I’m reading “The Watchmaker’s Daughter” by Larry Loftis for the first time right now – a historical account of the life and times of Corrie Ten Boom. I’ve also read “The Hiding Place” several times – a life-changing book I recommend to people every chance I get.
Corrie ended up being part of the topic of conversation on a phone call with a dear friend yesterday. I didn’t realize that a stroke had left her bedridden and unable to speak for the last five years of her life. A woman dedicated to making Christ known, stripped of her ability to share about Him. It can make you want to pause and ask, “Why, Lord?” Truthfully, it would be so easy to look at the whole of her life and be appalled by what she was allowed to endure. She was hiding Jews, protecting precious lives, only to end up in the very same camps.
I’m also reading through 1 Samuel right now in my time with the Lord. The story of David, anointed to be king but viciously pursued by a bloodthirsty King Saul. The struggles he faced were surely confusing and frustrating at the very least for David. And a hard truth struck me.
I expect ease.
Without actually coming out and saying it, I live as if I expect that being a “good Christian” earns us favor in the form of the blessing of comfort, ease, absence of pain, and a happily ever after story right here on earth. But these are not things God ever promised.
He had a call on David’s life, but He promised no pain-free path of ease in getting there.
He had a call on John the Baptist’s life, but He promised no fairy tale ending here on earth. Indeed, John ended up beheaded.
The same was true for Corrie. He had a beautiful call on her life, yet both the path and the earthly ending were rife with persecution and pain.
Ask any of those three now if the pain of this earth was worth it, and I know they would give an unhesitating and resounding “yes.” They would confirm that 2 Corinthians 4:17 is true, “For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison.”
But if we’re being completely honest? It can be quite terrifying to consider what the human soul and even body may endure in this life. This is where we must cling to the unfading promise of eternity for those who call on Jesus as their Lord – a future with no tears, no pain, no death. This is where we give thanks for a Savior who came and endured the human experience to its fullest extent. This is where we must cling to the knowledge that God is faithful, holy, loving, and good.
And in our fears of what might lie ahead, in our knowledge and acceptance that He has not promised us ease, we cling to the hope of Psalm 23.
The Lord is our Shepherd; we shall know no lack. Why?
Because the Shepherd who is leading us is our Creator – the One who purposefully made us, chose us, and gave His life for us.
The Shepherd tenderly tending to us is the sacrificial Lamb – the One who became like us, fully understands us, bled and died for us.
The Shepherd who is providing for us is our High Priest – the One who intercedes for us is the One who was willingly sacrificed in place of us.
The Shepherd watching over us is our King – the One seeing us all the way Home, the One who walks with us through the valleys, is ruler over all things.
And we can be mad at Him, frustrated by Him, and pull back from Him because of what He allows. Or we can bring our disappointments to Him and keep tucking ourselves in as close to Him as possible. Because why cheat ourselves out of all that we have in Him? We do not have the promise of ease, but we do have the promise of His presence. The promise of His mercy and goodness. The promise of His love. The promise of salvation in Him. The promise that He will be our refuge and our help. The promise that He can work all things together for good. The promise His sovereignty is forever inseparable from His holiness and goodness. The promise that this life isn’t the end of our story.
In all that feels unbearable and ununderstandable, we can trust Him. The One who leads us made us, loves us, became like us, intercedes for us, and rules in perfection over all things. This is our Shepherd. We will know pain and loss and heartbreak. But in the face of those things, we can know the abundance of His presence – our Shepherd, our Creator, our Lamb, our High Priest, our great King. And when the valley is at its very darkest, we can know that even the darkness is not dark to Him; the night is as bright as the day, for darkness is as light with Him. (Psalm 139:12)
We can keep following Him. We can keep trusting Him. He knows the way. He is the Way.
“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10
“I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
Praying for you in your valleys, dear friends,
Kimberly