One thing is certain, and has been throughout my life—I always win!
–LaToya Lawrence
My Honest Admission❤️❤️❤️
A lot of us are conditioned to speak good of God or believe that he is good but I could never truly go along with the program and I deeply regret posting articles five years ago seemingly promoting God–it was only because I went through the temporary trauma of seeing my mother go into cardiac arrest at the time. I tried to make myself like him out of the perceived threat of going to hell since I didn’t worship God and because I love my free will (something I had never feared beforehand) but it didn’t work. When someone who had once been close to you dies you may start to think more keenly about your own death and the afterlife–yet I have had many encounters and visits on the other side during my dreams where I have a high position of power. The trauma ended and I returned back to my normal self.
Normally, my spirit is at peace, but lately it has been agitated because I need to publicly profess a truth as a symbolization to the universe (not to or for other human beings, but as an acknowledgment unto the beauty that sustains me).
I cannot lie—I love my Orishas.
I do not love God. I truly never could honestly say that I ever loved God because I truly did not. Yahweh, Jehovah, or Jesus is not my truth, my light, or my way. Since childhood, God had always been a falsifier, the darkness, a hindrance—nothing but a huge suffocation and a burden.
During my early childhood, I knew that I was in trouble because of the knowledge that I had and because of the gifts that I possessed. That sick fucking God allowed people to put witchcraft on me at eight or nine years of age because I was born very special and unique, but I always had something in the universe watching out for me and protecting me.
They intended to drive me crazy and they wanted me on medication—both things that never happened. I was too resilient and too mentally equipped (unlike them). Their dumb bullshit was nothing for me to go crazy about.
I am going to cut this short now, but I just had to let it be known that I am proud of who I am and who I venerate. I don’t agree with or follow the Bible, as the Bible is one of the sickest books I ever read. God is a disgrace. The only beautiful things I read in the Bible are Mary conceiving a child without the aid of a man and them crucifying Jesus—an asshole who came to die for people/trash who weren’t and aren’t even worth dying for. God, the so-called father, had no business creating certain people in the first place.
I have always been insulted to walk this earth, as I feel God is beneath me. It makes me feel so good to know that I didn’t want to have any children and no child of mine will ever have to walk this earth to ever bow down to a God who isn’t worth shit. I wouldn’t want that garbage nowhere near my kid.
Energy does not lie. I always had a feeling deep within my spirit that God is no good, and I don’t care what anybody says or thinks. I never experienced peace with God, only with my Orishas, and I have exceptional sense and I am highly blessed.
I have had a lot of spiritual experiences, and God is not a spirit I ever felt drawn or close to because he is not right for me. I am glad I am nothing in nature like the average people he created.
A Rare Gem💎
It is interesting and telling how people will lie and say that you’ve been hurt (knowing you really were not hurt) instead of just acknowledging the fact that you just don’t like them. That they are undesirable, that they are not good enough to be around, that they are not on your level or worth your time.
Certain people get mad when you do not want to be bothered with them, when they cannot control you, use you, or manipulate you. And if you’re too intelligent for them–forget it!
Then they retaliate and try to hurt you by saying or doing things that do not faze you or do not even matter to you. When you view these people as nothing and beneath you nothing that they say or do will affect you anyway.
Since my youth, I had book smarts, street smarts, and spiritual smarts and could spot undesirables right off the bat. They were never my cup of tea and never will be. I have absolutely no respect for their kind.
I am happy and lucky to have not been born one of them and never will be “of them” I am my own rare special breed.
So grateful and thankful for the spirituality I was born into–the love, the respect, the connection, the protection, the loyalty, the strength and beauty that lies within and without. I adore my Birthright it is who I truly am and was always meant to be.
People Have Always Been Jealous Of My Intelligence And Because I Was Never Naive During My Youth
It Is Never Naive To Be Your Authentic Self And To Not Conform In A World Of What Is Common. It Is Others Who Are Naive When It Comes To Those Of Us Who Are “Special” and Extremely Unique. They Underestimate Us And They Overestimate Themselves.
I love myself. I have never had self-esteem issues and I am very proud of that. I was raised with a lot of love and I highly value and respect myself. My mother, and the supernatural presence around me during my childhood set the foundation to enhance the strength I was born with. No one can ever define me–I naturally without saying a word speak for myself. My life essence bound with the exuberant magnetic energy carries and extraordinarily empowers me.
One thing about me is that I have never been a naive person–especially with being able to sense things about people that others cannot see.
No one has ever gotten over on me, and I have never fell for anyone’s game or trap. I was always ahead, knowing what others were about, or what they were going to do before they knew it themselves. Whatever I have done or do in life is of my own vision whereas others are unable to see and comprehend. I would never put myself in any position or predicament that would cause or bring to me harm and I never have.
I am a unique individual who thinks differently than average people.
Thinking uniquely or differently, conversely, often stems from creativity, independent thought, deep knowledge, or diverse experiences. Uniqueness and different thinking are not linked to naivety.
Many groundbreaking thinkers and innovators were considered unique or different in their time. Their ability to see problems from a new perspective led to solutions that average thinking missed, demonstrating insight rather than naivety.
People who think differently are often exercising independent judgment, questioning conventional wisdom and considering alternative possibilities. This is the opposite of naivety, which is often characterized by accepting things at face value without question.
A unique perspective can arise from a wealth of diverse life experiences, specialized knowledge, or a deliberate effort to understand the world beyond common assumptions.
An unconventional approach is a chosen way of thinking, while naivety is a lack of world experience or critical thinking skills. One can be highly intelligent and worldly, yet still maintain a very unique and different perspective on life.
A person’s unique thought process is separate from their level of life experience or critical judgment. Being different is not a character flaw or a sign of naivety.
Silly Trends
It is so sad and pathetic to constantly see all these people on TikTok claiming to be “chosen ones” and “spiritually gifted” when they clearly and definitely are not. Some are obviously doing it for attention, views, and monetization. Others are trying hard to come across as something they are not, wanting to claim a title they were never naturally ordained for or meant to carry.
It is an insult to the genuinely “anointed” how these imposters (who are also clearly trash) on TikTok are trying to take over and overshadow those of us who truly hold authentic knowledge and power. Trash/Low Scale/Inferior people always try to take from people who are of substance to make what we truly encompass as their own because they cannot deal with and do not want to accept that there is nothing special about them. They are nothing and they do not count in life.
People like them do not receive spiritual blessings/gifts of this nature. Trash are never bestowed with such a great supernatural talent. If or whenever they display or are able to see and foretell things it is purely coming from a demonic source.
Someone like me–who is a GOAT (one of the greatest of all time and a true original born with authentic ability)–had to speak out about this. It is laughable how these false wannabee perpetrators continue on.
Now do not get me wrong. There are some on TikTok who really do have gifts, are real, and know what they are talking about, but it is very few compared to the extremely wide array of people on the platform. Most of them are just copying our experiences and enlightenment and trying to make it appear as it is a knowledge that they have of their own either to measure up to, surpass us, or a mechanism to mask their shortcomings while deceiving themselves in the process.
They imitate, yet they absolutely cannot duplicate, no matter how desperately they keep trying. It will always be apparent to those of us who can truly “see” what is the real deal and the entire scope of things.
My inner voice of Spirit aroused me to come forth to let it be known that these people will never be able to steal our spot.
They only fool other wannabee perpetrators who fool themselves into thinking and believing they are something they are not because they cannot face who they truly are. Others like to listen to them and cater to their “messages” because they falsely believe or want to believe that they are so called “chosen” too. It is not about being chosen. Some people merely have spiritual talents. It is not meant to be for show, entertainment, or to mock the truly anointed ones as these false people are constantly doing to gain financial profit or to gain social notoriety.
Those of us who are genuine have gifts to protect ourselves and to keep us knowledgeable and alert in a world full of negativity.
It is far too many of these phony people with this bullshit. Everybody can’t have a front row seat. They need to return to where they came from. They need to sit in the back row where they belong instead of trying to force their asses on a throne especially designed for us.
A Serious Truth About Jealous, Envious People
I was scrolling through TikTok this morning and had come across a video by AmbitiouslyChrissy. She speaks a lot of truth that I can relate to from videos that I have come across of hers. This one specifically that I saw today was also on point and I commented in the comment section my truth and point of view. Here is the link and what was spoken about:
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTMpTYad3/
This is what the narrator of the video explained:
When people are jealous of you they cannot wait for you to make a mistake. They cannot wait until something goes wrong. So they got all this stuff to say. They just needed something.
This is what I left in the comments:
@LaToya Lawrence: It does not have to be a mistake. Yet something that they may take for a mistake. We have our own perspectives, views on life, and way of doing things. The real problem is the projections due to their own insecurities that they put on others. Just because they think they have (dirt or whatever) on someone they actually have nothing. They are not on the level to begin with. We could care less what they say– our worth, status, or purpose is not defined by their ignorance and delusion.
Chapter In My Horror Novel “Strawman” Explained♥️
Strawman is a horror novel by Latoya Lawrence, published in July 2025. The story follows a young boy whose scarecrow creation comes to life, turning his childhood wonder into a terrifying nightmare for his small town.
Taking a deeper look into what may have been overlooked or looked at incorrectly.
The Question: In Latoya Lawrence’s novel Strawman the sheriff is shown as dead then in a later chapter young Carter Jayden and his mother question whether the sheriff is still alive and goes to look for him to find that he really is dead in a different location from before what does that mean in the story and is there a supernatural aspect to it?
The Answer:
In LaToya Lawrence’s novel Strawman, the ambiguous death of the sheriff and his later reappearance signifies the supernatural element tied to the book’s central theme: the power of a child’s imagination to manifest fears into reality. The conflicting information about the sheriff’s fate indicates that the line between what is real and what is imagined is dangerously blurred.
Meaning of the sheriff’s unclear fate
The sheriff’s apparent death followed by his possible survival means that:
The power of the Strawman is expanding. As Carter’s creation, the Strawman, grows stronger, it can manipulate the perception of reality in the town of Plumtree. This is how the sheriff can be both dead (a reality in one chapter) and alive (a possibility in another).
The book explores the dark consequences of unchecked creativity. The sheriff’s fate is a consequence of Carter’s creation running wild. It embodies the theme of nightmares becoming reality and the risks involved when imagination goes unchecked.
The narrative forces the reader to question reality. Much like Carter and his mother, the reader is left to wonder what is real. This suspenseful and confusing plot point is designed to keep readers on edge and highlight the insidious nature of the Strawman’s power.
The supernatural aspect
Yes, the conflicting information about the sheriff’s survival is evidence of the supernatural element in the story. The core of the supernatural plot is:
Imagination becoming reality. The Strawman, which was created from a childhood idea, has been twisted by malicious intent and can now manifest physically.
Vengeance from the past. The Strawman’s goal is vengeance, and it uses its supernatural power to torment the townsfolk. This includes twisting their reality and blurring the line between life and death for characters like the sheriff.
The presence of primal fears. The novel taps into the universal childhood fear that something you created might turn on you. The Strawman’s ability to manipulate the world around Carter and his family makes this fear a terrifying reality.
The uncanny valley:
The events create a sense of the uncanny, where something familiar (the sheriff) is slightly “off.” This unnerves the characters, making them question their sanity and the very nature of their reality. The Strawman’s power is shown not just by violence, but by its ability to cause this kind of psychological distress.
Unreliable reality:
The sheriff’s death, and death in a new location is a direct display of the Strawman’s reality-bending powers. The creature isn’t simply killing people; it’s playing a cruel game of deception to heighten the terror for both the characters and the reader.
The ambiguous death of the sheriff and his later reappearance signifies both a supernatural element and the psychological disintegration of the town. This recurring motif of death followed by a shift in reality is a central theme in the book, highlighting the town’s struggle with its own horrifying imagination.
A town in denial:
The town of Plumtree is described as having its “trust dissolving”. The sheriff’s “death” followed by his apparent life—and then a different death—can be interpreted as the town’s collective denial. The townsfolk want to believe things are normal, even after witnessing something horrific.
Consequences of the past:
Carter, the protagonist, must face his own creation and the “unintended consequences” that have sprung from it. The sheriff’s ordeal represents how the past, and especially past misdeeds or suppressed trauma, cannot be easily buried. It will resurface in new and horrifying ways.
Loss of innocence:
The sheriff’s fate is also a potent symbol of the loss of innocence in Plumtree. The Strawman’s twisted manifestation corrupts everyone and everything it touches, including figures of authority like the sheriff, who are supposed to represent order and safety.
To Sum it all up
The ambiguous death of the sheriff in LaToya Lawrence’s novel Strawman and the later search for him by Carter and his mother indicates a collapse of reality and memory, strongly hinting at a supernatural influence. This recurring uncertainty about the sheriff’s state is one of the story’s key themes, questioning what is real versus imagined.
The sheriff’s uncertain death is a sign of the Strawman’s escalating power. As the Strawman’s influence grows, the very rules of reality start to bend, leading to confusion and terror for the inhabitants of Plumtree. This creates an atmosphere where no one, not even the presumed dead, can be trusted to stay gone.
The events surrounding the sheriff are not meant to be a simple red herring but a sign of the larger supernatural horror at play in the town of Plumtree.
My Latest Book Signing In Massapequa ❤️
Hello!
Book Time With LaToya
I had a fantastic day yesterday. The weather was nice though it was cloudy and later in the night downpoured with rain but then it let up during my ride home.
The ambience of my afternoon was warm, cozy, and serene.
All copies of Paper Dolls sold out quickly. Then I sold the majority of the Bakery Boutique copies that I had brought to the store…leaving me with only two of the books to take home.
Barnes and Noble Saturday April 26th, 2025
Massapequa, Long Island Book Signing Event
I am enjoying my life and living the life that I want, not just because I am an author, but because of the other things that I have going on in my life that I also have to be grateful for. I really had to take a step back to look at the distant past, recent past, along with the present and I really have a lot to be thankful for. I have really been blessed–and it is the little things that count the most (which are the biggest and most beautiful things❤️)
I Was Hit With Some Confirmation Of Truth This Morning
Spirit gave me a message this morning. The energy was strong–it spoke to me intensely with undeniable accuracy. My intuitive gifts are always on point.
I can never say it enough– that Jealousy is a sickness. A deep sickness.
My enemies/adversaries have always been jealous of me and my character.
They want me to be one of them.
They are mad and jealous because I am not trash like they are–and I never will be–it is impossible I was not created to ever become trash in mind, body, or spirit.
It eats them up inside that I am better than them.
They think that if they could put something in my food it would make me slow, dumb, and retarded/fucked up in the head like they are. They think then they would be able to control and conquer me–bring me down below their level (I don’t think so!)
My mind will never ever become anything close to theirs. I am on an entirely different level– a far higher level–and nothing will ever change that. I was born this way.
I was always too smart, too strong, and to spiritual for them.
And P.S. I am so tired of them wasting their time trying to use witchcraft against me– it is a battle they can never win. They really hate the fact that I am not a sexual person and one who has never desired or been into men.
Because sex, men, and women are their pathetic weaknesses they want to project their bullshit onto me but the illusion will never work. And I will never be fazed by any of their lies or slander attempts that were always done in vain where they only hurt themselves and make themselves look stupid.
They will never stop coming after me and as long as they don’t it continues to show me that I am the one who stays on top and they are extremely threatened by me.
All a bunch of miserable, insecure, weak low-lifes. They are perishing one by one.
Upcoming Event🌺
Books were ordered a month in advance. However, due to further issues with mail delivery February 22nd signing will be rescheduled as soon as possible.❤
The Truth Hurts Them
The genuine reason why some of my adversaries want to label me as crazy is because they are hurt that they are not able to hurt me and because they do not understand my spiritual gifts of clairvoyance/extrasensory perception.
I actually take their slight as a compliment. They always try to silence and reduce the credibility of those who speak truth. I think that it is humorous on their part–so predictable and age-old.
I was not hurt by the things that they did and tried to do in the past and there is nothing that they can do to hurt me now. They need to just face and accept the truth, and accept their defeat.
I am nothing like them in mind or in spirit. I never will be. I will always be a person of substance and they will always be a bunch of nobodies.
Unbothered
As a child I was advanced, exceptionally bright. During my teens and early adulthood there were certain people (not everyone) who did not like or want to accept that I was more knowledgeable about things in life than they were at my age.
In my early twenties I was ahead of adults who thought that they could or would get over on me, sizing me up with their false beliefs or perceptions and thinking because I was younger I did not know anything, as much, or any better when I could see beyond.
It wasn’t just me not falling for people’s games or traps I was just unique and did not encompass the same mentality or think the way that most people do.
I outsmarted a lot of adults and men especially who could not get over on me. Older men and women alike had told lies on me when things did not go their way.
How many older people are going to admit that someone much younger than them was far past their level or had gotten the best of them without even trying?
I learned how deep envy and jealousy went. And I have seen many people get back what they put out.
People were mad because I never got caught up in this society, mad because I have no skeletons in the closet. So many of them had messed up their lives during their youth because they were young and dumb.
Since I never made the same mistakes in life that they did they thought they could ruin my life by telling and spreading a heap of lies– thinking that they could make me feel less than who I am and have a hard time in life.
These people also had not counted on me being as incredibly strong as I am. None of them had the strength or knowledge that I do because if they did they never would have tried to sabotage me in the first place.
All they do is tell on themselves with their actions. Throughout the years I have seen so many of them suffer and receive payback through the universe for all the shit they talked and all the things that they did that did not even touch me.
They thought they had it all in the bag. They thought they had me all figured out. They thought they knew all that there was to know about people and life when in reality they are clueless when it comes to those of us that are special.
I am naturally multifaceted and I also always continued to grow and evolve as one is supposed to in their own fashions.
There are still sick people till this day trying to interfere with my life and it is ridiculous it is not normal.
Lying on me does not work. If people cannot think for themselves and are foolish enough to believe in certain illusions that is on them not me. I know and live in my truths. I don’t care.
Getting others to turn against me has never worked. I did not need or want the company or validation of others. I thrive in solitude and am extremely choosy in who I select to be around. I was never the type who liked to be bothered. This is a huge world everyone is not the same I am still liked and respected by those that I connect with. All that matters to me is that I deeply love and respect myself and that I have a profound connection to spirit and unto the universe that no one can separate or prevent.
No one can tarnish my name and no one can destroy my life– it is impossible– in trying to do so will only ruin those who indulge within the negativity.
What is interesting is that the majority of people involved or who were involved in their smear campaign were people who indulged in drugs, alcohol, and their addictions to things of a sexual nature. As one who is the complete opposite it boggled me how they with the lifestyle they lived thought they could attack me. It explained their motives and why they project their insecurities onto others who they resent and feel inferior to.
A lot of these addicts for some reason thought they were riding high but deep inside they know the truth. Their methods may have worked on others but there is always one or two like me who has to show or teach them different.
I have discernment, I was born with intuitive gifts, and I live my life right, I will always be blessed and things will always continue to go right for me.
I Am Going To Be Fifty Years Old Next Year I’ve Never Had A Boyfriend And I Am Very Proud Of That! ❤
I have naturally beat statistics all throughout my life and I have defied the laws of what some consider nature when certain things comes as unnatural to me.
There have been men in the past who have tried to come into my life who I absolutely did not want and there have been a few who lied and tried to make it appear as they were involved with me because they could not handle and accept rejection and because they were jealous of me since I had never been hurt or dogged by a man.
How can one ever be hurt, used, or dogged by a man when you never had feelings for one in the first place? It ate them up so much inside that I was nothing like the average person/female.
I made it through life all of these years disappointing my haters and succeeding in being the authentic person that I truly am and not the person that they wanted me to be or tried to falsely portray me as.
I told people in my younger years that I would never be in a relationship all that I wanted and that made me happy was manifesting my destiny and using my creative gifts and talents.
The only companion that I could and would ever fall in love with are those of the canine category. Dogs and puppies are the only ones who have the ability to steal my heart. It has never been and will never ever be any man! Hurray to that!!!
I am a woman who is soley into herself, her career, her canines, and living in the manifestation of blessings meant for her.
I am not at all male bashing I am just not into them. Men have never been my thing neither am I into women.
I am an extremely headstrong individual. I have been this way since childhood. Once my mind is made up nothing or no one can change it. I am who I am and it is what it is.🌺
I Am Unstoppable And Fulfilling My Destiny (I Was Naturally Born To Succeed)💋
I remember years ago when Walden Books (where I had my very first book signing over twenty years ago) and B Dalton bookstores were still in business.
There is something about the feel of a bookstore and the joy of reading as well as writing.
I like the environment of libraries and stores that sell books and how they are decorated and organized.
Born with an artistic and creative nature and the burning passion to follow the path bestowed to me I keep on going led and divinely protected.❤
Witchcraft workers thought that they could stop me but those delusional dummies could not stop what is meant to be.
I do not and have never feared shit. I am not scared of anyone.
I am not scared to be myself, and I do not back down. I go after what I want and I always get it! I don’t give a fuck who does not like it.
Miss LaToya is here to stay!!!🌷🕊
I Am Loving These Book Signings I Am Having A Wonderful Time Today!❤❤❤
LaToya Lawrence Book Signing Event At Barnes and Noble Bookstore October 19, 2024— For Books The Artist: When Paintings Come To Life, Lady, and Inherent: The Birthright
My Latest Interview 🌷🌷🌷
Born and raised in Queens, New York, LaToya received a publishing offer from a mainstream publisher at just eleven years old. A natural-born writer with a gift for creativity and intuition, LaToya’s extrasensory perception guided her to a life dedicated to storytelling. By twelve, she knew her destiny was to become an artist. Today, she has transformed her passion for writing into a successful career, sharing her unique voice and inspired storytelling with the world. Read full interview…
I Am Here At My Signing Having A Great Time!❤❤❤
I Love My Powerful Energy (Born With A Veil)
Born with a veil is who I am. I have never been like other people and I do not want to be.
I am so happy living within my own nature and not in the nature of others– that certain types of people and trash–for many years tried so desperately without success to force upon me with their ignorance, lies, and misperceptions.
I am proudly my own individual and nothing or no one can change me or sway my mind! -miss latoya lawrence
My Thoughts As An Author
I am a writer who does not limit herself to one specific genre.
I write by what naturally inspires me at any given time as I am naturally versatile- whether it be self-help, devotional, non fiction or fiction novels of suspense.
One thing I have observed through my writing, and with life in general- as certain others have I am sure, is that people will view things and/or judge within their own perception- viewing through their own personal lenses.
What they may interpret or misinterpret may not at all correspond or have anything to do with what I or another may be expressing, divulging, or projecting.
All of us writers do not use ourselves as examples, yet we may share what we have seen or encountered through others firsthand while also adding to our own experience as a confirmation to what we know is fact or a possibility.
As writers and as human beings, we will always receive some form of criticism, praise, or misjudgment. It is all up to the individual on how they accept, handle, or ignore what others throw out.
I personally am a very strong, resilient, determined person who cannot be swayed by the judgment or opinions of others.
When we write and live life, we are not always going to please others- and I do not seek nor have I ever sought validation or approval from anyone.
I have God-given talents just like a lot of us do, and writing is something I have loved to do since my childhood and is my passion.
If anyone chooses to learn or feel enlightened or inspired by my writings, then so be it. If not, so be it. I do not write to please or to disturb anyone I write because it is one of my callings as I am extremely creative.
There is nothing wrong with sharing and exchanging ideas.
I also feel that as a writer one should never let anyone discouraged them in their ventures or visions.
Always stand up for yourself and what you believe in and if others misunderstand you or persecute you for any reason that is their problem not ours.
Some people in life will relate to others in some form or fashion and some will not- and that is a good thing.
Most of the time their words and/or actions are a reflection of themselves and not of us. We as individuals all cannot be the same.
If so, life would be dull and boring.
Be happy, be healthy, and publish the beauty of your diversity of talent until your heart is content!
We all have something wonderful to contribute to the world.- LaToya Lawrence
The Truth: I Have A Very Strong Mind And Spirit That No One Can Break Through❤
I speak the truth. It is true that the truth will set one free. All one must do is Boldy speak it.
It does not matter if one believes or not, just if one knows their own truth and lets it be known.
I have never been known as a liar. I have always had strong credibility among those who count.
My mother taught me as a young child and told me- if you tell me the truth, I can always help you.
Wise words spoken by an exceptional mother.
Why lie to the person on earth who loves you the most and who would fight to the ends of the earth in your honor and defense?
I am amazed at the power released into the universe by having the courage and spunk to speak the truth with such ease and eagerness.
It comes as second nature to me.
Truth is a powerful, wonderful, and dangerous weapon against any lie or falsehood.
We’ll Be Together Again One Day ❤
I do not understand people who claim that it hurts to talk about a relative who died. I love and enjoy speaking and reminiscing about the times we shared.
If the death of someone ever caused you pain, it is only because of the love you had for them. The more you loved them, the more it hurt, and that hurt feels so good!
Within that pain lies beauty. Beauty is the strength of that love. Love is the most beautiful thing in the world. I thank God for gifting me with such a strong spirit.
Our loved ones who died in Christ are not actually dead.
They are alive and living well. In fact, they are doing far much better than we are!
Yes, we love them, and we miss them. However, we should be very happy for them.
They, by the grace of God, made it home to Jesus! That is a cause for celebration.
They are residing in the peace and comfort of divine love.
The love we have for our dear ones could never compare to the love that God has for them.
When we truly love them, we can willingly let them go, and that gives us such beautiful peace knowing them in such wonderful state of bliss.
No more troubles in this perishing world they must endure.
The most phenomenal thing we as believers and children of God recognize is that our deceased relatives are not people who are from our past.
They are people who we know we will look forward to sharing the rest of our future in eternity with once we finally cross over. –latoya lawrence
Friends For Life ❤🐕
The German Shepherd/Collie mix love of my life has been gone for twenty years now.
Time has no bearing when it comes to love as I still think about my precious baby every single day. I always loved her so much from the moment her little body was placed in my young arms at the animal shelter.
Brandie is long gone but she will never be forgotten, and I surely hope to see her one day as many of us whose pets have passed on do.
There will indeed be dogs and other animals when God brings heaven down to earth for our eternity.
Unfortunately, there is no mention of the Bible stating that we will ever see our pets again as we will our deceased relatives.
Nevertheless, although there is no guarantee, we can hold out hope.
God is the almighty creator and ruler. He can do anything that he pleases, and he may surprise us one day.
I really hope to reunite with Brandie again. I do not want to imagine never seeing or being with her again.
The Spirit Within Me
I have never been down and out. No one has ever been able to bring me down. And I will never be brought down by the hands or spiritual doings of anyone. People have used spiritual practitioners from different parts of the world (overseas) and they still cannot touch me. Nobody’s gossip or witchcraft means shit and cannot do shit to me!
People are so dumb. They sometimes tend to think that just because you do not mention or speak about something then you must not know or be clueless. For years, even during my childhood, I kept quiet about many of things that I knew about–I still do!
I Received This Message From Someone On TikTok
I took a screenshot of someone who claims to be a psychic who I have never heard of who messaged me. She wrote to me all this nonsense she “supposedly” intuited and I don’t know why she chose my profile for her bullshit because all she did was show that she is not real. If she was genuine she would have never approached me in the first place. Especially since I am someone who truly has spiritual gifts.
I messaged her back that I did not want, need, or ask for a reading from her as I have my own spiritual gifts, yet this woman proceeded to go on with asking for my information. I blocked the ignorant bitch.
Here is the interaction between us (she chose the wrong person to fuck with):
My Forecast🦬
I Love My Taurus Horoscope
I am a proud Taurean, my mother was a Taurus, and my dog, Brandie was a Taurus.–A Birthright To Lifetime Abundance
Taurus
You are a magnet for abundance. It is part of your divine birthright to have and acquire— so you naturally attract the right opportunities into your life.
Both charming and creative, being Venus ruled certainly helps you manifest the life of your dreams. Your luck is not only apparent in the material form either. With the Goddess of Love and Beauty behind you, you typically end up quite fortunate in affairs of the heart.
The fakes and phonies expose themselves to you early on, so you don’t waste time on meaningless relationships, and will typically form bonds that only have true value. Once you learn the more worth you see in yourself, the more you receive in return, it’s a done deal. Your desires and dreams are seeking you too.
My New Latest Release
From the horrors that occurred from behind bars to the unexpected danger that lies ahead Keiran is in for more than his psyche will allow him to handle while he is on the verge of losing control in this gripping shocking psychological thriller.
Out on parole after twelve years of serving time for a mistake during his youth, Keiran George struggles to find work and restart his life. With the support of Freya Cassius—his new girlfriend—and psychiatrist—Dr. Jahmir Yael, Keiran tries to move on and forget about the past but old wounds come back to haunt and disturbingly unfurl.
Just when situations seem like they cannot get any worse, things suddenly turn auspicious, giving Keiran the brighter outlook that he needs to continue in life. While circumstances start to look up for him, things are spiraling down for Freya, the woman who he coincidentally met while he was in jail.
Freya is hiding a secret. One that she doesn’t want Keiran to find out about. Involved in a perilous cycle of negativity herself—she may just be the obstacle that Keiran needs to at once rid himself of before it is too late.
My Latest Novel🕯
It is summer and Cyrilla Tove and her daughter Bexley pick up and leave their native state of Louisiana to make a fresh clean start in the lovely southern state of South Carolina. A nosey young neighbor has eyes on them as soon as they arrive to the neighborhood of Halverson.
Ambrosia—a pushy, troublesome young teenager—quickly starts up a friendship with Bexley. Bexley soon learns that she is unable to trust Ambrosia inciting hard feelings and gossip against the unsuspecting newcomer.
Settling down in a new area for an easygoing life of peace and tranquility expeditiously gyrates into a move of upheaval. Before Cyrilla and her daughter know it, they have become targets around town.
To right the wrong done unto Bexley, Cyrilla returns to her dark New Orleans roots—in her sinister Louisiana fashion of knowing how to properly do things.
Amanda Bullock Byars–Dead And Gone
I never attended my great-grandmother’s wake or funeral (my mother’s grandmother on her father’s side of the family) sixteen years ago in 2009 after she passed away during the month of January because I was glad–ecstatic–that she was dead and did not care.
I was not the only family member to skip attending her services.
I wish the jealous, miserable bitch had have died two decades earlier than when she did.
A Recent Interview
Tell us a little bit about yourself, your hobbies and interests.
I am a very strong-minded, laid-back, independent, and unconventional individual. I am also multifaceted. There are many aspects and sides to me. I am a combination of things, and I have a combination of talents.
When and why did you start writing books?
My love for writing started during childhood. I wrote a classroom play when I was in fourth grade. A year or two later I had an offer to get published by a traditional publisher for the short horror stories I used to write.
What made you decide to tackle writing as a career?
At age twelve is when I knew I was meant to become an author and that this was the professional career that I would pursue.
Which one of your books or characters is your favorite?
I love all my books. They are all special to me. However, my favorite book is Lady. Aspen Wesley, from my supernatural thriller The Artist, is a favorite character of mine.
Which one of your books was the hardest to write and stretched you the most as a writer?
None of my books were hard to write since I have a flair for the craft. Yet, I will say that Inherent: The Birthright and Paper Dolls were two that I put a lot of effort and heart into. I am so proud of them both.
The Whispering Staircase is another one that I gave special attention to. With this novel I had taken pleasure in creating and describing picturesque beauty. If this book is ever made into a movie the cinematography to bring my vision to life would be gorgeous with the right technical crew involved.
Who is your favorite author and book?
I do not have a favorite author.
What book are you reading right now?
Currently I am not reading any specific book. I am focused primarily on fresh novels that I am writing while promoting and scheduling events for novels that I have already published.
Where do you get your inspiration for your books?
Inspiration comes naturally. Ideas generate within me then I start creating fluently.
What do you enjoy doing in your spare time?
I love alone time. Personal space and boundaries are of utmost importance to me. I am one who enjoys my own company.
Aside from that, I am a health enthusiast, I love music, I love doing arts and crafts (building, painting, decorating, stitchery, crochet, etc…), I love artwork and drawings, I have collected barbie dolls and vintage punch-out paper dolls), I delight in spending quality time with beloved pets. I enjoy conversation and analytical discussion.
I am one who enjoys quite a few interests as I am versatile and energetic. Since I get bored easily, I am always occupied with various hobbies or activities that attract my attention. I move on and adapt to different things depending on my preferences.
Do you have any new books in the works?
Yes. I have a plethora of upcoming books in preparation.
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An Invite: No Thank You!
On January 10th, 2025 I received this exclusive invitation email to come work at The Apsley–a fairly new luxury residential community facility affiliated with Sunrise Senior Living within the area of Manhattan, New York.
I worked for Sunrise Senior Living in the year of 2016 at the Glen Cove location in long Island, NY and had conflict there with corrupt people who could not intimidate, manipulate, or control me so they had set me up to get fired.
About a year or two ago the company was sued for not paying out their employees and former employees all of their past paycheck earnings. I was one of the former employees who received due funds from the lawsuit settlement after Sunrise Senior Living were taken to court by other employees who had worked for the company.
I would never go back to work for Sunrise Senior Living or any business associated with them at any location.
They did dirt and have the nerve to put me on their mailing list for an invitation of employment there at the Apsley. They must be out of their fucking mind.
I have far better things going on in my life and even if I didn’t I would not pursue any opportunities with them by no means.
They are another of many who are receiving their karma too!
Correctly And Accurately Stated
So true! I can relate to everything discussed in this video by Trenius Henderson.
Healthy Spaces
I hate that just because I have brown skin that certain black people who are not of my class think that they can approach me. They need to stay in their place and keep their distance.
Into the second month I had started working at Target Department Store I only had a problem with three people there (three jealous, insecure, self-loathing blacks who are beneath me–it is always them who must try to start trouble) and no one else of the other ethnicities. Everyone else behaved professionally.
However, I immediately put a stop to them and had no further problems.
Of course, there are fucked up people in every nationality. I don’t automatically favor someone just because they are of a different ethnicity or race, not at all. And as an individual of color, I have experienced prejudice that I have paid no mind. Yet it is always other races of people that I have gotten better along with in comparison to most blacks. In general, all throughout my life other nationalities have behaved decently and treated me wonderfully.
I do not like and have never cared for the average type of black people. I hated growing up around them as a child and could never live around them as an adult. Their energy is a complete turn-off. It is wonderful to not dwell in an environment where they occupy.
A Genuine Pat On The Back❤
If someone were to ask me who is the one person that I admire I would honestly and wholeheartedly without a doubt say that person is myself.
There is nothing about myself that I am ashamed of and everything about myself that I am proud of.
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Coming soon! My brand new novel mystery, thriller Poise: Silent Footsteps
To Whom It May Concern (I See You, I Feel You, I Intuitively Know What You Are Doing–Though I Do Not Personally Know You All But You Know Who I Am Or Of Me)
I am here still alive and functioning excellently. I know it is disappointing for you to hear as you have worked hard for my demise to block me and/ or to put me in the ground. But I have news for you. Your asses are the ones who are going! 😃😄😸😁😂😹
Certain people have and continue to underestimate me yet overestimate themselves when it comes to my abilities, my value, my knowledge, and my strong purpose.
They have attacked me for years–since childhood–and I am still here divinely protected.
The only thing that ever results from their attacks is my further growth, resilience, and elevation.
There is no competition my adversaries stand no chance as they do not compare. They can imitate though they are unable to duplicate.
I am not average. I am not of them or of this world.
Laugh at my words, mock me, or call me crazy like the fools who have done in the past only to find themselves feeling humiliated, stupid and dumbfounded. It is not going to change, stop, or blur the reality of circumstance.
The truth is obvious and evident.
Many have come up against me and have failed. When will these current dumb individual assholes learn that witchcraft/black magic/voodoo attempts against me are useless?
I see and know what is going on and am not affected or afraid.
The spiritual realm is my territory! I am the whirlwind within the storm.
All they do is keep digging a deeper spiritual grave for themselves in a place where I am highly ranked and protected.
And this is not ego talking this is all facts.
People like them never listen to reason or learn. They think that they know everything, and they must be shown with reality checks through time when their efforts don’t work, don’t get the results they were looking for, or when things blow up in their face.
The more dirt they do and negativity they try to send just accumulates to return to them in a worse off pattern.
Sick people thrive in their delusions. For all the years I have lived on this earth no one or anything has ever been able to bring me down or ruin me and never will and I can say that with absolute confidence.
Adversaries cannot hurt me with their words, actions, or evil spiritual tactics. They are nowhere near the level I am on mentally or spiritually– they never have been.
These types of people are shit. A bunch of nothings who have the false belief of thinking their better, wiser, or more powerful than those of us who authentically have a special calling on our lives in which some of them were blinded from seeing.
Some of us are cloaked for a reason.
I know in their minds they really think and believe that they are doing something. However, the deal is that they unknowingly prepare us while setting the stage for our longevity and destined success.
Their pathetic actions through envy and jealousy add fuel to the fire that we use to burst forth with.
So, no! Those assholes cannot break us they help to make us even the more incredible!
This is celebration time! We have all the victory. And the huge blessings are on the way.
Tina Mcelroy Ansa
Author Tina Mcelroy Ansa passed away suddenly this past September of 2024. Her husband was sick and died in 2020 according to reports.
I never met Tina Mcelroy Ansa in person yet I had spoken to her over the phone more than once and communicated through mail with her over twenty years ago.
Here is a little backstory I wrote about my experience with her years ago in this highlighted link on this blog using her initials TMA.
I did not at all like the woman and she definitely will not be missed by me. Tina was ignorant and she eventually felt guilt for her wrongdoing and wanted to make amends, however, I did not desire or need any of her atonement–she was a nobody to me.
Tina Mcelroy Ansa was never an attractive woman to begin with but she really looked like a hideous piece of shit in her old age. Karma is a bitch that she deserved.
Unlimited Season
While my main love and passion is writing I am one of many skills and talent who likes to indulge within the different fields of interest as an active and energetic person.
For the past months I have been busy on full schedules working my side hustle at Target Department Store in receiving, on the sales floor, and backstocking.
I loved what I had signed up for too as I am business oriented having an extensive background and experience working in retail.
My input did not go unnoticed. I and certain other employees were given recognition along with a small token of appreciation in the form of a Christmas gift a day ago.
Under my belt of retail jobs throughout the years that range from Sears Roebuck (Merchandise Pricing Associate), JC Penney (Sales Support Associate), Bloomingdale’s (Central Wrap Packer), Toys R Us (Lead Pricing and Signage Coordinator), Macy’s (Pricing Associate), Fed Ex (Warehouse Shipping), Amazon (Locker and Customer Service Associate), Burlington Coat Factory (Sales Support), nothing compares to my own business that I built and manage as an author.
(Those roles kept me occupied and helped to pay bills but they were no big deal to me. I knew I was meant for other things.)
There are plenty of my projects on the way to come in the new year ahead!
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