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1. back of my head. always throbbing.

2. side of my right knee.

3. right ribcage.

4. both thighs.

5. right ear.

6. lower back.

Truly, when something is deprived you, you do whatever you can to get it. About five years ago when I would post a blog as often as once a week or even everyday, I didn’t have a laptop or an internet connection at home. Friendster was blocked at work. So after I leave the office, I would drop by Netopia, pay P35, and try my best to ignore the warcraft players around me as I log on to Friendster and blog away. My need to write was so insatiable that at work I would scribble my thoughts on a notebook or whatever piece of paper I can find and then type it up on an alien desktop in a stinky computer shop on my way home.

Now, I have a laptop. Two, actually. One at work. One at home. I have internet access, both at work and at home. I have the WordPress App on my phone if I needed to blog on the go. And yet my last entry on my blog was in May.

And it’s not for the lack of anything eventful that happened between now and May. I went back to Singapore, I hired a new person, the last Harry Potter movie is waiting for my review (well, not that it matters. the box office has spoken), and my son has the craziest school anecdotes. For instance, his seatmate keeps pestering him about his crush and talks about his (seatmate’s) crush incessantly which annoys my son so much because girls are icky.

Then there’s my boyfriend in Seattle! Oh the stories I could write about him….

I want to write. But I don’t want to write the same way anymore. I’ve achieved a kind of inner peace with my life, there are still a lot of challenges but I’ve learned to stop complaining. Most of my writings have been complaints. Entertaining complaints but complaints still.

This noble endeavor of writing is like a fireplace — something has to fuel the fire, more often than not, it’s anger, bitterness, envy. The best authors I’ve read were writing during a very difficult time in their life. Content and happy people don’t have a lot to say. Maybe that’s why J.K. Rowling’s not writing anymore.

But what if life’ has stopped being difficult? Not because everything’s bright and peachy, but because you’ve learned to live with the difficulty? What’s there to write when you’re not mad anymore?

The daily challenge of balancing my roles as mother/daughter/subordinate/boss/friend/girlfriend/commuter/consumer/citizen takes its toll on my body sometimes. Common signs of stress are delayed menstruation, migraines, abnormal
menstruation, rashes/alleries and tooth pain.

Mostly, they occur one at a time. Since Friday, I’ve been going through all of them.

I try to sleep early, squeeze in workout and eat right. But stress happens everyday, always when you least expect it. It takes a very Zen person to immediately take each stress as a challenge. I am unfortunately un-Zen. I react the way my adrenalin tells me to — fight or flight.

My body wants me to slow down, take a deep breath and step back and look at what matters and focus. Strain yourself too much and you end up not pleasing anybody because you stubbornly set out to please everybody.

1. First and most importantly, it’s payday! Oh Lord I exalt thee! Me and my lonely little billfold!

2. It’s Michael Scott’s last episode on The Office. The funniest man on television is doing the right thing and “dropping it while (and like) it’s hot” which will ensure him a wonderful film career and the show a fresh start.

3. It’s my Jeremiah’s last day at work, tomorrow he’s on a plane for hot and humid Manila! No more long distance calls for at least two weeks! Oh, and I get to see him too. Hahaha

4. A client presentation with some of my co-ex-GMA as the audience, including my ex-boss. Got butterflies in my stomach. But hope all goes well.

5. Oh, and apparently there’s a wedding today. You might have heard of them. William and Kate, I think?

As Friendster comes to an end, I copied some of my old blog posts from my friendster account to this spanking brand new blog. I however have been posting one to three-sentenced statuses on Facebook and 140 character rants on Twitter than I may no longer have the patience to write a couple of paragraphs to constitute an actual blog.

But reading my old posts were interesting, often hilarious, even (and especially!) the ones when I was pining for a loser or pondering resignation. What an angry, lonely young woman. Never did enjoy my twenties. Those were very dark days.

So when somebody nears or reaches the big 3-0 and they get all depressed and whiny, I tell them they shouldn’t. We’re at an awesome age where we get to decide for ourselves, have (some) say at home and work decisions, buy insurance! With a good diet, exercise, and vaccinations, menopause is so far away! (I think.)

See. I got nothing else. Just three paragraphs.

Is anybody going to read this?

Who cares. I’m still going to write.

Man, five months since my last blog and look at what has happened:

1. Quit GMA

2. Flew to Singapore

3. Got my retirement. Bought a laptop. (Passion Purple. Sounds like a porn star)

4. Met up with boyfriend. Yes, you read it right. BOYFRIEND. I have a BOYFRIEND.

5. Bought a car

6. Survived four difficult hospital days with Cojie when he was down with typhoid fever. He’s much better now.

7. Corollary to #5: Voted Noy-Bi via telepathy because I was stuck in the hospital

8. Getting ready for Singapore trip #2!

I’ve been very blessed since the year started. I’ll get back to you on the rest of the year as it progresses.

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I hardly ever name names in my blog but I’m going to make this an exception. Last month, my boss, Meckoy Quiogue retired from his post as President & COO of GMA Marketing & Productions, Inc. We’ve all known for a while, sure, he announced his retirement in July. And, of course, it’s not like he’s moving to a far away country, he’s just a text away, I even know where he lives (stalker! haha..). But to not see him every day, to not be able to work with him and for him, after being such a mentor and role model to all of us, it continues to pain me.

Dr. Cox once said to John Dorian that the desperate search for a mentor figure in one’s life is just an admission of how weak and immature a person is. (Raises hand) Guilty.

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Hit the gym again after emerging as a humpback whale from my trip to Subic in November. All we did was eat and meet, eat and meet. People kind of frown when I tell them where my gym is. It’s in Megamall, which in distance terms is about 8-10 kilometers away. But in transportation terms is just one comfortable shuttle ride from my place. It’s actually harder to get to GMA which is probably nearer but would take me about three rides to get to.

I love going to the gym in the morning when all the old-ish (about 40 to 50) women work out. I admire these women. In the locker rooms, they talk about their children who lives in condos and have finished college. They talk about their scheduled massages after their workout. One’s phone will ring and it’s a patient (ergo, old lady is a doctor) asking about a consultation.

They get on the dance floor and, check it out, they know the moves, mastered it even. They flirt with the cutesy instructor (sigh, he’s cute but he can move his hips better than I could), they flail their arms like no one’s watching.

They’ve made a life out of their lives and now they’re just enjoying it.

That’s the goal.

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Mom and Dad didn’t have a very good year healthwise. It was like they kept a scorecard on hospital visits (my mom won). After Ondoy, my Dad was hospitalized and my mom lost like 50 pounds.

But I don’t think that’s what’s hardest for them, the health crisis. What’s hard for them is to let go of responsibilities, of letting me take the wheel. Both of them would rather keep their ailments a secret than have to tell me so we can go to the doctor (because they know I would scold them first, because it would most likely be because of their stubbornness — Dad likes to eat, Mom likes to shop). And since they would keep their ailment/s for so long, it would get worse, and then I’d scold them anyway.

It’s harder to be parents to parents than children.

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I attended a Colayco seminar a while back and he said that the ultimate financial goal of any person is to just sit back and let your investments work for you. Hang up the time card by the age 50. Wait for the dividends from stock markets, rent from real estate investments, pension.

I look at some of our senior officemates and as much as I love them, I don’t want to be like them. I want the Colayco senior citizen.

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When I’m 60, Cojie’s going to be 34. It seems so near.

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My dear friends,

Nung Sept 26, Sabado, eto ang plano ko sa maghapon — pupunta ako sa Robinson’s Metro East, bibili ako ng stuff para sa spaghetti at ang ina-attempt kong paella (parang redundant ano?) kasi pupunta ang mga ate ko sa bahay kinabukasan. Some of you know how freakishly important my birthday is to me that I celebrate as early as the weekend before and after it, and celebrate it in separate groups — high school friends, college friends, office friends. Parang artista.

Kaka-lunch lang namin nun at dapat maliligo na ko para makaalis. Malakas na ang ulan nun pero dedma lang ako. Inaasar ko pa nga ang nanay ko kasi gusto pa sumama kahit malakas ang ulan. (Ang katigasan ng ulo ay likas sa pamilya namin). Tapos, biglang nagsisigaw yung pinsan ko, si Bojie. “Umaapaw yung drainage ng CR”. Akala naman namin may tubo lang na nasira. Kumuha pa kami ng timba kasi umaagos na palabas ng CR, eh yung kwarto ko at kwarto ng nanay ko (sa mga nakapunta na sa amin) katabi lang ng CR.

Tapos umangat na nang umangat ang tubig. Una, hanggang sakong lang. Naging hanggang tuhod. Hanggang binti. Tumawag na ako kay Tina na diva ng News & Public Affairs Sales para humingi ng tulong. (In fairness kay Tina at sa lahat ng hiningan ko ng saklolo, narinig naman daw ang panawagan sa DZBB tungkol sa Bana

Nakaupo sa sofa ang anak ko, naglalaro ng PSP. Malapit nang umabot sa kanya ang tubig kaya umiiyak na siya. Kinarga ko na siya at iniupo sa 2^nd bunk ng double deck naming. Iniakyat ko na rin mga sapatos ko (lalo na ang gladiator shoes na ilang linggo kong pinakahanap-hanap).

Sa labas, inaangat ng tatay ko at ng pinsan ko ang mga gamit namin. Pero tumataas pa rin ang tubig. Lumalabas-labas ako ng kwarto para tumulong pero umiiyak pa rin si COjie. Samahan ko raw siya. Tumawag na ko kay Telle. Hindi para humingi ng tulong, pero inisip ko, kung kami na ni minsan ay hindi binaha, baka naman sina Telle, na taga-Malabon, eh nasa ilalim na ng tubig. (Yun pala hanggang tuhod lang baha sa kanila). Sa puntong ito, hanggang bewang na ang tubig. Iniyakan ko na si Telle. Nag-panic ata ang anak ko sa pag-iyak ko, kaya umupo na lang kami sa itaas ng double deck at nagdasal.

Makailang beses ako nagyaya sa mga magulang ko na lumikas na kami. “Wag ka nga magpanic”. “Bababa din yan”. Nung dumungaw sila sa labas ng bahay, dun nila na-realize na tama ako. Mas mataas ng one foot ang tubig sa labas, at rumaragasa ang tubig sa kalsada. Hindi na talaga ito basta baha. Flash flood na ito. At hindi na ito bababa.

Binitbit ko ang anak ko na mala-Pasan Ko Ang Daigdig, sinilid ang passbook, passport (sayang US visa), mga relo, make-up at vanity kit (hindi ko alam kung bakit), cellphone at wallet sa isang bag at nagporma nang lumabas ng bahay. Sumunod na rin mga magulang ko, tiya ko, pinsan ko, isa kong pang tiya na naglalaba para sa amin at ang anak niya. Walo kaming lahat na umalis ng bahay.

Sa mga nakapunta na sa amin, maalala niyo na may tatlong hakbang pa pababa ng kalsada mula sa bahay. Kapag bumaba ka sa mga hakbang na yun, lalagpas na sa ulo mo ang tubig. Si Papa ang pinakamatangkad sa amin, kaya binitbit niya ang anak ko sa isang kamay at ang nanay ko na marunong naman lumangoy, inalalayan niya. Si Bojie, inalalayan naman ang nanay niya, ganun din ang tiya ko at ang anak niya, dahil lahat sila marunong lumangoy. Ako hindi marunong. Kumapit ako sa mga grills namin at grills ng kapitbahay para makatawid.

Awa ng Diyos, humuhupa pala ang tubig as you go up the road. Kami pala ang pinakamababa sa street namin. Mga ilang hakbang lang, yung tubig nasa bewang na lang, tapos tuhod, tapos binti, hanggang sa wala nang tubig.

May isang tindahan na kumupkop sa amin. NIlabas namin mga telepono namin — sa limang dala namin, isa na lang ang gumagana. Kanya-kanya na kaming SOS sa mga kakilala, palitan lang ng SIM.

Pagkatapos lang ng isang oras, hanggang tuhod na din ang tubig sa tinuluyan namin kaya napilitan na naman kaming umalis dun. (Pati yung tinutuluyan namin, lumikas na rin). Nakahanap kami ng bahay na hanggang 3^rd floor. Siguro mga 20 families na ang kinukupkop nila.

Parang bumagal ang oras. Basang-basa kami, kami ng pinsan ko walang tsinelas. Naghihikahos na rin ang kaisa-isang cellphone namin. Pag medyo natutulala, naalala namin lahat ng bagay na hindi na namin nailigtas. Ang tatay ko, sumilip sa bahay namin, wala na, lubog na. Bubong na lang ang kita. Pilit pa niyang inaangat ang kotse niya sa medyo mababang tubig pero wala, lubog na rin ang kalahati.

Sa puntong ito, dalawang bagay lang ang hinihintay ng may 100-200 katao sa Armel 3 Subd ng Banaba, San Mateo. (A) Rescue o (B) Humupa ang baha. Pagkatapos ng apat o limang oras na paghihintay, na-realize namin na hopeless na ang rescue. Inabangan na lang namin na humupa ang baha. Kapag medyo tumitila ang ulan, at bumaba lang ng konti ang baha, sugod kaming pamilya. Tatlong bahay din ang tinuluyan namin na nagbigay ng damit at pagkain sa amin.

Inabutan na kami ng dilim. Napadpad kami sa lugar na wala nang baha pero lahat ng ruta palabas ng highway, either lampas tao pa ang baha o rumaragasa ang tubig. Palitan kami ng tatay ko, ako at ng pinsan ko ng pagpunta sa tanging daan papuntang highway na dadaanan namin. Kaso mo, may creek ka na tatawirin papuntang highway na lampas tao pa raw ang tubig.

Alas-diyes na ng gabi nang bumalik ang tatay ko sa tinutuluyan namin at sinabing hanggang bewang na lang ang baha sa creek. Rumaragasa pa rin ang tubig pero at least kaya nang tawirin. May isang malaking dump truck na nagsisilbing ilaw sa mga tumatawid. Tsaka meron daw kinabit na lubid na pwede kapitan habang tumatawid sa creek.

Wala kaming kinain mula nang mananghalian — isang tinapay o isang maliit na tasa ng noodles lang ang kinain ng anak ko. Sampung oras na rin kaming basa ng tubig ulan. Kaya kahit putik putik ang dadaanan, tinawid na rin namin.

Di naman sinabi ng tatay ko na hanggang bewang NIYA ang tubig. Eh ang tatay ko ay 5’8”. So hanggang dibdib ko. At hanggang leeg pa ng nanay ko ang tubig. Si Cojie, bitbit ng tatay ko (nagtatampisaw pa ang paa sa tubig). Ang nanay ko naman, nung una, kasama ko pang naglalakad, mayamaya, natatangay na ng alon. Kaya bitbit ko siya sa isang kamay habang nakakapit ako sa lubid. Sari-sari nang bubog at pako ang naapakan ko pero dedma. Kita ko na ang highway. Sa kanto ding iyon, nakatira ang tiyo ko. Marating lang namin ang highway, tapos na ang kalbaryong ito.

Alas-onse na ng makarating kami sa mga tito ko. Walo kaming lahat, buhay lahat, may mga minor injuries lang, pagod lang, gutom lang, inaantok na rin. Binigyan kami ng bihisan at pinatulog kami sa kwarto ng mga pinsan ko. Pagdating ng alas-dose, tuyo na kaming lahat, nasa 2^nd floor, ligtas na.

Pero kahit idinetalye ko na ang karanasan ko na ito, di ko ma-explain pa rin sa inyo kung gaano kalaki ang impact nito sa buhay ko ngayon. Kung paano nabago drastically lahat ng pananaw ko sa buhay, lahat ng mga plano ko, priorities ko, fears ko.

But in the end, all I really want to say is thank you. Tulad ng sinabi ni Mulder kay Scully (hayyy nagswimming na sila sa baha) sa Season 7 episode na Sixth Extinction II: Amor Fati “Even when the world was falling apart, you were my constant. My touchstone.” Maasahan ko talaga ang mga kaibigan ko. Maraming salamat.

Ana/Ajie

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Ten Minutes Before Leaving Manila I was….

1… in a gray top (that says “Save the Nation Through the Oblation”) and camouflage shorts and gray tsinelas

2… lagging two travel bags and a mailman bag. I overpacked, yes. I planned to jog on both mornings that I was there but failed. Horribly.

3… pissed about two other people on the plane (but this dissipated in time. They’re friends, what’re you gonna do.)

4… sitting beside my techie friend and fiddling with his iPhone. “Jailbroken ito” he’d boasted. Uh, okei.

5… starving, having unanticipated that we’d be boarding the plane by 1130, arriving in Caticlan by 1pm and Bora island by 230pm.

6… trying to recall the last time I got on a plane and what I did during take off and if I needed to use the paper bag in front of me.

7… thinking about how Cojie would behave during a plane ride and if he’d like it

8…. wondering if there’s an ATM in Boracay

9…. trying not to laugh when the bored Cebu Pac stewardess taught us how to use our lifevests.

10… praying the plane won’t crash because that would be a big bummer.

Celebrity Sightings

1. Bernard Palanca

2. Rajo Laurel

3. Abby Cruz (Paolo Bediones’ girlfriend)

4. Andrew Wolff (di na nadala ito hahaha)

5. Mo Twister

6. Mojo Jojo

7. Marc Nelson

8. Bamboo Manalac (he was in concert)

9. Papa Dom of Tropical Depression (he was in concert too)

10.  Kat Alano (don’t know her? yeah, me neither.)

Officemate Sightings (harhar)

1. JF, the tiny AE who laughs real loud

2. CU of MSG’s Chinese Mafia

3. MSG alumna AG

4. The hearththrob (according to him haha) of radio sales, ND

5. Tall and svelte, partying in Heather’s, QTV’s JS

And finally

6. Whiter than white TdL

7. My new seatmate JL

8. Aforementioned techie with the jailbroken iPhone JZ

9. The only girl I know who can take and takes a good picture, GQ; and

10. MSD alum ML

because they were with me haha.

Grub & Gulp

1. Mang Inasal (pecho and achara and fried rice)

2. Jonah’s Shakes (mango banana and Jonah’s pizza)

3. Guilly’s Island (frozen margarita)

4. Sidebeach (wala namang sidewalk haha) stalls of inihaws (hotdog and daing na pusit)

5. Eat-all-you-can seafood (shrimps, clams, oysters, porkchop, eggplant)

6. Eat-all-you-can mongolian grill (I went crazy here)

7. Cafe Mediterranean (beef gyro and marinated olives)

8. Samba (pitcher of margarita, fries, calamares)

9. Some breakfast place near our place (can’t remember the name)

10. Starbucks (Mint capuccino for day 1, Latte for day 2)

Reasons why I’m exhausted

1. Watched/danced/sang with Tropical Depression and other reggae bands in the concert event of MTV called Rasta Rhythms. Bilog na naman ang buwan.

2. Posed ala-FHM on the beach because TdL’s boyfriend is a photog-wannabe. I think those pictures will never see the light of day.

3. Office gossip in the middle of the ocean. Hahaha.

4. Island hop (we missed puka beach, though. Waves were cruel because of the stupid storm).

5. “Listened” to Bamboo’s concert sponsored by Smart. Too many people in the venue so we decided to stay at the resto behind the stage and listen to him howl while we sipped on (almost waterlike) margaritas.

6. Frisbeed (we lost the frisbee boohoo)

7. Had a tattoo of a yin-yang sun on my shoulder which my son vehemently contested when I got home.

8. Bought pasalubong galore for my family

9. Continued office-gossip in Starbucks heehee

10. Danced alongside (not WITH — there’s a difference) smelly foreigners in Summer Place. Could see half-naked caucasian woman dancing on the DJ’s counter.

Ten Things I Learned from this trip

1. What people REALLY like in Boracay is walking around with barely any clothes on and it’s ok. And that goes for both beautiful people and … um…. those that are not.

2. You can’t wake up early in the morning to jog in Boracay. Those plans are only for places like Tagaytay or Batangas. In Bora, you can’t. Because you just slept.

3. You also can’t live blog in Bora. There’s just too many things to do. So next time, I have to leave you, laptop.

4. Water-resistant and waterproof are two very different things (my watch died).

5. We have such a beautiful country. Why are we screwing it up?

6. Based on photographic evidence and reliable feedback, I have nice shoulders and I should always flaunt it.

7. You can still have fun in Boracay even if it’s raining.

8. I don’t think I would have enjoyed Boracay if it weren’t for friends. These friends, in particular.

9. “The Real Coffee Place” — for calamansi muffins.

10. Must conceal any future tattoos from Cojie.

This trip is brought to you by…. (Brands that peppered the beachfront in my 3-day stay)

1. Smart

2. Nestea Fit

3. Nescafe (with the guys and the hot bods heehee)

4. MTV

5. Premium Condoms (Did you know that Asia Agcaoili, endorser of Premium condoms, is pregnant? harharhar)

6. Ginebra San Miguel

7. ETC

8. Jack TV

9. Century Tuna (we missed the hot bods finals because our friend was a die-hard Bamboo fan. So she paid for our fries and calamari. hehehe)

10. PAL Express

Ten Minutes before I left Caticlan I ….

1…. was very disappointed with breakfast. Small serving of tocino, sucky coffee, cup of rice, and an egg. For P250. “Beachfront kasi” GQ said. For ambiance, you pay twice the value.

2…. was weighed before departure. I gained 4 pounds. Yikes.

3…. entered the pre-departure area which had pay-per-view of the Pacquiao fight on Solar Access.

4…. was non-chalant about the whole Pacquiao thing but happy for the rest of my friends who were beside themselves, thinking we would miss it because our flight was at lunch.

5…. saw an old officemate, AG. “Ang payat mo!” she exclaimed. And to think I had just gained 4 lbs.

6…. thought that though Manny Pacquiao has been asshole-like in the last few months, there’s no contesting that he’s an amazing athlete.

7…. thought that Ricky Hatton fought like a street bully. (I was maka-Manny for the duration of one hour)

8…. clapped and cheered with the rest of the people in the pre-departure area as Hatton fell on his knees in round 1. (One of the Korean tourists had to be paged because his plane was leaving and he was still glued to the TV)

9…. stood up and rejoiced with the crowd when Pacquiao delivered that visibly very painful blow to Hatton’s jaw and the Brit fell like a log. Timberrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

10…. realized I had an awesome trip

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My Ate is a big influence in my life. Though I’m technically an only child, I was raised a middle child, between an older girl cousin, Ate Chinchin and a younger boy cousin, Bojie. I grew up worshipping the cool older “sister” who was (and still is) pretty and smart and hip. She was such a big influence in my life that once upon a time, I was ten years old, and my little cousin (her brother) approached her to ask for her help with an essay and from across the room I hear her say “Si Ajie na lang, mas magaling siya sumulat kesa sa akin“. And I was like “Wow, really?”. So that kicked off my (pseudo) writing career.

(She probably just wanted to pawn off our annoying little brother to me, but why would I want to think that?)

My Ate was also a big musical influence to me. Because of her, I loved Tears for Fears, Duran Duran, Gene Loves Jezebel. In 1990, as she went off to college and me to high school, she brought in the household rap music.

Of course the adults of our home absolutely loathed Vanilla Ice and MC Hammer and Andrew E, save for one artist. “Ah, yan ba yung anak ni Tita Duran at Pancho Magalona?” my mom would say.

My Ate introduced me to Francis Magalona.

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Between 1994 to 1995, there were three cassette tapes (yeesh!) that I wore out until it sounded like the artists were singing with a pillow over their faces. Those albums were Ultraelectromagneticpop, Circus and Cutterpillow.

Interchanged with those three was Francis Magalona’s Freeman.

The Freeman album would first explode with Baw-waw-waw, my favorite Francis Magalona song (for some weird reason). I’m not fond of dogs. I don’t eat dogs. I’ve never been fed dogs. But that song just has a way of invading your consciousness with great acoustic, great percussion and of course, great good ole Tagalog rap.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvaSUXecPzk

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My Cutterpillow cassette tape was purchased along with two free tickets to the Eraserheads concert at the UP Sunken Garden. My parents were morally pissed off because I said I’d be home by 12 midnight but instead came home at 1am. Eh, it’s the Eraserheds, damn it.  I was turning nineteen.

As Baw-waw-waw was to Freeman, Superproxy was to Cutterpillow.

Even if 80% of Superproxy is Ely Buendia, that tail-end 20% rap of Francis M. was the upgrade.

Superproxy was the theme song of the angsty 90s generation, just with its starting line. “Sawa ka na ba sa mga hassel sa buhay mo? Ayaw mo na bang mag-isip para sa sarili?” It was the soundtrack of my early college years, spending days and nights solving math problems I doubt anybody really cares about. (The integral of a cubed plus b quared plus c? Who the f*ck gives a sh*t?).

Then Francis Magalona goes “I play video games all day. Zipidee doo dah, zipidee day,  hip hop hooray”. And you quietly snicker as you purposely screw up your calculus quiz. Ah screw it, I’m going to Masscomm.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pDeR3SfvFk

(When news broke that Francis Magalona died, I didn’t cry. I was at lunch with some friends. When I came back to my desk, the guy sitting next to me started to play Superproxy on his computer, and that’s when I cried.

The next day, Saturday, during the Eat Bulaga tribute, the same first few bars of the song played and I thought “Ely’s in Bulaga? Ely can’t be in Bulaga! The E-heads concert is tonight!”. You know who came out to do the song? Chito Miranda. He couldn’t sing at first, he was choking back the tears, he was obviously crying. At which I bawled like an infant.)

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Francis M also collaborated with another of my favorite bands, Parokya ni Edgar. It was entertaining to see Francis work with Ely and the rest of the E-heads because they were equals — like Frank Sinatra dueting with Elvis Presley. Parokya ni Edgar on the other hand, was like Frank Sinatra and … Justin Timberlake heehee. As much as they tried to look cool, it was obvious how much Chito and  the others worshipped him.

In Inuman Sessions, Francis M infused the bordering-on-moronic (but enjoybale nevertheless!) song Yes Yes Show with hard core Rock N Roll just by starting off his rant (along with awesome electric guitar — thanks Darius!) with “Ang magkaaway ipagbati, gumitna ka at huwag kumampi”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjJnQoRAiE8&feature=related

He also did the song “Bagsakan” with Parokya ni Edgar and Gloc 9 which was the higlight of the album Matira Matibay.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8HHNIlcsek&feature=related

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Gary Valenciano brought with him footage from his Major Impact concert in 1990, of Francis Magalona singing Mga Kababayan and I got goosebumps. Well, of course, because he’s gone. But…. because I looked at his backup dancers, and I distinctly remember those steps hahaha…..

“Di ko alam kung pano tatapusin ang kanta, kaya ganito na lang bigla na lang mawawala….”

3-7-09