Ai stole my blog posts so I made dystopian earrings

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It seems I am now old enough to complain about nowadays. Recently I have been getting pingbacks from an Ai website which is lifting my content (including photos), going nuts with a thesaurus and claiming that they own the rights. If you are reading this and it sounds like it has been badly translated from another language, check out my actual blog where I write in English for human beings.

Great art is built on being inspired by and influenced by others. This should be a conversation which adds to the original, or brings different points of view together. The depressing thing is that the new posts simply make my original content unintelligible. They don’t add any new thoughts, or even compare my ideas with someone else. Ai hasn’t learnt anything from it and they haven’t helped explain my thoughts better to humans. It’s a waste of computing power and data storage and has left me feeling demoralized and reluctant to share anything online.

So what’s the future? Actual artists who care about their craft will be too scared to share new work online since it gets immediately copied or stolen, therefore Ai will have an ever reducing pool of recycled, increasingly garbled Ai created content to learn from.

So in the spirit of the dystopian present, I was inspired to make some corroded, rusty looking earring components.

A selection of rusty looking earring components

And another thing… I’m not enjoying social media any more either. The platform that shall not be named started showing me random posts from people I don’t subscribe to and none of the ones I was interested in. I assume my posts didn’t go to anyone who was interested in them either since I stopped getting any feedback at all. I used to like looking at pretty pictures on Instagram, but now their algorithm pushes videos at me (I prefer static photos that I can scroll through at my own speed – but they never asked me) and now I don’t feel comfortable giving my images away for their Ai to learn from.

I love making and sharing my art, but as a living human being with 24 hours in a day where I have to eat, sleep and feed my children, I just can’t keep up with constantly feeding mysterious algorithms and hoping that someone will see my posts.

I’m going to continue to make art, but how do I share it? Is it possible to find customers without playing the relentless, soul sucking algorithm game? I have no idea! Let me know if you have any ideas because right now I’m feeling pretty depressed about the whole thing.

Perhaps in the future I’ll have the courage to attend more shows and meet actual people who’d like to see my art. In the meantime, I have a newsletter that you can subscribe to if you would like to know when this happens. (And tell your friends!)

A picture in real life

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I recently had some prints made of my digital paintings. The colours have not come out quite the way I was expecting, but since I’ve been working virtually for a while now, it is still exciting to have a tangible object I can hold.

Me with Daffodils printed on aluminium.

The next painting was originally a tiny oil painting that I reworked digitally and had printed on acrylic.

Purple Globe Flower acrylic print and original mini oil painting.

I also got a couple of my florals printed on wooden blocks so they are self standing ornaments. These are quite small: 12cm x 12cm.

Now that the winter solstice has passed we can start to look forward to all those lovely spring flowers that will come in the New Year! I’ll leave you with my best wishes for the holidays. I hope you have a good one!

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Pillow bead tutorial two ways

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I’ve been working on my video editing. I had some old footage of me making polymer clay pillow beads which I have cut into two different style videos. Let me know which one you prefer since this will probably affect how I make future videos.

Relaxing video of me making polymer clay beads. No talking.
Tutorial video where I explain how to make polymer clay pillow beads.

I made a dribbly mess

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Why am I excited about this painting even though it’s full of watercolour faux pas like back runs and excessive dribbly bits?

Quantum butterfly – digital painting by Cate van Alphen

Because… I painted it digitally! I’m reminded of 3D artists adding lens flairs to images on purpose, which must drive photographers crazy when they go to great efforts to avoid them. Anyway, this was just a little doodle I made while trying out a free demo to help me decide whether or not to preorder Rebelle 7.

Spoiler alert: I have 😁, so I’ll be doing my best to get some painting time next weekend.

There’s currently a special 65% off offer until 13 December 2023 if you are interested too.

November Bluebells

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This weekend I started and finished another of my stylised floral paintings. Bluebells in November may not very seasonal, but with these florals I find it best not to think too logically about things! I featured this painting in my latest newsletter along with some previews of other projects I have in progress. Why not sign up so you don’t miss future ones?

Painting of bluebells
Bluebells – digital painting by Cate Van Alphen

Abstract Compositions

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I’ve been having fun doing some abstract sketches trying out different compositional plans and practicing getting interesting marks using digital brushes. I chose red and green because they are complementary colours and I wouldn’t ordinary choose to put them together. The first picture ended up looking like an underwater scene with its blue background, and I couldn’t decide which way was up.

The next drawing started off with a spiral and ended up with more petal-like shapes. I made a short video showing all the layers of drawing that I used to make the my final image.

For the third composition I tried to keep to horizontal and vertical lines since the other two were primarily made up of curves. This time I actually recorded a time-lapse video of the process.

These have been really fun to do, and hopefully they are also interesting to look at. I’ve got a couple of floral pieces that I’ve finally finished but not shared yet so they will probably feature in my next blog. See you then.

Mortality Motivation

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Mortality motivation is a thing. Since my mother died earlier this month, I have decided to work on improving my drawing and painting skills. I’ve been inspired by Tim Packer and I’ve been enjoying this series of short videos by Marco Bucci . So far I’ve done some little digital sketches practicing compositional techniques and exploring marks made using a tablet (I’ll share those in another post).

Co-incidentally our roof is being replaced so we’ve had to get stuff out of the attic including my old paintings and drawings from earlier this millennium. Since there’s been several years since I did them, I was able to bin quite a few of them and file them under experience, but a few showed some drawing ability. I have to trust that some of that will come back to me when I get my paints out again.

I have been wondering whether or not to start a new blog to feature my drawing and painting journey, but I’ve always wanted to find ways of incorporating polymer clay into pieces of art so the two techniques may come full circle and meet somewhere in the middle eventually. Having learned more about painting composition there are already some decisions I would now make differently in my polymer clay designs.

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New Job, Old Video

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Just before Christmas, I started a new job which I’m really enjoying. However, while I’ve been finding my feet with that, things have been quiet on the polymer clay side. I have decided I want to make more videos so I’ve been doing some research into that. While doing so, I found out how to edit the subtitles on existing videos.

Don’t… pull.. the… thread…

(Yup, I pulled the thread.)

This is one of the first video tutorials I did on YouTube, so I decided to go back and improve on the autogenerated subtitles and give it a shiny new thumbnail. They’d automagically done a pretty good job, but hadn’t coped recognizing words like mokume gane. While staying up way too late last night doing that, I realized the video was way to looong, with big chunks of boring in between.

So this morning I researched how to cut bits out of a video. It can be done! I have done it. BUT… then I had to go back and do the subtitles again because some of them had been cut out. 🤦‍♀️

Therefore, I present to you a video that you may have seen before (here’s my original post with a finished pair of earrings), but now with improved subtitles (I couldn’t do anything about the poor quality footage or the hissing audio. *sigh*). I do want to put my energies into making some fresh videos, but knowing me I’ll feel compelled to upgrade the subtitles on the old videos first.

Let me know what you think.

Recycled Polymer Clay

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For a while now I have been distressed that polymer clay is plastic and questioning whether I should be adding more of it to the world. While looking for eco friendly options for polymer clay, I found this article by Wendy Moore where she discusses her own considerations on the responsible use of polymer clay. Even though I don’t rely on my creations as a livelihood (as the women of Samunnat do), I have discovered that making things is vital for my mental health.

I have considered whether there are alternatives that I would find equally satisfying, but I haven’t thought of anything yet. Making lampwork glass beads would require constant burning of fuel while I’m working and I would no longer be directly in contact with the pieces due to the high temperatures. Earth clays would dry out and be wasted due to my erratic availability of time (not to mention requiring a furnace to cure). Even wool felt can be considered to have a negative ecological impact when considering the manufacturing of dyes (I don’t know if natural dyes could get the bright colours I’d want).

There does not seem to be a perfect solution, just relative improvements. Since I already have a stock of polymer clay, it seems better for me to focus on using it without creating waste until there is a more sustainable option. Unbaked clay is no problem (sometimes I don’t have enough) as it can be infinitely reused as a base with decorative veneers on top. However there are techniques e.g. carving that I really like which result in baked polymer clay scraps. (I also collect the scraps produced when drilling beads.)

I have previously used the baked polymer scraps decoratively by rolling them into the surface of unbaked clay to make “frit” beads. I have also used scraps as inclusions in thin sheets of clay that I bake and use for creating mosaic pieces. Since making the mosaics results in more tiny offcuts I decided to test how far I could push the cycle. I used tiny pieces to make stud earrings and then used the offcuts from that to make a new sheet ready to use in future mosaics. Since I need to use fresh polymer clay to use up the offcuts, I hope people will like the studs!

The other place where I have concerns about the waste produced, is the sludge left behind after wet sanding beads. I’m not very keen on sanding so I don’t always do it, but some components just look better when sanded. I have started collecting the dust and working it into raw polymer clay as you might do with mica powders. Because I’m often sanding beads with mixed colours this can result in some neutral shades. I decided to make some of my favourite patchwork beads using these shades of neutral*. I even ended up mixing them with some more colourful pieces because I wasn’t very keen on the colourful mix on it’s own. I don’t sand the beads when I use this technique, so this method closes the loop instead of making more.

With all these techniques, I think it’s important to make something appealing. After all if it doesn’t result in something that someone will treasure it’s going to end up in landfill.


* Of course if I didn’t like the colour of the dust mix, I could also use it in the same way as unbaked scrap clay with a decorative veneer on top.

Wraptious Design Competition

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In April I decided to work on some designs for the Wraptious Competition. I already had some kaleidoscope designs printed as cards but I thought they could benefit from a little more texture and complexity. After working on one of the kaleidoscope images for a while I thought it was interesting but still missing something, so I layered on one of my abstract florals that I had digitally painted years ago.

  • Kaleidoscope design
  • Turquoise flower bud on purple background
  • Kaleidoscope design with turquoise flowers

I really liked the combination so I worked on a few more images. Here are the ones that I have entered into the competition. You can buy these designs on cushions or as art prints until 30th June 2022. You can also vote for free by clicking the green thumbs up on each of the individual product pages, or like and share this facebook post (before midnight 30th May 2022).

So that’s what happens when a kaleidoscope design and a flower painting have a baby! I really enjoyed making these and I’ve already got another one in progress. I hope you like them too. Would you be interested in seeing these as art prints or cards?

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