Hope – To believe, desire, and dream
When I saw it tattooed across his chest, I knew, and I have never been the same since that day… I believe, I desire, and I dream the most beautiful dreams…
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Aloha means goodbye
Thanks to all who follow and like my blog. It is time to end this. I allowed my real life to be seen here and it is causing problems. You can thank the morons from my real life who won’t leave me alone. I have to sleep with locked doors and I have to block numbers on my phone. One day, I will start a new blog under a different name and keep it anonymous. Read ya later! Aloha… #miso808
OMFG
Get the fuck away from me
Calling in the middle of the night, drunk
Leave me alone
Asking if you could see me
NO
Get the fuck away from me
Leave me alone
So you miss me
You didn’t want me
I am better off
So FUCK OFF!
Save your bullshit for someone who wants to hear it
I don’t want you
Grow up and go away
Leave me alone
And FUCK OFF!
This is not a dream
This is a nightmare
Leave me alone
If you come to my house so will the police
And if I don’t beat the shit out of you before they get here
Then they can just arrest you without having to stop at the hospital first
I know how to use a gun too
And I will pull the trigger
So FUCK OFF!
What the fuck is wrong with you
Leave me alone
Seven voicemails in a row
And you think I won’t block your number?
What the fuck is wrong with you
You are not what I want and do you understand why
Cuz you are fucking stupid!
DUH!
Leave me alone
And FUCK OFF!
What the fuck is your problem
OMFG, stalker…
The word begins with F and ends with K then there is the off part…
If I have stopped talking to you then I do not want to talk to you!
If I have not asked for your opinion then I don’t need to hear it!
If I have to tell you to fuck off then understand it is because I want you to fuck off and leave me alone!
If I haven’t told you to fuck off yet then I’m trying to be nice so don’t push your fucking luck!
If you think this is reality then fuck off cuz this is not!
If you still don’t get it then…
Fuck off and leave me alone!
If you think I give a shit about your fucking feelings then get a fucking life!
Do ya get it yet???
If you think I’m a bitch then ya get it so now Fuck Off!
Flying Solo
Feeling the wind and not fighting the direction,
Spreading my wings to soar through the sky.
Flying solo and finding my way,
Guided by stars and dreams.
Sunlight breaks through the dark,
Warming the chill from the night air.
With the light comes hope
And a path that can only be felt
For it is traveled on the wind.
There is no way of knowing what comes,
Only learning to fly through,
Gliding through the soft winds and breezes
While enduring the rough turbulence and storms.
Navigating these are the most difficult
Learning to dive and pull up so as not to crash.
Dodging and weaving to find the way out of the clouds.
Flying free.
Stupidgirlbrain #499
With a few words he makes me melt…
I am holding on for dear life
Trying to keep my composure
Gluing my feet to the ground
Keeping my head out of the clouds
Moving and working to stay focused
Pushing the thoughts of him out of my head
But I am melting…
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Thank you to Thoughts Alone… I will be reading for a while
Stupidgirlbrain #490
I am a blathering idiot babbling on about love…
But it is fun to feel that rush of adrenaline
The release of endorphins or hormones that makes my brain all fuzzy
Tomorrow will be a new day with a clear head seeing reality
Smiling when I look up at the clouds
The delicate balance of emotion and that fine line between love and pain
Shattering fantasies and dreams with the doses of reality
Walking with feet trying to stay on the ground
Keeping focused, centered, and balanced
With my mind floating in the breeze with thoughts of yesterdays
Never Looking Back
It is what we know
It is the past
Memories floating in our mind
Drifting in the tide of our emotions
As we swim the seas of love and life to make our choices
Learning to swim through the rough waters
Floating with the currents
Adrift into the future
Oceans of unknown and uncharted water
Dark skies lit by stars to chart and navigate
Sunrises and sunsets to come and go
New seas of love to swim and wash away the fear
Braving the unknown and thinking there is knowing
But there is nothing known only deceptive similarities
Creating imaginary rough waters which uncalmed will grow to tidal waves
All of which are nothing but imagined in the mind
Keep swimming towards the dawn
Brave the night to endure the rough seas of light leading to love
Alone
I am alone, I have myself
It is me time, time to be
Quiet inside, racing with thoughts
Releasing the voice of the soul
Hearing reality, living dreaming
flying solo, searching to nestle
Contradictions clashing, fighting fears
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