“Head on straight, mask on crooked…”
MF Doom
One of the most beautiful things to me is a Calabi Yau Manifold (look it up).
There is art and beauty in imperfection (Wabi sabi = perfect imperfection).
I like typefaces and fonts; I have this thing where I must guess the name of a production company at the beginning and end of TV programmes or movies before the ident finishes. I know way too much about movies, and TV theme tunes.
I dislike shallow people, saying the words “I hate” (although I dislike “haters”), brussel sprouts, sweetcorn (food of the devil), broccoli, the feeling of wool and other materials against my skin, politicians and clowns (believe me, this is true, although I’m not sure which one I dislike most).
My alter ego’s are Olive Rudge from ‘On the Buses’ and The Cheshire Cat. The latter because I grin when I am up to no good and Olive when I feel ugly, which happens a lot lately♥ ♥
I ♥ being able to trust people when they have earned it; Making a connection; BEING INSPIRED, meeting inspirational people, martial arts (I once earned my black belt in Tae Kwon Do), Planetary Science, time travel and anything to do with String theory.
I am on WordPress and the usual social media outlets. If you see me anywhere else, it’s your imagination or my beautiful doppelganger. ♥
DISCLAIMER: A lot of my blog is mostly about my life experiences. I am not a health specialist, psychologist or counsellor. I am just someone who has been through a hell of a lot in my time. I may share my stories with you but this is in no way meant to be a substitute for real professional help should you need it. Always get in touch with a health professional if you need to.
Thanks for reading, you are beautiful ❤
Lost & Found 
Hi.
I just read ‘Lost in Time’. I can so relate to what you wrote. I’m going through exactly what you did. It hurts so bad and I feel like such a failure for not picking up on signs sooner…
Reading your blog gave me hope that I can and WILL get through this.
Thanks for your encouraging messages and for sharing your stories.
N. x
Thank you! I hope everything works out for you.
Aw, I tried to read the blog you posted this morning but it’s gone… 😦
I reposted it by accident, but just for you I have restored it. I may write an update to this as it is just over a year old, it is actually quite interesting to read. Let me know what you think. Just reply on the blog page 🙂
http://lostlifefound.com/2012/04/03/966/
Oh yea…Nice. You are from New york?
No, I am from London. What about you?
Just realised that was a silly question, unless you weren’t born in NY!
New York…whoop…we got a NY-UK connection going on. That’s pretty cool. One day I coming to London though. I got to get my travel on.
My friend was just over here from NY last week. I am supposed to visit this summer. My best friend used to live in Scarsdale.
Oh that nice…:)…Well if ever here, I am your tour guide.
Haha! Cool, keep in touch. There is a contact page on here somewhere! x
I shall. I am working on a cool feature that promotes and connect bloggers in a cool kick butt fashion. 🙂 I gotcha you on my list. 🙂
Okay, keep me posted! X
Ohhhhhhhh, I swear I am not kidding ‘American Boy’ by Estelle just started playing on my iPhone. I haven’t listened to that track since it was released. Good memories of NY attached to that song.
lol….Nice. That’s awesome.