There is many thing unknown to people, unknown to me, maybe unknown to you.

Perhaps sharing my experience, my story, my thought would help people and I really hope my blog won’t confuse or hurt someone feeling; just don’t take it to seriously.

I have lived more than 20 years, and for the first time I think about my own life. That 20 years passed just like a dream, I have followed people -whom I called friends- around, wanting to help them reach their dream. I thought If I followed them I would find my own life. It was wrong, half-wrong.

I’m not suited to be sidekick afterall, my ego turn to doctrinate my friends to be what I wanted them to be. But then, that could be big mistake. My thought of “good” wasn’t that good afterall. It turn them away from me, made them avoid me. Betrayed, I was betrayed by my own thought. My friends will always be my friends they cannot be The hero or heroine of my story; unfortunately only I could. I’ll save myself from this maze.

Alone, what can I do alone?

I need help

I’ll search for it…