Developing and maintaining a wellness framework requires personal investment- even more so when your mental or physical health takes a decided turn for the worse. You’ve prepared for daily challenges at work by incorporating mindfulness and physical activities like exercise or proper nutrition. You are better at dealing with stress, anxiety and conflict in the workplace. You’ve adopted wellness techniques to avoid stress, burnout and illness. But how will your wellness framework support you in being the professional you need to be in the face of a frightening diagnosis?
Everything you’ve learned about wellness and lawyer well-being and have assumed will carry you through is now about to be tested.
Medical science allows many of us to continue working in spite of our physical or mental health afflictions. Many of us need to work, driven mainly by economic factors, but sometimes because we identify ourselves by our work. At diagnosis and during treatment we work. We medicate, undergo tests, manage pain, deal with one or many side effects and manage shifting personal relationships. We experience medical absences from work, shorter work hours, dulled mental acuity, daily indignities, emotional moments, stress, and breakups in work and personal relationships— and challenges to our core beliefs.
The hard work of recovery or the emotional and traumatic acceptance of life ending sooner than anticipated— do these excuse or justify unprofessional behavior? Or can they drive a professional response?
In March of 2020 at the age of 59, I was diagnosed with advanced-stage metastatic renal clear cell cancer with bone metastases. In late May 2020, I underwent spinal surgery to remove a tumor impinging on my spinal nerve and that had fractured vertebrae. In July 2020, I underwent radiation treatments. In August 2020 I began a 2-year chemo and immunotherapy regimen that will end in August 2022.
I immediately and abruptly took extended sick leave which lasted 8 months.
At the time of the diagnosis in 2020, persons like me with this diagnosis and cancer staging were advised that the survival rate is just around 8% at 5 years after the initial diagnosis.
I returned to work in January 2021.
Let’s talk professionalism.

