Me in 2019. Edited this picture like this for no reason. 🙄
I had fever due to stress and infection from the last three days, yet I love to do what I do. I am just made this way. I.don’t like to talk about stuff, because, who cares??
Somebody asked me, “You have got everyone’s back, but who has got yours??”
My answer-“GOD. UNIVERSE. MYSELF. AND MY FAMILY TO A GOOD EXTENT.”
I gulp down the medicine and go on with my day. I have been like this since my childhood. My father was like this. My bhua-paternal aunt is like this. I think this kind of strength and grit runs in the family.
If there are ancestral traumas I have got,there are also ancestral strengths I have got, and I am always grateful for that.
People think that I am not vulnerable but whenever I have been vulnerable they have shown me their dark side and indifference after which I started to take everything on my own and it’s been decades doing so; more than two decades, no matter what darkness I have gone through.
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Affirmations are words that we tell ourselves to imbibe them deep into our mind and soul, so that we can manifest them into reality through actions and otherwise. 269 more words
AFFIRMATIONS FOR FEBRUARY-FOOD FOR THE SOUL — Your Choicest Lifestyle
Hey Lovely Peeps,
Here I am trying to revive my affirmations from the last year at the same time which somehow worked for me. I hope it may help any other person too..
Take Care..❤😍💜💖💫
List five things you do for fun.
I am sending all the spells of any kind in any form away from my family and protecting my family members from all kinds of spells, negativity and ill-intentions from now onwards and sending all of those spells only to it sender and only he will face the consequences of it all while my family will stay protected always and forever 🧿 YES AMEN 🧿
Because my bones and muscle mass is heavier than most girls. If I lose a lot of muscle weight alongwith fat by starving myself only then I can make it below 60 kg which happened only once in my life i.e. 57 kg.
My upper arm size never goes below 12 inches. Reason- again, muscles.
Infact, usually people think that I am about 10-12 kg lighter than my actual weight for this very reason. I remember the first time I hit the actual gym (not equipments at home), the trainer asked me my weight and I told him it was 76 kg, he was like “can’t be.. You don’t look like having 76kg weight.. Could be near about 60-62” and I was like “hehe.. believe me.. I have come here after checking it at home” and upon checking again it was 76 only.
I am somebody who usually had a lot of protein and fats from quite a young age that helped me in building good constitution. Not to forget to mention I would take all of my books, notebooks, etc. in my school bag which would weigh about 10-11 kg for sure.
I was that muscular that I could pick up my whlle body weight, while moving up and down the stairs, by only holding railing on stairs on one side and only plain wall on another side. True! True! Just two leaps holding both sides to cover 10-12 stair steps when I was in second class in school. Could pick up about 20-22 kg weight when I was about 8 years old and could push a small car at 9-10 yrs old age and heavy one like old fiat with another person’s support.
Homemade food and being the first responsible kid of your family living with adults having healthy eating habits really builds bodily strength.
Body weight really doesn’t matter as much as constitution of body.
How MISERABLE YOU ARE to never congratulate me on any of my accomplishments and rather say “it doesn’t matter” and compare me with others saying “you are not doing good enough”.
Begging for vulnerability from me and when I open up, then discard my feelings and calling it being miserable.
Did you ever Check in with a PSYCHIATRIST?? YOU SHOULD!!
A thankless boy would make everything you did for him *including supporting him with those likes when nobody was supporting him* Negligible and would count every ‘like’ given to you on any social media account like too much of support when he knows you are thankful and mentioned it as well.
I swear on God being a thankful person is also used by Narc against you. There is no end to his ego and latching onto your energy and goodness.
Next time you cry online, don’t forget my love, affection, and support which was 100 times more than your bread crumbs.
A TIGHT SLAP on the ugly face of a narcissist who uses attention as crumbs to feel superior is AN ISOLATION LOVER who annihilates his existence from her life after observing his psychopathy.
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FAKE TOXIC ONE preaching kindness all the time will have no regard for the right to life for the poor , mentally and physically ill, kids, old ones, traumatized ones, basically a big strata of society who cannot examine their life properly and most of them even at the basic level, and will call it unworthy.WHAT A SHAME ON HUMANITY AND THAT CONSTANT CHATTER ABOUT KINDNESS. That’s how you know who is absolutely faking it to escape from the consequences of his ill-behaviour n psychopathy.
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I am in a constant state of transformation. I don’t remember when I didn’t change myself when required. I am both flexible and rigid, and it’s principles that draw those boundaries as to the space of decision between these two.
Always ready to change but just not for the sake of it.
Slow change is still change. You don’t have to act like your entire opposite just to prove that you have changed as that would be quite temporary and only a pretension.
I Think For All 