Agony…
I guess anyone would experience some sort of it throughout their lives..but some are more excruciating than others.. The wounds they leave behind can be everlasting.. There are certain things that give birth to these agonies.. They might not look as painful from outside as when they go deep inside you.. As soon as they reach in, they get echoed, thousands and thousands time.. Each echo becomes an arrow and pierce into your heart, into your soul, into every single cell of your body… Sometimes, you can’t get yourself to believe that all this huge amount of pain can be caused by someone else.. You think to yourself, how someone can do such a brutal thing to someone else..? Would that merely be all unintentional..? And you keep telling yourself that, no one can do that…! We’re all humans, we understand, we have feelings..! Simply, because you’d like to believe that…
How you wish that would be true though… Aah, how you wish…
I’m writing here, in my rather abandoned blog..from my wounded soul, from my wounded heart…
Those I wrote for, may never see this, may never read this.. They may not even, ever, care… But how I’d hope they had noticed, somewhere, somehow, that how they could have pierced somebody’s soul, piece by piece…
How I wish they knew…How I wish they cared…
[Almost midnight..Wind is blowing..Wind is howling..So am I..]
High Hopes 