First post of 2019. Mentally – the nightmares are here and there but feeling better. July 2018 my mom was staying with us and my boyfriend told… Read more “Time to break the existing mold.”
Who’s in your reflection?
As I sit here in my apartment. Once again, jobless, I think of what I led my life to become. Am I a loser for having no… Read more “Who’s in your reflection?”
EMDR & the aftermath.
I got caught up with the EMDR sessions that I didn’t continue writing on here but time to catch up. After 4 sessions of EMDR my therapist… Read more “EMDR & the aftermath.”
E.M.D.R. Session 1
Interesting experience. It’s definitely not easy trying to stay focused. I had to maintain a specific image. He would move his hands while I followed for a… Read more “E.M.D.R. Session 1”
Day 1: “Hello..”
Met my psychotherapist today. It went well. He did an assessment to get to know me and asked me to fill out a Dissociative Identity Disorder scale… Read more “Day 1: “Hello..””
Memories into nightmares
Another nightmare last night.. Makes 2 this week. It always consists of some sort of being back with HIM and the caged feeling. Last night it was… Read more “Memories into nightmares”
Light starts to fade
My last post referred to my happiness of being stress free from a job and instead its become a new stress of everyone I live with so… Read more “Light starts to fade”
Little bit taller
It’s almost a month that I have been jobless. I feel a sense of freedom. A weight that’s been lifted off of me. Each day that I… Read more “Little bit taller”
Moments of blahh…
4 days and no phone call. Can I say I’m surprised? Not really. I knew I lost the job in my second interview. I don’t fit into… Read more “Moments of blahh…”
Can my life be mine to live?
The past 24 hours… Have been.. strange…… Week 2 without a job (mind you I spend all day studying and practicing code) and here start the questions…… Read more “Can my life be mine to live?”
Freedom Prison 