Batman

I just graduated as Msc and the latest topic in town the Olympic and specifically for Malaysian, the dual between LCW and Lindan.

But the down to ground social issue we are facing everyday is the crime rate. It is in the level where we are having anxiety and worry for our own safety walking in the street and for those we care. Flipping the news paper in the morning and worry we might see some name we can recognize is being murder or robbed and killed.

Correlates with Batman from Gotham. I always like him.

‘With the crime rate increasing, everyone is walking out from our house gate with fear, corrupted government and not-doing-hard-enough policeman... we are in Gotham, just that we don't have batman here.’

-Khaimun 2012-

ok, I am going to skip topic. I like batman, I like his son Damian wayne. That’s why I hate the latest batman movie, he screwed up catwoman wit, and hint on the appearance of Robin which in comic not like this, and destroy Talia. Talia is Damian mom, she is evil and charming and he call Batman beloved and she will not stab batman like that!

and the costume! where is the underwear outside the suit thingy? I know I know, everyone is saying that is stupid, but this is comic! Gotham does not exist, and no one think it is stupid.. because it is fiction! and since it is fiction, why can’t the fashion be fiction as well! why they need to make batman wear that black thick, bullet proof suit, he should wear a thick diving suit (at least that’s what I think made the suit) ….

hahaha…

Lastly, be safe everyone. This is the crime era..

音樂悠揚

以上短文,載自 Echo 許慧珊 (馬來西亞作家) 的育兒書籍... 他的書讓我感觸良多,而這段文字,讓我動容....

也許母親在我小時候讓我學音樂也有著這想法,而現在的自己天天弹琴，对别人时否造成骚扰，我没有太在乎，反正就爱听自己的琴

总觉得把音乐悠扬整件房子，让桌子椅子书本门窗都吸收音乐，他们会有文化一点，百年之后会修炼成妖精，成为吾家家臣。。。

今日习武归家，有感拉开柜子里的抽屉，从包囊里抽出D调曲笛，嘴角上扬，呵呵，莫名的邪笑。。。笛膜好久没有换了，粘笛膜的胶混了水都不解了，真让人怀念。最后随便抄起桌上的糨糊就糊上了。。。 这笛子真好，当初确没有投资错，贵是贵了些，却值。

琴声像是风声，轻抚，犹如喂食给孩童，填饱肚子

笛子声如斯悦耳焉？，非也，尖锐刺耳，已非悠扬，却昂扬，犹如强灌汤药，善药也罢，毒药也罢，家具们给我强灌入音符，也许不用百年就成才了

如果，没有这些让人乍舌的想象力和音乐，我的日子该如何过，真是万幸啊！

这些音乐记载我的路途，笛/姑苏行，想起那日靠笛子的苦练，上错的巴士去错的地方，给笛声吸引的人，那日陪伴我侧的人们，都不在了，偶尔翻起旧照片，我会努力的回避，但有时会按奈不了翻了看，一发不可收拾，照片的人呢！！人呢！人在，情已逝。王八蛋~击败

还好有音乐。。还好

葬花

突然想起马六甲，拉起人就往哪里去。。。。没有回学校，担心记忆崩溃，但是马六甲也没有什么变，走在那熟悉的街道，明明以为早忘了的方向，但该转弯还是会转，该走直就走直，那么的自然，根本忘不了生活在这里5年的记忆，太多了

把非马六甲认识的朋友带去，希望马六甲可以装载一些别的感觉

也差不多该回英国了，这念过往的多情，我是改不了了

我就是多愁善感，我反正一个多情，我不舍宿了一夜的粥给扔了，就吃了，结果腹绞一个早上，不舍水果放了那么久在冰箱，给吃了，结果肚子胀气得腰也直不了，宿了一夜的粥不能吃，我也扔不了，我提起锄头在后花园锄了一个坑，我。。。臧粥。。。

我姓邹，想想，葬粥译音好像不好，但是，把馊了的粥，吃坏肚子的粥给葬了，根本就好，把坏了的自己给处理了，才能煮新的粥。。。

（瞧，我是无可药救了）

然而，我锄断了水管，父亲极恼。。。 阿，怎么这样笨

Retreat

Serendah retreat

Since Bersih 3.0,I’ve not post anything at all. erm…things changed and fluctuate everyday…

anyway, this post is about a trip I went with a group of sistas and brater..

a runaway from the messy city, back to the embrace of nature.. partially nature, still savor the pretty glass challet…

Isn’t it beautiful, especially the photographer who capture this and edit the photo to this extend of beauty…. lovely..

Some of the pic i already posted in FB, but due to nudity, some I can’t share to the public, so I will post it here

The below is one of my favorite.. we roughly jump into the water for 30 times, and seriously, tired

Why am I posting all these?

breath in.. exhale…actually already quite some time from the trip, and I edited the photo for some time and I already post in fb, kinda, lost all the inspiration in telling the story of the trip… so, I would like to share some chinese poetry…

我依然是中文乃第一語言,很多思考的模式,依然只能由中文描繪...對於不能明白中文的同學, 你們相比永遠不能明白這股中國文化的詩詞美麗了, 可惜啊...在我心中有句詞,成就了現在的我...

非淡泊无以明志，非宁静无以致远 即 不追求名利，生活简单朴素，才能显示出自己的志趣；不追求热闹，心境安宁清静，才能达到远大目标

而,近日,偶爾看見的,而讓人一笑的:

山有木兮,木有枝.心悦君兮,君不知

取於：　越人歌：　

今夕何夕兮？搴舟中流；今日何日兮？得与王子同舟。蒙羞被好兮，不訾诟耻。心几烦而不绝兮，知得王子。山有木兮木有枝，心悦君兮君不知。

白話翻譯：　

今天是什么样的日子啊！我驾着小舟在长江上漂。
今天是什么样的日子啊！我竟然能与你在同一艘船
承蒙你看的起啊！不因为我是泛舟的身份而嫌弃我，甚至责骂我。
我的心里如此的紧张而停止不住，因为我居然看到了你！
山上有树木，而树上有树枝，可是我这么喜欢你啊，你却不知。

山有木兮,木有枝.心悦君兮,君不知，山上有树木，而树上有树枝，我这么喜欢你啊，你却不知道。。。這多麼的浪漫啊。。。　

Bersih 3.0 (III)

Yawn, still about the yellow rally? This is an international news~ I’ve got people around me against this event and more supporting. Anyway…

Caption for the photo below: many mosquito in the car.. lol

So, apparently the police shot the tear gas canister into the car through the rear mirror..AWESOME…

This is murder not?

nope nope, I ain’t judge, I am not going to judge who is on the right side, I am not judging. I am just showing some picture, thou picture do no justice, just … ? for laugh?

After a war against 100k people (accordingly to Malaysia press), accordingly to Singapore press, estimate 250,000 to 300k people. They must felt as tired and scare. Wondering what is their thoughts when they are doing their job, it must be struggling to need to do a job where you have to attack your own kind of people… Pathetic politician has brain wash to think that the Bersih is event to overthrown the government because some crazy people want to take over the country, and imagine all the people will suffer without the curreny government… well, food for thoughts, what can the government feed them with to have them brutal. Motivated.

I take no credit on any of the photo posted in this post, this is all from facebook, I am unable to track the original source and credit to them. so, apology.

Lastly, might be the last post about the yellow event:

The green line were PKR vote, and the red were BN vote. Y axis is the population and the X axis is the parliament seat. we have total of 220 seat, and by having more than half of the seat, the party rule the country.

so, This is a statistic from the previous election.  BN won 112 parliament seat by having 22.75% of vote.

so, basically, they lose the election, they have 23% of Malaysian vote them to be government. but, no, they won! datah!

still telling me show them your will by using vote? they can take 50% of the parliament seat by having only 15% of vote. well, I guess whole Malaysia must try really hard.

Bersih 3.0 (II)

盤旋在空中的機器,飛得 那麼低,我們螻蟻般的草民,有的拍手, 有的叫好,有的比中指,有的叫囂... 莫名其妙,都不知道是甚麼人的直升機,可能是警察,可能是記者,可能是有錢人覺得今天的街景鳥纜最美,最安全就租一輛載空中喝杯下午茶...

我還看到他們揮手

但是我基本上相信是警察拉... 呵呵. (我做甚麼?我就拍照啊..)

After several days, the hottest news is still revolves around the yellow event, Bersih 3.0

Dutch friend were asking me about this event because their family in Holland is asking them about this event. Well, this is an international event, apparently not a national level ones. Anyway, rumors against facts, it has turn everything become rather vague, single photo or vids cannot tell the truth.

so, it is either lets wait for the court to judge (well, lets not go into the reliability or trustworthy of the court, we have enough issues), or, judge it yourself by viewing more vid and photo and read more comments and analysis wisely..

look! the police man has spot a handsome! 

Mr.postman pupu pupu, sounding their horn as a audible ‘like’ bursting into the police barrier.. lol

oh! this is the legendary sultan street! lovely.. This is the Chinese people assembly place for Bersih (totally racist unwritten), and Masjid Jamek is the Malay assembly point..

The tea shop is not open.. then I realize, all the shop are not open. RIOT! sure close

ok, next time if still no new topic, I will put more yellow event..

bersih bersih! hidup bersih! bersih bersih! hidup rakyat!

Bersih3.0

我是明白一種米養百種人,每個人有自己的想法,我們不能讓人認同也怪不了人,觀點不同,出發點不同,動作也不同

關於我出席bersih 3.0, 家人朋友問起, 我還真的沒有甚麼好說的... 怎麼樣?我還真回答不了,我只說, 很多人... 當然滿足不了他們,繼續逼問說怎麼樣! 說啊! 我说,沒有甚麼特別的啊,就很多人啊...

那你做了甚麼啊?

我说就出席阿! (最重要不就出席嘛!) 然後唱唱歌, 喊喊口號阿~然後小小遊行,看別人, 長見識,基本上甚麼都沒有做啊...

然後水炮催淚彈我都沒有吃到,我還有甚麼好說的? 就這樣!我又不是記者,報導我是不會... 我的詞彙有限,來來去去就是很多人, 很熱鬧,嘉年華嘛,後來得暴亂我可沒有參與,那是高潮,我都沒有參與, 我也暴不了料,我根本就無聊,然後和朋友失聯,我只好回家啊...好了, 這個blog關於我自己的經歷,沒有甚麼有趣的,(超級有趣的,很壯觀!100,000人的聚會!宗族政黨都被排除了,每個人都是朋友,每個人,都是馬來西亞人,這, 是沒有分的,只有一個馬來西亞!

曾經很久以前的馬來西亞就這樣的,給政府divide and conquer, 所以人民給困了50年,給他們魚肉,如今我們的首相無心插柳,柳成災, people united.. (沒有啦,沒有他的1Malaysia人民也會這樣的,不是他的功勞, 我也不是要歌頌他,你們不要拍手.. .有你們嘛?還是只有你? 還是沒有人在讀? 果然是一個寂寞的blog...)anyway, 我说不是他的功勞,是因為大勢所趨,這是必然的社會進步,封閉媒體,控制反對自己的人,控制教育 也只能緩慢這個演變過程,不能停止的. 請看歷史,看中國就好了,這麼多個朝代,口號來來去去不就是萬歲萬歲萬萬歲,千秋萬載... 那有一個朝代過了一千年,而且每一任朝代還不是給人民給拉下來,甚麼天子, 神的兒子~人民有飯吃你就是天子,人民沒有飯吃你就完蛋了,所以即便中國皇帝再威風,也得確保人民有飯吃~人民很容易控制的,給飯! 飽了,高興了~ 有人想發皇帝夢,造反!!也沒有人民回回應的,因為我飽了~無端端为什么要闹。。

（对阿，无端端的我星期六在家睡觉更好！当天有多热阿！）

看了英國, Europe 歷代還不是都王王王,最後演變,要不就你放棄權位,要不然就把頭給留下 (法國的給送上斷頭台),這是社會成長. 而我們,終於也到了這個時候 (我們本來的出發點就是民主國家, 出發馬上開倒車,倒垃圾,到封建社會去了)而我們,嘗試把車給開回來 (首相說, 我們開了50 年,往先進國前進,不要要到了,才換司機... PRIESTTTT.. 啦, 我們很努力才得到人民的醒覺,我們要換方向了)

以往古代要換方向,就是要戰爭,跨過他的军队把皇帝給扯下來，但是，民主国家，只要投别人就好啦！

可惜，如果投票的制度，只允许当今政府赢，这个就有问题了，所以，我们就，bersih

Bersih 的诉求就是要干净的选举，可惜，政府说：不可以，你们的诉求，我们不能满足。

看出了一个民主社会的国家政府不允许干净的选举，根本就有问题。。。

有问题该怎么办？所以呢，人们就告诉首相，告诉政府，

结果呢？没有人再听！听到了也假装没有听到，

所以呢，你要说大声一点，如果10个人的声音他们听不到，就100个，听不到？就一千个，听不到？10，000个，还听不到？有问题了哦，怎么可能听不到阿。。。 外国的人都听到了，世界都听到了，怎么可能听不到呢？亲爱的政府，10，000声音你都听不到吗？这次，就有100，000个声音了。。。 听到吗？

听到了，还很吵， 所以呢，请安静，射水炮！赶这些人走！别让他们再闹了！发射催泪弹！让他们滚！

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• 我依然听到朋友告诉我，何必呢~ 我们靠投票决定一切就好了！

你们。。。 是政府吗？你没有在听我讲话！我已经说了，这个投票的制度政府不会输的！ 投什么！？

• 可是有别的办法啊！

你去阿，你去写信给政府，首相阿，叫他改变阿！告诉他你的不满！让他adjust!

所以我们得聚集在一起，让他知道这个诉求有多少个人同意，所以不要问我到底去做了什么，因为我的出席，就已经达到目的了~我不是要去战争，我不能回来告诉你说我杀了多少敌人

• 我们只要做好自己的本分就好了~顾好我们自己，顾我们的家人，好好上班。。。

我们的政府的教育制度，了不起，把人民训练成个绵羊样！难怪高官都把孩子送去国外，不然教养出来就是给人欺负用的； prest! 有国才有家，真的要到那一天，我们把孩子送去外国当佣人，当我们开始负担不起房子，我们开始严重贫富悬殊，为贵族们的婚礼戒指付账的时候，才明白，我们完蛋了。。。。。（阿，我说出真的事情了，这不是比喻），如果要说，这是政治啊，你不是说这是干净选举的抗议吗？算了，说穿了不就是人民想换政府结果发现政府是换不掉的，才发动这游行抗议吗。。。 政府不明白这点会给你吃水炮吗，政府不是靠肮脏手段赢选票会怕干净选举吗？这不是此地无银三百两吗？

人民，你们是白痴吗？政府已经indirectly宣布他们是靠肮脏手段赢选票了，你们觉得ok!?

• 我还是坚持有更好的办法，不用上街，没有人受伤

这个时候我就mangzang 得一直搬出我这篇文章的第一句，来安慰我自己。。。

愚民！！！！