gotten? Give In to Jesus One Time…Total Surrender…Your Life Will Never Be The Same Again…Go See Him Today 🙂

7.30.11 Sat
…if Jesus doesnt EnTrust HimSelf 2 men then why are u? is it because u like man’s approval & attention? u just want 2 be liked & loved right? so u listen 2 them & trust them more than u do The Father God then dont u? u do if u dont Spend Quality Time in His Word & Are Able 2 Discern people’s prideful motives of their own selfish ambitions…stop being so low & needy & Gain Confidence In The Lord Alone 🙂

Isa 2:22…stop trusting in man who has but a breath in his nostrils…of what account is he? oh yes of what can anyone say or speak to you that has any Comparable Gravity & Measure to The Father God? Give in to the Truth & Listen to What The Creator of The Universe Says when He calls you His Child…Read His Commands & Thoughts about your Life In His Word…Ready for A New Life? Get you some Jesus…Today 🙂

John 2:24…Jesus would not EnTrust HimSelf to them [man] for He Knew all men [and what was in their hearts]…so lets flip this…Whats In God’s Heart for you? The Deepest Most Extravagant UnFailing Love that you are in search for…stop looking for it in man…oh thats too low!!! Look up My Child…Right at Jesus…and…There…it…is…My Love…For you 🙂

7.31.11 Sun
…want to Know a Deep Secret about how each & every person is Made? everyone is In Search of UnFailing Love…That Special Kind of Love that Makes you Whole…Filled…FULLFilled…Gloriously Soothes All Needs & Requirements of Being Desired & Wanting to Be Wanted…Jesus Made a Bold Statement In Saying It Was Worth Dying For…The UnFailing Love Found Only In The Father God…Say Yes…Today 🙂

Prov 19:22…what a man Desires is UnFailing Love…although we try & find this kind of love in people it can not be found there…not even close…thats why a lot of our relationships are all busted & jacked up because we roll around trying to dump The Gravity of our Heart on those that have been created Instead of Pressing it Onto The Very Holder of it…The Creator…Remember once your Vertical REALationship is Firm & Well Established then all your other relationships can now be sifted through This REALationship which makes everything so much better…Just try it One Time…Just See What Happens 🙂

8.01.11 Mon
…i bet u are wondering how it could Please God to Bruise Jesus…to Allow Him to Go Through All the pain & suffering that Jesus Endured…sin has a serious price…not just urs or my sin…the history & wholeness of it…comes at the cost of a violent death to our flesh…our humanity…a deadly beating in order to Cleanse us…we couldnt come anywhere close to What Was Required…Thank You Father For Your Jesus…

Prov 20:30…blows & wounds Cleanse Away evil & beatings Purge the InMost Being…Thank God the brunt of our deficienceies was endured by Jesus cause we wouldnt have made it folks…we have this Life because of His death…And that Power that Brought Him Back to Life…Is Sealed Within us Giving us Life…His Life Through us…Lets Live it Out Loud…Today 🙂

Isaiah 53:10…Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise Him…The Key is to see What God Gained by Allowing His Beloved Son to be crucified on that cross…many many many more Now Know About The Extravagant Love of The Father…many many many more Have Come Into a REALationship With Him…There is Much Glory In That…All For Him…What A Beautiful God!!!

8.01.11 Mon
…have you ever noticed how the people who are deeply involved in worldy enemy activities seem to have the most influence money & power while the people who bless others “do good” & Live to Serve others comparatively have much less? Reason: remember for this short time the enemy has been Given power so why would he want to reward those that exhibit The Character of God? True Rewards Are Eternal 🙂

Look at Jesus…didnt He get what we deserved & we Got His Reward? Whoa! That should Blow your Holy socks off!!!

Ecc 8:14…Righteous men who get what the wicked deserve & the wicked who get what The Righteous Deserve…at least now you know what is happening while we are here…not to say that we dont get blessings gifts & rewards from The Father God while we are here…that happens all the time doesnt it? find a homeless person & humble yourself today…or just consider those in other countries who walk for miles just to get water each day…we are So Very Blessed…dont ever think that we arent…dont ever take for granted where God has you Right Now…its all according to His Divine Plan…He wants you to be Closer to Him & Trust Him More…whatever you are facing right now is a test of your Faith…to see where youll end up placing it…By All Means…Hold it Up To The One Who Can Deliver you…Who Calls you His Child…Who Loves you Passionately…Do you really think He Would Send Jesus to Come Down here to Get you for no Good Reason? Go To Him…Today 🙂

8.01.11 Mon
…Parents: do you “believe” in spanking? Would you Believe that Jesus Does? How about if The Father God Does? In Fact They do when you dig into Their Holy Scriptures about Raising Children In His Ways…its also Very Evident that all Through His Word that there are physical consequences & corrections for our choices as The Father Disciplines those that He Loves…dont take my word for it…Read it for yourself 🙂

Proverbs 13:24…Whoever spares the rod hates their children but the one who loves their children is careful to discipline them…a spanking sounds “light” compared to “the rod” no?

Proverbs 23:13…Do not withhold discipline from a child; if you punish them with the rod, they will not die…indeed they will not die of they are spanked with whatever it is you will use as “a rod”…i didnt say it…God Did!

Proverbs 29:15…A rod and a reprimand impart wisdom, but a child left undisciplined disgraces its mother…i think we get the message from the Big Guy UpStairs what He Believes…

…what we must do as believers is to not take Scripture out of context of which it is written…if we take them out of context then we can apply them to basically any situation and make what we say seem right…if you look up all the verses i quoted, the context of them is raising children…now lets take a look at the exact verse that you brought up which is Matt 5:39: But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also…ok sooo all the scripture i quoted [and also remember God Said this Scripture just as He Said Matt 5:39] came from the context of what God says about Raising children [His Children actually more than ours!] and the verse that you quoted speaks about resisting an evil person which isnt in the same context as disciplining children & also those who strike you which usually isnt your children when you are discipling them [at least not until they are 18 & bigger than you & are of the entitlement generation lol]. Again if you go back to Matt 5 39-42 the context of those verses is Jesus speaking about “an eye for an eye” as it used to be in the OT but how it is now that He is here & not directed at raising children. Just wanted to clarify that all scripture is TRUE…we cant believe some of it an not the other so it must all fit together somehow…The SomeHow is context…as Iron Sharpens Iron…i have learned more by Getting Into His Word 🙂

8.02.11 Tues
…oh Jesus…my Crimson Love…Abba’s Everything…from Above…Your Desperate Bleeding…For me…has got me in Awe of…You…Got me Captured…got me Needing…Your Passion…Your Measure…For me…Oh Jesus…You Got me Believing In The Father’s Heart…that I Am Treasured…So Deeply…In You…

8.02.11 Tues
…ive learned Discernment also Comes With a Sense of Spiritual “Smell”…Is It The Fragrance of Jesus? or 4 the money? sometimes i Listen 2 “christians” talk about things & can smell the underlying “money” motive a mile away…its either Kingdom Operated or it operates u! There is No Toil In Kingdom Operations even though we try our hardest sometimes 2 “make it happen”…Only Jesus Can Do That…He Already Did 🙂

Matthew 6:33…But seek First His Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well…what we have to REALize is that if we are Believers In Jesus & Receive The True Identity of Being The Father God’s Children then we Will Be Chasing The Kingdom First & Everything else is just added…everything else is just ours…But we have to Get Our Priorities Straight First…We Must Line Up With The Truth With The Way & The Life…Line Up With Jesus & then everything else just falls into place…God Takes Care of His Children…His Word Says they never go without…that we dont even have to worry about it…doesnt say we will have a big house & nice cars although many of us do because we are so Supremely Blessed In His Abundance but wordly wealth Must Be Prioritized behind Spiritual Wealth…Our REAL Inheritance is The Father God…oh i so Know that He Alone is More Than Enough…how about you?

8.03.11 Wed
…the other day i read on a popular believer’s page how God “made homosexuals the way they are”…thats like saying God made murderers the way that they are…God Made Adam & Eve…BeautiFULLY FearFULLY & WonderFULLY…then sin came into their lives & perverted Creation producing the first murderer…as well as homosexuality in its twist of what God Perfectly Created..Read The Word! Teach Only His Truths!!!

As believers in Jesus & The Father God & His Holy Word we CAN NOT teach anything other than The Truths In His Word LEST WE BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MISLEADING OTHERS AWAY FROM THE TRUTH OF HIS WORD…woe to those that teach some worldly concepts/ideas that ARE NOT SUPPORTED IN HIS WORD…God Made homosexuals just like they are…i rebuke those lies…God Doesnt Make Mistakes!!! sin twisted it all & perverted each & every one of us someway somehow…SPEAK TRUTH & ONLY TRUTH…HIS TRUTH…HIS WORD!!!

8.04.11 Thurs
…”Depart from Me…For I Never Knew u” – Jesus…The Truth Is…in the End…no matter how much that we have said “i know Jesus” [because im finding to many it really means “i know about or of Jesus”] that He Can See The Very Core of ur Heart & if He doesnt see HimSelf There…if He doesnt See His Fully Received Blood There Covering up all those deathly sins you never released ur passion for…Then He Never Knew u…

Matthew 7:22-23…Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?’ 23 Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’ …the other day i saw 147 people come to know Jesus & many of them i had seen there as “believers”…they thought that they were Saved but they werent…because that Day they had to really Examine their hearts & they saw that there had never been an Authentic Life Change on their profession of Jesus…its not “just a prayer” folks…its repentance & TURNING from the old ways & Pursuing A New Life With Jesus & The Father…the passions for lustful sins will TURN to PASSION FOR HIM…youll know THIS CHANGE because youll FEEL SO FREE…And he who The Son Sets Free…Is Free Indeed…Receive The Gravity Of His FULLNESS for you…Today 🙂

8.04.11 Thurs
…Adam & Eve getting kicked out of The Garden left us all orphaned…in some way or another we are all trying to hoard resources to take care of & protect ourselves…the amount of resources could indicate the measure of our orphaned spirits…else why do we have billionaires competing for a position on the “the hoarding resources 500” instead of easily healing world hunger with just their resources’ interest?

Jesus…The King of Kings didnt even have a place to lay His Head…an i dont believe that having “things” is wrong but we usually always want more than we currently have which is never enough…which leaves us always trying to get more for ourselves instead of sharing the wealth…Giving to those who are in desperate need…Father God said Giving was more blessed than receiving…We have to Follow His Values & Ways else we become like the world…Lets Pull a Jesus & Live to Serve Others…Today…EveryDay 🙂

Luke 23:34…Jesus Prayed “Forgive them for they know not what they do”…we seriously dont do we? why do we have so much & wont Give to others but if something happens to us where we are in need of some help we expect it from others? our hypocrisy is disheartening!!! Lets Make A Monumental Change Today People!!!

1 Timothy 6:10…For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs…i am absolutely dumbfounded that we have grown to value money over human life these days…God Wreck our Hearts to Give & Share your Goodness with others…

8.04.11 Thurs
…i get a Vivid Picture of Jesus…Riding His White Stallion With a Banner of Love…Lightning Fast…Never tired…Always Alert…Always Together…Always Sharp…Flint Hooved Horse & WhirlWind Chariot…And The Roar…Of The Lion…The Roar of The Ocean…Calling my Heart Towards Him…Then i Hear His Whistle…Like The Wind…Asking…Would you Like to Ride With me…Today?

Isa 5:26…He Whistles for those at the ends of the earth…i am defintely one of these peeps Searching For Him High & Low to the ends of the earth…i dont think anything but death could stop me as my Passion For His Presence Presses me on…Compelling me to Dig Deeper…Go Harder After The Father’s Love…The Father’s Heart…oh yeah…thats Where youll Find me 🙂

8.05.11 Fri
…you might say “Jesus Is Lord!” but what are you saying when you play with the enemy in your “hidden activities”? First of all Nothing is Hidden from The Omniscient Father God & second of all your telling the enemy that he is lord when you willfully agree in the activities you choose to live secretly in your little “hidden world”…Get Real! What do Fathers do? They Discipline those that they Love…Surrender Today!

Ecc 12:13/14…Fear God & Keep His Commandments…[this is]The Whole Duty of man…For God Will Bring Every Deed into Judgement Including EVERY HIDDEN THING…dont kid yourself anymore…i used to do it all the time in the past…play games with the enemy while i professed Jesus…what a slap In The Face of God Knowing what He Gave me In Jesus’ Life & Death to get me out of it no? this side hopping wears on you & makes you feel like you cant get out doesnt it? thats the enemy wanting to keep you in the low places so that you wont discover that in Spiritual Reality God Has Lifted you Up High to be With Him…the enemy doesnt want you Living In The Joy & Power of that Identity in Jesus Christ…if he keeps you in those low places without the Knowledge of God’s Power Within you then you wont have Kingdom Impact on anyone else…Come Alive Again…Today 🙂

8.05.11 Fri
…Did you See Jesus…The King of Kings Give Up His Place at The Right Hand of The Parent Father God to Come Down Here & Serve us that we May Also Sit With Him There & Be Called CoHeirs of His Inheritance? Whoa! That should Blow you Away! Crush your Heart! Should Tell you that The True Identity of Being Rich is in The Character & Disposition of Serving Others…With your Very Life…Stoop & Lift Today 🙂

Ecc 10:6…fools are put in many high places [haha NOT referring to Jesus here]…but The Rich Occupy the low ones…this is speaking about us…getting low to pick others up Higher…its a precept of The Kingdom…First will be last & Last will be first…think about this…if your headed to The Pearly Gates & you are first to cross the threshold what do you see when you look back to see who’s behind you? there are many many many others who cant even walk or run…they may be wounded…Ahhhh yes…they need to be CARRIED…they need your help…they need your Heart to Escourt them through those Pearly Gates Into His Court…you truly wont come in first…it will probably be last but…with your intimate attentions set on others that you carry on your back…The Father God Will say you are Indeed…First 🙂

…I Am Priviledged to Be of Blood Relation to you…Through Jesus…Priceless 🙂

8.06.11 Sat
…i had a Good friend ask me why we arent Living In Jesus’ Victory…mostly because that Victory has been broken down into daily battles where our flesh wages war to live against The Efforts of our spirits to crucify it…Each Moment is an Opportunity of Incremental Glory Which Validates Jesus Life & Death Through The Extravagant Love of The Father for us…because of tangibility many times we just choose less…

…weve done it since The Garden…choosing less than What Has Been Given…Adam & Eve had An Intimate Very Personal REALationship with The Parent Father God…they had everything but they chose the one little thing they didnt have instead of All The Things He Already Gave them…we do it all the time…thats one of the main Operational Spiritual Precepts that is driving this life…What Will you Choose? Choose This Day Whom you Will Serve…starts with little moment by moment choices that start to initiate victory…then those moments turn into hourly choices…weekly…monthly…yearly…when one has a 20+ year stronghold in their lives like i did this is how The Father Led me out of the pit…He was There every moment of The Way but i had to have the desire to start CHOOSING HIM over my sin…i had to start Engaging His Power instead of keep using my own power to keep doing those things & live in it…i Hope This Encourages all of you that There Is Victory…Its Already Done Thanks to Jesus but Will we Choose The Power of it to Blow Through our own lives Today?

8.08.11 Mon
…i remember when i had a big problem with Listening…i was a compulsive talker who hardly ever said “you know something…youre right” to anyone who was trying to help me…i had a serious pride issue…i found out that when you have this extrinsic issue with people its a reflection of your intrinsic relationship with Jesus & His Father God…do you remember the last time you told God that “He was Right” about you?

Also…not that God “needs” to hear you tell Him that “He is Right” about you…but you CERTAINLY DO 🙂

James 1:19…take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen & slow to speak…just like the cliche says why do we have two ears & one mouth? God didnt make mistakes…even that physical characteristic lines up with His Word…our humanity has a twisted hunger of needing & wanting to be right all the time…we got believers fighting over who’s right in regards to scripture & the amazing thing is neither of them is “right”…There is Only One Person who is “right” or what i will call The Truth…Thats Jesus…lets just Listen & Agree on Him & everything else falls in line…

8.09.11 Tues
…Listen…Carefully to This Truth…the majority of the big dark ugly places in my life DISAPPEARED WHEN…i STOPPED WILLFULLY going out on dates with the enemy…WHEN I STOPPED calling for him to come over & play…WHEN I FINALLY CHOSE to STOP walking downstairs & participating in his evil activities…Only When i Chose LIGHT instead of darkness did EVERYTHING Start to Heal the pain of me…Love You Jesus 🙂

2 Samuel 22:29…You are my lamp O LORD; the LORD turns my darkness into light…my Testimony is His Power letting everyone that Hears it [hearing His Words Increases Faith] that He Gives Life for our death…Beauty for our ashes…Our God Can Raise from the dead…that should really pierce your Heart Today…that nothing is beyond Him…in fact its all just setting in His Hands as He Watches His Name Go Forth into all the world that He Would Get All The Glory & That He Would be Known…thats what my TESTimony is about…How His Loving Power Saved me from the pit of hell…Whats yours?

8.09.11 Tues
…Remember as a Believer that you are a Child of The Father God…its okay to Ask Questions…even to Ask for Signs so that He can Guide you Through The Gravity of Jesus in your life…Just be Open to Listen to what He Says cause more than likely it isnt anything close to what “you want to hear” cause its from God…not from you! Did you Know He Personally Desires to Send you as a Sign to others of His Goodness?

Psa 7:11…Ask for a sign…with The Right Heart God does answer us with signs that will help us Find Him in our circumstances when doesnt seem to be an answer…the pharisees wanted a sign to prove Who He was…thats not the right heart…they would have wanted even more signs but Jesus doesnt have to prove anything to anyone…He Knows who He is already…He’s waiting for us to be desperate enough to figure that out…He will give you Signs that will Guide you Right to The Core of His Heart…He Made His Throne Available to you Through Jesus…Boldly Go Ask Him…Today 🙂

Psa 8:18…we are Signs & Symbols from The Lord AlMighty…i dont know about you but i totally Receive This Word of God In The FullNess that Jesus Gave it…the thought of God using you to usher someone else into the Knowledge & Kingdom should Blow you away…it should inspire & motivate you deeply that The Father God Desires to use you to Impact His Kingdom…Commission you even…Ready? Lets Mount Up & Work Divinely Together…Today!!!

8.10.11 Wed
…Reality Check: we always talk about “God is Love” but He is Also Very Just…doesnt there have to be an Extremely Good Reason for Him to Allow Jesus to be killed by a bunch of wicked people [us]? A Monumental Price Must Be Paid to Reconcile the casm that existed between our evil & His Goodness…Dont think for a moment He doesnt act against your willfull sin…He didnt even spare His Own Son…Repent & Turn to Him 🙂

Psa 13:11…I Will punish the world for its evil…the wicked for its sins…I Will put an end to the arrogance of the haughty & will humble the pride of the ruthless…if its one thing that i do know its when my ways went against Father God it was a tough life…seemed like i was always up against the wall…and i was…i was against God in my ways instead of For Him…when i truly repented of my ways & turned toward Him my life started to get brighter…my life was healed by His Love Mercy & Grace…there are deep consequences for living in sin so ive learned that Living In Obedience Through His Love produces His Goodness In my life…i greatly encourage you to make the turn around toward Him…Today 🙂

8.10.11 Wed
…i want to Really Encourage each of you to Boldly Seek The Truth of Jesus In your Life…Get your Bible OUT On a Daily Basis & Listen to what The Father God has to Say…Yes it will be offensive to your “lifestyle” & your mind but Please Allow it to Pierce your Heart as He Leads you to Repentance & Into a Closer & More Intimate REALationship With Him…Sure Sounds Better than what you currently have doesnt it? Try it Today 🙂

Hosea 4:6…my people are destroyed from lack of knowledge…i know many of you may be in the same position i was in long ago when i didnt read God’s Word much but i went to church a whole lot…not even comparable ive learned from Him…The Seal of The Holy Spirit inside of you will begin to teach you what The Annointed Scriptures mean in your own life…His Word is Living & Active & there are deep profound lessons that are applicable to any situation you will ever encounter…Dont you need Father God to help you through it all? i know i did…still do…always will…He Knows it all…Has Already seen my future…i know that He is Always Walking with me but the REAL question is am i walking With Him? Big Difference…Get There…Today 🙂

8.11.11 Thurs
…you want to know One of the Main Precepts of this Life? Coming to terms with our failing love…that we have been brought up by imperfect parents who Compared to The Father God gave us much less…our wounds only get deeper & wider as we carry it around wounding others in the journey to find All The Answers to ourselves which is Only Found In Jesus HimSelf…Return Back to your Father God & His UnFailing Love…Today 🙂

Proverbs 19:22…What a man desires is unfailing love…Proverbs 20:6…Many a man claims to have unfailing love but a faithful man ho can find? These two verses reveal what’s at our Very Core that each & every one of us is in Search For…UnFailing Love…and man doesnt have it…Only God Does…so i encourage you to stop pressing that deep need of being Loved The Way you need to be Loved onto others…thats just gonna fail & get you into relationships that begin with your desires pressing you to do things that get outside of what God has Directed you to do [like sleeping with people outside of marriage for the sake of “love” which is a lie of the enemy]…Turn that Deep Desire toward Him First…Fall In Love With Him Just For Who He Is & All that He Has Done for you In Jesus & THEN when you Have This UnFailing Love Through Him your other REALationships Will Begin to Materialize cause your Heart Is In The Right Place…In Him 🙂

8.11.11 Thurs
…Remember what ur TESTimony is…Its The TEST of Faith of Jesus In ur Life…He Wants 2 Know if u Know that The Father God is Always Bigger Than ur circumstances…He Wants 2 See if u Believe in what u see or Have Faith In The Unseen God…thats The Very Definition of REAL Faith…Believing In The UnSeen…When u Share ur TESTimony u REALease The Very Power of God’s Sufficiency over ur deficiencies…

Revelation 19:10..For the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy…for those of you who might not know what this means is that when you REALease your TESTimony it encourages people…it breathes life into their circumstances…it covers their life issues with The Very Hope of Jesus Christ’s Healing Power…dont let the enemy tell you that youll feel ashamed to confess your failures cause he is really scared youll then tell them about How God Miraculously Saved & Healed you of the person that you used to be…How He Made you New & Calls you His Precious Child…REALease That…Today 🙂

8.12.11 Fri
…Oh Father…God…Youve Allowed me to Feel Your Tears…Like A Loving…Roaring Flood…OverTaking my desperate years…Then Pouring Out of Jesus…His Blood…What a Precious…Passionate Ransom…You Gave…For me…Oh…How could i even be worth such to Thee? Oh…why do You Love me so? Will the Depths of that Measure i Ever Know? im so Captured In Your Breadth…Your Width…Your Depths of Love…For me…

8.12.11 Fri
…i Pray that Jesus Gets Ahold of each & every one of you…Only i Know that He Already Has…its not Him In Question as He Died to Lavish The Father God’s UnFailing Love All Over you…but that you…YES YOU Will Allow Their Love to Penetrate your Heart & Rescue your Core of desperation to Find “That Special SomeOne” Who Deeply Desires you & Wants to Abundantly FullFill All that you Require…Today 🙂

…if you seem to have messy external relationships with people this is a Direct Indication of a messy internal relationship With God…draw closer to Him so that He Will Draw Closer to you…He Says that He Will…i certainly Believe Him…if He did it for the messed up person that i used to be He will do it for anyone…do you know why He Asks you to first draw near to Him & Then He Will Draw Near to you? He wants you to want to…He doesnt want to force you to do it which is a Deep Characteristic of Love…that you just simply Desire to do so regardless of what the other person does or says…Also God is Already More Than Close…if you are a believer in Jesus He Is Sealed Inside of you which is soooo beyond “close or near” every thought of being…When He Gave Jesus He Already Came to you…Through you…Over you & Back Around…so taking one step closer to Him certainly isnt much to ask now is it? Go See Him Personally…Today 🙂

8.12.11 Fri
…BreakThrough: a pivotal Intersecting Cross which occurs In The Twinkling of an Eye when…we allow the iron willed wall surrounding our Heart…to be a Looking Glass which we Peer Into With a Moment of Humility & See…The Most Beautiful Light we Have Ever Seen…And it Captures our Gaze…And so we Reach our hand Deeply Inside to Touch The Healing of It…And Suddenly we REALize Jesus has Pierced & Shattered us ForEver…

…Short Version: youve Come to the The Foot of The Cross to ask for The Forgiveness that Jesus Already Gave you for the Last Time because This Time youre Going To Climb Up There On it to Crucify & Kill the very thing youve asked Forgiveness for the last 1000 times…

8.13.11 Sat
…let me Be Direct: people are going to get twisted off when you Start Rollin’ Around In Power With Jesus…their pride puffs up & theyll call your UnWaivering Confidence in The Sovereign Father God “arrogance”…they just dont like seeing someone else have In Abundance what they themselves DONT CHOOSE TO HAVE…like its your fault that you are desperate enough to lay it all down To Ride With The King…

…i am guilty as charged 🙂

8.13.11 Sat
…if you arent IN GOD’s WORD ON A DAILY BASIS then you are telling Your Father you dont have time to Listen to Him…right now your life is representative of talking over Him…you are speaking louder than Jesus in your life…and i bet you wonder whats with all the messy circumstances & issues in “your life” dont you? well when you believe its “your life” & you leave God out of it…there are major spiritual issues…

…Remember you Only Have Life Because The Father God GAVE it to you…you dont have anything that is “yours”…Then Jesus even bought it back with His Blood when we gave it all away to the enemy in The Garden…lets get it Straight people…We Are Only Here To Glorify Him & if we arent doing that this life will seem empty & filled with turmoil because we are going against the grain of how we are Made…its totally within your Power to Choose The Beautiful…why dont you do it & change your entire life around…Today? 🙂

8.15.11 Mon
…not quite sure just Who u Really are? Have Questions about why u do some of the things that u do? Many of Those Answers are Only In Finding Out Who The Father God Is…Understanding The Reasons For Jesus HimSelf Start to Reveal Who u Are…The Spiritual REALity is that ur True Identity is IN JESUS CHRIST…So if u havent Spent much Time With Him In His Word i Encourage u To Find Out All About u There!!!

8.15.11 Mon
‎…i used to use the excuse that i “didnt understand” The Bible [God’s Word] to validate my pride in not Reading it even though God Clearly Says to Listen to His Words…Thats Why Jesus Sent His Holy Spirit to Seal Believers With His Power to Reveal to those that are Hungry Enough to Open His Word The Revelation of what it Means in your life…He Said lean not on your own understanding so that excuse isnt going to work With Him 🙂

Proverbs 3:5/6 …Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight…See you gotta Acknowledge Who He is First & have that Gravity in your heart before you will do what He Says…you have to Acknowledge that He is Your Father…Then Love Him Like Your Father…Then youll readily Obey & Do What He Says…He Says Listen to Him…Open The Bible & Read it Out Loud because Faith In Him Comes from Hearing His Word…The Holy Spirit will Tell you what His Holy Scriptures mean in your circumstances…He Will Be Able to Download His Wisdom Into you & Guide you through Everything you are ever going to go through…Get past your own carnal will & into The Most High’s Will for a Really Good Future…Today 🙂

8.15.11 Mon
…Just Get Used to Father God Being “Right” People…Who do you think Made All This Up? He Tells us that the earth will dry up & wither & that the inhabitants will be burned up where few are left [the end times that we are in]…He Tells us its because we have defiled it & disobeyed His Laws…He’s Right ya know…but He Also Tells us that to Endure the heat we Require Jesus As Our Shade…He Is Our Only Hope…

Isa 24:3-6
3 The earth will be completely laid waste
and totally plundered.
The LORD has spoken this word.
4 The earth dries up and withers,
the world languishes and withers,
the heavens languish with the earth.
5 The earth is defiled by its people;
they have disobeyed the laws,
violated the statutes
and broken the everlasting covenant.
6 Therefore a curse consumes the earth;
its people must bear their guilt.
Therefore earth’s inhabitants are burned up,
and very few are left.
Isa 25:4
4 You have been a refuge for the poor,
a refuge for the needy in their distress,
a shelter from the storm
and a shade from the heat.

We have to understand that God has already seen the future & we destroy ourselves…in Matthew it talks about Him cutting time short for the sake of the Elect because we just wreck ourselves into the deep end & drown…messy picture huh? There are many GREAT Reasons that Jesus Came & Offered Salvation to be Saved from ourselves…im soooo Glad i am one of His Children…Make Sure you Are a Believer In Jesus Today…i promise its either Joy in An Eternal Heaven as Home With God or an eternal suffering in hell without Him…Get it Straight Today…There may not be a tomorrow…

…i saw you droppin’ J Bombs all over your page…dont you know what kind of Impact Power your messin’ with when you Release The Name of Jesus?!? 🙂

08.16.11 Tues
…u know if u focus ur attentions on UR PHONE rather than Jesus…that you have an idol right? could be ur iPad computer FaceBook TV job what u read…whatever…Go Ahead & track it one time & Humble yourself & see if they are even comparable…ur sorrows increase because having idols before God is a Serious Offense as you give more time to the god of this world than the Creator…Wake Up!!!

Psa 16:4…the sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods…i know ill probably loose some “friends” over this message but i didnt say it…God did…just know i used to have a bunch of idols too…i just couldnt keep them in front of Him anymore…i just couldnt have them more important than Him anymore…just want to share with each of you that we should have our Attentions on The Creator more than the things that He creates Amen?

The 3rd & 4th Commandments in Exodus 20 explain it well…there isnt anything wrong with all these things that i named or anything else that may become an idol but be rest assured that if you dont even spend time in God’s Word on a daily basis or even a weekly basis but youll invest time in all these other things then you have put them before God & they are idols…Just Spend Time with Him…More time than you dedicate to these other things & get your priorities straight…Know Who Gave you all these things…Know The One Who Has Blesssed you with these Blessings…i would deeply encourage you to do so backed up by the Strong Advice of The Father God HimSelf 🙂

8.16.11 Tues
…maybe the reason many of us dont Read The Word of God much is because Jesus Wrecks our theology…He Challenges our comfortable life with His Pressing Truths…so here’s The Question He’s Asking: ur family…ur loved ones…are u invested in them more than Jesus? do u talk about them more than Jesus? How about “ur life”…does it look more like u or The Very Author of it…Jesus? Hear The Truth?

Shouldnt we Know & Love The Creator So Much More than the things that He Created?

Luke 14:26…If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple…TOUGH TEACHING HUH? as i stated i believe He is simply trying to get us to see that without Him…there is no family…there is no love for others…it all Came Through Him…so how could we just leave Him behind…them…or anything else for that matter now knowing this Gravity of Him? Lets Refocus & Prioritize Him In this life He Gave us…Today 🙂

8.17.11 Wed
…time is the very precious commodity to most of us…cause it can not be purchased…so where we invest our time is where our hearts are…doesnt leave a whole lot of room for Jesus does it? we are very ignorant of His REALities because of the sheer tangibility of this world…wonder what our lives look like when we give the investment we give the world…to Jesus…and visa versa? Revelationary Change i believe 🙂

Matthew 6:33…But seek first the Kingdom of God & His Righteousness and all these things will be added to you…do we Truly Understand what this is saying? Be after The Kingdom First & then everything else is just added to you…listen people we dont have love jobs cars children homes money or anything if it hasnt been given to us by The Giver…i wonder what the world would be like if we just put the amount of time we spend jacking around & playing with cell phones into Getting Into God’s Word More? Monumental Difference for sure…There is Power In His Word…His Voice is In There…His Direction…unlike a cell phone…His Holy Word is The Real Call 🙂

8.17.11 Wed
…lets Talk about Some Real Jesus stuff Here folks…if you dont have The Patience & Obedience to Wait on The Lord to Follow His Commandments…if you dont Have The Desire to Passionately Pursue His Precepts instead of ur own worldly ambitions which cause u to hurt people & look like the enemies camp against God…u had Better Get Right Today…God is Love but He Just Dont Play with Pretenders [i used to be one]…

Luke:46…The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the unbelievers…i think ill let God do the talking Today…all i can say is OUCH!!!

8.18.12 Thurs
…its certainly not the intention that someone should live an entire life captivated by sin…literally “hanging on” to the desperate & empty result of death that ensues this kind of life…like the thief crucified next to Jesus…what i Find Absolutely Amazing is that he got into Paradise…not because of his sinful life nor his righteous life…he got There because of The UnFailing Love of The Father God that Held Onto him via Jesus in that Last Moment…

Luke 23:42-44…Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” Jesus answered him, “I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.” …this touched me Today because God showed me that He is The Only One that can see The Future & He Saw the thief come into The Knowledge of Who Jesus was in the last moment of his life & So He Waitied for that man his whole life to Save him in that last second…thats Beautiful folks…im speechless…Blessings Today 🙂

8.18.12 Thurs
…ill Speak from The Testimony Power of Jesus In me…when u fail miserably & when u suffer a catastrophic train wreck in ur life…believe me…everyone loses faith in u…at least the person that u used to be…but Be Rest Assured The Parent Father God DOES NOT Lose Faith In u…its His Way of Refining His child…Disciplining him & Imparting True Confidence & Identity Held In Him & Him Alone…not circumstances or people…

8.19.11 Fri
…i Hope all of you Begin to See That Being A Living Epistle of His Glory is The Only Thing Worth staying here on this calloused dying & wounded world…Its The Bright Light of Jesus Shining Through us that will Draw all others in their desperate situations Unto Him so that they can also Inherit not only The Kingdom but that The Father God of The Universe is at The Heart of That Inheritance…Priceless 🙂

8.20.11 Sat
…Father God Doesnt Desire us 2 “just try & know Scripture” just for the sake of memorization or for a trigger recall of where it is In The Book…Even Jesus Just Said “It Is Written” because HE WAS IT…He Lived It…He Desires u 2 Apply Consume Digest Inhale Injest Inubriate Intoxicate Proliferate & Saturate ur Life So Deeply In It that u ARE IT…That u are Living & Active In It…Remember Jesus Occupies & Seals HimSelf In The Core of ur Heart…Living Him Goes Way Past The Reading of Him…

…The Scripture is Truly The Annointed Word [Jesus HimSelf] but what Kind of Gravity & Measure Can Be Behind Such Divine Kingdom Verbage? The King HimSelf! Dig In Deeper & Have A More Intimate REALationship With The Father God…Today 🙂

8.20.11 Sat
…youll have to Stop Listening to the enemy & your pride to Receive This Truth of Jesus…When you are FREELY ABLE to Confess & Present ALL of your failures & imperfections…youll DISPLAY & RELEASE THE PERFECT UNFAILING HEALING & RESTORATION POWER OF THE PARENT FATHER GOD THROUGH JESUS In your life…the old self is a reference point for all those who knew you before Jesus Blew Through you…Total Transformation…only the enemy would want you to hide it…

Are you scared of exposing your deficiencies? Because youll feel condemnation or shame? There is No Condemnation or Shame In Jesus Christ! that is the enemy telling you a lie…he doesnt want you to share The Transformation Power of Jesus In your life because he knows It Speaks Hope & Life Over people & their circumstances & situations which draws all men unto Jesus instead of into the pit of hell with that loser…Testify Jesus In your life & Usher In Hope & Salvation in the lives of all those around you…Today 🙂

8.21.11 Sun
…ever asked this Question: “What is The Will of God?” or “how do i Know if i am In The Will of God?” This Question is Answered With The Gravity & Measure of Jesus In your life…maybe you have Arrived at this question because you Truly dont know but thats okay Because you are Supposed to Be In A Deep Intimate REALationship With The One that Does Know…Daily Pursuit of Him IN HIS WORD & Sharing Him With others in your circumference = His Divine Will Through you 🙂

…your current activities & choices may not agree with The Perfect Will of God but it does not change The Course of Gods Divine Will Whatsoever…Remember that Every knee Will Bow & Every Tongue Will Confess that Jesus is Lord? Yep…Nothing changes that…Not one thing can change that…but it sure can come Into Alignment With It Right? Why dont you Line Up The Life that God Gave you With Him…Today 🙂

8.21.11 Sun
…how many of u “went to church” Today? The Real Question is This: Did u Know that WE ARE THE CHURCH…its just a building until WE GET THERE…Did u Know THAT THE CHURCH IS A PEOPLE…not a place or a building? “church” came from the Original Greek Word EKKLESIA which is An Assembly of Citizens Who are Called OUT…”church” means GO FORTH…this is ur Identity in Jesus Christ…u Being The Church Carry The Power Around With u…did u Know that? GOOD! Share Jesus OUTSIDE the buiding 🙂

…did you Know that building we go to is supposed to be The Command Post of Discipleship…for you to Hear The Word of God which Increases your Faith to Take what youve Heard & Learned OUT INTO THE LOST WORLD…did you Know that? Did you know that as a Believer in Jesus Christ that you are a minister of The Gospel & A Priest in His Holy Preisthood? God Said it so you should Believe it…its your Real Identity in Jesus Christ…did you think Salvation was the end? No Way!!! Its Just The Beginning!!! We Must Share The Goodness of Everything that Jesus Came For & The Great Love of The Father God…All Thats Done…THROUGH US!!! We are His Representatives…Are you scared? you shouldnt be! The Creator of The Universe is Our Father…He doesnt Commission us as His Remnant Children to do anything Without Him…He Has All The Power…He Gave us His Kingdom to Rule & Reign With Him…Are you Ready? God is…He’s Been Waiting…Ariive Into your True Identity In Jesus Christ…Today 🙂

8.22.11 Mon
…what i am finding in the modern church’s teachings about Jesus & The Father God’s Word is still very “lactose” being focused more on man’s concepts & ideas…i know we do these things because we seem to be ambitious & maybe bored with what The Word is Saying but thats how religions get started…Revelation From His Holy Words Comes Through Deep Intimacy With God & True Identity in Jesus…both of these Kingdom Precepts scare us into teaching within our own confines…No Mas!!!

…The Holy Scriptures are Annointed With The Father God’s Own Voice Through Jesus…man’s concepts & ideas dont even come close…Just Read Them out Loud & Faith Will Be Increased…thats enough Right? 😛

8.22.11 Mon
…i just want to Encourage all of you out there who might be stuggling in your Faith Today because of your desperate circumstances…Jesus Also Experienced anguish…He Cried…Deeply…He Asked that His Cup Pass 3 times cause He felt what you are feeling…Yet He Defaulted to The Glory of His Father God In it…Just Know that when you are at the end of your rope…LOOK UP & See those ropes are Merely The Threads in The Hem of His Robe as you are Woven Into The Fabric of His Glory…

Luke 22:44…And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground…Jesus Became Intimate With Everything that you are going through…That you Will Ever Go Through…thats Exactly Why We Need & Require Him…As The Intercessor of our Prayers to Pierce The Heart of The Parent Father God in our Desperate Pursuit of Him Daily…Turn it all over to Him…Today 🙂

Truly if your love for The Father God is still the measure of your own love then you will also satisfy that with a lesser love in chosing to sleep with others before marriage…BUT if you have Spent Intimate Time with The Father & Gained a Greater Measure of Him & His Love…Now you operate in a Higher Love Which is His that He Gave to you during the time spent with Him & youll Choose a Greater Measure of Love which Aligns with your New Measure In Him…which means Waiting On The Lord & Obeying His Precepts of His Covenant in Marriage…

8.22.11 Mon
…Jesus Was A Very Young Age of 33 When He Flew…Thats Right! He Flew All Up Outta here…Drop me Some Deep Profound Spiritual Biblical Answers as to Why you Believe He Didnt Stay One Second Longer on this rock…Ready? Go!!! [Yeah yeah i got some Hot Fresh Jehovah for ya’ll too so Encourage me peeps!]

…ill list 1 of 3 reasons sifted through scripture why i believe Jesus didnt stay any longer…Here’s #1: There isnt one thing that God CAN NOT do HimSelf…So He Seems to get His Holy Thrills on seeing if He can get us to Believe that With Him All Things are Possible for us…Like flying! i.e. Phillip…So thats one of the reasons i believe that Jesus didnt stay any longer because They Love to See us have The Belief & Faith in Them so that Their Power Flows Through us…There is More Glory in us taking over the world than for God to do it Personally…its not even a challenge for Him to do it…but for Him Through us…hahaha Who Made This Up Again? Yeah He Did…love figuring Him out with OUR MIND OF JESUS CHRIST…dont you?

8.23.11 Tues
…telling someone The Truth In Love is not a judgement folks! [i.e. stop lying stop gossiping stop fornicating (with knowledge of the action)] a judgement by definition is “an opinion”…if ur brother or sister in Jesus Christ has a very apparent & blantant sin then take them aside & rebuke that sin in their lives…but also be open & willing to Receive such rebuke as we all fall short of The Glory of God yet Can Build each other Up to be a Much Stronger Unit as The Body of Jesus Christ…

Luke 17:3…If your brother sins, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him…we are here to serve others…Did you See Jesus wash The Disciples feet & Tell them that He was Here to Serve them & us?!? Wow! That Blows me away…Jesus is Our Leader…He Shows us The Way…to lift brothers & sisters Up to Where He is…to bring others Up to Where we Are In Him…our individual intimate walks with The Lord are expounded in all believers Receiving their corporate Identity as The Body of Jesus Christ…we are all in this together & we must become One as They Are One…One Day Soon Jesus’ Prayer Will Come to Pass…Lets Get There…Lets Build & Lift each other There…Today 🙂

8.23.11 Tues
…Lets Go Deep In Jesus Today…to Get His Attention u First Have to Acknowledge ur Need For Him…many are blind to even This Requirement…u have to Humble yourself in ur afflictions & Then Call Out to Jesus…maybe its not Loud Enough or isnt With ur Whole Heart…WHEN IT IS Then Jesus Rolls Up on u & Says “What do u Want Me To Do For u?” Thats Some of The Most Beautiful Verbage ive ever Heard…i asked for Deep Emotional Healing when He Said it & He Delivered! How about u…Today?

Luke 18:41…“What do you want me to do for you?” – Jesus…What Kind of God asks questions like this of His People? An Extravagant Loving God i tell ya…Blows me Away! Shows His Wonderful Mercies which are New Everyday!!! He asks this same question everyday because you are His Child & He Loves you Deeply…Jesus Meant Business when He Came down here to Get you to Bring you Back to The Fathers Heart…you gotta Know that…you gotta Believe that with every fiber of your being…Call Out Loud to Him & Ask Him to Heal you…To Take Hold of your Life…Today 🙂

8.24.11 Wed
…you can claim to “know” Jesus all you want & honor Him with your lips but is your passion to serve others Seen In The Life He Gave you? Thats The Real Question! What Occupies your Heart? i want to Deeply Encourage you that you werent Made to Harness The Living Power of Jesus’ Living Spirit Sealed Inside of you…Its Goodness is supposed to Blow Through you & Be Released Through your Life…To Get All Over People & OverTake all the others Around you…Pour it On & OUT…Today!!!

Isaiah 29:13…The Lord says: “These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me…so true of the body in general Today…we can talk about Him like we know Him BUT WE DONT KNOW HIM LIKE WE TALK ABOUT HIM…The Kingdom isnt about talking in your life…Its About Power In your Life…that takes a REALationship folks…Getting to Know Him Requires Time in His Word Listening to His Voice…Stop spending time on created things for once & Give That Time to The Creator…it will change your life big time!!!

8.24.11 Wed
…Truth Hurts: With Jesus as Our Big Brother & The Parent Father as Our God…u would think that as Their Children & as Much as They Have Done for us that we could at least Listen Intently…i mean Who do u know that would die an excruciating death so that u could Be Set Free from the dark evil prison of physical & eternal hell? i dont think any of us could name one person who could have endured such a punishment & Put Forth The Ransom…Only Jesus…Lets Love & Obey…Today 🙂

…Isa 30:9-11…

9 These are rebellious people, deceitful children,
children unwilling to listen to the LORD’s instruction.
10 They say to the seers,
“See no more visions!”
and to the prophets,
“Give us no more visions of what is right!
Tell us pleasant things,
prophesy illusions.
11 Leave this way,
get off this path,
and stop confronting us
with the Holy One of Israel!”
.
..i dont know about you guys but if we would just kill our rebellious flesh we might get Along Better With Our Maker…it is His Life ya know…

8.25.11 Thurs
…Believers…all you have to do is Take a Hard Look at Jesus’ Life & Ask yourself whether that was easy or comfortable…No not at all! if it wasnt either of those for The King of Kings it wont be for His True Disciples either because we Walk His Heavy FootSteps Against the grain of this world…There is nothing to fear as He Has Sent The Counselor to Teach Us & as His Sheep we Hear His Voice as we Walk in His Sovereign Power & Love in Obedience…We were Made for This 🙂

Isaiah 30:20-9-21…
20 Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. 21 Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.”…many times we feel that God “isnt around” or that He is absent for some reason & while i dont believe that is true i do believe He does step back & watch just as a Father does With His Children…to see if they will do as He has instructed…to watch them learn His Ways that Can Be Clearly Heard from The Voice of His Word…He presents challenges in The Life that He Gave you to see if youll Trust Him…He Deeply Desires to Have a REALationship With you & Get So Much Closer BUT HE WANTS YOU TO WANT THAT TOO…He wont Make you…that isnt Love…But He Will Wait on you…Come Into The Most Beautiful Love of your Life Right Now…its Like an Ocean just Ready for you to Dive Into…Dont Make The Father Wait one more moment…Let Him Pick you Up In His Arms & Look Into your Eyes & Tell you How Much He Loves you With His UnFailing Love Through Jesus…Today 🙂

8.25.11 Thurs
…Jesus Said 1 of our Main Goals is 2 “lose our life…so that we may Find it [His]”…uve been around this life 4 quite some time now havent u? u “know” a little bit about it right? all about the hurts the pains the scars the wounds…all those things that make life tough…Why dont we just do what Jesus Said & lose all that? Its Possible ya know…In & With Him…2 Trade In all ur sorrows 4 His Joy…In God’s Goodness…let go of what u have…lose it all & Gain Everything In Him…Today 🙂

8.26.11 Fri
…I Am Sooooooo Waiting for The Day…When The Time Believers In Jesus Finally “Get It”…They See that The Power of The Congregation of His People is actually being “sealed up” & concealed in that building we call “church” [yet we The People are The Church]…They Will Finally REALize that The Real Power is Revealed in Taking The Measure of THe Whole Congregation TOGETHER…OUTSIDE the building IN UNITY…When the lost world SEES THIS…The Real Power of Jesus Will Be RELEASED Through us…

Read Ez 34…Read The Parable of The Lost Sheep…it is VERY EVIDENT that God Leaves the group [i.e the ones that already “know” Him sitting back in the “church” building] to GO OUT & BRING BACK the ONE…We Gotta Take Hold of this People…Are you With me…Today?

8.27.11 Sat
…Listen…Jesus is Offensive to comfortable people…Was The Cross comfortable?!? He is Always Going to Challenge us to Look Like Him MORE…Be Like Him MORE…To Receive Your True Identity IN HIM & His Righteousness & less with our desperate humanity & lowly wiles of the flesh…The Truth aka Jesus Offends us because of His Rightness & if everything has been pretty cozy in “ur world” for awhile then get Up off complacency’s couch & see what’s Going on In God’s World…Its Always Advancing 🙂

…i would go so far as to say that WE ARE DEAD…Like Col 3:3 says…That it is ONLY JESUS LIVING IN us & Through us…That we are continuing His Life…but thats a Deeper Teaching all together…Lets Go Deeper & Find out Who We Really Are In Him…Today 🙂

8.28.11 Sun
…People tend to displace God’s Spiritual Promotion & Pruning Process…
…To them Promotion looks like phenomenal success & Pruning as utter failure…
…The Power Path of Jesus Reveals The Revelation that some like myself are Living…
…Jesus has a Meteoric Rise In His Personal Ministry…The One Blew Through the many…
…Then a world class wreck into what was thought to be a legendary failure on The Cross…
…Then Another Meteoric Rise Through The Resurrection Exponentially Eclipsing the prior mark…
…Pruning appears as failure in the lateral valley to man…But this is Merely a Spiritual Catapult…
…A Required Predecessor of Vertical Promotion Authored by None other Than The Father God…
…The Father God Through Jesus has an Intentional Reason for your adversities…
…Imminent Arrival Into The Higher Territories of Intimacy…Identity…And Impact In Him…

8.29.11 Mon
…after Enduring The Cross Specifically for u while u were hidden in ur dark desperate sinful self from The Father God…Jesus Isnt About to be anything BUT 1ST PLACE In The Life He Gave u that u still currently refer to as “ur life” where u still make choices based within the dead person u Told God u left behind in death when u Received Jesus as ur Personal Savior…u being dead…Only Jesus In u Remains…

…Col 3:3…”you died”…take note of these words because they are The Very Truth…there is no “you” any longer…there is Only Christ…when you begin to Receive your Identity in Him then you start to see that “you” are an extention of His Life that you are living…you cant give yourself Life…Only The Father God can do that…Its All His…Now Start to Live it as though it Were His…Because It Is His…Through you…Today 🙂

…lets Have a Heart to Heart Right Now…i know there are deep hidden things in ur life that stronghold u…dont kid urself…Jesus Knows All about those messy plans too…Its The Reason He Endured The Cross…To Endure it For u…To Get Intimate With it & Take it All…Truth Be Known…because it was Too Big for u…He Saw that In The End it ended up Killing u…How do i Know? Cause it Killed Him…His Bloody Death Conquered it For u & Set u Free…Let Him Take whats OverTaking u…Today 🙂

Isaiah 29:15…Woe to those who go to great depths to hide their plans from the LORD, who do their work in darkness and think, “Who sees us? Who will know?”…Father God is a little smarter than this folks!!! He is Omniscient & Omnipresent!!! There is not one thing that He doesnt Know about you…He Just Desires that you stop rebelling against Him & Come Into a Beautiful Love with Your Parent…Just Repent & Run Into His Arms…He’s Been Waiting…Looking For you to Come Back Into The Fellowship of His UnFailing Love…there is no condemnation or shame in it…stop listening to the enemy tell you God is going to be mad…thats a lie!!! Read The Parable of The Prodigal son/daughter & Know that He Celebrates you coming Home…Run There…Today 🙂

8.30.11 Tues
…people verbally displace “judgement” & “negativity” with The Truth aka Jesus all the time cause it [He] doesnt tingle the ears of the worldly filtered realities that they are living in…Anytime there is a quick defense presented its usually followed with anger as pride now takes the offensive to “protect” itself from Being Held Up to The Wrecking Measure of The Absolute Truth because this very specific subject & territory being addressed…is not Presently Occupied by Jesus…Listen Today:)

…does The Life that uve Been Given Lift Jesus Up? He Says He Will Draw All men to HimSelf if u Lift Him Up…Only He Has The Power to Save people but He does it THROUGH U…The Testimony of Jesus Shining in ur Life Draws others Into This Beautiful Knowledge of Him…did u Know that u Signed a Blood Covenant With The Father God Saying that u dont even exist any longer but that its Jesus That Lives Through u? He’ll Hold u Responsible for ur Hearts’ Commitment to Him…Make Good On it…Today 🙂

…John 12:32…And I, if I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to Myself…if you will just Talk about Him to your friends…Whisper His Name…Pray for people that are desperate for His Goodness In the world…He Will Draw people to you…Because He Lives In you…they need to Hear How Wondeful He is…How He is Mighty to Save…How its Possible for you to Endure Through your circumstances & situations with Such Grace…They Need to Hear About The Faith & Hope In Jesus…Lift Him Up High & Just See What Beautiful Things Begin to happen around you…Today 🙂

8.31.11 Wed
…The Parent Father God is Deeply & Madly In Love With u…Didnt u See Him Send Jesus Down here to Tell u…Show u…To Get u? Jesus was Just Dying to Lavish Their Love All Over u & Cover u Up With Their Beautiful Goodness…They are Compelled to Chase After u…They Desire for u to Fall In Love With Them…Even More Than That…To Know that u are Already There as Jesus Is In The Father & u Are in Him & He Is In u…If u are In God Who Is Love…u Are Already In Love arent u?

…John 14:20…On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you…i hope you REALize that you are not apart from Them…if you Profess Jesus as your Savior then you are In Jesus Who is In The Father…its your REAL IDENTITY…its how all your sins are washed away…its how you are a Child of The Living Father God…it How you are A COHEIR With Jesus for All His Rewards…Come Into The Beautiful Knowledge of Who you Are In Jesus…it will Change your perspective & Usher you Into The Higher Calling God has for The Life He Gave you…Today 🙂

…Disciples of Jesus…we are Not From Here…this is not Our Home…This Life [aka The Life aka Jesus] is not “ours”…It Has Been Given to us by The Father God to Glorify Him…the people in our Life Circles are all Divine Appointments that The Light of Jesus Must So Brightly Seen Through you…The Places we GO are Impact Points where we Deposit & Sow The Good Seeds so that God May Grow it to Fruition & Reap The Glory…Receiving The FullNess of Salvation is The Beginning…

…Now you GO GIVE IT AWAY & POUR HIM OUT UNTIL THE VERY LAST DROP the rest of This Life Until He Calls you HOME…

9.01.01 Thurs
…i Challenge u…To Close ur Eyes & Just Take a Long…Passionate Look at Jesus…Then as He Captures ur Gaze…i Encourage u to Get Closer to Him…Closer…Closer…Did u See The Veil of His Robe Open Up & Invite u In When u Touched Him? Keep Going…Step Inside…Stand In The Middle of His Core…Do u Feel That All Over? Doesnt that Feel Like Home? Its Cause u Are Home…Now Open ur Eyes…Now Cant u See Through Him? So Beautifully? Did u Know This Is Where u Really Are? U Are…In Love 🙂

9.03.01 Sat
…i find it remarkable how we can roll up onto Jesus with our preconceived motives & plans & when we get Into His Presence He Will do a physical Miracle Right There In Front of us that we are totally oblivious & blind to because we have already set our hearts & “made up our minds” on how its all going to play out…something else occupies our hearts other than Him…we approach Him with our heart full of ourselves…if we want to be Full of A Greater Power…Come Broken…Come Empty…Today 🙂

…Luke 22:5…and He [Jesus] touched the mans ear & Healed him…as they went to arrest Jesus He did another miracle right in front of everyone…if they hadnt already made up their minds & set their hearts shouldnt this have “arrested” them?

9.05.11 Mon
…Jesus & The Parent Father God Never Fail…It Isnt In Their Character Their Disposition or Their Identity…we are the ones that are fractured…we fall short of God’s Glory & fail…Not Them…we Need & Require Them to Make us Whole Again…everyone of us is In Search of UnFailing Love…our parents our spouses our children & we dont have it…we Must Return to The Father God…Only He Has The UnFailing Love that Heals & Fills The God Shaped hole in our Hearts Through Jesus…

Proverbs 19:22…What a person desires is unfailing love…this is a secret of Identity of everyone that has ever existed…everyone is in search of UnFailing Love…thats cause we used to have it in The Garden and now we dont…our spirits Desire to get back to Where we had it…we are Made to Have it In Full but we ignorantly rejected it & now we are all on our Way Back In The Journey to His Heart…His UnFailing Love is Available In The FullNess of The Whole God Through Jesus…Today 🙂

Proverbs 20:6…Many claim to have unfailing love but a faithful person who can find? God Said it HiimSelf Right Here In His Word…i believe Him…try to name one person who Loves you the exact way that you need to be loved…it isnt a man or a person…Its Only The Perfect Father God…Receive In In Its FullNess…Today 🙂

Anybody Hungry out There? Hungry for More of Him? Get Your Refreshing Hot Spiritual Popping… Going On…Right Here…To Serve Is To Love & to Love is To Serve…Come Get your Fill…Then Release The OverFlow…The Kingdom is Near…The Kingdom is…Here 🙂

Hey There!

I hope this finds each and every one of you living In His Joy…For it is the Source of His Strength…Here are some more day by day encounters In The Spirit which have encouraged my deep journey toward The Father’s Heart…i am so very blessed that He Calls me a son of Light…a son of The Most High…blessings to all of you sons & daughters of The AlMighty God…isnt He Wonderful? Read on and be encouraged 🙂

1.11.11 Tues
…i know how it must sound 2 Listen 2 Jesus Say “Go & sin no more…” i thought that myself but that was when i still embraced that i was a “sinner” under Grace…thats not what The Word Teaches…i learned that sin still manifesting on the outside into my life meant i was professing Jesus but denying Him The Power He Already Had…sin begins as a thought…they can be captivated With The Spirit!

…Brethen…i Got This Fire…Burning Inside…Roaring Out Of Control…Like The Unstoppable Lion of Judah…just feels like im about to Raise Up & Get my Spirit of Power On…Release me some Jesus…How About u? 😀

1.11.11 Tues
…are u still wondering when God is going 2 finally get around 2 “changing” others that u deal with personally in ur life? are u still praying 4 God 2 “show” people that what they are doing is wrong & that u are right? be honest with urself a moment & see that ur focus is on others instead of…urself…Ask God 2 Make Beautiful Lasting Eternal Changes 2 u…Did u Know His Greatest Work 2 Be Done…Is In u? 😀

1.12.11 Wed
…i pray that this is an encouragement 2 Meet With The Father & tell Him All The Things He Already Knows about u…we have got 2 stop blaming Him for the life that we say is “ours”…if its “ours” then we must take responsibility yet we blame God…just finally admit He Is In Control…Try it His Way…release those fists into Open Hands…in my experience There Is A Beautiful Life 2 Begin 2 Blame Him 4…

1.12.11 Wed
…if u want 2 Know What True Love is…Its The Most High God Coming down 2 this very desperate level of ur humanity…Through Jesus…That should Just Capture u…That The Father of The Universe would get down On His Knees so that u can Look Right Into His Eyes When He Says…Well Hello There My Child…My Little Friend…I Want u 2 Know That I Want u…Let Me Show u How Much I Love u…

Psalm 18:35 God Stoops Down to make me Great…isn’t that Wonderful?

1.13.11 Thurs
…is true faith playing it safe? God Isnt Safe…Did u See Him Wreck Jesus Into That Cross 2 Save u? Is That Safe? Knowing that u are Now The Beneficiary of His Absolute Worth Through Jesus’ Quell of Living hell…All 4 u…maybe ur “self preservation” life approach will turn Into A Wild Abandon & Knowledge of The Father’s Extravagant Love that is So Worth Wrecking ur life Over…Let’s Go 😉

1.13.11 Thurs
…if ull Listen…The Parent Father God Will Read u a Story before u slip off Into His Kingdom Dreams…Its A Timeless Love Story…About His Son Named Jesus…He Had This ExtraOrdinary Relationship & Love With The Father God…Jesus Couldn’t Contain it Because It Was So Very Beautiful…He Was So Compelled That He Stepped down From The Throne…He Was Just Dying 2 Share It…With u…

1.14.11 Fri
…do u feel like ur just waiting on God 2 do something? like uve been waiting along time 2 get a Word from Him or 4 Him 2 Tell u what 2 do? Did u Know That He Is Already Done…Just Waiting 4 u? most of the time we push the responsibility on Him when in Spiritual Reality Creation is just groaning for us 2 Activate The Alignment & Provision He Has Already Established…Just Listen…Listen…Listen…

1.14.11 Fri
…do u get offended when someone believes differently than you? do tensions start to run high when someone questions something u believe in? i would encourage u 2 Spend More Time In His Word Alone With The Father…ull Gain A Confidence In Him & His Truth…ull Gain A Greater Measure of Knowledge & Understanding In Him…then ur Confidence Is In Him & not in urself…Just More Freedom 😀

1.15.11 Sat
…Jesus Came 2 Save sinners…many rejected Him right? So do u see Jesus continue 2 “hang out” with sinners Once He Professed The Kingdom of God 2 them? No. He Listens 2 them & Tells them The Absolute Truth…He Offers Healing 4 them 2 either accept or reject…Then He Walks 2 someone else With The Same Offer…He doesnt enable their lifestyle…His Blood Is Worth Way More than that…

1.16.11 Sun
…u know what should cause us 2 do 180’s in our lives? the fact that we are on the total opposite end of the spectrum as God in our deficiencies & He Lavished The Utmost of His Sufficiencies On us…what is even more crazy is that He Saw How we would treat & reject Jesus…reject Him as Father…Still The Father God Gave us Access 2 His FulNess in our deepest darkest emptiness…im Just Crushed 4 Him…

1.16.11 Sun
…the enemy would have u fear repentance…he would have you fear confession of ur sins…he would have u fear exposure of ur deficiencies…why? because he knows that when u Lay In The Father’s Hands…so wide open…so broken…God doesnt hold it against u like u thought…He doesnt shame u like u thought…He Sings Over u In Celebration that uve Come Back 2…ur Very First Love…In Him…

1.17.11 Mon
…did u see that God Told Moses 2 go lead His People? what was Moses’ response? “im not an eloquent speaker”…So God Graciously Gave Moses Aaron…But i dont think that was The Original Plan…u see Moses identified with him “self” but if he would have Identified With The Power of God 2 Make him who He Called him 2 be…then he wouldnt have needed Aaron…Just Believe!

1.17.11 Mon
…The All Consuming Fire Provisioned The Fire Escape…In Jesus…its right in front of the unlocked door of ur own self imprisionment…the slick fire pole of the enemy seems a fun ride down until ur ready 2 leave…His Arm Is Not 2 Short 2 Rescue u…The Refiner’s Fire Burns In The Father’s Heart 2 Give u Life…leave self in that death dungeon…Climb Up In2 The Fire That Seals u…not keeps u apart…

1.18.11 Tues
…we can laugh…we can cry…Together…I Am UR Parent Father God…Oh My Child…I So Love u…UR My Baby…Oh Dont u Know Jesus Crushed HimSelf…4 u…2 Be With Me? Let Me Kiss ur forehead…Cause The Daddy Can Take Away all the pain…Let Me Heal ur Heart With My UnFailing Love…Today…Let It Rain…Let Me Pour My EverLasting Seal of Love Over u…Just Let Me Hold u through it…Again…

1.18.11 Tues
…the Longer im Lost In You…Wandering Jesus’ Cross Through…it isnt my performance that makes me stronger…Its You…i know You Cant Love me More than You Already Do…i know i cant earn my way into Your Heart…thats True…Oh But Father God…i Can Burn! Brighter! White Hotter! then…each and every end of me…Is A New Start…Is A New Beginning…In The Very Depths of You…

1.19.11 Wed
…My Child…I Hear ur Heart…So Intimately…u want 2 Know…What u Can Do…4 Me…u Desire 2 Do SomeThing Impossibly 4 The Father God…Thats Just So Precious…Just So Beautiful & Lovely My Little one…that girl that Ive Had On ur Heart…Go Cry With her…Sit & Listen 2 her Heart Just Pour…Hold her & Assure her More…That I Care…What u Can Do 4 Me…Is Be…With Me…Right There…

1.19.11 Wed
…dont u find it interesting how our perception of God’s Character takes on the status of our relationship with Him? “He’s a very passive God” “im not worth His Time” or ” He’s 2 busy 2 care about me right now”…mmmmmmm…Do u see this is just a mask 4 how we are really treating Him? we are being passive…we dont spend time With Him…we are 2 busy 2 care about Him…Right Now…Pride!

1.20.11 Thurs
…can no longer Hide…my Daily Jesus Injections Father God…why bother? im addicted 2 the Ride of His Intrinsic Convulsions…Deep Down Inside…His Love Propulsions Melting my Heart Now…So Apparent…on the outside…im Captured 2 The Core…my humanity raptured & tore…i wont get out alive…i will be so Consumed With U…i wont make it out…self…cant…live…Here…anymore…

1.20.11 Thurs
…a believer posted: “i know It Says In The Word 2 go & sin no more BUT…” Stop. Right There…whatever comes after this is going 2 be what man thinks or believes which directly conflicts with what Jesus Said & What God Believes…if u sift The Word through the filter of humanity isnt Everything Impossible?!? hasnt even the application of Their Power become irrelevant? Ever Read “Through Him”? And?

1.21.11 Fri
…Father God…im just gonna lay Here…on UR Threshing Floor…@ UR Throne…im so broken…i dont want 2 be Alone…anymore…strip away my religion…rip away my humanity…that self thats gripped reality…So Beneath U…So Beneath Who U Made me 2 Be…im done with that fractured identity…im sorry it took so long Papa…i just want to be Free…4 U…In U…Through U…With Thee…

1.21.11 Fri
‎…can u see that believers even metaphorically hold God @ arms length when attending “church”…The Word is Spoken “at” them for a short duration & then the remainder of the week there isnt any interaction or application because the pastor will Speak again on Sunday…is the pastor a babysitter? Is God our babysitter? when will we stop being babies & actually participate? our Growth Requires us!

1.22.11 Sat

…Ive never seen u so crushed…all u want is 4 SomeOne 2 Love u like u need 2 be Loved…that deep feeling cant be hushed…they dont understand…and…love just keeps wounding u…u have no answers for that enduring pain…again…who’s 2 blame? ur so weary of the “love game”…Come 2 Me…u Must…Run 2 The Father God…He’s Here…Ill Wait ur LifeTime 2 Love u…Even if it kills Me… – Jesus

1.24.11 Mon

…The Father Expressed The Importance of Prayer…how Can we Have More of U i asked? When Will U Reign Down UR Great Miracles Signs & Wonders Father? When Will The Manifest Power of UR Spirit OverFlow Into the outside of our lives? The Body of Jesus Must Pray! Be of One Accord…Be of One Heart…Prayer That Gravitates Around The Measure & Truth of Me…Then My Children Will See…

1.24.11 Mon
…Discernment…as Believers we Greatly Need it! we must be able 2 Discern what The Truth Is…How? Know The Word! Activate The Holy Spirit Inside of u With Knowledge of The Word…Activate The Super Power of The Father Within u…then whatever man says/preaches can be Measured Against The Truth of His Word…The Helper Can Teach u All u Need 2 Know…did u Know That? 1 John 2:24

1.25.11 Tues
…u Can Not Trade Being Personally Taught The Word by The Father God even though many choose to do so all the time simply with going to “church” for a couple of hours a week…Lets Get Real People 😀 1 John 2:24 Get Into The Word All Week! The Measure you Get Into The Word & The Time you Spend In The Word is The Measure of your Relationship With Your Dad! How does this make you feel? Come on Be Honest!

1.25.11 Tues
…Discipleship…its an Imperative Portion of The Great Commission…its not God’s Goal or Intent 2 replace Discipleship with a slew of believers piling in2 a building they call “church” 2 hours on Sunday…there is nothing wrong with believer fellowship But Discipleship is Going Out In2 the world & Discipling others…Taking The Gospel out 2 unbelievers…”churches” are filled with 99% believers no?

1.25.11 Tues
…4 many many years The Father God had me immersed in The New Testament…4 the past 6 months He’s had me immersed in The Old Testament…i just see a cycle here…a very rebellious nature…the thorn of our humanity with the root of pride from the enemy’s lie we chose 2 believe…What If…We Just Believed Everything That God Said In His Word? What If…we were Just Zealous Only 4 Him?

1.26.11 Wed

…One of the things i learned while Reading about Solomon…Solomon Asked 4 Wisdom…To Rule God’s People…it seems that many of us might have asked 4 money or fame…The Key is that Solomon Asked 4 SomeThing That God Desired…SomeThing That Would Benefit God’s Kingdom…money & fame dont do anything for God…The Father Already Owns It all…His Fame Is Universal…

1.26.11 Wed

…years ago when i began 2 go Vertical With God i used 2 say “well i just cant stop…this…” or “how can i just stop…that…” referring 2 many years of the things i desired 2 change…God Said…THROUGH Jesus All Things Are Possible Remember? u are dead remember? u cant do a thing! But The Jesus In the dead u Is Alive! Allow Me 2 Reveal Him! are u Ready or should i say Is Jesus Ready? Oh Yes 😉

1.26.11 Wed

…a Word of Encouragement 4 believers being attacked by “pharasitic” self-righteous religious-spirited prideful people…Just Take A Moment & Wait On The Lord…Let The Spirit Give u The Gravity of Graceful Words Filled With Fruit…Life & Salt Sifted From The Fathers Own Heart…dont even think of getting down on their level cause down there is where they can most certainly kill u…Right Jesus? 😉

1.27.11 Thurs

…in my Deep Journey With The Father ive found that the more “i” decrease in what i believe my life is about & all the “me” activities associated with it & Increase What God Believes About my Life & Activities Alone With Him has SuperNaturally Transformed me 2 Look More Like Him By Gaining The Gravity of His Perspective…which is a Total Paradigm Shift Exclusively Outside of myself…

1.27.11 Thurs

…if u still have “skeletons” in ur closet…how long have they been there? the measure of time u have kept them there unresolved is the measure they are affecting & tormenting ur life…stop torturing urself! u got the enemy cheering u on 2 keep them hidden in that wound & u Got The Father God Asking u 2 Expose it 2 Him so He Can Heal u & Give u ur Life Back…trade In ur sorrows Today…

1.28.11 Fri

…believers…Every Word of The Bible Is True…Everything It Says Is Possible…saying but “i” cant only states the obvious of our humanity which is very limited…The Word is Written From A UnLimited Perspective…Only Through Jesus Are we Activated For All Impossibilities…Everything Done So Far Has Been Fueled By The Mere Spoken Words Of The Father God…He Hasnt Even Lifted A Finger 🙂

1.28.11 Fri

…He’s Here…He’s All Over me…The Whole Father God…Serenading His Jesus Within…With His Very Presence…Their Dance Melting Away my humanity…He’s Intense…Have u Ever Been So Beautifully Welcomed? Have u Ever Been So Beautifully Invited 2 Their Divine Auditorium? Just Open ur Heart…Just Open ur Hands…Just Embrace Their Love In An Open Run 2 Them…In The Dance…

1.28.11 Fri

…my Zeal is 2 be 1 of The Great ComMissionaries 4 our own country…there are many who are called & sent out 2 other places in this world but 4 me…The Father God has me crawling & digging Into The Trenches of our own backyard in our own country…everywhere i go is a Mission Field of Grace…The Harvest is Plenty but the workers are few…In The Heavy FootSteps of Jesus…His Burdens…Are my Light 🙂

1.29.11 Sat

…i Hear This Anthem Within Resounding…His Inner Sanctum Samson So Pounding…Smashing Down The Pillars of humanity’s yoke…Crashing earthly crowns With Billowing Holy Ghost Smoke…So Thick u Cant Get In…that u can only choke…u cant even inhale…just 2 even breathe…all u can do is Close ur eyes & Believe…that…Jesus Is About 2 Be Released…Through me…And u 🙂

1.30.11 Sun

…covenants with people Do Not Crest Our Covenant With God…Since we Have Received His Jesus & Profess His Holy Name it is an absolute lie 2 honor deep commitments 2 others if it isnt First Established In2 Our First Covenant With God…as a believer i used 2 actively participate in sexual immorality with other believers…@ Some Point my belief In God Must Become Greater than in myself…

1.31.11 Mon

…do u ever feel 2 unworthy 2 ask 4 healing? do u feel like others in this world deserve & need The Father God’s Attention & Powerful Miracles more than u do? Jesus Lavished The Extravagant Love of The Father Over Each & Every one of us…His Power isnt diminished away from starving children in the world When He Heals u…its not whether u “deserve” healing…Does God Deserve Doing It? Yes 🙂

1.31.11 Mon

…Truly Loving others is This…Encouraging them by Releasing The Truth of The Gospel of Jesus Christ With Bold UnWaivering Faith Over them not having a fear or tolerance 4 their excuse 2 live in it While Knowing The Absolute Measure of Freedom & FulNess The Whole Father God Has Already Been Provisioned Through Jesus…that they were Jesus’ Very Excuse 2 Die In it for them…Thats True Love…

1.31.11 Mon
…u want 2 Know SomeThing Beautiful? The Father God Made Available The Whole Provision of HimSelf 2 u Through Jesus…Did u Know that God is So InFinite that each & every one of us Has His Full Measure of Attentions Focus & Love…dont just imagine…Believe it & Receive it so that The Gravity of This Realization Will Melt ur Heart & Enable u 2 have a Crush on God…Fall In Love With Him 2Day…

2.01.11 Tues
…True Love is not about enabling us 2 continue 2 live in the sin that binds us…True Love Encourages us & Gives us The Power 2 Be Set Free from it In Jesus…Ask God 2Day 2 Release & Reveal The Deep Captivating Reality of Jesus’ Life Death & Resurrection In ur Heart that Enabled u 2 Live In The True Love of The Father…not live beneath it within the fractured confines of urself…

2.01.11 Tues
…Oh Jesus…2Day…im just gonna Cry…All 4 U…Oh Father God! What Did U Do?!? Oh Why?!? im So HomeSick…im So LoveSick…4 U…2 my Core…All The Way Through…Oh Where do i Begin? i Really Need 2 See UR Face…i Really Need 2 Hear UR Words…i Really Need 2 Hear UR Voice…i Just Wont Make it WithOut UR Touch…UR Oil of Joy…So Much…Please Tell me How & Why U Love me…Again…

2.02.11 Wed
…why are we still excercising our mediocre authority 2 live in sin? thats easy! Didnt Jesus Give us The Authority 2 Be Free of it? Yes. 2 Live Above it? Yes. The Key? A Greater Measure of Belief & Faith In What God Said than what u are saying 2 urself…Repent Today 4 ur unbelief & compromise of The Truth In His Word that He Has The Very Power 2 Lift u Beyond…i should know…i did it 4 many years…

2.02.11 Wed
…Father God…Deep Down…Way Past my rebellious humanity…in that selfish place where only U & i can see…i Know UR Truths…i Really Do…im broken…wasted 2 it…U Will Have 2 Carry me Through…but ive Tasted This…i Know that U Are So Good…but ive made impossibilities a career…Oh Father…Could U…Just Possibly Take it…from here? [My Child…I Thought u would never ask…I Am…Honored…]

2.03.11 Thurs
…Father God…i feel U Pressing The Heat of UR Son…Through me…stressing the fractures of my humanity…im coming undone…Pushing a fade on my depravity…Undoing me…Compressed With A Greater Measure of UR Gravity…The Blessed Treasure of Jesus Identity…oh yes…so much less of me…With So Much More of U…Keep Pouring Father…i just dont have anything else better 2 do…

2.03.11 Thurs
…Jealous…You Are A Jealous God…For me…cause i was so deeply ignorant of Your Absolute Cost…All For the lost…Your Jesus…His Beautiful Albatross…how could i have these strings of me…attached immorally…2 Your Throne?…2 my Heart? 2 Your Home? 2 someone who simply agreed with the deficit of me? Oh Father…i just didnt know…The Gravity of What Was Given 2 me…In You…

2.04.11 Fri
…ive come 2 Realize that what Jesus Said is The Key…Love God With All that u have…Be In Love With Him…When u Do This First Then it Becomes The Passion of ur Heart…Then Obedience is merely The Zeal That Fuels ur Passion 2 Please The Father…u will Begin 2 Receive The Full Benefits of Being One of His Children & His Extravagant Affections because uve Finally allowed Him 2 Get Closer…

2.04.11 Fri
…take a look @ the rich man that had done “works” 2 look “good”…what did Jesus Say? paraphrased “I see ur identity is in this world…Drop all that & put ur wafflestompers on & Come Identify With Me”…the man walked away cause that was death 2 his worldly self right? Did u see that Jesus didnt run after him? Why? Cause Jesus Knows what He Is Worth…walking away from Him is so wack 😛

2.05.11 Sat
…u know we just have 2 Let God Invade “our” world…”our” realitites…”our” lives…heck we still think its “ours”…lets be honest…globally we dont care about each other…greed has destroyed our worldwide financial systems & the world is a wreck…the further we move away from God this is what the product is…Jesus Came for a Very Serious Reason…we end up destroying ourselves (Matt 24:22)

2.05.11 Sat
…dont u just want More? cant u just feel The Desire & Need 4 More? but so many of us merely displace it in2 this world 4 things that will only temporarily satisfy this deep longing & urge 4 “The All Elusive More”…if u do what uve always done ur going 2 get what uve always got…Thats A God Shaped Hole In ur Heart With A Beautiful Jesus Love Bow Wrapped All Over it…Filling Of Him is The Only Fit 🙂

2.06.11 Sun
…The Truth Is…years ago even though i Professed Jesus The Lord Over my life…i still loved myself & what i was doing more than i Loved The Father…my wilfull disobedience manifested in my actions that proved it…it wore me out…i wasnt ever satisfied…”How’s that workin’ out for ya kiddo?” The Father would ask…i even had the nerve to blame Him for everything i left Him out of…Die Pride Die!

2.07.11 Mon
…i want 2 Encourage all of u that There Is SomeThing Greater…than…ourselves…i know u can feel it when u sit down & have a moment 2 reflect on “ur worth”…i know thats messy & can set an ugly life tone that seems 2 be a low measure 4 ur esteem…Jesus Became Intimate With Every Fiber of ur being…ur humanity…Open ur Heart & ur arms 2Day & trade in ur heavy burdens of unworthiness…4 Him…

2.07.11 Mon
…i know how u feel…that intrinsic longing 4 Significance…that SomeOne would just totally understand & “get u”…that u could really tell that They Loved u because They Wrapped Their Life around urs making u Very Important…Jesus Wanted u so badly He Left Home…Jesus Brought His Blood “To Get u”…He Wrapped His Worth Around u…He Lavished His Love on u…u are So Very Significant 2 The Father…

2.08.11 Tues
…Oh Sovereign Father God…there are many requests 2 Know UR Mighty Love 2Day…there are hearts seeking UR Goodness…UR Healing…Come Closer…we so desperately Desire U 2 Melt Away the shame of ourselves With UR Manifest Presence…Regenerate us With More of U…what we have in ourselves wont do…we Need More of U Father…Please Come Closer…Be Intimate With us…2Day…

2.08.11 Tues
…What Kind of Honesty & Transparency would u have in ur relationship with ur Dad if he heard everything u said & saw everything that you did? Welcome 2 The Reality of ur Relationship With The Parent Father God! Dont mistake His OmniPresence & OmniPotence as a menial “life micromanager”…He Is ur Eternal Father…He So Desires A Real Relationship With u…He Has All The Time In The World..4 u…

2.09.10 Wed
…i desire 2 encourage each & every one of u 2Day about What u Are Made of…Him! In The Very Beginning All That Existed was The Father God & The Word (Jesus)…We Came from Them! The Word says that we were In Jesus before the foundations of the world…That Is Our True Identity…That is what our Core is Made of…His Love…we will Spend This LifeTime as a Journey Back 2 His Heart…

2.09.10 Wed
…if ur sins are still manifesting on the outside of ur life…Start 2 Acknowledge that The Father God has Taken Up Residence In ur Heart…what is going on in ur outside life is a reflection of what is going on in ur Inner Spiritual Life & Relationship With God…The Next Level With Him is Captivating Thoughts & Making them Obedient 2 Jesus b4 they become actions or words…With Him All Things Are Possible…

2.10.11 Thurs
…why dont each of u Come Join me…lets sit Together In The Father God’s Presence…lets Breathe Him In…So Deeply…lets Allow Him 2 Stoke The Embers of His Jesus Within…So Repeatedly…lets Be Free 2 Let Him Fan The Flame Inside…So Frequently…lets Invite The FulNess of The Whole God 2 Intrinsically Reside…So Intimately…lets Be 1 As Jesus & The Parent Father God Are 1…2Day…

2.11.11 Fri
…for those of u whose beliefs contradict The Bible…i understand completely…i used 2 believe the same exact thing…why? because i believed in the measure of myself which makes everything in The Word Impossible…when i Began 2 Believe In The Father’s Power THROUGH Jesus Everything Changed…Everything Is Possible…Yes even “catching” sin in ur mind b4 actions…He’s done it With me…

2.13.11 Sun
…The Monumental Difference between who i used 2 be & who i am Now? Choices! in the past when i was presented with an opportunity to fail (aka sin) i not only welcomed the presentation in my mind…i acted on that presentation & indulged in my flesh…these days? when opportunities 2 fail are presented…i Wait On The Lord…i make those thoughts Obedient 2 Jesus Christ…i Choose…my Jesus…

2.13.11 Sun
…here is a word 4 someone…when u were “worth” much in the world…God wasnt “worth” much in ur world…now that ur “worth” is worthless in the world…stop trying 2 “get back” what The Father God has “set apart & saved u from” & Begin 2 Grow & Nourish The Gravity of His Absolute Measure & Worth In “ur world”…pretty soon maybe ull even understand its His World…not urs…

2.14.11 Mon
…Dear Father God…2day…im trading in my unforgiveness of others…4 UR Forgiveness of me…im giving U my anger…2 Receive UR Joy…im releasing my depression…4 UR Image Impression…im trashing my self love…4 UR Love & 2 Love others…im exposing my wounds…4 UR Beautiful Healing…im laying down “my” life…That U Will Lift me Up Through UR Jesus…2 U…2Day…

2.14.11 Mon
…i know u are going through situations that 2 u…seem insurmountable…when u look around…the gravity of ur circumstances tower over u…Just Know that This is what The Father God is 4…take another Careful Look around…Beyond…where He Is The Sovereign BackDrop Outside all situations…His Gravity Is The Strong Tower in ur circumstances which may eclipse u but compare not 2 The Breadth of God…

2.15.11 Mon
…oh Believer! shouldnt u be Wrecked With His Joy? why r u wrecked with depression frustration envy dissatisfaction pain? There r 2 trees available…1 bears these example fruits of this world’s pain…its death…The Other is The Tree of Life…Where The Fruits of The Spirit Grow 2 Nourish u…Love Joy Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Faith Gentleness & Self Control…Consume Life! Mmm Good!

2.16.11 Tues
…oh my Father God…dont U Want me? So Wrapped Around UR Fingers? All Sapped In UR Abounding Lingering Presence? im coming…all undone…Cause U Want me…Soaked Deeply In UR Effer’vescence…im breaking…so Open…4 More of UR Love…oh God…U Want me…in Total Dependence of…UR Source…UR Jesus Core…oh Abba Father…Father…im so empty…UR All Over me…just…Pour…

2.16.11 Tues
Bible Beef Jerky: In The Beginning…The Spirit Hovered Over The Water…The Spirit Was God…The Word Was With God…The Word Was God…The Word Says: We Were In Him (Jesus) B4 The Foundations of The World…“B4” we were flesh…Conclusion: Our Very First & True Identity Is That We Are A Portion of Their SuperNatural DNA…Love That Bible Beef Jerky…SomeThing Amazing 2 Chew On!

2.17.11 Wed
…i Desire The Greater Measure of Faith i will be imprisioned 4…i dont believe that most of us including myself know The Gravity & Measure of Real Faith…There are believers in the world right now being persecuted 4 their Profession of Jesus…they are more than willing to die 2Day…they well may…would we Rejoice Immediately After 39 lashes For The Sake of The Name? i Desire A Greater Measure of Faith…

2.17.11 Wed
…just who do u think u are anyway? Some easily movable persona captivated by the worldly machine of this world & the wiles of the enemy? Dont u Know That u are A Daughter/Son of The Most High Parent Father God? Where is ur Authority That Jesus Personally Came Down Here & Gave u? Start Believing Living Professing Receiving ur True Identity In Jesus Christ 2Day! We Got The Pow Pow Power People!

2.18.11 Thurs
…Jesus…Is Not Only a LifeStyle…He Is The Life…sexual immorality (of which i indulged in the past) or a sexual orientation such as homosexuality are perversions of The Truth…aka Jesus…these 2 perversions of Jesus are merely fractures of the self searching for The Core Requirement of The Wholeness of Being Found Only In The UnFailing Love of The Father God that Jesus Has…Jesus Is Required…

…deeply exposing your soul to others who are merely temporary “fixes” for your this deep self need of “wholeness” ends with grave empty feeling because there is no one else that has The SuperNatural Love & Healing Required to Make you Truly “Whole”…That Only Happens In Jesus…In Him…With Him…

…deeply exposing your soul to others who are merely temporary “fixes” for your deep self need of “wholeness” ends with a grave empty feeling because you are participating in the sins of death and their cyclical & reciprocal nature of shame & unworthiness which forces you to reject The Very SuperNatural Love & Healing Required to Make you Truly “Whole”…That Only Happens In Jesus…In Him…With Him…

2.18.11 Thurs
…if u are a Believer in Jesus…i will encourage u 2 be In The Word on a daily basis…if u arent then how do u know what The Truth (Jesus) is? please dont just take man’s word for it & “just go with what you hear in church” as ur only God Time or with what “uve been taught”…please dont say “i just dont have the time in my busy life”…ive been there too…ive done it…what an Offense 2 God no?

2.19.11 Fri
…Father God…im just Falling In2 Deep Love With U…U Forget the old me…Making Everything New…U Love 2 Be With me…In All that i do…Take this Life As A Monument of my Love…2 Be A Reflection of UR Heart…A Beautiful Picture Of…UR Passion…UR Worth…UR Measure of Joy…UR Jesus Increasing UR Gravity Within…im fading…im waning…im travailing…UR Reigning Never ends…

2.19.11 Fri
…i want 2 Encourage u that u have The Power 2 Choose…when u are presented with the moment right before failure…its right inside ur mind First…right? The Moment Right b4 u do it…b4 u commit 2 Failure…why keep excercising ur power of weakness 2 choose that again? isnt ur power really powerless? Father God is Right There…Just Waiting…4 u…2 simply turn away from failing & Choose Him…2Day…

2.20.11 Sat
…Here i lay On The Sands of UR Throne…Gazing Up Into UR Glory…Feeling The Gentle Waves of UR Jesus…Cleansing me…Washing Away my prior identity…the old layers of this world…Swells of Newness Crash Over me…Drowning me With True Identity…That I Am UR Baby…I Am UR Child…UR UnderTow of Passion Carries me Out In2 UR Ocean of Love Which Surrounds me With U Oh Father God…

2.20.11 Sat
…u know the closer u get & The More Measure u Identify & Receive of The Father God…the more some believers & people are going 2 actually be jealous or be offended…how can they not be? u have Allowed urself 2 have More Freedom than them…u have a Greater Gravity of What The Father Has Clearly Expressed In His Word…just tell them 2 stop being so jealous of The Time uve spent With Him & Go Get Their own 😉

People are going to try and pull you back down to their level…always…but you have been Lifted Up to His Level by The Very Right Hand of The Father God! There is no going back to those dark places of mediocre bottom of the mountain menta…lity and sub-level spiritual existence & identity…No Way! i remember those days intimately and it is very empty there in my own low self perception of unworthiness…What Does The Father Say & Believe about me Through His Word (Jesus)? That Is The Absolute Truth…im Beautiful in His World…and im Stayin…everyone has Been Personally Invited By The Blood of Jesus…get Drenched & Wrecked In His Love Today!

2.20.11 Sat
…Bible Beef Jerky #2: Did u know that Jesus was Here On Earth Even B4 He Came as A Little Baby In The Manger? Daniel 3:25 KJV…He answered and said, Lo, I see four men loose, walking in the midst of the fire, & they have no hurt & the form of the fourth is like the Son of God…What is Even More Interesting is that Jesus Hadnt been Here yet but they Knew what He Looked like! SomeThing Amazing 2 Chew On!

…How about The Rock that Moses struck his rod with that Brought Forth (Living) Water for The Israelites? (Num 20:11) That Rock was Jesus Christ giving Spiritual Drink! (1 Cor 10:4) Bible Beef Jerky…Always SomeThing Amazing To Chew On! 🙂

2.20.11 Sun
…as Believers…our outer lesser domain of flesh contains sin…it will be there until we die…Yet Our Intrinsic Domain Is Sealed With The Power of The Holy Spirit…The Process From Glory 2 Glory 2 Glory is 4 the outside domain 2 Conform 2 The Truth of The Inside Domain of The Father Residing In ur HearThrone…Allow Him 2 Purify ur Inner Core so that His Beautiful UnApproachable Light Will Shine Through…u…

2.21.11 Mon
…as Blood Bought Believers we are Tremendously Rich & Extremely Wealthy…no…not with the tool of mere worldly currency…With…The Breadth Depth & Width of The Whole Father God! The Very Creator of The Universe is our Inheritance! He is All ours…He Has Freely Given His FulNess Though His Beloved Son Jesus…there is no use in attempting to hoard earthly riches that are already ours no?

2.21.11 Mon
…Oh Jesus…U Said That I Am In U…That Means that In Spirit i hung on that Old Rugged Cross With U…What Is The Absolute Gravity of That my Dear Brother? “My Father Is So Very Special…He’s 1 of A Kind…His Beautiful Love..I Am The Only 1 That Had It…But Now…Its All Over u! Its So Worth Lavishing On u 2 Live In & 4 It…I Am Just Dying 4 u 2 Know…” He Said…With His Very Last Breath…4 me…

2.22.11 Tues
…When The Father God Comes Around…i Feel Him Lifting me…Up off this ground…So Beautifully…im Floating UpWards Bound…So Wonderfully…With Him…im unwound…So Desperately…my arms held out…So Passionately…In His Embrace…He Sees His Jesus All Over me…Oh That Love In His Face…Oh Father…Take Me…Deeper…Higher…Wider…Into Greater Measures of Thee…

2.22.11 Tues
…its not about starting another “church”…God Knows we have enough buildings 4 the masses of believers 2 meet & fellowship in…Its About Starting A Fire In The People…The Real Church…Each & Every 1 of us is Called 2 Be A Great Commissionary of the very hi-ways & by-ways in our own neighborhoods & work places…Are u hiding The Spark of The All Consuming Fire under a bushel? No! Ignite ur Shine!

2.23.11 Wed
‎…The Father God doesnt have “favorites”…then why do i see His Goodness & The Miraculous Move of His Right Hand in others lives & not mine? His Glory Is Priority but Some of The Keys 2 this question are Faith…Intimacy…Knowledge of His Word…how far away from Him are u? why dont u include Him in ur life? These are Truthful Choices that will lead 2 ur Answers…i dare u 2 Run Into His Arms 2Day 😉

…hey brethren…i was gonna roll up into enemy territory & take back what has been stolen with The Authority The Father God Bestowed In me Through The Power of Jesus’ Blood…want to meet at the intersection of Power & Authority? 😉

2.23.11 Wed
…i want each of u 2 know The Truth…The Father God is Available…but are u? u arent supposed 2 get so inundated with “ur life” that u forget what its all about…”ur life” is Really All About His Life…Through u…does it even look that Reality? stop displacing ur Core Desire 4 More in2 this world…thats temporary…Digest The Eternal Fruits & Drink The Living Water Only Jesus Can Offer…

2.24.11 Thurs
…just begin 2 listen 2 people…every1 that u have contact with…listen 2 what they talk about…classify it either as Godly or worldly…The Father or the self…Life or death…now put some %’s on where all their words fell…this is the status of their heart & relationship With The Father…Welcome 2 Discernment! A Must Have 4 Every Believer…as always…start with urself first…that is most critical…

2.25.11 Fri
…everyday…im falling apart…every second & every minute & every hour…UR Lifting me 2Gether…Holding me There…im With U…Oh Father God isnt that U Pressing UR Beloved Jesus Through these cracks of me? Where UR Searing Love is Now The Adheasive of my Identity? i must be broken in Humility In U…4 UR BreakThroughs of Holiness…In me…U…Hold…my Everything…In U…2Gether…

2.25.11 Fri
…are some of the relationships of ur life more than challenging? Do u find urself worn out & wondering “How many years can this go on?!?” Ask God 2 show u How He Sees these same people In His Reality & His Perspective…Ask Him 2 Change how u see them 2 How He Sees them…Did u know allowing Him 2 change u 2 Love As He Loves can change them? The World of difference…is actually…in u 🙂

2.26.11 Sat
…many will begin 2 1der…how i can Dance…Shout & Sing in the dark desperations of this world…Means Jesus Is Coming Soon! We Can Have His Joy In This Time! He Is Alive People! He Is Coming Back On A Mighty White Stallion & Nothing Can Stop Him! i Pray my OverFlowing Passion 4 The Father God Gives Hope 2 those who place their faith in this dying world…Come Ride With The King of Kings!

2.27.11 Sun
…where do ur life investments lie? does ur life look like u are just trying 2 fit The Father God in2 the cracks of ur busy life? do u remember that u dont even have ur life if it isnt 4 Him? did u know if u continue 2 invest ur life activities in this busy world ur reward will be…in this world? Dont fall 4 the enemy’s lie that u can have the cake of this world & eat of The Imperishable Fruits of The Kingdom 2…

2.28.11 Mon
…the divorce rate keeps climbing higher & higher…the enemy wants 2 kill marriages 4 sure…he gets a lot of help from…us! we say things like “i just cant do this anymore” or “i fell out of love”…i said the same things & almost divorced but…God reminded me that it wasnt about me…it was about Him…my first Covenant is Trusting God’s Power 2 Hold us 2gether…depending on SomeThing Greater than myself…

“i fell out of love” doesnt make sense either because love isnt a feeling…Its A SuperNatural Being Known as…Father God…you cant “fall” out of Him…He is The Very One Holding you together…what you can do is chose to not allow Him to Use His Beautiful Power to Heal your marriage…have faith In Him not yourself…He Never Fails! im living proof! Ask God to Heal your heart and Give you His Extravagant Love to Love your spouse with Today! your love will always fall short but His…Is UnFailing! Blessings Over Marriages Today In Jesus Mighty Name!!!

2.28.11 Mon
‎…if u want 2 know the Real Truth about living in sin…its this…u are telling urself its worth dying 4…ur immorality…is worth dying 4…lies gossip arrogance un4giveness drinking drugs greed self ambition…they have a hold in ur life…it leads 2 the death…of u…deep down u know its true dont u? but u dont know “how” 2 stop it…Jesus Stopped it all 4 u…So Just Go With Him…He Will Carry u Through…

…be sure you get your Holy Waffle Stompers on today…ill meet you at the corner of His Sovereignty & Wisdom as we advance The Kingdom…see ya there 🙂

3.01.11 Tues
…once u dig & get past the outer core of ur flesh and break the stronghold of that sinful nature…what u Find at UR Core…Is Most Glorious…its a Grand Opportunity of Beautiful Freedom & Extravagant Love…Its UR Precious Secret Place With The Father…u arent “bad” or “worthless” anymore…ur character & disposition can be His GoodNess & Worth With The Measure Jesus Gave it…In Him…is Verily…In u 🙂

…is it just me…or is this place about to Blow Up With His GoodNess & The Powerful of His UnFailing Love through The Children of His Bold Heart? Get your Jesus BackPack and lets Roll 😉

3.01.11 Tues
…Jesus…He’s Just Looking @ me…Deeply…as i drive the nails in His Hands…unbeknownst 2 Keep Them Open…4 me…ignorantly nailing His Arms…So Wide Open…4 me…His Tears…His Blood…All Over me…Covering me…as i obliviously nailed His Feet…In The Gap…4 me…And That Look of Gripped Love In His Eyes…As He Died…In The BackGround of The Father’s Skies…4…me…Oh Jesus…

3.02.11 Wed
…The Father God Wants 2 See if u Know What u are Made of…David vs Goliath…Gideon & 300 men vs 100,000+…u vs Satan…in the physical world it seems so unequally matched doesnt it? But do we Know The Gravity of Who Is Leading & Going Before us? Do we know that He is also our Rear Guard? Any battle..any circumstance…any situation With u on God’s Side…He Is The OverWhelming Odd of Victory…

3.02.11 Wed
…i want 2 Testify 2 The Amazing Power of The Father God…its been along Journey but a Very Fruitful 1…u wont see the old David that used 2 lie cheat steal cuss gossip & was immoral…all of that is gone…How? i started spending many Hours of Alone Time with The AlMighty Loving Father In His Word…He Began 2 Change me…2 Look More Like Him…2 Be More Like Him…2 Think More Like Him 🙂

3.02.11 Wed
…as a believer…if u find urself letting a person affect ur day…if u find urself letting a person affect ur thoughts…if u find urself letting a person affect ur mood…if u find urself letting a person affect ur attitide…then ur letting this person affect ur life…Key Word: Letting…arent u letting these people have a lot of power over ur life? 4 The Love of God…Just Look @ Jesus or…u…will…drown!

3.03.11 Thurs
…there is certainly a price 2 pay 4 ignorance…that price would be of not allowing The Father God 2 Be an Intimate Portion of ur life…God Knows i did this 4 many years…i would hold hands with the enemy in my daily activities all the while Professing Jesus as my Savior…does this sound familiar? dont think its the end now that u feel convicted…thats Glorious! Means The Father is Just Getting Started 🙂

…i was headed Down to The River to Fill Up With His Oil of Joy…im Gathering Some Extra Measures to Release The OverFlow to those who See Him Through me Today…See ya There 🙂

3.03.11 Thurs
…The Parent Father God’s Vision for us…even since The Old Testament…is 2 Rise Above the circumstances of our natural lives…Up In2 His SuperNatural Life 4 us…His Life that is Already There In Great Abundance…OverFlowing Joy…4 us…when will we finally Live In Who We Are 2 Him In His Actively Rich Flowing Life instead of the who we are 2 ourselves in our passively dead end lives? When?

3.04.11 Fri
…Bible Beef Jerky #3: Are God & Jesus Equal? No. John 14:28 “…for The Father is Greater than I…” How is this possible since The Word (Jesus) Is God? (John 1:1) Jesus couldn’t even Grasp Being = With God (Phil 2:6)…its The Fact that God Can Trust Jesus With His FulNess because Jesus Only Does The Father’s Business…He Only Listens 2 What The Father Says…Bible Beef Jerky…Always SomeThing Amazing 2 Chew On!

3.04.11 Fri
…just because i “Get It” doesnt mean i “know” anything (Gal 6:3)…means i now realize & Receive The Beneficial & Eternal Fruits of Becoming More Like Him…i Get how i can Choose His Superior Ways Over my deficiencies…i realize desiring His Righteous SuperNature pales my sinful nature…i Get that Truly Loving Him Leads 2 a Passionate Obedience that SuperCeeds the rebellion of my humanity…

3.05.11 Sat
…Father…All These Visions U Have Given me…What Good are they if They dont line Up With The Sight of What U See? What are All These Beautiful & Wonderful Things Flowing out of my Heart 4…If They dont Express The Passions of UR Core? All these years of Coming Undone…What Glory is There if not 4 UR Son? All This Gripping Love So Captivating me…There Is Only One…Father…Its All 4 Thee…

3.06.11 Sun
…did u know that Now u are able 2 Approach The Throne of The Father God?…if so…what are u bringing 2 The Table? ur works? all the things uve “done” 4 God? when u get There do u see what He Brought? what is at The Table b4 u even get There? The Father Brought…Jesus…whatever u brought doesnt compare…drop it all…maybe ull fall…on ur face…then crawl…not 2 bring anything…But 2 Receive Everything 🙂

3.07.11 Mon
…a pastor confirmed yesterday that sexual immorality is rampant in the church body today…i should know as i used 2 be 1 of them…look all through the NT…this sin is specifically brought up as it was happening back then in the believing body…why? its an Intimacy issue…its our humanity’s last defense 2 excercise our power 2 confirm who we are all the while denying The Father of Who He Really Is…

3.07.11 Mon
..i believe the intrinsic reason we can be immoral & Profess Jesus is because our environments & influential cogs of our lives either engaged in the same activities or tolerated it…we all have this desperate Core Requirement of needing & wanting 2 be Loved…Intimately…we displace this in people because we weren’t taught this is 2 be Found In God First & ForeMost…then other relationships are based In This…

3.08.11 Tues
…am i going 2 sink in the mire because of what i dont understand? or will i Reach Higher 2 Hold UR Sovereign Hand? am i going 2 cower & be broken when everything’s breaking? or will i be unshaken Under UR Strong Tower Through the shaking? am i going down in the fault when the foundation of my humanity is gone? or will i refuse 2 drown In This Living Water that I Am Supposed 2 be Walking On?

3.08.11 Tues
…Good Morning My Beloved Child…Dont you Want to See Me Today? Wont you Come & Be In My Presence Today? Dont you Know How Highly Favored you are that Jesus Made The Way for you to Come…To Me? Come AnyDay…Come Bask At The Throne…Oh My Precious Baby…Run Home…To Me…I Am Here Waiting…I Am Here Watching…For you…Your Father God’s Heart…Is So Wide Open…For you 🙂

3.09.11 Wed
…when it seems like my world is all falling apart…i may not “know” that U Father God Hold Everything Together…but i want 2…i want 2 have a Greater Faith In Knowing that Nothing can Separate me From UR Love…that i will Never be in a valley that isnt merely a Line In The Palm of UR Hand…U Love me With All That U Have…U Gave UR Precious Jesus…2 Be With me…On UR Hearts Journey…

3.09.11 Wed
…Father God…What Can U Do With these eyes? May they See others as U See Them…Where UR Beauty Lies…these ears…May they Be Quick 2 Listen 2 Their Lives…What UR Heart Hears…these words…May they Hear Life Over death…Increase UR Faith In Them Now that theyve Heard…these hands…May they See them Reaching Up 2 U…2 The AlMighty Loving Father God…Who Understands…

3.10.11 Thurs
…Oh My little child…Here we are again…At The Gate of Beautiful…Where ur crying out for SomeOne 2 Care…Reaching out for SomeOne 2 Hold…I Am…Here…I Am…All Around…I Am…All Over u…Its All I Can Do…2 Whisper ur name…The Father’s Fire…Longs 2 Kindle His baby’s flame…The Gate of Beautiful doesnt shut u out My Precious Child…It Holds u Close 2 My Love…2 My Heart…Let Me Hold u…2Day…

3.10.11 Thurs
…The Deeper i Fall In2 Love With The Father & His Beloved Son Jesus…the more i am compelled 2 4get about myself…the things i think about are so beneath Their Reality…im pressed 2 be vulnerable enough 2 Step In2 Their Alignment & Provision…i find More Comfort In His Mighty Plans 4 my life than my carnal ambitions…i feel The Gravity of my Security In His Love & Worth…thats So Above me…

3.11.11 Fri
…there is deception & danger in not confronting areas of ur life that are in direct opposition 2 The Word (immorality lying homosexuality etc)…it makes u feel like these individual indiscretions represent the greatest portion of ur life which is an absolute lie…u can do 100 great & wonderful things & then either lie or sleep with some1 1 time & feel like a total loser…isnt that interesting? rebuke deception!

3.11.11 Fri
…Religious Redneck Check #1: if u are almost always asking God 4 something that will physically benefit ur life circumstances instead of Thanking Him & Praising Him 4 Everything OR if ur prayers almost always center around what God can do 4 u instead of Simple Passionate Adoration 4 All That The Father Has Already Done 4 u…then you just might be…a religious redneck…

3.12.11 Sat
…Religious Redneck Check #2: if u find that God is merely “useful” & serves some kind of “purpose” for u rather than The Most Beautiful Force of Love & Real Relationship in ur life OR if u have a superiority complex that blinds u from the Calvary Level playing Fields of Grace where All The Children of The Most High Superior Father God run…then you might be…a religious redneck…lol!

3.13.11 Sun
…Father God…I Am just Going 2 Believe…Everything U Say…I Am not Going 2 look 2 the left or 2 the right…I Am Going 2 Set Jesus Straight Ahead In my Sights…In Him I Am Everything U Say I Am…In Him U Are Strong In me…In Him i Engage Impossibilities With U…In Jesus Is Powerful Life OverFlowing 2 Save a desperately dying world…In Jesus Are Great Miracles Signs & Wonders Required 4 Kingdom Impact…

3.14.11 Mon
…is there a place in ur life that seems 2 have u bound up? a place that u keep visiting time & time again? that place where there is pain…how will u ever get over it? do u wonder where God is when ur in this place & u feel depressed by ur situation? God is Bigger than the circumstances that u have bound urself 2…ur going 2 need Him 2 conquer this so Get Up! get nearer 2 Him…His Arms Are Wide Open…4 u…

3.14.11 Mon
…why is it when someone is devastated by their circumstances that we often so ignorantly feel the need 2 reply & say that “we understand”? much like Job’s friends did i believe we attempt 2 attach the reasoning of our own experiences 2 the calamities of others lives…in our efforts 2 identify with their pain we actually marginalize theirs because in their reality we really havent the faintest idea…do we?

…May we simply Listen…Love…Pray & Quietly Endure with them…Job 20:3

3.15.11 Tues
…my Child…my Precious Baby…In ur Heart u Know that I Am Here…dont u Know the lock 2 ur self imprisionment is on the inside? dont u Know Ive Opened The Door With My Jesus? dont u Know those Waves In the storms of ur life are Merely My Tears trying 2 Wash u Out of there? Oh baby…Come With Me…Run 2 Me! Hold My UnFailing Hand…Oh Please…Trust Me…Trust…Me…2 take it all away…2Day…

3.15.11 Tues
…Children of Our Parent Father God…who do you think that we are? We Are The Face of Jesus…The Grace of The Beloved Son…The Radiance of The Living God…We Are The Body of Jesus Christ! the world Must See & Witness Kingdom Liasons & Representatives not bartering our worth for worldly possessions but Already Sold Out Being His Most Glorious Possession! Lets Take Hold of It! (Rom 12:2)

3.16.11 Wed
…i go 2 church just like any other believer…but 4 many this is the sum total of their REALationship With God…honestly think about it 4 a minute…2Day are these buildings filled with unbelievers? Nope. How can we just enjoy the blessings of these buildings without going out & sharing The Kingdom Benefits of Knowing Jesus? Lets pull our heads out of the clouds…The Harvest is Plenty…The Workers are few…

3.16.11 Wed
…do others Know that u are a Follower of Jesus Christ? if they dont…then what are u good 4? if the Kingdom has Rolled Up On u & Saved u By Grace & u arent Passionately Compelled 2 Go Shout it From The Mountain Tops by Testifying what Jesus has Done then we have a major Major problems Warriors! if the tragedy of hell for others is because God couldnt use us 2 Advance The Kingdom…Woe 2 us!

3.17.11 Thurs
…i got these “friends” who unfriended me cause i kept speaking The Truth of The Word in my posts & they didnt like it i suppose…these people are some of the ones currently caught up in this whole tolerance movement of “just love! dont judge!”…Loving People as Jesus did requires speaking The Truth of The Word even though it is rejected no? i guess their “just love” ideals dont include me 😛

3.18.11 Fri
…if The Truth Convicts you of your sin & it incites an undercurrent of anger instead of a broken humility OR if you believe others are deeply involved in “spiritual anarchy” because their fire for God is “out of control”…then you might just be…a religious redneck 😛

3.18.11 Fri
…i can see how “the great falling away” will happen…i predict it will be about 85-90% of the body of believers currently going to church being fed & taught the things that tingle their ears because this in churchanese is how congregation numbers are built…because when all hell breaks loose here in America these people are going to believe that God has just left instead of Knowing Jesus Is About to Arrive…

3.19.11 Sat
…i have said it b4 & i will say it again…There Is A Monumental Difference between talking about God like u know Him & Knowing God Like u Talk About Him…i am just meeting so many believers these days that are disconnected from a REALationship with God…they feel unworthiness…they are bound by religion…they feel He is angry…Oh Jesus…they talk about God…but they Dont Know Him…

3.20.11 Sun
…we got believers running around wondering “Where God Is”…The Very Depths of Their Core Seeking His Presence…His UnFailing Love…displacing these attentions & intimate desires & affections on others in this world because they havent YET BELIEVED WHAT GOD SAID…We Are Sealed With The Holy Spirit In Him…We Are His…We Are His Possession…u can “know” it but do u BELIEVE it?(Eph 1:13,14)

3.21.11 Mon
…the less time u spend In God’s Word…the less Revelation u have in Knowing His Will 4 ur life…the less u Know about The Direction He Desires 2 Take u…the less u Know about How God Can begin 2 strip away all the things about u that look like the world & transform u 2 Look Like His Holy Child…without this Intimacy With The Father u will cast off the restraint of indulging in ur sinful desires…Prov 29:18

3.21.11 Mon
…Father God…U Are Who U Say U Are…The Source…The One & Only Who Has Everything we Need…What we so Desperately Require…UnVeil The Gravity of UR Love & Break our Hearts 4 U…Wreck the confines of “our busy lives” With The Measure of Jesus’ Worth…Melt Away the reference points of “ourselves” with UR Manifest Presence…Oh Holy Father…we…Need…U…so…Deeply…….Today…

3.22.11 Tues
‎…we r Living The Greatest Story Ever Told…r u still half heartedly looking 4 The Father God’s Extravagant Love Lavished on u Through Jesus? r u still willfully giving away The Authority & Power of Victory Jesus Gave u in agreed sinful activities with the defeated enemy? r u still captive 2 the false perception of “ur busy life” not Knowing ur The Light of the world & a Disciple of The Good News of Jesus Christ?

3.22.11 Tues
…When The Sonic Shofar Sounds…When All the resources of the unrighteous Have Been Transferred 2 His Righteous Ones…ill meet u & The Rest of The Remnant Children of The Father God’s Own Heart at The Intersection of Our True Identity In Him & Thy Kingdom Come…ill Race u There With Endurance…Faith & The Glorious Task Jesus Gave me…2 Testify The Good News of His Grace…C ya There 🙂

3.23.11 Wed
…im just going 2 give up on trusting…myself….cause there’s nothing left anyway…im taking off this mask of me…that heavy burden of pretend…so that U Can See…What U Already See…that im empty…Father God…im desperate 4 SomeThing…SomeOne Greater than my humanity…im all alone here…Can i Come Home & Share my tears? wont U Heal all my painful years…i was away from U?

3.24.11 Thurs
…like Judas…many have gotten close 2 Jesus…so close that they have seen many miracles in the areas of others lives where He Shows Up & Displays His Mighty Healing Power again & again…even though they see it…they dont believe it 4 themselves…they might get close but they wont Come Near Him & be intrinsically changed…In The End they sell out 2 benefit themselves rejecting The Very Benefit…of Him…

3.24.11 Thurs
…Oh Father God…im just looking around…in this broken world…i see it in their faces…in their eyes…they dont look like they know The Loving Father God…that i Know…they Need UR Joy…they need UR UnFailing Love…they need 2 See Something Greater than themselves…Oh Father…Wont U Press It Through me? Wont U Pour It Out of me? So PowerFullly & Touch their Hearts…their hurts…2Day?

3.25.11 Fri
…i wish u knew…what The Parent Father God’s Heart was Feeling…when ur so hurt…How He Is So Reaching Out 2 u…when ur so overwhelmed with ur pain…His Heart is Crushed With His Baby Jesus On The Cross Over u…even though ur turned away from Him…He Always Longs 2 Hold u Close…He Can Still See ur face…He Collects & Saves ur Tears as His Gentle Fingers Trace ur cheeks With His I Love u’s…

3.25.11 Fri
…I Am…already waiting on The Day…when…All we Speak About is Jesus…when all religions die cause the people finally figure out working their “way 2 heaven” is killing their spirit…when all denominations pass away because The Truth is it has separated The Body of Jesus Christ into opposing forces of prideful semantics…We Already Have Our Leader…Our King…In Jesus…He Is Waiting On His Bride…Ready?

3.26.11 Sat
…i think i get it now…believers dont read The Bible very much on their own personal time because…They either think that their current position is “good” because they go 2 church or they dont like how it opposes “their busy lives” with The Truth that we are Here 2 share The Good News of The Gospel…Period. if “ur life” is 2 busy 2 share Jesus with some1 in ur circles then ur in bed with the world…

…believers thinking its still “their life” live a life of deception with themselves at the center with God wrapped around them and stuffed in the cracks to make themselves appear pretty good…Come on people…remember there is not one thing… “good” about us…God is The Only Good There is…He must be the Very Center…”our lives” are no longer ours…remember Jesus? Yeah…He bought and paid for every ounce with His Own Blood…there is nothing left of “you” or “your ambitions”…we can live like there is but thats just a lie that doesnt benefit The Kingdom at all…it still has a “self” ring tone to it and thats not what we said when we accepted Jesus now is it? Get us Staight Father God…we have to remember we arent from here!!!

3.28.11 Mon
…Father God…i Desire a Greater Measure of UR Manifold Wisdom…a Greater Measure of Jesus Revealed In me…a Greater Measure of Revelation from UR Word…a Greater Measure of Humility…A Greater Measure of Confidence In U…a Greater Measure of Faith In UR Movements…a Greater Measure of Knowledge & Understanding of U…a Greater Measure of UR Power Through me…i Desire More…

3.28.11 Mon
…its apparent from King David’s life that being “A Man After God’s Own Heart” isnt a walk in the park…he cries…he Praises…he’s pained…he’s OverJoyed…high peaks & low valleys…ups & downs are life’s Reality…God Knows His are Already Eternally Secure but through our trials we display The Hope In One that is Mighty 2 Save others that observe our Unwaivering Faith in The Father they so desperately Need…

3.29.11 Tues
…when u begin 2 Enjoy A Greater Measure of Freedom in Jesus…people arent going 2 like that because its something they dont have…when u begin 2 Identify With A Greater Measure of The Father’s Extravagant Love 4 u as His Beloved Child…people are going 2 be envious & jealous because of their own fear & pride…they might even tell u that ur “Full of it” which is True…Full of The Spirit 😉

…Hey brother…i just wanted to be very honest with you…all this stuff you post on your wall and what not…you know…your just sooo Full of It! Acts 4:31 13:52 😉

3.29.11 Tues
…have u ever asked 4 Healing? or is the question how many times u ask 4 Healing & arent healed? do u feel like ur unworthy? Shouldnt The Real Truthful Inquisition be…Isnt He Worthy of Healing u? Not that ur Healing would be the focus but His Glory from it…”Stretch out ur hand” is an Invitation 2 reach past just the mere benefits of Healing In ur life…its reaching Into The World of The Beneficiary (Luke 6:8)

3.30.11 Wed
…as i crawl to The Throne…taking my bloody armor off…piece by piece…i just want to Get There…i just want to Get Home…Oh God…i Require Your Increase…this battle with my willful rebellious self…is killing me…You Desire my decrease…Rend my Heart! Eloi Release!!! Oh Abba Father…Contend for me…(Psalm 35:23)

3.30.11 Wed
…Father God…i have been Inviting You To Come…Closer…Be Near me during these times…my Good times…my bad times…why do i feel sometimes…that You are so far away? Like Today? what can i do to get In Deeper With You? How Can i Love You More Than i already do? Show me How…cause i Need More of You Now…this life isnt worth not Having A Greater Measure of…You…(Psalm 35:22)

3.31.11 Thurs
…as believers of The Way we know that continuing to be captive to sin & live in its bonds does not nullify our Salvation…but do you know what it does do? This willful pride of not allowing The Power of God His Healing Power that sets us Free from our self imprisioned sin shackles denies others of Salvation because Father God Made & Predestined us to FullFill His Calling of The Good News of Jesus Through us…

3.31.11 Thurs
…i want 2 Encourage All The Believers out there Speaking The Truth of The Word…i know we are persecuted by other believers 4 being Bold but isnt this really an admission on their part that they dont read The Word much cause if they did they would see The Word is 1000 times Bolder In Truth than we speak out of it…Where do they think that we get the stuff that we say?!? From The Word!!!

4.01.11 Fri
…why do i hold onto all the things…that so easily let me go? by now…dont i know…that even though some days for some reason it doesnt seem that im holding onto U…that You Are…Always…Holding Onto me…Thats What You Do…not whether…i do it or not…Your Holding my Everything Together..You Just Hold me…Because im so Preciously Bought…Oh Jesus…U…Say…im…Yours…(Col 1:17 Heb 1:3)

4.01.11 Fri
…i have met a few of The Parent Father God’s Remnant Children…Their Passion for His Heart is Unwaivering…They do not even consider the favor of man as the Approval & Full Attention of The Almighty Whole God is Intimately Available to Them AnyTime…They are a Very Peculiar People…A Breed of Holiness…The Face of Jesus & His UnFailing Love…They Are Compelled to Share His Truth before we Go Home 🙂

4.02.11 Sat
…2 Gain a Greater Measure of Holiness & Likeness of God…As He Instructs us 2 do…u are going 2 have 2 Spend More Time With Him! This doesnt happen through osmosis during ur 2 hour corporate worship on Sunday…it Comes Through Impartation during the Alone Times With Him In The Word…During Time In The Intimate Secret Closet With Him…there are no excuses…Make Time 4 Him!!!

4.03.11 Sun
…Aside from The Creation many would say Jesus’ Death on The Cross is the single most Important Event in the history of the world right? Rom 8:34 “…Christ Jesus who died…MORE THAN THAT…Who Was Raised to Life…” The Right Cross of Atonement Landed First Conquering Death Followed Up by The Knock Out Power of The Resurrection Giving Life…Bible Beef Jerky Always Something Amazing to Chew On!

4.04.11 Mon
…fragile…these glass walls of my humanity…shattering…As Your Love Presses Through me…breaking…the bindings of my pride With Your Beautiful Humility…tearing…away the flesh filters & carnal layers of me…So There Will Be More Than Just cracks For Jesus To Shine Through…ill just fade away…As my Core…Is Fully Exposed…With The AlMighty…Radiance of You…Heb 1:3

4.04.11 Mon
…i know this will be hard to swallow…it was for me because its a stab at pride…just take a look back at all the difficult circumstances & situations in your life…are you still blaming others or God for all the messy things that youve been through all the while failing to acknowledge that you are the one common denominator in every instance? your choices involved you somehow right? Prolly!

4.05.11 Tues
…believers…Remember that Jesus is The Life…u only have Life because He Gave it 2 u…it isnt “urs”…He Bought u With His Blood…The Truth is u are here as Kingdom Liasons of The Holy Spirit 2 usher unbelievers in2 The Knowledge of Jesus…u are not 2 be inundated with the busy ways of the world…Jesus Is The Only Way 2 The Truth In This Life…Wake Up Lets Get 2 Work! people are going 2 hell…Time is Short!

4.05.11 Tues
‎…im laughing…cause Your Jesus…Through me…Is Beginning to Show…im crying…cause so many lives are ending…they just dont know…Oh Father God…Wont You Do SomeThing…So WonderFully? Wont You Manifest YourSelf So Beautifully? So Worthy of Your Name? Wont You Show Them Your Love So PowerFully? Wont You Speak So Loudly? Wont You Just…Blow Through me? Oh…

4.06.11 Wed
…do u think that God is so concerned over ur retirement & ur future like u are? do u think He thinks about ur financial security like u do? Probably not because He is God & The Very Truth is that ur Entire Security & Well Being is Totally In His Hands is it not? i think God is thinking why ur future is so geared toward self preservation…do u just say God is Who He says He is or do u really believe it?

4.06.11 Wed
…Father…Abba Father…I Am Coming Back…to Your UnFailing Love…its The Only Thing That I Am Sure Of…Where…I Am Secured So Deep…In Your Jesus…There…He’s Covering this deficit of me…With The Whole Sufficiency…Of Thee…Oh…I Am…So Running Home…i…See You In The Distance…Running Toward me…I Am…just crying…I Am…Just Captured…How You Love…me…So Beautifully…

4.07.11 Thurs
…what i believe God is trying to figure out is this: Why as The Body of Jesus Christ are we so content with The Salvation that He has So Graciously Given us that we continue to keep up our appearances at the building we call “church” which is full of believers but we largely fail to appear to the unbelievers out in the hiways & byways to share The Jesus we talk about in “church”…if God is baffled this is it…

4.07.11 Thurs
…just wanted to encourage all of you that Everything that has ever happened in your life that God has allowed the measure of consequence for…even though you may have made some wrong choices God Governs how intense the fire is that the enemy can put you through (Read Job)…Remember His Sovereignty…He is Working All Things For His Own Good & yours…He Gives Beauty for your ashes 🙂

4.08.11 Fri
…ever stop & think about what God is Doing Right Now? maybe you are too busy with your own life to even contemplate such a thing? are you so absorbed with what you are doing & what you got going on that you dont have time to consider what God has His Hands In & Where He is Moving Right Now? make some space & free up some time to find out What God is Up to Today…or is that too much to ask?

4.10.11 Sun
…do you find yourself in a cyclical relationship with God where you sin for the same thing over & over…where time & time again ask Him to ForGive you for what you are “about to do”? then you do it anyway…the power is in what you choose to do…The Truth is you love yourself more than you love God…when you stop being the god of your life & Acknowledge His Power things will change…

4.11..11 Mon
…examine your verbage…who do you find yourself talking about the most…you or God? whatever you are speaking about is what you are giving your power to…if you are giving most of your power to yourself what are the odds of failure? very high…we tend to lead ourselves into wreckage because of pride…The Truth is There is Only Power in The Source of God…Speak about Him more than yourself…

4.12.11 Tues
‎…we have 2 figure out what God Desires…how can we know that? His Word Has All The Answers…yes…even 4 divorce…Does God Believe in it? No. but many christians like myself went ahead & did it anyway because the circumstances got to big 4 us so we used the little power we had & walked away…those circumstances arent bigger than God…He Said He Could Heal it…we just didnt believe it…

…when we depend upon ourselves for anything its going to wreck…God Is The Only One that can Hold Everything Together…its our choice to believe that or not…we have to get above ourselves and our situations and allow God to be God……that we toss all of our selfish ambitions and desires out the window and Believe What He Said…in sickness and in health…for better or for worse…for richer or for poorer…TILL DEATH do us part…i think we sign up for all the good stuff and when the bad stuff comes along we say “oh i didnt sign up for this!” Read those Covenant Words again in those vows which are first and foremost a promise to God no? we can say that God is the foundation of our marriage but what does the divorce rate say? We Must default to His Higher Power…if we dont…just look around…this is what we will get…

Even if you are one of the ones that stayed & tried to “save” the marriage…the other person still walked away and pursued some sort of “self” ambition which denied God The Power to Heal it…For those that this happened to Dont Lose Heart…! God has SomeThing Beautiful for you where there is a trail of your ashes…He Loves you More than you know & its Never Over Cause We Have An UnFailing Extravagant Loving God working all things for our own Good Through Him! Believe It!

4.12.11 Tues
…believers…Remember that The Father has Sealed you With His Spirit…The Whole God Lives Inside of you…you must Spend Many Hours of Alone Time With Him to Know His Ways…you Must Allow Him to Intrinsically Change your disposition to Look Like Him on The Inside before your Character Externally Reflects Him…When you Look Like Him Outwardly Then He Can Change others Through you…

4.13.11 Wed
Matt 5:47 “…and if you only greet your brothers what are you doing more than others?”…Have you taken a look around the world lately? Man this place is oppressed! i should be able to distinguish the believers from the rest of the world right? How? Joy! we have to BreakThrough & smile & Greet others (especially unbelievers) With Our Joy…Its Our Strength! They desperately need what we Have Today!

4.13.11 Wed
…Oh Jesus…Did i Ever Just Thank You…For Being More Than Enough for me? For Being The Gravity of Goodness i seek? Cause in my deepest depravity…im so weak…im sick…with this disease of my humanity…im so desperately Needing You…Right Now…Oh…i Can Feel Your Bleeding…Covering me…Saturating Through…Oh Jesus…all i will Ever do…is…Just Thank You…i…Just…Thank You…

4.14.11 Thurs
…now dont go blamin’ the enemy for everything that happens to you…there might be a pressing influence all around you or some messy thoughts going on inside your head BUT…you are the one with the power of the choice that will put the action of the spark to the fire which the enemy has been seething to throw kerosene on…you have the power to Wait On The Lord & His Power…Choose Wisely 🙂

4.14.11 Thurs
…Abba Father…even though my circumstances are crushing me…I Am Still Believing Youre Hushing these storms So Sovereignly…even though you slay me (Job 13:15) with insurrmountable situations…I Am Still Hoping & Counting this As Glory For The Sake of The Name…i know my humanity is the only thing between me & The Truth…may the death of me Fuel The Flame…The Fame…Of You…

4.15.11 Fri
…The Father God Through Jesus is The Only One i Know Who Can Compel & Inspire us to Change & Turn from the rebellion in our humanity of willful sinning into a Deeply Required Intrinsic Passion of Being Like Him…into Desiring More of His Extravagant UnFailing Love…into Pursuing The Core of His Heart…into The Dangerous Abandon to Wreck ourselves into His Presence…Open your Heart Today 🙂

4.17.11 Sun
…Ever wonder why The Father God is Unseen? Because to be seen means to “have limits”…the things we put our faith in whether it be ourselves our jobs our friends or our families…all are very limited with threshholds of existence & sooner or later will inevitably fail to deliver what only The Unseen Limitless Unlimited Love of The Parent Father God Can Only Give & Sustain for our Faith…Boundless He Is 🙂

4.18.11 Mon
…believers…Remember Where Jesus is Right Now…The last we saw He was Resurrected Back To Life into His Flesh & Then Ascended to Sit @ The Right Hand of The Father…He Is Alive In His Flesh Fully Captivated By His Spirit (How else do you Walk On Water or Sit in The Heavenlies in physical form?) This is a Direct Revelation of “Being Like Him”…Captivating our flesh with His Spirit…It Can Be Done!

4.18.11 Mon
Matt 12:44…Why do u keep sinning for the same thing over & over? Because u keep asking for SomeThing He Already Gave u…u keep living in the Passive Power of His Forgiveness…SomeThing He Has Already Done…u sweep urself/house clean with another trip 2 The Cross while failing 2 Acknowledge The Requirement of The Active Power of Change Jesus Leads u 2 after Repentance..SomeThing He is Doing..In u..Right Now…

4.19.11 Tues
…we are really great at professing our head knowledge…we are really good at talking about the things we “know” about as it relates to this physical life…how about our Heart Knowledge? why does that take a back seat to head knowledge? cause most others are centered around head knowledge & its easier? As believers we are a Particular People…we Believe In Jesus…isnt it High Time we Share Our Heart Knowledge?

4.19.11 Tues
…Oh Lord…her heart is broken…into a thousand pieces…from the gravities…the realities…of all things unspoken…she’s torn with all those things that wounded parents do…Oh Jesus…Isnt This All About You? Father God…does it have to end in an early grave? Dear God…Wont You Listen to me? Wont You Honor This Request & Be Mighty To Save? We Desperately Need You…To Do…What Only You Can Do…

4.20.11 Wed
…self…since the night i left you…crying…cause the world didnt revolve around you anymore…i just couldnt take the venom in your core…day after day…feeling that way…living through your wounds…that pain…of giving away my present…my future to the stains…of the past…i just couldnt last…you were killing my spirit…with your preoccupation & your pride…goodbye self…ive Found Joy…In Jesus…

4.20.11 Tues
‎…Introspection…we usually never have time for it because from our shallow perspective the journey leads us to face: our pride, the fractures in ourselves & our wounded love…but the faith to visit this place Actually Reveals The BackDrop of The Father’s Face & His Pride In you Trusting Him to Disciple you With His Unfailing Love & Healing your Heart With His As He Walks With you & Carries you Through…

…Nothing Can Snatch you From The Father God’s Hand…Nothing Can Separate you From His Extravagant Love…Just Sayin’ 😉

4.21.11 Thurs
Psalm 78:54…God Will Lead you to The Promised Land of your own life…Its His Job…Thats What He Does…He Will Even Tell you That He Has Already Taken It In His Right Hand For you…but you have to Believe it & put Action & Effort in Pursuit of Its Possession…Thats Faith…you see yourself a grasshopper in your own eye but Believe What God Sees Validated By What He Said…He Said Victory…Him Through you!

4.21.11 Thurs
…i think sooner or later as The Body of Jesus Believers we will finally figure out that everything that we are pressing our own efforts through will fail & will ultimately end in emptiness & That EveryThing That The Father is Doing Through Jesus In us is UnFailing & Is His FullNess…are you through? are you done where you are? The Real Question Is What Could He Be Doing Though you Where you are? Are you Available?

4.23.11 Sat
…i just wanted to share with each & every one of you what a blessing we have just in Knowing Jesus & The Father God…i Accepted Jesus as my personal Lord & Saviour when i was 7 years old…i remember it Vividly & Remember His Call on my Heart…Last night after an early Easter church service my 4 year old repented of his sins & Accepted Jesus as his Personal Saviour all on his own…How Glorious!

4.23.11 Sat
…Over 2000 years ago…Right about Now…Jesus descended into the dark spiritual realm…into the enemy camp…can you imagine the look on the enemy’s face when Jesus Rolled down there? “Uhhh Uhhh i thought you were dead! i killed you! i killed you!” Not a Chance in hell loser! Jesus Took back The Keys of Authority & Preached The Light of The Gospel to the captives in that dark place…No one messes With The King! 1 Pet 3:19

4.24.11 Sun
…Oh Jesus!…Jesus!!…Jesus!!! Your Life Renews my Spirit! Your Love Restores my Faith! Your Blood Saves me! Your Commitment Makes me Whole! Your Sacrifice Refreshes my Heart! Your Last Breath Breathes Into me! Your death Awakens my soul! Your Resurrection Gives me Life So Abundantly Through You…Oh Jesus! Oh Jesus!! Oh Jesus!!! Youre Alive! Youre Inside! Youre In me & I Am In You! Glory!!!

4.25.11 Mon
…we can be believers & christians & not have His Joy…we can live a dead life outside of All That Jesus Has Done or we can Be Alive by Living In it…we can pray & remind The Father God of all the things we dont have or we can Thank Him For Everything He Gave us In Jesus…in pride we can continue to think we “know God” but in our humility He Sees More of HimSelf & Knows us…Big Difference…Gal 4:9

4.26.11 Tues
…there are only two choices…to rebel & love ourselves OR Obey & Love The Father more than ourselves…we have been this way since the first day we came into this world…its a war going on inside of us…we can either live In His Goodness & be Changed by it to look like Him or we can play with evil & start to head down the road to destruction…Either For Him or Against Him…i didnt say it…He Did…

4.26.11 Tues
…let us take a moment…just to think about How Great The Parent Father God’s Love is for you…Remember He was separated from you In The Garden by the sin of Adam & Eve…He Made you & Saw you In Jesus Before The Foundations of the world…What they lost He Sent Jesus to Find…How In The World Could He Spare His Own Son & Give Him to die for you? for me? His Love…Its One of a Kind…For you…

If we were made In Him(Jesus) before the foundations of the world what does that make us initially? Yep…spirit form…Unseen…and we will be returning to what form? Spirit form With Him In Him…He Told us this was not our home…He even Said we were His OffSpring In His Word…Lets Get Ahold of this people…makes it much Much easier to REALize our True Identities as we Love & Obey Him instead of being held captive by our flesh which keeps us from The Truth!!! Which Is??? Yeppers…Jesus!!! Jesus!!! Jesus!!! Praise Him! Come On Get Up!!! 😉

4.27.11 Wed
…Oh God! this thing inside of me…i want it to stop! these prideful & selfish pangs of my humanity…im still not over myself yet! Jesus…i still dont get…That Youre UnStoppable…oh…i Desire Authentic Change From The UnChangable God…here i am wrecking my broken spirit into The UnBreakable…oh Abba! i…have…failed…You…im crying…cause Youre Always UnFailing…for…me…

4.27.11 Wed
…as times get rougher…many will lose their faith in God (as it speaks about In The Sword of The Spirit 🙂 cause they forgot about that PowerFull Day they Accepted & Received Jesus & because they “talk” about all The Good Things God has done in their lives eagerly anticipating the next but fail to live in The Power & Wonder of it…The Kingdom is not about talk but About Power…Reminds me of The Israelites…

4.27.11 Wed
…Tonight we Testify Jesus…we GO OUT & Speak Into The Air About The Testimony of Jesus Christ in our lives…We Display His Joy OUT THERE…We Carry His Strength Around With us Because He Walks With us…We Look Strangers in the Eyes (Showing Light In The Windows of their souls) Greeting Them (Matt 5:47) With Smiles of His Presence…we are The Great Commissionaries…are you? God Says you ARE!

5.01.11 Sun
Gen 3:1…did you know that The Father God created the enemy? How else would he have gotten here? Only God is Omniscient…He knew Lucifer would do all the things he did even before he did them…Didnt He? Of Course He Did…you mean that Satan was by Gods Design? Sure he was…what in the world for? the devil is the variable of adversity required for Free will…to Choose God OR something else…

5.02.11 Mon
…if you want to Hear God…its pretty simple…Find yourself a Bible…Open it up…Read it Out Loud…Presto! Did you Hear what just came out of your mouth? Yep! That would be God’s Own Words…The Amazing Thing is that your Faith Just Increased as well…Faith Comes from Hearing The Word of God! start in The New Testament & Just Listen to All The Words as you speak them…More Time = More Faith 🙂

5.03.11 Tues
…many times we feel so hopeless & powerless because we “dont understand” why things are happening to us…remember we arent supposed to lean on our own understanding cause its based in this world…God didnt ask us to try & understand Him & He certainly wont make sense when we bring Him down to our level…Jesus Came down here to Lift us to Their Level…We gotta Look Up to See Where we are Going 😉

5.04.11 Tues
…lets face it…we all like attention & approval from others…but maybe thats a false positive knowing they are identifying with something that they “like” themselves…just wait until they dont “like” it lol! How about we turn All our Desire for Approval & Attention to God…Hold ourselves up In Humility Against Him In All His Goodness & UnFailing Love to where All our Confidence & Trust Is In Him…Try It 🙂

5.05.11 Wed
…im not unique…maybe im just willing to admit that i used to be wounded & i wounded others because thats all a fractured love can produce no? i want to encourage you all Back Into The Greatest Love ive Ever Known…The Father God’s Unique Unfailing Love which has Healed my wounds & Over Taken the small measure of love i had & Imparted me With The Gravity of His Love…Now Everything is So Beautifully Different 🙂

5.05.11 Wed
…God Is The Tree of Life…He Has Given us The Choice to Live as Close to Him as we so Choose Under The Covering Safety & Security of His Far Reaching EverLasting Branches Over us…He Bears Low Hanging Delicious Fruits (Even Bore us Jesus as our FirstFruit) of The Spirit for us to Consume In His Presence…He Encourages us to Grow & Root ourselves In The Good Soil Closely Near & Around Him…

5.05.11 Thurs
…there is a real danger in the expression “going to church”…it has led us to passively overlook sharing Jesus with the lost not in the “church” to be actively captivated by what we ourselves have found…we have given The Power of Our Spiritual Identity away to a building of activities & programs…”church” is not supposed to be some walled off place where we hoard The Goodness & Knowledge of God…

The Church is A People…The Church is us…not an activity a destination a place or a program…We are supposed to come together to be discipled In The Word to do what? Take It FORTH…TO TAKE IT OUT (Yeah Thats Jesus’ Command of The Great Commission) into the hiways & byways where the lost are…We Gotta Get Ahold of this People 😛

05.05.11 Thurs
Matt 19:4…the pharisees asked Jesus a question to which He Answered…”Haven’t you Read…” lets stop Right There…i believe all of us expect Face Time as we pose our own “pharasitic” questions to God…questions filtered through the fractured confines of our humanity that we would like to hear an account of reasoning for…”Havent you read” directs us to Answers In His Word…of Revelation…not reason…

05.06.11 Fri
‎2 Tim 3:16…All Scripture is God Breathed & Useful for Teaching Rebuking Correcting & Training In Righteousness…if you are a prideful person you are not going to want to get anywhere near The Bible are you? (or listen to Truth for that matter) probably the reason many do not read & spend time in His Word as they should…prideful people are very defensive & are easily offended…Repent & Be Teachable!

…i am so blessed that The Jesus In you Pours All over me…

05.06.11 Fri
…Jesus Wept…crying isnt an indication of weakness which the world always tries to push on us…especially men…for Jesus it was an Out Pouring of Compassion…for us…in the world we take authentic reactions to situations & epitomize them with “stop being a baby” but what Does God Say? The Father Says…Be child-like…Cry Out to Me…Return to Me…For I Am yours & you Are My Baby…I Am…Right Here 🙂

05.07.11 Sat
Psalm 80:5…all through my rebellious years…You have fed me Bread of Tears…You still took care of me in spite of myself…Your Aching because…so long…i stayed away from You…Oh What Could You do? the miles of enmity that separated us…And So You Sent Your Jesus to tear this place apart…to get to me…Oh Father…that just wrecks my heart…I Am just…so…Madly…In Love…With You…

05.08.11 Sun
…Happy Mother’s Day to all the Mothers out there…Remember your relationship with your children is Very Vital…this is the very first relationship of your child and they will sift every relationship through the very first one they had…YOU…Make a Monumental Impact in your child’s life by being Diligent to Speak Jesus & Life Into their lives as you prepare them for the journey ahead to Glorify The Father God 🙂

05.09.11 Mon
..Abba Father…its tough because of my rebellion but so Wonderful because of The Healing Gift of Your Beauty for my ashes…You Lavished Your Extravagant Love on me Through Jesus when i rejected You…You Deeply Desired me when i didnt believe i Required You…But Oh “when i came to myself” my heart started Turning…Anew…Thank You For Waiting…for i will “fullfill my vows to You”…Psalm 66:13

05.10.11 Tues
…In Marriage…lets just admit that two very prideful & selfish people have decided to initially share life with each other…we said the Vows but when the “for worse for sickness for poorer til death” part comes around we just might not be “in love” with that person anymore or maybe “its not working for me” anymore…but we didnt say we could hold it all together…our Vow was that Only God Can do that…Col 1:17

05.10.11 Tues
Psalm 27:14/Acts 1:4…Waiting On The Lord…like Sharing In The Sufferings of The Lord…are difficult challenges In our life walk with Jesus…if we dont Wait On The Lord In His Perfect Timing we will venture forth under our own power which is no power at all considering what we are up against without His Power…we will faint against the appointed sufferings if we go before He Arrives In us to Carry us Through…

5.11.11 Wed
…really Listen to this Today…When you Allow God to Heal your broken Heart…a heart that cries out to be the very center of somones intimate affections…to be deeply desired & wanted…When you Find This In The Father God Alone then the expectations that crush those you require it from Will Be FullFilled In SomeOne Who Has The Qualifying Measure to Give God’s Beauty for man’s ashes…

5.12.11 Thurs
“…if its an easy task for you to discuss the deficiencies failures & tragedies of others lives at length…but very difficult for you to take a moment to confess & share your own sins…you might just be…a very prideful person…” – Former Chiefest of Pridefuls

…here are some more of my Musings In The Spirit…i hope you get some Deep Jesus…Greater Gravity of Father God 🙂

4.25.10 Sunday
God is Love…Those 2 Words are InterChangable…Saying I love God & Saying I Am In Love With God is a Monumental Difference to me…Interchange God & Love to this: I love God = I “god” God…I Am In Love With God = I Am In God With God…If I “god” God I fit Him into my plans…I Am In God With God lines up with Col 3:3 which Says I Am With Jesus In God & not being “god” of my life to God…I Am In Love With God…

4.26.10 Monday
My Main Food For Thought (Bread = Jesus’ Body & Wine = Jesus’ Blood): If I ever believe I actually “know” something…I mean anything @ all…that may be true if I am comparing myself to another person…But compared to God I “know” nothing! So why even waste “Words” regarding whether someone is saved or not when ultimately there is no way for me to “know”…Is it my job? No. May I speak more about God…not man…

4.27.10 Tues
I’ll encourage myself to stop speaking about things I don’t “know” or don’t control…the tongue speaks life or death…period…I desire to cease this kind of “talk”…I can Pray Without Ceasing for believers who have dark strongholds & sinful lifestyles that God Would Intervene Right Now in their lives With The Grace of His Power…The Kingdom is not about talk but of Power…I used to be one of these…

4.28.10 Wed
…i feel it all going numb…my humanity like crumbs…Father God…how may i Have More of U? what can i do? teach me how 2 Praise U More…Expand my Core…Widen my spirit 2 Receive…Stretch my faith 2 Believe…In U…Ignite my Jesus Identity…so that no one can see me…im trodden underfoot of U…My Giant Scarlet Stallion knew…i’d be crushed by His Glorious CornerStone…i lay travailing @ My Heart Throne…

4.29.10 Thurs
Ive started examining everything i say…wanting to Thank Him For All Things…instead of complaining about the hour drive each way to work from my house ill try: Thank You Father God for employment in this challenged economy…Thank You For Providing a Safe Car 4 Transportation…Thank You For My Blessed Family & Our Wonderful Home…many many are without & I Am With…Me & My House Will Thank & Praise The Lord…

4.29.10 Thurs
…i cant explain the monumental difference in Who I Am Now & who i used to be…they may not understand The Day That My Parent Father God Personally Encountered me With His OverWhelming Presence…Healing…His Touch…In The Twinkling of His Eye…over 30 years of pain…Melts Away & His Wick Is All Thats Left…no one has to believe…i mean look @ me…im here Because He Believes In Me…Monumentally…

4.30.10 Fri
I believe there is a Very High Level of Holiness obtainable here away from Our Home…Word Confims it…Be Holy As I Am Holy…The Critical Key Is For The Fruit to Be Love…not self-righteousness…The Measure of Jesus you ShowCase here is Rewarded In Heavenly Measure…the measure you look like the world is paid in full with worldy measure…bad trade…The Glory To Be Revealed In You Doesnt Compare…

5.1.10 Sat
“Knowing” the Bible doesnt give us a “license of knowledge”…knowledge only puffs up But Love Builds Up…The Word is God’s lowest form (as if there were one) to communicate with us…To Reveal Himself…To Begin A Relationship With Us…for us to Just Begin To Know Him…The Word is full of Testimonies of Relationships With God & How He Builds us Up To Him Through Love…The Word is A Bonefide License To Love…

5.2.10 Sun
I think we forget that God Knows Everything…what I am thinking…He is listening to everything that I say…watching everything I do…I cant hide Anything from Him…Just because others dont know my dark secrets doesnt mean there arent any…He Is Jealous For me…He desires those places for Himself…God is not Someone I am able to keep things from like people…I shouldnt deceive myself and treat Him as such…

5.3.10 Mon
I Have to Realize With Whom I Am in An Intimate Relationship With…Someone Who Calls Me His Very Own…Who Desires for me to Call Him Abba Father…He Calls me Friend…Adopted me as His Royal son…Brother of Jesus! Oh God…not because i’m special But To You I Am Significant! May I Glorify You in all that i do…I Trust You…You Are The Only One of Your Kind…And You are The Only One That Can See The Future…

5.4.10 Tues
…crumbling…these fragile ashes and flesh walls are coming down…its required…Because Now Im Building The Halls To The Throne…drowning…this death of prideful self and my mortal humanity…its gone…Because Now Im Walking On The Living Water To The King…falling…away from this deeply lost and dying world…its done…Because Im Stopping this life of me…To Live With The Unstoppable…The One…

5.5.10 Wed
…there are over 10,000 documented religions in the world today…religion is started by some person who “leads” the initiative to a “version” of what they believe to be “the truth” about “the way” of “life”…We Already Have A Leader…We Already Have A King…His Name is Jesus…If there is to be a religion then It Must Just Be Wholly Jesus Because He Is The Way…The Truth & The Life…One Version…One King…

5.6.10 Thurs
…Jesus…reignite my fire…With The Fuel of U…UR Precious Blood Like Kerosene All Over me…Covered By The Intense Heat of Your Love…for me…what will they do when i Spontaneously Combust by UR Glory 2 B Revealed in me? Time 2 learn…Time 2 Earn U The Glory…Jesus…im ready for UR Seven Degree Burns of Completion…What then? When I Am nothing? ill find U…U Will Be Right There Waiting…U…Adore…me…

5.7.10 Fri
…picture this…like an hour glass…more like Our Glass…with Jesus In The Middle…Our Intercessor in The Sands of Time…The Narrow Way…Eye of The Needle of Truth…the sands of my life…the grains of my humanity…Sifted Through Him…Passing Through His Understanding Hands…Blown…Shaken…Stirred…Pressed With The Mighty Hands of The Maker Yields my life Diamonds For You Father…Make me…So Yours…

5.8.10 Sat
where do i Believe that im actually standing? in the plane of my humanity in a crash landing? where do i believe that im actually sleeping? in destiny’s bed with the enemy reaping? where do i believe that im actually walking? in a world broadcast with the enemy’s talking? NO. I Stand Firm IN Him. Im Awake & Alive IN Him. I Run The Race By The Steps He’s Laid Out & Prepared For me…im In Him…Jesus is my Identity…

5.9.10 Sun
…Happy Mother’s Day to my mom Vicki and grand “Mama” Emily who are Celebrating Mother’s Day in The Court of The AlMighty Today…I miss them and know they are being showered with The Most Beautiful Flowers Mothers can Receive with Personal Notes Expressing His Priviledge to be Their King…They Are With Jesus Today…EveryDay is Mother’s Day in The Kingdom…Happy Mother’s Day to all my FB Mothers With Love…

5.9.10 Sun
Ok I Freely Admit that im Cheating on the enemy With God…im In Cahoots with The Creator…Note of Noah…Abba Alliance of Abraham…Intel of Isaac…Jehovah of Jacob…Mob of Moses…Gist of John…WhiteWash of Jesus…Christ Cartel…Spirit Syndicate…its True…im Deep in Raffa’s Racket of Redemption…His Sting of Salvation…im bound By The Blood to God’s Gang & Guild as Jesus’ eSpirit De Corps 🙂

5.10.10
By the time u get 2 the place where u make a decision God Has Already Been There…if u make a great decision then Glory to God…if u make a messy decision God Has Already Sanctioned The Results 4 His & ur own good…failure is a beautiful time when your ashes Are Opportunities for God to Love u through His Discipline…Yes He Truly Saves u from urself because…u r His not ur own…u can get over that now 🙂

5.11.10 Tues
…ive messed up where ive been…but im not big enough 2 mess up Where im Going…past is gone…future is Rock Solid…what really matters? God Said What Matters 2 Him is Where I Am…TODAY…He said focus on TODAY…TODAYs are Incremental building blocks in The Glory Machine of my life With Him…ill Yearn 4 Him more than yesterday…ill Love Him More TODAY cause He wont promise me tomorrow…

5.12.10 Wed
…im giving up trying 2 preserve this life 4 the sake of my humanity…im going 2 stop trying 2 equate eternal life with the flesh…im going 2 quit displacing spiritual precepts N2 this world…ive been slowly dying since the the day i was born…i dont want 2 extend my time here longer than His Plans Permit or where He ceases 2 Get Glory from my being here…cant trade this place For His Face Any Day…No Way…

5.13.10 Thurs
…technically God isnt a risk taker cause He can See The Future…but I believe He Risked It All In Jesus…His Son…God Risked Loving us because it didnt guarantee we would love Him in return Ultimately Showcasing The Very Epitome of His True Love & What The Exact Definition of Love Is…Love Is His Character…not a feeling an action or an attempt…He Is It…God Does It whether we do it or not…That Is Love…

5.14.10 Fri
…i would Love to be Strangled by God…Thrown Around in His Power For Jesus To Capture the attention of the world media…i really Desire to be Asphyxiated by I Am…Suffocated in His Spirit For Jesus To OverWhelm the apathy of the people…i soon Hope to Wreck into The AlMighty…The Catastrophic Collision For Jesus To Arrive To Place our humanity on notice…Lord Abuse me By Your Miracles Signs & Wonders…

5.15.10 Sat
…are there certain things & areas that i leave God out of? do i really believe that He doesnt know where Hes not wanted? do i spend more time with other things like “work” instead of with Jesus? i think the misconception is that i cant do both @ the same time…maybe thats cause im trying to sift The Spiritual through the carnal…but if i sift the carnal through The Spiritual Praying Without Ceasing is possible…

5.16.10 Sun
Faith Comes From Hearing The Word…id better be able to Discern that whatever im listening to Lines Up With The Word & The Only Way To Know if it does is That I Know The Word myself…if i dont know The Word myself then how will i know its The Truth? i have done myself & Jesus a great diservice of accountibility if indeed my faith is the product of believing everything i hear without knowing if it is true…

5.17.10 Mon
…if im still here Today…it means im still a Precious Piece of Your Plans Father…it means im still a Bright Spot In Your Vision Oh God…it means im still The Gravity of Your Glory my Jesus…if im still here Today…it means im still Shining In The Unapproachable Light…it means im still Intensely Lavished With His Love…it means im still Severely Significant Within The AlMightys Spirit…my Joy In Him…

5.18.10 Tues
…how can i gossip about people? how can i criticize others? how can i say very negative things? how can i cuss & curse? how can i ridicule? how can i lie? how can i speak death? The Word Says OUT OF my MOUTH COMES THE OVERFLOW OF my HEART…My Parent Father God Personally Lives In The Thone of my Heart…or does He? how can i spew the filth of worldly verbage from His House Within? how can i? the i must die…

5.19.10 Wed
Got a Jesus BobbleHead on the dash in the car of my life…My Father now drives as ive wrecked a few times on the wrong roads of my humanity…im His Beloved Passenger on a Journey 2 ‘God Knows” where…im sitting At & In His Right Hand Strapped by The SeatBelt of The Spirit…listening 2 “Little Red Corvette” of my heart by The Real Prince…this baby’s got 777 WhiteHorsePower under the hood…Punch It Papa! :):O:D

5.20.10 Thurs
…do i really believe that God Stood idly by & didnt know that the enemy had slithered in to speak deceit over Eve? do i believe that The Father didnt know that this was all going to happen? No. God Is Sovereign Over All Things…Everything Was Created By Him Through Jesus FOR HIM…Emphasis FOR HIM…Adam & Eve’s fall was FOR HIM…how? instead of just 2 getting to know Him…now 160 Billion can…Bravo Sir Jesus!

5.21.10 Fri
Here are my 2 cents: The Great Commission is not centered around sin…The Great Commission says to “Go & Preach The Good News of The Gospel”…the Good News of What? our sins? No. The Good News of The Salvation That covered our sins…Why is there Good News of The Salvation of our sins? Love…Because He Loves us…Love is at The Very Center of The Great Commission…Also The Holy Spirit convicts the sinner of sin and the believer of righteousness…That is His Job & His Identity…not ours…we can preach and preach about sin all we want to but then we will be telling people something that they are already desperately intimate with…their shortcomings…their failures…their deficiencies…this constant “hearing” of these words only increases their faith in “being a sinner”. I should know…i lived like this for over 30 years…what changed? Identifying with His Love for me…who He tells me that I am…His son…His Friend…His Conqueror…His Beloved…His OverComer…Brother of Jesus…Who Restored & Redeemed me over 2000 years ago…this is what identify with…With His Crazy Love for me and it is through this Love that has been Lavished Upon me that flows into The Obedience of His Ways that guides me and teaches me how to OverCome the sins of my past to look more like Him…Now That i Identify with His Intimate Love for me & Who I Am IN Him…How Very Significant I Am to Him… i am deeply and immediately convicted by The Holy Spirit when i go astray…real testimony 🙂

…man cant impress me anymore…if im 2 B impressed by man it must mean im simply using “man” as a measure…isnt that 2 low @ this stage of the journey? Yeah. i used 2 want 2 B “special” 2 man…want their favor…isnt that over about now? Yeah. u now why? Jesus…Jesus…Jesus…oh…He Bled Out for me…oh…im crying…Now That Is Impressive…He Is So Special…im crushed by His Gravity 4 me…

5.22.10 Sat
…having hope in the world is like building the sandcastle of my life on the Cusp of UR Crashing Waves Father God…UR Divine Movements Will Always wash that sandcastle away…shall i build it again? No. UR Desire is not for me 2 build anything 4 it can B swept away…UR Desire is 2 Captivate all of my Hope In U…that i wait patiently 2 B Drawn Out Into The Depths of UR Ocean by The UnderTow of UR Powerful Love…

5.22.10
Good God! Loves…Bad me?!?

If you have any questions whatsoever…

Concerning whether God loves you or not…

Think about if you were the parent of your one and only most precious child…

And then think if that precious innocent child had been gravely violated by a person…

And then this person was sentenced to death for their trespasses against your precious child…

And then for some “reason” you sacrifice the life of your precious child in place of this person…

This person that has gravely tresspassed against the only precious child that you will ever have…

You give your innocent precious child to save this person and pay the cost of this persons penalty…

The one and only most precious child will endure the pain compared to the one incurred a billion fold…

…The “Reason”…

… is Love…

…The Parent…

… is God…

…The Precious Child…

… is Jesus…

…the person…

…is you…

..The One True Unfailing Love of Our Parent Father God Was Lavished On you by Jesus…

…you are Significant…you are Deeply Loved…Jesus Bled out for you…God Truly Loves you…

…Indeed…

5.23.10 Sun
…there is no “i” in Jesus…but there is “us” In The Most Powerful Name of Jes”us”…The Word Says we are “In Him”…The Word Says we were made “Through Him”…The Word Says we were made “For Him”…we cant spell Jesus without “us”…Jesus is The Prodigal Prefix Who was With God In The Beginning…”us” is The Salvational Suffix of His Demonstrative Love…Billions of pictures of “us”…worth The One Word…Jesus…

5.24.10 Mon
…the One True House of God…is Within me…The Core of my Heart Throne is Where He has Chosen 2 Reside…im not going 2 give The Power of This Precious Secret Place With Him away 2 some building…a building where i used 2 believe God “was”…used 2 consume my life…my beliefs…has been known 2 breed activity instead of Real Relationships…love corporate worship but Does Not Compare 2 Being Alone With Him…

5.25.10 Tues
…im not a mistake…I Am The Open Oppourtunity 4 His Glory…im not lucifers loser…I Am The Beloved 4 His Lavished Love…im not deficient…I Am The Seed 4 His Sufficient Supremacy…im not my own…I Am The Blood Brother of Jesus Bought 4 Our Father…im not dying…I Am The Living Lantern 4 The Unapproachable Light…im not my humanity…His Perception Is my True Reality…He Defines me…He Believes in me…

5.26.10 Wed
…am crying 2Day & its okay 2 cry…means ive been touched…only 2Dday i want 2 B held…so…ill cry my Personal Jesus a River…im gonna need a King Sized Kayak 2 slowly float down The Alpha & Omega Orinoco Flow…cause its raining inside me…oh yes Hes Reigning Deep Inside me…The Rising Tide of His Love like a Flood of Fresh Emotion Poured Out In Wonderful Waves of Joy Carrying me 2 The Grace of His Ocean…

5.27.10 Thurs
Jesus…i need a Hero…2 Save me from…myself…In a Single Bound UR Able 2 Leap the tall buildings of the world that im walled within…U Can Come Get me Faster than a Speeding Bullet Through the hazards of my Heart…UR More Powerful than the locomotive of my humanity…Look! Up In The Sky! Its The Bird of Peace! Its The Rescue Power Plane! Its My Own Personal SuperMan! Its My Jesus! Its My Savior! Its My Hero!

5.28.10 Fri
…im crawling away…from their pessimistic walls…of worldly pain…2Day im enthralled N UR Optimistic Halls…of The Thone…i cant writhe…within their desperate eyes…of hubris…2Day im Separate N UR Sight…im Home…i cant grovel…N the deep deficiency…of their despair…2Day im Steeped N UR All Sovereign Sufficiency…i Believe N U Because U Believe N me…Oh God…that Makes A World of Difference…

5.29.10 Sat
…i heard The Gardner Father God Whispering 2Day…”Oh There you are little one…Oh So Beautiful”…i felt His Tears Crash Over me…the Same Tears that for years must have been used to Water the seed of me…Giving Growth & Strength 2 BreakThrough…now Showing The Fruits from The Roots of The Gardner’s Great Love…”Welcome 2 The FireGardens of My Core little EshLev…My little FireHeart…Welcome :)”

5.30.10 Sun
…R projections R based on the time frame of living when in “SpirituReality” we R in the infant stages of Project Salvation…The Scope of Loving Our Parent Father God Will Never Change…The Divine Duration is Eternity…The Critical Path Extends Beyond the temporal activities of this life cycle…Earned Value is merely my Identity in Jesus…The Master Planner & Scheduling Savior Plans Wont Fail…Vapor Phase 🙂

5.31.10 Mon
…i desire to express deep gratitude to the entire history of all the great men and women who have Served our great country…Protecting us and being there for us at the sake of their own families…they sacrifice time with their own families to serve me and my family…words can not even express what this means deep down in my heart…Your lives have been sacrified for ours…Thank You All…For The Jesus In You…

5.31.10 Mon
…im tired of being @ the base of UR Mountain Father God…its my personal choice 2 wade around N the ranks of those who just “believe” N U…even demons “believe” N U…i desire 2 Separate myself from the base level party of mediocrity…i Want More of U cause what i have wont do…i Need 2 KNOW U More…like Moses & Jesus…The Impartation & Revelation of U On Top of UR Mountain…Here i Come…Time 2 Climb..

6.01.10 Tues
…religion attempts 2 structure Our Ginormous God…we cant even see This Guy so why do we try 2 process Him…define Him & box Him up as 2 roll Him off the product racks of our religions? we do it 4 us not 4 God…cant we just accept that He is So Outside of us…we cant base Him in our humanity…the goal is not 2 bring Him “in here” but for us 2 Go “Out There”…lets get “Real” Deal Holy Fields here folks 🙂

6.02.10 Wed
…ive got This Hurricane of Him In my Heart…a Torah of Tornadic Activity deep inside…Eloi’s Eternal EarthQuake shaking my soul…a Biblical Blizzard blinding my carnal vision…a Fear of The Lord Kind of Flood In my blood…this Intrinsic Tsunami of The Spirit Crashing 10,000 foot Waves all over me…There Is No Power Outage With The Source…With my God..The Light through us in the blackout of the enemy…

6.03.10 Thur
…i reject my humanity…why? cause agreeing with the enemy manifests into the flesh…he cant take away my salvation so why does he persist in turning up the carnal heat? he wants 2 steal my Faith in The Fathers Love…he wants to kill my Knowledge of Identity In Jesus…he wants to destroy my Desire for The AlMighty’s Power 2 Make A Difference…he wants 2 crucify my Joy In The Lord…get thee behind me ya hear?

…i also must know the identity of the enemy and what he is made of and what he is made to do…knowing the players in The Stakes of Eternity and what their roles are is crucial to Climbing Up The Mountain of Revelation…we are the ones with an Identity crisis and starting to Agree with God is like Pocket Rockets 🙂

6.08.10 Tues
The Whole God Crushed Himself in Jesus…for me…Oh…how can that be?!?! The Most Beautiful One Became the tormented evils for the history of all humanity…Oh…Thats So Impossibly Lovely…My Lover Warrior Father God Emptied His Only Son…That i might be Lavished In Their Kind of Love…Oh…That They Are Mindful of me to Mold me from What They are Made Of…Oh…im In Love…im In Love…i have a Beautiful Crush on God…

6.11.10 Fri
Let us Agree with The Jesus N People’s lives & Not agree with the enemy N their lives & by this I mean: Someone may say they R a “christian” & they admit 2 a stronghold/lifestyle that we dont believe N…instead of agreeing with the enemy & saying they R “going 2 hell”…Let us Pray & Agree with God that He is Mighty 2 Save this person & His Love Will Prevail & Melt the strongholds the enemy has over them…Fah Sho!

6.12.10 Sat
…ive learned 2 use a phrase frequently these days…”i dont know”…i find the more that i “know” only relates 2 the world…when i say “i know this” or “i know that” all that im doing is referring 2 a learning experience i had in the past which then begins 2 become some sort of “law” within my mind that closes me off from what God may be doing Now…i know i have willfully rejected His Movements B4 but no more…

6.13.10 Sun
…The Whole God Crushed Himself In Jesus…4 me…Oh…how can that be?!? The Most Beautiful 1 Became the tormented evils 4 the history of humanity…Oh…Thats So Impossibly Lovely…My Lover Warrior Father God Emptied His Only Son…that i might be Lavished In Their Kind of Love…Oh…i have This Beautiful Crush On God…Because He Has This Intensely Deep Passionate Crush On me…The Gorgeous God Desires me…

6.14.10 Mon
…what am i holding on 2 here God? these strings of my humanity r severely frayed & im dismayed as everything slips so easily through my hands that im trying 2 hold on 2…Be Still & Know That I Am God little one…ur Thredded N 2 The Royal Robes of My Kingdom…ur Sewn N 2 The Fabric of My Glory…ur Knitted N 2 Jesus N Me…Just Let Go & Lay In The Palm of My Hand My little son…I Am Here…I Am Holding On 2…u

6.15.10 Tues
…when things r hidden deep inside u…that u keep hidden 4 fear of exposure…bad things u do that “no 1” u want 2 know can c…u r n bed with the enemy…this dark place is a cesspool of condemnation & shame that the enemy wants 2 keep u drowning n…dont kid urself…SomeOne knows all about it…Hes Very Jealous that He Bruised His Only Son 4 u 2 keep willfully indulging n…Give Jesus A Break Already & Man Up…

6.17.10 Thurs
…the world is messy place filled w/ greed & self promotion…we r a bunch of orphans from The Garden mainly interested n protecting & hoarding every benefit 4 our selves @ the expense of others “in general”…it is part of our “human” nature…the challenging part is 2 Identify with Our True Selves…The Portion of The Spirit from whence we came…this is truly what life is about…this journey Back 2 Our Roots…

6.18.10 Fri
…i believe if we spent even 1 quarter of our time giving our attentions 2 Our Father God instead of 2 our obsessive idols such as work…our friends…our insane compulsions 2 “impress man & gain materialistic temporary favor” or spending an overwhelming amount of time in any literature compared 2 The Word…things might be very different…we carry on like God is some idea or a concept…instead of Origin…help!

6.19.10 Sat
…Oh Father God…What A Thunderous Love! Shaking my soul with Loud Sweet Wonderous Claps From Above! my heart is Your StoreHouse of Lightning…Furious Bolts of Pulsed Striking…The Mountainous Wall Cloud of You Surrounding me…my Bed Within Your Bosom So Beautifully…There’s Perfect Power…In The Showers of Your Righteous Resolve…Your Rain…Your Tears Over me…Your Rainbow Appears…Unconditionally…

6.20.10 Sun
…Oh Parent Father God of The Fatherless…You Have but One Son…One Jesus Who Loves You With Every Ounce of His Very Being…All Jesus Wants To Do is Please You…Make You Proud…Give You All The Glory That You May Be Magnified…That You May Be Known…Jesus Lived…Jesus Died For The Sake Of Your Name…for me to Be Grafted In as a son of The Father…Happy Father’s Day To You & To All…Blessings 🙂

6.21.10 Mon
…they say im hopeless…cause im sedating the pain with an addiction…desperately hanging on 2 UR Words…that my Hope is N U…they say im finished…cause im hiding within the wounds of myself…cautiously listening 2 UR Voice…starting my heart again 4 U…they say im crazy…cause im lost & i dont know where im going…running recklessly N2 UR Love…Save me Father God! im alone…im weary..All i Have Is U…

6.22.10 Tues
…when you are blind…you are On My Mind…when you can not see…that is where you Will Find That I Will Be…you dont need your eyes…To See The Unseen…To See The Sheen Of Me…Let Father God Take your hand In My Hand…So That you May UnderStand…How I Feel About you…Dance With Me Now…To The Beat Of My Heart…Can u Hear The Sweet Sound? Yes…Yes…Yes…My Jesus Is The Music…

6.23.10 Wed
…heres some wander 2 ponder: Gods Power can indeed be trumped…how so u might ask? Well because we have the will 2 live beneath it! Jesus gave us The Fullness of God…does any1 c that anywhere? Havent seen any lately! why? Because we have chosen not 2 release it…we arent interested in looking 4 The Big Papa Button whatsoever…we have been building r own little sir talk alot kingdoms…r we done yet? i quit!

6.24.10 Thurs
…why do i look back from the plow & see pain Father? Perspective son…Perspective…Wanna Know What I See? I See ur Incremental Love Building 4 Me…With each heartbreak u Turned 2 Me 4 The Healing…I Began Stealing u Away from the fractured world of urself & Replaced u With More of Me…Jesus Injections I Like 2 Call These Moments…I Am The Priviledge of ur Life & I Just Adore u son 🙂

6.25.10 Fri
…take a look around @ ur world…examine ur relationships…how r ur life circumstances & situations? is it more messy than enjoyable? isnt it interesting that everything that u assign blame 2 has 1 core thing directly in common? YOU! if ur extrinsic outside world is messy that means ur intrinsic inside world is messy…Thankful God Resides Inside 2 Wash u Clean With Jesus’ Anointed Shroud if u let Him…

6.26.10 Sat
…i can feel A Beautiful Spring Blossoming deep down inside my bosom…An OverFlow of UR Jesus Father…i can feel The Summer Heat of UR Love Refining my direct movements toward U…Searing In UR Spirit…i can feel UR Colorful Canvas of Fall changing N2 R Picture Together…An Abba Abstract 4 me…i can feel The Winter Cold Snap of Intimate Isolated growth…Within UR Vine Papa…UR Sacred Seasons of my heart…

6.27.10 Sun
…many many times…i just dont know what 2 do…But Oh Father U Do…and so i put every ounce of my Faith & Trust In U…many many times i am so overwhelmed by my circumstances…But Oh Thank God U are not…You Have Led me Right 2 this for The Priviledge of Walking With me Through it…Jesus Bought & Paid for every single moment of “me” With His Blood…”my” life and “my” death are all about U…im All Yours…

6.28.10 Mon
…even though i was a “christian” i can remember earlier in my “life” career how i could have “intimate relationships” & “share my soul” with people that i had barely just met…man that must have Offended God! here i was proclaiming to “know” Jesus & i was sleeping with absolute strangers! ack! Oh my Father Has Grace! all along i just wanted someone to deeply want me & i didnt have that until i Found His Bed 🙂

6.29.10 Tues
…if UR gonna make me wait 2 B with U Lord…then im just gonna close my eyes & start running…my Open Run 2 U…like the desperate wild abandon 2 a long lost Love through the rolling daisy fields like u c in the movies…with my arms wide open gathering up the Wind of UR Presence…U Swinging me Around In Circles…In UR Embrace…now opening my eyes to c U Gazing So Deeply into me…Fading Away Into Eternity…

6.30.10 Wed
…i adore Our Core Covenant…UR Love…The Ark of My Heart…i cant b on the outside anymore looking in…lingering & living in oblivion…battling the ridges of my reality…cause i know its going 2 kill me 2 get In…ill Circumsize my humanity…of me…crawl this Bridge of Humility…2 share in the sufferings & Death of my Jesus…Oh my Father God…then U Will Know How Much i Truly…Madly…Deeply…Love U…

7.1.10 Thurs
…humanity is still a very young creation of The Creator Father God…we are approximately 250,000 years old they say…quite a small number compared The Beginning That Has Always Been…this figure is only about 250 days to God…we would like to think that we know it all already but we arent even close…we are Truly In The Infancy of The Spirit…the finite encountering The Infinte One…He Is So Ready 🙂

7.2.10 Fri
…oh yes…ive been n “The Waiting Room” 4 a long while…i got here early…i got all signed n & everything…ive been closing my eyes as they instructed…ive been “seeing” things…”visions” they call them…kinda like strange dreams of the future with me n them doing Crazy Great Things…then they call my name & a door opens…they stop me & say “Ok ur ready…God is the only thing ur taking with u…Enjoy!” 😀

7.3.10 Sat
..here I Am again..travailing n The Drug of The Blood..deep core intrinsic convulsions of Christ..Intense Addiction 2 the Abba Father..like a death grip On His Love 4 me..the frequency of my Daily Jesus Injections Must Increase 2 release the pangs of me..stealing my will..killing my ill identity..destroying stongholds of the enemy..ill do anything..anything..for 1 More Hit..Oh God im so ready 2 wreck this life..N2 U

7.4.10 Sun
…Independence & Freedom Certainly dont come without a Precious Price…where we were once dependent & captive to the strongholds of the enemy…Jesus The Son Set us Free…we are Now Free Indeed…i am honored to be an American as Our forefathers paved the way for all of us future generations to have a better life…to have more freedoms…Thank You God for their sacrifice…All Glory Be To You…Happy 4th 🙂

7.5.10 Mon
…Oh Father…as if the Brilliant Blanket of a billion stars in the night time sky isnt enough…yes…hailing the twilights gleaming…oh the rockets red glare! when i saw those bombs bursting in air…it gave proof to my soul that UR Love is Still There…the Explosions & Thunderous Bangs synchronized with the inner Anthem of Tchaikovsky’s 1812 Overture…yes my Precious Jesus…UR The FireWorks of my Heart….

7.6.10 Tues
Father…what 2 do..with this Infinite Flood of U? Oh Jesus..my Imperishable Channel of Cherished Blood Monsoon..the little raft of me..Capsized & Crushed by The Sovereign Swells of God AlMighty…Please Abba…appease my goal of not washing ashore…UR The Anchor of my soul…Drag me..Sink me..Hold me In The Depths of UR Core…Drowned In UR Spirit Never 2 B Apart…so Harbored…In The Hallowed Hull of UR Heart…

7.7.10 Wed
…i held roses in my hands…@ Your grave Today…The Deep Red Precious Folds like Your Blood…Oh Jesus…its hard to find the words to say…what You Mean to me…picking off the petals…whispering He Loves me…He Loves me “not” Himself…He Loves me…the scent of You still permeates my senses as You have Come & Gone…leaving behind Your Sweet Spirit to comfort & be with me…Oh my Beautiful Rose of Sharon…

7.8.10 Thurs
…i look around…yes myself strongly included in this observation…i find whatever a person may lack in the Very Deep Stong Characteristics of God such as Grace…Love…Mercy…is very indicative of the measure of their Real Intimate Relationship with Our Parent Father God…All These Must Be Found In Him To Be Received…one can only give the measure of what one has…Lets All Go Get More!

7.9.10 Fri
when was the last time u took a big long dirty list of ur self deficiencies 2 Our Parent Father God & said “Please Help me Be More Like You”? i would suspect it doesnt happen very often in all the years that uve known God…wanna know why? cause it hurts 2 face it & admit it (PRIDE) & u think going 2 church on Sunday is “good enough” 4 God…Jesus Bled…Died…Hello!?! i used 2 run a lame game like this on myself…

7.10.10 Sat
…oh why Father? Well my boy…it was never about u…Its Always Been About Me & My Glory…oh how then? Not By My Might Or By My Power But By My Spirit my son…when then Papa? Only I Know The Timing To Maximize My Magnification…The Who is Me Through u my little warrior eshlev (fireheart)…The Where is My Kingdom Coming on earth & The What…Thats Easy…Thats The Unstoppable Power of My Love…

7.11.10 Sun
…i know we havent reached a place in r walk as The Body of Jesus Christ 2 Truly Understand The Absolute Value of God…He Creates Universes With Mere Words! Oh What He Must Be Able 2 Do With The Powerful Movements of His Right Hand! as of right now we still attempt to approach The Throne with r false humilities & rigid religions…i Petition 4 The Great Circumcision Father God! im ready 2 bleed…deeply…r u?

7.12.10 Mon
…the enemy had a mean game going on in his camp…the prized pot stacked with captive souls…High Stakes Life Hold’Em…but he didnt understand God Owned The Table…i was there 2 feast on his bluff…he should have folded…cause he had already lost…Jesus & The Spirit…The Pocket Rockets…instead the enemy pushed “all in” As Did We Knowing The Father Held The Royal Flush of Our Hearts…We Win…Period.

7.13.10 Tues
Papa…U & Jesus planned all this? Knew B 4 it was all created? it sure does look messy…is this what Ya’ll wanted? The Glory from it is what I Desire son…By Him 4 Him Through Him is The Jesus Plan…Knowledge of I Am Increasing EveryDay…More Glory 4 Me…true the world is groaning & decreasing N 2 the depths of her weakness…Yet My Power & Strength Will Be Maximized in this Opportunity…R U With Me?

7.14.10 Wed
…i may b a fool…4 Loving U…The Way that i do…Oh Jesus…but thats what they said about U 2 …The King of Kings Hung Up His Royalty…4 me…Shaming all of the wise n their own eyes…With His Fuelish Love…4 me…Oh…How Precious Can That Be? His Blood…His Life…4 my depravity…Father God im being torn apart by UR Heart’s Gravity…4 me…this fool a Fragrant Fuel Combusting Over The AlMighty…Boom!

7.15.10 Thurs
…Our Parent Father God doesnt see the color of our skin 2 judge & hate each other like we do…He Sees The Heart & The Measure of Love Within…He doesnt label us because we may have tattoos…He Desires To Intrinsically Imprint us With Jesus…He Doesnt Discriminate Between Male or Female…He is Both A Strong Disciplinarian & An Emotional Lover…He is Extravagant…Extraordinary…And Available 24/7/365 🙂

7.16.10 Fri
…ill b The Timpanis…4 The Thunderous Beats of Ur Heart Song Father God…The Crescendo of Jesus Christ Resonates With Powerful Peaks & Soft Valleys…In me…ill b The Trumpet…4 UR Mighty Breath 2 Sound The Charge of UR EverLasting Love…The Victorious Serenading Anthem of UR Sweet Spirit…In me…ill b The Music…4 UR Angels 2 Joyfully Dance 2 In UR Divine Auditorium…Abbas Musing Instrument…In me…

7.17.10 Sat
…Oh Lord…Take UR Left Hand & Cover my eyes…4 right now Blind me to the cynical minds & skies of this place of lies im fighting in…Take UR Right Hand & Cover my mouth…4 right now Silence me from the death words & unbelief im weeping within…Oh Father God…Take me 2 Our Secret Place…Our Sacred Space…Where U Share UR Beautiful Face…UR Caring Grace…There…U Bare UR Monumental Love…4 me…

7.18.10 Sun
when r we finally going 2 admit 2 Our Parent Father God all the things He Already Knows about us? when r we finally going 2 confess 2 Jesus 1 last time All the things He Conquered we cant rselves overcome? when r we going 2 stop giving the enemy the power 2 rule the inside of rselves? when r we going 2 stop talking about it & finally do it? when will the actions of r lives stop making Jesus’ life out 2 b a lie? when?

7.19.10 Mon
…In this house…the sands underneath have been washed away…& Today my structure is Sovereignly Restored with The Foundational Core of UR Hands…Armed With The Blood of Jesus Over The Doors…Covered Forever More…not just swept clean & in order…the returning demon posse is now banging on The Domain of The Fathers Border…theyll see UR Hand Covering me…they will flee cause In my Possession…Is Thee…

7.20.10 Tues
…know that no person is made “better” than u…God doesnt play favorites…theres no Glory n Him giving partiality 2 any1…i dont care who they r the veil was torn that u May Access The Throne…where all pedestals that we place others on r crushed in His Presence…if any1 ever treats u less cause of their religious “title” u can boast that Jesus is UR Brother & God AlMighty is UR Father…so…umm who r u again?

7.21.10 Wed
…r u tired of extending Forgiveness Grace Love & Mercy 2 those that seem totally oblivious 2 even notice?!? Sound very familiar?!? First of all…its very likely that they r unable 2 appreciate or notice cause 1 has 2 have the same or more Measure of Gods Characteristics Being Given 2 b able 2 recognize them & they r only Gained & Received through a deeper more intimate relationship & Narrow Walk with The Father…

Second of all…u arent Giving These In Abundance for the other person “to acknowledge” anymore…u do it 4 The Great Spirit Who Sealed u 2 confirm that ur Transformation 2 b like Him is Truly Authentic & know that u have already been Acknowledged by The Unfailing Love that got Jesus killed…4 u…

Now all those people who you once sought “approval” from can no longer “fail” you or you “fail” them…Now Focused on The Beautiful One Himself everyone is lavished with the sweet benes 🙂

7.22.10 Thurs
…how could U…The Creator of All Things…Want 2 Create A Life With me? why should U…The Maker of The Universe…Desire 2 Make us closer…how can that be? cause if Thats True…That The Whole God Is Throwing Himself All Over me…then im catching Fire All Over Thee…Oh Father…come get me…come save me 2Day…lets Run Away…4 U Father God…oh but 4 me…U Threw UR Only Son Jesus In The Way…oh…

Although David wasnt physically qualified for the fight with Goliath, I believe that in no way disqualified his Identity In God which was set before the foundations of this world The Word says…The Intimate Love, Faith, Knowledge & Relationship With The Father God qualified David to know that even though he was no match for Goliath…hat God was in fact with him & that Goliath was no match for God…hence, he took the most foolish weapon he had & slung his faith with it…deep faith such as David’s mixed with God’s Power could have killed Goliath with a blueberry! David against Goliath wasnt equal but Goliath against God is just plain silly…David Knew this intrinsically in his core…fighting one’s lions & tigers & bears in the fields of Grace alone with God sears a man’s heart to be after God’s Own Heart…blessings Today!

7.23.10 Fri
…its An Avalanche! A Serious Act of God…The Breadth of The Force Majeure…of that im sure…like a Battalion of 10,000 Wild & Free Unbridled Mustangs…Thundering Behind The Scarlet Stallion Across The Glory Plains…His Manifold Gravity of Love Charging Through my Veins…The Sovereign Source Who Called me Forth From The Very Start…my Open Run 2 U…These Majestic Horses In my Heart…

…if Jesus were our spine…we have lost it…if any of us and i include myself keeps on sinning knowing it is wrong…woe is us! “Go & Sin No More” means “STOP IT!” & i know He meant that we had The Power to do it because of what He said…the only thing i have to say about homosexuality & i will tread carefully knowing it is truly a sensitive subject…is this…as believers it seems as though we have grown tolerant of this specific sin and lifestyle of sin…but if i was a drug addict there isnt such a tolerance it seems for believers as they might encourage me more to “Stop” what i am doing to myself & to get back on the path toward The Father…of course in a loving way & no other…but not the same for the sin of homosexuality…we just accept it as is and claim “who am i to judge?” who said anything about judging? what about accountibility to each other as The Word speaks about & confessing our sins one to another? this is where the root of the problem is i believe…the enemy has deceived us into keeping our own secrets of sin inside & not sharing our own deficiencies because then we can say “who am i to judge” very freely so as to not be under the microscope ourselves…remember we are supposed to be working on The Log of The Cross in our own eye First…then help others with splinters in theirs…again there is an accountibility but useless if we have the fear of exposing our own sins which renders us powerless…the enemy knows what he is doing…this is his playground & this deception has caused us to turn on each other…sadly…i am apalled that The Hard Teachings of Jesus are seen as “judgements” these days…i rebuke the enemy! the last thing i will say is this…whatever your sin…lust…murder…homosexuality…whatever…for us to live by what he says which is “Be Like Me”…we have to have the desire in our hearts to die to get there…to stop it somehow someway…Today…when im at His Feet & He Pulls Himself off that Cross…all bloody & beaten beyond recognition & all i have to say is…”hey, i was made this way…i know you said to be like you but that part i didnt believe in, that part i kept doing even though you said to Stop It…”…for me…that just doesnt fly when im Face to Face with The King Of Kings…i strive daily to get my Jesus Spine back & stand up for the truth of what He has told me be…anything less is like placing Jesus’ dead beaten unrecognizable life as a man underneath my foot The Word says…i just cant have Jesus fall off that Cross & Land on me for me to tell Him “im sorry…i just couldnt do that for you…i didnt believe in it…” God Help Us! we know not what we do!

7.24 Sat
‎…whatever ur professing on the outside or ur “secret activities” (even if u “believe” no 1 knows i.e. cheating on ur wife 4 15 years…the person ur sleeping with knows right?) a pornaholic cheater like myself, a gay person, blatant liars, drug users, alcohol addiction…

…whatever it is that has ahold of u believing “God Will Understand” or “isnt that what Grace is 4” fall 4 the greatest deception ever…ive been there…but no more…

There is just no way that anyone of us can stand in front of Jesus After The Crucifixion and say “i just couldnt do it…i just couldnt…im sorry”

How would u feel if He said the same thing back to u?!?

After 25 years of being what i was…a very deceived hurt individual “believing” that “isnt this what Jesus did it all 4?!?” kind of messed up mentality…what an abuse of Grace!

im still messed up in my mind sometimes because of it all…thats why Jesus says even looking on a woman is a sin…but its now a battle on the inside & i have good Company There as i am sealed with The Spirit…but to have it manifest on the outside over & over again for years where it becomes a “lifestyle” & its something that now u “believe in” is a deep deep stronghold of the enemy…

i dare u 2 even think u could stand Right In Front of The Parent Father God & say that what ur doing is “how ur made” whether that be nature or nurture (knowing that u would be only referring to the flesh)…

i dared 2 do it & His Gravity of Truth Crushed me & the excuses that i brought with me…everything i had to say…couldnt stand against The Life & The Death of His Only Son…Jesus…

…everything that held me…melted away that day…Their Love Saved me from myself that Glorious Day…i will never ever be the same…

Help us Father God…we need u soooo desperately…Today…

7.25.10 Sun
…ever wondered about The Scripture Zech 4:6 that says: Not by Might Nor By Power…But By My Spirit…why is it not by His Might or by His Power? i had this question 1 day & God had a Great Answer…God’s Might & Power VS anybody…VS anything…VS any army…Isnt Even Close…He Could Annihilate this world with blueberries if He wanted…But By His Spirit Through us Gives Him More Glory 🙂

7.26.10 Mon
…i know “strong” believers who blatantly & regularly violate The 10 Commandments…as did i used 2 personally abuse Grace 4 over 20 years & im still far far from “Like Him”…my ? is this: How can God Trust us with His Power if He cant Trust us with The Basics? we r willingly circumventing The Arrival Of His Real Power & Timing with r own “now” carnal impulses…when will we Nail It 2 The Cross? 2Day? Yes 2Day!

…as if The 10 Commandments were all inclusive…What Jesus Said About Loving The Father & Loving Others encompasses everything underneath These Two Greatest Commands…just thinking out loud is all…any thoughts?

…im just saying that for sin to keep manifesting on the outside can be fixed…and YES we desperately need THe Father to help us with it…i believe its entirely possible to stop some of the things we do such as lying to others…once examined i really dont see it “unconquerable” right here and right now because through Him all things are possible and He made us more than conquerors…i believe this can be generalized over all the “attachments” that have us bound up in this world…what could be keeping us from doing some of the things that the ten commandments refer to…like lying or cheating? ourselves…conquering compliance with the 10 commandments is a general start…i just started a list that i wanted God to help me with and He has Fulfilled His part of the Bargain in Jesus and He can assist me with mine…if i ask Him…He Will Deliver…He has with me anyway…but there are deeper waters to conquer than the 10 commandments ive found…try suppressing the intense urge to take the life of someone that violated your daughter and lavishing love on him…still working on that one…will be there for quite awhile perhaps…

7.27.10 Tues
…Surely U Feel That Father…Cause You Hold my Heart In The Palm Of Your Hand…im Restless For You…Deeply Betrothed In Jesus’ Balm Beyond what im able 2 understand…Oh God…im Just A Baby…So Maybe…Just Make me Yours…Listen to my lingering coos & cries…my Child For You Pours…Your Gentle Kiss Soothes The Love In Your Eyes…Stare At me & Whisper How Much You Love me…Once Again…

7.28.10 Wed
…i believe our lives will metaphorically go through Everything we read In The Word…take King David…faced lions tigers & bears oh my! With God Alone…walking away from scoffing family & friends offering their “beliefs” & “protection” to face the giant of his life…alone…without them…the Prior Amount of Alone Time in The Fields of Grace With God & Knowing Him is the determining factor In The Outcome…

…another case is that of Rom 6:15…to keep on blatantly sinning (with the knowledge that we can stop we just wont) just because of Grace is also an audacious and absolutely arrogant abuse i believe God could only crush in the death of Jesus…may He pierce our hearts for such things!

7.29.10 Thur
…take a look back @ last year & see if you are closer 2 God…has there been any breakthroughs in your life over that time? if not i assure you it isnt on God’s side…His Greatest Work is 2 be done In you…i believe He Desires us 2 be content with what He has Bestowed 2 us here on earth but we shouldnt ever be content with our Relationship With Him…He Is InExhaustible…No Bounds…we can get Closer EveryDay 🙂

7.30.10 Fri
…many still call themselves sinners…The Word calls us Saints…once convicted of sin now Convicted of Righteousness by The Spirit…many still live as born into sin…The Father Adopted us Into The Royal family…He Calls us Children of The Most High…many spend years begging forgiveness @ The Cross…Jesus Forgav…e us In His Death…”even more than that” is His Resurrection Romans says…Where Is ur Identity?

7.31.10 Sat
…i believe the greatest illusion is believing that we are apart from Jesus…The Word says that we r In Him…That we were Created In Him…Jesus Says that he is In God…The Word Says that we sit @ The Right Hand of God With Jesus…How Can This Be? r we here or r we there? do u believe just what u c or do u believe what Jesus said? isnt Faith believing In The Unseen? there is Greater Measure knowing Where u r…

8.1.10 Sun
…take a look around @ the world…the enemy is aggressively stealing our power…proactively killing our faith…earnestly destroying our families…and what is our response? show our faces on Sunday to a bunch of people that already know we believe? why are we “covert” christians during the week in the mission field of work? did you know the greatest war is in our own backyard? Lets Get To Work People!

…i remember the life i had as a “christian” before i Beheld Him…i believe the christian population has been keeping Him at an arms distance as i did for over 30 years…i dont know why He chooses to come & personally visit some like myself & not others because i am nothing special…He Is The One that Is Special…maybe since i grew up without a father i have Identified With A Greater Measure of The Abba Father than some…that isnt a gift (well it is now!)…that is sheer desperation of An UnFailing Love…He is The Only One That Has It…and i just…have…to…have it…im Very Desperate For Him 🙂

8.2.10 Mon
…if ive got anything figured out Father God…its Knowing That You Are UnStoppable…Who Can Stop The AlMighty God? The Power of Your Lavished Love is Monumentally Moving Through The Rising Remnant of Your People…Youve OverTaken me…So Beautifully…for me there is no need to be any bigger…The Gravity of The Whole God Resides Within me…Yes Jesus…The Imperishable Trigger…click…

8.3.10 Tues
…whats with all the “pharisitic” attitudes from believers? why have they lost their Joy In The Lord? whats with all the legalism & religiosity? isnt this why the pharisees missed Jesus the 1st time? cause they failed 2 acknowledge Someone & Something Greater outside of themselves? so just because they havent “seen” Miracles Signs Wonders & Power does that mean there isnt? why does God “have 2″ prove Himself? Word!

8.4.10 Wed
…i spit in UR Face…With it U Add dirt…2 Heal my eyes so that I Am able 2 see UR Grace…U Gave me Health where i had hurt…ive bled UR Life Until Death…With it u Covered me…2 Make me Whole…U Gave me UR Last Breath…2 Breathe Into my soul…Oh Jesus…Uve Shaken my world Apart…With UR Sacred Love…The Veil of my Heart is Torn…Oh Please…Sanctify me With What UR Made of…

8.5.10 Thurs
God FearFully & WonderFully Made us…then sin brought per”versions” of cheating pornoholics like me along with murder lies greed homosexuality gossip name it! Know that this is the work of the enemy & God Sent Jesus 2 set us free of these evil strongholds…we cant “try” & stop what Jesus already Gave His Life 4…we have 2 b desperate enough 2 want 2 die than do “it” again…thats where i found Healing 🙂

8.6.10 Fri
…does it “offend” us when God Allows dire circumstances 2 wreck the schedules of “our” lives? He Gave His Only Son Jesus…i believe He Is Entitled! He Gave us these lives…i dont believe God cares so much about “preserving” our physical lives as we do…more of our carnal lives nets Less of God…less of our carnal lives Nets us More of God…The Priority is 4 u 2 have More of Him not Him 2 Have more of u…

8.7.10 Sat
…i believe we will be truly surprised who is & who isnt With Jesus when That Day Comes…Everything that has been concealed Will Be Revealed…4 those that “said a prayer” as lip service 2 God as a “golden bus pass 2 heaven” i am truly heartbroken that there was no real change of heart that excused The Unfailing Love of Our Parent Father God from the desperate need of your lives…i pray…i pray…Today…

8.8.10 Sun
…when ur @ the end of the road…when ur @ the end of the rope…when u hit an insurmountable wall…when uve lost everything that u ever valued…when ur family has abandoned u…when ur friends have lost u in the fire of ur life…This Moment This Day This Week This Year This Life Is What Jesus Is 4…He’s Right @ The Core of These Moments when ur all alone…He’s There 2 Carry u…He’s So In Love With u..

8.9.10 Mon
…Father God…i want 2 Crush UR Heart like Jesus Does…if i could take His Place i would…2 shatter myself 4 Everything That Matters 2 U…2 take on the curse of the world’s pain…2 Gain The Universe of UR Paternal Love…2 B So In Love With U 2 the death of me…Where U Cant Stand it More Than 3 Days…my Love 4 …U So Provoking…that U Must Resurrect me…2 B With U…2 Live With U…2 Love With U Again…Always…

8.10.10 Tues
Oh Abba Father…ive got these deep feelings…what can i do? cause im falling All Over You…feeling Your Precious Pieces of Jesus Breaking the mosaic of me…Can You Make Something New? maybe a Whole Beautiful Window…Some Jesus Stained Glass…of You In me…To Let Your Son Shine Through? Yes…Jesus…With A Deep Red Flowing Valance…Thy Captivating & Monumental View…my Chance To Behold You…

8.11.10 Wed
The Challenge is 2 C u How God Sees u…2 Believe What He Believes About u…settling 4 the mediocrity of ur own or any1 elses perception is a ludicrous lie & blatant deception of the enemy…the enemy cant stand anymore Giant Killers like King David much less those that Actually Believe we Can Do Greater Things Than Even Jesus Did…Said By Jesus Himself…So What Do u Believe? Who Do u Believe? When Will u Believe?

8.12.10 Thurs
…1 of the greatest challenges being In A Real Relationship With Jesus & Our Parent Father God is the intrinsic introspection required of it…constantly having 2 bear witness & testify against urself during the journey hopefully brings us 2 a Great Measure of Humility & 2 a place where we can Finally Freely Admit that we Never Ever had control…God Did…God Does & Always Will…Lets “let” God Be God Finally…

8.13.10 Fri
…ive been Purposely Torn away from the Royal Robe of The Most High…free 2 attach the patch of me 2 a thatch lesser than He…Then Jesus Ripped me from humanity’s seductive seams…ive been Released from the bondage of sin’s guilt quilt over me…Covered by The Shroud of The Son…Your Blood Then Colored me…Sewed back Eternally…no longer torn…Now Born Into The Fabric Of His Glory…

8.14.10 Sat
…do we really believe that God “wasnt there” when Adam & Eve made that grave mistake? when i examine what happened from my perspective it seems a little harsh knowing this was the very first time they had done something wrong & boy were they ignorant of the consequences! Its All According 2 The Jesus Plan…He Desired More…their “mistake” Yielded our Relationship With The Father God…Perfect…

8.15.10 Sun
…ive seen believers actually get upset with others because of their intimate relationship with Jesus…there r believers that get mad because others Identify with a Greater Measure of The Father than they do…when will we ever learn? The Fulness was given 2 each & every 1 of us & 2 get one’s panties in a wad over other’s Closer Relationship means u arent over urself yet…Focus has 2 B Jesus…not u or others…

8.16.10 Mon
…Lord..is this what U wanted? cause i look around & this world is empty…its haunted..what can i do? the enemy is tearing this place apart..i know its 4 a short time cause of what im wearing In UR Space of my heart..Father God is this what U desire? the spark of me 2 Set Off The All Consuming Fire? the enemy will burn it 2 the ground so that In the ashes…The Beauty…Of U…Will Be Found…at the end…of me…

8.17.10 Tues
…dont ever cover me with UR Hand…From The Glory…Why? Please Pour it on…Just Blow me Away…2 Thy Kingdom Come…let me get In The Way…& now im nowhere…bare…undone…With Jesus @ UR Throne…i must get there…Father…He’s Got UR Undivided Attentions…my desperate need…Will He Share? Oh Didnt He? isnt it time 4 me 2 Bleed? i wont ever get over why He Crawled under me…

8.18.10 Wed
11 years ago 2day…God gave me a little special someone who broke my heart when i saw her for the very 1st time…i held her in my hands and cried 2 The Lord…Oh Thank You Father…she is so very beautiful…what a very precious Gift…a little special someone to cherish my whole life…another Reason 4 Jesus’ death…2 give her life to spend with me…Happy Birthday Rhayn…God’s little Rainbow Vividly…4 me 🙂

8.19.10 Thurs
…what if…instead of my name written in lights on the side of a church building 4 people 2 know me & see where i am…what if…i replaced it with Jesus…The Name Above All Names…that The Kingdom Would Advance By Building The Church of His People…that I Am Would Be Known 2 Those still blind…that they might Have His Name Written Inside on Their Hearts…that they would See The Light? What if?

8.20.10 Fri
…now dont take my word 4 it…Take His Word 4 it…about “judging” others…unbelievers God judges…but believers “judge” believers through accountibility & confessing 1 2 another…by all means have ur own “house” in order & approach with Love knowing it will also require ur own transparency…welcoming “judgements” from others can only validate the Confident Measure of ur relationship with Jesus no? (I Cor 5)

‎…having a transparent mature closed conversation with a brother or sister who you know is actively engaging in sexually immoral activities is all about love…again, if your own house is in order, else it may be viewed as hypocrisy…but… if it ignites confession and repentance of both parties Who is Glorified? i believe we are so quick to squawk about “judging” others because of our fear of being wrong (pride) & being called out on something that we are blatantly doing wrong as it has manifested and is glaring in our physical lives enough for others to notice…and that doesnt ever feel good…what does make us feel better about ourselves is even worse…we sedate ourselves by pointing out others deficiencies as being worse than our own thereby justifying the “judgement”…no wonder this is all messed up…i dont believe this is what God meant through Pauls writing in I Cor 5 at all but it sure has been perverted and twisted by the enemy to mean that now we are “tolerant” because being intolerant would mean it isnt love which just doesnt hold up as He says in verse 13 “put away from yourselves the evil person” and that person is a believer…we have to remember that God disciplines those that He loves…i believe that even though this is a judgement from believer to believer i believe its for their own good as it is discipline in love…we need more backbone as a People anyway…what is currently going on in “the church” is not even close to what this says…i believe The Word…Period.

8.21.10 Sat
…Sitting here…waiting…noise begins 2 go silent…mind going numb 2 the world…i feel U rushing in…and then…i close my eyes…and…UR there…alone with me in the middle of nowhere…like a Giant Invisible Fist holding me…im captive & listening 2 The Spirit of U pressing into me…Opening The Deeper Doors…The Steeper Threshing Floors of Jesus…then i release UR Ink onto the paper of me…

8.22.10 Sun
…we have 7 days in a week…All He asks is we keep 1 Sacred 4 Him…all of “our” money…All He asks is a little from Cheerful Givers 4 others in need…His Word About Himself & Relationships…All He asks is 4 us 2 spend a little time In it…His Only Son Jesus…All He asks is 4 a little faith In Him…The Father Gods Unfailing Love…a little can change our hearts…Oh What If We Wanted More Than Just A Little?

8.23.10 Mon
…oh Jesus…the audacity of me…the sickness of my humanity…this addiction…My Dear 1…Ive Already Done it…4 u…it was 2 big…Right B4 the nails…I Thought of u…Something u couldnt & cant do…Next time the drug of u calls…Wait On Me…Then Think of Me…All My Blood…Let Me Unveil The Gravity of Me…All Over u…Yelling Out…its done & through…Feel The Nails as it tears away Holding Me…2 u…

8.24.10 Tues
…we have a dream…2 fly freely like a bird…way up in the sky…right? we have this desire…2 stay young…2 extend this life…right? we yearn 2 live forever…2 not die…without a fight…right? only we displace these things n2 this world which is backwards…we will indeed fly…we will receive new imperishable bodies…there is no need 2 fight…we are just gettin’ warmed up here…for There 🙂

8.25.10 Wed
God…who would have known that “going out on a date” with U would lead me on 2 hang my humanity? U Kept Crying…Jesus Wept…Dying Over me…i cant say “ill just call U back” anymore…what 4? else UR Extravagant CourtShip & Love b in vain…im wrecked @ The Core…UR Beloved swain…UR Deep Jesus Kiss has me fainting on The Altar of UR Heart…dont make me wait the pain of 1 more day…2 B With U…Again…

8.27.10 Sat
Jesus told Peter…”get thee behind me satan” right? Does it mean He didnt Love Peter? No. Jesus Was A Straight Shooter & Held His Disciples 2 A High Level of Accountibility Right? Why as Believers are we then condemned if we call it as it is? Cause its judgement? Jesus was speaking 2 the enemy in Peter not 2 The Sealed Child of God in Peter…Jesus was calling out the flesh…do we not understand this?

8.28.10 Sat
…i get a kick outta all the believers that act like their Salvation was the end…what are you still doing here then i wonder? they talk like all the things in The Word will be achieved in Heaven & everything after Salvation means we are good 2 go “here”…are these people reading the same Bible i am? i be loosing things in Heaven & loosing them on earth…Thats what The Word says & im stickin’ 2 it…

8.29.10 Sun
…i guess the “great secret” is that we are not apart from Jesus…we are In Him…there is no us without Him no matter how ignorant our lives appear apart from this fact…i personally put Him “on hold” for many many years thinking i would increase…thats so twisted…what a lie…thats what the enemy wants for us…to suppress The Glory to be revealed in us…to keep us bamboozled…rebuke!

8.29.10 Sun
…if we look back @ the past…the enemy reminds us of our failures…u know the whole hands on the plow not fit 4 The Kingdom stuff…if we look @ the future…the enemy gets us 2 put our faith in expectations…u know not worrying about tomorrow stuff…what then? ahhh God points our focus 2 2day…why? cause In His Time its all over…its Finished…our 2days are Increments of Him 2 begin where we end…

8.30.10 Mon
…can u still c us hoarding Our Parent Father God’s Resources? if we are truly His Children & He Has Given Everything Freely 2 us then why do we continue to act like the orphans we once were b 4 He Adopted us Into His Royal Family? weve got billionaires chasing each other on a “who’s who” list of worldly wealth as countries starve & need clean water…if we only knew Who’s who we really were…

8.31.10 Tues
…Father God…Can U C UR Beautiful Jesus All Over me? Can U Smell The Fragrance of The King In my affinities? Can U Hear my heart breaking 2 B Most Intimate With Thee? Oh nothing…no…no one…compares 2 U…what can i do? cause there’s no where id rather Be…so…consumed by UR Fumes as i exhale just 2 Inhale UR Flame…im so Sold 4 The Sake of UR Name…just Hold me as UR Love Pours…

9.1.10 Wed
…i dont have 2 accept that im just collateral damage in the consequences of Adam & Eve’s choices Father God…U Said their fall was 4 my own good…Jesus says im greater…i believe it…im a Giant In The Eyes of The Creator…grasshoppers pale @ humanity’s walls…their love has hardened…but U Impart The SuperNatural In me…am headed back 2 my First Love In The Garden of my Heart…

9.2.10 Thurs
…if any1 or any religion doesnt Acknowledge that Jesus is The Son of God then they dont know The One True God…im sorry if u believe differently but thats The Absolute Truth From The Word…u r either 4 Him or against Him…if any religion says less of Jesus then their “god” is also less which is either the enemy himself or some deception or lie 2 keep them from The Way The Truth & The Life…Jesus…Period.

9.3.10 Fri
…freedom of religion is constitutional but i dont believe its very Biblical in the sense that there is Only One Jesus Son of The One Living Father God…now we are clearly given the freedom 2 NOT believe what The God Said which is either absolute arrogance defiance or ignorance…freedom of religion is something that man made up & is demolished BY THE FREEDOM OF THE ONE TRUTH…JESUS…PERIOD.

9.4.10 Sat
8 years ago 2day…God gave me another little special someone who stole my heart when i gazed into his eyes for the very 1st time…i was the first 2 hold him & cry with Great Joy…Thank U Father…Thank U 4 blessing us with this precious Gift…another little special someone to share my life with…God’s Precious Portion of Jesus in my first son Jadan David…Happy Birthday…I Love u my boy!

9.5.10 Sun
‎…i just read on the HOSFU site what has happened with former FB friend Eric Highland…much like Ted Haggard with whom i have had personal fellowship…their fall doesnt mean that they dont know Jesus or were never saved as Eric’s confidants are posting…all it means is that they played in the enemy’s sandbox which God allowed…2 question their salvation is kinda silly…

9.6.10 Mon
…Dear Jesus…im sick of it…this thing thats killing me…that killed You…im begging for The Joy Set Before You…for me…To Be…With The Father…the pain is knowing what it must be like to be Wholly With Him…In His Court…In His Arms…Levitated In His Love…above this dying measure of the world in me…im gripped by this mediocrity…oh but i want The Totality of His Presence…im dying to know…

9.7.10 Tues
…it took me awhile to get off the “dry land” of my parents & friends didnt it God? even in The River of You i still grasped @ the limbs of their mortal hands…stopped @ the banks of my own plans…now what? tread this Ocean Your Hovering Over? Are You Gone? No son…Never…this is where you get Baptized In My Fire you Seek & Drown Deep In The Fathers Living Waters…your Soon 2 Be Walking On…

9.8.10 Wed
…of course im going 2 miss u…weve been 2gether 14 years…heres a 1000 tears kissing u good bye…my dear friend…ill never 4get our beginning 2 ur end…Father made u…4 me…a portion of His Manifested Love so Beautifully…theres no coincidence that God is “dog” spelled backwards…thank u 4 Loving me…thank u 4 serving me…farewell my puppy love…u will live on in my heart…4ever…

9.9.10 Thurs
…it really doesnt matter what i believe or what you believe or what any one else believes because we can make arguements on any stance to back it up no? What Matters is What God Believes…How can we know What God Believes? By The Word of God! i remember along time ago when i believed God thought cussing was ok because i did it just to be funny…Wrong! Eph 4:29 James 3:10

9.10.10 Fri
…ive been with myself 4 quite awhile & now that im more intimate with The Father i now know that i bear witness against my own self as im Sealed With The Spirit & thats challenging…the enemy is cooking up something custom tailored 4 my deepest weakness…4 me that will be the enemy disguised as a beautiful woman willing 2 fulfill my every desire & “love” me…knowing is half the battle no?

9.11.10 Sat
…we Must Spend More Time In The Word & Alone In Worship 2 Know Our Parent Father God…it is only There we Gain More of Him & less of ourselves…if we dont we question & blame God 4 what He has allowed 2 come n2 our lives instead of Praising Him & Trusting Him 2 Bring us Through it…blaming Him means u still believe ur in control…Praising Him In The Storm means u believe In SomeOne Greater…

9.12.10 Sun
Would u classify urself as “OnFire 4 God”? Be honest! Would anybody else 4 that matter? i look around & i fail 2 see that in general The Body of Jesus is not OnFire 4 God…Father God is The All Consuming Fire…Always On…what does that tell us? that we are failing 2 come closer 2 Him 4 us 2 Ignite…do we even know where 2 go? Where is The Refiners Fire thats Sets me off? Inquire Within 🙂

9.13.10 Mon
…Its Time 2 Get Loud…With The Counselor of The Clouds…Like Thunder Bangs From The Stampede of Jesus’ Mustangs…Dropped & Crushed By The Stallion of The Spirit Who Can Not Be Stopped…im pulling out the fangs of my pride by Pushing Jesus’ Nails Deeper Inside…Hush! Listen…Can u Hear His Sound? The Rush Shattering the ground? Blow Through me 2Day Father…im in The Way…

9.14.10 Tues
…Father…ill be UR baby…my little child In Thy Manifold Hands…cause UR Sweet Jesus Cries Out 4 U 2 Touch His Infancy In me…He Understands my prayers & fears of not being loved…May UR Tears Wash Off these layers of…my humanity…Oh Father God…may i Come In? Deep With Jesus @ UR Heart Throne Again? may i trade this days birth 4 a Greater Measure of UR Worth? More of UR Gravity In me?

9.15.10 Wed
…is the reason we arent More Intimate With God or read other literature more than His Word a preemptive pacification 2 not hear Him Say Anthing Offensive 2 us? Because He Knows Everything & He’s Going 2 Call us on it…2 Bring His Light 2 our darkness…why cant we just admit 2 Him what He Already Knows about us & fall on our faces with an absolute abandonment of ourselves Knowing He Can Fix us?

9.16.10 Thurs
…Father God…UR Having A Heart Attack 4 me…So Feverishly…UR World Shaking Love Tearing Through the veils of humanity…bearing nails 4 Jesus’ sanity…as He took His Last Breath…4 me…Grasped death…4 me…why oh why? Thee Almighty Cry Over my love? 2 show me what Jesus was made of? Pour The Blood of His Beloved 2 Save me? Pleased U 2 Bruise UR Only Son 4 Cravings of me? Oh Father…

9.17.10 Fri
…Make Disciples…not converts! converted over some “show” of big buildings & glamour…Does that jive with The Word? No way…The King of All Kings was Born in a Manger…one day millions of “christians” r going to lose their faith when persecuted & “church” is illegal cause they hedged their faith in man made brick & mortar instead of The Rock & The Foundation of The World…

9.18.10 Sat
…take a look @ what ur doing & what ur goals r…how close does it correlate 2 what God is Doing & What His Goals R? also what do ur prayers sound like? do they sound like something Jesus Would Pray or do they still gravitate around u in the orbit of ur own humanity? do u still think u n God r close just because ur saved @ that will do? does ur life honor Jesus’ brutal death 4 u or scoff @ it?

9.19.10 Sun
When Jesus said “not 2 judge” whom was He speaking to? He was speaking to unbelievers right? Cause He hadnt even been crucified yet…Now after The Resurrection in 1 Cor 5 Paul says that “he has already passed judgement” on an immoral brother (Believer) & to expel this one from fellowship…He also says we are to “judge those inside” (Believers) & God Judges those “outside” (unbelievers)…And as i always say…dont take my word for it…Read it for yourself…

9.20.10 Mon
…Change me…Like The Seasons In The Manger of UR Heart God…ReArrange me…no stranger as U Impart The Father’s Discipline & Love Through Divine Reasons Of…Manifesting Jesus Intrinsically So Beautifully dangerous 2 my extrinsic depravity…im 2 shallow within humanity’s layers & my Desperate Prayers Give In 2 UR Hallowed Gravity…im UR Fragrant Perfume…Consume & Inhale me…

9.21.10 Tues
Jesus & Father God are judged all the time through us right? As Believers people either judge Our Perfect God by our imperfections (“how can god be good the way u act a foo?!?”) or expect us 2 b perfect cause we “represent” Our Perfect God (“u go 2 church & u lied 2 me?!? wow!) do u believe its possible 2 have confined the battle of “sin” only 2 ur mind? Jesus & God Believe it…the critical issue is…do u?

9.22.10 Wed
…what little voice inside of ur head rules u? do u hear that ur no good…that ur sin is bad & no 1 should know…that u hopeless 4 how u r…that God doesnt care about u…that is the enemy speaking & ur listening…Or Do u Hear that u R Beautifully & Wonderfully Made…that u R Father’s Precious Child…that He Loves u So Much He Gave Jesus…4 u…Listen 2 His Voice Of Truth & Speak It Out In Jesus Name…

9.23.10 Thurs
Luke 11:45…When The Deep Absolute Truthful Word is Spoken 2 u…do u feel insulted? do u inwardly conspire with the enemy & cry “dont judge me!” 2 kill it like the Pharisees did when Jesus Spoke The Truth 2 them about the dark intrinsic cups of their hearts? Truth In Love Always hurts but He Wants u Clean…Which do u think is more dangerous…4 The Father 2 hold ur heart or the enemy?

9.24.10 Fri
…i Hear This Anthem Within Resounding…His Inner Santcum Samson Pounding…Smashing Down the pillars of humanity’s yoke…Crashing earthly crowns With Billowing Holy Ghost Smoke…So Thick you cant get In…that you choke…that you cant even breathe…all you can do is close your eyes & believe…that Jesus is About 2 Be Released…Through me…

9.25.10 Sat
…4 me 2 “get” what The Kingdom is all about…The Word says i must return 2 being “Child-like”…what does that mean? means that im Fully Taken Care of…no questions…that i am Totally Dependent on The Source of The Parent Father God…that everything periphreal i see & feel is filtered Through my Focus On Him…that there is no “i” Without Him…i dont know i am but i Know I Am…

9.26.10 Sun
In The Spirit is Truly “SomeWhere Else”…There i Spontaneously Cry Over Deep Impressions of Jesus’ Love 4 The Father God…that He was Just Dying 2 Lavish On me…There i Laugh Out Loud In The Twinkling of an Eye Given The Gravity of my Whole Parent Father God…What He Truly Must Be Capable of…if…The Universe & the entire history of humanity is merely Fueled By His Words…

9.27.10 Mon
…i believe we as The Body still identify with being “sinners”…once u accept Jesus u r no longer a “sinner”…He Saved u By Grace & Made u a saint…u r now Righteous In Him…yes we still “fall short” @ times but we will fail 2 see God’s Manifold Power Through us until we stop excusing ourselves as just “sinners” & the identity of our humanity’s mediocrity within its threshold…Jesus Must B our Disposition…

9.28.10 Tues
…her daddy violates her precious innocence & she’ll never be the same again…hence the reason she equates UR Name with pain…& her daddy’s sin…the result of his mommy leaving the crushed world he’s living in…for another woman…2 live in sin…Oh Father God…when will it all end…the enemy crushing lives with his lies & grins?!? Yes Jesus Died but when Will He Begin…To Rise From Within? When?!?

9.29.10 Wed
…are we Sifting our lives Through God’s Word…or are we attempting to sift God’s Word through our lives? there is a Monumental Difference…one can indeed sift a perishable life…but The Imperishable Word of God can not be sifted…i see many believers picking & chosing Scripture 2 fancy their beliefs & religions instead of Believing & Standing Bold 4 Every Last God Inspired Breath of His Word…

9.30.10 Thurs
…must have been bowing there a 1000 times…holding my head in my hands …ashamed…tainting UR Name…oh Jesus…then 1 Day…i had the guts 2 look Up @ U With Open Arms…Dear God…Oh God…What On Earth Did U Do…4 me? Then He Fell…All Over me…Crushed Under His Blood…i Held The Name…i Felt The King…Just Dying 2 Live Inside of me…am now so…Differently…

10.10.10 Fri
…i believe the revelation of the stone throwing incident is this…in numbers its easy 2 conform 2 the majority even in taking human life…thats alarming…But A Special SomeOne Spoke Out Boldly With Truth & Love & Disarmed it…Lastly Jesus was Alone with her & Said “Go & sin no more” which didnt mean she wouldnt ever fall short but i seriously doubt she was ever sexually immoral again…Face Jesus with it!

10.02.10 Sat
…many times Jesus Prayed for us “To Be One” as He & The Father Are One…i promise you that Our Parent Father God is Going 2 Answer Every One of Jesus’ Prayers…Jesus Didnt Ever Waste “Word”s…that would mean a waste of Himself much less His Prayers…the question is when are we going to renounce our man made religions which separate the bretheren & Be One As They Are One?

10.03.10 Sun
…awhile back i wondered how i could be Sealed With His Spirit & still operate in such a blatant deficient manner of being (i used to be a pornaholic & cheater)…my Parent Father God showed me i had all these layers of my humanity that i filtered everything through which was perverted…For years He had 2 peel all those away layer by layer 2 get down 2 The Core…2 Rebuild me On The Proper Foundation…

10.04.10 Mon
…God never asked us 2 memorize His Scriptures 2 “show off”…Jesus Said “It Is Written” Because He Was “It”…its The Application of “It” That is Most Paramount…not just quoting “It” but Doing “It”…Living “It”…The Word…The Author of “It”…The Source Code of Scripture Lives Inside of us…The Word is Within…”It Is Written” On & In Our Hearts…u cant “memorize” This Relationship With Jesus…

10.05.10 Tues
…1st of All we Have 2 Have Our Identity In Jesus…the enemy has stolen God’s True Verbage of being “Conquerors”…2nd We Need 2 Have The Faith that We Are The Generation that “Gets It”…the enemy has killed our belief that its someone else & not us…3rd We Have 2 Return 2 Close Relationship With The Father…the enemy has destroyed our family structure…Jesus Lives…religion dies…Oorah!

10.06.10 Wed
…how can i “Be Holy As Father God Is Holy”? well “i” cant…my disposition b4 Jesus Saved me was a sinner…now a Saint by Grace…which Sealed me With Jesus’ Spirit…im not my own…God Bought me…ohhh…The Jesus In me is Increasing! i am decreasing thereby becoming more Holy…i must kill my will 2 identify with something less than what Jesus Said…i will do greater things than even He did…whoa!

10.07.10 Thurs
…if u could be In The Father’s Court Today would u? most say they arent ready 4 various reasons…i want 2 c my kids grow up…i dont want 2 die…im not successful yet…do u c a pattern yet? Yep…reasons all based on whats “in the world”…when we get Deeply Intimate With God & Know Who He Really Is nothing here compares To There With Him…In This Perspective God is @ The Top…As He Should Be…

10.08.10 Fri
…God Specifically Addresses sexual immorality because this is a personal sin against The Place Where He Has Taken Up Residence…In u…tying a person into ur soul…exposing urself very deeply & intimately with which u wont even do With The Father…giving a person owner rights over The Owner of The Throne…this is a Very Deep Personal Issue of Jesus Within…Can u tie Him 2 ur immorality? Dont…

10.09.10 Sat
…have u noticed all the accusations of our Spiritual Leaders lately? who is the accuser of The Brethren? the enemy knows it doesnt matter whether they actually did it or not but the result…this is wrecking other believers faith isnt it? many believers have put their faith in man or a building which are certainly wreckable…Jesus Is Not…Jesus Already Wrecked the enemy’s train of pain…Get off it already!

10.10.10 Sun
…i think many believers r going 2 have a hard time believing that God is going 2 allow this world 2 b totally wrecked…many believe its gonna get better…Not from what The Word Says…but Fear Not! Its All Planned & God Is Sovereign…when this place is ultimately deficient…Who is OverWhelming Sufficient? Right! Our Father God…Through us…Many many will flock To His Candles Burning Bright…Im There…

10.11.10 Mon
…Father God…This Greater Measure of Jesus Within…UR Jesus…Has Got me Falling In Love Again…So Much Straighter 2 The Treasure of Life UR Made Of…Jesus…Got me Falling In Love With my Wife Again…Oh God…where have i been? These Sweet Children…Now Mean So Much More…what was i waiting For? Oh Jesus…Restored me 2 U…So what else can i do? Cause im Falling In Love With U…Again…

10.12.10 Tues
…can no longer hide…my daily Jesus Injections Father…Why Bother? im Addicted to the Ride of His Intrinsic Convulsions…Inside…His Divine Love Propulsions Melting my Heart Now So Apparent on the…Outside…In The Spirit…like a Drug…Like A Rush…Like A Crashing Tide…Over me…So Beautifully OverDosed…Like i died…so HungOver Cause The King Hung it all up for me…oh for me…for me…i cried…

10.13.10 Wed
…r u still asking 4 4Giveness? UR Forgiven! maybe u cant 4give urself…ur ashamed…was it rape? abortion? immorality? emotional abuse? alcoholism? drugs? whatever it is The Gravity of The Cross Covered it…Jesus Took It…the enemy wants 2 keep u powerless & drowning in it cause he lost 1 “believer” in u 2 Salvation but he also stopped 34,000 others through your shame & self imprisonment…No More!

10.14.10 Thurs
…God Being UnStoppable is One of His Characteristics…Part of Who He Is…His Identity…He could Belch & Turn the enemy into a banana If He Wanted 2…Not much Glory in that…But us Being Unstoppable is In What we Believe…In Our Faith…God Said He Gave us His FulNess Through Jesus…When we Proceed aware of the impossibilities knowing God Means 2 do it Through us…Thats Glory…

10.15.10 Fri
…we have 2 remember where we r right now…we have been Divinely Placed in the enemy’s playgound with a Purpose According to The Jesus Plan…if u look 2 the left or 2 the right u will lose focus on Jesus & be blinded…if u even slightly delve into enemy activities…u will be burned…he does not discrimintate & loves 2 have the actions of “believers” make God out to be a lie & weak & something He Is Not…

10.16.10 Sat
…The Father Disciplines those whom He Loves…Jesus didnt roll around & enable people in their sinful lifestyles…He Spoke Directly 2 it In Love & Truth…He Said Not 2 Do it anymore…Meaning we must have the ability 2 do so…we must kill our will & choose Him in the crux of it…we can know their hearts as it ove…rflows the mouth speaks…lets confess one 2 another…lets be accountable…lets rise up 2gether…

10.17.10 Sun
…God Gave us His Fulness Through Jesus…Why dont we look like it? Why dont we feel like it? Where is it?!? Its Dormant Inside…Sealed Within us…Jesus’ Spirit..but there are many layers of our humanity even as believers that cover The Core of His Power…i mean if God cant trust us with even obeying the basics of The 10 Commandments what makes us think He Can Trust us to Heal In Jesus Name?

10.18.10 Mon
…how could a man after God’s Own Heart delve deeply into sexual immorality & bloody murder? it wasnt until he operated in the presence of man’s approval of his earthly kingdom & power…when he was young & innocent of these evils & Operated In The Presence of God With The Identity of King Jesus In His Blood…David Evoked The Approval & Trust of God’s Manifesting Power Through him…Mmmm

10.19.10 Tues
…when i was sexually immoral…i hadnt realized The Grace Afforded to me yet…my disposition identity & perspective was still based in the fracture of still “being a sinner”…i would say excuses like “oh well…im not perfect” or “im forgiven & saved…right?” the audacity of me! i was a “believer” of Him but Oh Jesus! Now i Believe In Him & am Known By The Father God…Oh…So…Personally…

10.20.10 Wed
…Father God is ExtraOrdinary…we are not…so why are we here?!? Well God Is Also The ExrtaOrdinary Love…The Very Best He Can Do Is Give More of HimSelf to HimSelf…Jesus Was Just Dying to Make That Happen…So He became nothing…For us To Have Everything…He got down to serve Just To Bring us Up To The Thone…Didnt God’s Love & He HimSelf Exponentially Increase Through & In us? 🙂

10.21.10 Thurs
…In You…i have these moments…Where Elijah’s Prayers Inspire The Clearest Blue Skies…Where Solomon’s riches are Easily Eclipsed By The Spendor of The Rolling Lilly Fields…Where Joshua’s Faith Moves The Father’s Hand To Hold The Son Still A Little While…Where The Most Magnificent White Stallion Roams Free…Toward me…Then…He’s There…Oh Jesus…Take me On A Beautiful Ride To NoWhere…

10.22.10 Fri
…it took me awhile 2 “get it”…the trap door…”down there”…where the enemy would work me over like a voodoo doll…stabbing pins deep in my flesh…my weaknesses…how did i get there? oh yeah…i went down there willingly…i personally invited him 2 do it! 1 Day Jesus Said “Your Killing Me…Killing Me…” that’s when my Spirit man finally left my flesh in that dangerous room & got “the hell” outta “there”…

10.23.10 Sat
1Tim 1:20 “…whom i have handed over to Satan to be taught not to blaspheme”…We have to realize that God Created the enemy to teach us the hard lessons of our pride & our own wills…the enemy doesnt even understand God…all he knows is what he can & can not do per God’s Sovereign Directions…do you really think that the enemy would even be here if God didn’t desire it so?

10.24.10 Sun
…well i dont have good news…it isnt going to get better folks…in fact its going to get worse…i suspect from what is written in The Word that youll see a bunch of big vacant buildings that used to be “churches” in the near future because people will finally realize the hole in their hearts was twisted into a hole in their pockets where men became rich & The Father God was shorted the Love of our hearts…

10.25.10 Mon
…as “believers” how can we continue to bed other “believers” in our sexual immorality with Jesus Bleeding All Over us to Save us from it? how must we Stretch His Grace when we willingly give the Intimate Dominion of God’s Heart Throne to the enemy or a mere person denying & nullifying The Father God’s Power Over some casm of perverted “love”…truly a form of godliness but denying Its power…

10.26.10 Tues
…why cant you look at Him? youre right…youll have to get Closer…but you can easily see The Blood from here…from anywhere…just walk…Over There…maybe crawl…Over There…WhatEver it Takes…cause if its One Person that Deserves to be looked In The Eyes & told the unworthy perpetual excuse of why you “will not”…Its Jesus…His Grace…Worthy…His Love…Perpetual…His Excuse? you…

10.27.10 Wed
…my identity used to be “believer-sinner” because the enemy’s lies manifested into 1000 excuses i would tell myself & God why i could keep “living in it”…key words “living in it”…now that my Identity is a “Believer-Saint” i Listen 2 The Father Infinitely Say I Am His Righteousness Living In Him…With The Helper i can captivate my sin/thoughts Before they manifest into deeper sinful actions of “living in it”…

10.28.10 Thurs
…from 1 believer 2 another believer…im going 2 encourage u 2 Get Into The Word Way More Than i will tell u 2 go 2 “church”…Mainly because “church” Absolutely Requires The Word…but The Word doesnt require anything other than ur Willingness 2 Spend Time In It Asking The Spirit 2 Impart The Living Gravity of God Within…Intimate Fellowship In His Church Where He Resides…ur Heart…

10.29.10 Fri
…if u do what uve always done…youll continue 2 get what uve always got…have u been limiting God in ur life with whats comfortable 2 u? the enemy will certainly assist you in a complacency unworthy of ur calling…Always Be Content With His Provisions but Never Be Content With The Depths of ur Relationship & Measure of Jesus Manifesting In ur life…there isnt any crucifying going on if ur comfortable…

10.30.10 Sat
…we are deeply concerned with preserving our lives…God is not…our physical lives are the only thing between us & God…believe me He will wreck your life to Promote Glory For Himself…im talking about Magnificent Wreckage…Beautiful Disaster to the likes of ripping us away from the symbiotic attachments to this world…Remember Jesus? oh yeah…God Allowed Him to be Killed For The Sake of God’s Name…Oh!

10.31.10 Sun
…did you ever wonder why or how God could Allow children to starve to death or not be taken care of in this world? Didnt He Already? Yeah He Did…The Provision is none other than us…we are His Hands & His Feet Remember? just what are those hands & feet doing? look around…we are hoarding God’s Resources for ourselves when Our King…Jesus…didnt even have a place to lay His Head…Thats messed up folks…

11.01.10 Mon
…i finally understood…when You Asked me not 2 come 2 The Cross anymore…cause i was only crying over myself dying anyway…And Youre Not There…”Even More Than That” when i got 2 Youre grave…now crying Over You Resurrecting my depraved Heart…And Youre Not There…im looking 4 You Jesus…im nowhere…Oh…Youre With…Him…Would You…Oh Could You…Ask The Father 2 Lift me…With You…There?

11.02.10 Tues
…Jesus Paul Peter & John All Spoke Clearly & Directly about continuing in sin…They say those that deliberately go on sinning with the Knowledge of Him…Dont Know Him…do we really believe This? i didnt for more than 33 years excusing myself that “…Grace may increase”…cause i was “just a sinner…i mean isnt that what Jesus died for?!?”…romancing the fracture of myself…Oh God! For The Love of God!

11.03.10 Wed
…if you think you can outsmart God because your hiding things deep inside from others…welcome to deception…it has a stronghold on you…He Knows Everything & For Sure He is Shaking His Head With Grace @ your arrogance…your conceited posture…your ignorant disposition…As Jesus Bleeds Out To Cover the oblivious measure in which you operate so deeply within it…Wake Up! Its Time…

11.04.10 Thurs
…how about this one…”why dont U Speak 2 me God?” Doesnt He Always? Yeah. The Word…u know The Book that may get cracked open once a week…Where The Father Teaches us With the past…Confirms The Present…Shows us The Future & Even Reveals The End…The Word is Living & Active but u just dont have the time 2 Listen 2 Him Speak 2 u about Everything that Jesus is Just Dying 4 u 2 know…

11.05.10 Fri
…do urself a favor…examine ur prayers…its a Vital Measure of ur Relationship With The Father God…infrequency can mean u still believe He’s Only There in desperate times…requests & lists of things “4 u” can mean u believe He’s on the outside 2 better “ur world”…also repetitive lip service can mean ur not yet aware that Real Prayer is u Listening 2 God Speaking 2 u…In The Throne of ur Heart…

11.06.10 Sat
…i believe that there are many believers as well as myself that Have Been Desperate Enough to Find Great Measures of Jesus & Joy In our lives that were once fractured wrecks in the stronghold of the enemy…so individually this is Wonderful…but God Is Also Able To See the Body As A Whole & how does that look? Very Fractured…when we all stop looking @ each other & drop religion & Pick Up ONLY Jesus…Its On!

11.07.10 Sun
…my Zeal is The Even Keel of Jesus in my life…The Level of Humility where i know that im nothing & He Is Everything…im here 2 Serve others & Always Lift them Above myself…but Jesus Also Gave me The FulNess of The Father with All His Authority 2 do Greater Things than even He did while He was here…He Adopted me as a Royal son & Through me He Will Glorify Himself With Great Miracles Signs & Wonders 🙂

11.08.10 Mon
…each of us has a “prodigal strain”…we indulge in self & God will even give u some of His Resources 2 go give it a try Knowing u will be back cause u have 2 see 4 urself How Good He Really Is & that u dont know what u have till its gone…The Father Watches Waits & Runs 2 u upon ur Return 2 ur 1st Love…Clothing u In His Best Robe…Jesus’ Precious Blood ReNewing prodigal u With Provident u…Amen!

11.09.10 Tues
…i believe The Path of Jesus has The Answer 2 Power…Discipleship…Crucify Self/sin on The Cross…Used Authority 2 Take Back Keys of Life over death from enemy…The Father Resurrects Life from death…Ascended 2 The Father (With Keys)…Came Back & Revealed Himself…Confimed Truth of His Discipleship & His Word…Ascended Again 2 The Father…Where are u @ In your Journey with Him? Still @ The Cross?

11.10.10 Wed
…im called 2 Make Disciples…that Requires me 2 Preach & Teach about Crucifying one’s flesh in Order 2 Be More Like Jesus…i believe many are merely selling Jesus as some type of sugar coated “wonder bread” 2 make life better…In Spiritual Reality one Receives The Bread of Life after death…of yourself…There is Great Joy & Extravagant Love In This but we just dont want 2 tell them what it takes 2 get it…

11.11.10 Thurs
…God Could…turn our president into a biscuit or any other leader in the history of humanity in egg mcmuffins if He Wanted to (to make it more impossible yes…even before the egg mcmuffin was invented) The Point being that God is Absolutely Sovereign & these individuals are allowed to do what they do For God To Get The Most Glory…Isnt God’s Power Perfected when the world is @ its weakest? Yup!

11.12.10 Fri
…i will keep Coming Back…even if it kills me…if i have to crawl Up On That Cross to get a Closer View…Of You…cause Jesus Is Done…Now He’s Through…me…i will hang there to obliterate my humanity…to wither away my carnal sanity…so that this flesh threshold will fade Today…thats what i will do…then…when im gone…Oh Father God…i Know Your Earth Shaking Love Will Bring me back To Be With You…

11.13.10 Sat
…i just wanted 2 be Significant…2 Someone…is that so wrong? that had me so twisted & undone…haunted with a revelant hell of…their fractured love…a hurt mommy & absent daddy…they didnt know what they were doing…Oh But Didnt U Get my Attention Father God? When U Gave UR Baby…for me? Didnt UR Baby Jesus Cover the cost of what i lost with them…With His Love He Gave Me…For U? i so love U…

11.14.10 Sun
…2Day…lets all remember that The Church IS A WHO not a what or something that we “have”…Its A People…It is Us…We Actually Take The Church 2 the building…99% full of believers i might add where we Pray & Show Jesus In our lives…Pretty easy & common 2 do surrounded by believers but do we Pray & Show Jesus In our lives the other 99% we are away from that building around unbelievers? 2 B Uncommon?

11.15.10 Mon
…there are no controversies with God…if you know of someone who frequently delves into subject material that explicitly contradicts The Word of God…Just Dont Listen anymore…it may tingle your ears but let me tell you something…God Will Not Be Mocked…He Is Dead Serious About that…He Who did not even spare His Own Son Jesus Wont Stand For it…Do Not Fall Into The Hands of The Living God…

11.16.10 Tues
…theres a Narrow Pier…Extending Out In2 The Ocean…Should i Follow His Motions In2 The Unknown? where The Path is Nailed with dismantled rugged pieces of Jesus’ Cross…where the 1000 ft swells Hath Cleansed & Crushed any albatross…where Jesus’ Bloody FootPrints Remain from being torn apart…where The Father drowns the stain of the enemy with a Circumcised Heart…i Love & Trust U…here i come…

11.17.10 Wed
…ever heard “well i have forgiven them but they wont say they are sorry & admit that they were wrong!”…forgiveness doesnt require the acknowledgment from the other person & u certainly havent “forgiven” them if u desire an apology just 2 be “right”…True Forgiveness is merely a Greater Measure of God’s Character Within you Covering the offense With Love Holding it Up Against Him…not them…

11.18.10 Thurs
…for those that believe in evolution & that we evolved from amebas in some pink primordial soup to walking fish to apes to what we are now with all of our super knowledge in finance science technology & travel…there isnt even a guide…its a big guess without hard details…seems like it takes a much greater faith to believe in that than to believe In A God Who Came With A Fully Detailed Instruction Book…

11.19.10 Fri
…it is evidenced that we have been professing & talking about Jesus along time but where is The Power? it is widely known that the bulk of professing believers are “sitting on the bench” in a passive relationship with God…they briefly expose themselves to The Word while attending church regularly on Sunday only to repeat this process until next Sunday…this looks more like we are powerless no?

11.20.10 Sat
…if u get offended & upset cause others dont agree with what u say maybe ur still trying 2 reconcile The Truth 2 them instead of Where It Resides…With God…if ur Led 2 Speak it…just Release it & move on cause the moment u speak it then it quickly is in the past of it being a Now Word…if ur still trying 2 impress people with ur Biblical Knowledge then u still lack the True Gravity & Application There of it…

11.21.10 Sun
…1 of the greatest deceptions is that u still believe its “ur life” & it may look pretty good from your “works” when reconciled 2 the world but that is an awfully low standard not Reconciled 2 God…Big Time…Carefully Remember Jesus Reconciled u With His Own Blood as ur “self” bled 2 death…Giving u The Only Life u seem 2 claim as “urs”…God Owns The Appropriation of Life He Gave u…Live That Truth…

11.22.10 Mon
‎…there is a question we answer everyday with our actions…the question is…what am i doing? The Really Big Question many do not answer because of the previous question is…What Is God Doing? Also does what im doing look like what God Is Doing & visa versa? Somehow i dont believe that God will wait around for u 2 fit Him in2 the crevasses of ur life much longer…

11.23.10 Tues
…if there r people that u see & listen 2 on a regular basis that mainly relate God’s blessings into “money” prosperity & wealth messages…stop listening & go read The Word 4 urself…The Gospel Message Is This: Jesus Afforded us The Wealth of The Universe in Giving us Access 2 The Father God…Being His Children We Are Rich With Him…The Father Is Our Inheritance & Most Precious Reward…lets wake up..

11.24.10 Wed
…oh by the way…we arent from here! this is a temporal test 2 see whether u will default 2 The Truth or cave 2 ur surroundings…i know its easier 2 believe in things u can see but we walk by Faith…not by sight right?…Jesus Came…Then He Left! He Even Gave us His Spirit 2 Affirm The Truth The Word Says we Inherently Know…we are without excuse no? will u ditch the ways u look like the world Today?

11.25.10 Thurs
…to all my Family & friends…May ThanksGiving be a Beautiful & Wonderful Time that we not only partake in Today…but that each & every Day Be The OverFlow of Continuous ThanksGiving From The Jesus Cornucopia of your Heart Thone…Where The Fruits of The Parent Father God are Evidently Displayed Through your Lives With Such Great Abundance…That He Shall Receive All The Glory…His Many Blessings!

11.26.10 Fri
Jesus & The Father never asked u 2 be a “christian” now did They? The Word doesnt say “be a christian as i am a christian” does it? Nope…Jesus wasnt a christian…but i can see that by placing our identities in this label has us feeling content about ourselves & our “church” activities cause its a man measure…a much lower Measure Than What He Commissioned us all 2 be…Being A Holy Disciple & Follower of Jesus…

11.27.10 Sat
…we all have our own specific thorns…in our sides that expose our deficiencies…when we try & hide them we agree with the enemy & lie 2 ourselves that they in fact exist…we are 2 prideful 2 admit we have something wrong with us that The Father Can Fix…That He Can Heal…Be Transparent & Allow The Power Of God’s Sufficiencies 2 OverCome ur deficiencies…dont just talk about it…Do It…

11.28.10 Sun
…The Word…The Bible…God’s Breath of Revelation…i get it…its taken awhile but i get it…more Importantly…It Gets me…It Takes This Life that He Gave me & it Tells me Everything i need 2 know Through Powerful Stories & Testimonies of 1000’s of others like me who had Intimate Relationships With The Father God…Did you know that Jesus was here before He was born 2 Mary & Joseph? (Dan 3:25 KJV) Crazy!

11.29.10 Mon
…its easy 2 tell what the enemy is up 2…just listen 2 secular music…if u are a believer & u still listen 2 it i will encourage u 2 turn it off for good…listening 2 it means that u agree with it & so ask urself if what u hear sounds anything like what Jesus would whisper in ur ear…music is an easy way 2 get u 2 listen 2 what the enemy is pushing around in this world…just say No In Jesus Name 🙂

11.29.10 Mon
…He’s Breaking…Deep Inside me…Making a Wider Path…for Thee…Thy Promenade…Taking Over me…Dancing Flowers…Hand Made…So Beautifully…i fade In The Glancing Powers of The AlMighty…He’s Here…Whispering in my ear…Walk With Me…Down My Bright Candle Jesus Streets…Listen To My Breath…Isnt That Sweet? Oh Father…Dont Let me Go…i dont want to know…if it isnt About You…

11.30.10 Tues
…The Word says that The Father God doesnt tempt us…heck! we do a bang up job on ourselves dont we? we cant even blame the enemy 4 the action that follows the thought can we? nope…but he is there waiting 2 pour kerosene on the little match u just struck…a match can burn down an entire forest no? what is the enemy’s kerosene in the forest without ur match? disappearing temptuous vapors…

12.01.10 Wed
…i think we have a list of “sacrifices” we have made 2 God which we keep fresh in our minds 2 remind Him what we have “done for Him”…how arrogant is that? we might “work” ourselves 2 death in some type of ministry & hold it up against God & say “look what i did for U!”…does that sound like Love? No Way. He Desires Obedience rather than sacrifice (1 Sam 15:22) Sacrificing Jesus wasnt enough?

12.02.10 Thurs
…if ur a believer u ought 2 not ever think that u “know” more than others…thats arrogance & pride…if ur a believer u could very well be envious of others having a Greater Measure of God In their Relationship With Him…whats wrong with both of these pictures? ur comparing urself 2 another person! stop looking 2 the left or 2 the right & Reconcile ur measure In Jesus With The Father…

12.03.10 Fri
…i believe we all have this odd shaped hole in our hearts…we spend years trying 2 fill it with things that just dont seem 2 fit…sexual immorality 4 acceptance? drugs 4 escape? pride 2 be right? these & many others “cover” it but dont Fill it right? Cause its a God Shaped Hole…we orphaned ourselves in The Garden which left this little empty Space Only He Can Occupy…Will u Return 2 Fill It With ur First Love?

12.04.10 Sat
…The Word isnt just God Breathed Scripture Through His Annointed vessels…The Word is Jesus…how much Time u spend In The Word…In Him…directly correlates With ur Relationship With Jesus & The Father…a closed dusty Bible is a closed dusty relationship with Jesus…little time spent In The Word can only produce a little relationship with The Father…must it hover & slap u in the face 2 become reative?

12.05.10 Sun
…i remember my first step In True Identity…God Giving me The Gravity of Knowing that He Does See Everything…He Does Know All…i professed this but i didnt live it which means i was a liar…i Now Knew what The Fear of God was…merely a beginning of Knowing Him More Intimately…it literally scared the living “hell” out of me…”hell” being my willful action of thoughts into activities with the enemy…

12.06.10 Mon
…i believe many wonder “why isnt God moving in my life?”…well how much actual Face Time do u Give Him? im not talking about the 2 hour once a week corporate fellowship @ church either…how much are u Alone With Him In The Secret Closet…Asking In The Spirit…Basking In His Word? God’s River Is Always Moving Toward Deeper Waters…maybe its time 2 stop wading in the shallow end of Him?

12.06.10 Mon
…prosperity gospel…mmmm…what a concept taken out of context! All of u should know that there is Something Available 2 u of Immeasurable Worth…Yes God Knows This Intimately…it isnt money…it isnt riches…it isnt fame…It Is…HimSelf…Consider urself Abundantly Blessed & Prosperous Beyond any worldly measure that u Have Been Given Access 2 The Owner of The Universe via Jesus’ Precious Blood…

12.07.10 Tues
…i would encourage u 2 go “There”…walk it through in ur mind so it can Pierce ur Heart…Be…With Him…Be In Him…When…those lashes attempt 2 rip u away from Him…When…those thorns in His Head try 2 drive His Thoughts of u away…When…those nails attempt 2 hold Him back from Holding on 2 u…When…That Blood of His…bled out…Just 2 Cover u…Oh Jesus…what did U do?

12.08.10 Wed
‎…i believe many believers are just having a “casual” relationship with The Father God…just kinda picking & choosing little areas where He may fit into “their” lives…Only God Has Already Fully Committed 2 The Relationship With u In The Gravity of His One & Only Son…Jesus…His Blood…His Life…His Death…His Resurrection…His Love…All 4 u…how can Jesus be just a casualty of ur love?

12.09.10 Thurs
…take a look @ ur relationships with people…ever notice issues that keep resounding through these relationships? ever notice that there is only one common factor in each & every relationship? yeah…its u! what a discovery! was 4 me anyway…u will have 2 have a closer relationship with God before u have a closer relationship with others…ur Internal Healing leads 2 external Healing…Try it 🙂

12.10.10 Fri
…there are many occurances in the world now where even pastors & preachers are either coming out of the closet as gay or they affirm it professing that it is ok…u dont have 2 take my word 4 it take God’s Word 4 it…this belief directly conflicts with what He Says…if u believe this is ok then u directly oppose the Very Words & Very Beliefs of God…if its ok 2 oppose God thats even a bigger issue…

12.11.10 Sat
…now let me get this straight…Jesus was more like a “spiritual love cheerleader” that mixed it up with all the people he encountered saying “hey! just come as you are”…which after their fellowship left them just as they “were” in efforts not to offend or judge? Not A Chance…Jesus’ Love Is Expressed In The Deep Red Blood of His Death 4 ur Life…His Words Judge our hearts…Offensive…but Truth…

12.12.10 Sun
…the enemy presented options of “self” 2 Jesus that were apart from God…feed ur “self” (rocks 2 bread)…have God save ur “self” (throw ur “self” down)…even offered earthy kingdoms 4 “self”…can u see how the enemy works now? his persuations all lead 2 identifying with “self” by going outside what God HimSelf Has Already Provided In His Sovereignty…he works this same game on us…

12.13.10 Mon
…are u still deeply hurt Today? a hidden tear in ur heart that just wont heal? how many years will it lay as an open wound? hurt people hurt other people…u know Jesus was deeply hurt…He was mortally wounded…He Took it 2 The Only Person In The Universe Who Had The Power 2 Heal Him & Make Him Whole Again…The Father Desires 2 Cry With u Cause His Tears Can Wash Away ur pain…Today…

12.14.10 Tues
‎…i encourage u 2 rebuke religion…religion is man’s attempt 2 control u & keep u from The Truth Of The Word…it’s man’s “version” of Jesus…certainly the idea of musical instruments came from God…Everything Originates With Him…Jesus Is Not eclipsed by his mother mary as “the most holy one” & the veil was torn Giving Access 2 The Father God…no priest required…Jesus Is The Only Way Folks…

12.14.10 Tues
…do u ever feel “trapped”…like u “could have” had a better life…”if this” would have happened…like the hand God dealt u is…partly cloudy? Be Honest…take a look back…have u been involved in the activities of this world that have no value 2 God? now notice the consequences & effects of those activities…feelings of a “worthless” life? God Values ur Time…Spend Some Alone With Him…Today

12.15.10 Wed
…Father God…Today…i release my desperate need 4 SomeOne 2 Love me as i so Desire 2 be Loved…2 U…i take this burden that i attempt 2 have filled by people & i trade it 4 UR UnFailing Love…i Require More Acknowledgement Comfort & Joy & i Resign myself 2 The Source of U for these needs…U Earnestly Listen 2 these Requests & U Stoop Down 2 make me Great…that is So Crazy Beautiful…

12.15.10 Wed
…the enemy wants u 2 believe that u are “too far gone” 2 turn back 2 The Father…he wants u 2 believe that uve done so many “bad things” in the past that there isnt enough Grace & Mercy 4 u…that is the killer lie in reminding u of ur past…so if ur listening 2 the enemy what does he say about Jesus? not a thing…cause he knows The Gravity of His Death & His Love Will Set u Free…

12.16.10 Thurs
…ill admit…i just dont “feel fulfilled” Today…the deficiency of my humanity urges me 2 satisfy it in my flesh somehow…like i did in the past…then what? back in2 “the cycle”…the weak confines of “me”? No…The Answer lies In What Defines Him…His Supremacy…He Is Sufficient…it isnt easy but i must captivate my thoughts be4 they manifest & make them obedient 2 Jesus Christ…help me Lord…

12.17.10 Fri
‎…The Father Gave His FulNess 2 Jesus…Jesus Gave us The FulNess of The Father…where is That FulNess…That Power of His? take a look around…we attempt 2 “push” that power 4 our own benefit don’t we? our will is like The Personal Off Switch of God’s Power…It Is His Power…we cant go around Him or WithOut Him In Its Use…how ’bout we kill the will switch & Go Through Him? 😉

12.18.10 Sat
…i realize that many feel out of touch with God…feeling disconnected…feeling like He is a passive God…they feel like He doesnt care about them…ive been there i hope you all know…when i started 2 examine myself on a deep intrinsic level i found that i didnt touch the The Bible much…i was connected 2 worldy vices…i was active in worldy ways…my actions showed i didnt care about Him…Hmmmmm…

12.19.10 Sun
…i see what it means 2 “Get Closer 2 God” 4 those of u who know u should but dont…it means admitting He is In Control & u r not…it means u will “have 2” follow His Rules instead of ur own…it means u will “have 2” walk away from family or friends who affirm & agree with ur choices/lifestyle…i know that doesnt sound like fun…Jesus’ Didnt “have 2” Because He Was Compelled By His Great Love 4 u…

12.20.10 Mon
…The Father Spoke 2 me this morning about Being Pure 4 Marriage…when we arent pure 4 His Institution of Marriage we have agreed with the enemy in releasing death over the beginning of the relationship & willingly nullified God’s SuperNatural Power & Seal of HimSelf we Most Certainly Will Require 2 Hold it Together…the result? just look @ the divorce rate & the death of marriages…

12.21.10 Tues
…when i look back @ my past…God Sent Many Messages Through Family & Friends that i just rejected…because of pride…i knew they were right & i wasnt ready 2 admit i was wrong…A Jesus Paul Damascus Moment is Very Rare…The Father Uses those connected 2 us 2 help with an Outside Looking In Honest Perspective…we Should Be Quick 2 Listen & Slow 2 Speak…So Valuable…

12.22.10 Wed
…when u look @ ur life & wonder “Hey God…is this the best You’ve got?”…u might first want 2 consider how much u have included Him in it since uve just now laid ur life’s totality @ The Responsibility of His Table…doesnt that seem a bit arrogant & hypocritical? Yeah…i said this 2 Him once myself…know what He Said? “No…this is the best youve got”…Oh! Offensive 2 my mind but Truth 2 my spirit! Word 🙂

12.23.10 Thur
…Father God…let me get this straight…U & Jesus Already knew that we would reject UR Son & UR Love 4 us…U Knew we would beat Him beyond recognition…U Knew we would just tear Him apart…Yet U Still Sent UR Precious Little Baby Jesus Anyway…Because U Loved us First…Why Oh Why? What Did U Do? Oh God…Jesus Gave us SomeThing Only He Had…His Most Precious Possession…It..Was…U…

12.24.10 Fri
…oh! i wake with Celebration! The Father God’s Precious Little Baby Jesus Is Here…In The Manger of my Heart…His Light Within…Like A Star…So Starkly Bright over the darkness of my soul…Oh Savior…Making me Whole…oh Little 1 may i cry With U? can i hold & lie With U? may i look Into UR Eyes & Feel The Father’s Sighs With U? oh baby UR Melting my Core through…ive Come…2 Adore U…

12.25.10 Sat
Merry Jesus Christmas to All my family & friends…May Our Parent Father God Give us The Greater Measure In UnVeiling The Greatest Present In The Entire Universe…His Extravagant Love…He Has Lavished us With HimSelf…He Is Our Inheritance…He Is Our Imperishable Present…His Presence Our Treasure…He Wrapped His Beloved Jesus In The Most Precious Place He Knew…our Hearts…

12.29.10 Wed
…Did Father God Say u r catholic? Did He Say That ur mormon? Did He Say that ur baptist? No He Didnt…these r lables of religion that man made up that arent found In The Word…think about that & let it marinate in ur spirit for a little while & ask some serious intrinsic questions of identity…i encourage u 2 examine the beliefs of these religions not found In The Word…those were red flags 4 me…

12.30.10 Thurs
…it isnt that im unstoppable…But There Is SomeOne InSide of me That Is…im merely a vapor trail As Jesus Consumes my Identity…my confines arent even close 2 holding back His SuperFluous OverFlow…His Imminent Arrival Within me Crushing the survival of my humanity…There will be Nothing left of me…as Jesus Increases & i decrease…As The Display of The Father’s Power Releases…Oh…

12.30.10 Thurs
…He Gazes @ me…as i sleep…The Father God Whispers…He Prays Life Over me as i drift off Into Jesus Kingdom Dreams…SomeTimes He Weeps With me…Comforting the hurt of…myself…His Tears Like Pillows To Rest my weary head Upon…His Fingers Trace His Peace across my face…Imparting His Soothing Grace Into me…He Tucks me In With His Fatherly Love…Oh…2 be With Thee…

1.1.11 Sat
…a New Year…but just the same old fears…u feel it will be just a flood of new tears pouring painfully through…Oh but didnt Jesus’ Blood Heal that stain in u? why cant u let it all go? why choose 2 hold on 2 it 1 more day? The Father Cries For u when u choose 2 live this way…oh let it go 2day…Hold On 2 Him i Pray…dont let ur past condemn ur future…let ur old self die so that ur New Life will Endure…

1.2.11 Sun
…i think its very important 2 understand that pride & rebellion r the cornerstones of r humanity…weve had this since The Garden…its inherent in the “self” of r flesh…knowing this its important 2 understand that our spirit deeply desires 2 Obey The Father because This is The Foundational Image of Him that we r Created In…this is The Year…this is The Day The Spirit Captivates the flesh…Ready?

1.2.11 Sun
…if you find urself spending more time reading “christian” books & literature than u do Soaking In The Presence of His Living Word…i deeply encourage u 2 Double ur efforts Receiving Impartation In The Spirit From The Author Of Life…there is some good “christian” literature in the vast offering but all of it even as a whole cant even compare 2 The Living Word…after all…their Primary Source Is…The Word 😉

1.3.11 Mon
…Today i Pray A Greater Measure of The Father Through Jesus Be Given 2 u…i dont mean money…God Only Knows we would run out & buy more “things”…i mean His Spiritual Currency…The Gravity of His Worth…Just Imagine His Imperishable Worth! This Knowledge of Him cant be bought with mere money…Jesus Bought it With His Life…He was Just Dying 2 Give it All…2 u…

1.3.11 Mon
…When Will u Get More Serious With God? His Full Measure of Being Serious 2 Have u Back In His Arms & Lavished In His Beautiful & Extravagant Love Was Ransomed…In Jesus…Oh…That Alone Should Break ur Heart 2 Fall In Love With Him All Over Again…He Is Your Parent Father God…He So Loves u…He Wrecked His One & Only Precious Son On That Cross 2 Get…2 u…Please Come Home 🙂

1.4.11 Tues
…Father God…we Deeply Desire 4 Jesus 2 Come Back…we dont want 2 live here forever…we are not from here…we want 2 Come Home…Expedite The Knowledge of U Around The World Through our Lives…May u Reveal More of UrSelf Through Miracles Signs & Wonders…Unveil UrSelf 2 unbelievers Through us…May Jesus In us Be The Increasing Light they are Drawn 2…Thy Kingdom Come…

1.4.11 Tues
…the enemy cant see the future…because he was just seething 2 kill Jesus On That Cross…with The King dead he figured 2 steal everyone’s faith In What God Said…he thought he could destroy Thy Kingdom Come…he certainly didnt believe or know God Would Truly Resurrect Jesus & Display His Sovereign Power…What must he thought when Jesus Rolled Up With Authority Into Hell 4 The Keys?

1.4.11 Tues
…we gotta stop watchin’ this “eneME TV”…cause all i see is entitlement greed & self decrees…we gotta stop listening 2 the worldy presets on “sin radio”…cause all i hear is that worldly success earmarks identity’s clothes…Shhhhhh…Lets Close our eyes…Lets Now Listen 2 The Unseen…Listen 2 ur HeartBeat…Peer Inside A Moment…Do u See What i See? Do u Hear What i Hear? A White Stallion Perhaps?

1.5.11 Wed
…when ur finally able without hostility 2 Freely Disclose 2 others the dark places of sin & bondage in ur life Be Encouraged! Exposure & Transparency of ur dark deficiencies Reveals The Light of The Father’s Sufficiencies Beginning 2 Shine Through…That Is Powerful Freedom…Jesus’ Nails Were The Keys 2 ur self imprisonment shackles too…Get Honest With What God Already Knows 2Day 🙂

1.5.11 Wed
…In The Garden The Father God Gave us EveryThing & HimSelf…”but”…1 Tree…1 Tree! our humanity is so full of itself that even 2Day we mostly focus on what “we dont have” Instead of EveryThing That we Do Have…that seed of pride we have gives birth 2 envy jealousy & that orphan ownership false perception game the enemy is running…He Gave us 99% but we would only settle 4 100%! Ouch!

1.6.11 Thurs
…Revelation can not Come Through the low level of humanity’s filter…the self @ the mountain base of humanity where we let sexual immorality & idols of the world captivate our activities that are apart from God…it is here that we use the excuses of “i cant”…at least that part is True…What In The World did Jesus Come For? Yeah…Cause He Did It All 4 u…Take His Hand & He Will Walk u Through…

1.6.11 Thurs
…people are going 2 get self righteous on u when u Identify & Walk In His Righteousness…they are going 2 get offended because His Truth Penetrates their spirit With Pin Point Accuracy…they are going 2 be jealous that u Identify & Receive A Greater Measure of His Relational Intimacy…Remember Jesus said u will be persecuted For The Sake of The Name…yes…even by other believers…

1.7.11 Fri
…Father God had this on my Heart this morning…that we arent “going” 2 church…4 We R The Church…we arent going 2 a building…It Is SomeThing That He Has Already Built…It is SomeThing He Is Building…it isnt something that we r doing…It Is SomeThing That Is Already Done…Jesus Said It Is Finished…It Is SomeThing That He Is Doing…He Said Go! “I Will Even Give u The Words 2 Say…”

1.8.11 Sat
…our humanity just has a craving desire 4 control & ownership…what do u think religion is? an attempt 2 control & own some version of what God Already Perfectly Established…its All In The Word…religion says many things so outside of The Word & i say trash it…Just Run With What The Father Said & not all that man made control…did u know listening 2 man will get u cross With God? die religion die!
…i remember when The Father Walked me through the transformation of my speech…it was a total paradigm shift…in general The Word Says that Everything that comes out of our mouths should Either Bless Him With Thanks or Lift Up others…THATS IT…loftly Goal huh? yeah i thought so too Until The Spirit Said…”where you are not able…I AM…ABLE” Pow!

1.9.11 Sun
…are u mad @ God 4 something that happened in ur life? is there something that u blame Him 4 that has deeply affected The Relationship? whatever happened God Said He Wouldnt give u more than u could handle…so did u run away instead of Into His Arms? He Said He Works All Things out 4 our own Good…so do u believe urself more than u Believe Him? He Is Ur Father…Know & Trust Him More 2Day…

1.9.11 Sun
…The Transformation of ur Disposition In Him Happens Only When u Spend Time Alone With The Father…u will inch along & hunger 4 The Leaves From His Vine…Then u will curl up In His Hand & Build A Cocoon With Him…During This Time u Begin 2 Change More Like Him…Then u Emerge With NewNess…Oh Father God i Have Wings ull Proclaim! ull Fly…In Freedom…Like A Majestic Monarch…

1.10.11 Mon
…one thing among many that i learned from Job was this…@ any time God could allow very challenging situations 2 come into our lives…loss of our possessions…death of family members…severe physical body sickness…Why? we need 2 understand He Uses All Situations 2 bring us Closer 2 Him…our physical lives most of the time separate us from Him…He Didnt Even Spare Jesus…

1.11.11 Mon
…i Know uve lost ur faith…in them…in the people around u…just because they say they “know Me”…Please dont judge Me according 2 their actions…Come See…4 urself…Come Let Me Hold u…Oh Please Let Me Secure u In The Father God’s UnFailing Love…I Sent Jesus as A Personal Invitation 4 u 2 Come 2 Me…Please Give Me a Chance 2 Love u & Restore ur Faith Where It Belongs…In Me…

…I forgive my parents…or lack there of…I forgive them…for they did not know what they were doing…to me…

I always wondered why it was so hard to really figure out who I really was…like I was always chasing the real me…
For so long it seemed like there were these deep conflicts inside with who I was pretending to be on the outside…
It took me over 30 years to sort it out…to finally start understanding the logistics of my life…why I was the way I was…
My parents…my first relationship…has the power to make me into what I am to believe is my true identity…
But my parents were deeply wounded from…their first relationship…God only know how far back this all goes…
And so now this generational curse of pain is given to me…a baby doesn’t know any different…a painful identity…
And as I grew up I was living an emotional war…who I was pretending to be on the outside wasn’t me in the inside…
Who was I? “Me” was a boy lost in the identity of what my parents initially gave me…the pain of their fears and deficiencies…
A life severely enslaved with a deeply flawed perception of “me”…what I became was just a living name for their pain…
A wounded child carrying around to burden of his parent’s infirmity…the curse and chaos of their lives deeply seeded in me…
And that seed grew into a deep desire…a deep need…a deep want of love…I didn’t have it…I didn’t know what I was made of…
I was haunted with their ghosts of being unwanted…and now the gravity of that handed down…left me already prepared to drown…
Emotionally and spiritually…their shame and condemnation was the make up of my DNA…living in the dark shadows of their days…

…will you forgive me…for I did not know what I was doing…to you…

I was deeply sick for many…many years…and didn’t even know it…but One Day I had a Special Visit…from Someone Who Healed me…
I learned that I had to Return Back to my First Love…to Receive something that I never had…that I had never been given…
For me to be One with you…the broken prodigal son of “me” had to return to The Parent Father God to Receive His Unfailing Love…
And now that all the pain has been so Beautifully Undone…the unhealthy generational stain has been Sustained and Washed Away…
You didn’t know what you were getting into…none of us do…and the love that I had before wasn’t big enough for me…or for you…
I didn’t know how “to love”…I didn’t even know what it was…because parents are supposed to impart “Love”…and God Is Love…
And Love is God…The Source gave me a New Beginning In His Love so that I wouldn’t always have my identity in their ending…
I don’t want to blame them anymore…having my life merely be…the label and name of their pain…a mortal game of the enemy…
And I know that you fell in love with someone that I wanted to be…but I was pretending as I was really just a fragile glass façade…
You unknowingly married the death they breathed intrinsically…living this life filled and overflowing with their past…empty of me…
You were shackled with someone without the proper swimming lessons of love…in desperate need from The Life Preserver above…
I now see that you lost faith…of their consuming pain…in me…You stopped believing in their ghosts…defining who I was to be…
And now that I have The Blood of my Brother Jesus as my Trusted Tether…He’s Calming the storm of our lives With Us…Together…
Oh What He Can Do! When Done His Way…We Have Him to get us Through…Giving us Beauty for the ashes from the fire of our lives…
My Intimate Encounter with Him…The Parent Father God’s Impartation of His Love…has me deeply…madly back In Love with you…
I have a Love I have never had before…A Love God Gave me that Special Day He Came and Encountered me…so desperately…

His Love is so very patient with me…His Love is so very kind to me…His Love does not envy…His Love does not boast…
His Love is not proud…His Love is not rude…His Love is not self seeking…His Love is not easily angered with me…
His Love keeps no record of wrongs with me…His Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth with me…
His Love always protects me…His Love always trusts with me…His Love always hopes with me…His Love always perseveres…
His Love Never Fails…And now these three remain: my Faith In Him…my Hope In Him…my Love In Him…
But The Greatest of These is my Love in Him…and His Unfailing Love for me…I now know that I am Significant to Someone.

I…David…take you…Cynthia…my beautiful…enduring…strong wife…to be my bride in the New Covenant of my life. I promise to now Love you through The Gravity of His Love for me…a Love that I now indeed have…I promise to Love only you through The Love I have for The Father God…I promise to cherish you through The Cherish I have for Jesus…I will be a companion to you as The Father God has been a Companion to me…I will share with you The Renewed Strengths that my Parent Father God has Given to me…I will share with you The Achievements that The Abba Father will take me through…I promise to now respect you through my Reverent Respect for The AlMighty I Am…and to be a friend to you as He calls me Friend. I Am Now a Conqueror In Him with you for the better of my life over the survival with you in the worse of my life. I Am Now Richer In His Love with you and no longer poorer with my love.
I Am Now Healed of the sickness from my deficit of love…I Am Now Reconciled and Restored In Him…a Renewed healthy heart for you as long as we both shall live. I give you this ring…which symbolizes The Lord’s Relational Longevity of Grace in this New Covenant. The circle of this ring represents His Never Ending Passion and Commitment I am now renewing with you. With this ring I promise to always see what God sees…the very best in you each and every day that we are together…to let each minute have The Fullness of Beauty of Never Ending Love in which Jesus gave it so completely with His Very Life…As a sign of My New Love and Identity In Him…I am now fully and truly able to give you…Cynthia…myself…to be your husband…so that from this second forward you will never ever have to walk alone again as my Father God walks with me and I walk with you…I Am so very blessed and honored by God to have you as my wonderful wife…I vow to Love and Sustain you as He Loves and Sustains me for all the rest of my days.

This Day…I Am Divorcing their pain…To Marry you…Again…

Will you hold on to me as I hold onto Him…now that I’ve let go of them?

Will you cleave to me now that I have been released to leave the prison of their deficiencies?

Will you have faith again and believe now that the Butterfly of My Identity has Emerged from the cocoon of my humanity?

Will you marry Me?

More from my “hide & go seek” secret closet prayer meetings with Brother Jesus & My Parent Father God…enjoy…

More Portions of Him…

Tues 9th
…I am Comforted by Your Sovereignty…I am Soothed by Your Omnipotence…I am Humbled by Your Grace…I am Moved by Your Love…I am Captivated by Your Knowledge…I am Encouraged by Your Son Jesus…I am Compelled by Your Pursuit…I am Ashes by Your Beauty…I am Nothing by Your Everything…You Are My God…

Wed 10th
…I realize that I am only living out His past…That God is already at the end…Peering down the line of time…With open arms for me to embrace Him finally…He will tell me how each day I loved Him more…How in my time I got closer to Him on a daily basis…Why would He want to shorten this up? Day by day till I get You Daddy…

Thurs 11th
There isnt enough mammon in this world that could keep me from being in His Court this instant…The claim that I would “miss my family” doesnt jive with the truth that they are much more His children than they are mine…Like Paul I would rather not be here knowing what it must be like to be with Him…Until then may they not see me but Jesus…God Magnified…

Fri 12th
What does it behoove me to “do” something for My Own Glory For I Am God! Jesus is My Very Fullness! But for you…my children…to do it because you Love me and because you have the faith and belief to proceed because you have Me and that I Am with you…Well…This is the very trigger of My Movements to the impossible…

Sun 19th
We have the choice of walking through this life With God…I certainly would be a fool to think that the reward of this life compares to What He Has Personally Prepared For me…Why trade the riches of this world with The Gift Of Knowing The Parent Father God? Surely it will not be worth it…And The Word says we will perish for the lack of This Knowledge…So indeed count me out of this goat herd…Sheep Me Baby!

Mon 20th
I find it interesting that the Hard Teachings of Jesus are seen as “judgements” these days instead of Truths…I have to remember what The Word says…That people will want to hear things that “tingle” their ears…They actually want a watered down version of The Gospel which certainly wouldnt include sharing in the sufferings of Jesus…Was what Jesus did comfortable?!?

Tues 23rd
I recently read about a pastor who had a congregation over 20,000 people and over a million dollar salary…Nothing wrong with wealth unless you know the true gravity of your homeless brothers and sisters…starving brothers and sisters…And you might be worth a million dollars if you sent at the very least 5000 people OUT to disciple others instead of packing them in to hear you…Just my opionion…Im entitled 🙂

Wed 24th
We are still throwing The Bible at people and casting stones as a fear-based method of “saving people”…The audacity of us to think we could do what ONLY The Holy Spirit can do…If we have not Love we have nothing…And we surely can not be a conduit for The Spirit to work through to receive a child into The Kingdom…They actually fear “church” & “christians”…Dear God!

Thurs 25th
Today we blind ourselves with Jesus Vision…We Install The Spectacles of The Spirit…We can not longer look to the left or to the right else we sink and drown being “wise in our own eyes”…We can no longer look at the deficiencies faults and short comings of others because our Gaze is Focused on Jesus and Through Him we see that they as ourselves are Covered in Beautiful Holy White Snow…

Fri 26th
The Valley of Decision is upon us all…What will it be Today? Every choice…Every decision…Every thought…Every Word from our mouths…We are either on one side or the other…We are With God or we are against Him (Ouch by The Way!)…Our flesh can truly be captivated by The Holy Spirit That Seals us…Wait On The Lord could indeed mean a mere second before you say something to someone…

Sat 27th
The Kingdom is not about talk but of Power…Seen any of this laying around anywhere lately? And The Word says we have been GIVEN a Spirit of Power…Where is the button for that I wonder? Indeed I look around and see a form of godliness without Power…Why? Because we have been operating out of our own love…A form of love without Power…Time to Go To The Well Eh?

Sun 28th
I hope you know that the daily battles of our lives are not of the flesh…As much as it might appear so because it is so tangible…The Word says the battle is in the spiritual realm…with the principalities…We must address and acknowledge this on a daily basis beginning with prayer in our Secret Place with Him…Putting on The Full Armor of God Covered With The Blood of Jesus…We Are Victorious not victims…

Mon 3.1
God doesnt succumb to stress…God doesnt fall to fear…God isnt captive to carnal addictions…God isnt man handled by money…God isnt offended by opinions…God isnt hurt by hubris…Because God Knows Who He Is…Everything was Conquered by His Son Jesus for you to know who you are…These things are not OF Him…He already set you free…Lets walk out of our self imprisonment Today…

Tues 2nd
What we have to understand is that we are Spiritual Beings having a Human experience not the other way around…God placed the supernatural in a natural setting to Create The Glory Machine…The process of our physical lives is to recaptivate the natural with the supernatural…Yes…Digging down to Our Core and discovering where God resides…The Journey back to Our First Love…All Glory be to Him…

3.3.10 Wed
I am truly deficient today…And Jesus is Perfected in these moments…God’s Supremacy Shines in my weakness…Oh God Lift my head that I may have One Drop of The Oil of Joy from Your Face Cover my face…Smile Over me with Your Overwhelming Love…Your Grace is Sufficient for me…Oh God Share with me how you want me closer to You…Hold me close to Your Heart…Tell me How Much You Love me again…

3.4.10 Thurs
Parent Father God…I desire a Greater Measure of Your Love…I desire a Greater Measure of Your Wisdom…I desire a Greater Measure of Your Discernment…I desire a Greater Measure of Your Anointing…I desire a Greater Measure of Your Power…I desire a Greater Measure of The Knowledge of You…I desire More of You…What I have just wont do…Let the little cup of my humanity pass…I have my Godly Goblet Today…

Fri 3.5.10
Sure I have old david pangs all the time…I lust sometimes when I see a beautiful woman…I want to slam on my brakes and scare the crap out of the person tailgaiting me…I also want to give that person the middle finger…Sometimes I want to shout blatant obscenities at certain people…These are my sins…how I miss the mark some days…I confess them and Thank Jesus I am Truly New In Him…

Sat 3.6.10
Im gonna get up off my travailing face Today…And point to The Joy in The Sky…Im gonna Mount Up On Eagles Wings Today and Fly…His Banner Over Me is Love…I have been Given The Spirit of Power and He has Surrounded me with 12 Legions of His Angels to be The FrontLine of The Kingdom…We Advance and Take Back what the enemy has stolen For Thine is The Glory Forever…I Serve The Mighty God…Get Cha Some!

3.7.10 Sun
Im out swabbing the deck Today on my LifeBoat…Good gracious look at those 1000 ft swells all around…Clouds are cracklin’! Thunder Rolls! I could go Wake Jesus who is Sleeping Soundly in the depths of my hull…Nahhh…I Raise my Right Hand Branded with The I Love You Sign and Look Up To The Father and Proclaim…You Calm the storms of my life…Shhhhh…Shhhhh…Now there is Peace for You are With me…

3.8.10
Ill have to be truthful today…I DO expect a truly measurable difference between the people that I deal with in the secular world and the people that I deal with in the ministry world yet most of the time I find not much difference…That is UGLY folks! And more times than not the secular treats better…I didnt want to admit that this looks like the good looking bad and the bad looking good part in The Word…Yuck!

3.9.10 Tues
There is a story in The Word that makes me laugh at myself…Two disciples were discussing which one of them was the greatest in The Kingdom in The Presence of Jesus…I can not help but shake my head and Thank Him for His Grace because I am a very competitive person and I would probably have done this as well…I now only receive Co-Greatness because Jesus gave me what only He had…The Father…

3.10.10 Wed
The Absolute Bulk of what I believe did not come from my 2 hour sessions where I corporately worshipped with Songs of Praise and received The Word from their sheppard…1 John 2:27…The Hours Upon Hours I have spent Hidden With Him Alone have Anointed me In Him…The Counselor teaches me all that I need to know for He searches the Deep Things of God…This Real Anointing Remains in me and I in Him…

3.11.10 Thurs
I beg God to help me with my unbelief…I dont know if what I do is right…I question myself because Im a sick wretch…Like Paul doing the things he ought not to do but does them anyway…Im certainly not sure because of my failures…But I dont question Who God Is…His Supremacy Is Without Blemish…He Makes Up for my deficiencies…He is Never Shorted by my faults…I do know One Thing…He Loves Me…

3.12.10 Fri
I used to be a shepherd boy…Ive spent years in The Fields of Grace with You…You Battled the bears of my birth By me…You Lamented through the lions of my life With me…You Faithed me as my family and friends lost faith…You Graced me as The Backdrop of Glory I see Behind the giant of my life…With this foolish SlingShot of Faith Im Slinging Anointed CornerStones With Your Penetrating Power…I Am Your son…

3.13.10
Something happened on The Way 2 The Forum of The Throne Room…As I began 2 Ascend The Spirit Formed Words I spoke…I paused & and Prayed & Held my hands Over my lips…Then I Worshipped Him in Song…For The Next 16 Hours God sent a captive audience of 3 close Godly friends 2 hear The Revelation that He’s Been Building & Culminating in me for 7 years…Ill Speak @ The Kingdom Identity Forum this Summer…WHAP!

3.14.10
Im tired of my receiving less…Jesus said He Gave me The Fullness of The Father…I Make a Bold Declaration Today…I Will No Longer Live in my measure for that is too low…I Will Live In The Measure That Jesus Said He Gave Me Which The Father Gave Him…I Receive This In The Fullness That Jesus Spoke & Gave This Into My Life…I no longer receive anything less than What He Has Already Provided…

3.15.10 Mon
Do you frequently head back to kneel at The Cross to ask for forgiveness for the same thing over and over? Does it make you tired and weary? Being Forgiven is not the issue…That was taken care of over 2000 years ago…That you keep doing it is the issue…Try this…Right before you do it next time…Wait On The Lord…Close your eyes and Pray…Acknowledge Him & Ask Him to Help you Choose Him…This Time…

3.16.10 Tues
We all have nay sayers…People in our lives that cant understand what we are doing or what God has called us to do…How can they? Why would God give anyone else the details of Your Calling or What He has Chosen You to do? And dont even think about saying “i told you so” when You Arrive in God because He Will Impart A Measure of Gravity to them on Your Behalf Weighing So Much More than words…He Is Your Defender…

3.17.10 Wed
We question God because of our lack of closeness & intimacy with Him…There is a distance between us…He’s Way Out There & Im here just living…I know OF Him but I feel apart…Why? We must not fault God but peer inward which may hurt…So it must be me somehow someway…You might feel shame but dont…In your weakness of this present your broken self to God…Expose your heart to Him…See what happens…

3.18.10 Thurs
When I am transparent…I can see You My Unseen Parent Father God…When I expose my soul…You Are Free To Write & Paint On My Heart Canvas…When I surrender…You Capture The Jesus In me & My Deep Love For You…When I am sold out…I am Intensely Pursued by You & Welcomed To Your Great Celebration & Feast…When I am absolutely nothing…I Have Everything Because I Have You…I Cherish You My AlMighty God…

3.19.10 Fri
Jesus…UR Greatest Command Commands my Heart Today…4 those that condemn & criticize me & my brothers & sisters that miss the mark @ times with our humanity of imperfectness as if they were perfect…I Pray 4 them…4 U 2 Open The Eyes of their hearts & I cast the enemy into the pit In Jesus Name that You may pierce the veil of their heart…Your Perfect Love Casts out all Fear of their own deficiencies…

3.20.10 Sat
Think about all the things youve always desired to hear your dad tell you…Oh I love you sooo much…You are so very beautiful to me…You make me sooo proud…Oh baby its not your fault…I love spending time with you…You are so very special to me…You make my life so very beautiful…Now Look Up Into The Parent Father Gods Eyes & Hear Him Speaking All This Over You…He Made you…You Are His Very Own…

3.21.10 Sun
Im Gonna Take Off & Get Outta Here…this worlds Gravity Can Not Contain The Rocket Propulsions Of My Heart…The Crescent of The Moon Smiles @ Me As I Pass By…The Only Vision of Love & Beauty I Behold in Earths Sister Venus is U Father God…The Only Message of Mercury I Receive Transmission of Is That of UR Miraculous Love…Im On AutoPilot Directly Into The Son…The Core Coordinates Of UR Love…Im Burning Up…I Feel The Heat of His Love Melting me…Im not coming back…Im Home…Im Home…Im Home…

3.22.10 Mon
I must be very vulnerable with U Father God…Please give me the deep desire to share my weaknessness with U…If I dont ever share them With U then that means I deny The Measure of UR Strength to Heal my fear of exposing them to U…Ill deny myself UR Power in me to overcome my weaknesses…Ill be critical of others when they are transparent with their weaknesses because of my own fears…Crucify my pride Father…

3.23.10 Tues
People ask me questions about what I believe God is doing in their lives because they are unsure what is going on and why certain things are happening…I ask them how much time they spend in The Word because The Word carries The Gravity of Knowledge & Revelation of How God Works For His Good & The Good in our lives…The measure of time spent In His Word is the measure of understanding their circumstances.

3.24.10 Wed
I fear the little enemy has many of my brothers & sisters too attached to this life…to this world…too attached to their material things…to their images…too attached to their children…to their physiques…too attached to their money…to their jobs…too attached to themselves…We Are Not From Here…We Can Not Have one foot in the world & one foot In Him else we be ripped apart…For Me or against Me…

3.25.10 Thurs
I used to have the riches of this world…but not the foundation to keep it…I know now I have inherited The Vast Wealth of The Kingdom & Jesus is My Rock…I used to have lots of what I know now are fairweather friends…they lost themselves from the fire of my life…My Abba Father Friend Controls The Weather of My Life & Also Weathers It With Me…My All Consuming Fire Found Me when I burnt to the ground…

3.26.10 Fri
Sometimes the enemy whispers that Im not ok…But You Father God Said In Your Word that I am Fearfully & Wonderfully Made…That You Knitted Me in my mothers womb with Your Own Magnificient Hands…That I am Your Most Favorite Beautiful Child…That You See Me & That You Are So Pleased With Me…That You Hold Your Breath For Me To Run Back Into Your Arms…Where You Breathe & Sing Over Me…The Truth of Your Love…

3.27.10 Sat
Jesus…U said U Hold Everything Together…It matters to U that Im shattered…So take these pieces of me…Become Intimate where Im stained…Now Only U Remain…In U May my pain subside…Now in me U Fully Reside…Flood my tears With UR Healing Beauty…Drowning the deficit of me…UR Once Nailed Hand Touching my face…UR Glue of Grace Holds me Tight Within Your Tether…Oh Jesus Put me Back Together…

3.28.10 Sun
My Parent Father God…U Are The Only One that Can See The Future…U Are The Future…The Beginning & The End…Every place every situation & every circumstance that I will ever encounter U Have Been There Before me & Prepared The Way…U Have Been…Are…& Will Be The RearGuard in the aftermath of all things in my life…U Are The Only One of UR Kind & I Trust U…I Adore U…Im In Love With U…U Are Sovereign…

3.29.10 Mon
Now that Ive lost my old life along with all the money the house the cars & all the friends that came with it…When I found my New Life even though I didnt have anything I Invested Everything that I had in The Imperishable…I Offered Up my Whole Heart as Collateral & As A Token Promise To unwrap God from around what I was doing & Begin To Wrap My New Self Around What He Was & Is Doing…It Will Not Return Void…

3.30.10 Tues
The One Thing I am Truly Grateful for is…Jesus…He taught me that obedience is a natural by-product of Love For Father God…When I Am Deeply In Love With My Parent Father God…Obedience just flows & it doesnt even seem like a chore…It Is My Pleasure To Serve His Desires & Commands Because With His Breadth of Knowledge of The Future & The Greater Good…His Ways Are Most Excellent To Abide in for my good…

3.31.10 Wed
The world is the stage where many battles are lost but where We Win The War…I already know The Outcome for Nothing Can Thwart The Parent Father God’s Plans…Im Going Down In A Blaze of Glory For His Pleasure…The White Knight of Jesus & His White Horses Gives Me Chills…In a Split Second He Will Either Do The Impossible or Ill Be Welcomed Home Into His Court…Im Gonna Show Him What Im Made Of…His Love…

4.1.10 Thurs
The Luxury of Having A Relationship With Our InExhaustible Parent Father God is that u can press in as deep as u desire & spend as much time as u want to In His Presence with no end in sight…Ever…I Believe The Measure of Where I spend my Spirit Man Hours Begins To Truly Define Me…Begins To Reveal My True Identity…He Begins To Seethe Into & Through My Spiritual DNA…Transformation…He is All Over Me…

4.2.10
“I dont believe God would…” is a phrase some friends have posed to me in my walk & I respect it & Ill respond via The Word…Do you believe God would allow a man’s family to be crushed by a house to test his faith? Do you believe God would tell a man to sacrifice his son after God told him this son held the promise of the future? Do you believe God would send His Own Son to die for men that murder children? The point that I am making is that we get caught up in looking at people and their walks and may not understand and compare them to our own walks and experiences and determine that there is “something wrong”…”or not right”…because it doesnt line up with our own beliefs and experiences…Why would someone else’s walk with God line up with my own…Most of the questions that we pose of other peoples walks should be posed to God Alone…As I have just demonstrated by the above questions God Will Not Sacrifice His Glory for our mere humanity…And He does things in peoples lives that we will never be able to understand…And yet we criticize judge and offer untold opinions about what is happening in their walks while The Cross of Jesus (aka the log) with Jesus On It is hanging out of our own eye which is a lifetime of work in Him to accomplish and yet we choose to be a professional splinter removal service…

4.2.10 Good Friday
Jesus…I rejected U…Yet U Accepted me…I didnt believe in U…Yet U Believed in me…I betrayed U…Yet U Betrothed me…I abandonded U…Yet U Cleaved To me…I ran & hid from U…Yet U Came & Found me…I selfishly saved myself…Yet U Selflessly Saved me from myself…I spit on U…Yet U Kissed me With Water of Life…I mocked U…Yet U Said I Love U…I crucified U…Yes U Died…For Me…

4.3.10 Sat
The enemy was celebrating a “victory” so he thought right up until Jesus breathed His last breath…Then hades literally busted loose & froze over when Jesus rolled up into the enemy’s territory for The Keys of Freedom…Jesus preached to the captives there & took back what the enemy had stolen from the first adam…The Authority God had given man Now Had Been Reclaimed by The Blood of The Lamb…The Lion Roared…

4.4.10
How can we Thank Jesus & The Parent Father God for The Power of The Resurrection…By Loving Them With All that we have & loving others as They have Loved us…Did you notice in John that Jesus now captivating the captive of sin did this: Jesus (Life) -> woman (Mary M) -> man (Peter & church foundation)…thereby redeeming this: man (Adam) <- woman (Eve) <- enemy (death)…Everything will be undone & Made New…

4.5.10
After 33 years here in the flesh Jesus…The Quintessential Prodigal Son who went "into the world" & "spent the riches" of His very Life to Save the world had Ascended back into The Royal Courts of His Home…The Prince of Peace was Crowned…A Purple Robe of Royalty Back Around His Shoulders…The Signet Ring on His Finger…Again He Sat @ The Father's Right Hand…The Fullness of The Father Was Now ours…

4.6.10 Tues
My Parent Father God…knowledge puffs up but Love Builds Up…i quench the advice of my ways For You To Pour & Advise me of Your Ways…i desire to Focus on The One Source of Manifold Wisdom with the wise of my own eyes…man pales in comparison to You Father…how can I criticize others when the Greatest Work to be Done by You is in me? Why judge when You would use Your measure on me? Jesus…Build me up…

4.7.10 Wed
Father…I dont want to EVER reach the place where I believe that I know everything…Where my experiences always dictate that I know how things "work" & what others are going through…Where I have become complacent in my own beliefs and no one can "teach" me anything because I have truly "seen it all"…I rebuke becoming a fool under the enemy's direction of self-righteousness…Thy Spirit Align my mind with You…

4.9.10 Fri
Oh My Parent Father God…When I look into UR Eyes…I see the Son Jesus Rise…When I Hear UR Voice…The Word…UR Words…Like The Love Sick Jesus Im Desperately Pursuing After U…My Heart Voluntarily breaks for Thy Attentions…All Of my being & all of my emotions senses & thoughts…I hunger…Pang…Salivate & Thirst for More of UR Eternal Essence…Breathe in my Fragrant Prayers…This Alabaster of my life…

4.10..10
Papa Father God…I dont find anything that U are Saying & Doing in my life any crazier than The Testimonies of those in The Word…actually my testimony pales in comparison…why is it so hard for them to believe? I just want them to know How U are Working and What U are doing…Will they love me & believe in me more The Day U Manifest all the things Ive been telling them about? At least U Believe in me Daddy…

4.11.10
I have to believe in a Greater Measure than my wee little flesh can comprehend…I have to refuse the finite confines of my humanity & Accept & Release The Infinite Opportunities of God…I must shut down my operation of mediocrity & Open His Appointments of Promotion…I shall cease & desist identifying myself through my scars & wounds of this world…to stop siding with the enemy…To Believe Jesus…He Insists…

4.12.10
Jesus…UR Taking Over…cause im letting go…im getting lost In U…im going for broke…My God…im reaching out for UR Hand…my flesh like sifting sand through…UR Fingers…UR Beauty lingers In…my ashes…they cant see me as I disappear Into U…im UR vapor…the moment of mist no longer here but now there…its Monumental for me…these tears of Joy…tears of pain…its all the same cause I Belong To U…

4.13.10
Father…Im lifting her Way Up High…because she wants to die…she sooo needs U to save her from herself…heal her deep desperate place of nowhere like you did me…please do the same…For The Sake of Your Name…Im praying for him…he doesnt believe you exist…please show him a miracle even though U dont have to…I believe that giving him a miracle is Worth him Being With U…I really do…God Do It For U…

4.14.10
Did you ever wonder where the enemy that seems to "play havoc" with your flesh came from? Did you know he was a created being? And you know Who The Creator is right? The reasons for all this are deep but God shows His Absolute Sovereignty in Job…The first of that book shows the enemy CANT do anything UNTIL God allows it…God makes the parameters under which the enemy can operate in our lives…God Dont Play! Read King James Version Isaiah 45:7 if you really want your mind offended…but its absolute truth that settles in your spirit and then you see its good to be on Gods side…for sure…

4.15.10
Hey Jesus…My Dear & Mighty Prayer Intercessor…Lets Take The Father More Today…Thats Right I Said More Today! Im tired of praying about me…save my cars…save my house…save my job…poor little me…oh dead david Shut Up! Shush! I Wrap My Prayers & myself Around You…Thank You Thank You!!! This king David…Your Chariots of Fire…Our Home & Your Royal Court…I Am Your son…Your Beloved…I Am…

4.16.10
My Parent Father God…we are a deeply wounded population…we didnt know the gravity of our mistake in The Garden…in this grave error we chose to orphan ourselves from The Intimate Relationship With U…i look around this place and we are so Desperate For U…this life without U Closely Near is a tragic wreck…we are in Dire Need of UR UnFailing Love…it is something that we are unable to find Until We Find U…

4.17.10
…ive been sleeping…and when im sleeping im vulnerable because im laying down…eyes closed…the enemy can have his way with me…im sleeping with the enemy…i have unforgiveness inside…i feel shame…i have pride…i am identifying with the enemy and his schemes of bondage…Wake Up Father Says…Wake Up! Now Stand Up! Run To My Side! Identify With Your Greatness in Me…Forgive…OverCome…Conquer…Love…

4.17.10
Today I put the enemy on notice: all you can do is steal kill and destroy…this flesh…you CAN NOT separate me from the Love of Jesus for me…this earthly temple…The Core Residence of My Parent Father God is captive of His permissions to you what you CAN AND CAN NOT do…"i can not do anything because you have Your Hedge of Protection Around him (Job)"…hey enemy! did you hear what just came out of your own mouth?

4.17.10
Im Boiling to The Core…The Molten Lava of Your Love Cauterizes my fractured heart…Jesus has Seared my wound North & South…East & West…Intersecting Coordinates Creating A Cross…His Brand of Gravity for me…He has filled in the "fault line" of my humanity with…Himself…The Volcano of my soul erupts with The FireWorks of my Praise…my Worship…my Love…my Prayers…my Burning…my Ashes…For You…

4.18.10
Jesus identified with us…deeply…becoming intimate with our dark deficits…as He asked for the cup that contained all of humanity's sin to pass…But…then said let Thy will be done Father…took the entirety of our sin and came up over the top of it with Love the first time…why did it take me 30 years and a gozillion times to finally conquer my own deep stronghold of sin when Jesus already did it for me? Its Only By His Grace that I can ask for my cup to pass at the foot of The Cross this many times and then walk away once again drinking from it soon to return again and again and again…The last time…And I mean the last time I was there I finally dumped it out…and threw that cup over into the empty grave where The Resurrection occured…The Power of His Love was The Key required to conquer this impossible feat…the love I had for myself died that day…Thy Will Be Done for me that day…His Love came up over the top and Conquered me…

4.19.10
Jesus…oh My Savior…didnt U crucify this deep desperate need to be wanted? my humanity is haunted! why oh why do I displace in man this deep lonely needing? i know that i know that i know Only U Can Stop the bleeding…i dont want to be parasitically attached to man any longer…it is gravely unhealthy and i desire something Stronger…i dont want to settle for less…Oh God clean up my mess…I Want U More…

4.19.10
The Absolute Truth is that we have a Sovereignly Happy God…The Father Peers Through The Blood of Jesus Which Covers Us White As Snow…the enemy is vanquished…We Are Ruling & Reigning With Him…We Are More Than Conquerors Sitting @ The Father's Right Hand Right Now With Jesus…many believers cant identify with these Truth's from The Word…Truth Can Not be sifted through the flesh…

4.20.10
Jesus said to Love others as He has Loved me…the love i used to have hurt people because i was hurt…i loved out of a wounded ignorance imparted to me by my parents or lack there of…Jesus taught me how to Love Others Through Him With His One Of A Kind Love…my parents gave me a wounded love & that is all that i had to give others until i traded it in for Something So Much Greater…A Love To Die For…

4.20.10
I have to Consider The End Result when Dealing With God…Will I Fit Into Heaven? Do I Exude The Characteristics of Heaven as My Home? Do my Activities Thoughts & Actions Towards Others Depict A son of God? Would I cuss around Jesus if we hung out together? No. Would I make fun of overweight people with Jesus? No. Would I gossip about others lives & flaws around Jesus? No. i must decrease…He Must Increase…

4.21.10
Dear Parent Father God…Adam & Eve orphaned us from UR Intimate Relationship with us…Jesus (The Second Adam) Restored The Bride (us) Back Into The Grace of UR Arms…Why do we continue to identify with the fall of our flesh instead of The Power of Our Resurrection? Why do we still act like lost controlling orphans fearfully hoarding attention from the world? Why trade UR Greatness in Us with…this?!? Ack!

4.22.10
…am headed back…To My First Love…To The New Beginning of the end of me…A New Place no old self can be…Where Only He Can See…for my todays Are His Tomorrows…Where His New Mercies OverTake yesterdays sorrows…Where He Shows me The New Beauty of His Ways…Using the ashes of my days…im dying with all that im giving…Now That Jesus Gave Im Living…am Headed Back To You Father…

4.22.10
My Child…Stop Living beneath "ur means" (flesh)…For U Are My Offspring My Word Says…UR From My Spiritual DNA…Some AlMighty Genes! Stop looking "down @ them" & Look Up To Me…Rise Above the mire of ur humanity! Stop building that legalistic mental glass ceiling facade…Break Through! Rise Above! Get Up Here & See The Son Sets On The Horizon of The Father God! My Child My Arm Is Never Too Short…To Lift U…

4.23.10
I believe that in these end times we're about to find out who is "real" & who isnt…christians will begin to be persecuted because of Jesus & those ol' watered down beliefs that have kept many of us "comfy" & tingled our ears isnt gonna work anymore because there could be jail time…rejection from the world that we're in bed with & even death…Would God allow this? Yeah…read Revelations a few times…Its Real…

4.24.10
In The End we will need to Identify With The Shepard…not a shepard…our pastor/preacher is teaching us about The Teacher…we wont be able to put ministers upon pedestals @ The Throne…We Already Have A Leader…Jesus…like Israel we dont need a tangible king…We Have Jesus The King of Kings…evangelists speak The Word…The Word is Jesus…May we Identify & Know Him more than any man…

Well Howdy!

God has had it on my heart to share all of the posts that I have on FaceBook in this blog…I reread them and just felt deeply moved by this Intense Relationship that I have My Parent Father God through Jesus…I’m truly captivated…

Portions of Him

02.14.10
I relinquish my position above you to come down to Serve you…I revoke my seat in The Kingdom to Walk with you…I renounce my status of holding to Carry you…I retract my power to Die for you…I resign my relationship to Save you…I release myself to Resurrect my Love for you…My Love For You Is The Only Thing Strong Enough To Hold Me On The Cross…Thank You Dear Jesus…Happy Valentines Day…

02.13.10
…I will leave the past in the past…I wont talk about your previous mistakes…I will forgive you for what you did to me…I will stop bringing up the times when you failed me…I will forget the times you lost faith in me…I will continue to ask God to heal my heart from the pain you gave me…Because Love Keeps No Record of Wrongs…I want His Kind of Love…

02.12.10
From out of the overflow of the heart…the mouth speaks…A sure fire way to discern what is in someone’s heart when they are speaking…Is it laced with gossip? Is it negative and breathes death over someone or something? Does it have the wrappings of the world? Or does it breed a genuine care…Exhibit a kindred kindness…Shine forth love as Jesus speak? What someone says is a picture of the inside…

02.11.10
I can not Sow my Faith or my Trust in the natural…Else I will get a natural manifestation…How can money buy Miracles? How can “the seen” produce Signs? How can we “win” Wonders? These SuperNatural Manifestations are of God…They cant be manufactured or conjured up but Ive seen people try…That’s messy and certainly out of their league…I want the real thing Father…I Want You…

02.09.10
In Kairos Time aka God’s Time…The War is Already Won…Every knee has bowed & every tongue has confessed that Jesus is Lord…the enemy is vanquished…His Children are Basking in The Oil of Joy from God’s Own Face…Yet in Chronos Time aka our time there is opportunity to accept Jesus’ Unfailing Love…No “works” required…God break their hearts…Encounter their lives…Save them For The Sake of Your Name…

02.09.10
Take these Two Nails…Drive them into my hands so that they may stay open to Receive From You Father…Drive One Nail into my feet to keep me Straight on Your Narrow Path…Take this Crown of Thorns…Pressed Hard on my head to Make my mind obedient to Christ…Take This Cross…Kill my humanity…Take This Life…Resurrect me with Your Powerful Love…I Die Daily to myself in my Journey with Jesus…

02.08.10
Mary & Martha Revelation – A Now Word in The Valley of Decision

Please take a look at Luke 10:38 today…Im going to address the spiritual implications of this interaction with Jesus…Martha like many, got caught up in “serving men” and a “works” mentality in the very presence of Jesus…Its not that she didn’t believe in Jesus because she addresses Him as Lord but with Mary at His feet Jesus replied that she had indeed made a better choice…

I believe that as Martha did we can get so distracted by this life and by the works we do to make ourselves “believe” we have a great relationship with Jesus that we miss it right in the very presence of God…When in reality we should all be a Mary and just be still and know that He is God…spend time at His feet worshipping Him… Knowing Him…being intimate with Him and washing His feet and drying them with every fabric of our lives…And we will even request Jesus to tell others who are at His feet to come join us to serve man above Him…And His reply is…No…it will not be taken from them…May we choose to Impress Him today…

02.08.10
“Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. Watch your actions, for they become habits. Watch your habits, for they become character. Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

02.08.10
By all means dont believe that whatever your deficiencies are will thwart what God is doing…We arent that big to stop His Plans…Now certainly we can be a part of those plans but that isnt the point at all…The main point is do you run to Him when you have these worries and cares? Do you cast your burdens on Him? Will you grow more intimate in your love of Him cause this is what He truly desires…your Love.

Luke 10:38 Now Word Revelation…Do you call Him Lord because you know you are in His presence and still continue to serve man? Will you even have the audacity to ask Him to tell those at His feet to come join you in serving man instead serving Him? Will your “works” for Him even compare to having intimacy at The Feet of Jesus with The Alabaster of your life? Wrap yourself around Him…not the other way around…

02.07.10
I will have to go outside my normal postings only for this…Congrats to the Saints on a great win…Congrats to my brother Drew Brees who Boldly Professes The Name of Jesus…All things are possible…Yes even the Super Bowl…Just wait until we have been There 10,000 Years…Who Dat?!? God AlMighty Himself & The Children of The Kingdom Dats Who Baby!!!!!!!

02.06.10
I get a kick out of the enemy whisking Jesus away to tempt Him…I mean how can the enemy offer kingdoms of this world to The King of The Kingdom? What does the enemy own to The Owner of The Universe? Isnt the enemy merely a story book character by The Author of Life? What can a created enemy fashion for The Creator? What can be made for The Maker? The enemy hasnt understood Whom he was speaking to eh?

02.06.10
You delivered me from captivity…Right through the Scarlet Sea…You branded a Monument in my soul…Your Daily Miracles Carried me through the desert of tears…Circumcised my heart…Crossed The Bridge of Humility into The Promised Land of Your Right Hand…These giants of my humanity are merely grasshoppers in Your Own Eyes…Bathed in Your Favor who can be against me?

02.05.10
There is Something very deep inside…I can not run from It…I can not hide…Its consuming me…Its overtaking my humanity…Im afraid I can not contain It…There is no way to restrain It…Why would I want to? For Its Something Beautiful Happening to me…His Love is changing who I am to be…Jesus is rearraging my identity…The Parent Father God has defined me…He is Refining me…burning away my humanity…

02.04.10

Its offensive to my mind for sure…As evidence from the story of Job…God is the Only One capable of seeing the future…He will allow the enemy to push us to our limits because God is our way out…Turning to Him in desperation…He makes all the rules…Yes He indeed squeezes out every drop of Glory He can from our lives…He will not sacrifice His Glory for our humanity…it isnt about us…Its all about Him…

Thank you all for the grace as I have been absent in the movement of life as it affects us daily…I wanted to extend this word…We are certainly in desperate times…All of us…All around the world…The Book of Revelation is at our doorstep and there is truly an answer for us all…Our Sovereign God has already foretold all that is to happen…Jesus has already become intimate with all of our pain and suffering…While it is true that there is much much more to endure we have to know this…That The Father God truly loves us…Everything that we see in this physical world can not be compared to His Face…The Oil of Joy that He has so beautifully lavished upon us with His Son Jesus…We must focus on Him instead of our circumstances so that The Power of His Own Plans and Provisions for our lives will be released through us…That His Spirit might be enabled to proceed to accomplish what is to be done…The Victory has already been claimed in Jesus Name…May we expedite The Glory to be revealed in us…

02.01.10
The Joy of The Lord is Our Strength…We must know that the enemy is out to steal kill and destroy Our Joy because then we have not strength…May God help us to release the religions of our humanity and take up Our Kingdom Positions…We have been given a Spirit of Power and Our Divine Giftings in The Unified Body Of Jesus Are The Manifold Weapon of his destruction…Jesus Said May They Be One As You & I Are One Father…Mount Up Warriors…Lets Ride For The Sake Of The Name…

…I Command The Chariot of Compassion…Fueled By My Scarlet Stallion Thoroughbred…I am The Warrior of The Wounded and Weary…I Collect The Fallen Treasures of Jesus’ Bride…I Will Not Leave Them Lamenting on This Land…I Shall Gather The Grieving Ragamuffins…I Am The Very Last of The RearGuard To Crawl Through The Gate With Them On My Back…The Last Is First In The Kingdom…

01.28.10
We Just Need More Today Jesus…We need to engage You On A Deeper Level…We are so tired of being on the outside looking in…Jesus…Come Meet us Today on the threshing floor of our lives…Pick us Up With Your Mighty Love…We Need More of You Today…

Once God Healed me of my greatest deficit…Once I had The Knowledge that I was no longer a sinner but A Saint because of my Brother Jesus’ Love for me…Did I learn that being captive to the attachments and strongholds of sin that used to imprison me can not even be compared to being freed to pursue the righteous path of Glory that follows…To Share in The Sufferings of Jesus…Help me God…

01.27.10
I guess let me say this Today…God never changes…He was the Same Yesterday…Today & Will Be The Same Tomorrow…He is a God of Great Miracles Signs & Wonders…Jesus Healed The Sick & He Fed The Poor With The Power of The Father…There are “christians” that do not believe that God does miracles anymore…That He doesnt physically heal any longer…I beg to differ…For I myself have been Healed…

01.26.10
Father God…I dont know what 2 say today…So I Will Listen 2 Hear UR Voice…I dont know what 2 pray today…So I Will Invoke The Holy Spirit 2 Be my Intercessory Counselor…I dont know where 2 go today…So I Will Just Be Still & Know That U Are God…I dont know what 2 do today…So I Will Just Trust U…I Will Praise U…I Will Love U Knowing For Certain U Will Save Me…I drown in tears For U Today…

01.25.10
I could beat myself up with the news I got today…I could lose hope as things didnt turn out the way that I had planned…I could be down in the dumps just as today is Monday…a traditionally stanky day…I could let the enemy steal my faith today…I could…But I Will Not…My Hope Is In Jesus…I Am More Than A Conqueror & This Day He Hath Made…I Will Rejoice & Be Glad In It…God Is Sovereign…

01.24.10
After Climbing On His Mountain…there is descension…I feel The Gravity of Desperation 4 Him…depths of groaning…I feel lost in certain moments…I call this The Bridge of Humility…Path of Jesus…He Was OnHigh with The Father…then In the flesh…Burned it off in the desension to hell…Picked Up The Key of Hope…Resurrected Back OnHigh By The Father’s Power…the metaphorical epitome of my journey…

01.23.10
Yesterday I went out into the world and noticed…The Mountain Ranges are merely the Ridges of God’s FingerPrints…The Mountain Mist a Beautiful Mural of God’s Breath…The Rivers but a Teardrop of His Living Waters…The Aspens & The EverGreens Outline The Sketch of His Smile…And the road that I am traveling winds through The Folds of His Robe…Im Truly Woven In To The Fabric of His Glory…

01.22.10
When we say…Ill Pray 4 U…We Have 2 Do It…Immediately!!! Pray Constantly…We Have 2 Mean It…Its become a passing statement of lip service…a shame & a tragedy…We are 2 busy 2 lift the needs of others 2 The 1 Who Earnestly Listens 2 us…Jesus Is Our Intercessor…Our Most Powerful Petition Access 2 The Father…and we offer up empty words of passing…Dear God…please forgive us for we know not what we do…

01.21.10
My Heart Shall Birth The Explosion…The Love Bomb if U Will…Where Collateral Damage is Literal Healing 4 The Sake of The Name…Ripping Through Structures of Religion…Shattering The Glass Darkly in The Windows of our ways…The Refiners Fire So Hot it Sears His Shadow on our souls…3 Chambers left in a Four Chamber Heart…THEN the Inner Chamber…Jesus You Are The Fuse…Set Me Off For The Sake of The Name…

01.20.10
Jesus…Im gonna Ride With You…When You Come Blazin’ by on Your White Horse…To Rescue me…The Scarlet Stallion of my heart is gonna Thunder After You…An Unbridled Beat of Pounding Hooves Through the mire…A Divine Chase Over The StoreHouses to The Snow Steed’s Home…The Powdery Path of my journey ends here with The Prince of The Kingdom…Jesus…my scarlet stallion rides with You…

01.19.10
Im gonna do a Noah & Pine for 120 Years…Im gonna pull an Abraham & Head into The Unknown…Im gonna make like Moses & Lead The Captives to Freedom…Im gonna just Joshua and Stomp & Shout all Jericos to the ground…Im gonna Be King David and Know The Giant of My Own Father God…Im gonna Joy Set Before me Jesus & All Things Are Possible With Him…I am His Personal FireStarter…Bring it On!!!!!!!

Oh yeah…Im gonna Scream some Samson and Smash The Pillars of Religion…Who is with me?!? Are you with me brethren?!? Lets storm the gates of the enemy in Jesus Name…There aint no armor on our backs for God is Our RearGuard…We aint scared!!!!!!!

01.18.10
Jesus was about Freedom…He came to set the Captives Free…This was accomplished over 2000 years ago…He said IT IS DONE so why are we still captive to bondages of this world? Drinking Drugs Smoking Fornication Pornography? Greed Mammon Religion? We HAVE PERSONALLY REATTACHED the enemy’s shackles…Shackles that we HAVE ALREADY BEEN PERSONALLY SET FREE FROM BY JESUS Himself…The Key Lay There Ready to Turn…

01.17.10
Oh The Narrow Path I walk…No! I crawl! Oh man I stall! But I get back up…Because The Colossal Road Grater God has Gone Before me and has Already Prepared the Way…And He is The Massive Mack Truck of my RearGuard…The Father has me sandwiched in…His precious oreo…I ride in my Jesus Jalopy singing “youre own…Personal…Jesus…pick up The Receiver…He’ll make you a believer…” All Hitchhikers Welcome! 🙂

01.16.10
May I be Quick 2 Listen…May I be slow 2 speak even the truth…May I be Quick 2 Extend His physical presence in a hug…May I be slow 2 turn away from an offense…May I be Quick 2 serve in Love…May I be slow 2 worry what people think of me…May I be Quick 2 Expose The Beautiful Jesus inside of me….May I be slow 2 the musings of the enemy…May I Be The Quick of Your Heart Father 4 You Are The Quick of mine…

01.15.10
What if I Spoke Words of Blessing instead of gossiping? What if I Spoke Life instead of death into them? What if I Breathed Life & Love instead of spitting poison? What if I Gave my life instead of taking theirs? What if I Cared instead of releasing condemnation? What if I had Joy instead of judgment? What if I Lavished Love instead of lashing the unloved? Is God Smiling the worst thing that could happen?

01.14.10
Sometimes I feel like Im out of faith…Im out of endurance…Im out of patience…Im out of strength…Im out of Your Life…That I am out of my mind…But I will Never Be Out of Love for You Father God…You Say That Nothing Can Separate me from Your Love…You Have Faith in me…Jesus Endured for me…You Are Patient with me…You Are my Strength…You Are The Love of my Life…Seize me Today…Move Within…

01.13.10
Mmm How Big is Our God? The Stars are Merely Bedazzled On His Royal Robe! The Planets are Merely a ChildHood Marble Collection! The Universe is Merely The Most High Tech Invention Perpetuating Itself On The Fuel of His Words! The Heart is Merely The Beat of our physical lives Yet Also The Personal Residence of Our Beautiful Unseen God!

01.12.10
Jesus…U were born in a lowly manger & U Are King of All Kings…U were a humble carpenter & U Built The Royal Unseen Kingdom…U had not a place to lay your head or a place to call home & U Have Gone To Prepare A Mansion For me…U died a sinners death on a rugged cross & U Sit At The Right Hand of The Father…I Share In Ur Royal Inheritance as Ur Brother…Oh Jesus How Can This be?!? Thank U Father For Jesus…

01.11.10
It doesn’t matter how much I Pray…how much I try to work this out…how much I cry…how much I fail…how many times I am convicted of righteousness (sin)…if I believe that I can’t make it…if I lose some faith along the way…Because God Will Always Be God…Jesus Filled The Gap For Me…It Is Done…It is Finished For me…He Just Asks Me To Love Him & Love Others Like He Loves me…Well Ok…That I Can Do…

01.10.10
Daddy Winks & Turns On The Daily CHRISTmas Lights of The Stars That Blanket The Heavens…Papa’s Smile Fuels The Joy & Voices of A Billion Angels…Father’s Heart The Bright Son & Fire of The Cosmos…Abba’s Love An Inescapable Force Lavished On The History of Humanity…The Patriarch of The Universe is Jealous For my Attention To His Magnificence…Oh God with my Mantle of Humility…I Can See You…

01.09.10
Your Word Says That Everything Praises You…The Tower of a 100 Year Oak Surely Grows UpWard & Reaches Its Branches Toward You…The Mountains Extend Their Majesty to Their Magnificent Maker…The Beautiful Array of Flowers That Cover The Land Mere BrushStrokes in The Painting of Your Greatness…The World is Your FootStool & Temporal Residence of Your Children Awaiting Your Glorious Return…Praise You!

01.08.10
I will stand on my knees for This BreakThrough…I will travail on my face for This Vision…I will raise my hands for This Victory…I will shout for The Break in This Silence…I will wear The Armor of God for This Battle…I will Claim The Blood of Jesus for This War…I am More Than a Conqueror and I will Believe In Your Love For This is Your Glory To Be Revealed in me…I Am son of I Am…

01.07.10
You are The Sleeping Giant in the hull of my ship…Your Right Hand is The Anchor of my soul…Your Word is Truly The Canon of my mouth…Your Strong Tower is The Mast of my life…Your Royal Robes The Sails to Guide my direction…Your Foundation is The Deck of my command…You Have Given me Your Authority To Calm the storm and command the waves to subside…My Faith is the Pillow of The Sleeping Giant Deep Within…

01.06.10
What good is a huge heart if it is broken into a 1000 pieces? Who can understand why I crawl to You The Way that I do? Why do I chose to drown in The Tears I Tarry for Thee? Where can I find One Worthy of the orphans shattered love? How can I carry on past the end of me? When can I Be With You Father? Oh Jesus…Im just not big enough Today…Forgive me of my humanity…

01.05.10
…you judge me…Jesus Said Love me…you gossip about me…Jesus Said Love Me…you cast stones at me…Jesus Said Love me…you regret that we are different…Jesus Said Love me…you are obsessed with the splinter in my eye…Jesus Said Love me…you pray against me…Jesus Said Love me…you look at me when you should be looking at Jesus…So I see you through Jesus…Like Him I just Love you no matter what…

01.04.10
I crawl into The Celestial Closet of Your Care…I Lock The Door Behind me To NoWhere…I Don’t Even Open My Eyes Because Youre There…I Lay On my face & Breathe Your Air…My Heart Exposed & Bleeding Through its Tear…Cry Him a River Do I Dare? Frustrated With the facade of fair! Oh Parent Father God Its Too Much For Me To Bare…Please Come Meet With Me…For I have Much To Share…

01.03.10
Oh God Wont You Move The Mountains Today? I’m tired & they backtalk me..Father Wont You Part The Waters Today? I’m drowning in the ripple of their beliefs..Oh Lord Wont You Hold The Hurricanes Today? I’m being blown away in their chaos..Mighty One..Wont You Shake The Foundations Today? I’ve lost my footing in this quicksand.. Defender & My Rear Guard..My EverPresent Help In time of Need..I Just Need You Today…

01.02.10
Good Morning Father…I Face You & Rise in The Eastern Palm of Your Left Hand With The Fervor of Your Love…Your Gravitational Pull Circles my life Around You & Brilliantly SonSets me In The Western Power of Your Right Hand…Your Northern Hemisphere & Expanse of Your Thoughts Has You Mindful of me…Your Southernly Bosom & Epicenter of The Universe…Your Heart…Creation’s Core & The Destination of my Journey

12.31.09
I want to Wish all of my family and friends More Measure Than just a New Year…My Heart’s Prayer & Hope is For a Happy New You! May We Lavish More Love…May We Give More Grace…May We Be Mountains of Mercy…May There Be a Merry New Me & a Happy New You as We Walk Out This Beautiful & Dangerous Journey With Our Loving Unseen God…Onward Warriors of The Change!!!!!!!

12.31.09
Jesus…Your New Covenant Has Restored me…Your New Wine Makes me thirsty…Your New Ways Straighten me…Your New Self in me is ReNewed…Your New Life for me is my Rescue…You are my NewBorn Spirit and I am Child of God…You Have a New Command To Love One Another as You Have Loved Us…You Are The Great NEWs of The Gospel of Salvation…You are The New Year of Healing for Your Body In Jesus Name…

12.29.09
How can I be too busy for The God that is in Hot Pursuit of me? When can I not have the time for The Beginning & The End? Where can I hide from The One That is Omnipresent? What can I do that He hasnt already Prepared The Way for? Why is there pain if there is Love? Who can Count The Clouds of my thoughts and Save the tears that cause a flood deep in my soul? Father God of Jesus…Only You…

12.28.09
Im certainly infected with His Mad Love For me…The virus of The Holy Spirit spreads into the dark caverns of my soul…Im addicted to His Passion for my attention…I have to overdose on His Word to kill my failing flesh…My Intimacy With Him is The Cure for my cancerous physical needs…May You Live…To Die is To Gain…More of You Father…

12.27.09
Someday I’ll surf on the solar winds of the sun…Someday I’ll play hopscotch in His Galaxies…Someday I’ll blaze a wagon trail through the hills of The Nebula…Someday I’ll take the stars and make a Heart on my LightBright for Father…Until then I will continue to motion with my hand and ask the rest of His Children this: Red Rover Red Rover Wont You Come Over…To Play With Me…In His Glorious Kingdom?

12.25.09
Merry Jesus CHRISTmas to all of my family and friends…I pray God’s Covering over all of your families and may the Love of Jesus abound in all of your daily activities so that we become One as They are One…Nothing can compare to Loving Him with All that you have and Loving others as you love yourself…Let us live as He Made us in our True Identities…Brothers & Sisters In The Royal Family…

12.24.09
Baby Jesus…You are The Reason for The Season of my Life…You are Welcome to Lay Your Head Within The Manger of my Heart…You Will Be Swaddled with the Cloth of my Cares…Your Little Tears are my Cherished Emotions…Your Eyes Melt me Where I Stand In Your Presence…Your Cries Now Give The Whole Universe Meaning…Your Child Like Love Resurrects me…Baby Jesus…I Love You…

12.23.09
You Contend for me…You Increase my Faith because I Know That You Are With me…You Contend for me…You Strengthen me Because I know that You Battle in The Trenches With me…You Contend for me…You Give me Your Greater Measure Because You Stand in The Gap For me…You Contend For me…

12.22.09
Im calling out in my desperation..My every breath..Jesus! Jesus! You stop the procession because You hear me..I crawl to touch the hem of Your Garments..My tears of tribulation wash Your feet..I look up and find The Love of my lifetime in Your Eyes Sweet Jesus..And You Touch me with Your Right Hand making me Whole in Your Fullness of The Father…I get up and Dance Divinely Undignified…My Unbridled Love For You…

12.21.09
Im not big enough to ride the Milky Way…But when He winks at me I know The Divine Theme Park Surrounds Our House…Im not old enough to ride the Comets of Wonder…But in 10,000 years they are the Fireflies of my imagination…Im learning how to Grow Lightning in my Fists…But There Will Not Be a More Joyful Clap of Thunder Than The Praise of My Voice When I See Your Face…Oh Father To Be With You Again…

12.20.09
We desire to fly like birds of the air…Phillip did after he baptized the Ethiopian…We desire to live forever young…If we love Jesus this is the Gift through Salvation…We desire a love no man has or can give…God’s Love has Been Lavished on us all…We must walk on water back To Our First Love as All Things Are Possible Through Him…Father You are Unchanging so help me change how I believe…

12.19.09
When I am lost…Which is often…You find me with Your Unfailing Love…When I am hurt…You Cauterize my wounds with Your Healing Breath of Life…When I have fallen…Which is often…You Raise me up With Your Right Hand To Stand Again…When I am unsure of myself…You Are my StrongTower of Security…When I am nothing…You Make me Your Royal Child Which Means Everything To me…

12.18.09
Father You Know my heart…You hold the circumference of my being and You have Personally Healed me from the inside out…You fill every corner of my life and You make my ways straight…There is no need to fulfill any other expectations other than being a son of The AlMighty…Loving You…And being obedient through Your Love to Love others as I love myself…I am so gracious that Today You Are My Father…

12.17.09
They speak about things they only know about through their own lives and experiences…Do they truly know Your Ways or are they sifting them through their own understanding? Of leaving everything behind For The Sake of Your Name? Have they not read in The Word Luke 18:29 Jesus’ own words? Knowledge comes from Your Word not from our own beliefs because of how we live believing that is how others ought to live…

12.16.09
Though my mother and father have forsaken me, My Father God has received me indeed…I have committed my plans to the Lord and they shall succeed…He directs my steps so how can I know my way? And Today I have confessed my sins…I have been transparent…I have exposed my lonely soul and He has granted me His Mercy…

12.15.09
The Universe is Craving Your Attentions & Yet You Have Taken Up Soul Residence Within Me…The Stars Reflect Your Majesty & Yet You Stoop Down To Make me Great…The Elaborate Symphony of The Heavens Resounds Your Name & Yet You Delight in The Fragrance of my Prayers…You Command The Sun To Shine Longer For Me Today Because You Lay Me Down in Green Pastures and I Will Have More of You…

12.14.09
I was wounded from the absence of parental love in my childhood…I carried around deep rooted pain for over 30 years and deeply hurt close family and friends…Please forgive me for I didnt know what I was doing…I prayed for years that God would heal the hearts of all those that I gave pain to in my ignorance and my lost state of nowhere…

One day God personally took the time to impart His Missing Love and I found Healing…Grace and Mercy…

12.13.09
Only The Desperate Find You…And I will dig until my hands bleed…I will walk into the unknown…I will crawl toward The Light…For I am on a Life Fast to loose everything that I have to Gain Your Smile Over Me…I Only Desire To Impress You Father God…May I Be The Fireworks of Your Heart…

12.12.09
I unable to do anything…And All Things Are Possible With You…I am a nobody and a stranger to this world …And You Are I AM & The Creator of The Universe…I am from the dust of this earth…And You Are The Beginning & The End…I dont even want to be here…And Jesus Prayed That You Not Take Us From Here But Keep us from the enemy…I don’t understand…And I don’t lean on my own understanding & Just Trust you…

12.11.09
Im tired…And when I am weak You Are Strong…Im broken…And I Know Only You Can Repair & Restore me…I am crushed…And I know You Give Beauty For Ashes…Im shattered…And You are Holding me Together For Your Greater Good…Im dying…For You To Live So Beautifully In me…God Help me empty myself to Be So Full Of You…

12.10.09
Ive been hurt and Ive hurt people…I wanted to know how to get over it…God said youve got to stop looking at them directly…See What I See…I See Them Through Jesus Which Covers Them White As Snow With Passionate Love…In My Reality They Are your Brothers & Sisters of The Royal Family and I Love Them As Much as You No Matter What Happens…Ever…I Put On My Jesus Flavored Glasses That Day & Began to Heal…

12.9.09
I carried around certain pain for 10 years…I was hurt by judgements and ignorance of why I was different…I was deeply hurt from my childhood and I didnt understand so how could they? I told God I was tired of carrying this pain and He said He never asked me to carry it but Jesus Asked to Carry it for me…He became Intimate with my pain over 2000 years ago…It is Done…It is Finished…Be Free My Child…

12.8.09
Ever Been Intimate With The Father? Just to Pour Out your Heart & Cry In His Lap as He Holds you and Covers you With His Everlasting Love? To Tell Him about all of your worries and your cares? He Listens Earnestly and Desires To Fill your emptiness With Tenderness & Care because You are His Beloved Child…You are Fearfully & Wonderfully Made to Have An Intimate Close Relationship With The Father of All Creation…

12.7.09
I believe we are wounded from the 2nd day church & christians who have been judgemental, prideful, religious, self righteous stone throwers & hypochristians..and you know what? They are right…we have been readers of The Word but not Doers of The Word…Where is our Extravagant Love~Kindness~Forgiveness~Grace & Mercy? Where is this Jesus Seated Within Our Core that is to OverFlow onto others? (James 1:22)

12.6.09
We must have The Knowledge that we are SuperNatural Spiritual Beings Having a human experience…Before the foundation of the world Father God Chose Us In Jesus…Our Origin and Identity Began In Jesus & This Is Our Core…We are not from here…We are Strangers to this world sent from Within The Author of Life Which Is Jesus Christ to Love The Father With All Our Hearts~To Glorify His Name & To Make Him Known…

I Pray that God Covers You so Soundly With His Presence…There is no lonliness in being alone as an Audience of One…He Requires Much from you at this point because He is cleansing you and purging all that is not of Him…Let Him Fill you with New Wine for The Joyful Journey Ahead…The Joy Set Before you is Right Around Corner…

12.5.09
I find it more than Remarkable that as His baby sheep in The Fold…That when one of us strays away that He leaves the 99 to chase after and rescue the 1…For the 99 have His Strength and His Fellowship With Each Other In His Fold…The 1 is in Need of Rescue & we Trust The Great Sheppard To Mightily Save the 1 & Deliver Them Back Into His Fold of Love Grace & Mercy In Jesus Name…

12.4.09
Everybody’s hurting…we have physical pain…emotional pain…spiritual pain…Pain doesn’t cure pain…But we keep giving it to others…Why do we do this to ourselves? Ever felt that feeling of wholeness & intrinsic reward when you share or give Love…When you go beyond yourself and cover an offense with Something…

12.3.09
It isnt wrong to speak The Truth…I know it is rejected and I will be rejected for speaking it forth…It certainly doesnt mean that I am self-righteous or arrogant…I genuinely care and Love what I now know to be all of my brothers and sisters and just want them To Know Him & His Son Jesus…What They Have Lavished On us is Overwhelming…(Eph 4:25)

12.2.09
I look outside and I see that You are covering us with Your StoreHouses of Snow…Today is The Day That You Have Made…Your Provision of Snow Blankets us with Your Sovereignty…I shall not complain because it may avert my plans but I will Praise You because I see it happening before my very eyes and You Chose This Today…It Pleases You and in that I Agree and behold Your Magnificence…

12.01.09
Don’t we all know that God Hears Everything we say…Knows Everything that we think…Watches Everything that we do…And not that we should be ashamed because at times we miss the mark for sure…But that We Are His Children and He Greatly Cares about us to an Divine Degree of Attention…May we be keenly aware of His Omnipresence & Omniscience…

12.1.09
Father God…I Pray that You Bring us to our knees so that We Stand Stronger…I Pray the You Separate us from religion so that We May Be United…I Pray that You would Expose our wounds so that We Can Heal…I Pray that we die to ourselves and that You Resurrect Us in Your Love…Thank You For Making Us New God…Thank You…Thank You…

11.30.09
An interesting thought…Jesus wasn’t a christian…Back in the old days people CALLED the followers of Jesus Christians because it Undeniably Shined Through…The disciples didnt self-proclaim themselves this label…It was Given to them…The label of christian these days is so tainted all I can now say is…I am In… Love With Jesus…I want to Love You Like He Loves You Cause He Has Absolutely Got Our Back…

11.29.09
We all want to KNOW God Right? Jerimiah 22:16 Defending the cause of the poor & needy…Is that not what it means to Know Me Declares The Lord? Did you know God has His Own Religion? Indeed He Does…James 1:27 Look after widows and orphans in their distress…Dont be polluted by the world…Lets ask ourselves if we have “enough”…Let us Get God’s Attention with our attentions to the poor & needy Today…

11.29.09
The more I know..The less I know..Actually the less I want to know..I am having a challenging time with why we put our faith in men..in people..in things..in situations..And of course we are let down because they are temporal and we are looking laterally..We Must Always Look Vertically (Up)..Have Faith In God Jesus Said (Mark 11:22)..Jesus Didnt List Anything Else..God Completed The List Himself Alone…

11.28.09
Praise You Father that You have Provided a Way for My Family to be here for the holidays…Thank You for Your Wonderful Godly People Who Enrich My Life With These Blessings From Heaven…May I Turn All These Blessings Back To You and Bless Your Name…

11.27.09
…I realize that something happened in where others have been burnt by PEOPLE…And yes these people could very well have called themselves christians…The one factor missing here is that they CAN NOT call themselves Jesus or God…We shouldnt relate what people have done to us will ever to as it relates to God because it just isnt comparable…The Only Good there is in the world is God and I know many times we identify God with someone who says that they know Him and follow Him…We may identify their hurtful actions with God because they say they follow Him but that has to be our own fault because those actions do not have anything to do with God and everything to do with that specific person who is quite imperfect and always will be…And yes Jesus is here in Colorado Springs all the time…He lives within me very powerfully and there are homeless people living down by the river that He meets with on a daily basis…There are needy people in allyways that He encourages all the time…He has to do this through us because for some reason or another the 5000 churches that are here have their doors closed 80% of the time and could instantly solve the homeless problem here but I believe this is the case all over the nation not just COS…Ekklesia meant a people not a building…If we would just gather like they did in Acts and take care of each others needs like Jesus said…Love one another like you love yourself…Then we wouldnt have these problems but we choose activity in the church to replace real fellowship and real relationships and it isnt going to work…The second day church has failed to make disciples of Jesus…I believe Butch as well as many others have been hurt by a bunch of misled converts which again doesnt have a whole lot to do with Jesus or God because those two guys are Great all the time and love us with an inexhaustible amount of grace and mercy that people just dont have…Why even compare people with Them?…

11.26.09
Father God…I Thank You for The Day That I Encountered You…I Will Never Forget The Day That You Came & Personally Touched Me…The Day That You Became Father In Every Sense of The Word…The Day You Lifted Me Out of my childhood pain & Said No More For You Are Mine…May My Life Be A Sweet Fragrance of Thanksgiving & An OutPouring of My Love For Thee…

11.25.09
Our Main Priority with Our/His Children is to Impart The Father’s Love…Love is Patient~Love is Kind~It does not envy~It does not boast~It is not proud~It is not rude~It is not self-seeking~It is not easily angered~It keeps no record of wrongs~Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the Truth~It always Protects~Always Trusts~Always Hopes~Always Perseveres…Love Never fails…Ever! 1 Cor 13:4-8

11.24.09
What is Faith? Faith is believing in The Unseen~Living by Faith not by sight~Faith Pleases The Father~I believe Faith is The Divine Conduit that Stokes The Fire of The Father’s Heart Moving Heaven to Earth…Causing The Desires of Your Heart Placed Within You to Manifest in the physical realm…Let us have Great Faith and Speak His Healing & Restoration Into Existence Over Our Country…Over Our lives…

11.23.09
What have we made our lives a slave to today? Stress? Anger? Anxiety? Depression? Frustration? What has taken our lives captive and chained us in a stronghold? It is for Freedom that Christ Set Us Free ~ Stand Firm then and do not let yourselves be burdened again by the yoke of slavery ~ Gal 5:1 ~ Jesus Set Me Free From Myself Today…

11.22.09
I had a vision of The Divine Auditorium…Heavenly Hosts Intently Watched as I Danced and Ran across His Sovereign Stage…I Bounded into the air Pulled By His Gentle Fingers only to Float The Miles of a Flying Descent…His Ever Changing Cloud Mountain Form Danced Over me as we Harmoniously Played Together…He is My Audience of One…

11.21.09
I call You Abba Father…Beautiful God…For Your Arm is not too short to Personally Reach Down and Rescue me from the mire…You Lift Me Up Out of the prison of my humanity and Set Me Free with Your Piercing Love…You Hold me Close to You and I hear The Radiance of Jesus Beating in Your Heart which Covers me…

11.20.09
While it is true that I may be Entertaining Angels today…I would rather be The Divine Conduit that The Spirit uses to Infuse & Lavish His Love & Salvation upon those that do not know Him even though they are without excuse (Rom 1:20) Shall I be Your FireStarter for the Small Flame of You in their hearts Today Father? Indeed! Use me to Divinely Ignite Your All Consuming Fire Deep within them in Jesus Name…

11.19.09
I must be broken for His Breakthrough…The Deep Intrinsic Embodiment of I Love You…The vapor of me Now a Beautiful Image of Thee…Your Oil of Joy has Embraced my withered weakness Freeing Your Strength to come up and Breathe You In…Deeply…

11.19.09
I’m so sick of being me…I desire The Divine Injection of You…What else can I do? I’m bleeding me by Needing You…Can’t You See…It’s killing me…My humanity…God Do What Only You Can Do…Save me and Restore my family…I wait on You Lord…As I still have some drowning to do…

11.18.09
God circumcise my heart today…Please Gently cut me to The Core…Expose Yourself as The Anchor of my life…Save these tears in Your Cup of Comfort for me…Come meet me here on this undignified threshing floor of my humanity…Change me…I Need You…

11.18.09
Who do we have something against today? Is there unforgiveness in our hearts for some reason? While it may be true that we have been deeply hurt by others and if we carry that around longer than roughly a 30 day season then it can take root in our lives and control us through it which is what the enemy wants..Forgive so that you yourself may be forgiven..Luke 6:37 God didnt ask you to carry that burden around…Amen.

11.17.09
Oh God may we extend Your abundant Grace & Mercy to everyone…It is true ours is too small and insignificant to cover what others may have done to us…May we forgive as You have forgiven us through the Price of Your Son ~ Dear God! May we rise above our self centered humanity and Love Others How You Love…Jesus Lavished it Upon us…May we extend it abundantly today…Everyday…

11.16.09
I believe that we are a wounded people…That each and every one of us has some sort of wound from our childhood that hurts deep within that we long to be healed of…We put walls around it and covered it up…This deep pain manifests itself on the outside and as hurt people we hurt people…JESUS HELP ME HEAL TODAY…I need You to take it from me…Heal my deep wound Today with Your Searing Love…

11.15.09
James 1:19 Be quick to listen and slow to speak…Prov 18:21 Tongue has power of Life and death…The Word also says let no unclean thing come out of your mouth…That we should be Blessing His Name or lifting others up with every word we speak…Are we there yet? Let us pray that The Holy Spirit within teach us to conquer our tongues to forever breathe life over every situation and speak encouragement…Amen.

11.14.09
The Holy Spirit convicts us of Righteousness…This may make us feel bad, upset or even offended sometimes but it is ok…This is just a loving prompt to Grow In Him from Glory to Glory to Glory…We are not supposed to feel shamed or condemned for there is NO condemnation in Jesus Christ but a desire to lift you up and refine you to be more like Him…Which is an honor…We are Royalty in Jesus Christ…AMEN!

11.13.09
I am desperately deficient in my humanity today…Oh yes…I feel down because I miss my beautiful family dearly…What I know is this…He will lift my head because in my deepest deficiencies He is Supremely Sufficient with how He Loves and Cares for me to The Immeasurable depths of Himself…I need You Today God…More Than Ever…

11.13.09
I believe many times we feel unworthy of His Love because we relate it directly to ourselves…This is overwhelming and truly unrealistic for sure so it is easy to have enmity with God because He is sooo Good and in our humanity we are so bad at times…Praise God for Jesus! God ONLY SEES Jesus ALL OVER US when He looks at us and this is the only reason He is Divinely Smitten with us Now & Forever Thank You Jesus!

This is the reason that no matter what you do…If you go to church every Sunday for 30 years straight or you never raise a hand to Him to meet you where you are at until the end of your life…He Can Not Love You More Than He Already Does Right Now…We cant earn His Love by doing good…Jesus satisfied this IN FULL for us and Lavished that kind of love upon us for what we could never do…We have to live in this love of his for the father because this yoke is light and amazing…We are only worthy and enough in Jesus and he is the only reason we share a relationship with God…Through Jesus…His blood covered us up and made us so very beautiful in he sight of the father…Amen! I am so encouraged by the Holy Spirit today!

11.12.09
I wondered what it means to have a Jealous God…Mmmm It means that the things that I try to offer up and present at His plate are my excuses because when they are compared to Jesus stepping out of His Father’s House to come down here and Heal the entire wound of humanity…This Divine Jealousy for Jesus and all that He has done pales the total of our physicalities…It is beyond compare be rest assured…

11.12.09
There is a dark place in our hearts that no one else knows about…A dark place of pain…A wound to be healed…The only reason this place is dark is because it lacks light…It lacks God…He is a Gentleman and has been knocking for what seems to be years…Wont we let Him in to just Hold us in His arms today? To love us unconditionally? To Heal this wound as we cry out to Him? Yes Father…Heal me Today.

11.11.09
God we Thank You and Praise You for Everyone that has ever served in our armed forces and served with their very lives for our freedom…As a monument in my heart I remember Jesus was the greatest example of this for the history of humanity…Great Gratitude for we are no longer captives because of monumental sacrifices…We are Free…Amen.

11.10.09
Here is some reverse spiritual psychology..If there is something that God is asking you to do..And we say…Ohhh not right now…Just wait..Hold on God..Im just not ready…His Response: Right Now I Hold Onto your life and Im ready for you…Your Loving Father and Creator is waiting on you..(I mean what would life look like if He dealt with us the way we deal with Him sometimes?!? Ouch padnah! Thank God He doesnt!)

11.10.09
Thanksgiving is a non-stop event that happens without ceasing and without fail in God’s court Just For Who He Is…not what He has done…The idea of Thanksgiving is The Activity of the witnesses that surround The AlMighty…I believe that when we sing or thank Him in prayer we merely “join in” to this never ending glorious heavenly motion if you will…What do yall think?

11.09.09
Father God…Search my heart…Find The Express Manifold of Yourself Seated Within My Deepest Core…I Welcome You Live Freely and So Powerfully In me…

11.09.09
I pray that ALL of you put on The Armor of God Everyday…The Helmet of Salvation…The Breastplate of Righteousness…The Sword of The Spirit…The Shield of Faith…Shroud your Feet with The Peace of The Gospel Covered with The Blood of Jesus…the enemy is looking for someone to devour and This Is Your Spiritual Defense against the firey arrows meant to harm you daily…

11.08.09
Do we continue to tell the believers “something comfy that they would like to hear” so that it will keep our pockets lined? Hum Bug! Today is the day We Share The Quickening of The Return of Jesus! The enemy is working overtime and turning up the heat…This aint comfy…This is WAR…So Spread The Word!!!!!!!

11.08.09
And I sit at Your Right Hand with Jesus The Son as my Great Intercessory in Prayer…I go in The Boldness and Confidence Knowing That You Began This Great Work In Me and You Will Be Faithful to Complete it…You are The Finisher of my Faith…

11.08.09
God…Expand Your Borders Through me…Widen Your Territories Through me…Increase Your Kingdom Through me…Further Thy Name…Through me Father…Through me…

11.07.09
is laughing with great Joy today…I got a call from a total stranger this morning telling me Wake Up! Wake Up! Get Up! Get Up! Come out and see what a Beautiful Day that God has Made…I’m in awe of The Father that is also My Loving God…So Loving and Attentive with the foolish things of this world…Thank You Father…I am intoxicated with You…

11.06.09
is meditating on a song we sang at our past fellowship…Jesus…Here I am Your Favorite One…What are You Thinking ~ What are You Feeling ~ I Have To Know…And I…Im After Your Heart…Im After You…And Ill Crown You With My Love…Yes Ill Crown You With My Love…

11.05.09
Ok take me for example…Yeah Yeah because of me yall totally know God has a sense of humor…Real funny! How about this one then…Does God know how many hairs ARE NOT on my head?!? Who’s laughing now? Yeah ok…youre still laughing @ the bald wonder…

11.05.09
had a Divine Encounter in McDonalds this morning…God does not discriminate by geographical location and freely moves through those that are willing and available to be in Step With The Spirit…I am Honored Father…I Thank You for choosing me in Your Loving Motions Manifest Today…I desire More…Open The Floodgates Dude!

11.05.09
There is a monumental difference between being a woman/man of God and being a Daughter/Son of God…When we have revelation of this and accept/receive our Identity in Jesus we have access to The All Powerful Father and Our Inheritance…Jesus said we would do greater things than even He did…Do you believe this to be true? I do… Let us ask ourselves today if our activities match up with Our True Identity…Amen!

11.04.09
We are in fact seated with Jesus…At the Right Hand of Our Father God this instant…So let us be of One Mind…Of One Heart…One With Him…And with Jesus as Our Intercessor…What Shall We Do Today? Let Us Pray Together For Unity and He will Shake This Place Indeed…And all that is not of Him will fall away leaving us Who Stand in His Presence and can not be shaken…Mount Up Warriors of The Mighty King!!!!!!!
11.03.09
is headed to The Throne Room with fervent prayers and intent requests that I know He will earnestly hear for all of us…Oh yeah…And I will command the enemy to back off in Jesus Name…Who does he think he is messing with?!? Sons & daughters of The Most High!!!!!!! Beat it! Get Lost!! In Jesus Name!!!!!!! WHAP!!!!!!!

11.03.09
May Your Grace Fall on me Today and Crush me with The Stigma of Your Glory…Stretch me around Your Sovereignty of Greater Measure…I receive…

11.02.09
Father God…May my Extravagant Faith be The Divine Kerosene of Your All Consuming Fire…May my Unbridled Belief in You Move Your Heart…May my Child-Like Petition at Your Throne Inspire You to Move The Heavens to Manifest Your Glorious Favor Upon Us Today…In Jesus Name For The Sake of Yours…

11.01.09
I am a Portion of The Body of Jesus Christ…A Portion of His Glorious United Church and I transcended past the four walls of “church” today and Praised Him in the Fold of 1000 Aspen trees…I Worshipped Him as I lifted my head in Unison with The Mountain Peaks…I received His Message…Be Still & Know That I Am God…

11.01.09
Ohhh Father God…You are Mindful of us…Unbelievable! And yet I do Believe because of Your Love! Now Today that I am Mindful of You…

10.31.09
has got to remember God’s philosophy…Don’t worry about tomorrow…It has enough worries of its own…Know that This Is The Day That I Have Made…Rejoice And Be Glad In It…I will Honor Your Loving Command with my obedient heart for I know that I am Blessed beyond Measure and the things of the natural that I am giving my attentions to Are Not Even Comparable to Your SuperNatural…

10.31.09
The Spendor of The King…Displayed in His Mountains of Majesty…Thank You Father for another day to serve You and Honor You with this life…

10.30.09
is training for 39 lashes…Will I Rejoice With Joy because I took a beating For The Sake of The Name of Jesus? I will acknowledge Jesus so that He will acknowledge me before The Father…

10.30.09
May we begin to fill Your Storehouses with our praise for Who You Are…May Your Storehouses Overflow with the abandon for You from our hearts…May This Thanksgiving truly be our Thanksgiving to You from Your children…

10.29.09
Father God we Bind complacency and Loose Your Urgency to be The Unified Body of Jesus. We Bind Religion so that it will die. We loose Your Truth & We put on The Armor of God Everyday Covered by The Blood of Jesus and Sealed with The Armor of Light. We war in The Heavenlies Today for the end times are at hand…

10.28.09
Father…This life is about You…What can You do through me? What CAN’T You do through me! May I be Totally Available & Open for You to Capture others with Your Love…Your Grace…Your Mercy…Your Heart…That they may no longer be on the outside looking in…

10.27.09
Did you know that Jesus was here long before he was manifested in the flesh? Read Daniel 3…There was a figure that looked like The Son of God with Meshach, Shadrach and Abednego in the fiery furnace…Be Rest Assured He was…They came out unharmed…What bound their hands was burnt away…And they didnt even smell like smoke…I’m gonna have to Praise Jesus for this…It blows me away…

10.26.09
Hey! I remember My Core! Before the foundations of the world…I remember NOW…I was IN Jesus…I was a SuperNatural “Portion” of Him…And I still am…Im just cooped up in this flesh tent right now…Peeling off the layers to go from Glory…To Glory…To Glory…To Glorify The Father…Like Jesus…To Return To My First Love…Go Boyyyiiieee!

10.26.09
God…I just want to let you Be God…I dont even want to pretend to be you in anything that I do…That I say…That I think…I want to work on me…I want You to work on me…I want You to fix me where I am broken for this is something that I can not do myself…I need You to Heal me of all my deficiencies and Kill my pride…Kill everything inside of me that is not of You…Tetelestai!

10.24.09
Took the family and some family friends out to Red Rock Canyon…We all chipped in and gathered wood and made a fort at the base of the mountains…We just beheld God in His beautiful creation with our fellowship together…This is what living is all about…

10.24.09
Dear Father…I simply Praise You just for Who You are…Not what You do…You have captured my heart and I Love You more today than I did yesterday…

10.23.09
Let us Truly check ourselves today…Because the time of persecution will come again soon…Will you profess The Mighty Name of Jesus knowing you will receive 39 lashes…Knowing you will go to prison…Knowing you could certainly die For The Sake of The Name? Let us answer this today as a litmus test of our love for Him…

10.22.09
Oh Great Counselor…Teach me how to Love You more…A Godly Kind of Love that I can share with others and truly Love them like I Love myself…Only because I am no longer me but A Portion of You…My prayer will not return back void in Jesus Name…Amen and Amen.

10.21.09
May the words that I speak today Honor You Lord…May You be Glorified in all that I do…I want them to see You through me…Just You…

10.19.09
God told me He wants to do The Totally Impossible.He could do The Impossible which would impact my family and our faith in Him would strengthen.But if we do it His way and hang on to His Powerful Love through obedience,His Impact will Blow through many others around us and increase their faith in Him because of us.Yes God!Do what only You can do!The Totally Impossible.Have Your Divine Way with us Father God.

10.14.09
is rejoicing BIG TIME…My family will be here Thursday afternoon to visit for about a week…Thank You Father for You are so Great & Mighty…Your Love Grace & Mercy transcend all that I could ever ask…Pour it on Big Daddy!

10.14.09
Father…There are hearts out there that are hard…Hearts that You can turn back to You…Overwhelm them with Your Love…May Your Love Consume their broken hearts with Your Firey Love and Heal the wounds of this world…Soften their hearts right now in Jesus Name may they know The Gravity of Your Love today…1 Kings 18:37

10.13.09
You know Father God…I want MORE of You…I want MORE of Your Lavished Love…I want MORE of Your Precious Power…I want MORE Knowledge of You…I want MORE Intense Intimacy with You…And I want all of this to the Greature Measure and Fullness that Jesus provided it all…As your son I am soooo hungry…I am sooo thirsty…I am starvin’ down here!!!!!!!

10.12.09
The Heavens and the earth praise Your Splendor without ceasing…They sing Holy Holy Holy for You are soooo Mighty…May this day and every day that I live be for You and entwine in this Beautiful aggregate Worship for our Audience of One…

10.11.09
desires to operate in His Higher standards…Raise my spiritual requirements…In effect lowering my standards and expectations of this world and my requirements of people…Soon it will have no hold on me and all that there will be is my freedom to Love…Unconditionally…

10.09.09
I am a son of The Most High…Brother of Jesus…The King of Kings…I receive my birth right and inheritance and I must be intentional in my activities…God has defined me and I must live within His definition…For most of the things I find myself actively doing are well beneath who I am…I must stop operating out of the covering of this flesh…I must engage my core and set off The Glory to be revealed in me…

10.08.09
feels a fervent fire in my spirit…A deep desire to rise up and seize the day because this is a day that You have made…I will rejoice and be glad in it…Abba Father God come fan the flame…Come fan the flame…

10.07.09
God Thank You that You are mindful of me…You eagerly desire for me to run into Your outstretched arms and cast all my worries and cares upon You…Refresh me Father and Fill me with Your Ever Comforting Love…

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Father God…Thank You for Your Divine Words of Encouragement from Sister Shari…May The Power of Your Hand press them forth into Action…An Expedited Action that Blows through my life for You and all The Plans that You have already gone ahead and prepared…I boldy step into the unseen Provision and Alignment now manifesting itself as seen…Thank You Jesus…Your Plans will not be thwarted.

10.06.09
Jesus…I focus on You today…I am tired of looking at the storm around me and sinking in its turmoil and pain…I intentionally fix my gaze upon You…And I rise above it and walk on water to You…

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Well let us gaze together as The One He made us…Let us be unified in our thinking…Our beliefs…Our hearts…Our prayers…He is The Center of our Core…He loves us and has prepared The Way for us to be unified and together…Father accelerate Your Plans and Provision for Your children…Thank You Abba Father…We Praise You and You Alone!!!!!!!

10.05.09
had a Wonderful Praise & Worship time…Small home group setting…Whew! Daddy was powerful tonight…Prophetic Powerful Words of Life and Love…What we loosed in the Heavenlies tonight we loosed on earth…With Him we are Unstoppable…

10.05.09
Good morning Father God…I receive All The Great Things that You have for me today…I put on my Armor of Light…I engage The Holy Spirit within and release Your Power for my Divine Appointments today…I chase after The Joy set before me…

10.04.09
Our physical eyes cant see the unseen But Our Faith Can…So I will continue to Speak it into existence…Speak very life into it as If It Were with the Authority that I have been given…And It Will Be…It Will Manifest In Jesus Name…

10.04.09
has to remember that it is an easy task for God to defeat an army of 10,000…of 50,000…But a more magnificent work is done when I KNOW that I CANT win the battle with only 300 others…Yet I FORGE AHEAD and KNOW I HAVE ALREADY WON…This is The Faith in His Love and Knowing Who He is…This is The Glory and Power Revealed in us…For His Glory…

10.04.09
Oh Father…I enter this day with Thanksgiving in my heart…I approach Your Throne with Praise…I shout with gladness Abba Father!!! May my worship be a sweet fragrance of my deep intimate Love for You…

10.03.09
is Praising Him for Spirit led Divine Appointments…May we become more Intimate with Your Heart and Your Ways as we Live In Your Boundless Love…….

10.03.09
Thank you Father God for expediting The Plans that You have for my family…Praise You for accelerating The Provision & Alignment that You have already so faithfully provided…Increase our measure of Faith…Wisdom…Discernment…Reveal and let us understand the Sovereign coordination of The Mighty Works You are doing for us to be together…Praise You…You are The Finisher of our faith…Thank You!!!!!!!

10.02.09
just felt a Great need to Pray for all of us right now before I go to bed…Abba Father…We need you Right Now more than ever…We need your Healing…Over our physical bodies…In Jesus Name…We Receive All of The Fullness of Health that Jesus Imparted to us when He became Intimate with all of our infermities…Your Hand is not too short…Praise You for Healing For The Sake of Your Name…Amen…and Amen…

10.01.09
is just worshipping Him while a brother and I make dinner…I can worship Him anytime…Anywhere…And He Truly Loves this…More of You…less of me Father…Deeper…Pressing into Your Heart…

10.01.09
Father may we truly live today loving others as we love ourselves…Pouring out Your blessings on us into others in need…May Your overflow through us be The River of Change that Shakes the world for Your Glory…

9.28.09
the “Daddy” helped Mommy teach homeschool today…Was wonderful to be a part of their growing knowledge…Thank You God for my beautiful, healthy family…For we are all Children of The Most High’s Family…

9.25.09
had a Safe Holy Spirit Filled trip to see My Family for this weekend…I am So In Love With Him…The Overflow washes over onto My Family…I Love Them More…

9.24.09
is blessed to go see his family this weekend…Please pray for God to shorten the time that we are apart and expedite His sovereign provision and alignment in our obedient and faithful pursuit of His heart…

9.23.09
is being led by The Spirit today…Oh yeah, and everyday there after until I take flight through the air to join the entourage of The King Of Kings…What a Beautiful picture I harvest deep within my soul…

9.22.09
Blow through me Father God…That I may get out of the way…That I may not fall short of the Glory and Honor that You are so rightfully due…Blow through me…Have Your Way.

9.14.09
He knew me before I was born…He first loved me…He chose me to have this beautiful relationship with Him through His only Begotten Son so that I may also be His son…You are Truly Divine…And on this day that we celebrate my birth…I celebrate You with my life…Thank You My Father God.

9.13.09
May I fade away so that Your Glorious Light may be seen through me…

9.11.09
remembers a phone call from my wife telling me to look at the TV eight years ago today…I watched and couldnt believe what was happening…Dear Father protect our nation with Your hedge of safety and security…May the power of Your hand cover our families and children and keep us from the evil one…In Jesus Name for the Sake of Yours…

9.6.09
has been having a VERY BLESSED time with The Family since they got here Thursday…Thank you Father for a time such as this as we behold The Beauty that surrounds us each and every day…What a Beautiful God…

9.03.09
gets to fellowship with his deeply missed family for a week…They are coming up to Colorado Springs today to see me and see where they will live in the near future…I can not wait to see and love on them…Thank you God for this time with them…It is richly received Father…Praise You!!!!!!!

9.02.09
desires a greater measure of faith for this new season of the journey in the narrow path of His undefinable love…

8.31.09
had a brother tell me his amazing testimony of how God physically healed him of an addiction…Just took the urge from his body…So Im blown away at such a miracle indeed…Then I have another brother tell me that he has been praying for this very person who just got physically healed for over 7 years…The Power of Prayer…Miracles of Healing…Mountains Moving Mountains…He is Stronger…Im captivated…

5.4.09
is worrying about today, for tomorrow has enough worries of its own…My life is like a vapor…

5.3.09
buckles his Belt of Truth, puts his Breastplate of Righteousnss in place…My feet are ready with the Gospel of Peace…Shield of Faith on…Helmet of Salvation – Check…And The Sword of The Spirit…The Word…Jesus Thank you for praying to keep me from the enemy…

5.2.09
prays, God You are Sovereign…Glorify Yourself through this life you have given me, pour out Your Spirit within me with Your divine power that they may know You and The Love that You have lavished upon us through Your Son…Jesus…Amen & Amen.

5.01.09
has Jesus in his heart and is sealed with The Holy Spirit…Ummm who can be against me? The principalities? Get behind me lest ye know Whom I serve!

5.01.09
God is on the move with this project…Called a guy today and asked him about getting this on TShirts…Said it would be about $100 bucks plus…He asked me what it meant…I told him it was a Spirit led acronym for “With His Authorized Power”…He proceeded to waive the set up fee to help support this initiative…Oh God Thank You! Your Glory! AbbaWhap!

5.1.09
is being raised up on His shoulders to stand on mountains…To be more than I can be…

I’ll have to admit Adam and Eve had the relationship with God that I deeply desire…They walked in The Garden with God…Walked…With…God…And talked with God…Talked…With…God…They had a real, physical relationship with The Unseen God…I have to examine this deep and personal relationship man had with God and see that this fellowship with The Father is something I really envy…Adam and Eve had physical interactions with The Father and had a closeness and intimacy none of us ever got the chance to have…

I reveal a slight smile of confidence and I feel the feeling of being able to make The Father proud when I read about this account. The Word says that God brought Adam all of the animals “to see what he would name them” and what he called them would be their name. I certainly see The Father interested in what “his son” will name them and also affirming his actions by giving him the authority to do so. The Word says that God put man in The Garden to work it and to take care of it…Learning and being personally taught by The Father.

The Word doesn’t give any timeline details of this account, but when I read along there doesn’t seem to be much time before all hell breaks loose and they are booted out of The Garden. God curses the land and the next thing you know they are having kiddos and the story takes a drastic turn from the intimate relationship they had with God in The Garden. What happened? There was enmity with God now because of what they had done…They had become separated from The Father…They had now become…orphans…

Orphan: To deprive of a parent through death. The Father was the only parent that they had ever known and not only would they now experience a physical death, I believe they also released a spiritual death that they were not even aware of at the moment…Up until this point they were not even aware of “good and evil”. They were totally innocent and dependent on The Provision of The Father. They were the epitome of “child-like”. They didn’t know any different until the eyes of their souls were opened. Spiritually, they would never have what they had before as they unknowingly chose to sever the intimate bond with The Father.

We can see through scripture that once they are outside The Garden that it gets messy in a hurry. Cain kills Abel and pretty soon God is grieving that He has even created man because of the gravity of wickedness in the heart and thoughts of man. It is very evident to me how fast this whole situation went south right after the intimacy with God was over. By Noah’s time He was the only righteous man found on the face of the earth…Whoa! That’s ugly! God “could take all He stands and He can’t stands no more”…He flooded the world and Noah and his family were the only ones to make it out alive.

Now Ill have to share with you what I believe to be the fracture in The Childhood of Our Humanity. The Word says to only call God Father for that is what He truly is…The One and Only Father (Mat 23:9). As we got separated from Our Father, this severed the childhood for the history of our humanity. We didn’t get to receive all that The Father had for us…He didn’t get to impart The Love that children require as they grow up in intimate fellowship with The Parent of All Creation.

We got lost without this impartation. As orphans we had to fend for ourselves and start to work it out with blood, sweat and tears. God is Omnipresent and this certainly didn’t mean we lost Him or that He didn’t Love us anymore…It just means that in what they chose we lost the close intimate relationship that we once had with Him. The enemy had set the tone for the entire history of humanity and attacked us when it was going to make the fatal impression and the deepest wound…During the very early stages of our childhood…And take a look around…We have yet to recover…

As orphans we have abandonment issues…It is difficult for us to trust…We don’t feel our needs are being met…We feel like we don’t have support…Sometimes we feel anxious and afraid…Many times we feel rejected and betrayed…We desire approval from others…We feel insecure…We can not find safety feel unprotected…We feel unlovable and defective…It is difficult for us to function well…There is deep emotional pain…Sometimes we feel invisible…We can’t do anything right…We have painful relationships…We don’t know our own hearts…Ouch.

As orphans we have attachment issues…We: have an intensity to control, are bossy and argumentative, are defiant and angry, resist affection on parental terms, lack eye contact…especially with parents, we can look right in the eyes and lie to others, are manipulative, are indiscriminately affectionate to strangers, have poor peer relationships, steal and lie about the obvious, show no remorse and lack conscience, are destructive to ourselves, others and others property, are impulsive, hyper vigilant and hyperactive, are inappropriately demanding or clingy, have all kinds of food issues, our parents appear hostile and angry, and we are very concerned about tiny hurts but we can brush off huge hurts.

We are a deeply wounded population. Take a look around at the world we live in and see that these issues are very apparent and are overwhelmingly manifesting into our lives. As noted before, it all started right after the exit from The Relationship in The Garden with The Parent Father God. I am Thankful for The Rainbow at this stage because if the covenant of that promise was not in place, He would surely find the same as He did before…Wickedness in our thoughts and in our hearts which is shockingly evident in our world today. It doesn’t make it any easier that all of this is entrenched and laced with the enemy’s deceptions and lies to keep us from returning to Our First Love…Our Parent Father God.

Without the Divine Fathering, Nurturing and Teaching of The Parent Father God, the enemy offers us many, many options of deceit for us to put our hopes and desires into as we yearn and cry out to be healed of this most magnificent tragedy in the history of our humanity. What I find is the same kind of scenario in our physical lives relating back to The Garden…When we are innocent and deeply impressionable in our childhood the enemy declares war on our little souls to put enmity between us and God. As we know, we are already spiritual orphans from The Garden and now there is the destruction of the fatal follow up into the physical realm of our humanity.

The truth is that the spiritual is merely manifesting into the physical. The damage was already done with the course of Adam…We will all be born into sin…What is true is the spiritual realm (being severed from our direct and intimate relationship with The Father) is manifesting this fracture is it not? Everything that I listed in regards to us being orphans with abandonment and attachment issues is obvious in the world in which we live. By and large, what I see is a bunch of lost children forced to age but do not have the spiritual impartation or maturity of The Father to grow up.

The enemy certainly wants to keep us from the knowledge of our true identities. Our true identity is In Christ. We were all In Him before the foundation of the world (Eph 1:3/4). This means that we were in spirit form before we were here. In essence our true nature is a “portion” of Him. In the beginning, there was only God and The Word, right? Everything was made by Him, for Him, through Him…Just like the curse of being separated from The Father manifested into the physical, way before that we were In Him in our spiritual form and then we manifested into the physical…Through Him The Word says….mmmmm getting interesting eh?

To Be Continued…

…Fractured Foundation…

My dad went to Vietnam while he was madly in love with my mom…I only know this from the stack of letters they wrote back and forth to each other. Then when my mom wrote him back that she was pregnant with me he said he didn’t want a family. I wasn’t even born yet and I was already fatherless, rejected and unwanted.

My mom was the apple of her daddy’s eye until the day when my grandmother decided to divorce her narcissistic husband for the sake of a better life for her and the children. My mom’s dad warned her that if she went and lived with her mother that their relationship was over. Walled off and disconnected from this wound, my mom was unable to love me and gave me the only thing she had readily available…her pain. Her pain of being fatherless, rejected and unwanted resulted in an unintentional generational curse that as a child I naturally accepted as my foundation of life and love.

My grandmother was certainly sent to intervene into this desperate situation. I could write a book about this woman and a paragraph isn’t going to do her justice because she was truly a very Godly woman. Any person that you have to ask what they do wrong because you can not see it visibly is of course not perfect, but definitely on the narrow path. She was my Rock, and I trusted in her with all that I had even though it wasn’t much and in the end, her visible relationship with Jesus and The Father saved me from certain destruction.

I was saved when I was 7 years old. I totally remember it to this day as I was in the balcony of the fellowship where I attended all the way through high school. I knew in my heart I wanted a relationship with Jesus that day and heeded the call of The Holy Spirit to make it public. I got baptized to make it all official. I was born again and found a new life but deep down inside there was something definitely missing.

…Fractured Relationships…

Fast forward to age 14. I believe this was the first time I was exposed to pornography. I will have to be honest and say I was an instant addict. To me, what I saw was a woman that deeply desired to please a man and wanted him, which in turn for me was a display of what I thought to be love. This would indeed deeply impact my perception of love and lead to a destructive, 20+ year stronghold on my life.

I fell in love and lost my virginity at age 16. I was possessive and overbearing and it just didn’t seem like she loved me as much as I loved her. This was my first love and it was in this relationship that I begin to feel this giant hole the size of Texas in my heart that she would never be able to fill. It felt like I had this unprecedented amount of love that I couldn’t give to her for some reason and quite frankly I felt ripped off.

I discovered much later that this record that I was playing in my life came from my only reference point of my first relationship which was my mother. I can only learn how a loving relationship is supposed to be from my first relationship which in my case happens to be a mother unable to show me love.

First of all, my expectations were exorbitantly high because I was deeply hurt from the unloving relationship with my mom. Second of all, I had very unrealistic and distorted perception of love seeded in my pornography addiction. 5 years later we cheated on each other and broke up for good and it took me approximately 2 years to get over the relationship. I was giving away the only thing I had been given…pain.

At age 23 I got married for the first time. I felt security in marrying someone that wouldn’t cheat on me. I still had the same feelings and insecurities that she didn’t want me like I needed to be wanted and that she didn’t love me like I needed to be loved. The distortion of what love was to me got deeper as I grew older and she certainly wasn’t going to be able to satisfy the gravity and depth that it had now reached. I filed for divorce and again rejected another person who deeply loved me.

At age 26 I got married to my current wife. Oh where do I begin? We met at college during my undergraduate degree in Psychology. I realized there was something fundamentally wrong with my emotional nature and desperately pursued answers regarding the parent/child relationship dynamic. I gained much needed knowledge from my studies but my relationship with my wife still suffered greatly because emotionally & spiritually, I was thoroughly damaged.

Our relationship was stressed from the beginning. How could it not be? I was still looking for someone to fill this gaping tear in my heart and she certainly wasn’t big enough. My heart became a cesspool of feeling unloved and my addiction to pornography turned into online chat rooms and online chat rooms led to online relationships. I began to immerse myself in this alternate reality because like a drug, I felt high from being the very center of their attentions and affections.

At age 29 we had our first child. Something happened deep within me the day that I saw my baby girl. I knew that I had waited for this day all of my life because I knew I had a chance to give her what I never had. I felt like the unprecedented love that I had welled up inside of me had found a worthy recipient. She became the apple of my eye and I felt like this was the only relationship that I had where I wouldn’t be hurt by someone and I wouldn’t be able to hurt them.

I was a stay at home daddy for 2 years while I completed my MBA in Business. I got to closely bond with one of the great loves of my life and spend some quality time in the early years of her life as she grew up. It was really easy to love her because she solely depended on me to love her and she didn’t know any different. I just beheld that time in our lives because I knew this never happened for me when I was this age.

At age 32 we had our second child. My personal relationship with my wife was an emotional & spiritual disaster and I had already told her I was going to leave the relationship fairly soon because I just wasn’t getting what I needed from her. I was having an online affair with another person and I felt I had “fallen in love” because I heard everything I needed to hear which to me was like living the life that I always longed for.

At age 33 my mom and my grandmother passed away a month apart from each other. Dear God, what was I going to do now? As if my life wasn’t messed up enough and I felt all alone, now I really was. I had been taking care of my grandmother since the day they diagnosed her with cancer and loosing her through that process is enough to kill anyone. In 6 months she went from being a spry, healthy, happy go lucky 80 year old grandma to a weeping and withered old person who barely knew you. I was crushed, and the gravity of what I was already going through got heavier.

The fact that I didn’t feel anything when my mom passed away is very sad. I didn’t have any tears for the person that gave birth to me. I was happy that she wasn’t here any longer because from the outside she lived a very painful life and I could only imagine what it looked like on the inside. I learned a very valuable lesson from my absence of feeling or emotion toward my mother. This first relationship that the child encounters with the parent is monumental and sets the tone for the child’s entire life which can be just as equally dangerous as it is beautiful.

…Healing & Restoration…

In 2003, with the loss of the matriarchs of my family, I believe I reached a desperate part of my life where I really don’t know if I cared to continue. All I remember is one day I just reflected on all that was going on and quickly reviewed all of my accomplishments and all of my failures which resulted in a question that I posed before God. I simply said…”Is this the best You’ve Got?”

Instantly A Voice permeated throughout my entire being with an answer. “No, this is the best that you’ve got.” My mind was deeply offended but for some reason my spirit knew that this was the absolute truth. I was certainly beside myself because I knew that God had just personally spoke to me but in turn I was disgusted with myself because in that instant I was miraculously downloaded with knowledge of the deeper things that were going on within me that I never really knew or couldn’t access.

From that day forward my life miraculously changed for the better. Believe me there was a long road back to where I was supposed to be. Did I still have a broken heart? Yes. Was my marriage still in trouble? Yes. Was I still an emotionally & spiritually wrecked child just wanting to be loved? Yes. But the day that God showed up and met me at the most desperate state in my life I will never forget because it set off a beautiful chain of events and triggered the dangerous journey of dying to myself and finding a new life. But my heart began turning…

One of the first things that God showed me one day was another download He personally imparted to me about the gravity of leaving my family. The best way I can describe it is like a vision with all the details that you can feel the gravity of instantaneously. It is like watching an hour long movie and having all of the information and knowledge within seconds.

In the vision, my daughter had finished high school and was headed off to college. I was there at her graduation and went to give her a hug to congratulate her. She didn’t even let me get close to her. She said “I hate you! I can’t believe that you left us to be with someone else!” I saw her run away from me and leave my life forever. I was truly crushed by the gravity of this vision and I wept knowing the truth of it.

God spoke to me again about the nature of what was going on. He actually posed me some questions that really didn’t need to be answered. “Isn’t this what you have waited for your whole life? Can you really walk away from these children and hand them the pain of what you yourself have been going through? Isn’t this the chance to redeem and restore all that you have ever lost?” God saved me that day from making what I know would have been one of the worst mistakes of my life. Yes, my heart kept turning…

At age 34 I started a restaurant concept from the small inheritance that I received from my mom and my grandmother. Within a year and a half, we were worth more than a million dollars. I can only credit God for the divine gifting He has given me coupled with the plethora of miracles that took place to even get it all started which is another whole book entirely.

Long story short, what began as a wondrous opportunity driven by talent quickly faded because of the lack of foundation. I made many great strides because I had a renewed relationship with God, but I didn’t currently have the character required to comprehend the dynamics of phenomenal business success or have the knowledge of how to perpetuate it for the long haul. I didn’t have the luxury of parental leadership or any mentors when I was growing up, so I was just a kid in a candy shop at this point.

At age 35 I had another life changing encounter with God. I remember sitting in my house all alone about to feed my pornography addiction to escape the downfall of my current situation when everything just got supernaturally quiet. I started crying because I knew He was there and I didn’t want Him to see what I was about to do.

He spoke very gently to me. He said…’If you had a physical father and he was here right now, how would he feel?” I said…”he would feel disappointed.” Then God said “Well I am going to be disappointed.” In the twinkling of an eye God had become my Father. The burden of this mountainous stronghold was taken from me instantly and I felt the kind of freedom and love that I have never felt in my whole life.

I realized that I had just been healed in The Presence of God. He touched me and made me whole somehow. My 20+ year addiction was gone and the Texas sized hole in my heart was filled to an overflowing capacity of Love from The Father’s Heart. I knew I was still a work in progress so all I could do was get into The Word and make out a long list of things I wanted Him to help me with as I began to Live In His Love.

At age 36 we had our third child and we began to lose it all. I just thought things were getting better and then our world crashes around us. We lost the business, our home, our cars and our sanity. I knew that God was active in our lives but this was looking really messy. I was glad that I had made some inroads in my personal relationship with The Father because He was all that we had to hold onto through the ensuing train wreck of our lives.

One of the most difficult things I have ever been through is a situation like this where you have been successful and then you become a failure. Not only is it hard to take personally, the dynamics take a turn for the worse regarding relationships with all of your friends and your family. No one really understands what is going on, certainly not even the people that it is happening to. The thing that you need the most no one seems to have during this desperate time. I was still a hurt person hurting people but I was deeply wounded by the reality and exposure of what the relationships of our lives were truly made of.

At age 37 we moved to Dallas, Texas for an employment opportunity. We were trying to recover from the devastation of loosing everything and still carrying around enormous debt. We were just attempting to hold our lives together and survive while raising a young family.

To make an even longer story short, being the only source of income for our family, I have since then been laid off from several jobs & also went through what I can only describe as one of the most challenging situations a man can face in his faith – being separated from his family.

My wife & I had prayed desperately about getting out of the restaurant industry, somehow, someway because its very hard on a young family. I had felt it deeply in my spirit & heard The Father’s Voice confirming this but I hadn’t the faintest idea of what to do.

Agreeing in prayer I decided to step away from my current restaurant employment & make a huge step of faith to pursue work in ministry in another state where I heard God Leading. The two months that “we planned on” being away from each other quickly turned into 10 months & we had lots of questions & many times they were directed at each other instead of The Father God. [I got to minister to the homeless by the way which was life-changing! Also tons of other divine appointments for ministry too numerous to list but total life game changer!!!]

As I said, this was one of the most challenging times I have ever faced because no one could understand what was happening & why. It seemed that we were all losing our faith in each other, and truth be known, we were. There is no way that anyone can hold something like that together. Only God has that Gravity & Measure & let me tell you it seemed like it took every bit of The Whole God to get us through that.

One day I got a phone call from a great friend that asked me for my resume because he saw that I was still looking for work after such a long time. He asked me for my resume & I had to pause for a moment. I certainly had to ask God what was going on because this guy said he could get me a job but I knew God sent me to this place for whatever reason that gives Him Glory.

I called my wife & asked her what she thought about this situation. Of course she said “Take It! I don’t care if its in Houston, Texas…I don’t care!!!” I asked her to pray that we would just Hear God in this moment because we were being torn apart & I didn’t know what to do because I just didn’t want to come all this way chasing after The Hem of His Robe to not have the faith to endure whatever this was that we were going through…

I was just crying, travailing in prayer asking God what to do…that I didn’t know…but that I knew…that He knew…that I needed to know…what He was doing in that very moment…I said “God…didn’t you send me here? Didn’t I hear your Voice? So I Am here…And I just can’t let go of your Words because I don’t want You to think that I’ve lost Faith in You…In what You’ve Said…I just cant do that…anymore…I’ve come too far with You…”

What He Said So Clearly next blew me away…He Said “Yes son…But you will Never Know My Timing…” Oh! I knew what that meant! I knew that He was giving me answers to our prayers & directing our lives which we so desperately needed. I was so overjoyed by His Words I called my wife & sent my resume knowing He had divinely directed this which I could have never thought of in a 1000 years.

Today we live in Sugar Land, Texas. We have been here almost 2 years. The employment I have affords me many many many things that I have not had in over 20+ years. Every week night I am at hope having dinner with my young family. Every weekend I am home with my family. I have 3+ weeks of paid vacation to spend with my family. My wife still gets to stay at home & homeschool our family.

Simply amazing isn’t it? Words can not describe living through these times which have been fueled by our Faith to produced the miracles that are Only Held In The Father God’s Hands which Lovingly Hold us all together.

And I cant even begin to describe what else The Father God is doing so powerfully through our family here. With more visions of what He Is Doing, His ministry through me has led many many many people to ask me to disciple & mentor them in their walks toward The Father’s Heart.

I also Go Forth into the hi-ways & byways of the lost world in a ministry that He birthed through me called Testify Jesus. I lead a intensive discipleship class where I work & walk through the fires of people’s lives that He has sent me to just be available to “listen” to. I coach a girls Christ-Centered youth volleyball team.

I am also currently writing a teaching that He Desires me to deliver to the Corporate Church Body to “Wake Up The Warriors” in their Identity In Jesus Christ. What it means to Him in Spiritual Reality to be “Children of The Most High Father God”. I teach thousands through social media & personal intensive discipleship opportunities just who we are In Jesus Who Is In The Father God. This has nothing to do with “I” but “I Am” what He is able to do through me now that I Am available to Impact The Kingdom for His Glory. I hope that you can see it has Everything to Do With Him…that I Am now a captive willing participant in His Display. His Story. His Life. His Power. His Love…through me.

I Am The Spiritual Leader of the Beautiful Family that The Father God has so honored & privileged me to bring up In His Ways. Do you see what’s happening here? It’s a Beautiful Testimony of Jesus in our lives. It’s miraculous Healing In Jesus Name. It’s pain, it’s Joy…It’s all being worked out for our own good Within His Divine Goodness. It’s all for His Glory & my friends, we are certainly captivated.

At this point, I might seem like I’m crazy but True Faith is believing in the unseen and Trusting in God and knowing He never fails.

I was led to write this testimony and expose His Sovereign Sufficiency in my broken deficiencies and His Strength in my weaknesses…I had to lose my old life to find The New One that He had for me…I had to return to My First Love, The One Who First Loved me to receive what we all long for…The Father’s Unfailing Love…

I know The Testimony of Jesus in my life is The Spirit of Prophesy into yours which means He provides hope and encouragement and imparts knowledge of His Ways and His Movements through my story into your life…It Breathes life into your heart and resurrects the dead places with His Beautiful Love…

In Him,

David Gray

I wanted to share a revelation I received awhile back when I was going through this refinement with The Father…So many times in my prayers I would ask for answers about things I didn’t understand…I would be crying my heart out regarding all the things that I was going through…Not like a pity party or anything like that because at this stage I didn’t have anyone to hang on to but God…This is so like God and how first of all, how sweet He is in comforting you with the peace that passes your own understanding…And for me He speaks to me as a Loving Father would…I grew up without a father here so I will have to say He has filled that giant hole soooo completely and even more so since that is what He does…Anyway, I was just travailing in prayer wondering where all of it was going one day and from what He told me…It was so above me…Simple in a way and yet so spiritually profound…But it also opened up my understanding of how small I was thinking in my prayers because honestly I was so hurt going through this I most of what I was asking Him to do pertained to me and all the pain I was carrying around…This one day I was again just asking Him to help me and what all this was for…Where it would all lead…The Spirit began to reveal that this walk that I was on was in fact building up the generation beneath me…My children…The extreme faith and greater measure I was gaining with Him through this refinement was breathing life and knowledge of Him that I didn’t have at their young age…I was totally blown away by the implications of it all…That my level of commitment to a relationship with The Father would serve as a baseline for their relationship with Him…In this revelation I began to see how God is beginning to raise up future generations of warriors for The Kingdom…I realized the gravity of what I was going through that day…How He works through me for His greater glory…That I have to “DO AS I SAY AND DO AS I DO” in order for this to become just a normal way of life for my children, and my children’s children…So that Jesus will come back for us to be with Him…So that we can all join Him in the sky…To behold the Great I Am in His court of praise…To be with Him forever wrapped up in His love for all of eternity…

Onward Until His Return,

Davesus 😀