It’s about 4:30 am on January 3, 2026, and I’m wide awake. Some things never change. I got into bed about 10 pm last night and I knew it was too early. But I am still working on regulating my sleep schedule and had had been in bed at that time the night before, so I wanted to give it a shot. Trouble was, on Sunday, I spent the entire day cooking and I was tired at 10. Today, I did my part-time Tarot gig and didn’t get any customers so all I did was sit. Big difference. I did go to the store after work and get a present for my younger great-grandson’s birthday party tomorrow and I put the binding on a baby quilt I’m making for a friend’s grandbaby, but that’s not the same as being on my feet all day. So. Here I am. Looking into the coming year and wondering. Definitely enough to keep one awake, especially when there’s a hamster wheel brain involved!
I realize this is the first post I have made since I got back from Spain. I landed in Denver, had a wonderful friend pick me up and take me to get my car, and got home in the wee hours, again, too wired to go to sleep right away, despite being physically exhausted. I went through the mail, was inundated by car insurance bills, needed car repairs, news of a fender bender to a grandson’s car that I hold insurance on, a jury duty summons, and then, when my other grandson left for work about an hour after I finally lay down, he backed into MY car somehow and gave me a broken tail light and a bent back bumper. Nothing says welcome home like car trouble!
So there was no easing back into my old life. It landed on me with both feet! Fortunately, I was able to get all the car situations resolved with a minimum of angst, thanks to my miracle worker of a mechanic. So far, so good, knock wood. My car is 21 years old, has about 175K miles on it and it’s going strong. If I’m lucky, I’ll be able to get another 75K out of it, by which time I might not need a car anyway.
So now that I have downloaded a little bit, I’m going to try to get a bit more sleep before I drive to Denver for the birthday party.
Oh! And yesterday was my daughter’s birthday, and I learned that she and the Internet are officially the same age! How about that?















































