“We live in a world full of pain.

Where love is blind and words are left in vain.”

Anonymous

Waiting for you has been like waiting for rain in drought

Useless and disappointing, leaving me with tears that clot

Slowly the venom in my brain kills the flowers of my heart

My heart starts to melt and that’s the power of your thought !

Playing back a million memories, thinking about all we have been through

Trying to hide what i felt and hoped the silence would give you a clue

Tried hating you but the only thing I hated is how much I loved you

For me, you were The Book of life but for you, I was a chapter that never came true…

It’s so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember

Holding hands and walking on the wet grass in the month of September

Now my heart hurts no more and the flame is just an ember

However the urge pulls me back in the good times spent in ’96 December…

The pain crawled to my heart growing like a vine

I gave you my all and you gave me your none but I am fine

Knowing that those hypnotic black eyes won’t be anymore looking into mine 

That’s my one sided love, cheers to all good times!

I thought of you with love and pain

I thought of you in sunshine and rain

Here I come the memory lane

Of course I remember I will never see you again

I miss you a little

a little too often

more often than I breathe

a little too much

much more than I thought

a little more every day

a little more than a lot

All I have is few framed pictures in my keepsake

Abundant of memories and a lot of Heart ache

Sometimes I wish for you to come back but I don’t want you to suffer again

I know you are watching from there – wait until we meet again…

– in memory of my Dad

Love to faults is always blind,

always is to joy inclined.

Lawless winged and unconfined,

and breaks all chains from every mind.

Saumya Agrawal blogger for Randomness Inked recently nominated me for Blogger Recognition Award. Thanks Saumya!

Rules:

1. Thank the blogger(s) who nominated you and provide a link to their blog. CHECK.
2. Write a post to show your award. CHECK.
3. Give a brief story of how your blog started.
4. Give two pieces of advice to new bloggers.
5. Select up to fifteen bloggers you want to give this award to.
6. Comment (or pingback) on each blog to let them know that you’ve nominated them and provide a link to the post you’ve created.

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The journey of my blog

I started blogging in 2018 after i got rid of all social media accounts one by one. Because there had to be a way to express what I see, feel etc. I continued blogging throughout 2018 but early 2019 took a toll on me with all other things that were going around me. And I started slowly coming back in September 2019 and I am back again in full flow with this new year in full sprits. Still not back on social media though.

Advice to new bloggers-

1. Be a consistent blogger
2. Blogging is a virtual world but still has potentials of cyber crime hence the need to be more careful. I try not to judge but there do exists some creeps who have fake accounts and post offensive comments. Be careful of that.

My nominations

• Painted Poems
• Savitha’s Blog
• Light Behind The Cloud ✨
• The One Where She Writes

Go check them out!

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