
I’m currently on a 5-week clinical posting in a city I’m not very familiar with. I chose this new environment because I believed it would help me break out of my comfort zone and finally start doing a lot of the things I’ve been putting off. You know that “new environment, new habits” mindset? That was exactly my thinking.
Back in school, I would go on and on about how serious I was going to get once this posting started like hitting the gym (I mean, 5 weeks is enough to see some progress, right?), starting a blog, going out more, studying beyond just schoolwork, diving into self-development books, and really sticking to my self-care plan.
These were the goals I genuinely hoped to commit to the moment I arrived. But guess what? It’s already week 3, and I haven’t started a single one of those things. Honestly, I feel disappointed in myself not because I didn’t have the time, but because I let laziness and a lack of motivation get the best of me. And now, the posting is almost over.
So I’ve decided: no more waiting around for motivation or the perfect moment. I just need to start from anywhere, with anything. I need to treat these goals with the same urgency and discipline I give to my clinicals, where I show up every day by 8 a.m. without fail.
Starting today, I’m going to get serious about this blog, begin working out, stick to my self-care routine, go out to nice places, dress up, take pictures, and read more not just for school, but for personal growth too. I want to fall in love with my life again, and I know that won’t happen if I keep waiting.
So yeah, this is my first blog post after such a long time, and I don’t plan on stopping. I’ll be showing up here as much as possible maybe even take it a step further and finally start that YouTube channel I’ve always dreamed about. It’s time to bring back the spark I’ve lost over the years✨




















































