It has been quite some time since I’ve written anything here and for good reason. Many of my beliefs on here that I wrote about – condemning Islam, homosexuality, and so on – I no longer hold. I repudiate those beliefs and was wrong to hold them. Since I’ve never had more than maybe a few hundred people read this at any given time, I figured it wasn’t worth mentioning. For the absurdly little influence I have, I feel I need to speak out and this will likely be my last contribution to The Christian Watershed. It is long overdue for me to speak on how evangelicals overdo politics, overdo their culture, how they overdo everything except love. I leave up all my old posts as a reminder that people can and do change, that anyone, no matter what they believe, can learn to abandon hateful beliefs and learn to love. Most of what I wrote, especially early, leaves me cringing and angry at who I was, but I also realize that it has led to who I’ve become. I can choose to regret the past and try to hide it, or I can embrace my past and learn from it. I choose the latter.
But I am, if nothing else, an ex-evangelical Christian. Anyone who would look through this site would find articles confirming this. They’d see I was conservative at one point, and theologically conservative up until a few years ago. I’m not one of those people who went to Sunday School a few times and then left. I attended not one, but two Southern Baptist seminaries and spent the better part of a decade studying philosophy and theology through an evangelical viewpoint.
However, I, like so many others, left the evangelical church. Leaving the evangelical church is rather common. Among Millennials, 22% go to church weekly but 22% never go. 49% consider themselves Christian, but the majority “hardly ever” or “never” attend church. The numbers for Gen Z are almost identical but will likely increase as more of them leave the home and move into the world. The fact remains, people are turning away from Christianity.
If this were the early 2000s then some might blame “The New Atheists,” or the “emergent movement,” or “postmodernism.” I know I would have, just look at my old posts. But those theories, then and now, are just wrong. The New Atheists have not only fizzled out, they tend to be hated by most young people as the New Atheists moved toward a far-right direction that isn’t congruent with the prevailing ethos of younger generations (and I’m still very much against Dawkins, Harris, et al, but it’s because they promote disgusting theories about humanity). It certainly wasn’t postmodernism as it seems the entirety of the evangelical church has adopted some type of situational ethics in their open and disgusting embrace of Trump. In fact, most young people are still very spiritual with some sort of a belief in God or a spiritual force and hold to a strong sense of right and wrong. There aren’t many strict atheists out there. No outside force has caused the church to decline (and besides, wouldn’t this prove Scripture wrong if an outside force was, in fact, responsible for the decline? Wouldn’t that mean that the world would triumph over Christ?).
So, evangelicals, do you want to know why younger people are fleeing your churches in droves and not coming back?
A Christian group raised $97,000 for the kid that shot and killed two people while wounding another but haven’t really done much in the way of raising money for the father shot by the police seven times in the back.
See, the first ones to defend the brutality shown toward black people in this country typically come from white evangelical Christians. The excuses vary, such as “should have complied,” “was a criminal,” and then go on and on about law and order. Yet, the New Testament and early Christians paint a different story about people, even criminals. It paints them as human beings who need love. How odd it is that for a religion founded on the act of an innocent man being put to death by a corrupt State and culture, they would fail to believe that it could ever happen to anyone else. For a religion founded on the idea of “loving thy neighbor as thyself, how odd that today it takes on the attitude of, “My neighbor better conform to what I like or we’re going to have issues.”
The average white evangelical church’s idea of “love” is to just go have a few Sunday School lessons and try to “win these black people to Jesus.” It’s not to alleviate the systematic poverty, it’s not to take a stand against the obvious brutality our black brothers and sisters face, it’s not to actually show love and to put someone ahead of yourself. No, God forbid that should happen.
Instead, evangelical churches are little more than the religious wing of the Republican Party. You all will fight tooth and nail for “law and order,” will fight to keep your taxes low, will fight to keep your way of life, will fight for yourselves, but you won’t lift a finger for anyone who doesn’t belong to your tribe. You’ll release a movie about going and killing people in Antifa as a way to defend your faith but won’t bother to go find out how you can love these people. For a people who hate Muslims because you think they all engage in some kind of jihad, you’re doing exactly what you (falsely) accuse them of, you’re engaging in a holy war where your “martyrdom” isn’t self-sacrifice so much as it is going out in a blaze of glory.
And so, in a world starved for love, the absolute last place anyone will find it is within your churches. It is why young people stay away from them because you have absolutely nothing to offer. You have no valid voice to give others because you’ve spent your time screaming for yourselves. You’d sooner watch your neighbors suffer because you believe in some “Marxist plot” than be bothered to actually love your neighbor as yourself. You look at homosexuals, at atheists, at Muslims, at LGBTQ+ people, at Black Lives Matter, at social activists, at socialists, at anyone who isn’t you with the utmost disdain and openly call for our deaths. You get excited at the idea of Jesus coming back and killing us all and saving you. Rather than take up your cross and follow Christ, you’d rather nail all of us to a cross for not following you. In a world looking for an oasis of love, when we look at you all we see is a land dryer than the Atacama Desert.
If you want to know why people won’t darken the doors of your churches, why attendance is down, it’s because you’re not a religion, you’re a culture and political ideology and anyone who doesn’t fit within the constraints of your culture or political identity feels left out. Why aren’t you at the protests trying to keep the peace? Why aren’t you at the protests talking to the protestors and trying to understand what drives them? Why are you quicker to take up arms or to stand against a movement for equality? And why is it that this has always been the case in America? Why has it always been that evangelicals have always stood against justice and equality in this country? You see that 1/3 of black children are raised in poverty and rather than questioning why that is and moving to help it through direct action and also by challenging the system that perpetuates that poverty, you just blame them and move about your day saying “Praise white Jesus.” You have more fear of a persecution that will never come than you have a love for the hurting that already exists.
In 2020 we’ve endured so much as a world, but every step of the way we’ve seen evangelical Christians stand against any change or help. We’ve seen evangelical Christians hold demonstrations against wearing masks, we’ve seen you laugh and mock those who are afraid of getting sick and dying, we’ve seen you mock Black Lives Matter protests, we’ve seen you condemn the victims of police brutality, we’ve seen you stand against those who are crying out for change. We haven’t seen you helping. We haven’t seen you offering aid. We haven’t seen you active in any community except your own. We haven’t seen you except on TV praising your president and condemning the rest of us. In short, we haven’t seen you love, but we’ve certainly seen you hate.
Now I know the responses to this will be that I’m bitter, that I’m hateful, that you’ll pray for me, yada yada yada yada. At the end of the day, I’m not here to convince you. I’m describing what people feel. You can choose to listen and take it to heart, or you can use your “shield of faith,” also known as being deaf to those who are hurting and retreat to your little bubble where you get to feel great about yourself while condemning to death all those who aren’t you. It doesn’t bother me if you listen or not because I am not one of you. You’re losing ground in this nation and will continue to do so, even if Trump and the GOP win, even if you take over the government, you’re going to lose more and more people. Your demise is inevitable. If you don’t want it to be then you’ll listen and change.
People aren’t coming to your churches because they won’t find love in them. It wasn’t until I left the evangelical church that I began to see the beauty in the world and that love does abound. You’re supposed to be a light in the darkness, not the darkness itself, and somehow you all lost scope of this.

The weeping and gnashing of teeth, as well as the rendering of garments, has commenced in full effect ever since Donald Trump won the election last Tuesday. We’ve seen protests, people crying, and heard rumors (some validated, others not) of minority groups being targeted. In short, a campaign unlike any others has given way to a transition unlike any others.
When I wrote my last piece on Colin Kaepernick’s protest, my thought at the time was, “Maybe I’m coming to this a bit late. But, I guess I’ll say something.”
Colin Kaepernick has landed in hot water and not for being a mediocre quarterback. During a pre-season game he chose not to stand during the United States National Anthem. He chose not to stand because, in
I sat there a bit dumbfounded and debated on if I had actually heard what I thought I heard. 




As we’ve seen thus far, the income inequality in the United States (and really, worldwide) is an issue that is leading to stagnating and destructive economic results. One possible solution is to cap the ratio between CEO pay and worker pay. There is, however, another alternative.
The Ratio Solution