you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, April 08, 2006
we're togther..i m one happy ger..or at least i hope so
but i'm not going to be ok ; 3:16 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Monday, February 27, 2006
i m real confused now
i duno how long tis can go on
bt i m sure its nt for long
i m sure hes givin up soon
i haf my doubts
i m afraid hes nt who he seem to be
mayb he lied all tis while
mayb hes nt in2 me at all
we've nt even toked once in a wk cos hes gt sumtin important comin up
haish
but i'm not going to be ok ; 7:15 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Monday, February 13, 2006
i noe tis is damn strange
bt he rmbed
aft i blogged
i reminded him bout the bk review he wrote for me
n he rmbs
he said he rmbed he liked a ger
bt he forgot hu
n dat aft we werent together
he went to taiwan n gt caught in a typhoon n almost died
his gf died in a car accident
n he was goin to marry her
he broke his legs at a military exercise
lotsa tings happened when i werent wif him
n now we are back togehter
we are jus frds
i haven said yes yet
i dunwana regret my actions
so i m nt sayin yes yet
he doesnt haf time for me
he ignores my smses
he get turnedon easily
i wana gif up on him
n yet when i tok to him
it feels alrite again
i duno
~wad wrong n wad right?holdin on or letting go?
~i m tryin nt to commit..so it wun hurt so much when i lose u..which is i duno when..mayb tml or mayb nxt wk
but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:35 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, January 31, 2006
tokin to him online now
he doesnt rmb me at all
nt 1 bit
we dun click
hes no longer him
i guess tis puts an end to all qns
i wun miss u one bit fr now on
i promise
'thanks for ur reassurance'
i love it when u say u dun rmb me at all
makes me feel like a complete idiot bout the tears i wasted
the slpless nites n all the puffy eyes
i m so wrong about u
but i'm not going to be ok ; 6:13 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, September 13, 2005
haishh
its sept le
woo
feelings are so over
i dun like anybody now
n its feels kinda nice
even though i still miss the days i felt so sweet every day
but its was nth
emptiness
sian
o's comin
n i wana do well
gonna concentrate le
nt gonna let any 1 distract me again
aft all
there are better fishes in the sea
'i dun regret loving u but i m glad we din make it'
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:15 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, June 21, 2005
woah
its been months sinc e i haf udated
today is sumbody's 1yr anni
nwe were like entertainers..
haishh
den we went to watch a lot like love
super nice sia
sweet n sweet n sweet
haishh
reminds me of us
n i was tinkin
n i regretted my doings
but i guess i cant turn back time
even if we are still goin on now
how would it haf been
i really wonder..
''sumtings are better left broken'
but i'm not going to be ok ; 5:11 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Ooh..and so valentine is over again and i spent it alone again..
but this yr its a lil different
went to 'celebrate' it on sunday instead wif a friend..
a not close de friend..
haha..1st time go out together together
haha
den we go watch constasntine
he's okay lah
aint really that bad
haha
but i noe we wont make it..
nth nth nth..
it was so unlike wad i had wif sean
we clicked
and he got me crazy in love wif him in the blink of an eye
he's the greatest guy i 've ever met
the most perfect
but i lost him..
but its okay.
i will move on
anyway he aint dat perfect
i knew wad he wanted....
~if we held on tight..would we still be together today
...if we movved on fast, would u still want me today
but i'm not going to be ok ; 5:20 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, January 28, 2005
26th jan was supposed to be our one month but he left even before we could celebrate it
i missed him
but i know i m never gona see him
i hope he knows i miss him
his sweetness covered all feelings i haf ever felt for other people
n now the sadness i experience is like never before
i really wonder
why he was who he was
and why he was so perfect
i really wonder if we were together
how would we be now
would we still be goin on strong
or on the verge of breaking up
but wadeva it is i noe it wun b affecting him
cos he doesnt love me anymore..
why love me the way u loved me
when u were going to say goodbye
but i'm not going to be ok ; 5:37 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, January 14, 2005
hAishh
its friday again
n i jus feel so stressed up
i try concentratin in class bt my mind will jus drift to him
wadeva the teachers tell us i will tink of a certain connection between the subject n him
n i jus cannot concentrate
the pain ish slowly goin away
i dun really feel a lot of pain when i tink bout him anymore
but it still make my eyes tear when i tink about him when i m alone
wad on earth ish this ting called love
it causes so much pain n yet ppl go for it
do they actually enjoy the pain or wad
~i wanted ur love
bt i guess i dun deserved it
but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:40 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Sunday, January 09, 2005
okiee..i m free so i decided to blog
i duno y bt i cried again ytd
when i was watchin tv
that show reminded me of us
all the empty promises he gave me
he said he was happie as long as i was
bt i m nt happie
so does it mean hes nt happie 2
of cos nt
he mus haf forgotten bout me
i m sure wad we had was close to nth
n yet it was so much to me
hAish
i hate nt being able to get over him
i hate myself
i wan more n more work
so i can forget him
why was he so sweet 2 me
his sweetness makes me feel as if all the guys are so plAin
why was he so real
he makes all the guys seem so fake
but then again
was he really who he was
was it really the him i knew
i duno
i really wana forget
wad i need now ish more work
n a new someone in my life
but i aint gettin it
i can rmb wad we said
i said:nothing last forever but we will?will we?
he said:we will. i jus know we will
though it was jus a simple sentence
it made me feel...
dat i could never forget him
time washes away the pain
but it will nv wash away our memories
but i'm not going to be ok ; 2:53 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Monday, January 03, 2005
the last time i blogged was last yr..haha..lotsa tings happened..sean..haishh
2day walked out of sch wif him 2day..din haf much to tok
he walked in front n me bhind..den when i tot i forgot bout him
things flooded in2 my mind again
at that moment i wanted that moment to stay
n we could last forever n ever but then again nth last forever
somebody once said we would but we didnt..haishh
but then he was already hers n i cnnt do this to them
haiShh
if u would walk wif me..impossible would haf been nth
but i'm not going to be ok ; 11:54 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Sunday, September 05, 2004
fri:reached sch quite late 2dae..he was alreadi in class..den the dae went by ok.i went bac 2 class aft recess den help him refill water oso..den he v tian zhen de sae..wah..you shui he zhen gao xing..haha..den the dae went by wif his joke..den aft sch he went 2 ncc mtg..den cum bac at ard 1den he bcum v bad mood..tink iz his ncc 2 bz bah..c him so stressed up i oso bo bian..i juz bo chup him..dunwan chao him..bt he ignore us bt he was so passionate 2 her..he sit in front of her den dae bcum so sweet 2gether..den wif us so bad mood..hate it when he's lidat man..haiz..bo bian
sat:went bac 2 sch 2 do duty cos its open hse..nt much pri 6 ppl go..of cos loe dis sch so lan..so strict 1..den aft dat go eat at da canteen..den eat n buy drink den suddenly gt sum1 hit mi on the back..den i kinda shocked..i turned ard n saw dat it was him ...he was happie.smilin..unlike ytd..dat's the him i like..the him wifout her by his side..the him who was happie n nt moody..i miss the old him...den he hit mi le den go make hair dne i oso go off le..i tried lookin ard 4 him bt cnnt find so nvm..den when i went hm i decided 2 haf a new nick..so i tink n tink n made dis nick
it was aft i saw u dat i knew hw much i missed u....
haizz..
sun:finally iz sun..slp til 9plus den saw his msg 1st ting in da morn..it's cyndi's bdae 2 dae..cyndi reminds mi of tings..haiz'
bt i din reply..i dunwan ani contact wif him2dae...i dunwana haf much contact wif him..i will miss him even more...i tot i wun c him ytd bt i stil saw him..haiz..his ger wil b goin 2 camp 4 the nxt 3 daes..so i guess i wun c much of him since he oni wans 2 go out wif us oni when she iz there mah..i duno if i will miss him or will he jus fade in2 memory..i wana 4get him bt i miss him..haizz...dis feelin sucks man..
but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:29 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Thursday, September 02, 2004
sian sia..2dae iz 2nd sept..okie..no special meanin..ytd wenta east coast park..den we on the bus both of us like kinda bu shuang each other bt nvm..he dao mi i dao him bac loe..den even at the beach we oso play a lil oni..play wif quan more bah..den we go eat he oso kinda ignore all of us ppl den we dun care him lah..den aft dat we run2 arcade cos rainin den we play lan..den quan v gd worx..teach mi play..teach mi dis n dat..den i noe he stil quite gd lah..he run here n there cos my comp cnnt use den he kp findin the person in charge..den he help mi make the comp all dis..den playin dat time kp lookin here n there 2 make sure we noe..den aft dat den pay mah..den the person sae i must pay more cos i kp changin comp..den he kinda scolded the person sae wad iz their comp prob nt our prob dne y muz charge more..den the person oso diam diam bo bian..haha..gd rite..den aft dat he n jb go hm 2gether on 13..i dunwan take wif dem so i walk slow slow n took da bus bhind..den shioks took wif mi.den on the bus we din tok much cos i v tired..den she alight n change bus..den aft dat when i reachin my hse i saw him at the nearby bus stop..sucha coincidence..he sent her hm n yet i caught sight of him at the nearby buststop...hahaa..den fa xian he's sucha great guy..bt dumb mi lah..nvm..den 2dae go sch tel him i saw him..haha..den he sae like the turn rite turn left show..haha...den he kp singin his songs again den he kp entertainin mi in class..den last period he go army openhse n den the class bcum v quiet lidat..so leng qing...dats all..so sian.....
i hate u cos i lurved u
u hurt mi bt i forgive u
cos..i stil lurve u
bt i dunwana break ur up
so all da best 2 u all
bt if u decide 2 change ya mind
i will b wtg 4 u.....
but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:45 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, August 21, 2004
wah..ne den i noe dat its been 2 months since i blog..the last post waz 21june n which iz oso the dae he gt 2gether wif her..such a bad coincidence..y make mi rmb lo..2dae iz their 2nd month anni n i m sure dae r havin great fun...he asked mi 4 ideas n i gt a idea 4 him..a great 1...hearts tingy...she sure lurve it 1..he's so close wif her...haiz....my chances r gone le lah..i shud hab cherished it bah..bt since its over..oso no choice..the other dae i saw 2 lurve bites on the 2 of them...waz feelin ok loe...bt when i toked wif other ppl n tink bout it..i waz a lil sad....guess the past cnnt b forgotten bah..he even asked mi if the lurve bite waz obvious..diaozz....y muz he make mi feel his happiness.does he wana make mi cry..haiz..tings can nv b the same bt we r gd frds nw..we go out 1 on 1 bt so wat..it's nt gona brin bac the past..i m so sorrie 4 wad i hab done n i wan the past 2 cum bac bt its IMPOSSIBLE....so.....4get it..since he's happie..i oso ok le bah...i noe mani tings in their relationship coz he kps tellin mi....omg...i hate it.. reminds mi of cyndi's song..tang guan zhi...
ni kuai le jiu hao
wei se me yao wo gan jue dao
wo tu rang wen dao si si de xuan yao
wo shi zong mei you yong qi mian dui ni de xiao
dang wo xiang tao que tao bu liao
haizz...hate it
but i'm not going to be ok ; 7:26 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, May 14, 2004
haizz.exams r over..he stil sms mi nwadaes bt iz mayb 4 times a wk oni loe..so little n we dun tok much..duno y..eva since i feel dat he like another ger i dun feel like tokin a lot wif him..always reply oni 1 or 2 words..he ososms quite short nwadaes..haiz..stil quite sad bt betar le..y did he do the tings he did 2 make mi lurve him..haizz..i wan ab back 2 the past..whereby we were such close frds..
but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:14 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Thursday, April 29, 2004
haizzz..though tings betar le bt no more closeness felt..he doesnt sms mi..used 2 b wtg 4 his sms everitime at ard 7.45 n when no sms feel beri strange bt nw i guess i m used 2 it..reali hate myself 4 da tings i hav done..went wif him 2 c cyndi d other dae..juz mi n him n aft dat we go walk ard den go c cyndi aGAIN dne go hm..haizz..he gave mi a cyndi poster..sumore memories le..haizz..hate muiself..y muz i do da tings i do loe..life sux..hope it gets much much betar wif him or find sum1 new le..haizz.my life's always filled wif ppl 2 cheer mi up all dis...jh..mh..sy n nw him loe..haizz..bt i blew it..reali hate myself..all i can do iz cry cry n cry le bah
but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:01 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, April 13, 2004
haizz...no progress.r our closeness gone..we were v close last tiem n oni 1 ting happened n he juz ended our 'thing'.HAIZZ..life sux
but i'm not going to be ok ; 5:48 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Thursday, April 08, 2004
haizZz..nw he more shou wif other gers liao...damn it lah..reali regretted all da tings dat happened 2 cause us 2 n drifted apart nwadays..hate dis feelin..wana get bac n b real close frds wif him again..haizzZz..i reali wan times 2 b the same agan...reali hate myself..shud nt hav let all da tings happen at all
but i'm not going to be ok ; 4:05 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, March 12, 2004
sian sia...v v fast 1 wk liao...gt a so mani tests all sure fail 1 lor...2dae go watch accia...its 1 of da worst horror films i have watched...this wk as usual tink bout lotsa tings loe...gt a story 2 tel...
the story iz about a ger hu iz lost in lurve paradise...
fr the 1st dae da ger enter the school...durin orientation...dis guy named A sat next 2 her...she tot he waz kinda gangster like and din reali care bout the guy...den aft juz a few daes in sch...rumours bout da 2 of them spread n dae started avoidin each other n the guy din reali dare tok 2 her coz he scared gt more rumours bout them...but rumours do past n aft wks...there were no longer rumours bout them n bout him n sum1 else liao...the ger din tink much bout dis guy coz in sec 1...the guys n gers were kinda separated n no 1 reali cared bout each other.
in sec 2, tings changed...sum guys n gers mixed real well n rumours flew about bout another guy B and the ger...Mani ppl asked her if she liked B bt she denied coz the ger tot of him as a buddy hu could cheer her up n make her smile...though sumties the ger felt luved by him bt feelings juz passed off...rumours spread 4 da hole yr n when the ger could not take it animore she juz smsed the guy n said she didnt like him...n the guy oso felt so...Besides B there waz C...a guy hu was in lurve wif another ger but did nt even dare to tok 2 her...C started smsin the ger since sec 1...n treated her as a buddy n dae tok bout all tings under the sun bt the guy waz v flirt...when he got another cuter ger 2 sms he started smsin her n did nt reali sms her le...the cuter ger told the guy lotsa tings n even hu she liked n stuff bt she did nt tel her best frd the ger at all coz she tot the ger liked B 2...thus dae drifted apart...sumtimes bcoz of these,the ger wud sit there tinkin n C juz sat nxt 2 the ger quietly n sat there quietly juz kpin her company n tried to cheer her up...the ger waz relieved aft streamin coz B went to another class n A and C got into the same class as her...She did not care bout C coz he waz too flirt...
As for A,their frsship grew...since ard june in sec 2,the guy smsed the ger everi single dae...n the ger started changin her opinion bout him n found dat he waz actualli a v nice guy...n she found him beri cute coz he waz awkward in da beginnin of this smses..he wud use tings like hi...nice dae rite.... n he waz normali humourous in his smses except when he waz sad...in his smses he wud sigh n sob n xpress his sadness...n as daes goes by dae became gd frds n mani ppl couldnt believe dat dae wud actualli b such gd frdsas he oni smsed her among their grps of frds....n when the guy did nt sms her the ger did feel strange too...he waz super gd to the ger...he lent the ger anitin she wan n helped her when he can...when the ger wanted the signature of lee hom,he helped her queue in the rain for 5 hours n got da signature for her...mani ppl could nt believe dat he wud actuali do so...bt the guy did make the ger cry too...he quarreled wif her 1 time...n he blew up at her for no reason...n he oni apologized once...the ger knew it waz coz he waz chauvanist n forgave him...n at the end of the yr..she hears the lurve story of A...he went out wif a ger hu confessed her lurve 2 him..bt aft goin out 4 a wk,the ger initiated the broke up...she waz the 1 hu confessed her lurve bt she oso broke his heart aft a oni a wk...the guy waz sad,he calle dhis frds 2 ask wat he could do to win a ger's heart back,he cried,bt he appeared normal in class n thus no 1 knew bout it except his guy frds..it wazda ger hu broke his heart dat told ppl the story...he waz romantic,he wrote luv letters,gave her gift on their 1 n oni date n he held her hands n he paid for everitin...mani ppl tot dat ger waz fortunate coz everi1 knew she waz probably goin 2 b his 1 n oni gf in schlife..the guy waz reali handsumn had a gd heart bt he did not confess his lurve to ani1 n waited for ppl 2 express it 1st...the ger felt the guy waz gd bt he did nt open up enuff...he did nt mention bout da breakup at all...the ger do feel dat he does lurve her bt she iz nt sure n thus prays dat she wil noe the answers soon...she iz nw juz lost in lurve paradise...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 4:55 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, March 06, 2004
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but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:34 PM
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but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:15 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, March 05, 2004
wah...so fast iz 4th march liao...goin hols soon liao loe...sumore fun fair cumin...in committee so muz plan loe...ytd stay back aft elim remedial...fr 3.30 2 6 lidat loe...i muz sae we nt v productive coz we took quite long 2 settle tings bt at least tings gt settled loe...it waz real fun wif a joker like yc...gt us laughin da hole mtg...haha...den iz he make mi laugh den he alwaays sae i make him laugh...wheregt loe...haha...n yk looked real serious durin da mtg...haha...so rare sia...den nxt wk gt so mani test..eng,chem,phy,geog...i v scared chem,phy n geog sia coz i failed my geog by 1 mark,juz passed phy n borderline 4 chem loe...so hw loe...die liao...nxt wk wil b da worst wk sia...funfair faster cum leh...i wan c fuin or nt bt aft dat gt NAPFA liao...i can get straight As 4 all bt my joggin sux loe...haizZz..die le loe...juZ hope can pass everitin quite well loe...*cross my heart sia...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 4:18 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, February 27, 2004
haizzZz....so sian nwadeas..os mani tests sia...finally 'subside' liao...oni 1 test nxt wk...mi wed no go sch coz sick liao..haiz...so sian sia..bt at least gtppl ask mi y i no go loe...haha...at least feel more an wei..haha...haiz...reali duno if there wil b an ans 2 my qn loe...haizz....duno if there can reali b platonic frdship between a guy n a ger...haizZz...i tink dat there can b loe...coz gt a few egs fr myself mah...bt sumtimes i oso feel sumtin leh...so kinda confused...haizZz...clarendce iz even worse sia..he likes guys...ppl like S n HK loe...dats so impossible loe...haha..n he's so sissy 1..haha...hope can find ans 2 my qn 1 dae...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:44 PM
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but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:34 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, February 14, 2004
woAhhh...Din noE i haVen bEEn updating my BloG 4 AlmOst a MonTH liAo worx...omG...geTTinG laziEr n LAzIer siA...hApPy ValEntInE...ytd stay back 2 do duno wat valUes boArd...den yc,yk,hj,jen,clarice n mi enD up tokin til 6.30worx...yc quite funi ar...tink we wil b great frds lor...we had a little valentine's eve talk worx...n the guys all agreed jb waz da most chio...worx...haha...den tok bout lotsa tings...obviously jen nw has a crush on sum1 we duno...n yc 2...duno when dae wil tel us sia...haha...den jen sae leo gers like guys hu r shuai n i tink gemini guys r flirts*sorry......i tink quite wrong bah...coz i tink da inside more important worx...haha...n btw...juz 2 let yk noe lah...u r reali a gd frd...den yc iz like gers hu r carin n long hair 1...dats all...haha...guess he cant ask 4 much 2 lah...ytd waz a great bondin dae 4 us lor...we had each other's hp no. n email add loe...haha....hav more ppl 2 disturb liao loe...haha...haPpY vAleNtine 2 All....
but i'm not going to be ok ; 9:28 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, January 16, 2004
soRriE...havEn beEn updAtiNg mY bloG 4 sO sO sO lOnG liaoOooo.....haizZzz...sch iz real sian bt after sch...its reali fun coz we r kinda bz wif the chinese new year decor den gt jokers like Des,S n Yk stay back...dEn dAe r So fArNi bt S waZ a little strange ytd...he din tok much...duno y...tHe leSsOnsSs r like hEll...bt mathS n a maths n eng iz quite okay...esp eng...its quite fun though sumtimes quite sian bt mr koh reali funi...n his pronounciation iz so so super...reali gd sian...tink m in the best class of the bandin n the class anme iz buRgeSs...accordin 2 koh,its a author called anthony burgess...gona find his bk a clockwork orange sumtimes...n physics iZ da moSt siaN ting i Hav evA sEen...sianzZzz til cnnt sian sia...mr choo iz borin n so iz the content...kelvin tan teach hs n ss oso sian sia coz tink he v naggy..i find all hist teacher 2 b v naggy...siaNzzz...a matyhs n maths..haizZZ.....sumtimes dun understand... leh...duno hw sia..wish my self all da best 4 these subs...n chem...e lim iz so so strict...she teachers so fast n we muz write notes 2...bt she teaches real well..bt when i do the txtbk n wkbk...i realized i duno hw 2 do a lot sia..haizZzzduno hw leh....hoPe caN do BetAr dis yr...at least at top 10...hope so.....btw.......wish myself a hapPy chi new year n gd luck 2 my class 4 the cnyt decor competition orh..
but i'm not going to be ok ; 5:16 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, December 30, 2003
haven been updatin my blog liao coz life is so borin mah...den 2dae go east coast den onli wc,de,h,j n mi play water n the rest go play LAN lor...den we go play water hor a grp of short bengs throw sand at us...**** lor...den dae ask 4 j no.s den she dun giv den dae kp throwin sumore...stupid lor...den the guys go play lan 1 cum bac ask us wat happen...den we leavee liao n at the changin rm there gt 1 ger ask mi if i gt cigarette sumore...lolX...do i look like a smoker???haizZz...suay bt quite happie lor
but i'm not going to be ok ; 11:50 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Wednesday, December 24, 2003
woah...juz nw y ask mi y i sounded unhappie den i reply him wat u tink i unhappie about den he din reply so i tot he dunwana reply...den aft dat wc ask mi if change 1 east coast wil i go or nt leh...haha...den i tel him i wil go as long as gt a nt dirty beach 2 sit...haha...din noe Y iz so gd 1...n so dae r changin it 2 east coast i tink...haha...bt i tink Y lidat hor v gd n sweet...mayb luvin him iz a gd choice...oOpsS!!!...hahA
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:54 PM
2dae din go out juz came online...at nite j told mi bout the west coast outin on tue n i waz tinkin like wat r u gona do there????there's no nice nice beach worx...so i tink i mnt goin...n oso duno y i cried aft y ask mi y i sounded unhappy...haizz...so long no crry le.. m tinkin bout frdships between mi n sum gers...nt s close liao...haizZ
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:34 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, December 23, 2003
2dae go watch LOTR at orchard...meet at somerset 1 den wana watch 2 pm show bt sold out le den go lido wana watch 2.30 1 oso sold out...wat luck...den aft dat c 3.30 1 lor..den b4 dat go far east eat chicken rice again...den quite funi lah..coz des there mha...den aft dat meet all da bball ppl wor...i feel dat zl waz kinda cold 2 all of us...nvm...n sherz gave mi a christmas prezzie...a winnie the pooh glass...n da show we watch oso fullhse...it rox...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:07 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Monday, December 22, 2003
2dae sian worx...din do anitin onli surf net...den tok 2 de...he sae mi iz his 4th best frd..break my heart worx...haha...i oso expect liao coz i treat him quite bad lah always sae him stupid n gerli mah...haha...so i promised 2 b gd 2 him fr tml onwards coz we watchin movie mah...haha...muz try nt 2 insult n humiliate him liao...or else he sure sad...hahaZ...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 2:27 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Sunday, December 21, 2003
2dae go 2 youth gm worx...waz supposed 2 reach by 1 bt i duno hw 2 go mah den mum gimme $ take taxi 2 tampines den reach at 1.30 lidat...den go there Ct ask mi go welcum ppl...luckily i gt flu as excuse sia den no nd go n sort of disgrace myself ...haha...it waz kinda sian bt nvm lah itz quite a gd way 2 waste time bah...tml nt watchin return of the king coz wc goin weddin dinner wor...haiz..den tue den can watch...sian sia...duno tml do wat leh...haiz..2dae met ws n he waz wearin dat duno wat white t shirt...bhind gt quote by daisaku ikeda 1...he's wearin dat shirt 4 2nd time in a row liao worx(does he ever change his clothes??)haha...den he sit 2 rows in front of mi worx...his eyelashes beri long lor like ger 1 lidat bt he hardly smile...bt he's quite a gd perosn..gime da kor kor feeling dat time when we doin da souvenir lor...lolXx....heEzzZ
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:13 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, December 20, 2003
nwadeas da weather so cold sia..mi gt flu n sore throat le...so suay...den tml gt youth gm sumore...duno hw sia...cnnt b usher liao coz cnnt tok 2 much so i tink i m supposed 2 b da 1 standin at da door sayin welcum 1 lor...haizZz...dat iz so so sian...haizZ...no choice mah coz i muz participate more mah...tml da youth gm i so jing zhan leh co ziz been a v long time since i go mtgs le...i tink ard 1yr plus le bah..hahA...den sumore tml the souvenir iz i help make 1...hahA...coz mi art so lan 1 worx den muz do dis kinda tings...nvm...hope tml wil nt b dat sian lor...or else i m gona die of boredom there liao...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:33 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Friday, December 19, 2003
2dAe sO siAn siA...wEnt 2 j8 den reached hm at 5plus lidat...ate sakae 4 dinner...my sis' treat(so nan de worzX) hEeZz... den aft dat use da comp 4 a v v long time...den y sms mi at 4 lidat sae phew its over...i survived the camp...lolX...iz nt as if he wil die there..heEz...h v bad ask her go swimin she dunwan worX...haiZz...gueSs she changed liao lor...diff fr last yr bah...haizZz...nvm...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:13 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Thursday, December 18, 2003
haizZ...it juz 1 of those reali beri borin daes...daes dat makes u wana tink bout tings...woke up late n did nth except use da comp...haizZ dis yr reali lotsa tings happen...j n b broke up,y n z broke up...n i din noe dat so mani ppl liked S...Je,H all dis...haiZz...used 2 get so sad coz H din tel mi dat she liked S mah coz she tot i liked him 2 n 2 tink she waz my best frd...haiZz den Je avoided mi coz she waz jealous dat i waz such gd frds wif S...haiZz duno hw 2 face her nxt yr...dis kinda tings reali made our frdships drift far...haiZz...n i dun even noe if i like S...lolx...hu cares,we nt goin same class liao...sumore i told him i didnt like him b4 mah...besides all dis bad tings oso gt a little bit of gd tings lah...mi n Y becum betar frds liao...heeZz(sumting dat i din expect at all)...bt stil tink dat B,D n Ht dun reali like mi n H lor...haiZz...nvm...hu cares, i juz wana b myself...n i m startin 2 feel dat De iz getting more n more borin...guess itz bcoz he kps tokin bout da same ger in his conversation bah...so iz so plain...prefer tokin 2 Y nwadaes coz at least he doesnt tokin bout da same ger mah...bt he wed 2 fri gt camp worx...so no 1 2 tok 2 n my sms count stands at 400plus(thx 2 him 4 contributin 2 ard 400 lol)ha...so sian...muz thank him 4 da autograph n cds n nt 4gettin da treat worx...haha
but i'm not going to be ok ; 11:48 PM
you might think i'm happy ; Wednesday, December 17, 2003
todae iz such a sian dae...woke up at 12 den did nth at all except watch tv n play comp...guess dats wat i m gona do tml 2...haizZz
but i'm not going to be ok ; 3:59 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, December 16, 2003
toDae gt bbq cum chalet n all i can sae is dat it waz SO SO SO sianZz sia...supposed 2 meet at 2 bt i reached 1.23 sia...so earli lor...den sumore gt ppl late by duno hw long...den da bus 29 ride waz quite long 2...den reach the busstop oso duno hw 2 walk...so sian...den sumore gt heavy rain...when we reached all drenched liao...den the chalet da tv reception so lan 1...so sian lor...den the ppl all play dai dee n mahjong den i duno hw 2 play lor...haizZ...den da bbq everi1 hardly help onli gt yh n w start fire all dis lor...den i onli ate 4 pieces of bread den go hm liao...n 2 tink i paid 15 4 dis kinda ting!!!haizZz...nxt yr if gt chalet i wana plan liao...n make sure nt so sian like dis yr 1...hahAzZz...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 11:59 PM
but i'm not going to be ok ; 11:42 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Monday, December 15, 2003
2dae go watch infernal affairs3 ...it waz okay though kinda complicated...onli 4 of us go worx,den sumore d arrive so late sia...bt nvm xi guan liao lor...2dae quite fun lah coz de 2 guys were real funi...lent a lot of cds fr y,fish 1,eason 1,dubbin,jay da mtv 1...wah, reali owe him lotsa tings sia...den sumore he treat us 2 chicken rice n drink 1...so gd hor...haha den aft dat go lib@orchard borrow bks...h recommended mi lotsa romance bks sia...haha...overal,quite fun lahZz...hEzZz...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 3:31 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Sunday, December 14, 2003
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
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but i'm not going to be ok ; 8:41 AM
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but i'm not going to be ok ; 7:16 AM
haha...my frd help mi get lee hom's signature liao...bt he din manage 2 take his pic coz he shake hands wif him mah..haizzZ...bt nvm,guess hav 2 happie wif wat i hav bah...haha...tml gona wake up earli coz goin out...hope can wake up on time coz everitime oso wake up juz in time 4 an appointment 1...haizZ...stay 2 much at hm le....used 2 wakin up late le...duno 1st dae of sch hw...muz wake up beri beri earli coz mtg my frds 2 go get da best seats in class...wish myself all da best...hAHaZz...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 6:53 AM
you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, December 13, 2003
2dae lee hom gt autograph session at j8 wor...mi 2 lazy 2 go le so ask my frd help mi go...haha...it starts at 4 bt he's already there at 1...n itz rainin...hope he dun get drenched n fall sick or else iz all my fault...n hope he can take lee hom's pic so dat i can put as wallpaper 4 my hp...heEzZz...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:08 PM
haizZz...2dae iz another sian dae...haizZ...so much hmk 2 do..
2 maths paper,700word chi essay,300word chi essay n muz design a poster sumore...So sian lor...so mani tings bt dun hav the mood 2 do leh...getting lazier stayin at hm...tml goin watch infernal affairs 3...wonder if iz gd..watched infernal affairs n infernal affairs 2 n all i can sae is edison is so SHUAI!!!haha...
but i'm not going to be ok ; 9:55 PM
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