Living life with a chronic illness is definitely not easy. But I do my best to push through all the barriers this illness puts in front of me! In my heart and mind, I believe maintaining a positive outlook on all situations in life will carry us through to much better times! I hope you find the information that I provide both helpful and inspirational!
Hello Tuesday! I hope that making it until Tuesday means that your Monday went well and you are feeling good about the week ahead. I do not want to get ahead of myself, but the two interviews I had yesterday seemed to have gone well and I even have another interview scheduled for Friday with another company. There is no denying that the last month has been slightly upsetting and a little discouraging, but there is a lot to say when we do not give up and throw in the towel. Many things in life are unsettling and can make us feel defeated, but the only way we can fail and be completed defeated is if we give up. I cannot lie there were many times during the past week I wanted to give up and surrender, but I think I am a little too stubborn or rather determined to do so.
I want to be able to help others surpass times of struggle because we all need to be lifted during our lives. Someone I know through Shipt delivery and now consider a good friend helped me see that I do deserve more in life than the past month provided. I respect other’s privacy, so I never share names but will be sure that she sees this! I want her to know how much she has helped me and how much I appreciate her! I think it is amazing how true it is that we do not encounter people by mistake because everyone enters our life for a reason!
The quote that I am sharing with y’all today, I found encouraging and meaningful, and hope it will do the same for you. I will explain why I found this so meaningful but would love to know what you think as well. There are always going to be some issues in life that may break us, but there are just as many reasons to smile. I know the most challenging times in life can cloud seeing the reasons to smile, but I promise they are there we just have to look a little deeper!
Thank you for visiting my site today! I hope you enjoyed what I have shared with you today and I look forward to reading your comments. I will be responding to all of your comments as quickly as I can. Hopefully you are having a good week so far and your week continues to get better until we make it to Friday again. Please never forget that I am always sending y’all LOTS of love, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes!
WOW, it feels like it has been forever since I did anything in the blogging community! While I was on my much needed vacation with my husband last week, I took a short break from doing anything involving a computer. The two of us went to my happy place, the BEACH, not only to celebrate my birthday, but also our 8 year wedding anniversary . We had an amazing time together and had absolutely beautiful weather! It was so great being far away from the stresses of work and be able to just sit back listening to the ocean waves! I honestly find the sight and sounds of the ocean , while reading a great book to be the best way to relax and refresh!
I am very far behind on reading all of your posts, which I already know are fantastic. Unfortunately, I do have to work the weekend so I can’t say I will be able to catch up, but I will still try.
Considering I have been away for almost 2 weeks now, how have y’all been doing? I hope you are feeling well and your month has started off great! October is beautiful and my favorite month, which I am not just saying that because it is the month I was married in. I have always enjoyed the change in weather during October. Normally it isn’t too hot and not that cold, it is just right! Sounds kind of like Goldilocks and the Three Bears, but yet so true! Of course the southern states are not always on the same page with my thought process and it was in the high 90’s for the first week of October, but thankfully over the weekend the temperatures are going to drop! It is crazy though because when I say the temperatures are going to drop, I mean drop more than 20 degrees in one day!
Like I already stated, my husband and I had a wonderful vacation. Of course it wasn’t long enough and it was painful to return to work. The insane thing is we didn’t get home until the early morning hours and I had to work that day. I was so exhausted; nothing bothered me at all because my mind was still at the beach and maybe I was half asleep still. Of course things not bothering me only lasted half a day and I will tell you more about this later. My boss is still the same idiot he has always been!
For my birthday we had a lovely dinner at a restaurant that was oceanfront ! Considering we were at the beach during the off season it wasn’t overly crowded, which was great! Thankfully my husband did not tell the waitress it was my birthday, so I didn’t have to deal with the wait staff singing happy birthday to me and embarrassing me. I do not like to be center of attention and would prefer to go unnoticed!
The day after my birthday we went to another oceanfront restaurant to celebrate our 8 year wedding anniversary ! Back to back celebrations were nice and peaceful! It is so hard to believe we have already been married for 8 years , I mean where does the time go? I still remember the day my husband proposed like it was yesterday and that was 9 years ago!
I don’t know about you, but before last week there were times I was awake at sunrise, but never actually watched the sunrise. Standing out on the beach in the early morning hours watching the sun come up was a beautiful sight and pretty powerful! It really is amazing to watch as the sun slowly makes its way up to shine light on us all around the world! To think the sun I watched come up will also be seen on the other side of the world at some point.
The weather was so clear we were even able to watch the sunset! The sun sets slowly over the horizons and it is quite magical, especially near the ocean! Of course I do think everything is magical and hypnotizing when I am at the beach!
I hope y’all have a wonderful weekend and you are able to enjoy every moment of it. I will be back to my normal routine next week and maybe even some extra surprises. I want to thank you for stopping by my site today and please know that I always appreciate your comments. Please never forget that no matter how busy I am, I am always sending y’all LOTS of love , comfort, and many positive vibes!
Happy Saturday, y’all! I hope you are doing well and that you are ready to have a great weekend. Not much new has happened during the week, and I am still trying to deal with life’s challenges as they are thrown at me. The kitty crew is doing great and thriving, which is amazing. The weather has been much colder, so I worry about the outside feral cats, but I have learned that cats have an amazing ability to survive. I think many animals have an instinct that humans do not have, and are survivors. Of course, I still continue feeding the feral cats, and have made them a small enclosed area on the porch with large blankets to block the wind.
Recently, I was told I was passive-aggressive and had apparently had an expression on my face. First, I can admit that I can be passive-aggressive, especially when I am very irritated. It tends to happen when someone continues making comments about things I am aware of, or they say I am not thinking with common sense, or telling me I am doing something wrong, because I feel under attack. I find it incredibly aggravating when someone tells me what to do and does absolutely nothing to help. I have known my entire life that I do not have a good poker face, so whatever I am feeling will be written all over my face. Therefore, when I am annoyed or frustrated, it shows through my facial expressions. I have never been able to hide my feelings, no matter what they may be. I would guess Vegas is the last place I should ever go😊!
How does it make you feel when someone is standing in a room, not helping with anything, yet will say what needs to be done? Personally, I think if someone has the sense and ability to think, they should be able to do whatever it is they are telling another person to do. One thing I have learned over the years is not to get overly worked up, especially about things I have no control over. We must indeed pick our battles because if we do not, we will be in a never-ending battle. I might not be the most patient person in the world, but I have learned to be much more patient with simple things in life, such as ignorance! I tend to let most things go and just move on, but I cannot help it; I get very frustrated when someone tries telling me what to do and does not help with their orders.
During this recent event, when I was told I was passive-aggressive, I had just put Drano into the bathtub. I am fully aware of the dangers this can pose to our sweet cats, but I was watching to ensure they did not enter the bathroom. I know it may have been easier and maybe even smarter to have closed the door, but I was sitting with the cats, and they did not even try going into the bathroom. Of course, when my husband saw this, he made his thoughts clear about the dangers of Drano and cats. Clearly, he did not understand that I was not letting the cats into the bathroom where they could jump into the bathtub and be harmed. Anyone who knows me knows I would never harm any animals, especially our five amazing cats!
I will admit, not working and waiting for a reply on the disability has caused some ill feelings. It was incredibly frustrating looking for a job, but being unsuccessful, which I think has a lot to do with the job market being terrible. It is not as though I am not qualified or do not have an educational background, because this does not apply to my background or qualifications. Not only is it frustrating searching for a job, but initially, my disability application was denied because they claimed they did not receive a response from those I listed on my application. I know for a fact that my husband did not receive anything to complete, and my mother said she did not either. Of course, I have appealed for their so-called decision because it was unfair and completely wrong. Of course, I believe this all goes back to the incompetent government, destroying the country and every citizen’s life!
Thank you for taking the time to visit my site today. Most of this post was me venting about my frustrations because writing is one of the only ways I know to release my emotions. I would rather not talk about these frustrations because I might end up getting loud, and I may say things I will later regret. Some of what I have vented about may be something you have endured and overcome, and if this is true, please let me know how. I hope you had a great week, and you are looking forward to a lovely weekend. In every post I write, I always look forward to reading any comments you have, and this is especially true with what I have shared. I would love this opportunity. I will respond to all comments as quickly as possible! Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes😽!
There are many times when the memories from the past can blind us from where we are going in life. It is only natural for all humans to hold a grudge and not know the best way to release those emotions. Often, we let our past experiences dictate our future, and while this can sometimes result in a positive outcome, there are times when it can lead to negative consequences; both outcomes can be life-altering. Holding onto the past does not allow you to grow and enjoy the life we all deserve. Our lives may not be the dream we wanted them to be, but life does not have to be a nightmare either. The fact is, our lives are what we make them, and our choices along the way are a huge factor.
Reflecting on our lives may not be an easy task, especially when you have buried too many demons. Unfortunately, no matter how deeply the demons are, they always resurface and are mostly unpredictable. Until we face our demons, they will never stop pulling us down and drowning us in their memories. Everyone deserves a good life, so we must face our demons and defeat them once and for all. No one must remain a slave to the demons we have buried; we can face them and overcome them with strength and determination.
Our childhood years are the most impressionable years of our lives. We begin to learn who we are and build our strengths. Childhood can shape who we become as adults, and through the lessons learned, we start to understand the differences between right and wrong. The situations that occur during our younger years are issues we may carry with us, but those negative situations can create something inside us that helps us navigate through the years.
If we all take time to think about the issues from our lives that have caused pain and we carried that pain with us for years, we will start to understand the need for us to STOP and let go of the pain. When we carry hurt and disappointment with us for too many years, it does nothing to benefit our healing. The only thing we are doing by holding onto these negative emotions is damaging our hearts, souls, and optimism for the future. Sometimes it takes many tears to finally release ourselves from the past, but once we do, we may see our lives in an entirely different light, and that light will be brighter.
For instance, consider years of cruelty and disappointment, once viewing the world with a sense of fear, now standing strong from growing up too fast. Haunting betrayals tried to distract from the bigger picture of happiness, but now she stands dressed in white, embarking on a future she did not know existed, one that holds safety, security, love, kindness, hope, and freedom from violence and lies. She dreamed of this beautiful day, and in her dreams, she wanted nothing more than what all little girls wanted: her daddy walking beside her, tears in his eyes because his little girl was happy and building her life. The lack of this was the last time she would allow the dreams of a father who loved her to break her heart.
Proudly, she worked for years to let go of the pain caused and the tears she had in her eyes as she walked alone down the aisle to be married. She is sure he has regrets and, in a sense, that this day his heart broke as well. She knows that no one can turn back time and make the wrongs right, and knows holding this over him will not mend the broken hearts. Regardless of the pain caused by years of feeling unloved, she knows in her heart that her father loved her, but it was not the way she needed it. Does he know how to love her the way she desperately needed? Can she hear in his voice that he is trying to win her trust and love, but can he hear in her voice the fear of letting him back into her life and heart? Maybe.
My main reason for this long post was to help others learn when it is time to release yourselves from disappointments and hurt. Of course, when working on releasing negative emotions, it can be beneficial to talk it out with the people who caused the pain; however, if that does not work or it is too uncomfortable to deal with, journaling your emotions can help you work through the challenges you face. The most important thing to remember is to understand that YOU are NOT alone and that YOU will overcome these challenges!
Thank you for taking the time to visit my site and read this post today. I hope something I shared resonates with you and helps you to overcome the many challenges everyone faces throughout life. It is very critical to understand that you are stronger than you think, and you deserve the best life possible. As always, I look forward to reading your thoughts about what I have shared and will respond to all comments as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes🦋!
The United States is supposed to be a free country where individuals can express their own opinions without fear of harm. Unfortunately, we are living in a country with too much hatred that is being inflamed by politics. Friends and families are arguing because of their political views, which is causing too much animosity. This has not been a slow and gradual issue, but one that is coming with a vengeance. Many of us were given good advice long ago not to discuss certain taboo issues with family and friends, and one of those issues was politics.
Unfortunately, we continuously watch the news about outrage because senseless violence occurs too frequently. We have seen our government issue “special” agents to maintain control, but these so-called special agents are ICE agents with no law enforcement training or training of any kind. Why do we need ICE agents running through neighborhoods and communities looking for people they do not feel belong in the country? Why are these agents carrying deadly weapons and with a cowardly ideology to shoot anyone they feel threatened by or even think that somehow must be shot? These ICE agents were put in place by the most hateful people in the country, and their goal is to act solely based on hate.
The truly devastating and heartbreaking matter that has plagued the country and world is disagreements regarding politics. Everything destructive is blamed on the opposite party, while another individual supports. Each of the political parties, Republicans and Democrats, behaves in very unethical and harsh manners. We are supposed to be one country, and each citizen has a right to respect, kindness, and love, but that is not what we are witnessing. No person wants to admit they are wrong about anything and will take their mistakes to the grave. Many people who voted for Donald Trump are silently coming to terms with the error of their ways, but some will strongly stand by their choice, even when they see the damage done to the country they live in.
We are allowing hate-fueled rhetoric to influence our lives and cause massive issues with family and friends. For anyone who knows me, I am NOT and NEVER will be a supporter of Donald Trump. My opinion of this person, who claims to be a kind and caring man, has not wavered, and I have always viewed him as a form of evil we have not seen before. Do I have family and friends who disagree? Unfortunately, I have some people in my life with a different opinion about Trump, and this has caused numerous disagreements. Again, anyone who knows me should understand that when I am passionate about something, I have already given the topic enough thought, and my stance is firm. We must start to spread less hate and more love!
Each person must decide what is more important: maintaining our relationships with friends and family, or putting our political views ahead of everything else. This is a decision that can be made by each person, and they must acknowledge the impact it may have on their lives. There are many questions one must ask oneself before making any final decisions. One of the main things we must question is whether we are willing to let our political views be more significant than our personal relationships. Of course, I believe the way an individual leans with their political views can say a great deal about who they are as a person, and unfortunately, this is something that cannot be changed. I will never say that all Democrats are pure and kind because I am sure many are the direct opposite. I cannot say that all Republicans are full of hate and evil, but I will say they appear to think with less love and more hatred.
Thank you for visiting my site today. I hope you had a lovely week, and your weekend is filled with relaxation and happiness. I want everyone reading this post to understand that I respect your views and apologize if you find anything I have written offensive. I was never naive enough to believe 2026 would bring positive changes to the United States or political leaders, but I do hope everyone can see through the darkness and be kind, understanding, and loving to each person in your life, even though we may have differences. I would love to read your thoughts on what I shared today, and I will respond to all comments as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes🦋!
Happy first Monday of 2026😊! The New Year is already off to an unusual start. Before I delve into too much detail, 2025 is now in our past, which I am thankful for, as it was not the best year. Of course, the past several years have been slightly challenging and frustrating. A few of the obvious issues have been regarding job losses and the dwindling job market. Searching for a job as a means of providing for myself, putting food on the table, managing my health concerns of living with Multiple Sclerosis, paying bills, and caring for the many four-legged cats😽 has been a challenge. Yes, I know it may seem that bringing in cats🐱 when no wages are being brought in is not the best plan, but we never intended to have five cats. At least one of these cats was unplanned, but if we had not taken Blitzen into our home, her chances of survival would have been very dark.
Unfortunately, living in the United States with any kind of health issues, not having health insurance, is terrifying. Many issues can arise at any given time and without warning. Recently, I have been experiencing issues in both of my eyes, which almost appear like pink eye. Considering I have experienced this issue before, I know it is not pink eye and is most likely related to Multiple Sclerosis. Of course, I have not consulted with a doctor, especially not my neurologist, but it seems to be optic neuritis. Even if I had consulted with my neurologist, I would have declined the typical treatment because I absolutely HATE steroids and believe that even though it might take longer, this will pass on its own.
On a more positive note, do you remember in my last post, I mentioned one of the feral cats I have grown close to, Camie, had been missing? Well, Camie had not been seen in at least a few weeks, and I was very concerned about her safety. I searched the rescue websites to see if she had been taken in, but I never saw her beautiful picture. I have been close to Camie and earned her trust over time, and I did not think she would go to anyone else. Finally, on Saturday morning, Camie finally returned and looked unharmed. I have no idea where she has been, but from her history, I think she might have had more kittens and been caring for them.
Another issue that occurred in 2025 was that Donald Trump was sworn back into the White House as the president for his second term. I have never tried to hide my distaste for Trump and will not start now. He was convicted of 34 felonies and still managed to get reelected to office. Donald Trump is starting the new year off with a bang by invading another country and trying to take control of Venezuela. Trump basically kidnapped the leader of Venezuela and his wife, bringing them back to the United States to stand trial. His attempt to take over another country is against what the constitution stands for, but he has never and never will care about doing anything legally. Now, considering this is Donald Trump, I doubt he knows what was written in the Constitution and only wants to continue with his desires to be a strong world leader, which logically he will never be because he is a weak man-child.
Another truly horrific issue that has plagued the United States is the disgusting dealings of Epstein and Maxwell. Epstein’s files, which would expose everyone involved in the abuse of many women. These files were ordered to be released last month, but of course, the government avoided releasing Epstein’s files illegally. Republicans are blaming the Democrats, who are not in control of the House, Congress, or Senate. It has been stated that Trump’s name is in these files several times, and it is also indicated that former President Clinton may have been involved with Epstein. Considering Donald Trump is the president and the Republicans control everything, if Trump were innocent of the allegations, why have Epstein’s files not been released? Many pictures have been seen showing Trump and Epstein being friendly with one another, and that Trump and Maxwell are close. I was hopeful the files would be released and prove what many already expect, but I am not naive enough to think we will ever know the truth of how many powerful people in the government were involved.
Regarding the problems and corruption with Epstein and Maxwell, it does not matter if the people involved with this heinous act were Republican or Democrat; justice needs to be served for the survivors. I am sure sexual abuse is a topic that enrages most people, but this is especially awful in my mind and heart. I do not understand how anyone could live with themselves for putting another human being through something that will stay with them for the rest of their lives. This is something that will haunt the survivor, and memories will erupt randomly. No perpetrator should be able to live in a free society and should face the consequences for their part in the abuse.
Moving forward into the new year, what are your hopes and dreams for 2026? I would say my hopes are simple and should become reality because all I want is to have a job. I miss having a daily schedule that comes with having a job and bringing in income. Even though I have many issues with the healthcare in the United States, I miss having health insurance. During the new year, I plan to continue my job search and hope to find a good fit for me very soon.
I do not make New Year’s Resolutions because they add too much stress and the possibility of failure. What I plan to do during this new year is to do something I have tried for many years to do, and that is to let go of everything negative that happened in the past. Let go of the animosity and negative emotions. I realized a long time ago that we cannot change anything that happened in the past, but our past has made us who we are today. Everything, positive or negative, that I went through in the past has made me stronger and more resilient, and for that, I am thankful. When I was younger, I was never the type of person who carried hate in my heart, but it has been bubbling up inside me, and I want to release hate and have only love in my heart. I will never be fond of anyone in our current government, but they do not need to affect my life because there will be a day when things change!
Thank you for visiting my site today. I know I have not been posting as much as I once did, and that is another thing that is going to change in 2026. Writing is one of the best outlets for emotions, and I should write several times a week. I hope you have a wonderful day and that 2026 treats you much better than 2025. Of course, we cannot predict the future, but we can hope for better days ahead. As always, I look forward to reading any comments you may have and will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes🌈!
It has been a little while since I posted. Honestly, the only reason I haven’t posted is that I have been reading and trying my best to avoid Christmas. I am unsure why, but I found it nearly impossible to get in the holiday spirit this year. Regardless of my feelings about Christmas, I hope you and your family had an amazing time and that you were able to spend the day with your loved ones. Even though I couldn’t get into the holiday spirit and my husband was suffering from a miserable neck ache, which meant I had to drive to his parents’ house, the evening itself went well.
I spent most of my morning on Monday battling with my neurologist’s office. I know I haven’t been in the office since last year, but what these people cannot seem to understand is that I do not have health insurance. The cost for specialty doctors’ appointments is too expensive, which clearly, they cannot understand because they have not lived with an illness like Multiple Sclerosis and been without health insurance. The reason for my extended debate with the office was that I needed one prescription refilled, and they were refusing to refill this medication until I was seen in their office. In my opinion, this was all about money for them, with no regard to my health care needs. After several hours of debate and not giving up, they finally agreed to call in a refill. It should never have taken that much effort on my part, and this was a terrible way to care for a patient!
Most people reading this have read my previous posts and know the love I have for animals. I have five cats🐱 that live inside our home, and feed approximately six feral cats outside. It is with a very heavy heart and mind that one of the regular feral cats, Camie, whom I have become close to, has been missing for too many days😽. I cannot even remember the last time I saw her, but I am not giving up on her because I know she is strong and a survivor. Considering I am incredibly worried about her, I have been in contact with all the neighbors whose phone numbers I have and asked them to keep an eye out for her. The main reason I am worried is that I was told a few months ago that one of Camie’s kittens was hit by a car, and I worry about her safety.
I have been searching for a job for two long years, but have been painfully unsuccessful. I know the job search process takes time and patience, but when you have both, and nothing comes to the surface, it can be extremely discouraging. To be discouraged means a person has lost their self-confidence, and their determination rapidly fades. People can almost end up wrapped in a shell of who they used to be. After too many years and failed attempts to make more of what feels like a broken life, and continuing to search for a sign, something that restores the optimism that once shone bright. It is not easy to put on a smile and pretend everything is fine, but inside you are crying😢 and screaming😠, only wanting to find stability with a job. It doesn’t sound like much to ask for, but apparently it is.
After everything I have written, I want to change the tone. Everyone encounters different issues in life, but we must remember the strength it has taken to get through all the battles. When you think about everything you have overcome in your lives so far, be proud because not everyone would have the same results. Whether you have battled through an illness without a cure, other hardships, struggles with family, losses, or anything else that was complicated, YOU found a way to survive. There are billions of people in this world, but there will never be another YOU, and no other person knows the struggles YOU have experienced. Whenever you are having a bad day and don’t know how to move on, remember YOU are a powerhouse with a strength that cannot be stopped! I hope the quote I have shared reminds you of how incredibly strong YOU are!
Thank you for visiting my site today. I hope you enjoyed what I have shared, and that something I have written resonates with you. Today is the last Tuesday of 2025, and I hope you have a wonderful day. No matter what happens during your day, please never let anything bring you down because you are worth more. I look forward to reading your comments and will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes😇!
The holiday season is supposed to be a time of togetherness, kindness, and appreciation. For so many, it is a happy time with their families, but unfortunately, for too many, it is a sad time for various reasons. Even though it is the holiday season, many people are still fighting for their lives and suffering from hunger and homelessness. Of course, there are reasons we may never know what actions or choices brought some into these struggles, but I still believe the United States is one of the wealthiest countries in the world, and no person should have to suffer to find food or a place to sleep at night. I know there are homeless shelters, but these shelters become overrun, leaving many to battle through the darkness alone. Although many are struggling with harsh times, they may have a roof over their heads and food on the table; they may be battling with other forms of harsh issues in their lives.
Unfortunately, many people can’t spend the holidays with their families due to uncontrollable reasons. Traveling during the holidays can be a challenge, and it might not be the best option. Even if you can conjure other options, those options might be what everyone has in mind. Of course, I think it takes a compromise, but this would mean everyone must be open-minded. Even if people do not have two-legged children, they might have four-legged children they consider part of the family and do not feel it is best to leave them with just anyone. I cannot speak for everyone, but for me, our five cats mean the world to us, and we love them more than words can explain. During the holidays, not only do I think about the individuals struggling to survive, but I also think about the innocent animals without a home and without the love they deserve. Animals cannot voice their feelings in a way everyone understands, and they have very few options. Unfortunately, for animals to find and keep a loving home, it is not as easy as one might think.
I have been trying my best to get into the holiday spirit, but it has been challenging. Unfortunately, it is not helping my holiday spirit that both my husband and I are unemployed. The logical part of my brain knows Christmas is not all about the gifts you can give, but about spending time with loved ones. Another unfortunate issue with spending time with family is that sometimes relationships are strained. Most people believe that we should always get along with family because they are our blood, but sometimes blood relationships can be the most difficult to navigate. Many of us may have strong disagreements with our family about taboo topics such as politics and religion. Some of us have not seen our families in a long time, and that can cause a variety of other issues. Closing the gaps with family is important, which means letting go of any animosity that might be felt in silence.
The past several years have been a challenge I never expected. The loss of jobs and the difficulties of finding another have created darkness without the light of sunlight. Healthcare in the United States has become something unattainable. The crumbling of a country before our eyes at the hands of selfish and corrupt people has been happening at a rapid pace. Hopes to appear like a fantasy we cannot capture. The desire to change the outcomes is withering away. Unfortunately, we are watching as those we care about quickly fall into the trenches of depression and some into the darkness of addictions they fight to escape. Life is not an easy thing to manage, but we must find at least one thing that helps us to survive. Although life might seem bleak and daunting, we must never give up and understand that everything happens for a reason. Of course, we might not know or understand the reason immediately, but believing in this thought can be helpful.
Over the past few days and the upcoming days, the weather has decided to be unpleasant. It is supposed to be wintertime, but the temperatures are in the 70’s, which is too warm for this time of year. A few weeks ago, we experienced a low temperature in the 20’s, which caused concern for the feral cats. Considering I knew these poor, innocent, and loving feral cats had nowhere to go to survive the frigid weather, I created an enclosure on the porch for them to avoid the wind. This seemed to help them, but I also know they are survivors and know what to do to survive. I think everyone knows I have a huge fondness and love for animals, so I always do everything possible to keep them safe and fed.
Thank you for visiting my site today. I hope you enjoyed what I have shared and that you have a wonderful, safe holiday. No matter what your plans are, please stay safe and be kind to everyone you encounter. It is a time to be thankful for what you have in your life and not upset about what you may not have currently. Remember to not be jealous of what others we see have that we wish we could have because we do not know what other issues they are dealing with silently. I look forward to reading your comments and will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget that I am always sending you LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes🎅!
Happy Friday, y’all! I hope you have had a good week and you are ready for a weekend filled with what brings you the most happiness. It has been a while since I have written a post, as I have been very preoccupied. It is the week before Christmas🎄, and I am still far from being in the holiday spirit, but that is normal for me. I know Christmas is a favorite holiday for most, but it is one of my least favorites for various reasons. One of my main reasons is that I was always accustomed to having a white Christmas❄️, but since moving to the south, it is rarely a white Christmas❄️, and it is always too warm to be a winter holiday. I guess I am normally more like the Grinch and would prefer to avoid the holiday. During the holidays, I always miss loved ones who have passed away more. Of course, I miss those who have been lost daily, but Christmas makes it even more intense.
Last week, Blitzen, our newest addition to our kitty crew, went to the doctor for her last round of shots. Blitzen is an amazing and loving little girl, and she is thriving. If you recall, Blitzen was basically left by her mother for us to care for because she had a double eye infection, and her mother did not know what to do, so she decided to put her trust in us to care for her two-week-old baby. I never meant to have five cats, but I am incredibly thankful for each of them. I remember bottle-feeding Blitzen because she was too young to eat cat food, and this experience was a lasting bond I will never forget. Watching three of our cats grow from a young age, as they were anywhere from a couple of weeks old to a couple of months old, has been an amazing experience. Two of our cats were older, but only nine months old when we adopted them, and they have grown into sweet and loving cats. Each of our five cats has a unique personality, but one trait they all have is that love radiates from their eyes.
For anyone who has read my previous posts, you know that I have been reading a lot of books. The year is not yet over, but I have already read over 20 books, most of which have been written by my favorite author, James Patterson. With everything that has been happening in the world and in my life, I needed an escape, and reading has provided me with this escape. I have thoroughly enjoyed every book I have read so far, but recently started reading a book I knew would be an emotionally challenging book to read. I have been reading the book Virginia Giuffre wrote before her death, called “Nobody’s Girl.” This book explains Virginia’s life before she met Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell, but also discusses her experiences with Epstein and Maxwell. Considering the topic of Virginia’s book is a sensitive subject and painful to read, I am taking a short break for my own mental well-being. It is crazy how many sex crime shows I have watched, and they never affected me the way this book has. The shows I have watched are not based on true stories and are not real life, but this book is very real.
Today is Friday, and the weekend is coming. Before we can fully enjoy the weekend, we must let go of the negative energy that has built up during the week. Letting go of that negative energy is never easy, but it is worth it because holding onto anything negative will diminish the joy of the weekend. I hope the quote I have shared with you today helps you take a deep look at life and everything you have already overcome because of the strength you hold within. Many of us have already survived harsh storms and climbed the highest mountains in life, and the reason for this is that we are incredibly strong and determined. We must try to never let anything or anyone bring us down or hold us back because we deserve the best in life. Once you recognize all you have overcome in life, hopefully, it helps you to believe in yourself more!
Thank you for visiting my site today. I hope you find something intriguing and beneficial in this post. This is the last weekend before Christmas🎄, are you ready? Of course, I am not, which normally I am ready weeks in advance. While taking a break from reading Virginia’s book, I am reading another James Patterson book. I know everyone has their opinions, but I think James Patterson is one of the best authors, and I admire his abilities! I look forward to reading your comments and will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes☺️!
Happy Monday, y’all! I hope you enjoyed your weekend and that you were able to do something that brought you joy. My weekend was spent reading and doing a few things around our house. Considering I have read 20 books so far this year, I had to reorganize my bookshelf because it was cluttered with books that lacked clear organization. I wanted everything to appear neat and organized according to the size of the book. Out of every book on my bookshelf, most of them were written by my favorite author, James Patterson! I have been trying to avoid the news and anything that involves the current president because it makes me too angry and stressed. So, while my husband finds it necessary to follow the news, as he watches the mess unfold, I have been reading. I will never pay the current president a compliment, but I almost owe the number of books I have read to him.
Is there anything you are looking forward to during the upcoming week? My weeks are very typical, and nothing new happens. I am planning to follow up on a potential job opportunity. Last week, I learned that a company I worked for, before relocating, is hiring, and there is a chance I could work remotely. The hiring manager worked in a different department than I had worked in before, but he said he remembered me. I am not sure if it is a good thing or a bad thing that he remembers me, but I do know we had a good rapport. Besides my former supervisor, there are several other people still working for the company who can provide me with a good recommendation. It is a good thing that my former manager is an AVP and that we have always had a good working relationship. I am not getting my hopes up because I do not want to be devastated if things do not work out, but at least this is a lead in the right direction.
On Friday afternoon, Blitzen🐱 has an appointment to get her final round of shots. Unfortunately, at this moment, Blitzen’s right eye is still looking awful. I have been giving her eye medication three times a day, and it is improving, but it is not back to 100%. Blitzen hates being in the car, which is why I have not taken her to the doctor. From my observations, the issue with her eye is the same issue Layla had, and I informed the veterinarian of what Blitzen was going through. The doctor agreed that eye medication was the best way to manage the eye problem. I know I have mentioned this before, but our five cats are the most loving and best, and we are very thankful for each of them😽. We see the love in their eyes, and it makes me wish everyone could love like they do because there is no stipulation or drama; they just love unconditionally.
As we begin a new week, we must find a way to stay motivated. The days are going by fast, and Christmas is going to be here soon. It is easy to get stressed around the holidays, but remember, we are only human and can only do so much. It is the same thing as the work weeks. I know it can be easy to get overwhelmed and feel like you are being pulled in too many different directions, but we can decide to take things one thing at a time. We may not understand or recognize it, but our life is filled with a series of tests. Some of these tests are challenging and difficult to get through. Others may not seem like they are a test because it was so easy. Whether the test is easy or not, every one of life’s tests makes us stronger. As you begin the week, I hope the quote I have shared provides you with enough motivation and courage to handle any test life throws your way this week.
Thank you for visiting my site today. I hope you have a wonderful week and that you are provided with amazing new opportunities. Mondays are not easy because it means the weekend is over, but instead of dreading Monday, we should view it as a new start. Anything we could not accomplish last week, we have another chance to achieve this week. As always, I look forward to reading any comments you may have, and I will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes🦋!
Happy Friday, y’all! I hope you have had a good week and that you are looking forward to a relaxing weekend. The weather where I live has remained cold and rainy, but I can appreciate the cold weather. Normally, I have done let it go Friday posts, but this post is going to be a little different and potentially longer because this post will be about my spectacular and wonderful cats. After a long or difficult day, the only thing that helps me calm myself is our five cats. WOW, that sounds insane to say five cats, but they are an absolute joy and keep me grounded, or as sane as possible. Of course, the past week or so has been challenging because the baby, Blitzen, has had an issue with her eye. It is the same eye issue that Layla experienced, and it took a while to improve. Thankfully, both Blitzen and Layla are doing better, and I hope I will not have to continue the eye medication much longer, as Blitzen hates it.
My husband and I have always treated our cats more like family than just simply pets. Throughout our relationship, we have always had at least one cat. The first cat we shared was a birthday gift, whom I named Chloe. Chloe maintained a small size throughout her life, but she had one of the biggest, sweetest, and most loving personalities. Chloe’s personality was special. She had a sense that when someone feared her, she would play around with that fear. One of my husband’s friends, who would come visit, was allergic to cats, but did not let that affect visiting. Chloe seemed to know he was allergic to her and would constantly rub against him and be extremely friendly. One might think she enjoyed making him sneeze, but knowing Chloe, I believe she liked this friend and wanted to be close to him.
After a few years, we thought Chloe needed a friend to play with so she would not be lonely when we were at work. Finally, we ended up bringing our second cat, Lexi, who came after one of my husband’s family members passed away. Lexi was a beautiful grey cat with an unusual demeanor. Although Lexi was as sweet as she could be, she was not a fan of being held or lying on a lap because the closeness made her uneasy. Considering Chloe had been an only child for five years, she warmed up to Lexi slowly. Now Lexi had other siblings before she came into our home, but she was not familiar with Chloe and was scared. After a few months, Chloe and Lexi became friends. The two girls may not have ever been overly playful, but we would often find them resting closely and following one another around the home. Unfortunately, after several years, Lexi fell ill with cancer and sadly lost her cancer battle. This was my first experience watching a cat mourn the loss of a friend.
After we lost Lexi, and we battled through sadness and grief, I said we could never get another cat. We had Lexi cremated because I did not want to bury her in a place we may not live forever. After the cremation, Chloe continued to look around the house for her friend, but of course, she could not find her. Watching Chloe’s sadness from losing her friend was heartbreaking. Several months later, we were informed about another cat who needed a home because his owner had passed away. I was wary to move forward, but we scheduled a time to meet the cat in need of a good home. One night, after work, my husband and I went to meet Sundance, a gorgeous Himalayan. I went into this introduction with the mindset that we could not bring this cat home with us. Of course, we both fell in love with Sundance immediately. Of course, this did not take us long to decide we were going to bring Sundance home to meet Chloe.
The loving bond between Chloe and Sundance was a beautiful thing to watch unfold. Chloe was used to having a friend, and Sundance was a laid-back and loving boy, so the two were like peas in a pod. Chloe had a huge personality for such a little girl, so when her attitude flared, Sundance would roll over on his back and put his paws up passively. For many years, Chloe and Sundance were best friends and were always close to one another. Watching their love grow was a beautiful experience. When Chloe became ill, Sundance would remain by her side, trying to help her feel comfortable. Unfortunately, cancer tried to break their bond, and Chloe lost her life. Sundance cried and mourned Chloe for several months before we decided that Sundance needed a friend. We searched the internet for a friend for Sundance. On different occasions, both my husband and I saw a cat looking for a home. The expression this cat displayed was sweet and loving. Before meeting this cat, I completed the adoption application and was approved immediately. The only thing left for us to do was schedule a time to meet this cat!
On the day we went to meet the precious cat we saw online, there just so happened to be another one as well. It was not my intent, as I had no idea the foster lady was going to have two adorable cats with her. The second cat was smaller and very sweet and went into the carrier we brought and rolled over most adorably. After “some” careful consideration, I said I would have no problem taking care of three cats. We could not leave the other cat behind and have her separated from her friend, and be taken to PetSmart, hopefully to be adopted. We went to adopt one cat named Willow, but came home with a surprise second cat we named Luna! This was how we ended up with three cats, as we now had Sundance, Willow, and Luna!
Having our three cats was an amazing experience because we watched relationships between them develop. Of course, we already knew that Sundance was a loving and sweet boy, so how he treated the girls was not surprising. For several years, the three cats had an unbreakable and loving bond. Unfortunately, Sundance was not young, and he became very ill with cancer. Our special boy had an inoperable tumor on his left lung. Sadly, there was not too much that could be done to save him because he also battled with asthma, so his lungs were already weak. As I sat with Sundance doing everything to help him stay comfortable, the girls rarely left his side. On the terrible day when Sundance lost his battle with cancer, the girls seemed to instinctively know what was happening and kept their distance. Of course, considering all three cats loved one another, the girl mourned the loss of Sundance.
After the painful loss of Sundance and sitting by his side watching the bright light in his eyes disappear, I said I would never get another cat. I told my husband we would enjoy the girls we had, but I was in so much pain that I could not see going through it again. Of course, as luck would have it, not long after making this pledge to myself, another kitten showed up at our door, and it was instinctual love for him. For reasons I cannot understand, kittens continue showing up at our door, and I cannot help but love each of them. It started with Grayson, but they just would not stop. After Grayson, Layla was not necessarily planned, but considering I had known her since she was born and had a tight bond with the Mama cat, one of the kittens was bound to become one of our crew. The fifth cat was not planned at all, but the Mama cat brought her to us because she needed help. The poor kitten was only two weeks old and had a double eye infection.
For as long as I can remember, I have always loved animals. Although I love animals, I never thought I would have five cats varying in age from three months old to almost six years old. I think we can all agree that the world, especially the United States, is going through challenging and unpredictable times. While everything happening in the country causes me intense stress and sadness, one glance at one of our cats’ innocent and loving faces makes everything worth living. When I feel like nothing is going my way and feel like I am drowning in chaos and hardships, nothing except our cats can change my mood. These small, furry little angels have a touch of magic in them, and there is nothing I would not do for them.
Thank you for visiting my site today. I know this post was longer than most of my previous posts, but I hope you enjoyed reading about our precious cats. Although I didn’t write about letting go of negative energy before the weekend, I hope you don’t carry any negativity into the weekend, as you deserve to enjoy your weekend to the fullest. As always, I hope to get the opportunity to read your thoughts about this post, and I will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes☺️!
I am a day late with saying this, but happy December to y’all! Can you believe it is already December? Where has the year gone? It seems the older I get, the faster the years fly by. At this moment, which I know can change at any time, the weather has finally been colder. Mother Nature has a mind of her own and does not play by any specific rules. Last week, at the end of November, where I live, the temperatures were more like Spring weather. One thing I will always miss about living in the northern part of the country is the snow. For me, it will never feel like Christmas time without snow covering the ground. I miss having true four seasons, instead of only summer, spring, and autumn, but missing out on a real winter.
This has been a brutal year, and it is not over yet, but hopefully, the last few weeks will be better than the rest of the year. For many people, as Christmas is coming, December is a joyful time of year. Unfortunately, many others find the Christmas season a sad time for various reasons. We may never know how others feel about the holiday season, but we must try to be even kinder, more understanding, and grateful for our lives, even when life is not what we had pictured. Of course, none of us can change any situation someone is enduring, but around the United States, people are struggling, and some are suffering in silence. Instead of feeling sorry for what we might be going through in life, we must believe that everything will work out in time and try to convey that belief to others who are struggling.
What do you like most about December? Do you enjoy the Christmas festivities? I was not going to put out our Christmas decorations this year, but I finally managed to put the outside decorations out yesterday. Unfortunately, Christmas often makes me sad because there are too many loved ones who will not be with us because they have passed away. I miss my late grandfather daily, but missing the chance to talk with him on Christmas Day is difficult. Another Christmas when I am unemployed and cannot buy gifts for loved ones makes me feel extremely upset. I know Christmas is not about the gifts you can buy, but I want to be able to do something special for my loved ones. It does not seem to matter how hard I try to find a job; nothing is working out for me🙁. Of course, I know that with the holidays so close, companies might not be too quick to hire. I just keep reminding myself that someday, one I am not aware of, the right job will appear for me, and I will be back to normal again!
Thank you for visiting my site today. I hope you enjoyed something I have shared. I normally hope something I have written resonates with you, but I do not wish anyone reading this to feel the way I have felt. I would be honored if you would feel comfortable sharing your thoughts about December, the holidays, or anything else, and I will respond as quickly as possible. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love❤️, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes🦋!
Unfortunately, I do have to work the weekend so I can’t say I will be able to catch up, but I will still try.
enough and it was painful to return to work. The insane thing is we didn’t get home until the early morning hours and I had to work that day. I was so exhausted; nothing bothered me at all because my mind was still at the beach and maybe I was half asleep still. Of course things not bothering me only lasted half a day and I will tell you more about this later. My boss is still the same idiot he has always been!
Considering we were at the beach during the off season it wasn’t overly crowded, which was great! Thankfully my husband did not tell the waitress it was my birthday, so I didn’t have to deal with the wait staff singing happy birthday to me and embarrassing me. I do not like to be center of attention and would prefer to go unnoticed! 
I don’t know about you, but before last week there were times I was awake at sunrise, but never actually watched the sunrise. Standing out on the beach in the early morning hours watching the sun come up was a beautiful sight and pretty powerful! It really is amazing to watch as the sun slowly makes its way up to shine light on us all around the world! To think the sun I watched come up will also be seen on the other side of the world at some point. 
the horizons and it is quite magical, especially near the ocean! Of course I do think everything is magical and hypnotizing when I am at the beach!
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