2012

Happy 2012, Happy New Year!!

Hoping 2012 is not the end of the world...

Wishing everyone a good year ahead!!

Gambateh!!

Dream your dream, 

make your dream come true~

Nightmare!

how much i wish to slap you!
you are so irritating, do you know?
i am not a child, not a primary student, stop being so busy body, mind your own business!


you are really driving me crazy!
you are giving me nightmares!
i cannot imagine i even dream of you and it makes me insomnia!


i know you are very free, holding your cup walking around peeing what others are doing...
walking around gossiping with others, exactly like a walking cc tv!
please, i am not as free as you!
please do not worry i have NOTHING to do!
please don't always walk to my place and peep what am i doing even i am not at my place!
what do you expect from me? how fast do you expect me to learn?
i have zero knowledge in the field before entering, i don't even know what is security, i slowly build up my knowledge by asking around and making mistakes. you have not given me proper training, no one gives me proper guidance, you let me hands on and let me explore everything by myself, sometimes i don't even know what i don't understand, what should i ask!
please don't compare me with someone who have at least 5 years experience in the field although her ranking is lower than me!
you
please respect me!
thank you!

那些年，我們班没有男孩

[那些年，我們一起追的女孩]

那些年，我们班只有女生~

Random

just feel like exercising my fingers, so i am back to update...
line is kinda unstable recently, hardly online...
officially step into the working world...
people usually says 朝九晚五，but mine is 朝九晚六...@@
feel so exhausted everyday..
frustrated with the Rapid Bus driver...
get stuck in the LRT once in awhile...
information overload...
still need to study although i am working..
undeniable i learn a lot in my current department, but quite stressful too...
slowly catching up, i am pretty sure i am able to cope it, it's just a matter of time...

flying in less that a week, hopefully i wont turn as dark as Negro after i back from vacation...><

well, i have do enough of fingers exercise...that's all...

393

Again, i want to repeat, time flies...
2 more days left for my internship...it seems like i just start working yesterday...after 2 days, i will be free, totally free...free from studying free from working...suddenly i feel so empty, i don't have any direction in my life...no aim no target no goal...the only thing waiting for me is my Taiwan graduation trip and my convocation...well, let me take grab this chance to announce to everyone, my convocation is on 8th October 2011, afternoon session, whoever free you are invited to come!!! haha


about my future? im still in the process of searching for it... i'm like a boat floating in the middle of the sea, not knowing which way to head to...and i seriously hope that i will get what i wan without sacrificing my Taiwan trip...im stil waiting for the phone call, praying**

13 months in 393, there are lotta tears and laughter left over there...393, it is just like my second home...it is the place where we build up our friendship...
we purposely wake up in the middle of the night just have a surprise birthday celebration; discuss for hours where to have a simple dinner; call for supper but everyone is still sitting at our own place after an hour; fight in the house; play badminton in the living room; have pillow talk in the living room; play flour with water at the backyard; toilet light bulb spoiled for one week plus but no one want to repair it, we rather bath in the dark; draw cards to decide who is the first one to bath....

we have our own trademark: dim le~ 我一定要好好向你学习; 闲闲酱; 累累酱; mz; cisin a....

we have our own style of addressing everyone in the house...we have a weird guy who likes to stay half naked most of the time, another weird guy who likes to pull his fringe, a gal whose alarm can wake everyone of us but she can hear at all, some who like to shake leg, some who like to sing, but we have one thing in common, all of us like to blow water....

i seriously miss everything in this house....those sweet moments that we had...the friendship that we bond..living under the same roof, there will sure some argument and conflict..but i believe that the happiness and joy that we had together are enough to win all those small little matter...

good luck & all the best to everyone of us in the future undertaking...^&^

Dilemma

dilemma..

which path should i take??

opportunity comes occationally and it is just right in front of me now..

it happens once in a blue moon as golden opportunity does not exist everyday, every minute every second...

but why am i hesitating??

it is exactly what i have been searching and hunting for during the past few months...

it is exactly what i want in future..

it is part of my dream...

yet why do i feel sad when i think of leaving KL to chase my dream??

things just turn out not as i planned...

never thought of going back to Ipoh to work after i graduate..

reluctant to leave KL....

reluctant to leave my friends, my MZ housemates...

and the entertainments, the crazyness and the freedom that i have in KL..

turning back to a Cinderella is definitely not what i want...

sacrifaction is needed prior to realize dream but is there any alternative?

standing at the T-junction, sorry i can't travel both...

i have no idea where will those roads lead me to...

which will be the road not taken?

Random

sorry to keep you guys waiting....

i knew it has been a long time since i last blog...

here i am again~

1. one simple word to describe my internship life ==> BORING

720 am go to work, 715 pm reach home...spend 8 hours sitting in the office doing useless and brainless things...feel like being fooled by my supervisor...

there is no sense of belonging in the department...every interns has email, only the 3 of us don't have...until know, 2 months plus, 3 of us are still sharing one laptop and one pc...sit in an isolated place...learn nothing there...it is more like wasting time there...

feel reluctant to go to work...counting minutes and hours everyday...lunch time and 6pm will be the happiest moment of my day, looking forward to holiday, looking forward to the end of my internship...

miss my school life where i can wake up anytime i like, sleep as late as i like...although i know my current lifestyle is much more healthier...

sometimes i wonder did i made the wrong decision since the very beginning...maybe i am too pessimistic...

everyone, enjoy the fullest of your school life while you can...

2. convo in October...

what should i do after my internship?

i have no idea...

work, study MBA or take up some courses?

any advice?

3. sad CNY...

not much CNY biscuit to eat...

not much angpau...T.T

but i am glad that i am still alive..^^

4. I want more holiday!!

I want more leave...

I wan Good Friday holiday, i wan April Fool holiday...i wan more public holiday!!

dear supervisor, can u grant me more leaves?? >,<

5. and you...

sorry to say that i cant find a sense of politeness in u...

i had try hard in finding but eventually give up...

i don't wan to treat you the same way as you did, don't wan 以其人之道，还治其人之身。。
but there is always a limit, don't be too over k!!!

6. and you!!

pieces of broken heart shattered all around the floor...

finally get to know your true colour...

finally get the answer that i kept wondering, but things seem not as important as before...
sorry that i am not Rihanna, i do not love the way you lie...  

yet i am glad with the decision that you made, and i am certainly happy with my current life...

7. and you~
time is the best medicine to cure everything, it washes off the blocks between us...

glad that we are still friend...

we were friend, we are friend and we will be friend...=)

8. 倩  秀  红  颖  怡

awaiting for the trip...

someone, u better recognize the road well!!! XP

大学

来到大学生涯的尾端，

感触良多。。

两年半的时间，

说长不长，

说短不短；

回忆在这两年半里，

的确经历了很多事情，

有甜酸苦辣，

而我也从中学会了许多 ；

感谢所有陪我度过大学生涯的人。。

过完这个星期，

再也没机会逃课了，

也没有机会再叫别人帮我签名，

应该会很怀念这些日子吧！

是时候踏入人生的另一个旅程碑了，
踏入社会以后，

还有机会疯狂吗？

Random

sem break is going to end very soon...

i believe everyone is reluctant to face this fact...

most of them are busy enjoying their holidays....

traveling photos overloaded in fb...

Penang, Singapore, HongKong, Taiwan, Phuket...

and i am very busy too...

busy looking at their travel photos...>.<

busy staying at home play osk, online, eat medicine, do homework and play with my cute little puppy...

cough had been following me since last 2 months and it is still with me now...-.-

ate many different kind of medicines and see several doctors but it still does not cure...kinda feedup already..haizzz

homeworks pile up like mountain waiting for me to be done...

no doubt, last minute work again...this is my style...hehe

notes that i brought home are still at the same place when i first take it out from my bag...

the only different is there is a tiny layer of dust laying on it...

busy life gonna start again...

this time will be full of assignments, presentation, practices, performance...

final sem gonna end very very soon...

working life will start in mid December...

time flies...

really nidda enjoy my remaining study life before i enter to the working life...^&^

Put yourself in other's shoes

做人很难

也很累
做自己的本分之余

还要顾及别人感受

为他人着想

还要观人脸色

还有

必须无师自通世间最难的做人之道

好朋友

即使不说话

也不会感到尴尬

更不会在背后刺伤你

捅你一刀

即使很久没见面

再次见面时

还是可以无话不谈
感觉很舒服

我累了

不想想太多

不想管太多

我想选择

视而不见，听而不闻

睁一只眼，闭一只眼

可以吗？？

Put yourself in other's shoes

Treat people the way you want to be treated

ignore me if you don't understand what is this post talking about...

cz me myself don't know what am i crapping....LOL