Almost exactly a year has passed since I relaunched this blog. In the post A New Path, I promised to share both failures and successes as I transitioned from photojournalism and documentary photography toward a more artistic approach—what could be call fine art photography.
The impulse behind the blog remake was perhaps less about photographing itself, since that shift had already been underway for some time, and more about writing openly about the struggle I expected to face; getting my work shown in galleries and finding publishers willing to produce my photo books. In that world, I am a complete beginner. A greenhorn facing a steep uphill climb toward a first exhibition, a first book—toward anything, really.
Looking back at the past year, it’s clear that I haven’t written much about either of those pursuits. The simple reason is that I haven’t truly pursued them. And if you don’t do the work, there’s not much to report.
What did happen was that early in the spring, a publishing house accepted my idea for a book about Cuba. Not a photo book, but a text-based, nonfiction book. Writing that book took up most of the year and left little room for actively pursuing my path as a fine art photographer.
But here’s the uncomfortable truth: the writing also became a very convenient excuse not to try. We all know how difficult it is to step onto a new path. We procrastinate. We convince ourselves that other tasks are more urgent, that the timing isn’t right, that we’re not ready, or that we simply don’t have enough time. All of which of course is bullshit.
So here I am, with a book about Cuba still being worked on by an editor at the publishing house—but with no gallery shows and no photo books to point to. It wasn’t a wasted year, but it was a year in which I didn’t use my time as fully or as courageously as I should have.
It’s a new year now. And if I’m serious about this pursuit, I need to act accordingly. No more procrastination. No more hiding behind work that feels safer or more familiar. No more fooling myself.
I’ll end this post with a quote from Austin Kleon—an artist and writer whose thinking about creativity I deeply admire. In my next post, and its This Week’s Book Read, I’ll write more about his books. For now, here’s a passage that feels particularly relevant:
“Go easy on yourself and take your time. Worry less about getting things done. Worry about things worth doing. Worry less about being a great artist. Worry more about being a good human being who makes art. Worry less about making a mark. Worry more about leaving things better than you found them.”
































