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okay.. this a bit long.. xD hope you don’t get bored.. 😛

If you read my first post, you would know that I’m a political science student. But my dreams don’t end at being a lawyer if ever I take up law. No… There’s something bigger I want to accomplish.. I wanna grasp the world..

Is it even possible? How does a guy like me even reach such goal… let me tell you this…

IT IS POSSIBLE..!

But before that, let me tell about some factors which lead me to the idea itself…

As most of you probably know, three of my fellow Filipino (yes, I’m Filipino) have been sentenced to death by the Chinese government as punishment for a drug related crime… Now I don’t harbor any hatred towards the Chinese since it was only appropriate to give  such punishment, regardless of the nationality or citizenship of the criminal.. Fair is fair… Dura Lex Sed Lex…

But look at it clearly, when a Chinese person commits the same act within Philippine jurisdiction.. the worst verdict he can be given is deportation… which in my perception, is unfair… giving me the idea that the states of the  world’s political means are unbalanced or not on par with each other… something I want to remove from this world…

Another.. how often do you hear the word corruption? And what’s the first thing that comes up in mind when you hear the word? That was a rhetorical question.. of course the government is first in line when you hear the word.. who can blame you though.. it’s seen through everyday living..

Corruption is not only the taking of money within legal holding but also being dishonest about proceedings..

You know the tax your paying? It’s handed to the government for public means… and once it falls under the hands of the government.. it “should” be use for that.. but unfortunately.. people having the seat of power often takes (if not most) some of the money handed down as tax… but corruption doesn’t stop there..! they would also falsely account the expenses and collected tax as not to give the people the assumption that they are corrupt…

GAH!!! such heinous people.. >.< the bright side to this however is that these things become the motivation or the “driving force” for me to accomplish my dream…

It starts with controlling my country… and what better way to do that then to put the country itself in a state of totalitarian… giving me the sole power… (I’ll spare the details on how to do it but do know it is possible) create peace within my own nation, may it be through peaceful manners or heartless and ruthless acts…

(Skipping the parts within my own country xD)

Now.. to the dream I was originally pertaining to… THE WORLD IN MY HANDS!

Do know that one method of acquiring territories is through Colonization or Conquering (my favorite method).. Evil as it may.. nearly impossible at it may seem… there is still the possibility and I’m taking it… and once the world is at my grasp.. I shall create the law governing it.. a law which would be dished out equally amongst the people.. regardless of race, regardless of nationality.. regardless of citizenship…

So the end does not justify the means eh? Scr*w that.. The world needs to fear for it to change…..!

The World  As One, The World In My Hands.. the possible dream I wish to pursue in the coming future……..

Remember my first blog? The about me part? well… this is kinda a continuation.. though this is a little mushy and love related..xD so bear with me… 🙂

Hmm.. strange enough, I got the idea of posting this the first thing in the morning.. the moment I woke up..  probably from a dream? which unfortunately I don’t remember having… o.o

Hmm.. I love you, you know that? My love for you and my need to forget got the best of me.. I just did things which are definitely wrong.. in the end.. I just wasted even the friendship we had… 😦

I guess.. the more I see things related to you… and  the more I see you having the slightest connection with another guy.. my heart starts hurting… :((

It’s not something simple as jealousy anymore..

I’m just really INSECURE..

I feel like everyone out there is better than me.. better for you… 😦 which is probably why I did that “thing” that’s making you feel something remorse towards me…

But the only reason I did that.. was to forget.. T_T was to stop the hurting.. and to stop being a nuisance to your life… 😦

Yep, that’s just me.. the insecure guy….

This time I’m posting something related to love and hopefully with the use of proper punctuations, grammar, spelling and the like.

I fell in love with someone. What’s new right?

This someone became my bestfriend. I cared for her so much! You couldn’t even imagine the everyday pain I had to endure, knowing that we can never be.

Depressing on my part? Yes and no. Yes since I can only love her but she can never love me back. No since her smile, even if it was because of her boyfriend, is enough to make me feel happy knowing she’s well taken cared of. Life is so cruel to me, it won’t even give me a definite answer. What’s new right?

I reconciled with my ex-gf that time. Yes, I’m mean, to think I got back together with my ex-gf knowing that I love my bestfriend. But I saw this as the only way to move on from her. In the end, it failed, I broke up with her and was still in love with my bestfriend. What’s new right?

Time passed and I was still immensely in love with her. And now I find out she likes this guy in our class (which my ex-gf once liked too). Now everyday I have to endure the fact that we can never be together and the fact that she reminds me of my ex-gf who once fell in love with that guy. Life has become much crueler to me yet I keep a smile on my face, hiding all the pain in my heart. What’s new right?

Now, I’ve finally found someone to court. But there’s still the big question. Do I love her? or am I still in love with my bestfriend? Yes I’m mean, but even someone like me deserves to be loved right?

Now I can see history is about to repeat itself. i’m living in a chain of pain, hurting, depression. Living my life to its worst. But I’m used to it.

So…

WHAT’S NEW RIGHT?

why are most of my friends in FB getting paranoid?? D: they seem to think that what happened in japan is a clear sign that the earth as we know it is on the verge of destruction… ><

here’s a little trivia for you guys… the earthquake japan had to endure? it was actually the 5th strongest quake in history.. if the world was coming to an end.. why wasn’t it the strongest? you want to see it as a sign of ragnarok? then it should be the strongest! ><

and what happened is what we call Force Majeure, acts of God which are unavoidable or inevitable.. these sort of things happen all the time… storms, typhoons, earthquakes, tsunamis and the like are things we cannot stop from happening.. what we can do is prepare for them…

but sure, I pity the japanese for having to experience this kind of tragedy.. and I definitely feel sad for their families and friends outside the country.. but no one in their right mind should abruptly tell someone they dont care! I mean.. WTF!?! everyone is already on a state of panic due to this incident.. >.< you have no right to tell us we don’t care..

ohh.. and one more thing… to those who are trying to link the bible to 2012.. KNOCK IT OFF! don’t try to connect scriptures from the book to the Mayan prediction… the book contains countless words and numbers.. yet you try to take what is needed for your computation in attaining an already known answer = 12/21/12.. ><

well.. that’s it… it feels so good to release a little stress here in wordpress.. 🙂

PS. this has nothing to do with the incident falling under my birthday..

so yeah, as the title implies.. its my first time to blog! 🙂 hooray for me..! 😀 hopefully I can jut down some things here that may be of use to you readers (currently 0) xD

okay, so as not to waste this post, Ill be ranting about myself.. kinda like an “about me” page since that part of my profile has a rabbit on a plane as an info.. xD

anyway, about me.. what can I say?

Im a guy, but Im sensitive..

I like girls, most of which are boyish..

You’re all a friend to me, but Im not a friend to all of you..

I fall inlove, I get hurt..

I flirt, cause Im hurt (will be bloging about this in a later time)..

I think Im nice, a little bit cute 🙂

and though my dreams require me to be heartless..

my intentions are by far noble and just..

I hate people who are ignorant..

especially when it comes to the law(Im a political science student)..

Dura Lex Sed Lex right? 🙂

well… thats about all I can think about me.. for now I guess.. xD but contrary to what I just wrote.. I actually believe that writing about yourself is useless.. people by human nature are judgemental.. and whether or not you tell them about yourself, they’ll just give their own perception on what kind of person you are..

hope you like my 1st post.. 😀