His Will Be Done

Jeremiah 29:11-13(NIV)

“”11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.””

This is my favorite Bible verse. I learned it from one of my past pastors. He battled cancer for years. He stayed strong and was a big inspiration for me. I know I need to lean on the Lord. I know my future is planned by God and I must be willing to listen. Every single night, when I pray before I go to bed, I remember “His will be done.” There are many things I want for myself but I must remind myself that i must not rely on what I think I need. God knows what he has planned for me.

I was fortunate enough to take a trip abroad two years ago. On the trip, I developed extreme pains. When I returned to the states, I started going from one doctor to another. They couldn’t figure out what was wrong and last year, I ended up in the E.R. with pain. I kept thinking that if it was something serious, I needed to trust God to be by my side. Everything happens for a reason, right?

I’ve gotten better but being a senior in high school is stressful. There was one college where I felt I belonged. I finished my application and prayed nonstop. I felt God wanted me to go there. I just felt so comfortable there. It seemed to take forever to hear back from them, but I finally received my acceptance letter. Recently, I have  been questioning my decision though. I need to remember that God has a plan. I need to be willing to let him take the wheel and steer my life where he needs to.

Hiking with God

Yesterday I went on a hike with one of my friends. We reached the end of the trail and he decided we should find a different way down. We wondered in circles, moving away from our original position. The next thing I knew, we were separated. I tried to follow where he went but kept moving farther and farther away. I panicked a little. Then I started praying. I asked God to guide me to a way back. I needed him to take control of the situation. I started feeling extremely calm. I knew that God would lead me where I needed to go. I started singing Amazing Grace and knew that I was headed the right way. I reached the road that lead to where we were parked. I thanked God but started praying for my friend. I had no idea where he was. As I walked up the road, I asked God to keep him safe. I asked that he could be at his vehicle waiting for me. Sure enough, as i reached the parking lot, I saw him sitting in his car. i haven’t stopped thanking God for keeping us both safe.

Left to Tell

I just finished the book Left to Tell by Immaculee Ilibagiza. It is awe-inspiring the faith she found in such peril and persecution. I couldn’t put it down. My story is not as grand or life changing but hopefully I can help someone in their life journey in a small way.