On my blog today, I’m sharing my thoughts on the new novel in the Murder Mindfully series by Karsten Dusse, My Inner Child Wants to Murder Mindfully, as part of the blog tour.

BLURB
Lawyer turned murderer Björn wants to stop killing. Unfortunately, the prisoner in his basement is getting restless, the parents’ committee at his daughter’s preschool is clamouring for his attention, and to cap it all, he’s also being blackmailed.
To manage all this stress, he turns to a mindfulness coach to learn about the unmet needs of his inner child. As he begins listening to this inner child, he finds it doesn’t just have needs, but solutions: creative ways he can solve his problems. All of them.
The trouble is, they involve murder.
MY THOUGHTS
The blurb and title of My Inner Child Wants to Murder Mindfully really caught my attention, and it is the first book in this series that I have actually read. Having said that, this can definitely be read as a standalone, as I did not find myself feeling lost or confused in any way.
We meet Björn, a lawyer turned murderer, and thankfully, it’s the latter he wants to give up. What I loved about this book by Karsten Dusse is that we really get into the mindset of his protagonist. In the early chapters, he is speaking to his therapist, but of course, he’s keeping his darkest secrets from her, which, naturally, makes her suspicious. It was especially revealing, I thought, when they talked about his interactions with a waiter at a ski resort. The way his therapist got him to open up about this incident was fascinating, although he kept the real truth about what happened to the waiter from her. As he tries to suppress the dark thoughts from taking over, Björn gives them an almost separate identity, his inner child. His struggle with these intrusive thoughts is part of what makes this book such an entertaining and unique read.
What is also fascinating is the predicament Björn finds himself in. He currently has a man residing in his cellar, where he works and lives at the school where his young daughter goes. He works as the school’s legal adviser. The man known as Boris is his prisoner, and normally Björn would’ve killed him by now. But he is almost using this situation as a way to prove to himself that he can keep from killing, which is what makes this book so tense. I kept wondering if Boris would make it to the end of the novel alive. The tension also increases as we find out that Björn is being blackmailed, and there are a number of suspects in the book.
The humour really comes through well on the page, particularly with Björn’s interactions with the school mum’s. I could sense his frustration, particularly with one mother, who is concerned about the school’s impact on climate change. I could tell just how Björn really wasn’t interested in his subject, and the way he tackled her concerns was really well done.
My Inner Child Wants to Murder Mindfully is one of the most original crime novels I’ve read. The ending was perfect and so well thought out. I’m really excited to catch up on the first book in the series, and I hope this is a series that Karsten Dusse continues with. I highly, highly recommend it.
Publisher: Faber & Faber
Publication date: 15th January 2026
Print length: 464 pages
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