Kenosis is – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Fear Not The Darkness Dear Soul, Sunday Will Come.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Dear seeker thank you for the journey we’ve shared together. I appreciate your presence most profoundly. That said; when the time was right it became right to publicly birth my journey completion blog Kenosis is Love. Therein should you ever feel drawn to explore that blog too, you can do so by clicking this embedded link Kenosis of Love. In the interim period, thank you, be well, be love always, Fin.


A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω


“Bearing The Cross of Kenosis is to Reconsecrate One’s Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Devotion.


“When The Body Dissolves and Hate Falls, There is Only Love Dear Soul Selah.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.



“Soul knows when it’s time to return home, tears no longer flow, smiles take centre stage. Peace is the prize for a life lived well.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Mystical – Prayer

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer



Mortality is not an easy ride and I know that through experience and immense personal suffering. Nevertheless it is also true that the greater the suffering the closer one draws to God. Indeed a drawing closer to God that arises through the commitment to unceasing prayer. A journey that takes every pilgrim through many hells walking in faith alone. Indeed a divinely ordained soul centered approach that seeks always to do no harm. Empowering and inspiring every soul, be they open or closed, it matters not. You see; that journey is all about a love of and for God and love of all our brothers and sisters. Yes; Serving Soul Loving God. Why? Because the only meaning for mortality is to know God and to serve through love with ones heart beating in glory for life eternal yet to be. Its not about pleasures of the flesh or gross acquisitions of physical power, control, wealth and hate at the expense of ones soul. Its about opening up to the call of soul and serving and helping our brothers and sisters wherever we can, because that is the way, the truth and the life. Such that saint I am not indeed far from it dear soul still I have always chosen to live and serve through that innate state of being which is the Golden Rule based in prayer i.e. I do unto others as I would have them do unto me. Because I am in this world but not of it and that requires living a life in mystical prayer and prayers. Indeed a reunion and union with God, living harmoniously in a constant communion with God. Its not about being a good Catholic, Protestant, Jew, Muslim, Buddhist or Hindu et al., or whatever the religiously inculcated claim religious goodness to be. Indeed not. Its wholly about living ones life loving God. Which means living from ones heart truly knowing that; “I am nothing, you are God, father I love you, father I love you.” ~ Stephanie Burke. For; “behold, I make all things new.” ~ Revelation 21:5 KJV.


How do we know all things will be made new? Well those who pick up their cross come to know and see the holy truth that; “I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful. And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.”~ Revelations 21:1-8 KJV.


Now thats a lot for you to ponder so in the interim period as you ponder you can explore the depth and breadth of my corporate career and the vast array of spiritual and healing modalities that I explored during the course of my first 33 year dark night of my soul period here which prepared me for my hellish decade and a half of pure dark night of spirit. For in loving truth I state; “Only God and Soul truly know how much mortal man can endure” ~ Mystical Prayers. Therein; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things. Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.” St. Teresa of Avila. For; “All the way my Savior leads me, O the fullness of His love. Perfect rest to me is promised, in my Father’s house above. When my spirit clothed immortal, wings its flight to realms of day. This my song through endless ages, Jesus led me all the way.” ~ Fanny Crosby.


Rafael Cardinal Merry del Val Litany of Humility


”O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me. From the desire of being esteemed, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being loved, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being extolled, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being honored, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being praised, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being preferred, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being consulted, Deliver me, Jesus. From the desire of being approved, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being humiliated, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being despised, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of suffering rebukes, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being calumniated, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being forgotten, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being ridiculed, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being wronged, Deliver me, Jesus. From the fear of being suspected, Deliver me, Jesus. That others may be loved more than I, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may be esteemed more than I, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That, in the opinion of the world, others may increase and I may decrease, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may be chosen and I set aside, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may be praised and I unnoticed, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may be preferred to me in everything, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.” For; humility is Gods grace born out of a broken heart and contrite spirit in love with the loving Holy Trinity through which unconditional forgiveness is rebirthed anew. Such that no matter the wounds and scars of this temporal world ones sacred soul can lovingly rejoice in our Heavenly Fathers eternal forgiveness. Indeed that place where its okay to shout and lament at God the Father, telling him all our many woes. For God the Holy Spirit will always breeth the peace that passes all understanding upon every soul. For that is the place where God the Son sits, weeps and lovingly rejoices with those who truly love him. Yes; that is the way, the truth and the life of soul reborn of spirit and homeward bound. Indeed that state of grace where the tumult dies and ones soul shines in Gods eternal glory. So do not pray for riches, status, glory or any of the attachments and temporal chains of mammon. Instead embrace the truth that the grace of pentecost is to be married to; poverty, persecution, privation, suffering and pain. A walk with God that is not easy. Therein; pray thee with all of thy being for unyielding courage to sustain thee for this is the only way. For the great transforming light is deep within the loving transmutation of innate darkness. Thereafter it is so that when; “Omnia mutantur, nos et mutamur in illis” and soul is reborn of spirit. Trusting that; “the LORD is nigh unto them that are of broken heart and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.” ~ Psalm 34:18 KJV.


In closing the truth is that every mortal that you will ever meet is upon their own sacred journey of soul be they a believer or not. So its important to know that soul choices all have consequences be they credits or debts. That is why the pull of soul to escape separation is inevitable and no soul is spared dear soul. For; the sacred journey of soul is an experiential journey dear soul. Yes infinite dvinity in flow. So choose wisely dear soul how you will play out your mortal realities for; when the cathartic work has been done and the heart has opened and all is one, suffering gives way to surrender and innate peace is the prize. Thereafter a pile of dust truly knows that every awakened soul is serenaded home. (Copyright notice: a pile of dust link and music credit VOCES8 et al). That is loves way and divinity in flow for every homeward bound soul. Steadfast in open heart, living the holy eternal truth, humbly serving God through selfless love that; “I may know him and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of his sufferings being made conformable unto his death.” ~ Philippians 3:10 KJV.


There you have it dear soul my final post upon this lowly little blog. Still my love I pour out upon you that you may choose the narrow gate, seeking greater guidance from those who Love God, Serving Soul. For; as our Lord forgives every soul, so I forgive those who implored this wretched little soul to undertake a most difficult yet timeless journey of soul. “Yes” I forgive you Mam, “Yes” I forgive you Dad, “Yes” I forgive you Brother, “Yes” I forgive you Sister. For the light shines brightest amidst darkness where our Good Shepherd dwells loving; “as the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste.” ~ Song of Solomon 2:3 KJV.


A – Ω

Love is; one in one of one.

Purification – Sacred Soul Mysteries

Illumination – Mystical Prayers

Unification – Kenosis is Love

Love is; one in one of one.

A – Ω


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Eternal Truth That You Are Love.

“I Serve From Soul For Every Seeking Soul” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that too dear soul and be by becoming that I am, power unlimted.


“Soul knows when it’s time to return home, tears no longer flow, smiles take centre stage. Peace is the prize for a life lived well.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

The Inner – Kenosis

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Fear Not The Darkness Dear Soul, Sunday Will Come.” ~ Mystical Prayers



It is our eternal rite as soul to know that; the Holy Path of Light is a Darkness illuminated by Faith, Hope, Love and Mystical Prayer in Christ Jesus. A journey of sanctification bound, yet; freed by the wounds of love. A sacred journey of soul through which mortality is reborn in loving spirit and the Christos is truly known. Thereafter gone forever is one’s trust in self and the mendacious shame of inner and cultural dissonance. All replaced by a walk in faith with eyes fixed and transfixed upon the eternal loving King of Kings and Lord of Lords. A grace that cannot be earned through any religion, cult or delusion et al. Nor can grace be earned through works, even those works and rigours of inner purification, illumination and unification which encompasses the dark night of soul and dark night of spirit. For; grace is an undeserving divine mercy from God it is an agape gift that lovingly supports the awakening one’s journey through the seven mansions. Wherein the Holy Spirit enters mind, body, soul and victory over death is lovingly assured. That is the holy path of light walking in faith alone. Abiding wholly in divine scriptures. Free of the inculcated corruptions of man’s sinful ways. Select in Philia love, serving meekly for; that is the way, the truth and the life. Indeed an inner transformation through which the old man dies and the truth of Christos is brought forth in life anew abiding wholly holy in inner prayer, serving soul, loving God. For the embodied metanoia that gives rise to this state is in this world, not of it. For; verily ones heart is home in the light of arcane transcendence and free of suffering. Such is the divine mystery of effortless effort that is; theosis. Indeed living outwardly from within through self knowing amidst the sacredness of sacredness. Devoted wholly to the path of love within the frequency of eternity always trusting absolutely in the nature of our loving creator. This dear soul and more is all experiential and the one who steps into their inner Crystal Palace knows this and is; innately harmonious, humble and centred in prayer. For such is the church, mosque, temple and synagogue et al., of the heart. Indeed the indwelling of gnosis amidst the pulse, the frequency and the light of impromptu and continuous contemplative prayer. That is the love of inner crucifixion through which the will of God is manifest in every living situation. Indeed a consecrated humility which changes all things and everything, for ever. For such a one knows that worldly glory is empty and therein seeks only eternal glory through loving service. Therein don’t ever buy into the lies of the evil one, you are holy and when you commit to the inner life expressing kenosis in your outer life. You will know that you know. Why? Because the wholly, holy truth is; “behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” ~ Luke 17:21 KJV.


Bearing The Cross of Kenosis is to Reconsecrate One’s Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many souls have been damaged greatly by the toxicity of religion et al. Indeed many souls have been turned off and turned away from the Lord God Almighty because of the satanism that runs rampant and unrepentant amongst the rank and file of mortal man. That is the truth of this lowly plane and the very reason why the works of the inner life lead to annihilation before ultimate salvation. For; blasphemy is common place as are acts of indecency and abuse unfolding continuously as a seemingly matter of fact act of accepting the innate insanity of living in depravity. Yet whilst the one upon the sacred journey of soul experiences all these unfolding abominations starkly they flinch not under such unrelenting demonic attack. For; such is the power and grace within the rigours and works of the inner life and the one who lays up their treasures in that place yet to come. That they truly know the salvific nature of the one who picks up their cross and walks in faith alone. Bowed but not broken, dying physically and spiritually in truth abandoned and abused by this lowly world and finding themselves frequently all alone. Safe and saved in the peace, the glory and the joy of absolute resurrection that assuredly awaits and breaths life anew. Such are the travails and trials of one upon the narrow road. The one who is often times bowed, yet not broken. How so? Well there is a phenomenon within the inner world where the old man dies and the new man is born, this always results in the old world falling away and a new world being born. People leave the seekers life, careers end, home and location change as does focus and perceptions. Indeed a peeling away unfolds to release the first stage of birthing of meekness. Its objective? To overcome the desire to respond to evil with evil. The second stage of this birthing of meekness and assimilation is not to allow evil done to us to rob us of our peace. The highest and third stage of this birthing of meekness and absolute integration is to wholly grieve for those who are guilty of committing evil against us and to pray for their soul in absolute loving forgiveness. For there can be no peace in the one who strives for revenge and justice in this lowly place of dissonance and the troubles of this lowly world. That was and will always be as it is divinely written to be, indeed the death of Barry and the birth of Finbar aka Fin and every soul up for this journey. For; such is the phenomenal power of the inner walk in faith alone that all becomes nothing as all attachments energetically fall to self, to creatures and all manner of lowly finite things. For; truly that is the way, the truth and the life of a divinely orchestrated impoverished abundance that dances lovingly, faithfully and eloquently with eternity amidst the great purifying cycles of unyielding death and rebirth. So take heart dear soul and walk in the footsteps of one ascetically centred ensuring that you; “Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” ~ Matthew 6:19-21 KJV.


Note to Soul – Seeking revenge is an exponential waste of energy, for its simply a trap door into endless dissonance. So take note dear soul if you truly wish revenge love your abusers, love your haters, love your betrayers, love your slanderers, love your persecutors, love your jailers, love your executioners, love your shadow and all of its reflections towards you on this dense and lowly plane. For when you do through loving kenosis, freedom is your divine rite dear soul eloquently realised within the dissonance of illusion. So take heart dear soul you are eternal. Therein; love and let go amidst your reaching towards the stars. Love the joy, love the pain, bridge the divinity again between heart and mind. Love the day, love the night, love the birth and love the death. You’re safe, you always have been and always will be; love.


“Everything is Forgiven Once The Ego Falls, For Christ is Risen.” ~ Mystical Prayers


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Love and Light Dear Soul.

“When The Body Dissolves and Hate Falls, There is Only Love Dear Soul Selah.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


In Anima Christī A Special Mention For Two Little Souls Who Helped Me Greatly as I Approached Finality, That is Loving Unconditionally Little Jack and Teebees, Thank You Little Ones.

“Soul knows when it’s time to return home, tears no longer flow, smiles take centre stage. Peace is the prize for a life lived well.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Souls Cannot – Die

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Fear Not The Darkness Dear Soul, Sunday Will Come.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Nothing Will Die by Alfred Lord Tennyson. “When will the stream be aweary of flowing, Under my eye? When will the wind be aweary of blowing, Over the sky? When will the clouds be aweary of fleeting? When will the heart be aweary of beating? And nature die? Never, oh! never, nothing will die; The stream flows, The wind blows, The cloud fleets, The heart beats, Nothing will die. Nothing will die; All things will change. Thro’ eternity. ‘Tis the world’s winter; Autumn and summer; Are gone long ago; Earth is dry to the centre, But spring, a new comer, A spring rich and strange, Shall make the winds blow, Round and round, Thro’ and thro’, Here and there, Till the air, And the ground, Shall be fill’d with life anew. The world was never made; It will change, but it will not fade. So let the wind range; For even and morn, Ever will be, Thro’ eternity. Nothing was born; Nothing will die; All things will change.” There you have it my dear, dear soul. That is every sacred journey of soul. Many woes, many soars, many pains and many, many loves upon each wholly, holy storyboard of soul. Indeed a reason and a season for all things yet nothing is new under the sun, nothing is born and nothing dies. Its all simply divinity in flow. Why? Because every soul is eternal dear soul therein; nowt can die save for the dust of mortal mans insanities in mammon. So be love, be light and do not join in with the horrors of this lowly place. Lest you forget forever just how beautiful you are and descend into Sheol. Instead; choose eternal life and light up this world through service to self and all whom you meet. For you are truly soul, you are dialectic light, indeed magnetism in sublime electrical flow. So be love, be light, be soul dear soul and know that this lowly place is not your true home. Therein; live aligned within the golden rule and do unto others as you would have them do unto you, remembering God always and harming no-thing. For the divine call of soul is to seek ye truth through divine illumination for; “I have even heard of thee, that the spirit of the gods is in thee, and that light and understanding and excellent wisdom is found in thee.” ~ Daniel 5:14 KJV.


There really is only wholly holy love, there really is only wholly holy light, there really is only wholly holy consciousness as one. That is the cosmic phoenix dear soul, so be love, be light, be consciousness dear soul. For that is the truth, the life and the way back home to peace. For when the cosmic phoenix rebirths deeper awareness and soul looks upon the battlefields of mind. So the call of soul is to let go, for one chooses to be an innate warrior of holy peace, truly knowing deep within the way, the truth and the life through service. How do I know that? Below is an exert from a soul state healing, an exercise in surrender.


It is so that many incarnate into truly hellishly toxic birth family situations which very often by and of itself is the promoter of multiple toxic life situations and illnesses for the family scapegoat. That is karma it’s not an invitation to be like ones abusers it’s actually a call of soul to rise above such toxic low vibrational situations. Therein answer the call of soul hard though it may be and you’ve effectively dealt with that form of karma. Albeit that choice will see you thrown under the bus and slandered, hated, ridiculed, maliciously abused, attacked and abandoned. For that is the way upon this lowly, lowly plane. Refuse to answer the call of soul and you’ve simply amassed greater karma. It’s really not complicated dear soul. Anyone can embark upon such healing and it is our rite and right to do so. Its not about hating or shaming those who have wronged or sort to wrong us. Its about seeing past the distortions of this lowly plane and serving God, loving soul. In truth its truly about surrendering ones will and placing ones heart, hope and faith in the will of the Lord. Indeed a journey so beautifully captured in psalm 23 of the KJV which all would be wise to memorise and become so. For; “the Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.” For there is no life or peace in hate, in wickedness, in greed, in self-obsessions, in envy, in judgement or the things of mammon. There is only peace in God for God is everything that is not hate, wickedness, envy, obsessions, judgement or the things of lowly mammon. Which in truth is surrendering to the deep, deep cry of every soul for love and to be love for God in soul is no-thing and everything for God is, I am, we are so. For it is so that; “I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live.” ~ John 11:25 KJV.


“Bodily death is no ending for one who has lived upon the cross.” ~ Mystical Prayers


That journey is sacred be you a believer or not, for soul choices all have consequences be they credits or debts. That is why the pull of soul to escape separation is inevitable and no soul is spared dear soul. For; the sacred journey of soul is an experiential journey dear soul. Yes infinite divinity in flow. So choose wisely dear soul how you will play out your mortal realities for; when the cathartic work has been done and the heart has opened and all is one, suffering gives way to surrender and innate peace is the prize. Thereafter a pile of dust truly knows that every awakened soul is serenaded home. (NB a pile of dust url link and music credit VOCES8 et al.) That is the loving ways of divinity in flow. Still it is of much sobriety to note dear soul; “These all died in faith, not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth.” ~ Hebrews 11:13. How so? They are not conformed by the nonsense of this lowly plane but transformed through metanoia therein walking in faith; “Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.” ~ Matthew 7:20 KJV.


This post is posthumously dedicated to my birth sister who lived an all to short life upon the crests of high, low, love and hate 08/01/1963 – 17/06/2023. May those you leave behind grow and come to know the holy truth through our lords divine grace. Likewise may the lord be with and upon you now and Selah. Therein; awaken, awaken, awaken dear sister, the lord is calling deep within your timeless pulse. For the time of sleep is over and your sacred journey of soul has recommenced once again dear soul. Please allow that new journey to be a journey of pure unconditional love dear soul. A journey low in dissonance and high in blessings. Indeed a journey through which you live your true and eternal potency. For love is your very essence. That is the greatest of holy truths. Which is not to diminish the much needed and yet often times torturous and debilitating process of lovingly forgiving and forgiveness. For; God will forgive every sin but that does not mean that the sin won’t be punished for it must be according to the law of balance for love is the way, the truth and the life. For when one has come unto the sixth mansion and has done the work and is on the cusp of the seventh, then and only then dear soul is love in God and truth truly resplendent. Thereafter it is sobering to note that; “keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children’s children, unto the third and to the fourth generation.” ~ Exodus 34:7 KJV.


“Everything is Forgiven Once The Ego Falls, For Christ is Risen.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Now for anyone dealing with the grief of loss its important to have support and to understand the grieving process. Therein please explore the Five Stages of Grief by Elisabeth Kübler-Ross which are denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. Also anticipate no tears and lots of tears and allow the medicine of your body’s innate wisdom to heal you. Its not an easy journey but trust you will come through it. For when the pain of loss dissolves into tears of gratitude and thanksgiving. Then you will truly know that love is your very reason for being. For nothing can truly die that is infinite divinity, so let there be light, let there be light, let there be light Selah, Amen. Thereafter; “Thy Archangel Pour out, Thy Healing Angels, Thy Heavenly Host upon me, And upon those that I love, Let me feel the beam of Thy Healing Angels upon me, The light of Your Healing Hands. I will let Thy Healing begin, Whatever way God grants it, Amen.” ~ Lorna Byrne. For; “Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.” ~ Psalm 1.1 KJV.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Love and Light Dear Soul.

“When The Body Dissolves and Hate Falls, There is Only Love Dear Soul Selah.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


In Anima Christī A Special Mention For Two Little Souls Who Helped Me Greatly as I Approached Finality, That is Loving Unconditionally Little Jack and Teebees, Thank You Little Ones.

“Soul knows when it’s time to return home, tears no longer flow, smiles take centre stage. Peace is the prize for a life lived well.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Life, Death – Eternity

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Fear Not The Darkness Dear Soul, Sunday Will Come.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Life, death, resurrection is the eternal journey of soul. Its not mortality dear soul. As such no-thing mortal is real save for life, death and resurrection in each and every moment. That is truly this now dear soul. So tread lightly, tread lightly, tread lightly as you walk through every now of every mortality dear soul. Learn to sit with your ego harmoniously dear soul and do not rise to or be troubled by its innate insanity. Learn to look upon this illusion through the eyes of love, through the heart of forgiveness and the spirit of compassion. See not your brothers and sisters as the insanities that preoccupy them but simply souls unconscious. Indeed love in distortion. Know that at any moment this reality will end dear soul. Therein trust in the truth of eternal divinity in flow. Seek not to save anyone or indeed anything dear soul. For it is so that upon this sacred journey of soul that we are sure to meet the wise, the foolish and evil person in many interwoven karmic situations. As such God alone guides every awakening soul upon their journey through instruction e.g. Proverbs KJV. To have a personal relationship with the wise, a pastoral relationship with the foolish and only a professional relationship with those who are evil. Why? Because it is essential to be still upon the planes of our frequently torrid and turbulent inner worlds dear soul. For that is where the real work is done. Heart centred always, lovingly and compassionately seeking to cause no harm. Therein to be the light that lifts the hearts and mind of all whom we meet. Forgiving all those who attack us through their own fear of our innate consciousness and authenticity in soul. So trust that it’s all a dream, nothing but a dream dear soul that doesn’t need to become a nightmare. Therein; walk in humility, walk in compassion and walk always in wholly, holy serenity and peace. Know that you are and will always be eternal divinity in flow dear soul. So let go, let go dear soul of that which is not really you. Let your mantra be; I love you, I love you, I love you no matter who you are or what you do to this finite body of corrupted dust. For; soul always knows the truth of every sacred journey of soul. Therein; be the light, the light, the light that you are dear soul. Fearing not life, nor death nor your inevitable resurrection dear soul. For the way is clear and beyond mortal concerns dear soul and that is the holy truth. So be the light, be the light, be your light dear soul and lead the way, for; “I am the Light of the world; he who follows Me will not walk in the darkness, but will have the Light of life.” ~ John 8:12 KJV.


There really is only wholly holy love, there really is only wholly holy light, there really is only wholly holy consciousness as one. That is the cosmic phoenix dear soul, so be love, be light, be consciousness dear soul. For that is the truth, the life and the way back home to peace. For when the cosmic phoenix rebirths deeper awareness and soul looks upon the battlefields of mind. So the call of soul is to let go, for one chooses to be an innate warrior of holy peace. How do I know that? Below is an exert from a soul state healing, an exercise in surrender.


It is so that many incarnate into a hellishly toxic birth family situation which very often by and of itself is the promoter of multiple toxic life situations and illnesses for the family scapegoat. That is karma it’s not an invitation to be like ones abusers it’s actually a call of soul to rise above such toxic low vibrational situations. Therein answer the call of soul hard though it may be and you’ve effectively dealt with that form of karma. Refuse to answer the call of soul and you’ve simply amassed greater karma. It’s really not complicated dear soul. Anyone can embark upon such healing and it is our rite and right to do so. Its not about hating or shaming those who have wronged or sort to wrong us. Its about seeing past the distortions of this lowly plane and serving God, loving soul. In truth its truly about surrendering ones will and placing ones heart, hope and faith in the will of the Lord. Indeed a journey so beautifully captured in psalm 23 of the KJV which all would be wise to memorise and become so. For; ”the Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. For there is no peace in hate, in wickedness, in greed, in self-obsessions, in envy, in judgement or the things of mammon. There is only peace in God for God is everything that is not hate, wickedness, envy, obsessions, judgement or the things of lowly mammon. Which in truth is surrendering to the deep, deep cry of every soul for love and to be love for God in soul is no-thing and everything for God is, I am, we are so. For it is truly so that; “I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live.” ~ John 11:25 KJV.


That journey is sacred be you a believer or not, for soul choices all have consequences be they credits or debts. That is why the pull of soul to escape separation is inevitable and no soul is spared dear soul. For; the sacred journey of soul is an experiential journey dear soul. Yes infinite divinity in flow. So choose wisely dear soul how you will play out your mortal realities for; when the cathartic work has been done and the heart has opened and all is one, suffering gives way to surrender and innate peace is the prize. Thereafter a pile of dust truly knows that every awakened soul is serenaded home. That is the loving ways of divinity in flow. Still it is of much sobriety to note dear soul that; “These all died in faith, not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth.” ~ Hebrews 11:13. How so? Simple; “Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.” ~ Matthew 7:20 KJV. (NB a pile of dust url link and music credit VOCES8 et al.)


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Life, Death and Resurrection.

“Eternity Calls Every Awakening Soul, That is God Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Soul knows when it’s time to return home, tears no longer flow, smiles take centre stage. Peace is the prize for a life lived well.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Not Of – This World

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Saint I am not, seeker of truth I most certainly am. As I child my first conscious thoughts were at odds with all the hate, all the lies, all the stupidity and all the childish self serving and game play that surrounded me. I simply could not understand any of it and would frequently wonder if it was all just a bad dream and that I would one day wake up. My childhood was horrendous, my adolescence no better and then the real darkness of unrelenting and highly debilitating illness came upon me lasting many, many decades. Yet innately I served and sort out mentors far and wide and of many form. Still; I was frequently confused when I was unfathomably attacked endlessly by hate merchants and yet paradoxically sort out by individuals far older than myself who confided in me and asked my advice upon many matters. Indeed all through my career and sporting life I observed cruelty, self-serving and insanity on every conceivable level. From every shop floor setting all the way up to multi-national boardrooms, academia and beyond. People destroying what was right and what was good because they’d invested their entire egoic being into something that was wrong. In time melancholy leached deep into my being as I struggled with the toxicity and insanity that appeared to be everywhere and upon every level. Futile attempts to change this insane world and help others had served nowt save to draw greater insults, attacks and destruction towards me. Indeed such is the journey of soul that leads every seeker to the hallowed grounds of self-realisation through the fires of darkness. A process so dark yet absolutely incorruptible that nothing is ever the same again. For from the fires of self-realisation is born a cup refilled with that which is ineffable and it is that which changes all things and everything. Now in truth thats eternal soul self-actualising in this lowly plane through mortal in spirit in soul reawakening to ones inner light. It’s not money, not control, nor things or that which is corruptible and corrupting. It is that which is; “God is, I am, we are so.” Long story short, that was my early and latter journey and the very reason I seek and serve freely. Because we’re all so much more than the hate, greed, hypocrisy and insanity of the egoic minds of this insane reality. So seek within dear soul and be in this world but not of it, allowing the haters to hate and the insane to amass their insane treasure troves of karma. Your sole rite as soul is to be the; dialectic light, magnetism and electricity that you have always been. For; loving God, serving soul is the holy home of truth, freedom and peace. Which is why; “these things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” ~ John 16:33 KJV.


There really is only wholly holy love, there really is only wholly holy light, there really is only wholly holy consciousness as one. That is the cosmic phoenix dear soul, so be love, be light, be consciousness dear soul. For that is the truth, the life and the way back home to peace. For when the cosmic phoenix rebirths deeper awareness and soul looks upon the battlefields of mind. So the call of soul is to let go, for one chooses to be an innate warrior of holy peace. How do I know that? Below is an exert from a soul state healing, an exercise in forgiveness.


They approached as I sat drinking my tea in the cafe and the false narratives began to be played out upon me yet again. The narratives that I’m the bad guy who is guilty of this and that and all others are innocent and that my postulated crimes are unforgivable. I smile and say; “thank you for seeing me. Do you know that I’ve travelled, lived and worked far and wide and seen the very best and the very worst of mortal man in every situation. Because of that I’ve journeyed deep within myself and sat with the darkest and most depraved aspects of my own being making peace with all. You on the other hand are transfixed by your inculcated sectarian and ethnic historical falsity and fabrications that proporgate perpetual hate. Yet the truth is you all know the truth and I’m sorry you believe and have justified your dream state lies, please forgive me, thank you, I love you. For I choose peace via forgiveness of dissonance not the prorogation and filing of grievances into my soul akashic records. As such; my hope is that one day you too will do likewise dear souls, for that is the language of love and walking in the light of God”. Now just so you know dear soul that; exercise was performed upon the etheric planes it didn’t unfold upon this physical plane, for there are many who cannot accept their sins, seek forgiveness or offer forgiveness. Nevertheless one who is prepared to be the bridge to and for healing not only frees every seekers soul over many time lines but heals every sleeping soul too. That is divinity in flow and the light of love for; God is, I am, we are so.


Anyone can embark upon such healing and it is our rite and right to do so. Its not about hating or shaming those who have wronged or sort to wrong us. Its about seeing past the distortions of this lowly plane and serving God, loving soul.


That journey is sacred be you a believer or not, for soul choices all have consequences be they credits or debts. That is why the pull of soul to escape separation is inevitable and no soul is spared dear soul. For; the sacred journey of soul is an experiential journey dear soul. Yes infinite dvinity in flow. So choose wisely dear soul how you will play out your mortal realities for; when the cathartic work has been done and the heart has opened and all is one, suffering gives way to surrender and innate peace is the prize. Thereafter a pile of dust truly knows that every awakened soul is serenaded home. That is the loving ways of divinity in flow. (NB a pile of dust url link and music credit VOCES8 et al.)


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of That Which Draws You Closer to God.

“Be in The World Not of it, Seek Peace Within.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Soul knows when it’s time to return home, tears no longer flow, smiles take centre stage. Peace is the prize for a life lived well.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers


The Light – Of Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



I am love, I am love, I am that, I am. Yes. I am love, I am love, I am that, I am. Really is the enquiry that roars with angst from deep within? Yes I am love, I am love, I am that, I am. Well replys the angst laden querent if I am love why am I so angry, so frightened, so bitter, so untruthful, so perverted, so greedy, so nasty, so lazy, so boastful, so ugly, so horrible, so fat, so thin, so tall, so short are the questions that arise deep within. If I am love why am I all the former and more roars the querent deep within? Does all that sound strange dear reader? No because it’s very clear that all upon the sacred journey of soul have encountered such dialogue and discord and the reason? Well perspectives are the order of the day to answer that and those questions. It is very true wherever love truly is the former cannot be, however the former are constructs and programmes that we’ve all managed to pick up along the way. That said; the very act of articulating that which is dissonant within is an innate act of divine love. For first there must be conscious awareness and acceptance, thereafter active and passive actions must unfold. At which point a weariness of the suffering of murdering of self and murdering of others in thought, word and deed arises. That is the very point of the Christ Consciousness reawakening dear soul. Indeed that very point upon the sacred journey of soul where the great works upon the inner planes unfold and loving kindness is truly rebirthed. A kindness that is not a construct of egoic or karmic patterns, but a kindness to self and all things knowing truly that; God is, I am, we are so. Indeed that point upon the sacred journey of soul where the battlefields of minds desires are retired with love and kindness. In there place the active and passive expression of love burns resplendent upon and from the birth of a metanoia that dissolves that which was once darkness. So step boldly into and unto your light dear soul and know that truth that was always known to you dear soul. For; that which we are is that which are and that which we are is that which we are. We’re not a CEO, doctor, artist, engineer, wealthy, healthy, sick or poor. We are light so know that; I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.~ John 8:12 KJV.


There really is only wholly holy love, there really is only wholly holy light, there really is only wholly holy consciousness as one. That is the cosmic phoenix dear soul, so be love, be light, be consciousness dear soul. For that is the truth, the life and the way back home to peace. For when the cosmic phoenix rebirths deeper awareness and soul looks upon the battlefields of mind. So the call of soul is to let go, for one chooses to be an innate warrior of holy peace.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Love and Light Dear Soul.

“The Fire Burns Bright Within, That is Your Light Eternal.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Cosmic – Phoenix

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Embracing the cosmic phoenix is a rite of passage for all upon the sacred journey of soul. For when the work has been done and the ascent of mount carmel has been realised. So dear soul the rising of the cosmic pheonix sits resplendent in the energy of the anointed one. That very point upon the sacred journey of soul where death and fear of death are dissolved forever. Indeed that very point when the anointed one can welcome and sit with all emotions, all feelings and all distortions and lovingly let them go. Therein; the birthing of spirit in soul through the transmutation of the death of the old through the cosmic phoenix is a most auspicious albeit truly challenging providential undertaking dear soul. For it is a spontaneous activation of that which has always been that purifies that which was never so. Hellishly deep are the depths of the outward annihilation. Scorching is the heat of the inner purification as the wounds of time are lovingly burnished clean. The primordial snakes may rise and fall and rise and fall again. Yet they are nowt to the self purification of the cosmic pheonix through fire. For low is the brow of the one undergoing such innate purification. Still is the mind of the one of burnished heart. Bright is the glow of the one under energetic transfigurations throes. Love is the tone of the bread and breath of life of the one reborn of spirit in soul. Why? Because great are the rewards for the soul willing to let go of all for and through the language of love. That is the way of wholly, holy soul dear soul. A testament to a life lived well is one who through self liberation truly becomes the embodied realisation of loving divinity in flow. Thereafter the one who looks upon the whole truly knows; “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased; listen to him.” ~ Matthew 17:5 ESV.


There really is only wholly holy love, there really is only wholly holy light, there really is only wholly holy consciousness as one. That is the cosmic phoenix dear soul, so be love, be light, be consciousness dear soul. For that is the truth, the life and the way back home to peace. For when the cosmic phoenix rebirths deeper awareness and soul looks upon the battlefields of mind. So the call of soul is to let go, for one chooses to be an innate warrior of holy peace.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Light That You Bring to This World.

“The Fire Burns Bright in The Cosmic Phoenix of Spirit in Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Language Of – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



The language of love is not simply a romantic notion or gesture, nor is it conditional upon a favourable response. For such limitations are not the active and passion expressions of the language of love. You see; the language of love is a universal law and as a universal law it is irrevocable. Such that as we love, so is the love we receive. So be kind, be compassionate and know that you are the creator of all that you are dear soul. Be love and you will experience and receive love unconditionally and seemingly effortlessly too dear soul. Thereafter abundance flows through your physical body, light body, magnetic torus fields and etheric expressions. All in and as one lovingly whispering deep, deep within dear soul and by day and night too. Let go, let go dear soul you are safe, you are secure, you are wealthy, you are healthy dear soul. For there truly is only loving light dear soul. That is truly the language of love unfolding at your behest dear soul lighting your way that you may light the way for others. For where there is holy love, holy harmony truly is and where holy harmony is, holy peace truly reigns. Therein; committing to the language of love is the way to a happy and fulfilling life dear soul. For truly there is only the light of love in all things and everything in all ages unto spirit in soul, for nowt else is real dear soul. That is the truth of spirit in soul in wholly, holy loving flow. For the light of love cometh forth in spirit in soul and experiences only to return unto the light from whence it came at the anointed completion of its lessons in experiencing. That is the way dear soul for there is the ever changing, the never changing indeed delusion and irrevocable truth. That is the conscious flow of loving light aware that peace is when seeking control, seeking approval and seeking security are all relinquished. Allowing love to guide your inner world for; “God is love; and he that dwelleth in love in God, and God in him. Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love..” ~ 1 John 4:16-18 KJV.


There really is only wholly holy love, there really is only wholly holy light, there really is only wholly holy consciousness as one. That is the language of love dear soul, so be love, be light, be consciousness dear soul. For that is the truth, the life and the way back home to peace.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of a Life Lived in The Language of Love.

“The Language of Love is The Language of Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Reclaim Your – Peace

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



You know much energy is lost in this lowly plane by awakening souls trying desperately to comply with and fit into complete and utter nonsense. Difficult and emotionally stifled parents, disagreeable siblings, codependent relationships, narcissists et al., and of course educational and overt inculcation systems designed to stifle the light and empower innate darkness. No wonder then that the awakening soul doesn’t know who they are, can’t seem to prosper in the world and above all things feel like they are from another planet. Still all that is simply the cracking of the seed. A divinely orchestrated growth spurt that calls the awakening soul to reevaluate and align wholly with their innate holy authenticity. That is the point when the light re-enters in greater measure. That point when the pendulum no longer transfixes by its energetic oscillations. Indeed that point when the scales upon ones eyes fall away and the external landscapes and vistas transform for ever. Indeed a metanoia of awareness and consciousness is brought forth and all things change forever. At which point peace regains its rightful and holy state deep, deep within as the clinging to insanity for the sake of acceptance falls. Giving birth to the rising of etheric alignment with ones innate wholeness. Thereafter no more, no more, can the awakening one work, live or vibrate within the masses of amnesic tick tock stagnation in psychotic expression. Born again is the wholly holy awakening one into the grace of peace. Alive and living within the vibration of love is the one who has embraced the sacred journey of soul. Committed to the work and the journey is the one who awakens to the cosmic pulse of universal law. Wholly free and untouchable by mammons grip is the one who commences the process of becoming non-judgmental and non-attached in the loving pursuit of wholly, holy love. Eyes wide open, smile broad and bright, heart beating only to the pulse of transcendent agape. That is the one living to serve and serving through selfless grace. That is the one dear soul who has truly reclaimed their deep innate inner peace. Indeed the one who has transformed themselves from a fate and kismet reality experiencer unto a truly sublime and effortless reality creator experiencer on every level. For that is the one who knows God intimately indeed the one who knows that; “the Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.” ~ Numbers 6:24-26 KJV, for; “In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, Lord, make me dwell in safety.” ~ Psalm 4:8 KJV.


Now all that being said dear soul allow me to invite you to ponder this. In egoic mode it can be both difficult and paradoxically easy to ask for help as one works through their initial or latent awakening issues why? Because every ego is filled with shame and guilt and every ego is an insane know it all albeit every ego is also imprisoned in fear of rejection. Which is not the best foundation upon which to ask for help authentically. But the truth is you, I, we are not our ego. Our ego is simply a construct, yes a programme that if one were to go looking for it, said would never be found, why? Because its simply a construct, a programme and as a construct and a programme it can be changed and once changed a whole new reality unfolds. Which would still be delusional as long as the ego tightly retains its grasp upon all construct programme patterns. For in changing the construct or programme you, I, we have the power to create our own heaven or hell right here on planet earth but its not who you, I, we truly are. Therein the only thing that you, I, we truly need to know is; am I an unconscious fate reality experiencer or am I truly a conscious reality creating experiencer? Because the former is egoic whereas the latter is spirit in soul and the wholly, holy premise from which freedom and mastery of self truly arises dear soul. And thats the basis from which deep inner peace is truly realised dear soul. For through conscious self enquiry so one becomes more authentically aligned to ones innate loving cosmic self. Thereafter its no longer the ego that shies away from or indeed asks for help its spirit in soul. That is the point when language, thought, body and mind all fall away and absolute being in heart tuly is. A vista and pulse of inner grace that welcomes all states freely. Indeed a returning to ones innate expression through which self enquiry and observation cultivate inner peace through which union and communion are one dear soul so; “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.” ~ Matthew 7:7-8 KJV.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Walk in Light, Love and Peace.

“Walk Always The Way of Peace Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Crisis of – Identity

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



It is truly so that you, I, we are not the identity that was imposed upon us, for we are so much more than the turgid nature of our mortal straightjackets. Still conflicted will assumes our identities for that is the way and we carry on as thus until that is the seed of light reawakens again. Thereafter we begin to feel as if we don’t exist. People just don’t seem to see us, they don’t acknowledge that we have rights and rites and needs and desires too. Indeed and as that awakening picks up momentum it seems to the awakening one that all that they are is some one to use and abuse and implored to be something that doesn’t resonate with them. Thereafter a state of deeper realisation is born within and in that state it becomes self evident that no one appears to know their name or if they do they don’t use it preferring to box them into; O it’s Carolines husband, Charlie’s brother or sister or son or daughter or wife et al., but not the identity that was imposed upon them. Indeed an exaggerated false identity has some how been covertly crafted and layered upon them which robs them of their former basic identity. You see; its an idenity that has no identity, its simply a caricature of ones inculcated identity. Its an identity that has been crafted to further subjugate the free will of the wearer. And we play this game and I explore that in my self help book exploring fluid normality until that is we can play said game no longer. For; it begins to crystallise within the awakening one the sheer depths of this absurdity and just how they are living and being asked to live for others. Whereupon the great call of soul is truly re-energised and a divine redefining process commences and with great gusto too. Trauma is its weapon of choice, purification is its tool of readjustment, loss is its way of releasing that which must be let go of and vision is the clarity that liberates the inculcated one from all of its false identity imprisonments. That is the sacred journey of soul dear soul. The letting go of all falsity in pursuit of divine alignment. A tear, a word, a thought unto a gentle whisper upon the wind. They all and more are the catalysts of change and the releasing of that which serves not ones soul. For we’re not here to be a bit part player in some other dreamers dream dear soul. We’re here to star and know once more that we are eternal light experiencing life through the lenses of dust of man mortality. Therein know that it is very normal to encounter a crisis of identity upon the sacred journey of soul and that it can arise at any time e.g. loss of a loved one, trauma or abuse, serious or terminal illness etc. All of which call the awakening soul to let go of self limiting false identity beliefs. Indeed beliefs that serve only the nonsensical beliefs of a self limiting inert dream state. For until we truly know self we cannot live in absolute authenticity free of the falsity of mortal constructs which are only a dream. What’s more the wonderful thing about our sacred journey of soul is that we get to choose if we are going to play the role of dreamer or awakened, victim or hero of each journey incarnate. So choose wisely dear soul for there is no tribal association, no piece of paper, no role, partner, thing or job that comes anywhere close to who you truly are. Therein let go of all your hang-ups and attachments to identity and allow yourself to just be soul for; “If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.” ~ 1 John 1:8 KJV.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Alignment With Divine Truth.

“Celebrate Every Crisis As Your Awakening To Self.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Be Your – Own Hero

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Many decades ago I sat amongst my fast asleep inculcators in a state of immense and utter despair and I stated there must be more to life than this. It can’t just be about coming down here, working, sleeping, getting married, having children and then dying. The response I received was no better than it could be for I was slapped and ridiculed endlessly and without mercy I would add. Still that was the call of my soul. The timeless call that sits as seed within every soul awaiting the timing of divine orchestration. Thereafter the hero is born. The one who embarks upon and walks through darkness alone and often times forlorn. But how will I know when I’m becoming my own hero you may ask? Well you will truly know you’re becoming your own hero when the fears that once gripped you and stifled your innate expression begin to fall. You will truly know you’re becoming your own hero when you become infilled with insane love. Not insane as insane but a depth of love for all things that’s never been there before which defies the logic of this illogical fear driven reality. That dear soul is the blossoming awareness that is born of spirit in soul in mortal that is liberated within every hero. A vibration, an energetic flow and resonance with harmonic balance devoid of contradiction. That is the expressive state of the one prepared to assume mastery of the holy whole, indeed the one who is lifted up that they might lift their brothers and sister up too. Now mortal man has no control over that journey for that is a journey written amongst the stars. But you will know the mortal man and the mortal wo-man dear mortal who embarked upon their heroes journey and who came to know and be the divine order of truth. For they will have gravitas not through material or positional status but through a presence that is deeply troubling to the fast asleep and yet calming to those upon the cusp of awakening. Humility and humour is their hallmark amidst undefinable power that emanates through every aspects of their being for they are not fools. Low on froth and yet generous in kindness and wisdom is the one who has overcome the immense challenges of mortalities wounds and woundings. Steadfast and flexible in and towards all things, yet lovingly detached is the one who bears and bares their many, many scars that others may be illuminated. Light within light that fears not the shadows of darkness. That is the one who has overcome mortalities challenges. Still seek ye not such a mortal upon this plane dear soul. Seek only the hero deep within thee and thy victorious soul guides will find thee. For true heroes seek neither celebrity nor wealth having acquired mastery of that which liberates, heals and generates innate inner knowing, calmness and peace. Thereafter they serve. They love and they continue to unfold and dissolve in equal measure lighting the way for others for as long as their lamp oil burns, for that is the way, the truth and the life. For they know that there is so much more to explore than the chains of temporality dear soul. For their journey has taught them that every hero requires endless reserves of courage and that creates fortitude amidst unimaginable odds. Therein they teach willingly all who are awakening that the inner planes are where the great works are lovingly embroidered in benevolence above limitation. For it is truly the inner planes where all reality begins, for upon transforming our inner world so we transform our outer world. That is the scope of every heroes journey the harmonic alignment of pure conscious manifestation. Indeed that state of being aligned wholly holy to the cosmic law of oneness within which all things and everything are possible as is divine law so; “seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” ~ Matthew 6:23 KJV.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Courage, Fortitude and Inner Peace.

“Joy After The Battle is Every Heroes Reward.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Awakening – Souls

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



All the honours and riches of men are as nothing in a state of sleep dear soul. Therein better to awaken, awaken, awaken dear soul. Yes better to awaken and to truly understand and embrace the truth that you are an eternal soul. For you are not dust but dialectic light, magnetic and electricity in universal unified flow. Therein; better much better to realise that you are powerful beyond mortal knowing dear soul. For you are not the victor or the victim. In truth you are soul manifesting your heaven or hell on this temporal earthly plane. Still many have I met completely lost in the acquisition of honours and dust amidst their self imprisoned agitated state of amnesia. Yet; few have I met who truly understand that I am that, I am for dusts grip is robust. Still fewer have I met who love in every breath, every thought and every deed. Yet all is well dear soul for all is but a dream and one day, every soul will awaken. For in truth the enlightenment key is awareness which is pure innate love. Thereafter divine manifestation arises through imagination blessed with an absolute, unshakable and sublime loving feeling creating ones reality on earth be that heaven or hell. So feel your way back into love dear soul through the truth that you are dialectic light, magnetic and electricity in universal unified flow. Invite peace and calm into every aspect of your being and be still and know that I am that, I am. Lovingly assured in; “the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law.” ~ Galatians 5:22-23 KJV.


In Anima Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Joy in Awakening of Eternal Stardust.

“Your Eternal Joy is Found in Your Stardust Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Chemistry – Alchemy

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When one comes to understand and embrace the truth that they are soul. So magic unfolds and manifestation is truly understood. For when mortal comes to know the order of chemistry so they truly know how to feed and heal and restore their clay vessel. Still further when mortal comes to understand the order of; alchemy so the cosmos is healed and restored unto sublime order. That is the sacred journey of soul dear soul sun rise unto sun set. Indeed that is the heart of the art of letting go of distortion and embracing divine truth. Which in essence is a rising of ones consciousness that creates a state of be-ing that is all things, everything and yet no-thing amidst loving pure awareness. None of which can happen until one becomes the chemist and alchemist of their inner worlds dear soul. For; yet in doing so, so they lift not only their own inner and outer worlds. But they truly lift the hearts and minds of all of the holy whole. Therein; I would implore you dear soul to be and bring about the change you wish to see within and without and set down the drum, the sword, the bomb and the gun and chains of condemnation and become the love that transforms all things innately. For when you do the dragons of hate and disease and all forms of dissonance in your outer world will fall away and you will come to know the glory of your innate and beautiful divine glory dear soul. Therein; be love dear soul as I love you. Be love in each breath, step and thought of your days knowing that; “the mountains may shift, and the hills may be shaken, but my faithful love won’t shift from you, and my covenant of peace won’t be shaken,’ says the Lord, the one who pities you.” ~ Isaiah 54:10 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Chemistry and Alchemy of Love.

Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Chemistry And Alchemy, The Sacred Journey of Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Manifesting – Satya

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Many are often dismayed and even frightened when the word prayer is brought into the conversation, irrespective of what is unfolding in their lives. The reason? Orthodox religion is truly responsible for many grievous acts of indecency upon the senses and sensibilities of mortal man. Therein belief in the power of prayer amongst the chattering miasms of men is questionable to say the very least. For lost are they in delusions and inculcations of overt and brow lowering nonsense. Still an even greater number descend into truly irrational fears and shut down when the words mystical prayers are consciously brought forward in conversation. Why is that so? Well the former certainly plays its part. But more than that the inculcations of secular societies frequently create irrational occultist thought forms around that and those which cannot be explained by the senses e.g. mysticism and those who walk that path. Thereafter the egoic mind which thrives upon psychotic fear creation and the propagation of dissonance through lies and intrigue will construct all manner of nonsense around that which cannot be explained by the senses. Indeed very often the psychosis of fear and hate will quickly descend into agitated claims that the practise of black arts are unfolding. And there are many both consciously and unconsciously who do that and have done that throughout time. With the history books littered with those put to death under the false accusations of others based upon egoic hate and fear. Whilst their accusers sit unhealthily amidst what can only be described as the active and passive practise of black arts. Yet the truth is prayer is powerful and the path of the mystic and mysticism is diametrically at odds with those who know not how to serve through love. You see; in truth mystical prayer is the art of manifesting that which is asked for. It is loving communion with the divine through which healing and joy and abundance are manifested. Those who acquire such innate mastery serve purely for that is the life, the way and the truth. Therein dear soul the very next time you read, hear or see the words mystical prayer ask yourself this. Is the one using those words coming from an innate state of loving calm and peace? For when you sense that within them and every other whom you meet along the way. You can be very sure that such has arisen within you for that is your innate heavenly state. Therein; rejoice in the power of manifestation through the gracious art of a life lived through mystical prayer. For as literal mortal beliefs fall through ones inner world demystification of allegory. So the son of man is uplifted unto the crystal temple to be the holy creater of all realities. Which is the embodied Satya in Sanskrit meaning the ‘true essence’ or ‘true nature.’ For; “I and my father are one, though my father is greater than I.” So fear not prayer nor those who live in prayer. Instead; “be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.” ~ Deuteronomy 31:6 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Manifestation Through Prayer.

Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Trust Always in The Way of Satya Through Inner Prayer.” ~ Mystical Prayers


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Fostering – Holy Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



As each soul descends through the seven heavenly chakras i.e. Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, Sun, Venus, Mercury and Moon and unto its new mortal incarnation. Much is expected yet all to frequently all is lost. For in the deep sleep of amnesia lost is the divinity that shines resplendent eternally. In its place a pitiful creature often takes form. A creature lost in a petty little identity and consumed for a life time by self-indulging greeds, hates and crimes against self and fellow creatures. Lost so lost that love has no home and yet amidst such a lowly state the unrealised spark remains. Yes forlorn and vanquished is the spark of eternal life that sits within all maya creatures. Now you will know such mortals dear soul for you will be sure to have met them at every stage of your pilgrims journey. Indeed you may have incarnated into such a family of creatures and/or indeed married into one too for that is often the way. For broad is the road that leads to destruction and many are there upon that truly unholy road of egoic delusion. Unstoppable and seemingly unapproachable and unresponsive to every call of soul to love and be love. Therein have compassion if you will for such contemptible creatures dear soul but do not allow them to drag you into their mire of maya derived stagnation. Be warned; waste not your time, nor your energy upon any fruitless endeavours to awaken them for they will surely hate you more. Leave them be, walk away. For one day in one incarnation yet to see dawn. It will finaly dawn upon them that hate doesn’t work, abusing others or doing drugs, booze, sex, fame, money, playing God with others lives and aquiring things really doesn’t work. Beacuse peace will be their souls inner yearning at which point they will truly come to know that love always works. (How do I know that? At the age of six I was asked by father christmas in his groto in the Beehive haberdashery store what I wanted for christmas and I replied I wanted peace. Which went down like the proverbial lead balloon. Nevertheless I craved it then as I create it today through love in each moment.) So I truly know that every soul will one day awaken to the sacred journey of soul. That is the way dear soul. For when the student soul is ready, so the teacher will appear. At which point they will commit to the great journey as you have in this your current incarnation. Therein; be still, be love and do all that you can to support your own soul journey dear soul loving all from that innate place that is eternal deep, deep within you. You’re not here to save anyone or indeed this world. It’s all in good order and unfolding as it must unfold. So be still and know that I am God is the innate call of your soul. Therein: be still dear soul and truly, truly come know that I am God within you dear soul. And in that unified state love; the dialectic, magnetic and electric magnificence of your wholly, holy soul dear soul. Be bold and dare to care serving humbly upon your journey without diminishing your innate glow. For there is nothing glamorous about embarking upon the sacred journey of soul or seeking truth and becoming no-thing to gain everything. It is simply an irresistible inner call that brings an end to the old man and women and where the one born of spirit is no longer the tail but the head. Indeed a state of realised grace being reborn through which the awareness of “I Am” dissolves all ones former preoccupations with time and form and the delusions of this lowly world. That point of stardusts transition from one state unto a new state. Indeed awakening and remembering sure in your knowing; “that when you leave this earth you can take with you nothing that you have received only what you have given.” ~ Saint Francis of Assisi.


When one commits to the fostering of holy love, love is all that can be for one has given birth to love through love and that dear soul should be the goal of every incarnate soul. Such that when any soul recommits to love in glory through thought, word and deed. They will truly come to know the power in; “I and my father are one.” ~ John 10:30 KJV and “I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” ~ Matthew 28: 20 KJV. For love you are and love is the only thing you will take with you when you leave this lowly place. So cultivate love dear soul for; “awareness is unconditioned. To be aware of being something or someone is conditioning the unconditioned. That which is defined is less than the definer. Awareness of being is the Almighty God, the Everlasting Father, upon whose shoulders is the government of the world. Awareness sustains and directs all things that it is aware of being. Consciousness of being is the eternal womb impregnating itself through the medium of desire. To be conscious of an urge or desire is to have conceived. To believe, by feeling yourself the formless to be the thing desired, is to be crucified upon the form of the thing felt. To continue in the belief, feeling that you are now the thing desired until all doubts cease and a deep conviction is born that it is so is to be resurrected or visibly lifted into expressing the nature of the thing felt.” ~ Neville Goddard.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Dialectic, Magnetic, Electric Magnificence.

“Stardust You Are, So Be Stardust And Love Expansively.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

The Ardour – Of Fin

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



This post is dedicated to two incredible divine feminine souls who both at different stages of my travails stepped in to; help me when no one else cared if I lived or died. That said we none of us truly know what divine providence has in store for us. Perhaps thats why when all appears lost truly cosmically ordained shifts happen for us. My journey bears testimony to that and at one of the deepest and darkest stages of my sacred soul journey I was drawn to document the appalling abuse I went through at the hands of that and those whom I trusted. Why? Because what I endured was simply wrong and my ardour was that no other soul should endure the depth of abuse and despair that I had been put through on a myriad of levels. That said all my books were written in a south London internet cafe circa 2005-07 and latterly in an internet cafe in Shaftesbury because I had nothing left but I needed to get my story out. Why? Because I wanted to empower anyone who needed empowered that they may not endure the depths of depraved suffering through abuse that was imposed upon myself. The first book born was Raphael’s Legacy one mans battle for the right to life. A grotesquely hard hitting autobiographical account of my multiple decades of unrelenting soul toil travails underwritten with scientific, engineering and spiritual rationales for the pursuit of wellbeing. A journey through the abyss in readiness for the next stage of my soul growth. You couldn’t write what I was implored to go through no one would believe it. So thats what I did, I wrote up my journey all part of an innate state of dissonance healing. A period during which if I wasn’t writing I was making jewellery aka my Finbar Jewellery Collection 20hrs a day. For I could not sleep and I was in horrendous pain and therein I was utterly consumed by truly insurmountable despair as my world fell in on a surreal day by day basis. Everything was lost everything had been stripped agonisingly away from me and I so wanted to be free of mortal suffering. Yet those two activities and my love for an incredible soul just about kept me anchored here. All that being said I’m no longer the man that wrote that book for greater became my suffering as deeper became my purification. A journey that brought me to the brink of death several times again and wreaked havoc upon my body causing no end of trauma and damage. However that book presents an evocative appraisal of the false truths we’ve been sold as a society about chronic conditions such as: Depression, Stress, CFS, ME, Psychological Illness, Fibromyalgia, Hypothyroidism, Toxic Body Syndrome & Lymes Disease. An open and candid collection of thoughts derived from one man’s innate ability to do battle and fight for what is our most precious of gifts; the right to life. The result of thirty years of struggle, thirty years of pain, a career, body and sense of wellbeing destroyed simply because our medical industry is institutionally insane. Read how the author explores for you the incompetence, ignorance and prejudices that underpin our medical industry, and then revel in the simplicity of his postulations for the pursuit of well being. A hard hitting, yet comical take on the process of illness that will almost certainly bring a smile to your face and yet paradoxically, may leave you feeling completely flabbergasted at times. Should you be interested in purchasing this book or any of my books be warned they are not easy on the eye or heart but they are succour for all forlorn souls. That said you can purchase Raphael’s Legacy by clicking the image below or search across the web for special offers et al. Equally you can explore the depth and breadth of healing modalities that I explored during the course of my first 33 year dark night of my soul period here which prepared me for my hellish decade and a half of pure dark night of spirit. For in loving truth I state; “Only God and Soul truly know how much mortal man can endure” ~ Mystical Prayers. Therein; “Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things are passing away: God never changes. Patience obtains all things. Whoever has God lacks nothing; God alone suffices.” St. Teresa of Avila.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of That Which Draws You Closer to God.

Should you be interested dear soul I’ve also written books with the following titles and they’re widely available through all the major outlets e.g. amazon, waterstones, thrift books, goodreads, walmart, barnes and noble, world of books etc. Myalgic Encephalopathy At Close Quarters, Gulf War Syndrome At Close Quarters, Stress At Close Quarters, Lymes Disease At Close Quarters, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome At Close Quarters, Depression at Close Quarters, Arthritis At Close Quarters, Toxic Body Syndrome At Close Quarters, Fibromyalgia At Close Quarters, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder At Close Quarters, Manic Depression At Close Quarters, Anxiety At Close Quarters. NB the pricing of all my books is ludicrously and ridiculously high on Amazon etc, and nowhere near the lower retail price I set for them. This price hike is the result of parasites selling at inflated prices because thats what parasites do feed upon others so please shop around. Why? Because I want you the one seeking to receive the maximum benefit and uplift your life, not fuel the greed of parasites. In the interim period, be well, be soul, stay powerful.


“Only God and Soul Know What Mortal Man Can Endure” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Empty – Vessels

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When one walks the great walk of walks mortal life can truly suck at times e.g. we may find ourselves continually surrounded by abusers, addicts, the seriously mentality unbalanced and those who operate in ways that create havoc continually. As such it’s not easy growing in soul when surrounded by such dissonance for much are the patterns and programmes of mortal insanities. Still that is precisely why one is placed in such situations. For the purging of dissonance requires innate self awareness, tenacity, courage and the amplification of inner compassion dear soul. Indeed a call of soul to; “Change your conception of yourself and you will automatically change the world in which you live. Do not try to change people; they are only messengers telling you who you are. Revalue yourself and they will confirm the change.” And “Stop trying to change the world since it is only the mirror. Man’s attempt to change the world by force is as fruitless as breaking a mirror in the hope of changing his face. Leave the mirror and change your face. Leave the world alone and change your conceptions of yourself.” ~ Neville Goddard. For only then can one become an empty vessel which is all part of the great expansion of soul. You see; that which appears so is frequently not so and in the greater part simply mutiple teachers doing what they do. Hard though those lessons may often be, that is the way through the insanity of lack and need and self harm and into the peace that is found within an empty vessel. For that is the alchemy of awakening to loving soul, dear soul. A process through which compassion arises from heart and connects lovingly with mind free from contradiction. At which point anger falls, labels dissolve and deep inner knowing is the prize that is realised within the one committed to the journey. For lost and disconnected from source is the addict, lost and disconnected from source is the wicked one. Lost and disconnected from source are the mentally unbalanced or indeed paradoxically on the verge of enlightenment, who knows? Yet found is the one who has reconnected with source. The one who is empty and free of attachment and desire. Peaceful and truly powerful is the one reconnected to source who can see through all mortal mans delusions. Therein know dear soul that the rainbow of eternal life for ever glows deep within your being when you are truly empty for you are free. So let go, let go of all self limiting patterns and come to know who you truly are dear soul. For locations and personal situations are but a brief moment of the construct that is time. But you are spirit in soul, dear soul and truly eternal and not bound by time. So let go, let go and empty yourself that you might be filled. Let go of all your fear of mortal life for all is transient dear soul. Let go of your fear of mortal death and see past all the constructs of illusion. Let go of all your fear and all of your angst you are safe dear soul and your soul innately knows that. Let go of all your patterns and themes and grow unto your soul through the grace and wisdom that is always with and within you. A harsh and challenging journey yes, yet not dear soul for it is divinely orchestrated and therein one is guided and never truly alone. Which is why the sleeping remain sleeping and why all awakening souls commit to this sacred, sacred call. For freedom is born out of love for what is true and eternal its not born out of or through egoic desires and things. Therein let go of all constructs of the mind and truly become soul, dear soul. You’re not here to be trampled under the feet of swine but to arise in peace. So attach to no-thing and become empty of everything allowing your inner wisdom to guide you always. For; “If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master’s use, and prepared unto every good work.” ~ 2 Timothy 2:21 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Every Teacher Upon Your Journey.

“Walk The Great Walk Knowing That You Are Eternal Soul” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Mirror – Mirror

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When we change the reflection we see in the mirrors of our outer world by actualised transmutation of dissonance in our inner world. Magical realities are born and reborn continually dear soul. That is self-alchemy indeed the journey of letting go of that which is unreal and simply patterns of dissonance. That is the point when joy and peace are actualised. That is the point upon ones inner journey where health issues are replaced by actualised wellness, clarity and deep inner knowing. That is the point when that which was and that which was not are seen for what they were, yet could never truly be. That dear soul is the reality of an awakening soul for that is truly magnetic light in loving flow. How do I know? Well that is my journey sun rise unto sun set dear soul indeed a journey blessed with grace and gratitude for and in all things. Saint I am not, pilgrim I most certainly am. You see; I sow seeds of light wherever I go. Not for glory, not for reward still I sow seeds of light because that is the way of my soul. From abused and unloved unto ridiculed and hated, amidst decades of inextricably complex chaos, crisis and unfathomable and unrelenting loss. I sowed seeds of light unconsciously dear soul for that was my way. Until that was the chrysalis within truly became life in light again dear soul. Thereafter unconsciousness was lost and in every space I now sow seeds of light consciously dear soul for that is the pilgrims way. Therein spiritual direction is my way as I walk the great walk of walks home serving every would be seeker in thought, word and deed. For; love is my light, my compassion and my balm that I bring to this place and every soul I meet as I walk the long walk home. For; in l’alam, al-mein, amen I walk the great walk of walks always grateful, ever grateful dear soul to be soul. Serving, learning, teaching and humbly allowing the great walk of walks to unfold as it must unfold. Consciously detached, heart open and willing to receive and give in love. That is my way. Therein join me dear soul and allow all that which is innately in divinely orchestrated loving flow. For as I write “I, me and my” your soul truly knows that I write solely as one for that which is seen in our outer world is that which is alignment with dissonance or love. That is where the inner work reaps rich rewards for the one that commits to soul alchemy. Because no mirror lies all is as is within, still; “God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.” ~ Hebrews 6:10 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Willingness To Evolve As Soul.

“I Sow Seeds of Light Dear Soul Will You Sow Those Seeds Too?” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

I Am – Grateful

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



This post was compiled to articulate my immense gratitude for this sacred journey of soul and to seek to honour that daily in thought, word and deed. Therein; I am grateful to all those who hated and abused me. I am grateful to my God for always loving me. I am grateful to the hand few of souls who loved and helped me. I am grateful for the ever changing seasons and the cycles of life and death. I am grateful for my shower in the morning and the songs of the sparrows and doves that serenade me always. I am grateful for my warming and contemplative tea that lifts my spirit no matter what is unfolding. I am grateful for rest, for sleep and my walks in the countryside amidst glorious nature with my two little dogs. I am grateful, I am grateful, I am grateful that I am me and you are you and that we all of us are one. I am grateful so very grateful for all my trials, all my suffering and all my opportunities to evolve. I am grateful ever so grateful to be an eternal soul. Therein; I am grateful ever so grateful that when this incarnation is at last complete all I will leave behind is my mortal suffering, my material poverty and the innate fragrance of my long walk home. For all was ever dust yet “I Am” an eternal soul. As such I am grateful ever so grateful that I will return home with all my love and eternal abundance not only intact but expanded and woven into my richly embroidered tapestry of karmic scars healing. More than this and more than that and more than what could have been, should have been and what was not realised through my egoic distortions. I am grateful that I found what I truly am, I am grateful that I found my soul again. I am grateful ever so grateful to truly know my wholly, holy heavenly father again. Closing Soul Thoughts:- there is no eternal abundance in material prosperity for all is dust and all will cease to be at the point the last mortal breath is no more. Still the agendas, tools, distortions and lies that powered such accumulation will be forever woven in to ones soul tapestry until they are healed through soul growth. Equally there is no escape from all mortal suffering where the ego wholly rules and the soul sleeps. But upon awakening dear soul cosmic magic unfolds and transcendence of the unacceptable begins to increasingly take center stage. And so there is no right and no wrong only consequences that will play out upon the tapestry of each eternal soul journey. You see; there is only love in loving flow or love in distorted flow, therein; holy or unholy love underwrites everything dear soul eternally. Upon truly embracing the love in flow truth of reality amidst delusion. Every awakening soul unequivocally becomes through experiential self-realisation grateful for all things. For where gratitute sits so does love in loving flow and that is the home of the peace that passes all understanding. For truly heart and mind have become one dearly beloved sacred soul. That is why it is always a rite of soul and is truly right through love in every thought, word, deed and mystical prayer that I; “give thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.” ~ Ephesians 5:20 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Gratitude For All Things in God.

“I Am Grateful, Ever So Grateful, To Know That I Am Loved Eternally, Father.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Godly – And Ungodly

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



This post was written in recognition of my gratitude towards my entire birth family, and in particular my siblings and all those who helped me to find my love of my Lord God through their incomprehensible and unrelenting hatred and abuse. For what they meant for my harm, God used for my good and his eternal glory. Yet such gratitude that arises from deep within my entire being is in no way about forgiveness or forgetting. For; such gratitude is born out of transcendence of that which is wholly unholy and transforming all of its interwoven energies into that which is truly; wholly holy. That dear soul is the innate blessing that awaits all who would willingly awaken to the eternal loving call of spirit in soul. Indeed the reactivation of the divine spark of God within. That said dear soul; all souls incarnate from light and therein carry an innate divine spark albeit not all divine sparks are divinely inclined. You see dear soul; life circumstances, life challenges, individual, group and lineage karma and dharma all play out in every sacred journey of soul. Yet it is free will that decides how things will ultimately unfold. You see; the one born into abuse has a choice before them. Do I heal my abuse and rise above its scars serving others who may be struggling with their own abuse? Or do I become an abuser and create my own death trail of victims of abuse? Likewise any and every situation that one may incarnate into carries with it opportunities to flow, to grow, to evolve or to stagnate. Indeed opportunities to love, to serve or to hate and propagate evil. All are frequencies of the inner state of ones being. Therein the one who loves to hate will struggle in the presence of pure love and this unfolds in many ways. Whilst the one who truly loves and is driven to serve will always struggle in the presence of pure evil. Such is the way upon this lowly state of being, for this is the only state of being where diametrically opposites are compelled into dissonant cohabitation. Whereas in higher states of reality that which is draws only that which is unto its being for that which is not is impossible to reconcile. In summation that which is unholy and ungodly cannot sit within that which is holy and godly and that which is holy and godly cannot sit within that which is unholy and ungodly. This is precisely why each state of aligned consciousness innately knows the other. Indeed a reality that is seen everyday and in many ways. The ungodly always know the ones they can abuse, exploit and destroy and the godly always know when they are in the presence of the evil ungodly ones. Of course this unfolds in this reality in many states of grey, for there is a wide spectrum of godly and ungodly souls all surfing the cosmos upon the sacred journey of soul. Still innate expression is an ardour that can be neither eclipsed nor transformed by mortal intent or mortal travails. You see that innate ardour is a choice based upon the draw of love or hate within each soul. Expressed continually through a myriad of blurring and greys. For the divine truth is that; holy fire comes from a love of what is good and true, whilst all hellish fire comes from a love of that which is evil and false. Therein; heaven or hell is the vibrational draw towards goodness or evil and all the derivative of free will in soul. So know that your soul always knows from whence it’s ardour originates dear soul and why it burns eternally as it does. For your innate expression is not duality unfolding it is free will creating yours and every souls eternal trajectory. Therein drunks and addicts will always seek out and draw drunks and addicts to themselves. Thieves, rapists, pedophiles, liars, the wicked, the hypocrite, the morally bankrupt and the truly evil with all their myriad of distored perversions will seek out like for like souls to aid them in their grotesque pursuit of unsuspecting victims. That said it is also a given that in general the truly awakened, indeed the one in pursuit of God walks alone albeit sowing seeds of light wherever their path takes them and in whoever crosses their path. Because the wholly, holy truth is that; as soul all this is truly known. Therein the greatest soul peace and gratitude arise from knowing and accepting this wholly as mortals free always from overt egoic judgment and self-sabotage. Because in truth nothing is right and nothing is wrong all is simply an opportunity to dive deeper into separation or indeed return home to unified source. For; its a journey a sacred journey through which the awakening one comes to know that; “the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse: because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.” ~ Romans 1:20-21 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Love of All That is Holy and Godly.

“The Ardour of Love is The Heavenly Fire of Eternity.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Truly – Holy Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Many will you meet dear soul who claim to love and yet observation will indicate they’ve spent their entire mortal life passage in a state of unreconcilable hate. If you don’t agree with them they will hate you. If you attempt to teach them they will hate you. If you touch the fragility of their ego they will hate, slander and attack you. If your very being disturbs them enough they will hate you for no apparent reason. But the holy truth is that hate is simply love in distortion, nothing more, nothing less. You see; the fundamentalist murders for love of their beliefs et al. Therein; hate is simply love in distortion. Yet it is that distortion which so aggressively blocks the sacred journey of soul. You see without innate soul understanding its impossible to know that; holy fire comes from a love of what is good and true, whilst hellish fire comes from a love of that which is evil and false. But what is the fire you may ask? Well the fire within every soul is its innate inclination i.e. to serve soul and others or to self serve through egoic distortions. That is precisely why so very few truly come to know and understand what love truly is. For so very few are prepared to go deep into the spiritual cosmos that resides deep within and experience that which can only be defined and realised deep within. But if they did they too would truly come to know that the inner experience of love in flow transcends all mortal flaws, preoccupations and contradictions. For such experiences of love are easy upon the soul, hold no-thing to ransom and more importantly have no expectation save to be more love in each and every moment. Such that once the pilgrim has bathed in such sublime splendour of unalterable and unadulterated love nowt but pure and true love will forever do. That is love in flow deep within spirit in soul consciousness. A divinely orchestrated journey that effortlessly overflows with all of its myriad of eternal loving treasures. That is God indeed the word in flow as Om (Aum) sounding and vibrating deep within all. Calling each soul to awaken and be light. Calling each soul to awaken and be still. Calling each soul to awaken and be energetic magnetism loving and serving with purity of intention. That is God in spirit in soul consciousness calling every soul to awaken and come home to love. Sure, very sure to the very depths of all knowing and understanding that; “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Love of God and Your Joy in Serving.

“The Only Charge Upon Love is The Divine Spark of Eternity.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Truly – Holy Truth

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When you let go of the script they imposed upon you dear soul and align with that which you’ve always been. Magic and miracles unfold in each moment such is the sacred journey of soul. That is love in flow dear soul. Yes truly that is the word and the word is the sacred sound and vibration of God. Indeed that which is known deep within every soul as Om (Aum). For you are energy, light and magnetism expanding and contracting in truly divine and eternal unfoldings dear soul. You’re not matter, not thought and not of this lowly world. This has nothing to do with cultural of society norms dear soul. This is spirit in soul consciousness in cosmic flow. You see; religion is based upon belief but the one upon the sacred journey of soul bases their life not upon religions but upon experiences that they’ve experienced. That is the one who loves and serves, not the one who follows dogma and one dimensional thinking or thinkers. That is spirit in soul consciousness. So let go of all the dramas of this temporal world dear soul and allow your energy, light and magnetism to harmonically align through spirit in soul consciousness with God. For no mortal will truly remember you a week, a month, a year or a millennium after you’ve dropped your clay vessel and returned home. But their soul will be forever transformed by the loving candour you express through your soul energy, light and magnetism expanding and contracting in loving service. So be energy, be light, be innate magnetism that resonates ever expanding and contracting aligned wholly, holy with God. Transform and heal, love and serve. Be love, be God in soul allowing your energy, light and magnetism to be wholly holy in eternal flow. Through which you actively and passively assume the role of light bearer to this lowly world. Thereafter uplifting all whom through the grace of God indwell with his love. Indeed a state of being in Om (Aum) alignment that is forever calling; “I beseech you brethren by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” ~ Romans 12:1-2 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Joy Through Love of God.

“You Are Energy, Light And Magnetism Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Claim that too, dear soul and be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Māyā Or – Holy Truth

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Tread lightly amongst brambles sunflowers of God, sowing goodness and love and truth deep within your holy eternal heart. Why? Because the vibrational resonance of the sleeping one and the awakening one are spirit in soul worlds apart. With the former quite often religiously inculcated or lost in mammon whilst the latter is a seeker of truth. You will always know the two for; religion is based upon beliefs but the one upon the sacred journey of soul bases their life upon experiences that they’ve experienced and that dear soul is active spirit in soul consciousness. That is the one who loves and serves, not one who follows dogma and one dimensional thinking or thinkers. You see dear soul; self awareness is truly a most precious grace. For; self awareness acquired through grace which is always accompanied by an evolving emotional intelligence are the fruits of the lord flowing through both mind and soul. Now when those two active expressions of God in flow are lovingly allowed to override karmic ego bocks within the temporal. Great souls they arise from their deep slumber and commit to the sacred journey of soul. That is what it is to be born again, born of spirit, not flesh. Thereafter gone are the dramas and self-obsessions. Gone are the preoccupations with victimhood. Gone is the sense of entitlement. Gone is that which causes both self and others great misery and dissonance. All dropped in a search for much greater harmonic alignment. Indeed a divinely orchestrated soul purifying process through which all self limiting patterns and karmic themes are compelled to dissolve. All through the inpouring and outpourings of Holy Spirit through which grace instigates innate self awareness and an evolving state of emotional intelligence. Therein; easy to spot is the one blocking self awareness and refusing to raise their emotional intelligence. For where they are dissonance rules incorruptible in all of its innate hatred and insanity driven dramas e.g. self limiting preoccupations and layers of lies, manipulations, treachery and addictions. In contrast where he or she is who is doing the great works. There you are sure to find truth, love, selflessness, compassion, empathy and understanding, thoughtfully ruling supreme. That is because the one accepting of the grace of self awareness and committing to evolving greater emotional intelligence. Has accepted the great call of soul to return home. Whereas the one who remains unmoved by the call of soul remains transfixed in his or her delusions. Still know dear soul that you can neither save nor change anyone on this lowly plane who refuses to accept those graces. For those that arise, arise, as do the ones who sleep remain sleeping. For the former has awakened and the latter renains transfixed by Māyā and if you try to help them they will hate you. Be of good heart and cheer though dear soul. Because you can change your own trajectory and guide those who are open to receive the grace of God Almighty. That being said be mindful to tread lightly and judge not that which is stuck in the petrified stagnation of Māyā. Simply allow through grace your spiritual eye to remain open always therein ensuring that your sacred path is not in any way burdened by that which is pure dissonance. Sow seeds of love, truth and compassion by all means wherever you are so called to go dear soul. Wholly assured in your holy knowing that; “whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet. Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city. Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.” ~ Matthew 10:14-16 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Awakening To The Call of Soul.

“Tread Lightly Amongst Brambles Ye; Sunflower of God.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Holy Heaven – Awaits

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



It is true dear soul that holy heaven awaits every soul upon the completion of the great works in this lowly place. Albeit there are many levels of heaven each one drawing unto it that which is like for like. How would I know that? Well I am blessed if you will to have seen spirit and move energy since I was a child. Not that such experiences are always pleasant far from it for the majority are deeply challenging and often heartbreaking at times. Through that I am blessed to have helped some of my many brothers and sisters find their own way and others to transition peacefully with grace. For there is nothing to fear in mortal life or death eternal soul, save for fear itself. That is the life of one who has embodied all aspects of the sacred journey of soul. The one who sits in both shadow and light yearning to return home. Yet holding the space lovingly whilst on this lowly plane. Indeed the one who answers the call. Therein; I am equally truly blessed to have experienced the depth, breadth and length of soul in mortal suffering that I’ve experienced, endured and continue to allow unto this day. For through such a karmic ordeal of clearing and opening up to the divine I have been granted sublime grace. Whats more I am further blessed if you will to have had three near death experiences and many, many more out of body experiences. For I know that life is eternal and that this clay vessel is neither the beginning nor the ending. That’s precisely why I lovingly teach through example the power of soul and bring that forward in each and every moment through; thoughtful words and deeds. Saint I am not, flawed I most certainly am. Still I serve all who would seek me, bump into me or call upon me with eyes to see, ears to hear and hearts open to receive. For; this lowly world is not an end point. I know that to be true for I have been back home several times during this horrendously difficult incarnation and returned here. Because being back home is not ones abode dear soul whilst we’re doing the great works of soul down here. That is simply our home that lovingly awaits every holy soul once the great works are complete. Therein; I have seen the troubled and unresolved give way to sublime serenity through my works that derive from my lords holy grace. Likewise I’ve been frequently amazed by the holy meteoric life transformations that I’ve witnessed through my works that derive from the grace of my lord. Therein; let go, let go, let go dear soul of all your concerns about what happens after your mortal journey is complete. Call upon the lord, call upon my works if you need to bolster your resolve. But know that you are an eternal soul and that when the great works are complete you will return home. For; it is truly so that as loving eternal spirit in soul “we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. For in this we groan, earnestly desiring to be clothed upon with our house which is from heaven: If so be that being clothed we shall not be found naked. For we that are in this tabernacle do groan, being burdened: not for that we would be unclothed, but clothed upon, that mortality might be swallowed up of life. Now he that hath wrought us for the selfsame thing is God, who also hath given unto us the earnest of the Spirit. Therefore we are always confident, knowing that, whilst we are at home in the body, we are absent from the Lord: For we walk by faith, not by sight: We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord. Wherefore we labour, that, whether present or absent, we may be accepted of him. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.” ~ 2 Corinthians 5:1-10 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Love of God in Soul Eternal.

“Near Death Experiences, Prove The Eternity of Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Mastering – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When you let go of the old man and the old woman, dear soul. So you will begin to be love in cosmic flow again. When you let go of the old story’s of woe dear soul so you will begin to be love in cosmic flow again. Mortal life is an opportunity dear soul to explore many things. Still when you let go of inculcated and karmic themes and patterns dear soul. So you will be love in cosmic flow, truly resplendent again. Come the moment, come the drama. Let it all go dear soul that is not who you are. For when you let delusions go and stand forthright on the edge of the abyss. So you will be love in cosmic flow again sure in your knowing that you are an eternal soul. Therein; let it go, let all of it go dear soul and embrace the truth that you are an eternal soul. Fear not for all is well dear soul. Stand in the fire of purification and know that all will be well. Immerse yourself in the cleansing waters of redemption. Sure in your faith of the great eternal truth. That when you are free of all the dross of this lowly place. So you will truly be love in cosmic flow again. Eloquent, meek and with a cup full to overflowing with compassion and humour. So you will be love in cosmic flow again. Steadfast yet flexible, forthright yet considered, warrior like, yet sensitive. So you will be love in cosmic flow again. Timeless and unyielding with an innate vibration of adaptiveness. Balance in all things no matter what the sacred journey of souls may bring. So you will be love in cosmic flow again. Light of the soul, bringing forth light into this immensely lowly world. So you will truly be love in cosmic flow again. Teacher of student, student of the way. So you will truly be love in soul cosmically flowing. Selfless and unassuming, truly cognisant in all things. Co-creating heaven on earth that all might see and rise to the call of soul to freedom. So you will be love in cosmic flow again. That is the way, the truth and the life of the one who has become love in cosmic flow again, for; “The disciple is not above his master: but every one that is perfect shall be as his master.” ~ Luke 6:40 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Ardour To Be Love in Cosmic Flow.

“Love Differentiates Not Between Student Nor Master.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Epitome – Of Light

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



In valley deep and mountain high the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way that others might see too. In famine and feast the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way that others might see too. In despair and ardour the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. In student and teacher the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. In initiate and adept the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. In surrender to all that is truly the divine will of God. The light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. In a life truly lived well and in undertaking the great inner works. The great light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. Like rain after drought and stillness after storm. The light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. In poverty and riches, in sickness and in health. The light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. Yet beacons of light are not born of woman dear soul for; they are born of wholly, holy spirit. A process of truly divine orchestration, indeed a prophetic transfiguration of the one who will lovingly answer the timeless call of soul. Indeed a new man and woman re-crafted in darkness by the mighty works and will of the wholly, holy lord of lords. Therein and thereafter and even forever more. Light in flow as above and so below. Activation and re-activation the result of divine alchemical metamorphosis. Healing woes, working through karmic debts, eyes and hearts focused upon that yet to come. Metanoia exemplified in thought, word, prayers and deeds. That is the way, the truth and the life of the one who has surrendered to the will of the divine. And so it is so that; the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too, for that is the way, the truth and the life. A walk of walks so great and so incomprehensible that none upon that journey remain attached to this lowly place. For; the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. A metanoia of mind, body, spirit in soul. With eyes and heart uplifted and fixed upon that yet to come. Distracted not by the burdens of physicality, dissuaded not by the travails that they face is the one who has answered the timeless call of soul. For; the light within once activated will shine and illuminate the way for others that they might see too. That is the great walk of walks and deep call of soul through which divine activation illuminates the still small voice that will forever and truly always lovingly call and proclaim that; “I the Lord have called thee in righteousness, and will hold thine hand, and will keep thee, and give thee for a covenant of the people, for a light of the Gentiles.” ~ Isaiah 42:6 KJV. That all men shall know me by thy acts of service in loving faith and through thine own life that; “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” ~ John 8:12 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Assimilation of Holy Light Within.

“Prayer is The Balm That Bears and Bares The Light Within.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Abundant – Treasures

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Are you building your eternal treasure trove dear soul? I’m not asking if you go to temple, to church, mosque or a religious meeting place. Because the holiest temple, church, mosque etc that you will ever enter dear soul is that which is holy within you. Therein; I’m not asking if you give a little to charity and feel that you have a kind heart. I’m asking if you are truly doing the inner work and working upon purifying your very essence and letting go of that which does not serve your soul. So I ask again are you building your eternal treasure trove dear soul? Are you? Because be under no illusion that your greatest threat is the egoic illusionary delusions of mammon. Indeed the delusions of status, of self reward, of physical strength and beauty. For all that is dust and in being dust will always be dust and dust is no treasure worthy of the pilgrim who seeks upon the sacred journey of soul. Now that said; dust may well be eternal dear soul in some shape or form but it’s certainly not your treasure trove. Therein; think about how you live your life and how you view the world through your heart and eyes. Set aside all infantile translations of the bible or any religious texts which give the inculcated a copout from doing the work. Such nonsense is simply entrapment by stealth and a hindrance to spirit in soul freedom. That is the cosmic truth of how it is so and how it will always be. For freedom dear soul is won through endeavour and a surrender to the divine. Its not a guarantee for playing the games of mammon and/or compliance with untruthful and fraudulent inculcations. No freedom requires effort by each and every soul. Its that very point in time when the the divine light within is lovingly reactivated. Thereafter the sacred call can no longer be ignored. Therein it’s really not complicated to build ones eternal treasure trove. But it does take work and it does take courage and a whole lot of forbearance supported by a desire to truly be love. It’s certainly not an easy life or indeed an easy journey. But it’s the only journey that can truly free and hence liberate every seeking soul. So take stock dear soul. Yes; take stock of your thoughts, your words and your deeds daily. Let go of expectation and try if you will to move into contemplative acceptance. Bad things will happen indeed many along the way. Some will push you to the limits of your endurance and force you to question your state of faith and inner world conviction. Amidst all that angst good things will happen too. Things that blow you away by their force and sublime power. Still remember it’s not about good or indeed bad for they as simply constructs derived within ones utterly insane ego. No it’s about balance. It’s about love. It’s about detachment and a life committed to inner purification, service and contemplative prayer. That is the way, the truth and the life. Indeed the chemistry of divine providence creating unimaginable abundance in that yet to come. It’s not about loss or indeed gain amidst this highly challenging dualistic reality. Its about love, it’s always about love. The giving, sharing and receiving of holy grace. So seeking soul; “Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man.” ~ Proverbs 3:3-4 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Committing to Love For That Yet To Come.

“The Eternal Treasures of Soul are Built of Love in Light.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Solomons – Temple

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Wilt thou come, wilt thou come my lord and still my heart? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come my lord as my tears they cease not falling? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come my lord as my broken body yearns for peace? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come my lord when my final breath does leave? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come my lord when shadows approach my soul in the abyss? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come my lord when life gives way yet not unto dawn? Wilt thou come, wilt though come my lord, for I look for thee day and night? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come for my yearning burns and sears me greatly my dear lord? Wilt thou come, wilt thou come is the great lamenting call of the sacred journey of the soul and the answer is always; “Don’t be afraid for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.” ~ Isaiah 41:10 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of a Life Lived in Loving Contemplation.

“Contemplative Prayer is The Doorway To The Temple of Solomon Within.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Wholly – Holy

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When we listen and I mean truly listen, our heart sings, for it is not of this world. When we listen and I mean truly listen the universal pulse of divinity courses through our being for we are not of this world. When we listen and I mean truly listen with all aspects of our being the wholly, holy is present always. That is the way, the truth and the life. When we listen and I mean truly listen wisdom flows from the most unexpected experiences. When we listen and I mean truly listen divine love flows with serene exuberance and nowt can stem that flow. When we listen and I mean truly listen to the awful groanings of our soul and those whom we meet. Innate compassion rises deep within and showers all who are brave enough to care with the light of otherworldly splendour. When we listen and I mean truly listen for the still small voice of the lord guiding and calling. Lives come and lives go amidst the angst and serenity of chaotic mortalities. Still God was there, is there and will always be there. That dear soul is to be always truly listening to the great call of soul. To truly know that you are loved as a child of God and eternity is always beckoning you home dear soul. Therein seek ye not the trappings of temporality but seek ye the treasures of that yet to come. Listen with heart, listen in both light and dark. Listen in famine and feast, poverty and abundance. Listen, truly listen dear soul for the small still voice is always calling. Forever calling you to draw near and be still in the presence of that which is wholly, holy. For peace unabashed awaits the one who has unashamedly adorned the holy garb of rigour, ardour and fervour in truly seeking redemption and salvation. Great are the rewards of those who love and serve in humility and genuine wholly, holy contrition. Sower of seeds and glory is the watchful one who listens for and to the still small voice of Elohim whispering; “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” ~ Revelation 3:20 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Ardour For The Truly; Wholly, Holy.

“When Holy Embraces Holy, Agape is Truly Known.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Karmic – Graffiti

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Born into this world but not of it, I knew from infancy that this was not enough. By this I mean all the shattering of my rich expectations of a life lived through the lens of love. Much was I ridiculed much was I forlorn. But nowt ever softened or removed my yearning for that which I knew was real but sadly not in this world. Still it can happen at any point in your life dear soul. The thin veil breaks and you’re blessed to look and see through the illusion as an observer of reality. That is the point when the seed case richly cracks and the spring of eternal life bursts back into life anew again. So another cycle of inner growth recommences dear soul. Seasons come and go, incarnations stutter, ascend and fall. But truly soul knows just who and what is in absolute control of this cosmic pilgrimage of love refered to as the sacred journey of soul. Thereafter shattering delusions meld into shadows of terrifying distortions. Doves of light are born deep within the birthing grounds of spirit in soul. The dance and breath of life embrace and in joyous rapture and celebration whisper gently. Be soul, be light, be whole. Whilst a myriad of unholy mutations of haters, fools, murders, rapists, abusers, hypocrites, liars and thieves from deep within arise. Ancient dissonance amidst unreconciled patterns and themes. They all give way to their slumbers and converge upon all unwitting pilgrims and their desperate flight to freedom. Clouds form, mountains fall, river swell and oceans boil. That is the great and sacred journey of soul. The flight and fight for freedom. A battle in stillness, free from all forms of resistance. Purity embossed with a high degree of transitory karmic graffiti. A stench of ages giving way to the heavily design. Love in creation, crafted by the greatest of masters. Pure loving gold pours from the furness amidst light burnishing the senses. Divinity in flow reshaping the old, unholy, weary and worn. God in serene exuberance silently and unmistakably going about the business of divine reclamation dear soul. So beloved ones; “be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” ~ “Deuteronomy 31-6 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Liberation From Karma.

“The Great Truth is; Theres Nothing to See, But Reality.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Faith – Eternal Truth

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Where is the love in hanging onto that which is death and no longer suits the current vibration. For in truth is holding on and grasping not simply fear and attachment? Better that soul lets go of no one and no-thing through fear, hate, ignorance or foolishness. But by choosing to let go of all souls and all things through loving experiential wisdom. For nowt of this world has any value save for innate love that transcends all states of reality and that which is innately holy. Therein; seek not to reinvent the wheel dear soul. But seek to reinvent thine self. Give way to all, allow and flow, but don’t fall to the illusions and delusions of ants of men. Seek divine calmness within. Bring forth that calmness to all whom you meet. Let not a snipe, a rebuke or the insanities of a sleeping one trouble you. Sing your song in or out of tune it truly matters not. Create waves of change through deep loving impressions. Don’t hang onto any worn out imperfection. Let it go, let them all go and know that you are an eternal soul born of light and destined to return back unto light one day. Take nothing seriously albeit be you of sound judgment. Smile at your hater, pray for your abuser, give love and food and shelter to every mortal that is truly needy. But do not give that which is pure gold to the fool who sees only lead. Keep always sound council by stilling the chattering monkey deep within. Let love be the measure of your soul today, tomorrow and always dear soul. Bear the light willingly, compassionately free always from the attachment of outcome. Hold the holy space for every soul when all seemingly appears to be lost. Comfort the dying, visit all with innate kindness. Give way not to patterns or the themes of delusions. But observe them and love them all back unto balance. Humble yourself in harvest and in famine. Seek thee not rewards. Receiving every curse and every blessing from divinity with a grateful and loving heart. Seek the truth in all of your undertakings. That is the way dear soul to harmonically align with your innate and evolving vibration. Feed your soul in thought word and deed and trust in the lord to never fail nor deceive you. Light a candle each day and allow it to burn brightly deep, deep within you. Know that you are forever loved and forgiven for all your past indiscretions. Kneel, sit, lay and walk in prayer as a matter of course in every day of this current incarnation. Give no time to distraction which pulls you out of alignment. Bring yourself unto communion with the lord through thought, word and deed. Know that you truly are the light of this world dear soul and of other worlds yet to come. Requiring nowt from mammon. Sure in your faith that all your needs will be forever met. Love with your heart, love with your soul and love with all your thoughts. Love with and through your clay vessel, with all of your words and all of your selfless works and deeds. Love the lord with all of your being, praying daily that you be delivered from the broad road unto nowhere. Love your mortality and the mortality of others. Knowing full well that this place is not your home. Open your heart, your mind and all aspects of your soul to the light. Be love dear soul, be light dear soul, be still dear soul and truly embrace the great unfolding story of your soul. Love the grace and beauty that is your own sacred journey. Cross upon your back, eyes and heart fixed firmly upon that yet to come. Love in every moment, love in each breath, albeit mindful ever mindful dear soul that you; “Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces.” ~ Matthew 7:6 KJV


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Devotion Through Faith.

“Mortality Comes and Goes Dear Soul, But Spirit in Soul is Eternal Love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Freedom – Liberation

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the heavens sit at ease within your beating and still heart again dear soul. Then you will know the serenity of innate peace. When the heavens rise and fall in absolute compassion deep within your soul again. Then you will know God and freedom beckons. When the tears fall in laughter, sadness, joy and compassion again. Then you will truly know soul, dear soul. When love pulls and draws you towards the narrow gate through deeds and service again. Then you will know the sacred journey of soul, dear soul. When you are still amidst chaos and serenity in equal measure again. Then you will know the sublime power of vibrational attunement dear soul. When the breath of life gives way to soul transition again. Then you will know life eternal again, dear soul. For; those are the gifts and blessings awaiting every animate soul, dear soul. Indeed the gifts that cannot be purchased or acquired through greed, self-service or theft. For they are the gifts and blessings well earned upon the anvil of soul impurity transmutation, dear soul. Still is the mind, expansive is the heart. Great is the love and compassion of the one that fire and forge and hammer and anvil patently recreated through love anew. Fertile are their thoughts, harmonious are their deeds. Great is the legacy that they leave upon returning home. Bright is their light, flexible is their gait. Soft is their wisdom that they offer freely. Unshakable faith in their ardour, charity their way. Creating hope in others seemingly effortlessly. Steadfast by night and engaging by day. Lost they are not, shepherds of truth they most certainly are. Open and receptive, free from dogma and egoic corruptions. Fruit bearing in abundance, and generosity their innate love. Attached to no-thing. That is the way, the truth and the life of one who has surrendered to God. A life lived well through service in mystical prayer open to all who hear the call of soul, from soul, to every soul; “Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” ~ Romans 12:12 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Life Lived Through The Lens of Love.

“Patience is The Heart Beating Still Within All Awakening Souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Spiritual – Bypassing

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Coming to ones vibrational attunement and out of ones senses is a mighty gradient of unlearning that all upon the sacred journey of soul have to climb. Indeed an overcoming of and transmuting of falsity that can then be rebirthed into innate and visceral wisdom. Therein; not to rise to that challenge is merely repudiation and as is; repudiation is simply the bypassing of that which challenges. The fallout of which is consciously enabling dissonant energy to continue to block the flow of love in flow. Now much and many pilgrims upon the sacred journey of soul falter and fall as their gradients of senses dissolution takes its toll. For the unyielding climb tests all pilgrims to the very depths of their resolve. Thereafter somber is the heart and quick are the many who dive into spiritual bypassing upon the sacred journey of soul. Indeed many who simply opt out of the great works and opt in to the overtly self-limiting reality of dissolution bypassing. All for a false calmness that brings neither peace nor true freedom. Nevertheless bypassing does ”still” for at least a short while the chatterings of an unrealised and utterly possessed ego. And yet the truth is its not effort that is required during the grotesquely intense process of dissolution. For surrender is the way not resistance or abstinence. Not fear avoidance, nor self flagellation which helps not in any way save to slow the process down. Only unequivocally true surrender bolstered through evolving courage is the way through that which seems to be a truly mortifying living hell. Yes surrender, bolstered by courage, bathed in faith, hope and charity is truly the only way. For; to sublimate all soul impurity requires an audaciously orchestrated journey of soul through many valleys of absolute delusion and that further requires sound mettle of the purifying soul. Truly that is the majestically cabalistic path and way of robustly instigating and propagating the process of transforming ones base metal of soul back into pure gold. Indeed a truly divine process through which rhythmic alignment is re-established deep within soul. In essence a letting go and coming together that creates the wholly, holy new man and new woman embodied with unconditional love. All culminating with the recreation of divinity in flow in each spark of every rhythmic moment. Agape enshrined within the holy breath of life. A state of innate being and holy light that is seen in the eyes and heart of every weary soul upon this difficult dissonance freeing crusade. Indeed hallowed and vibrant spirit in soul consciousness bathed in the blessing of truly balanced and loving freedom. Whereupon heavens open, worlds fall, creativity flows, art and writing and healing and just being is the way, the truth and the life. Holy spirit in soul rhythmically aligned, vibrationally balanced, singing and dancing the song and dance of life. Poetry in active and passive motion, love unabated and eloquently uplifting. Soul to soul in vibrational alignment with wholly, holy divinity. That is the prize awaiting the endeavours of all truly courageous souls. Indeed spirit reborn of soul, rebirthing spirit in soul consciousness. Now why would some pilgrim souls choose to bypass the glory from upon high that is clearly awaiting them? Whilst others seemingly forge ahead regardless of their travails. The answer is simple dear soul. Its all in the divine timing and rhythmic vibrational alignment of all aspects of soul. In essence; absolute spiritual attunement not in and of mortal will, but in and of the will of God. And all because the sacred journey of soul is a journey of passive and active heart expansion through the divine feminine embodied within the focus and deconstructing rationality of the divine masculine. For in truth neither an active or passive divine feminine nor an active or passive divine masculine by themselves can sublimate that which must be sublimated. There must be absolute balance between the two. That is the sacred and holy embodiment of the temple of Solomon i.e. Solo-Mono. With the divine masculine sun harmonically balanced with an equally harmonically balanced divine feminine moon. You see; this is a wholly and cosmically preordained process of alchemy of soul in absolute loving flow. In truth God facilitating divine reunification of all that was once fractured and dissonant. That is the power of irrevocable cosmic law and divinity in flow dear soul. Indeed a timeless spirit in soul journey that is ineffable and outside of all of the constraints and considerations of the minds of men. For this is a transfiguration journey of heart in soul, longing for absorption of what it truly is to be spirit in soul. Indeed a continuum of eternal love that pulls and draws every soul so; “Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” ~ Matthew 26:41 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Living in Absolute Balance.

“In Harmonic Balance, Feminine and Masculine Create The Holy Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Light Of – The Worlds

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



The passing of and custodianship of the light is a rite of passage. It is thus that the light shineth and it cannot be expunged. That is and will always be; the way, the truth and the life of cosmic law. Indeed that is the way, the truth and the life of every awakened and awakening soul. Still illumination is the cosmic light that shineth within and without born through love for all with eyes to see. No matter the scorn and the ravages of mortal life torn to shreds in a myriad of brutal ways. The light shineth and cannot be expunged for truly that is the way, the truth and the life. When all must be let go and surrender laid bare. The light of this world and all other worlds yet to come will always shine. For the light shineth and it cannot be expunged. Upon bended back, with legs and body wearied. The relentless ascent of Mount Carmel unfolds. Spirit in soul and still the light of this world and other worlds yet to come cannot be expunged for that is the way, the truth and the life. Yet they each mourn today as they did on that day. When the horrors of golgotha was the day of shame that failed to expunge the way, the truth and the life. For the light it came and they knew it not. Still it burned and it seared deep into the hearts of the righteous and the wicked. Likewise it burns and sears into the hearts of the wicked and righteous unto this day. For the light of this world and of other worlds yet to come cannot be expunged for that is the way, the truth and the life. So pray with great fervour, rigour and grace that you dear soul may be worthy of carrying your light well. In valley deep and mountain high love the light that rises deep within you. For that is the way, the truth and the life. Show your light that others might see and illuminate the way for others daily. For your light is the light of worlds yet to come and it cannot be expunged for truly that is the way, the truth and the life. Therein; trust always in the divinity of light in flow dear soul. No matter your wounds no matter your age, be light eternal, for truly; “I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.” ~ John 8:12 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Being a Child of God, Amen.

“Be The Light That They Know Not And Knew Not And Light The Way Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

In Prayer – אָמֵן तथास्तु

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



The art of a life lived well is to love and cut ourself some slack daily. For; incarnated soul in mortal has no end destination. Still it is a journey aided greatly through prayer. Therein; pray ye wholly in silence and alone and away from the constructs of thine ego. Pray thee holy and solely in alignment wholly with thine soul. Lift up thine eyes and surrender thy heart. Pray thee for forgiveness, pray thee for fortitude and pray thee for wisdom and without ceasing. Lift up thine eyes, surrender thy heart, look to that which calls and draws thee to thy lord from deep within. Let go of desire and pray for divine mercy. Lift up thine eyes and embrace thy weary soul. Look upon thy brothers and sisters with faith, hope and charity and pray that thy very being will be protected from the ravages of evil always. Let thy light shine through service, prayer and deed and pray for courage daily that the will of the lord will be done. Set aside all discord and surrender thine own will to peace. Pray thee holy in silence and always alone that the lord might light thy way that thou canst return home to his bosom. Smile through thy misery, smile through thy pain and know that thy suffering is a grace not a measure of thy lords disdain. Pray unceasing in light and in dark, in cold and in heat. Let thy whole being be wholly at peace. Pray through thy struggles, pray through thine rewards. Pray unceasing dear soul no matter thy vibrational state. Pray in thy spring and pray in thy winter. Pray for forgiveness and the strength to sustain thine prayer. Pray as a measure of thy love, pray as a measure of thy lament, pray with eyes and heart fixed firmly upon that yet to come. Let not the fragility of creaking bones nor the groans of soul deter thee from communion with the lord through thine prayers dear soul. Pray thee, pray thee with all of thy being. That thy lord god will draw thee ever closer to union through reunion. That thou might be born again through water and unto spirit. Pray thee fervently amidst thy unequivocal surrender that the light of the Holy Spirit will descend unto thine brow and heart accordingly. Pray without ceasing dear soul no matter the ravages of this finite time incarnate dear soul. Pray that thou too shall overcome death and that they sins shall all be forgiven. Pray that thy freedom from slavery is truly this day upon thee dear soul. Pray daily dear soul unceasing and unquestioning that thou should know thy lord and saviour by walking the greatest walk soul can make certified; “no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for whoever loves others has fulfilled the law.” ~ Romans 13:8 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Life in Intimate Loving Prayers.

“May Prayer Be Thy Path To Thine Own Glory.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Awakening To – Truth

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When we set out upon our pilgrims journey dear soul we do so in gross ignorance and unbelievable naivety. Deluded we are contrived to believe that our unfolding life will be one that sparkles with all manner of joys and rewards. Not so. For soon we find as this great transformation unfolds that all sacred pilgrim journeys require of the pilgrim great courage, unyielding tenacity and a depth of compassion that often times seems otherworldly. You see; the sacred pilgrims journey truly is a darkness that knows not the light and yet the light truly knows the darkness intimately. Such are the many great travails and labours of birthing the Christos within that so very many fall before self realisation is realised. Still the will of the lord will be done and whilst that often times makes no sense to the minds of ants of men. Such is the providential way of things. Indeed poverty, abuse, attack and ravaging illness are frequently the way of things for the pilgrim walking the long walk home. Why is this so? Simple; before any soul can be uplifted. First the dross and delusions of unreality must be transmuted. Was it not so that the son of man was also called the man of sorrow? For; the son of man, the enlightened one and son without sin was unfairly brought to trial by hypocrites. Indeed those who were most ungodly. Yet who claimed that they were custodians of all that was godly. Thereafter; the son without sin, the scapegoat and sacrificial lamb was slandered, brutally assaulted, humiliated, mocked with a crown of thorns, spat upon, insulted, abused, stripped naked. Bleeding and forlorn yet filled with love and grace nails hammered through his hands and feet onto a wooden cross and pierced by a spear as they tore his clothes to shreds and cast lots for his undergarments. Likewise if we look at the life and life ending of the one born to be the voice calling in the wilderness and making straight the way of the Lord. Such austerity and such a brutal end does John The Baptist incur. Therein; allow me to ask you dear soul is any of that evidence of a sparkly life or sparkly end of life for those two enlightened beings both heading towards the narrow gate? Certainly not is the true response. One only has to look at the lives and deaths of many of the ascended masters and saints who have graced this fallen world to know that. However not all is lost for the innate treasures amassed from such a journey belong not to this fallen world. But that world yet to come. Therein; there is a need for a degree of realism around the whole subject of awakening et al. For in truth soul awakening and subsequently gaining a degree of illumination is but the spirit in soul impetus and spark required of soul incarnate within mortal to commence the great purification of soul. For; the pilgrims journey is not and never was for the faint hearted. It is and will always be the great call of soul to extirpate all that within through many time lines that is not god. Therein all pilgrims are warriors of soul, defenders of the faith and disciples of truth. They are most certainly not spiritual, theological or moral light weights. As such they are rarely aligned to religious of cult dogma etc. For such matters of overt control through structure, order and inculcated beliefs are nowt but the manifestation of the modern day Pharisee. A state of being which crucified the guardian, teacher, avatar and keeper of the way, the truth and the life. That is precisely why the pilgrim upon the sacred walk of walks with cross and all. Walks that walk in faith, hope and charity alone. With eyes and hearts fixed firmly upon that yet to come. For the pilgrim knows that nowt of the ants of men holds any answers. For the great walk home by soul is governed wholly by irrevocable cosmic laws which are indeed wholly, holy. Unlike the rules and laws of ants of men, which frequently bend and change to the hypocrisy and whims of each current time of indecency. That is why the wise ones, indeed the awakened ones serve and commit wholly to the deep inner work of timelessness purification and sanctification of dissonance. Harsh and often times tormenting though that process might be. That is the only true journey of inner transformation of spirit in soul consciousness that activates the active and passive embodiment of the way, the truth and the life. Indeed a state of being in loving service that complies wholly with the serenely holy call, which calls all awakening souls continuously. Let go, let go dear soul , let go of all that is ungodly and serve that which is yet to come soul. You truly are eternal amidst finite lack with the most rudimentary understanding of aeon so; “Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth where moth and rust doth corrupt and where thieves break through and steal but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt and where thieves do not break through nor steal for where your treasure is there will your heart be also.” ~ Matthew 6:19-21 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Innate Breath of Life.

”The Path of Light is Always Calling Pilgrim.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Come Unto Me – Calls

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



That which yearns deep within is that which calls every soul back home. Are you an empty vessel dear soul? Have you emptied yourself that others might be? Do you seek to inspire, uplift and empower? Not for self but that others might set themselves free? Do you flow with love from heart in all of your interactions be they dissonant or harmonic? Do you smile, chuckle and often laugh freely and enjoy the companionship of deep inner peace no matter the sticks and stones that might be thrown at you? Do you seek greater meaning than that which lowers your brow? Do you wrestle and harmonise with many sly monsters daily deep within? Do you bend into the torturing winds or do you give way and allow fearing nowt? Do you long to be home again dear soul? To be that which you can never find in this place. Do you often times ponder the destiny of seeds and the souls of men dear soul? Whilst your peers they all stress endlessly about the destiny of much ado about nothing. Do you sleep deeply with untroubled thoughts and frequently take leave of your dense and unyielding body dear soul? Do you love dear soul with each breath of life? Tell me dear soul do you truly know the difference between dark and light? Are you truly conscious dear soul of all that there is or are you unceremoniously drowning wide of the mark? Do you lament and pray with rigour and ardour daily dear soul no matter what the cosmic unfolding? Do you love me dear soul as I love you? Are you ready dear soul to take that next pilgrims step? Can you hear me, can you sense and see me amidst my fragrance of divinity in flow? Can you love me, can you love you dear soul? For I’m calling, ever calling dear soul, come home, come home, come back home through my loving grace. Illumination as guidance, dissonance as your rudder. Can you hear me dear soul as I nestle deep within? For I am the way, the truth and the life. Follow me, follow me, follow me my dear soul, pick up your cross and; “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.” ~ Matthew 11:28-30 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Joy in Deep Inner Peace.

”Peace is Heart and Eyes Fixed Firmly Upon Eternity.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Soul – Alignment

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



This post that you’re about to read is dedicated to all who may be preparing to say farewell dear soul until we “will” to meet again. Within music divine that lifts hearts and clears all minds in vibrational alignment pulsing to the frequency of love. It’s good to meet you again my dear, dear soul for as mortals we are certainly not young anymore. But the twinkle in your eyes is still there my dear, dear soul. Lo how I love you. Strong backs and firm hips have given way to the creaks and groans of weary old bones. But the spirit is still there and glistening with great luster. Lo how I love you my dear, dear soul. Memories unfold amidst the melancholy and serenity of times far behind. In equal measure of those who no longer share this present now in mortal form. Lo how I love you my dear, dear soul and I’m so very happy to be still sharing this reverie with you. All candles flicker and fail. Still the light is never extinguished. Lo how I love you my dear, dear soul. Shadows come and shadows go and the sun it warms and blesses all without thought or judgment. Lo how I love you my dear, dear soul. That is my overriding thought right now. As we share in union this brief moment of silence in absolute alignment together as one. Breath stills and the eyes they close for one very last time. Albeit the power of your glow is all consuming in this now my dear, dear soul. Lo how I love you my dear, dear beautiful soul. A gentle smile, a loving embrace and for now the journey still unfolds at least for you anew. Lo great and wonderous sacred soul. Lo how I love you my dear, dear soul. Bright is your light, great is your love. Lo how I love you my dear, dear soul. I’m so happy to be still and sharing this brief moment of eternity with you forever. Lo my love caresses you. Alive in the breath of life and dancing with the lord of the dance. Freedom is the great prize that awaits you my dear, dear soul. Ever loving spirit in soul consciousness, stardust you will always be. Lo how I love and have loved you my beautifully divine spark of all that is wholly, holy. There is no sense of loss, anger, despair or fear in this mutual agape treasure trove of grace we share. Only serenity through mindfulness, that all will be well in choosing to walk the greatest walk of walks. Knowing that there is only one path. For is it not so that the son of man taught all who would choose to love how to serve. How to truly be still and how to walk the agonising walk of temporal suffering in humility. With eyes and heart fixed firmly upon the holy yet to come. A state of being born out love for love, cognisant to; “Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” ~ Matthew 7:13-14 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Vibrational Alignment With Soul.

”Spirit in Soul is Love in Absolute Vibrational Alignment.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Unknown – Unseen

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Unknown and unseen I walk by your side as you walk the great walk of walks. In lowly heart and weeping tears, unknown and unseen I walk by your side. Through valley deep and mountains high, unknown and unseen I walk by your side. Through torturing fire, trial and ocean deep, unknown and unseen I walk by your side. Through famine and storm in cold and heat, unknown and unseen I walk by your side. When cruel clubs and arrows hit and bullets, stones, poisons, disease and swords strike. Unknown and unseen I walk by your side. In prison cell and swamp deep and amidst all of your mortal travails, unknown and unseen I walk by your side. In birth and death and that yet to come, unknown and unseen I walk by your side. For you are my beloved, my child dear little soul. Born to carry the lantern of my love deep within your heart. Unknown and unseen through many incarnations all truly much ado about nothing. Still wisely choosing to love wholly in my holy name, because I; “Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it.” ~ Proverbs 22:6 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Loving Unconditionally.

”We Walk in Faith Unkowning and Unseeing, Such is; Love of God.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Choosing – Freedom

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Are you happy dear soul? Are all of your needs met? Is your mind stilled with peace and your heart overflowing with love? Now before you answer those questions allow me if you will to take you upon a journey. You see you could be like all those you observe. The ones craving to be the centre of everyone’s and everything’s attention. You could operate at their level and loose yourself in absolute and utter dross. You could create a drama every moment of every day if you truly choose to do so. You could seemingly choose to be a part of a big circle of that which makes no sense to your awareness. You could just loose yourself in any one or multiple forms of addiction if you so desired and surrender yourself to fatuous victimhood. You could and can choose to do all that and more and it’s all so very easy with only one complication. To be all the former states you would have to give up that within you that is awakened. Therein; sits the problem. You have known since childhood that you couldn’t be like them, because you don’t understand hate and you don’t understand greed. Indeed you don’t understand any of the dissonance that they seem so at ease with. O yes you’ve tried very hard to be like them many, many times. Indeed everyone upon the sacred journey of soul has tried for we all of us crave union, connection and companionship. That is just the way we are wired as mortals. But it’s like pulling teeth without anaesthetic. The pain of being in the company of absolute dissonance and insanity and of that which is insanity being presented as sanity is enough to drive any sane soul insane. The thing is they can no more bear to be as you are as you can bear to be how they are. So let go. You’re safe and there’s nothing to be gained from resisting that which is. Now of course being awakened is no stroll in the park. For as the observer and the one who seeks deeper meaning. Much is expected, much needs to be let go of and surrender to that which sows great doubt and shows not its face is deeply troubling almost all of the time. Still what is the alternative? a life of insanity caught up on a hamster wheel of constant fear, drama, abuse, betrayal, co-dependency, theft, grief, stress, depression, anger, hate, pride and shame. None of which offers freedom, joy or inner peace. Or a life of trial purifying that which is not really you with the ultimate prize of inner peace and freedom awaiting the ones brave enough and steadfast enough to step off the hamster wheel letting go of all to gain all. Of course those who choose the former may appear to be better off at times or if not simply lost in a state of deep sleep. Whilst those who give way to the latter undergo much loss, much isolation, much ridicule, attack, illness and consternation. But the key thing is that the former has given up on matters of eternity whilst the latter has heart, eyes and mind fixed upon that which is yet to come. It is a choice only a choice. Still look into the lives of the former and the latter and you will see a radiance and glow in that of the latter and only fear, bitterness and greed in the hearts, eyes and minds of the former. For this is a fallen world that offers nowt save for salvation and eternity or self-indulgence and death. It’s a choice and I know that choice. For I truly know those two worlds which are light galaxies apart for I incarnated into absolute dissonance as spirit in soul already awaken. A state of being that calls out deep within soul at each and every moment. Set down your wants dear soul and look to that which truly is. Let go dear soul for this world is nowt but a world of illusion, delusion and death. Yet whilst that cosmic call is so truly holy. Setting down those dire wants as an evolving soul based mortal requires tenacity, trust and incomprehensible faith in that which cannot be seen. Not easy at all is the sacred journey of soul. Albeit precisely why the awakened soul simply cannot resist the great call of illumination of spirit in soul. Okay so all that being said allow me to ask you again. Are you happy dear soul? Are all of your needs met? Is your mind stilled with peace and your heart overflowing with love? Because if you can’t answer yes to all of those and many more questions. Then you have a very real and very stark choice before you and that choice is to surrender to illusion and delusion or to pick up your cross and walk the great walk of walks. For a heart filled with love and a mind stilled in peace is the way, the truth and the life. Why? Because eternity is the choice of spirit in soul consciousness illuminated by that which is so. Spirit in soul certain in holy truth. A state of absolute experience in absolute freedom. Free of ego and karmic restraints. Indeed free of all that impedes pranic flow. Sure in the destiny of spirit in soul. At ease with all states of being. Thankful always thankful for all things for all are blessings. An innate expression of eternal freedom and joy that lovingly overflows with compassion and peace. A state of being that truly knows, the way, the truth and the life. A journey from innocence to knowledge and then unto freedom. Indeed eternal spirit in soul consciousness at varying states of cosmic realisation. Anchored in faith, hope and charity. Heart in service, sure of the loving truth that; “In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.” ~ John 14:2 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Joy in Spirit Consciousness.

”Joy is a Heart Overflowing with Peace.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Let Go – To Gain All

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Ask he or she with experience to teach, ask the ones with only knowledge from books to stay silent unless you’re guided to search amidst that knowledge. That is the way, the truth and the life in love. Thereafter to be energised by and through love in every moment of every moment dear soul. First dear soul is the awakening, then are the realisations and then commences the great walk of walks. That is the journey of the sacred journey of soul. A process not a destination. Indeed alchemy in full flow. A letting go of the old man and woman to rebirth the new. However that letting go is systemic and unrelenting dear soul for much needs to fall. Much needs to be cleansed and much needs to be reforged through the fires of redemption and hammered into form upon the anvil of karmic dissolution and correction. A process through which the pilgrim is called to let go of all falsity. To let go of all false Gods. The false God of an old man with a white beard. The false God of physical beauty. The false God of status and material wealth. Indeed all the false God constructs of ones utterly insane and satanic ego. The call of awakening is so all consuming that all is asked that all might be gained. Toxic relationships must be expunged from ones life. Likewise toxic families, former friends, home life, financial fears, social fears and working situations et al. Indeed everything that has disempowered you, everything that has betrayed truth and everything that is not righteous must fall. You are nothing you were told that you are. You are love and loved and an eternal spirit in soul. Therein; awakening to your cosmic rites is a great relearning of what it is to be authentic and spirit in soul. That is the sanctifying call of redemption. A call that whispers and also often times screams let go, let go, let go of all that is not holy and commit wholly to the pursuit of holy spirit in soul consciousness dear soul. Not through any lens of ego woke falsity peddled as truth or guru subservience. Not through religious dogma or any old age or new age quick fix solutions that offer nowt but entrapment. But through love of divinity and through the inner sanctums amidst eternal wisdom and clarity. Thereafter to be still in all of your travails and know that God in spirit is with you. Listen not to the distortions and ramblings of inculcated fallen men. But listen to and for the still small voice that will always guide you safely home. No matter how harsh, how troubling and how lonely is your walk of walks. Listen to and for that still small voice dear soul and in time after the great works have been done. Things will be well. Gird your loins, still your heart and keep your eyes fixed firmly upon that yet to come. Love is your rite dear soul it’s all that you are. Let go, let go, let go of vexation and embrace your sole rite as spirit in soul experiencing the eternal dance of life. Hold onto nothing and no one, nor matters of temporal nature that you might gain all. Accept that you’re embarking upon a scared journey and process. A holy relearning through which you will come to know that it is wise to; “Follow me, and let the dead bury their own dead.” ~ Matthew 8:22 KJV. It is your birth right and rite of spirit in soul consciousness to know that; “Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” ~ Luke 17:21 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Spirit Consciousness Awakening.

”A Wise Soul Lets Go Of All, To Gain Holy Oneness.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Holy Spirit – Loves

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



What truly is divine power? It is that which is ineffable love in flow. Whereupon the Holy Spirit descended upon Him in bodily form like a dove, and a voice came out of heaven, “You are My beloved Son, in You I am well-pleased.” ~ Luke 3:22 KJV. Such that when the body falls there is only spirit in soul, for there never was a body only spirit in soul in flow. That is the way, the truth and the life. That is why the search for divine union is so profoundly contemplative to the soul upon the sacred journey of soul. For; seeking, searching, yearning to be whole again in the bosom of divinity is the soul upon the sacred journey of soul. Raptures and ecstasies no longer delight, distract and entrap as the painful liberation of surrender engulfs through the exacting measure of a perfected, reflective receptivity that welcomes and embraces the Holy Spirit warmly. In awe, humility, serenity and unequivocal adoration is the one upon the sacred journey of soul. The dance it dances the dance of life in ease of flights of angelic tone. Where the vista of lighteness and darkness quickens the breath of life in unending and unceasing experiential loving flow. Union albeit fleeting is the burgeoning prize for the one upon the sacred journey of soul. Otherworldly and surreal, resoundingly pure and truthful. Spirit wholly holy, elegantly enthroned in soul consciousness manifesting reality seamlessly. All amidst an innately serendipitous cascade of illuminated clarity. Not of this world, this world of lowliness and sorrow. But of the world of truth, of love and the majestic absolute. Umbra shadows writhe with beacons of light and merge and disseminate in tones of greatly sweeter than sweet moans and groans of union with the beloved. Colours collide, worlds fall and heart swoons in nervous anticipation and then the silence enters and all is one. Come, come, come Holy Spirit. Enlighten and free this wretch from the travails of morality. Come, come, come Holy Spirit. Let me rest in the bosom of my lord. Come, come, come Holy Spirit. Accord wholly, holy to be resplendent in sacred adoration before the chrism of the majestic king. Ardour amidst holy ardour. In faith, in hope and humble charity trusting in the way, the truth and the life that; “If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and he will come to him and make our home with him.” ~ John 14:23 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Indwelling of Spirit Consciousness.

”The Spirit of Love Awakens All Sleeping Souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Eternity Calls – Soul

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



I’ve written at length through much of my feeble attempts to articulate the sheer scale and depths of trial, despair and purification that a chosen one undergoes upon the sacred journey of soul. My writings have been low on froth and most attentive to the very real and true nature of the sacred journey of soul. For I have been called to walk that walk, cross and all across desert, swamp, valleys deep and mountains high. Much amidst shelters barren, resources meagre and respite from abuse, persecution, disease and illness negligible. O yes only the strongest of soul can bow to its call the great sacred journey of soul and adhere to its most unrelenting rigours. Only the most courageous of soul can look into the heart of their own darkness for a lifetime or more and survive such a torrid and torturous ordeal. Only the most loving of soul can let go of all the “I and me” dreams of mortal man and exist in an obscenely cruel abyss of absolute desolation, purgative repentance and inner world and outer world destitutions. Only the one that is called upon the sacred journey of soul knows the ardour and the privations of a life surreally exasperated by seemingly unrelenting and immensely disorienting divine providence. A life that makes no sense as realities rise and fall as do many worlds and many horizons collide in equal measure. A scant and yet ardent existence that craves not adoration but absolute annihilation. But that craving for annihilation is the provocative screaming of the insane ego not ones soul. Indeed a soul life in which the measure of a mans mortal wealth and status has no significance whatsoever. For eternity is the quest. That is the life of the one who has been called upon the sacred journey of soul. The one that wears not their scars, but carries their scars deep within as balm for the wounds of others. A love that can look into the eyes and face of the one who scourges them, mocks them and hammers the nails into their body. Not with anger but with absolute loving compassion and ineffable forgiveness. A love harmonically low on platitudes and silently high in discernible sensitivity. Like the wind unseeable yet a constant presence rising and falling seemingly without form or any origin known. That is the one upon the sacred journey of soul dear soul. Chastened but not bowed, ever present yet otherworldly, love in flow like the wind always changing direction and no one knows it’s source, origin or destination save for the lord. Light that illuminates through eyes fixed firmly upon eternity. Which is not a place to escape to, but a state of being to evolve into. Glowing hearts that expand other hearts with calm and peace laden serenity. Voices that easily caress others to the deepest outpourings of their inner and outer woes. Smiles that melt anger like ice upon a warm day. Tears that let others know that they are heard, are seen and are loved without contradiction. Senses that sense that which is, amidst that which is not and in truth that which never was. That is the one in the latter stages of the sacred journey of soul dear soul. The one who craves with all of their being to be no more and to be allowed to return back home. Indeed the one that others hold firm onto in this place of unimaginable sorrows despite knowing they’re undergoing truly deep suffering. For no other reason than for themselves for they feel better amidst the presence of the one in the latter stages of their sacred journey of soul. Saints they are not, fallible they most certainly are. Weary and forlorn are the ones on the latter stage of their sacred journey of soul. Love without contrition for all that they once were, all that they’ve seen and all that they’ve experienced and endured. Love that knows that only love transforms and heals all soul woes back into innate peace. Indeed a love that willingly carries all of its scars deep, deep within that all might be free and truly find their own inner grace. Love based always and forever in humility and the divinity of divine truth. But this is not the journey of a delusion escapist, nor is this the journey of a sanctimonious hypocrite. It is however the journey of the innocent one stepping out into a cosmic rebirthing of spirit through deep inner alchemy. Such is this journey dear soul that beats deep within the bosom of all that it is to be right here, right now. Experiencing life as a soul in mortal wounds, pleasures and all. That is a deep inner knowing the blossoms and bears fruit only in the latter stages of the sacred journey of soul dear soul. When the greater works have been done and the many inner battles won. A path of light filled with darkness illuminated by faith, hope and charity. With eyes and hearts fixed firmly upon eternity and that yet to come. Praise be to the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that all may be saved in the valour that won this battle for every soul long before our own walk of walking the walk as soul had even begun. A life based in faith, longing for union with that which truly is and precisely why; “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” ~ John 16:33 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Eyes Fixed Firmly Upon Eternity.

”Love Knows Soul For Soul is Eternal Love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Loving Souls – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



That which you are is that which you are and that which you are is love born out of love. Still that which you choose is that which you choose and there truly is no getting away from that which you choose. But the choices you make are not always that which is the call of your soul. So be mindful. Be very mindful dear soul for that which is love is unmistakably love for that which is love is eternal. For love is the active and passive cosmic pulse manifesting as the breath of life. Indeed the grace of the almighty calling and drawing every soul into absolute exponential existence. Free will in flow. Resonant vibrations of loving light body harmonics, harmonically or indeed dissonantly creating symbiotic reality. Serving soul or serving self. Choice determined by that which repels and that which draws close. Sun rising and son setting through inexplicable shards of light undergoing exponential experiences and all under cosmic laws. Realities in flux, realities in flow. Sun rising and son setting absolute existence, experiencing exponentially. Choose love, choose hate. There is no judgment only soul trajectory in flow. Be the one who cares, be the one who cares not, all is truly free will in flow. Sun rising, son setting. Choosing chains or freedom are the choices of eternal soul. Love each moment or resist there is no judgment in each soul call. Lives will unfold through the breath of life unfolding as absolute existence through mortal experiences. Trajectories will be shaped and holy or hellish horizons all will be formed and reformed. Judgments there are none only souls in eternal flow. Choosing to stagnate and hate or choosing to love and evolve. No judgments made, forgiveness is always the source of absolute directional change. Sun rising and son setting through myriads of experiential soul incarnations. No judgments made only trajectories in flow. Choose love, choose love, choose love is my call to all souls. Be love, be love, be love is my call to all souls. Never easy, never self-indulgent all but a state of free will in flow. Choose love, choose love, choose love dear soul. Lift hearts, don’t break them dear soul, inspire others don’t seek to disempower either yourself or your soul brothers and sisters. Stay true, stay true, stay true to the joy that is love in ardour and flow. No judgments made only soul trajectories unfolding. Soul to soul through the lens of multiple distortions or through the lens of love. Choices, only choices unfolding soul to soul. Sun rising unto son setting a journey of free will in flow. Choose love, choose love, choose love my dear soul, for you are love born out of love and your home of soul is love eternally. Therein; will you walk with me in love as Yeshua the son of man so eloquently taught verily, verily “A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.” ~ John 13:34-35 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Joy of Love.

”Love With Your Will, Healing Hearts, Minds and Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Unto – Illumination

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the seed case cracks open and the light begins to trickle back in. Senses are shaken, worlds begin to fall and the sacred journey of soul recommences again dear soul for that is the life, the truth and the way. The bindings and bondages of slavery they all begin to fall away. For they are not ropes, nor chains or contracts of many sorts. No slavery is a tool that has been used to disempower and at its root is the low vibrational weapon of choice for those who propagate hate and fear. It’s not simply a construct of attacks upon ethnicity, skin tone, gender and religious dispositions. Albeit all and more have been targets in millenniums of obscenely aggravated assaults upon innate decency. Where fear and hate are used by all perpetrators of slavery and they’re tools that draw implicitly upon mind, body and soul control through prejudice and overtly afflicting and sadistically cruel governance. Indeed disempowering divergence tools that alienate by creating systemic silo-mentalities with no scope for broader horizons. Indecency and hypocrisy are their grotesque hallmarks. With all vibrancy in life continually under threat and frequently systematically attacked and destroyed through patterns and themes that have no validity in terms of cosmic law. Still that is the transfixing and self-limiting hold that hate and fear have upon the life and psyche of mortal man and that dear soul has always been the unmistakable aims of those who peddle hatred and fear as divisive weapons. Generations systemically afflicted as victim or abuser offering oscillating paradoxes. Cultural norms expunged from conscious memory and low vibrational standards set and expected of both victim and abuser alike. No one wins save for a controlling few, but everyone looses. Fear and hate are no liberators. For in truth they are the great betrayers and great deceivers and destroyers of all that is good and loving. That dear soul is the great nemesis that faces all upon the sacred journey of soul. Indeed the letting go of fear and hate in pursuit of wholly that which is sacred and that which is truth. A battle not of the senses but a battle for and of ones heart in soul. A journey through embittering bad lands and wildernesses of misinformation. A journey through prejudice and violence and of overt subjugation and more recently overt cancel culturing. Yet amidst this putrid amniotic fluid of pychosis Prema Materia is called to do precisely what Prema Materia has always been called to do. A call that calls every soul to awaken and to glow and to evolve and expand exponentially. Through; seeking, transforming, renewing and loving all as it undertakes that eternal loving journey of ineffable soul. A journey where fear and hate have no place and where prejudice simply cannot exist. An initiated sacred soul journey through immense distortion unfazed because where so ever love is dissonance is transformed effortlessly back into harmony. A journey so scared, so ineffable that mortal lives have willingly given way to its call and since the dawning of the word. That is the sacred journey of soul dear soul. A journey from darkness, unto light letting go of hatred and fear and that which uses both to simply underpin fatuous realities. A call that calls all souls when the seed case cracks wide open to let go and allow for; the indwelling of that which is truly holy illumination. Thereafter cut adrift from that which the old man and woman once truly believed that they knew so very well. Lives and hearts awakened and therein utterly transformed, with all senses sensitised beyond understanding. The search for the new eternal life commences, indeed a life truly worth living. Free from slavery that mercilessly transfixes. In its place the holy pursuit of that which is instrumental in pure transfiguration. A journey that will forever free the seeking pilgrim from all forms of slavery and all low vibrational states which facilitate falling wide of the mark. A loving journey that truly is beyond all mortal considerations and that is the holy truth. A sacred journey of soul safe and eternally saved in living a life well loving all souls unreservedly. You see; every awakened soul knows that the only way to live well is to be and live love unconditionally. Indeed a beatific walk of faith in eternity free from any and all low vibrational temporal constraints. A journey through which they truly come to know that they’re walking the walk of walks as a truly powerful soul. “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” ~ Isaiah 41:10 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Silent Blessings in Prayer

”When The Seed Case Cracks Open, Illumination Flows.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

The Meaning – Of Life

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



What is life? Well it could be a tick tock existence if there’s no awareness that tick tock is no way to live. Likewise life could be bliss if we were ascended masters but we’re not for at best we’re all simply saints in the making. So what is life for a soul based mortal? Short answer; life for a soul based mortal is truly prima materia experiencing absolute existence through mortal experience. Which in truth means absolutely nothing to the vast majority of soul based mortals. So then here’s an earth plane take on what life is. Life is a serious journey that shouldn’t be taken to seriously. For its merely the expression of choice which is dictated precisely by what each soul resonates with and thereafter where a soul desires to return to. For life as a soul based mortal in the greater part is nothing more than lessons in experience. That is until the seed shell cracks and the process of awakening is reborn at which point life as a soul based mortal takes on a whole new context. For that is the point when the light flooding in illuminates the depth of ones hidden darkness. A staggering vista of incomprehensibly rancid layers and patterns of karmic detritus. A vantage point from which all attachment to delusions and illusions are in one moment forced into stark contrast. And o dear how the soul based mortal expressively laments and vividly wrestles in unrestrained groanings and moanings and overt mind chattering consternations amidst an interwoven tapestry of aged and well worn psychosis. For the dark dragons of days of yore have been awoken by this jolt of ecstatic yet truly ghastly illumination. Thereafter begins the battle for a new life. All whilst the old man and the old woman expend graven efforts to turn back this tide. All this as the castles of sand melt excruciatingly before their blooded and horrified eyes. All whilst the waves of emotion they swamp, engulf and consume. With no quarter given, yet no love lost in all. Time becomes endless in its aggravated state of insipid contrition. Fire burns and torments, as the air spirits swirl and laugh at their ease in destabilising. Years of dissolution age the bones and the furrows upon every brow. Eyes become glazed with bewilderment as the old man and woman they fall away in painful whimpers amidst the putrefying ditches that the wretched ones are compelled to walk. Food has no nutrition and diseases rise and fall in equal measure. O yes that is what life is upon the sacred journey of soul, dear soul. But fear not dear soul “though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers: And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.” ~ Isaiah 30:19-20 KJV. Truly glory in the making, through the shedding of all nonsense that serves not soul. Thereafter with eyes fixed upon the prize of eternity that is the life of a sacred soul, dear soul. Wisdom acquired through experience, fortitude deeply embedded through seemingly overt and cruel initiation. Patience nurtured through faith. Love and kindness manifested through inner prayer and contemplation. Ears that drum, hearts that ache, clunk and thump. Tears that forever flow, brokenness that becomes the accepted norm. That is life dear soul on the sacred journey of soul. A journey not for the faint hearted. But a life indeed the only life that heals all souls from the woes of distortion. Thereafter better shall they be the souls that awaken to this call. For through the grace of God and their own volition with eyes and hearts firmly fixed upon eternity. Every soul upon the sacred journey of soul knows that nowt of this lowly plane can eclipse that of the higher states of expression which awaits the seeker of righteousness and truth. Because they have come to know that this is not a journey to be lost in nonsensical Dedan i.e. Jeremiah 49:7-8 KJV and ritualism without heartfelt veneration of the love, glory and truth of divinity in flow. This is truly a cosmically ordained metanoia dear soul. Indeed a lovingly spirit driven journey of reconfiguration, integration and unbridled cognisant adoration of humble surrender to that which is divine oneness. Ardour at ease through voluntarily facilitating a divinely appropriated absorption of soul into a state without comparison. Indeed a wholly, holy state where soul is and there is no God but God, for; “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.” ~ Matthew 13:44 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration, That There is No God, But God.

”Soul Knows That Soul is Above Religion and The Rituals of Men.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Light From – Despair

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Tread lightly dear soul as you walk the walk of walks which is the; long walk back home to wholly, holy soul. For your time in the wilderness may not be forty days and forty nights, but forty years or indeed an entire life time. Therein; tread lightly, ever so lightly dear soul as you walk the walks of the long walk back home to holy soul. For there are a myriad of insanely complex and seemingly paradoxical unfoldings, unfolding above and beyond mortal comprehension and that is soul in flow amidst a divinely orchestrated rebirthing journey. A journey through many, many deep valleys filled with monsters of many sorts. Indeed a journey through, over and under many hurdles and obstacles made up of thousands of dead ends and locked doors. Booby traps and trap doors spring up from apparent thin air with no rhyme or reason for their distorted being. O yes such is the depths of seemingly unnecessary and traumatising sufferings dear soul. O yes that is the walk of walks, indeed the long walk home to all that is wholly, holy soul dear soul. Nostrils filled with the stench of ages, bones that creak and groan incessantly. Often, far to often foul companions and tricksters in many guises and many forms. That is the walk of walks indeed the long walk back home to wholly, holy soul. Indeed the walk of walks through darkness that gives birth to an otherworldly and divinely ineffable light that radiates deep, deep within each would be pilgrim. Indeed the illumination of soul that is simply unquantifiable by any one of every one of ones tepid mortal senses. But they sense it, yes the ones with curiosity sense it upon meeting. The calmness, the compassion and the love that flows without attachment from the one who is walking the long walk back home to wholly, holy soul. They see and sense a lightness that defies all sensory logic. That is the soul radiance of illumination that the despair of the long walk home brings upon every seeking pilgrim. A lightness that innately inspires other would be awakening pilgrims to pick up their sorrows and walk the walk of walks. An ineffably kind, effortlessly compassionate and loving state of illumination that draws and calls all pilgrims upon the sacred journey of soul. That is the glory on show that can only be earned upon the anvil of utter despair. Indeed the anvil that transforms through grace the darkened and dense and distorted black metal into an illuminated marriage ring of pure gold. That is the sacred journey of all sacred souls, walking the long walk home back to wholly, holy soul. Healing hands outstretched emblazoned in love and in service to all in pursuit of oneness and the holy state of balance that is purity of soul. A soul reborn of spirit that has truly come to know again that all of mortality in truth is much ado about nothing. Thereafter a soul that in thought, word and deed expresses the very essence of the long walk back home to wholly, holy soul in all active and passive forms of souls innate expression. Illuminating the way home for their soul brothers and sisters through love, through kindness and teaching by example. Still be mindful dear reader not to get lost in the quick fix new age illusion of chasing enlightenment for many have and are still being drawn to that path. Instead know that the illumination of enlightenment is a birthing process requiring immense fortitude and a willingness to pay the exacting price of purification through the fall of the fallen world that is the dissolution of the old man or woman. Whilst always at rest within inner prayer amidst the resetting through humility that is the holy acceptance of grace. It is not a birth right but a rite of passage that must earned and the price for that prize is steeped in the knowing of; “Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” ~ Romans 12:2 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Healing Hands of Love

”The Path of Light is a Darkness Illuminated by Faith, Hope and Charity.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

After Bodily – Death

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Living a life well dear soul truly means spending a mortal life pursuing; wisdom and goodness for the two come together and create love in abundance. Love of others, love of all things, a greater love that one would lay down their life for others. That is the fragrance of a love that calls every soul to walk in love, to serve and to evolve. Therein; there is no greed, maliciousness or self service in living a life well, for eyes and hearts are fixed firmly upon divinity and that yet to come. That is precisely why those who have awakened and who have chosen the sacred journey of soul. Know innately that wisdom, goodness and love are the way and that in living a life well in resonance with those states that they innately create an immense treasure trove of love in abundance. Now it’s not always the case that such souls manifest great material abundance here for on the contrary often is their journey subjugated by great material loss, illness, trial and that which is not love. Still with eyes and hearts fixed firmly upon that yet to come the pursuit of wisdom and goodness through loving commitment to service. Ensures that ones focus is not upon the impermanence of the temporal but upon the eternity of soul. So and to the question what happens after bodily death? Well it all depends upon how one has chosen to live. That which we are as a mortal expression of soul is that which we return to as soul innately after bodily death. It’s not really complicated at all once one truly begins to understand and align with the incredible nature and state of being that is soul. Choose hate, choose wickedness, choose perversity, choose addictions, choose greed etc as soul in mortal form and that’s what you’re returning to. Choose inner healing, unconditional service and the pursuit of wisdom, goodness and the creation of free flowing unconditional love and that’s what you’re returning too when soul in mortal is no more. Now the ego of mortal men create all sorts of nonsense around this arrival point post mortal transition. With ideas used to control through fear e.g. hell and escapist nonsense which states we will all return to the fluffy cloud state of heaven et al. But the truth is and in cosmic law terms that which we sow, is that which we reap. There’s no judgment about that save for the judgment of choice that each soul makes at every stage of their sacred journey of soul. Equally and though I’ve stated this many times in many aspects of my writings that it would be wise to choose wisely. The truth is that in ignorance and with limited connection to the divine a soul choice will be that which resonates innately with its innate state of consciousness and awareness. So the underlying patterns and themes of the choices made on this plane are a direct reflection of where the soul came from and where it is intent upon returning to. All of which is divinely orchestrated with no punitive laws for any choice and path that is taken. Now of course divinity craves that every soul will evolve exponentially and they will. How so? Because that is the absolute expression of experience which is divinity in flow. Be that soul or be that divinity in all at differing rates of expression with some aspects of expression taking much longer to let go of temporal fixations than others. Still and back to the theme and answer to the original question. As soul and upon bodily death every soul will continue its sacred journey of soul and where it returns to and who or what will guide it back to that place where it’s resonate frequency belongs. Will very much depend upon the choice of each soul whilst active as mortal upon this earthly plane. Be that a hellish terrain or a heavenly terrain all was and is as every soul innately creates. For cosmic law is implicitly not discriminatory, nor at all punitive either. For all cosmic law adheres strictly to the love of holy divinity. Therein; they are not subject to the fuzzy constructs and fantasies of mortal men or indeed soul in flow. Cosmic laws are balanced and so are; divinely irrevocable, they have no agenda or outcome expectation. But don’t take my word for it dear soul, open your whole being up to self and external exploration and perhaps consider reading sacred texts from many sources and origins and certainly explore the works of Emanuel Swedenborg and come to know that soul will only ever choose what soul innately resonates with. Therein know that; “Truly I tell you, whatever you bind on earth will bebound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will beloosed in heaven.” ~ Matthew 18:18 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Divine Intelligence.

”That Which Soul Chooses, is That Which Soul Resonates With.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Wicked – Prosperity

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When one embarks upon the road of sorrows, indeed the purification journey and awakening to the sacred journey of soul. Much is the dismay that greets the pilgrim for no matter where they go always but always the wicked they appear to prosper. Effortlessly the wicked manifest lives of plenty, lives of great privilege and lives free from the travails of those upon the sacred journey. With hearts filled with hate the wicked like locust, they rape the land and enjoy destroying their soul brothers and sister. Care they not for the wellbeing of others for life to them is a feeding frenzy of self-service and self-gain. Vile in their attacks upon the most vulnerable, brutal are they towards those who they fear offer some form of threat. Ungodly in thought, world and deed is their way. And from this vista of absolute moral decay and wanton carnage of all that is love. The pilgrim looks on with dismay and asks how can you allow such wickedness to prosper dear lord? How can you ignore my daily prayers and yet fulfil every wish and every desire of those who despise you and those who will not do your bidding? How can this, any of this be right dear lord? My heart breaks and weeps daily, I pray to you and serve without repose. Yet my burdens increase as the wicked see bountiful fruits. How can this be right dear lord? How can you be cruel to the ones who love you and so generous to those who care not for you or their fellow souls? How can this be so dear lord? And the silence of God is deafening as is the yearning heartache, the despondency and the crisis of faith truly immense. Age old scenarios with the travails and successes of the fools of men unfolding as they have always unfolded with no apparent reason or sanity and certainly no tangible evidence of rationale in clarity. Look, look at the book of psalms dear soul and you will see that this is not a new state for nothing is new under the sun. Look, look at the books of the Old Testament dear soul and you will read godly men asking the very same questions about the prospering of ungodly ones of their time. It is indeed a soul rite of passage to walk and pray through this truly dreadful terrain. A rite of passage that must be experienced to facilitate much greater and much deeper understanding. For the immensity of discord between every pilgrims truly naive expectations and the prosperous reality of the ungodly is most challenging. That is the process of transmuting all that is putrefaction back into love. That is the process of allowing the old man or woman to fall away in humility and with grace. That is the readying for the embodying of the light of God to illuminate the way. That is the letting go of the temporal to embody eternity. That is all that is hell giving way to allow for the creation of a heavenly state. That is the rising from the ashes and raising of ones heart and brow in faith. For all that once was is falling away to facilate through love the rebirthing of spirit in soul. Yet all in a most hostile and nightmarish terrain. Indeed this is a most harrowing and difficult rebirthing of the new man or woman which challenges the bones of all that once was and to the very roots of all of mammons indecency. A journey forcused not upon the temporal riches of this fallen world but upon that world behind the veil that is yet to come and yet to be seen. Still in the voided absence of mortal cognisance it is most sobering to always know that all of this is all part of the rich tapestry of divinity in flow. Indeed that which knows all that there is to know and that which calls out to still each and every pilgrims soul singing be still. Be still, be still and know that I am God and that all, yes all will be well dear soul for; “the soul that sinneth, it shall die. The son shall not bear the iniquity of the father, neither shall the father bear the iniquity of the son: the righteousness of the righteous shall be upon him, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be upon him.” ~ Ezekiel 18:20 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Light in This World.

”When Brow is Low and All is Forlorn, Trust, Trust Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Crisis of – Faith

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



This post is in dedication of John, may the love of God find you always and keep you safe always. Decades have I spent in the process of purification, saint I am not, desperate wretch I most certainly am dear soul. Round after round of truly immense purification have I painfully undergone, saint I am not, desperate wretch I most assuredly am. Loss after loss I’ve endured with faith shattered and rebuilt so many times that I’ve truly lost count. A mortality seemingly consumed by a myriad of illnesses everyone so debilitating, so complex and non recoverable only to culminate in a profoundly slow and torturous soul transition. Saint I am not, desperate wrench I most certainly am. Light followed by darkness interceded by episodes of insipid greyness, saint I am not, a wrench of a soul I most certainly am. Seeker, healer, seer, prayer, saint I am not, but wretch of the highest order I most truly and assuredly am. Screams of heightened despair and crashing thuds and pleas for help bang hard upon my door. It’s late indeed the early hours of the morning, saint I am not, weary and tired and broken wretch of the highest order I certainly am. Fin, O Fin, help me, please help me are the resounding heart shattering calls. Startled and heart thumping I decant from my bed with great care amidst the darkness and descend to the front door, saint I am not, sinner and wretch I most certainly am. Door open and there before me is John in a terrible state. Haggard and broken, a heavy drinker and drug taker, nay a beautiful soul in turmoil, saint I am not, but most honouree wretch I certainly am. Anger within in this crass disturbance? none raised and none to be found, albeit bewilderment and confusion yes much is that state. Why John? Why me John? Why me God? are my multiplicities of inner questions all followed by reaction in action and the calming and clarifying of all that seems utterly insane. Satiety effectively completed with calmness and presence, saint I am not, wretched wretch of a soul I most assuredly am. Situation in resolution instigates prayers of compassion and applied heart wrenching intercession as I return to my bedroom. All amidst a state of surreal and otherworldly consternation. All of which unfold over many hours thereafter for sleep no longer calls my very old and weary bones. Saint I am not, broken and disgusting little wretch I most certainly am. Big questions and little indeed millions of questions rise and fall in a torrid of overwhelming intent. Why God? Why me et al? Saint I am not, weary and broken and unclean little wretch I most certainly am. No answers or replies as normal for that is the way for; faith is a walk. Indeed an unfathomable walk amongst many shadows. Saint I am not, convicted and wretched little soul I most certainly am. Loss after loss, rebuild after rebuild, when will it all end? Saint I am not and wretch I most certainly am. Is there any hope? will there ever be any peace? Saint I am not, wretch and sinner I most certainly am. What more can I do save to pray in all sincerity for that which breaks my heart? Saint I am not wretched seeker and believer and follower of the wholly, holy way I most assuredly am. Thus I pray for all souls that all souls would walk this way too. For; saint I am not, wretch I most assuredly am, beguiled and guided by a light I cannot define. Lost in the love that I simply can’t explain, saint I am not, wretched little soul seeking grace with great fervour I most assuredly am. For I truly know that I am no more than a spark of divinity like you dear soul. Albeit with my heart firmly fixed upon that which I cannot see. Saint I am not, simply work in progress dear soul. Broken and renewed in truly perplexing equal measure. Saint I am not, lover of soul I most assuredly am. Indeed a journey that has truly taught me; “Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven.” ~ Matthew 19:14 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Faith That Knows Peace.

”To Walk in Faith in Crisis is The Love of Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Harnessing – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



In a mortal life filled with disappointment, filled with death, filled with loss, filled with illness, disease and suffering. Those who choose faith in eternity over the vanities of mortality are able to sustain, retain, maintain and feed their loving heart and hence avoiding the bitterness of mortality which is all to common place. For they have chosen to let go and allow with eyes and hearts fixed firmly upon love. And they do so because they have come to know again what is true, what is real and that they are soul. For in all that we are as mortal. Nowt of this world is real. Not the losses, not the illnesses, not the diseases, not the deaths, not the suffering. None of that is real. You’re wrong the one locked in separation screams and with great annoyance and anger too. My baby died, I’m in agony, I’ve lost everything. It is real, it is real, it is real how dare you say it is not real. How dare you insult my suffering! Yet that is simply the trauma of separation unfolding and we have all been privy to such such unfoldings as mortals. For yes within separations illusion all is real the wickedness, the cruelty, the stupidity, the agonies, the losses, the disappointments, the addictions and deaths. But that is not soul, never was, never will be soul for soul has no need for matters of such transient nature. For soul is eternity unfolding eternally within all aspects of love in consciousness in flow. Ever changing and evolving, ever loving and ever expanding and ever unfolding exponentially. All with one goal and that is to be light, to be love and the absolute expression of God in absolute existence. That is precisely why soul craves not mortal drama, nor mortal dissonance or attachment to anyone or anything. Sure in its knowledge that soul is eternal. That’s why soul is always seeking greater vision and greater wisdom through the loving harmonics of transcending balance. For soul knows that all that is mortal is simply the corruptible insanity of the distorted illusion that is impermanence and hence unreality. Indeed dream time that frequently manifests as nightmarish to say the very least. Which is all part of the ineffable sacred journey of soul. Indeed a choice only a choice that is before all souls that incarnate as mortals. And that choice is either to wilfully and unequivocally stagnate in the nightmares of unreality and the falsity of engaging with and becoming ingrained and absorbed into the suffering of mammon. Or to reclaim autonomy of soul and the certainty of truth and the truth is eternity awaits. This is not to say that detachment from all mortal concerns is the way, for that is delusional. Nor is this the ramblings of a cliche merchant stating you’re choosing to suffer like many cliche merchants love to offload upon their unwitting victims. No these are the highly considered thoughts of one who has wrestled with and at great lengths and immense depths over several decades with the struggles and suffering of separations chains of illusional delusions and truly come to know that love is the only way. For my journey through and holding the space with and amidst immense physical, emotional and spiritual suffering has taught me that love truly is the way. So all I’m articulating in my rather crude way is will you walk the walk? Will you dear soul walk the walk that empowers you to harness love unending despite anything and everything that might befall you? Will you love from all aspects of your being no matter how lonely your journey may feel? Will you give way to your will and trust in the will of divinity which you cannot sense, hear or see? For if you can and when you do, you too dear soul will come to know that; “he will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.” ~ Revelation 21:4 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Surety in Eternity

”Eternity Awaits All Souls That Can Harness Love From Suffering.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Low Vibration – States

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



How do you know when you’re in the presence of a low vibrational state? Perhaps there’s a chill around you as you enter a given space or look upon that which is before you. Perhaps your heart is angry and your mind is filled with dissonance and hate for that surely can lower ones vibrational state drastically. Perhaps you have a neighbour who always knows when the next soap is on tv or when the pub opens. But who can never remember to take out their bin or bring it back in and who would certainly never take your bin out or bring your bin back in. A neighbour who seems oblivious of the joy in serving their fellow man and who thinks the whole world revolves around them. A neighbour who can hang their washing out even when it’s raining and leave it out there on the line for days. As if they have a different understanding of the laws of nature than everyone else. Little things, yes little prompts and signs always inform soul of the state of vibration and of vibrational states. For that is the innate state of survival and of being aware innately of ones surroundings. An innate state that the awakening soul quickly becomes attuned to but not simply for survival. No the awakening soul knows that within dissonance are great opportunities to evolve by letting go of inner distortions. Indeed a new state of experiential existence where each experience is no longer stagnating but liberating. A state from which the soul observes and rather than being drawn into dissonance proactively seeks to sweep such inner dissonance away to make way and make room for more love. Indeed a state where the low vibrational tones of neighbours, family, work colleges and all manner of things. No longer distort ones own inner state of vibration but multiply ones own capacity to love. Yes to love that which is thoughtless and self-serving instead of descending into its low vibrational tone. To love that which is self-delusional and scornful without descending into such low vibrational tone. A journey not about giving into that which does not and never can serve soul. But a journey of ascending the way of unconsciousness and choosing to love and to do the great inner works. For that is a peace that cannot be bought for it must be earned upon the anvil of separations dissolution. Indeed a journey through which the vibration and choice of tone becomes love in all things. Not a journey of absolute capitulation, but a journey of absolute integration of love. A journey of many hard yards and of loosing all to gain all. Indeed a journey not for the faint hearted, but a journey that every soul must make one day dear soul. A journey through which one truly learns what it is to be love and to love that which is seemingly unlovable. Indeed a journey where slings, arrows, clubs and bullets no longer wound the soul but liberate only greater love. A journey through which the obscenity of betrayal and slander and putdowns and character assignations serve not to lower ones vibration but to expand it through ones capacity to love. Indeed a capacity based upon the loving truth and the loving knowledge that we none of us are answerable to men. For we are soul and we are eternal and answerable only to our lord and maker. A vibrational state and tone that with sublime confidence every awakening soul knows that; to love is not only empowering for all souls but is our soul rite of passage. Even when to love amidst the landscape of snakes seems like the least plausible thing to do. Rest assured dear soul that; love is the way. Therein it is only wise to love without exception and in every experiential situation which is not always easy. For; that is a journey of mastering a truly loving and devotional heart. Indeed a journey in and of mastering the art of loving and being in a state and vibrational tone which allows you to; “Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.” – Matthew 5:16 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Capacity to Love.

”The Light of Love Guides Every Soul Back Home.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

God Hides – His Face

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Every soul upon the sacred journey of soul has wrestled with questions of a truly profoundly, moving and tormenting nature. Questions as thus; why are you doing this to me? When will this end? Why have you taken my baby, my father, my mother, my sister, my brother, my husband, my wife, my friend, my job, my home, my finances from me? Every soul upon the sacred journey of soul knows the depths of such grievous lament. Some in the silence of God take those questions and turn them into bitterness and a darkened heart. Others turn them into avoidance and a numbing of the senses by many mechanisms. Whilst still others, those who love God profoundly go deeper and call out from the pits of their despair. Where are you Lord, why are you hiding your face? Those are the calls of lament upon the sacred journey of soul where cliches and cliche merchants simply cannot be tolerated nor accommodated. For in that place of lament soul knows the truth and burns with a hunger indeed an innate fervour that is beyond mortal comprehension. I know that place, having lived the laments of the psalmist for decades. I know the depth of that despair. When ones eyes look out daily and within each torturing moment upon a landscape of cruelty, despondency, suffering, loss and heartbreak amidst a throng of systemic unconsciousness, my soul laments and has lamented. When ones ears are forced to listen to insanity being portrayed and acted out as sanity by layers of unconsciousness daily and within each torturing moment, my soul laments and has lamented. When ones heart is shattered into shards daily and within each and every torturing moment by the incomprehensibly ruthless and hate fuelled hypocrisy that acts out without compassion upon the weak, the vulnerable, the dying and those lost in the smogs of distortions. All amidst the sadistic mechanics of mammon daily and within each torturing moment of each wearying and utterly torturing moment. My soul laments and has lamented. Yes I know that place of grace. That feeding ground and darkened landscapes of snakes. Yes I know that aggravated state of consternation from which the most loving, pure, deepest and most lamentable intercessory prayer and prayers arise without invitation. Prayer and prayers of soul within each torturing moment of each torturing moment. That place where it seems God has jumped ship and allowed the shadows of a fallen world to engulf ones heart, engulf ones soul and delight in the torturing of every fibre of every fibre and each and every fibre of all that is love. That is the place of soul where ones all consuming purification appears to the senses that it will never end, and that the grace and face of God have been lost forever. Indeed a cataclysmic vista from where it does appear that the pursuit of the grace of God is as forlorn in its pursuit as is a fools endeavour to hold onto the sun as it sets through ones innate fear of the darkness forsaking its role in rest. Instead of choosing soulfully through knowing how to; respectfully, peacefully, graciously and wisely giving way to the shadows of the night. For both day and night, shadow and light play their roles, neither discriminating in line with cosmic law. So it is so. Yes I know that place, those troubled and troubling waters of the sacred journey of soul but I also know that all is necessary therein I and we must allow all. So as I take heart and to love in every experience a journey of love without expectations, I urge all souls upon the sacred journey of soul to take heart and do likewise too. For no matter what life is unfolding today, tomorrow or until the end of time. Purification whilst easy it is not is surely a soul rite of passage and as a rite of passage it is lovingly controlled by ineffable and irrevocable laws that are beyond mortal comprehension. Therein all that truly needs to been known despite how dreadful this process truly is, is that God is always there such that; “When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.” ~ Isaiah 43:2 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Faith, Hope and Charity.

”The Darker The Night, The Brighter The Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Soul Groans – Rebirth

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



To love as I have always been loved by the one who gave all for my soul, brings tears to my eyes. To have sinned as I have always sinned bows my head and pains my heart. To know that I am forgiven and have been given life anew is a grace that I know that I truly do not deserve. To pray as I have prayed through the decades of silence has been most challenging to say the very least. For the depth of the silence has been truly deafening whilst the unanswered yearning of my heart has been immense. To have walked the road of sorrows feeling lost and all alone. To have cried in the depths of despair for a seeming eternity that it all might end and that my annihilation would cease my torturing unendingness. That is soul in rising from slumber, that is and was my soul, your soul, indeed every soul in rising, yet in mourning too. That is the rising of the sacred journey of soul dear soul. A divine journey from separation unto union. A walk of sorrows through the abyss and out unto the serenity of deepening inner peace. A walk in faith yet often times compounded in each moment of every torturous moment by an utterly and seemingly irreconcilable and truly unrelenting despair. Indeed a walk and journey from sorrow unto joy dear soul. That is the divinely orchestrated sacred journey of soul in all its grisly glory. That is the deep cosmic call of soul for the anvil of purification through grace upon which heaven on earth and peace and joy are forged. A gracious prize awaiting all souls willing to walk the walk that our lord and saviour walked to the shame of all men. The walk he walked in his blood, yet in absolute loving humility amdist the tears of but a few. That we all may know the way back home so did he and with faith unyielding; suffer, bleed and die for our sins. All at the directive and hands of truly wicked, cruel and ungodly hypocrites. A walk in faith, with eyes fixed firmly upon the glory that awaited him. An innate call for every soul defined by a truly palpable metanioa. For all souls are called unto reclamation of pure soul autonomy through grace by the letting go of all falsity and coming to know the truth of truths. A journey that calls every cosmic anvil activated soul through ordeal to release all inner darkness and to; “Love greatly those who speak against you and do not love you, because in this way love will come to birth in a heart that has none. That is what God does with us: he loves us, that we might love him, through the love he has for us.” ~ John of the Cross Letter 1581. But why so much work, why so much suffering you may tentatively ask? The Answer: to gain the great prize every soul must relinquish its grasp of all which is not truth and that dear soul is a most dreadful and torturous process. Nevertheless fear not dear soul for chosen is the soul fortified with courage that undertakes this journey, for soul love knows; “That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.” ~ John 3:6 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Awakening to Soul.

”To Walk Through Sorrow For The Sake of Love is Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Embodying – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the son of man Yeshua sat with his followers for the last time as a mortal he both humbled himself in washing their feet and was at great pains and laboured for them through great allegory to explain how things would unfold and how they must embody his teachings of love completely. A key aspect of that was his teaching by action of the eucharist in essence the allegory of absolute embodiment of love, light and truth. Through which it is said that he offered these words; “Most assuredly, I say to you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you have no life in you. Whoever eats My flesh and drinks My blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. For My flesh is food indeed, and My blood is drink indeed. He who eats My flesh and drinks My blood abides in Me, and I in him. As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me will live because of Me.” ~ John 6:53-57 KJV. He did not say all that and then add the caveat do this in remembrance of me unless you wish to change this to suit a political or financial agenda. In essence he did not say I will drink the wine but you can’t as the church of rome felt entitled to do so hence barring the masses from that rite and only offering them bread and metaphorical body of Yeshua. All under a ridiculous premise based upon fatuous rationales. Nor did he add the caveat do this in remembrance of me unless they lock the gates and bolt the doors and bar you from coming into the place, space or construct they’ve established for worship. More importantly nor did he add the caveat do this in remembrance of me unless you’re under constructed fear of death from disease, prosecution or persecution for your faith. But that is precisely what the lower vibrational entities of state, religion and governance did and have done from the get go. And more recently through the satanically manufactured global attack upon freedom of movement that was designed to generate systemic fear within those fast asleep. For no other reason than thats what satanists do and have always done. The thing is I myself have lived, worked and studied in many, many countries during this my current sacred journey of soul. Many countries indeed where simply consecrating my faith and sacred journey were punishable by abuse, torture and even death. That did not stop me, nor did it stop many great souls on their sacred journey of soul living in ghettos, under dictatorship and the threat of death. For that is the way of soul. So what’s the point I’m endeavouring to make? It’s simply this. Soul chooses all things relating to soul, for mortal man has no power or rites when it comes to cosmic laws and that is cosmic law in flow. Such that even though the shadow powers they’ve now deemed it “safe” to allow the masses back into worship et al. The awakening soul has seen through this charade employed by dark forces to control the masses and nothing will or ever can be the same again. In locking the gates and bolting the doors in the dire times of deep spiritual need. They’ve miscalculated it all and simply pushed more souls off the broad path to destruction and onto the narrow path and narrow gate of eternal liberation. That is the cosmic laws in flow and balancing that which needed to be balanced. That is the call of soul that can now unreservedly look into the eyes of he or she who is offering the eucharist and say thank you but no thank you for I have no idea when you will refuse to to offer me that again through edict or unconsciousness subversiveness of my soul autonomy rites. As such I’ve found a better way. For I live and strive to be the very embodiment of love every day of my journey through this lowly place. A way indeed the only way that Yeshua ever taught and that was and is the way of love and loving soul to soul. That is the journey of a soul intent upon reclaiming the sacred texts from the hands of those who use theology and governance and overt fiscal distortions designed to disempower and enslave unwitting souls. That is a divine spark being transformed into a beacon of light. That is the sacred journey of soul through which each soul bows not to dark powers, but bows only to the divinity of eternity. Now allow me to clarify this dear soul. I’m not saying to anyone who may read this do not take the eucharist again for that is not the way. What I’m saying is with eyes to see and ears to hear this world and all it’s multitude of man made distortional laws and agenda driven corruption becomes unchallenging and crystal clear dear soul. And from that vista love sees that literal is literal and allegory is allegory and neither can ever perform substitution for the other for the former is mammon and the latter is divinity. And the latter knows that; “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” ~ 1 Corinthians 2:9 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Love That is Beyond Understanding.

”With Eyes to See and Ears to Hear, Soul Loves Soul Unconditionally.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Loving – Hearts

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



This post was not written to offend the sensitivities of those not ready, it was simply and sensitively written because we’re all at different stages of our sacred journey of soul and so be it so. That said; the lies that inculcated billions of psyches over multiple millenniums are falling away. Indeed the draconian social structures that imprisoned, impoverished and diminished the horizons of billions are likewise falling away. All as the spark of life no longer splutters and groans but burns brightly and glows deep within more and more and more reawakening souls every day. All is falling away, yes the old ways, the old man and the old woman are falling away. The truth will be known and that’s not my truth, your truth, their truth or any other form of silo-mental truth. It’s the truth of truths and that truth is; love is the way, not self, but selflessness is the way of soul. Two thousand years it’s taken for the message of love is freedom to wind its way through the satanic cobbled streets and structures of innate patriarchal insanity. Two thousand years of satanic cliques deceiving the masses and withholding sacred texts and destroying much that was brought forward to empower all. Yes all is falling away and that is the call, a call to awaken and let go of all that is not love. Not a call to revolt, not a call for war or a call to arms. Not a call for greater prosperity, but a deep inner call of soul for true autonomy. A call to love, a call to be love, a call to teach love, a call to live love and a call to let go of that which is not love. That is the shift that’s currently unfolding and the birthing pains and groans of resistance, tension and often times despair are palpably immense. Still amidst such great consternation this is the time above all times, indeed the time for the great inner works to commence. This is the time to expand ones heart and to lift ones brow. This is the time of love, this is the grace of God, this is the breath of life flowing upon this earth through love. It’s time to stop all the antisemitic nonsense that Christ Jesus was a Roman Catholic owned by the Church of Rome and any other splinter group that bought into such nonsense. No one can say with any true understanding that they love God or love Jesus with a heart raging with antisemitic fervour. For that is choosing to believe in a construct and a wholly misleading narrative and that dear soul is not holy truth. So we all on the sacred journey of soul have a stark choice before us to reconcile. A choice which strikes at the very heart of all western spiritual beliefs. For without that reconciliation all antisemitism is a direct insult upon and to the holy status of Yeshua aka Jesus who was born and who died for all our sins as a Jew. For there were no Catholics or Protestants of Catholicism, or Reformists of many creeds when he walked amongst men. And in truth there truly are only truly christed ones today. For the ones who are consumed by religious zealousness know not the one who taught love for in the greater part they know not love within themselves. Whereas the ones who have set aside religious tribalism and raised the Christos within them no longer play the role of divisive, ritualistic or tribal stooges. Yes the truly christed ones are the ones who have integrated the teaching of love and embody innately “I am the life, the truth and the way”. For they live that truth out daily in every aspect of their lives. Not for show, but through and for the loving sake of love as the one they love taught them by example how to lovingly do so. For they are the ones who have taken Yeshua unto their heart. The great avatar teacher of the way of love indeed the christed one, the messiah, the son of man crucified not by Jews but by hypocrites who upon mass still cling unrepentantly onto that which is not love and that which will always be ungodly. For there is no cult, no religion, no government, and no nation state that is not overrun by hypocrites who delude themselves and their people that they are above cosmic law. Still and to embrace this shift within is not enough. For to raise the christos within requires a walk of faith through the purifying fires of redemption. A journey not without suffering, not without penance, yet blessed always by the wholly, holy grace of Hashem. You see to raise the Christos within one must love every moment of every sacred journey of soul and to live each inhale and each exhale of the breath of life of God in flow and know that all is well for all is soul and divinity in flow. That said; when the pilgrim sets out upon the great sacred journey of soul. Little do they know of the horrors that will unfold. Little do they know of their own ungodliness and even less do they know of the depth of depravity that scars the hearts of men. More than this little do they know of the obscene depth of insanity and depravity that fuels the distorted passions of the forces of shadow not entirely of this world. Yet all were warned i.e. “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also. They will treat you this way because of my name, for they do not know the one who sent me. If I had not come and spoken to them, they would not be guilty of sin; but now they have no excuse for their sin. Whoever hates me hates my Father as well. If I had not done among them the works no one else did, they would not be guilty of sin. As it is, they have seen, and yet they have hated both me and my Father. But this is to fulfil what is written in their Law: ‘They hated me without reason.” ~ John 15:18-25 KJV. Now clearly it has always been a choice to embark upon the loving sacred journey of soul, that is not new. For nothing is new under the sun. Yes mortals claim copyright upon all manners of things, yes mortals have always claimed the highly sanctimonious moral ground and in our current times many more mortals crave absolute adulation with such apparent ease. But the sacred journey of soul is above mortal man and abides only by cosmic laws. Therein it is imperative that the pilgrim sets aside the ways of inculcated nonsense. Still if you’re struggling with that and why it’s innate for soul to be and to seek wholly, holy peace through love. Perhaps it’s time to truly ponder the absurdity of chasing finite mammon at the expense of the eternity of soul. Thereafter you may be drawn by soul to perhaps pray for guidance dear soul for the truth is you are not mortal you are soul and your only reason for being is love. For the only thing you will take with you dear soul when your soul bids this fallen world farewell. Is the treasure trove of love that you’ve amassed upon your sacred journey of soul touching hearts, minds and souls in and through love. The rest which you were perhaps force fed and believed to be so is; “Meaningless says the teacher. Everything is meaningless. What do people gain from all their labours at which they toil under the sun? Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north round and round it goes, ever returning on its course. All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place the streams come from, there they return again. All things are wearisome, more than one can say. The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its fill of hearing. What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun. Is there anything of which one can say, Look! This is something new? It was here already, long ago; it was here before our time. No one remembers the former generations, and even those yet to come will not be remembered by those who follow them.” ~ Ecclesiastes 1:1-11 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Love That Resonates Within The Hearts of All Souls.

”The Breath of Life Knows All That is True, Truthful and Love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Love In – Flow

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



As we each one of us approach the setting of our sun and the pains of mortality at times they almost crush us. It’s both good and kind to remind ourselves as the self-doubt and crisis of faith often times assails our once and in stronger days unquenchable trust in the lord. That we are soul, that we are love and that we are eternal. Now let me be very clear here for as one who has suffered greatly over many decades. I’m no cliche merchant and I know only to well that it’s not always easy to maintain a state of grace as the vagaries of mortality swamp our tiny boat of perceptional distortions. Indeed inherited, programmed and often times manufactured delusions and distortions that underwrite our psyche. But it can and must be done for that is the way of loving all in soul. Indeed that is the innate sacredness of the sacred journey of soul where surrender is the gate through which great inner peace, indeed heaven on earth is won. Still getting to that peace well there is no right way or wrong way to do that. For it takes what it takes and what it takes is a gift that burns brightly deep within all souls. The key is to know soul in all things and to give way to all things. Therein; most mornings around 4am I’m greeted by a brief visit to my bed by my friends little yorkie Teebees. She doesn’t stay long, she simply comes in to; check if I’m still here. A little stroke upon her head, a tickle of her chin and she’s back off to be with her mum. Not manufactured, simply an act of innate love, unfolding in innate mutual love. Indeed a call everyday for me to go deeper into my morning, midday and evening prayer. Albeit and in recent years I’ve spent increasingly almost all of my waking and sleeping days in prayer. For that is the draw and call of my soul. That is love in flow, the love beyond understanding. Yes she knows how truly unwell I am. Still she pops in to do her little check, to get her little stroke and that act of love by default lifts both hers and my own heart too. That dear soul is staying with the great journey, yes; the great and sacred journey of soul. For its not the greatest overtures that transform the trajectory of our own soul and the souls we meet along the way. It’s the righteous acts of kindness, the acts of heartfelt compassion and of understanding that changes all things for the better. That is love in flow and how it effortlessly opens hearts and minds in good order dear soul. Therein; be love in flow dear soul, now today and always. Be the one who opens doors, opens hearts and opens minds through love. Be the one who holds the light as the son of man taught all those who love him how to do. Come, come, always from that place of love dear soul even when your heart is breaking. Love those who hate you, love those who hate themselves, love those who hate all goodness and love those who hate every aspect of love itself. Love always by letting go to allow your being to fill and resonate with the light of love. For when you do you will come to know you are a force majeure. An unbridled, unimaginable and undeniable presence upon the long, arduous and often lonely walk home. That is the power of love dear soul. For innate love is not a Christian, Muslim, Jewish, Buddhist, Wiccan, Seek, Gnostic, Catholic, Sikhism, Pagan, Animism, Jainism, Shinto, Zoroastrianism, Baháʼí Faith or Hindu preserve. “Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” ~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Reaching Out And Touching Hearts And Minds in Soul.

”Faith in Eternity, Commands All Souls To Be Love and Loving.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Walk With – Me

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



The sacred journey of soul calls deep within to purge that which is not God. To repent and to pray and to emulate the teachings of the son of man. A walk through sorrow and into a living and breathing and loving walk in faith alone. Such was my call that I now politely ask. Will you weep with me for the ways of men who know not that they are souls? Will you weep with me for the souls of men who defile and refuse to believe in the lord? Will you weep with me as our lord graciously wept for you in his time amongst men? Will you weep with me as our lord weeps for you, today, tomorrow and until you return back to his fold? Will you see and aid the one who is suffering as our lord saw and aided all whom crossed his path in his time amongst men? Will you go without that others may rest as our lord taught those of his day not by rhetoric but by example? Will you weep with me in tones of love for the folly and frailties of mortal man as our lord did amidst the throngs of his day? Will you carry your cross not with bitterness but serenity as our lord did on that day of shame when the hypocrites upon mass they brutalised him? Will you rise from your ashes and hold true to his teachings as he lead the way? Will seek with me to love, serve and seek heaven within? Will you walk that walk? Could you walk that walk? That my lord showed us all how to do. Will you pray with me today, tomorrow and always for those who are lost? Will you will with me to give all for the perfection of all in oneness? Will you will with me to do that from the place of your own innate suffering? Will you will to love the hearts of all men and all sinners, all abusers, all hypocrites as our lord taught us to love by example. For if you can and if you will, you will know me for I am you and we have walked that loving journey together today tomorrow and forward into eternity. Indeed the walk of sorrow that our lord taught by example, not through rhetoric. The long walk home today and tomorrow with eyes fixed upon eternity. Will you walk with me dear soul upon the sacred journey of soul that leads all those who commit to and serve the king of kings out of darkness and into glory? For; “the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.” John 1:5 KJV. Do you get that? Does the light pierce you deep, ever so deeply into you soul releasing your wounds that you may better love unconditionally? Do you feel every tear, every pain, every sorrow? Can you, will you will to will to feel every heartache, every disaster and every shard of despair that pierces your very being? Will you walk that long arduous cosmic walk with me today as we celebrate in prayer the rising of the son, before his setting unto glory? Will you walk with me? Will you pray with me? Will you love with me? Will you serve with me? Will you walk that walk with me today, tomorrow and always with eyes fixed firmly and only upon love of eternity not temporality? Will you walk with me? Will you walk with me? Will you walk in love, service and truth with me, will you pray with me dear soul for all souls? Will you walk with me through an innate willingness to re-explore all that you once felt you knew with certainty for the sake of love? Will you walk with me reclaiming your own autonomy of soul that you might facilitate the freeing from hidden bondage of all your soul brothers and sisters? Are you prepared to consider that? Are you willing to walk with me? For; “I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.” ~ John 8:12 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Rising of The Son of Man Dear Soul.

Intercessory Prayer is a Loving Heart Convicted in Faith of Eternity.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Be Soul – Be Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



To be love in every moment of your sacred journey of soul is to live in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. No matter what the clay vessel speaks, no matter when the clay vessel cracks and leaks. To be love is to live in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. No matter when the clay vessel shatters and is no more. To be love is to live in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. To smile when your heart is breaking and your fractal mind screams no more, no more. To be love is to live in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. When worlds fall and all appears lost. To be love is to live in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. That is the purpose of your sacred journey of soul dear soul. To be love and to live in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. For you are more than you could ever know dear soul and then even more, for you are absolute existence expressing absolute existence. You are the breath of God expressing as life, you are the breath of life with the choice before you to destroy horizons, break hearts and impoverish soul or to serve, to love and to heal wholly, holy soul. You are the breath of life rattling around in and creating chaos if you so choose to do so. Or the breath of life silently, passively, lovingly and compassionately choosing simply to be. Both expressions are your choice. For you dear soul are the breath of God in every moment of absolute existence. Here to serve and love in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. Active free will within holy absolute existence expressing absolutely and choosing either hate and to stagnate. Or to be kind and to awaken. Choices simple choices neither right nor wrong. Simply choices within absolute existence upon the sacred journey of soul. Each with an expression creating action in motion, each of which creates its own destiny of action in motion under cosmic law. Yes dear soul each choice within an active or passive state of intention sets in motion, action in motion. In other words karma and dharma. That is soul to soul expressing absolute existence within each inhale and each exhale of the breath of life. Actively and passively choosing to transform, stagnate, liberate or imprison. Each and all but the outpouring and indwelling of choice upon the destiny of your sacred journey of soul. Albeit with innate destiny always calling soul to be love not hate in each inhale and each exhale of God in flow and know that all is well for you are soul. So choose wisely dear soul, for; “The spirit of God has made me, And the breath of the almighty gives me life.” ~ Job 33:4 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Love of Life and of The Living Truth.

”Soul Knows Every Breath of Life is Love in Flow.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

False – Prophets

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



In this our often perplexing mobile world of almost petrified inertia. A new world order and a transitioning world view with all its rebirthing flaws and infantile sensibilities is unfolding and groaning in the birthing pool of mammon and all before each soul currently incarnate. A world where decency, accountability and the building of meaningful relationships has been replaced by incessant and incestuous self-gratification and self-validation at the expense of living a life well. A world of entitlement without pure understanding, or honour and sensitivity to the needs of others is common place. A world where self-proclaimed gurus arise daily from the white noise of their keyboard. Many with no real experiential knowledge of anything save that they must be the centre of everyone’s attention. Yet all claiming to have the answers to problems they’ve no pure, true or indeed experiential understanding of. Child like without doubt yes and yet unknowingly in their ignorance they are indeed playing the active role of cosmic dark magicians. Tragic by default self-serving albeit infantile dark magicians who peddle illusions and delusions with zero regard for the lives and wellbeing of others. This is a world that claims a dark night of the spirit or soul can be overcome in weeks or months often citing some small episode of depression they’ve overcome as evidence that somehow they’ve mastered something that’s taken many incredible souls lifetimes to master and achieve. It’s also common place these days for self proclaimed keyboard gurus to mix and match at will with little understanding of the depth or origin of that which they mix and match for self-gain and self-validation. This truly is a new world lacking in class, devoid of gravitas, and a cesspit world oozing fatuous grandiosity that compounds todays would be pilgrim. For many aspects of timeless and hidden knowledge from the wisdom and mystery schools has been abused, raped, murdered, butchered and unceremoniously reassembled into nonsensical diatribe that hinders, not heals. Indeed platitudes and soundbites often based upon utter garbage yet presented as esoteric wisdom that snare and take the unwitting pilgrim out of the game. Yes a new world is clearly unfolding before all who are currently incarnate. But rest assured dear soul that this is not new news for nothing is new under the son. For; such techniques have always been deployed by the dark magicians of this world. The only true irony about all of this is that theres simply a greater magnitude of this low vibrational energy at this time, because the inner light is reigniting within many more souls right now. Which is all part of the necessary and systemic nay seismic and cosmically orchestrated polarity wobbling dynamic that is required to aid all energetic transitions. You see; such dissonance and distortions have always been used and deployed actively or passively as a means to create and maintain a lower vibrational state of consciousness. Because in truth, only through systemically dense states of lower vibrational consciousness do all souls stagnate and look outwards not inwards. Still the real beauty of all of that which is currently unfolding right now is that never before have so many bright stars amassed; onto and into such an innately dense state of consciousness. Therein; a cosmic shift is clearly unfolding that’s creating the paradoxical rise in dark magicians and that is why the pilgrim, the seeker of Sophia and the one upon the sacred journey of soul must always be mindful and loving for their innate soul expression is at stake. For; such journeys require prudence, fortitude, courage and innate discernment for the requirements are irrevocable and therein have not and will never change. Because the cosmic deaths and depths of soul purification are by default a process. Indeed a cosmic rite of passage and not simply an exercise in egocentric self-validation for selfish gain. For; this sacred soul process delivers selfless gain through agape love. As such; there are no quick or ten step programmes to navigate through this cosmic process and anyone peddling such notions is both a fool and a dark magician. For; the sacred journey of soul is a great and intense body of work requiring of the pilgrim a commitment to undertake multiple layers of purification of cosmic dissonance and distortion. Indeed an alchemical process that adheres strictly to cosmic law not the constructs of egocentric silo-mental theories or indeed the postulations of innate dark art merchants. For; love and service underpin and fuel the passion of this heart expressed sacred journey of soul and the reward is suffering and sacrifice. Albeit also the acquisition of timelessly deep; wholly, holy inner peace too. Therein; be well always upon your sacred journey of soul, through love in knowing that you’re truly here at this precise moment in time to lovingly continue your soul evolution. You’re here to grow and serve and not to amass physical garbage that you can’t take home. Or amass karmic chains that simply slow your soul evolution down. You’re here to expand your heart the treasure trove of divine love. So embrace all of your soul rites of passage dear soul and love and glow and grow. Embrace the truth that the aquiring of spiritual maturity requires of you effort and that the acquisition of thus is by divine ochestration beset by challenge and sacrifice. Embrace the truth that wisdom is the fruit of experiential growth, its not aquired through reading books or abstaining from the world. Embrace the truth that the greatest journey you’ll ever take and make is within and not outside of you. Embrace the irrevocable cosmic truth that the making and reshaping of soul is a labour of love that requires no plaudits or egocentric massaging. For the sacred journey of soul is so much more than the fragilities of silo-mental man. Its a sacred journey that builds patience, fortitude, compassion, faith and a charitable consciousness deep, deep within. Therein be righteous dear soul and live your life well in thought, word and deed and know that the sacred joyrney of soul changes all things. For it is a journey through which you will release all the archetypes from your sub-conscious into your consciousness that are important in this current incarnation for clearing and healing. A process through which you will identify the archetype Judas who betrays you with a kiss for crucifixion. Indeed the one who claims that they love you. Yet in truth they hold a deeply contemptuous and festering hatred and all consuming loathing of you. Likewise you will uncover Caiaphas the one who cannot conceal an irrational hatred of you. Indeed the one who will never be pacified until you are crucified and no more. Peter will be there in your journey too hanging off your every word, ever ready to bask in your successes ever ready to abandon you when things get too ugly. Thomas will be revealed too, always doubting you, casting the seeds of doubt around you and having zero belief in you and undermining you every step of your journey. Satan too will be there throughout insistent in insisting that you are worthless, stupid, unlovable and alone. Pontius Pilate will be there at your point of crisis, the one who knows the truth but who is very happy to send you to your unjust physical, metaphorical or metaphysical death to protect themself. Unlike Stephen who will believe in you completely and who will give his whole to help you and at great personal cost. Nicodemus too will present the one intrigued by you but not enough to be open and truthful about you amongst his own. You will be surrounded by naysayers, the ones who in thought, word and deed refuse to accept you and who daily deny you your very existence. Fortunately Mary Magdalene and John the Beloved will also be there too. Loving you unconditionally through all and everything that may be thrown at you right until the very end. Yes many archetypes will arise and fall as the evolution of an awakening soul pursues Hashem with singular focus and passion. Those who hate, those who use, those who take, those who abandon and those who love for love alone. With many clambering to register an interest in your journey when it is no more in the temporal. Easy journey? Not at all but greater will be your soul for committing to its service and the service of the wholly holy. Why and how you may ask dear reader would this author know of such things or postulate such notions? The answer is simple. All is simply the divine healing of dissonance and distortions of love unfolding that all souls must work through upon the sacred journey of soul. For truth is truth and you couldn’t make this up for nothing is new under the sun, and as mans ego gets lost in mammon so the awakening soul knows to; “Beware of false prophets which come to you in sheeps clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down and cast into the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.” ~ Matthew 7:15-20 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Love of Living The Truth.

”The Light Bears its Fruit That all Souls May be Free.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Heaven On – Earth

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



The key point of this post is simply this. It is the desire of soul to create and embody heaven on earth, it’s not about escaping and going somewhere but being present. The temporal can easily be overcome, overwhelmed and consigned to the ignominy of quick or slow painful death. That is being wide of the mark, to become lost in delusion, in hate and all manner of temporal fixations. Not so for soul, for the soul is the very embodiment of the trinity and Hashem expressing absolute experience in each and every moment of absolute expression. That is what the son of man taught so very clearly. His crucifixion the very act of temporal delusions acting out wide of the mark. Yet his love and loving act of selfless surrender defeated all delusions, for in his resurrection nowt would ever be the same again. That is the journey of all souls who have answered the cosmic call of love and in doing so creating heaven on earth through love and service. For nowt is new under the sun within all sons, all is the great call. A call to embody the truth that love is heaven on earth. You see; it’s not good enough to be right, for what is right? The pilgrims journey is to be truth and to live a life well and in harmonic balance. For that is absolute existence flowing through the divinity of love and at complete odds with the duality of silo-mental tribalism. For silo-mental tribalism is the peddling of untruth as truth and unreality as reality and the truth is that is simply the overt manufacturing of satanic insanity. You see; the cosmos is underwritten by incomprehensibly; pure, simple and utterly irrevocable laws that pay no attentions to the ramblings and insanities of silo-mental man. Ramblings that speak of feeling unsafe or offended when views are exchanged or perhaps one challenges incongruent and none cosmic reality. That is the battle that unfolds daily and always has upon Gaia for the truth is that all is simply distorted reactionary white noise. Indeed a divergence from heart into silo-mentality in the greater part. That said; it’s so very simple to see all this distortion when the heart opens and the soul recommences the innate evolution that is soul. However until that heart portal truly opens and the truths of pure cosmic truth flow inward unhindered and unpolluted by the satanic ramblings of a silo-mentality. All we have is the duality of politics, of religion, of gender and of race amidst the polarising cesspit insanities of silo-mentalities. Indeed insanities that crave not truth but self-limiting validation and none justice peddled as justice for all is devoid of pure and true accountability. Net result; we see silo-mental attacks far and wide and daily be that; physical, emotional or verbal crucifixion that differ not from the allegory of the son of man. Attacks and crucifixion of that which refuses to embrace some fuzzy white noise variant of a wide range of fatuous grievances, agendas and untruths peddled as truth. That is why the awakening soul enters not into such low vibrational territory. Choosing instead to focus upon heart expansion. For the awakening soul knows that the search for truth is unending and that in committing to that journey attacks and crucifixion will be frequent and many. Still its sobering to note that every day that we are absolute existence expressing. We are indeed one day closer to that point of returning home as soul. Therein make it your choice dear soul to expand your heart and refuse to get lost in the temporal politics of religion, gender and race et al. For in a moment all of the latter is no more, yet your soul is eternal. So change your soul journey through an expanded mind and loving heart. Let go of your hold onto silo-mental patterns of self-limitation. Become a beacon of light not a soundbite or weapon or mouth piece of hate. For when you do you will be love, you will be truth and you will know precisely what has always fueled and will always fuel all self-limiting beliefs. You see; the journey of soul is not to be right but to reclaim the eternal rites of soul through love. A journey that calls each soul to awaken and not to negate ones responsibility for creating a balanced society. But to do that through soul, not mammon and therein; not allowing the snares of silo-mentalities to undermine ones state of being and beingness. Read books on subjects that do not by default resonate with your state of consciousness dear soul for that is the path of accepting and orientational reorienting. For the open heart is not blinkered and it’s mandate is not my way or the high way. Listen to others, observe others and what they say and how they live even when what they’re articulating and doing doesn’t resonate with your state of consciousness. Don’t challenge or interrupt, simply allow and withdraw politely fostering no judgment or indeed igniting any confrontation. Stay always within your personal power and give way only through love not fear. For; again I state living a life well is not about being right, it’s not about validating the incongruent or seeking to validate the ego of silo-mentalities. A life lived well is about being present in all states of consciousness and receptive to change. Whilst not discarding ones innate soul rite to freedom of choice and discernment through not accepting or buying into intimation and the aggressive fear driven attacks of overt silo-mentalists. For the overt cancelling of anything that wobbles their fuzzy world views is a predisposition of all silo-mentalists and creates only aggravated soul stagnation. Therein; choose the treasures of eternal life not mammon and love all beings. Those that hate, those that separate, indeed those who proactively seek to crucify you and everyone. For nothing is new under the sun. Indeed the son of man was crucified by the very same insanities two millennium ago and look at the revolution he unleashed through a life lived well and overflowing with divine truth, wisdom and agape love. Whilst the likes of Caiaphas will be forever remembered as a hate filled incongruent silo-mentalist who could not stand “to be” or be in the presence of truth. The choice was then as it has always been, to choose love over hate and to choose soul over ego. In essence to do something that lessons your own sufferings and the sufferings of your soul brothers and sisters everyday of your life lived well. That is the alchemical process of a truly awakening soul uplifting other souls and creating heaven on earth. Now thats not an easy journey down here upon Gaia dear soul for truly there is much to contend with. For; we none of us truly know what is in the hearts of those whom we meet or who briefly join us on our sacred journey of soul for only Hashem knows a mans heart. Therein; “Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him. For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.” ~ 1 Samuel 16:7 KJV. Why is this so? Well the illusions, delusions and deceptions of mortal man are great and many upon the pilgrims journey. Still we can mitigate that shortfall in clarity by daily looking into our own heart and correcting our own failings through love, understanding and compassion. For in doing so, so do we change all hearts by default. Yes the journey is long, yes the struggles and sufferings are many. That is the price that is extracted for the loving creation of heaven on earth. A creation born of love and nurtured daily to be the absolute expression of love through service in absolute existence. Indeed a new being in a new state of being forged upon the anvil of lament and drawn closer and into unshakable union with the Holy Spirit. Never again to be fooled by the foolish, never again to be hurt by betrayal. Always willing to serve, always willing to change and always willing to evolve. Indeed always willing to embrace the fact that true oneness is love of all in pure loving abstract abstraction. For; the divinely orchestrated flow of love is wholly, holy dear soul and its quest is the transfiguration of duality into a higher state of consciousness. Indeed a state known in theology as the trinity and in essence the merging of heaven and earth into the loving one of oneness. As such; powerful and transformative is the one that is always mindful upon this wholly, holy sacred journey of soul, aka the pilgrims journey that; “we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.”~ Ephesians 6:12 ESV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Living Light Deep Within Soul.

“Awakening Souls Know What is Truth and What is Love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Absolute – Existence

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Yes it’s true, I do not believe in God, the cruel monster with a white beard sitting upon a golden thrown shouting you must love me for I am your father and I love you. That’s the preserve of religious and satanic inculcations and the propagation of low vibrational soul stagnation designed simply as a mind control weapon that lowers horizons and shuts down ones heart and brow. It’s not love, never was love and couldn’t ever possibly be so. For love sets no boundaries and would not police fatuous boundaries with a zealous fervor of cruel, malicious and vindictive consequences for perceived none compliance. Sadly thats simply a characteristic trait thats evident daily in man’s inhumanity to his brothers and sisters and as far away from divinity as its possible to be. That said; what I do believe in and hold firm too in my faith is that Hashem is and therein I am too, for all is one. Now what’s liberating about that unshakable state of knowing is I do not have to explain that position in any further detail, for what is; is and Hashem is, therein; I am Hashem now and always. I’m not some one. In truth and just like you dear soul. I’m some of the one and the one is Hashem for Hashem truly is the sum of the one. Indeed Hashem is absolute existence absolutely. Unlike the God which is extensively taught amongst nations which is a mortal and mammon fear driven deity. Indeed a construct creating division through separation. So let me be very clear here. The word God is and has always been used to postulate the presence of a deity. An almighty being in charge of all things. But that is such a narrow and extremely limited view that it creates intentionally a narrow and restrictive view of divinity. For God in that context cannot be all things and absolute existence if it is also one thing. Indeed a singular deity separate and yet one in a trinity, because that by default is not absolute existence its divisible existence. You see; the son of man taught many times “I and my father are one”, and later “I will send you a helper” referring to the Holy Spirit. But they are all one, not singular coming together as one when needed as he was at pains to state and that one is Hashem indeed absolute existence of which and in which we all dear soul are. For all is the absolute existence of one. That is the tripersonal mystery of one in the great works of allegory. Indeed the mystery that calls every soul to pick up their cross and in doing so commit to a life lived well in mystical prayer. Indeed a state of oneness in which soul can stand or kneel or crawl in prayer as the sorrows of our heart and this world feel as is they will engulf and overcome us. So yes I’ve used the word God throughout all my writings, but only because it’s the seminal language of cultural resonance unlike Hashem. Not because the God of mammon truly exists outside of the constructs that were designed to block the innate call of soul. Its simply much easier and more understandable to use the word “God” not Hashem when one truly knows what is really meant. That is the art of allegory. Indeed the timeless tool that lifts hearts, brows and souls, but only where the spirit is willing. You see; (excuse the pun) first and foremost eyes, ears and hearts must open to the truth. Because only then can love truly enter the temple of believing, receiving and the treasure trove of heavenly splendour that is a crucified heart. Indeed a heart crucified by picking up the cross of salvation through the inner path of purification despite all that will unfold. For again and whilst; “the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, to those who are being saved it is the power of God.” ~ 1 Corinthians 1:18 NIV. Therein; the key point of this post is simply this. It is the desire of soul to create and embody heaven on earth. It’s not about escaping and going somewhere but being present. The temporal can easily be overcome, overwhelmed and consigned to the ignominy of quick or often times a slow and painful death. That is living as a being wide of the mark. Indeed to become lost in delusion, in hate and all manner of temporal fixations. Not so for soul. For the soul is the very embodiment of the trinity and Hashem expressing absolute existence in each and every moment of the absolute expression of existence. That is agape love. That is what the son of man taught so very clearly. His crucifixion the very act of temporal delusions acting out wide of the mark. Yet his love and loving act of selfless surrender defeated all delusions, for in his resurrection nowt would ever be the same again. That is the journey of all souls who have answered the cosmic call to be present and in doing so have committed wholly and holy to creating heaven on earth through love and service. For nowt is new under the sun within the absolute expression of the sons of Hashem. All is but; absolute existence expressing absolute love in existence. Indeed a call to embody the love of truth. For freedom is the fruitful and absolute expression of love and service right here and right now. That is heaven on earth. Not easy dear soul so; “Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: for the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” ~ Matthew 26:41 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Sacred Journey of Soul.

“When the eye opens, all is as it is, for all truly is as it is; Hashem.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Things Of – Heaven

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Can you, could you sit in absolute chaos and be still, holding the space dear soul, not just for yourself but for all souls? When finances, chronic disease and persecution overcome and threaten to consume you. Can you, could you hold the space and be still dear soul? Can you, could you look lovingly upon the evil one and the wicked one when your mortal reserves are low and they revel in hurting you dear soul? Can you, could you sit amidst your own personal and the collective armageddon and feel nowt but the glory of divinity deep within you dear soul? Can you, could you crawl in bleeding repose along the road of bones with your eyes fixed firmly and only upon the light of ages before you dear soul? Can you, could you prostrate yourself daily before others and give of yourself when your senses scream that you have nowt left to give dear soul? Can you, could you pray with fervor for all souls daily that they might be; fed, joyous, watered, sheltered, safe, protected, housed, free, healed, thankful and loved unconditionally and all from your own death bed too dear soul? Can you, could you be absolutely sure that in faith alone and through absolute surrender to the will of the divine that your eternal future is perfectly guaranteed dear soul? Can you, could you do all of that and much more willingly dear soul even when there appears to be absolutely no reward. Or indeed divine or mortal protection from overt physical and emotional abuse or any form of loving solace amidst your own and the unfolding of all mortal travails all around you dear soul? For if you can, could and will to do so cheerfully dear soul. Well then; take heart for you have truly mastered the majesty that is surrendering to the sacred journey of soul. So eloquently documented by John of the Cross who whilst painfully dying amidst much abuse and suffering wrote from his deathbed circa (1591). “Love greatly those who speak against you and do not love you, because in this way love will come to birth in a heart that has none. That is what God does with us: he loves us, that we might love him, through the love he has for us.” That is a state of divine alignment in loving service attained only through the grace of the holy spirit deep within dear soul whereupon ones divinity truly knows again that; “The quiet and silence that is enjoyed in solitude, force the soul to leave the earth in thought, and to meditate on the things of Heaven.” ~ St Bernard of Clairvaux (1090-1153). Indeed an otherworldly, loving repose and yet sublimely cognisant state of consciousness from which the mortal and with great confidence state amidst all fleeting, nay temporal worldly considerations that; “I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” ~ Philippians 4:11–13 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Blessings of Soul

“That otherworldly yet cognisant state of consciousness is love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

A Life – Lived Well

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



As I inch towards the end of this my current incarnation and look objectively at deaths illusion. Painful though my own and many others transitions turn out to be albeit purely from the mortal perspective. I’m frequently asked and indeed ask myself frequently just what is a life lived well and have I lived my life well? In truth there is a very easy answer to that time old question and the answer is to have consciously loved unconditionally and to have sort to evolve as soul. That is a life lived well dear soul. Easy to do? Well easy is not quite the right answer. Better to answer that its innate and therein none negotiable when the soul is active. Albeit; impossible when the soul is locked in the separation of deep sleep. How so? Well when the soul is active the mortal will live a life of soul in service on many levels and that will have in the greater part changed many lives for the better. That is a life lived well. But if the soul is not active and the mortal chooses to hate and to be committed to a malicious life of greed, abuse and self-service. Then a mortal life lived well (not soul) will have been a life imbued with such (wide of the mark) karma creating low vibrational tendencies. Those are the limitations of this reality where the low hanging fruit option is frequently the choice and directional flow of mortal life. Indeed I meet, have met and shared my mortal life with mortals everyday of this current incarnation who are convinced that they are without sin, despite sinning i.e. (being wide of the mark) everyday of their lives. I meet, have met and shared my mortal life with mortals everyday of this current incarnation who don’t believe in the divine or that they are soul. I meet, have met and shared my mortal life with mortals everyday of this current incarnation who are; liars, vile, cruel, vindictive, sanctimonious, hypocrites, thieves, addicts, arrogant, selfish, greedy, infrequently humble, very often rich and the very poor where ever I go. For that is the sacred journey of an evolving soul and not simply mortal man ticking down the clock fast asleep at the wheel. Yet; in every moment of everyone of those mortal expressions I am, for I am so too and so much more. For; like every mortal I am unholy, yet a Saint in the making when I give way to the call of soul. That is the painful nature of awakening to the call. Indeed a sacred and immensely deep, deep divinely nurturing call of soul imploring the mortal to be so much more in soul. A life lived well despite all that will surely befall the seeker upon their sacred soul solo pilgrims journey. For a life lived well is loving Soul to Soul unconditionally, doing the work and purging the old to create the new. Walking lightly, leaving no scars only seeds behind before an innate return home. In summation a life lived well is a choice, it’s not a birthright (rite). It’s not an entitlement either, it’s an innate drive and desire within for freedom and peace through love. Indeed an inner call to reach not outwardly in delusional craving, grasping, controlling, lying, destroying and perceptional owning. But instead inwardly through the grace of the Holy Spirit and service. For; if you incarnate filled with hate and wickedness and choose to spend a life time of wickedness, hate and attacking others your ego may gain some fatuous albeit self-limiting karmic creating validations. Likewise if you incarnate with the same disposition thats compromised still further by an innate sense of entitlement. You could as a linear example spend six years in study through the love and self-sacrifice of others and you may gain a PhD and acquire great yet mortally fleeting wealth, power and status. Foolishly deluded that you’re self made. But you can be very sure the we none of us can do anything without the love and support of others. Therein and in both of the former instances if not this life time, perhaps over many life times to come. The cosmic laws of balance will be applied upon such sacred soul journeys. For what we sow so shall will we reap and that is only one of the many irrevocable cosmic laws. A sobering thought. For a deep sleeping soul might well get away with a whole lot of hate and self service in one mortal life time. But it will pay for that in life times yet to come. Whilst if you spend a life in service yes you may and certainly will be insulted, abused and mortally destroyed for that simply is the way. Look no further than the very embodiment of a life lived well i.e. the son of man and every other soul thats undergone holy sanctification. Certainly not a journey for the faint hearted is a life lived well. But rest assured dear soul that; “the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law.” ~ Galatians 5:22-23 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Living Love as Soul.

“Be careful of your choices soul, for; karma is a harsh teacher.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

One With – No Fear

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



What truly constitutes loving service towards our soul and our soul brothers and sisters? Well its not complicated its knowing what our own soul journey is all about. Indeed a search for truth that tears down the veil. However and that said; perhaps the most horrendous aspect of any pilgrims journey is engaging in the necessary polarity balancing within which in doing so creates the third and higher state. A process that requires a loving descent into the detritus of that which one is and thereafter the subsequent embodied acknowledgement of the divine healing grace in such shadow work. Easy? Not at all and as such; much spiritual bypassing is the result. Still if one is prepared to be wholly consumed by the purification of that which is putrefied. Holy realignment is the guarantee. But dancing with that within that terrifies, sickens and pushes all emotional buttons is not for the faint hearted and yet when spirit calls resistance is futile. How will you know one who has committed to this process? Authenticity, an untroubled deep understanding of knowing, gentleness and detached compassion are the hallmarks of one who is undergoing such inner purification. They may ooze otherworldly peace but rest assured that within there is a battle raging. For this is not a battle entered and quickly won dear soul. You see; there are layers upon layers and life times of trauma to be unravelled and hence much healing requiring much care and much courageous love to facilitate this gracious precipitation of the old into the new. Divine in its orchestration, hellish in its demands. Still; you will know when you meet such an individual before you dear soul. For; you will feel and see melancholy amidst serenity and humour in all and every aspect of their being. Indeed a none conforming yet untroubled and almost surreal demeanour about them always. Push your buttons they will not, stir your soul, lift your heart and brow they will. And you will leave their presence feeling lighter and happier because the initiation has been initiated. Thereafter and as your own inner world slowly begins to take on new form and your outer world transforms and the old ways begin to slowly and seamlessly fall away. So will rise the desire within to be holy in spirit and praying; “Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.” ~ Psalm 51-10:13 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Blessings of Divinity.

“The search for truth is a pilgrim in progress.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Do You – Feel Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when you look upon the one who is angry, lost, addicted, homeless, dying, sick, emotionally struggling and alone amongst the throng and white noise of dissonance? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when you look upon your assailant, the thief or the one who slanders you? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when they abuse you, betray you and abandon you? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when the music, the fragrance, the sounds and vistas touch your soul deep and even deeper within? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when the memories of times past flood your senses and stir the joys and wounds of your soul before your streaming and tear filled eyes? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when you listen to the unbeliever, the one filled with hate and malicious intent? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when you read these words or any words that challenge or stir your soul? Do you feel the love within your broken heart dear soul when all is lost and yet all has been gained? Do you feel it dear soul? Do you feel the love I send to you? The love that transcends all times and lifetimes. Indeed the love that has no conditions or expectations placed upon it. Do you feel that love through all your wounds, travails, suffering and despairs? For if you feel that love my dear little soul I bow before your immense divinity. For you have broken and been broken so profoundly that nowt can ever be the same again. For you’ve amassed a great heavenly treasure indeed a treasure that no man, indeed; no-thing and certainly not mammon can ever relieve you of. For you have transcended the world of this and that and perhaps and maybe and have courageously reclaimed back all your divinity that will last for all eternity. Now that truly is the power of love. An ineffable, irrevocable and divinely powerful force majeure that drives the cosmos and all thats ever been or will be. Divinity in flow in every breath of life, loving all things and everything consciously illuminated. Divinely choreographed motion in action free of constriction, limitation and the conditioning of conditions. Indeed a state of being through which the loving fruits of the Holy Spirit flow effortlessly. That is the experiential expression of the receiving of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Through and by which mortal incarnated by the holy spirit can; “Love greatly those who speak against you and do not love you, because in this way love will come to birth in a heart that has none. That is what God does with us: he loves us, that we might love him, through the love he has for us.” ~ John of the Cross Letter 33, 1581. For; “There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.” ~ 1 John 4:18 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Life in Loving Flow.

“The motion of love transcends all timelines.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Conviction Of – Spirit

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



My birth father was a fragile weak man who felt no inner draw or desire to help or harm or love anyone, yet I loved and love him. My birth mother likewise a weak woman saddened, lost and broken by trauma. She allowed her state to putrefy my early and latter life whilst in the greater part empowering my abusers he and she free-range over all that is precious, yet I loved and love her and love them too. A journey that facilitated innate soul purification. Hard and ongoing though it was, is and has been. Still; anger I have little, sense of betrayal yes albeit diminishing by the decade. Sadness? Yes much, but not for myself. Sadness only for the ones who could not love, could not hold and could not be present despite all my love and care of and for them. Yes I have much sadness for the ones who chose not to walk the walk that soul innately chooses to walk. Sadness for those who chose to hate and not be loving, trusty and steadfast companions. Sadness that they could not see that which could be seen and heard. Sadness that they will bid farewell to this their current incarnation knowing not who they are or what they’ve chosen to be. Therein not holding the slightest insight into the futures they’ve foolishly created for themselves. That truly saddens. Whilst I, yet I stand convicted by the Holy Spirit in all my accepting brokenness, eager to be whole, longing to be peace. Heart broken wide in utter despair of my lowliness and ripped to shreds in the depths of my grisly sin and wickedness. A head bowed in great humility and yet serenity too. I by grace, by compassion, by the light within. Stand before all in my garb of nakedness. Prig I am not, saint far from it. Bludgeoned by love, barely able to be that which I so dearly, dearly crave. Steadfast in my bewilderment of that which is and that which isn’t and that which never was. Come Holy Spirit, come do thy will. For in my whimpering groans of this I am most sure that; better is my soul for this journey than should I have refused to accept this soul toil. Still; weary and broken amidst the loss and the gain and so much more. Head bowed and lowly, with knees grazed and badly bruised. I call out in wails that pierce all aspects of the very essence of the ineffable yearnings of soul. “Veni Sancte Spiritus guide me, uplift me from all that I am, that I should be reborn of spirit. That I should be wholly holy in my love and sin no more, nor lament as I do.” For; “verily, verily, I say unto you, That ye shall weep and lament, but the world shall rejoice: and ye shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow shall be turned into joy.” ~ John 16:20 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Faith in Eternity.

“When the fire of the spirit burns, soul is reborn.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Love Thy – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Has thy heart felt the depths of thy love dear soul? That which rips, shreds, burns, inspires and shatters thy heart into shards before thine eyes. Has thou felt the implosion of utter desolation that only the passing and grieving in love can bring? Has thou felt love recklessly bestow upon every aspect of thy being, that which is above thy senses? Has thou walked the streets, lanes, battlefields and war zones and thine eyes bled from they heart as thou looks out upon that which is lost, that which is broken and that which is not within the bosom of thy wailing and deeply purifying and nurturing love? Has thy heart raced and pounded in equal measure in exuberance and grace at the beauty and the majesty of all that which stands and unfolds before thee? Has thou beat thy chest in utter despair not knowing how thou will get through the next moment of thy earth shattering losses and despairs? Has thou held the hand of the one who before thee gently slips away? Has thou suffered to and for love letting go instead of holding on? Has thou made peace with the unacceptable from the very depths of thy being for love? Has thou held the space for others when they love crys no more, no more? Has thou surrendered thy self upon his alter and relinquished any and all control? Has thou smiled in humilty and reverence in love whilst standing before the seemingly senseless destruction of all that once was divinity in flow? Has thou breathed gently and with great effort to keep thy heart in thy chest as the tension and the emotion all but engulf thee? Has thou bled for love dear soul? Tell me truly dear soul has thou known of such love? Has thou? Has thou known and wrestled with and to the depths of thy love for if thou has. None will ever know save for those who too have truly lived as he. For they too know the sheer depths of despair and elation that love inspires deep within thy soul for him and better are thou. And better are they for bearing all to be so undone in the ineffable glory that is pure and heartfelt unconditional love. For no matter what is; “we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” ~ Romans 8:28 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Your Light in This World.

“The light of love illuminates thy soul, little soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Peace Is – In Soul

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Without illumination, we none of us truly know who we are or what we can be for we are dropped into families and societies and are inculcated from birth with all manner of nonsense. Exploitation is rife, as is abuse and the obscenity of lies that lower the hearts, brows and horizons of all unwitting parties. Lives and pure potentiality destroyed most before they’ve even begun. All through lack of understanding that refuses to empower, inspire and set all souls free. Control and distortion for the sake of controlling distortion creating nothing more than dysfunctional co-dependencies. Yet we are so much more than these vessels of puss that cause us so much suffering. We are love in soul and exponential potential. So I urge you dear soul to tap into and reclaim all of your personal power. By stepping out of the machine of mammon and knowing that you are so much more than; your cultural identity, smart phones or designer clothes et al. It’s not easy but it can and must be done for there’s a hero deep within all of us just waiting to be set free. So forget all the subversions, perversions and deviancy of the politically correct and morally outraged mob of low vibrational satanists who seek only to steal your power and set you on the road to nowhere. You’re so much more than this and that, you’re soul, an eternal being and as an eternal being you are pure gold. Stand up for yourself not through campaigning or engaging in attacks of low vibrational origin. But by going deep within and coming to know who you are, what you are, where you’ve been and where you’re going. Reclaim your destiny and turn away from the grotesque indecencies that underwrite this shoddy reality. For you may be here for a while but you are not of this world so do not conform to the norms that are broken and devoid of any soul wisdom understanding. Take the lead and transform from within and watch as you transform inwardly that your outer world transforms inextricably too. For there is no solace in other people or things so let go of such notions. Nor is there any peace in that which can be stolen or lost. The only thing that holds firm no matter what the ants of men’s agendas proclaim is that we all of us are soul. We all reap what we sow, for; we all exist under cosmic laws and those laws are irrevocable. So where is the sanity in giving oneself wholly to that which is not holy? Why create chaos when you can create peace? Why seek to change something that must end at the expense of abandoning for a while something that is eternal? Why would soul do that? Is it not so much easier to give way to the innate glory of inner transformation, becoming that which you were born to be dear soul? Still; take your time dear soul and ponder at length if you will. Whilst being under no illusion that it is the throttling grasp of illusions and delusions and not an illuminated soul that causes all yours and the ants or men sufferings. Therein is it not better to go within and to reach for your inner light than spending eternity in repetitive cycles of lack in the darkness of mammon? For; “The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” ~ John 1:5 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Hearts Singing With Love.

“The light illuminates all things and all beings.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Let It – All Go

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



There are no free passages or easy rides upon the sacred journey of soul, harsh are it’s lessons, much are the losses. Fortitude is needed as is the rising and setting of the sun. Long are the days, short are the reprieves. Great are the many sufferings eclipsed only by the despairs. For the journey through the wicket gate old english for narrow gate aka narrow path tests dearly, dear soul. Yet; “blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.” ~ James 1:12 KJV. How you may ask does the mortal endure such things? Well the truth is this is not about the world of mortality, this journey is holy and deeply, deeply soul. Indeed a works that is orchestrated, driven and supported by the Lord. Therein; long are the decades and perhaps even life times of faith being tested beyond breaking. Many are the sons and daughters, family and friends who abandon and betray all aspects of soul and with apparent ease. Low is the heart, even lower is the brow and yet the journey keeps unfolding through darkened valleys and treacherous mountainous trails the willing soul trudges on. Stricken and often bludgeoned into silence is the one undergoing this grisly purification. All hope resting solely in the love, grace and compassion of the lord. Long is the journey, harsh are the trials. Relief only found in a deep, deep inner knowing that nowt has been lost for all is being gained. Still the rain falls, the sun burns, the wind blows, the frost and snow they bite and the most sacred of journeys indeed the sacred journey of soul unfolds. All in rhythmic alignment with the timelessness breath of life. Hardships come and hardships go and the gold over time it assumes an esoteric and majestic lustre. There is no pomp and certainly no ceremony or celebration upon the emergence, actualisation and integrated realisation of this great treasure of the heart. Only peace, a deep inner peace that flows forth freely and far, far and wide. For the war between worlds is over and the battle it has been won, still that’s not the end of this scared soul journey, for in truth that is a journey that’s only just begun. Time is now meaningless as is much ado about nothing for with eyes firmly fixed upon union with the beloved, the soul is beguiled and beguiling to behold. This is the journey that all souls must make one day from this world to that which is to come. A journey so eloquently distilled and crystalised in Pilgrims Progress by John Bunyan and all through sublime theological allegory. Those upon this sacred journey live that allegory intently for there is no other way. Still take heart dear soul for you’re in good company and walking in the footsteps of giants. So now; make what you will of this poorly assembled bag of words. Still you would be most wise dear soul to lovingly; “Study yourself. Become your own mentor and best friend. When you are suffering stay at the bottom until you find out who you are. Let the storms come and pass. How you walk through the fire says a lot about you. Nobody likes a victimhood mentality and what happened to you is not important. It is about how you use your chaos that matters. The dawn will come.” ~ Mohadesa Najumi. For truly dear soul the; “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man, The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” ~ 1 Corinthians 2:9 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of All That is Love.

“The treasures within are eternally yours dear soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Love The – Unlovable

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



She introduced her baldly, “this is my future daughter in law” and then waxed lyrically about how wonderful she was, about her looks, her personality and the bond she had with both her and her son. Now for those without eyes to see and ears to hear this may indeed be seen in the light that it was intentionally albeit fatuously presented. But for those familiar with the actions of the soon to be gushing mother in law et al. Well they knew that all to soon when the new arrival wearies of all the meddling and passive aggression and speaks her mind. Well hate will flow of much malicious intent and the well used line of; “I will never forgive you” will be rolled again amidst a diatribe of slander and malignant character assassinations. Shocking yes but hardly surprising in the world of ants of men. Still there is a reason behind all this. You see; to truly love all souls it is imperative that one knows what love truly is and that is a journey. Still and thereafter and once the knowing has been acquired and integrated. To love someone unconditionally as thus is a most challenging undertaking indeed. For; to love that which is sickening and utterly obnoxious and stirs up much deep within is a most repugnant and therein; paradoxically a counterintuitive concept. Yet interestingly it is a most wondrous and generous soul generated invitation to go deep deep within looking for that which needs to be healed. That dear soul is an aspect of the great journey of soul. To master the process of being able to sit and hold the space with no judgement of that which is an external reflection. Choosing rather to get to the root cause and commence self-cleansing deep within. For that which is external is simply a reflection and projection of that which is deep within. Repulsive, unlovable and yet the very reason that the work must be done. For stagnation is the root cause of all inner and outer dissonance and dissonance is the cesspit that prevents all evolving souls from realising their true and full potential. Therein; it matters not that you find it impossible to truly love the one emotionally who simply refuses to do their own inner work. Do your own, thanking them for what they’re showing you and then move on. For there is always another day and another aspect of dissonance longing to be cleared and healed upon your journey and that is the grace which all on the sacred journey of soul must willingly receive. For all is a projection and reflection of that which is within, so do the work to be love and project and reflect love wherever you glow and go “And the effect of righteousness will be peace, and the result of righteousness, quietness and trust forever.” ~ Isaiah 32:17 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Divine Intelligence.

“The inner work is where the light banishes darkness.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

The Bones – Groan

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When you’ve walked long enough along the road of bones little soul. Nowt will and can ever frighten or startle you again. Nothing tests the resolve for the ways of ants of men are as predictably unpredictable as they’ve sadly always been. Indeed stagnant and putrefying appears to be the hearts of all ants of men. Still the days and nights they come and they go with an orderly rhythmic pulse. And the matters of ants of men have no resonance with the seeker and so sublimely fall away. Whilst the bones they creak and bones they groan with each turn of the wheel of time. The fire glows within and then dims with regular punctuation. Indeed a call to soul to rest and recoup before the journey recommences all over again. Not for the faint hearted is the lonely seekers journey along the road of bones and endless sorrows. Not for the fool either who is unable to commit to service through sacrificial purification amidst perpetual introspection and immensely liberating contemplation. Place after place with no pillow for ones weary head, the heart calls sempre avanti always forward little soul and the bones they creak and the bones they groan with each and every turn of the wheel of time. Horizon after horizon, mountain path after mountain path sempre avanti is the constant companion that calls out to the lonely seeking soul. The light is embodied within only to disappear again for no apparent reason. Alone again with only sempre avanti a deep inner call that spurs on every seeking soul. The nights they become cold, the breath it becomes shallow and laboured and the bones they creak and the bones they groan as the old man and old woman peacefully prepare to return home. A gentle sigh and perhaps a prayer and even a tear or two. Followed by a farewell and all without ceremony for a breath of life that has lived well. As the sun rises and the son sets and the wheel of time keeps turning over and over and over again. Albeit today yes this new day a new soul is stepping out upon the great and sacred journey of soul as the breath of life continues in search of the lords deep inner peace. Whilst all the bones they creak and the bones they groan for all on the sacred journey of soul. But why you may ask dear reader would a soul commit to such a lonely and difficult journey? Well in truth dear soul that answer is really ever so easy, when you know that you’re a pilgrim and simply not of this world there is no other way than; “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is – his good, pleasing and perfect will.” ~ Romans 12:2 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Trust of Faith,

“Let your walk be a walk in absolute love of soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Your – Fragrance

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the warming sun bids way to the darkening of the light as it must. Such is the way of the order of things. What will you remember of me little soul? Will you remember my smile, my stature and the way I greeted the dawn? What will you remember of me little soul when the breath of life has taken its leave and returned back home to glory. Will you remember my candour, my humour or my gentle warrior balm? What will you remember of me little soul when the son that was brother and lover is at last no more in struggle? Will you remember this and that or perhaps nowt at all? What will you be little soul when no more the questions you can ask of me? Will you be still, will you be still? and allow that still small voice to be your guiding light? For if you can then perhaps consider this little soul. That nothing has changed, nothing is right, nothing is wrong all is well, for all is but a brief moment in time. Indeed that is the song that’s called the breath of life. A rhythmic dance the light of God, free will that has many options. To burn out or self-implode are two broad paths that are frequently taken. Or indeed the narrow path of touching the hearts and souls of anything and everything above and beneath and with one soul centering intention. To love and to be love whilst empowering, inspiring and evolving amidst the unfolding of many destinies. Such powerful, soulful journeys of perpetuating choices. Indeed cosmic ordering and reordering unfolding in apparent exquisite simplicity. A dream within a dream and yet not reality either, albeit endless possibilities. That is the breath of life gracing this place in apparent ignorance or love for only a brief moment in time. A journey of choice. One either chooses the broad path indeed the low road of low hanging fruits. Or the narrow path of denial of self, taking up the cross and pursuing the life of truth. Before returning home bruised for; healing, clearing and regeneration. That’s the way of soul for; “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” ~ John 14:6 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Heart That Weeps Love.

“Let your walk be a walk in the fragrance of your love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Please No – Cliches

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Such is the way on the sacred journey of soul that the initiate and the one amidst great suffering is frequently targeted by the; sanctimonious Pharisee. Indeed the morally bankrupt hypocrite and the fool who knows not that he or she is an unknowing fool. Spouting low vibrational nonsense such as; you’re faith isn’t strong enough, you’re choosing to suffer or perhaps the most obscene of them all don’t worry it’s all going to be alright in the end. Each one of those and all in totality absolute divine truth from the mouth of one who truly knows experientially. But from the former, well; they are simply egocentric insults lacking any discernible love. They’re all there on show in the book of Job KJV and that book too is frequently used as a truly monstrous cliche underwritten insult by the weakest of all souls towards the one struggling. You see; to be love is not about empowering any soul to become and wallow in victimhood. To be love is to hold the space and soul before you tenderly and metaphorically in your arms knowing that all will be well no matter how the travails of mortality unfold. It has a depth that only arises within and from those who truly know. Now if you’re struggling with that allow me to bring this further into your consciousness by engaging you in a situation that didn’t happen. So here we go. What if just at the point that the second nail was about to be hammered into the wrist of the son of man. John the beloved stepped forward and said; “teacher don’t worry everything is going to be alright in the end. At which point the son of man responds with; “stop what you’re doing, John the beloved is going to take my place and show everyone that it’s all going to be alright. Clearly that didn’t happen and could never have happened. Because the son of man deep into his suffering knew that despite his suffering all would be well. For he was not being killed even though the wicked murdered him. No the son of man knew that he was offering himself for all times that others who believed in him might be saved. And he was doing that from a place of ineffable love not obscene cliche. Likewise John the beloved would never have insulted the son of man with such nonsense because he was an awakened soul who knew that despite the grotesque suffering that his teacher was enduring. That all would be well. That is being love. That is holding the space amidst your suffering and holding the space for those who suffer. Whereas cliches are nothing more than the insanities of the ego’s of ants of men that serve only the demonic indeed the innate satanist within. So let me be totally clear here. A brief episode of discomfort does not bestow an understanding of immense suffering and or loss. Nor can it or should it be used to underwrite a fatuous poistion that some how said minor discomfort is comparable with immense suffering. For that is simply ego lauding its entitlement agenda over another. Whereas those who truly know suffering and who have done the work know innately how to hold the space for another free of ego. For first comes the perceived falls, then come the perceived groans, then comes the deep and lovingly immense purification of soul. A truly; horrendously demanding and painful process that liberates love in all it’s vibrant and ineffable glory creating the spirit of the new man and woman. Indeed a process where the ego is never again empowered or allowed to tarnish any soul with nonsensical cliches and insults that wound and do not heal. That is love and to be love is a grace earned courageously walking through the dark night of soul and spirit. A truly deep cosmic reordering of all that is so. For the sacred journey of soul is a divine process that mandates that love alone knows the way back home. Therein; “yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.” ~ Psalm 23:4 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Faith, Hope and Charity.

“The new man and woman are the embodiment of pure love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

How Long – To Wait

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



With eyes reddened and stomach churning she looked at me and asked; “how long must I suffer this, why does the lord not hear my prayers?” I smiled and holding her hand tenderly replied; “dear soul there is not a soul on the sacred journey of soul that has not cried out in despair how long, how long must I wait et al.,? and yet none but the lord knows the answer to those prayers.” O I know that place, that torturing and torturous place of Psalm 13 of 38 KJV etc, etc, etc. Where the lamenting deep within every aspect of ones being is bleeding in utter despair at that and of which is unfolding and seemingly without end. The darkness is beyond dark, the deafening silence to all enquiry simply unbearable and the yearning of the heartbreak excruciatingly murderous. O yes I know that place, for I spent many decades in that place and frequently return when further purification is required. Still I also know that it is also but a brief moment in time in comparison to the exquisitely re-perfecting of; perfection that is eternity. A timeless and necessary cosmic rebalancing which is responsible for all rebirthing, unfolding and transforming. So I offer no cliches and no what you must do’s. I simply and with upmost impeccability hold the space for my brother or sister and pray for more courage. For I know that they’re doing the great work of souls. Hellish in its torturous unfolding, sublime symmetry in delivering every soul back into the bosom of the Lord. Therein; hold firm in that painful and frightening fracturing of all your worn out sublimations dear soul. For greater, much greater days await you. But first the mind of distortions of psyche and the body of sin must be cleansed. A process of acute absolution from and abolition of the old man or woman. Creating the way for the spiritual birthing of the new. For; “everything that can endure fire, you shall put through the fire, and it shall be clean; and it shall be purified with the water of purification. But all that cannot endure fire you shall put through water.” ~ Numbers 31:23 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of a Life of Prayer

“After the fire the new man and woman are reborn.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Beware Of – Falsity

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the cliche merchant aka dark magician starts spouting from that place of contrived theoretical acumen. Indeed nonsense, falsities, innuendos and fabricated underpinning strata that’s frequently packaged up as wisdom. The awakening soul knows that he or she are in the presence of one lacking experiential gravitas and indeed authenticity. However when the fool is in the presence of such cultured and contrived oratory the fool believes that he or she has found their guru. Indeed a dynamic that is the way of the sacred journey of soul. Such that when the awakening soul knows precisely what is unfolding he or she bows politely and moves on. For there is no need for discussion because all has been revealed. Whereas the fool commits willingly and wholeheartedly to the illusion and delusions that are being spun before them. Both are the same journey differing only in each souls state of conscious awareness. For the fool has yet to gain that which the awakening one already holds which is discernment and that lack of discernment is an essential step upon the journey into greater knowing. Indeed one of many steps upon the journey of awakening through the cleansing and iteration of soul-alchemy. You see; the awakening one has already been the fool and may yet be a fool many more times again. Whilst the fool has yet to truly move into deep knowing through the awakening anvil of experiential growth. Their journeys are mutual in intent and nothing more than the stripping away of dross. Still be guarded dear soul as you embark upon your own sacred soul journey and beware that not all is how it is delivered or received. For interpretation is always clouded by the veil and interpolation is always subject to the state of ones earned conscious awareness. That is why discernment is a most gracious blessing for its acquisition is hard won on the battlefields of soul-alchemy. For the hearts of all men are written with an inherent code. Indeed the code to self-service or the code to serve the Lord. Such that when the soul looks deep into the heart of the one delivering, receiving or simply taking before them. Discernment is the Lords still small voice that knows all things and everything in each and every timelessness moment. Indeed that place and state of absolute being where truth and delusional illusions are shown up for what they are and who they serve. For all things and everything are either love in action or love in distortion. Indeed the breath of life in divine energetic flow albeit with; completely differing outcomes. Therein; “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves.” ~ Matthew 7:15 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of All That is Holy.

“Discernment is the Slayer of all False Prophets.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Service Of – God

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



I asked him again, why are you so angry, if you don’t want to help, don’t help. He replied; “it just feels like I have no life, people seem to ask me all the time to do things for them, but no one ever does anything for me.” I smiled for I knew then whom I was dealing with. For I have walked in those shoes. Indeed the shoes of bitterness, the shoes of victimhood and the shoes of the one who holds grudges. Yes that was a very harsh and harrowing journey when I walked through life in those heavy, dank, sticky, damning and blasphemous shoes. That was until I acquired a sublime insight that literally and fundamentally transformed my life for ever. That insight? Let all my acts and actions be in service of, to and for God. Yes let all my acts and actions be done in and for the service of God. A seminal point on my long and often wearying journey. Indeed the point from which I now delight in catching myself and correcting my thoughts as the avalanche of negativity washes over me as it frequently does. Therein retuning my thoughts back to service. Wash the dishes. I’m washing these dishes in service to God. Picking up my own and other people’s litter. I’m picking up litter in service to God. Forgiving my own failings and the failings of others. I’m forgiving in this moment in service to God. So becomes the way loving and serving in the service to God. Now for the record whatever God is and whatever God isn’t to you dear soul and reader. Has no nuanced bearing upon the way you live, nor should it have any bearing upon how every soul on the sacred journey of soul should live. The golden key is simply this; to be happy to be always in service to God. For that is; the sacred journey of soul. Healing woes, serving ones soul brothers and sisters and always impeccably. Whilst remaining studiously committed to loving the hearts of all those we encounter in the service of God. Why? Because the yearning wisdom of soul knows that; “there is no Gentile or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, scythian, slave or freeman, but Christ is all, and is in all.” ~ Colossians 3:11 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Life in Flow.

“Walking Not Alone, But in Loving Service to God.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

So We All – Reap

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



She replied; “O I just walk by the homeless” those who may be sitting disconsolate and lost in this cruel world of duality. Still and when questioned further she replied with a self righteous smirk on her face; “O I don’t believe in God” for divine providence has not touched her soul, albeit not yet, but it will. Likewise he the greedy, mean and vindictive one does not believe in God and he delights in mocking those who do believe and who commit regularly to pray. For his God is money, gold and he has the stench of one who holds firmly a grotesque sense of entitlement. He like she operates only in self-service and whilst neither will do anything for anyone as is their way. They expect to be waited on hand and foot, such is the ways of the ungodly. For they are the very weakest of souls. Indeed the ones who’s hearts are closed and as cold as stone. O how lowly is this world of mammon, O how lost are the ones without eyes to see and ears to hear. Lost to the very real prospect that what we sow, so shall we reap. For their eyes are closed and their hearts are frozen cold. Lost and unknowing they are oblivious to the truth that the sacred journey of soul is not simply a one trip pony. Indeed oblivious to the truth that for all souls the days of reckoning are but a breath of life away. So awaken, yes awaken dear soul from all your self-deluding slumbers and learn to love and commit to serving. For at the point of the reckoning of the treasures of your soul the King shall answer and say unto you; “Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink. I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not. Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto the. Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.” ~ Matthew 25:40-45 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Wholly, Holy.

“Be of Good Heart Soul and Sow Eternal Love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Be Still – And Know

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Will you sit with me for a while dear soul, for I have much to explore and much to enquire. Come sit if you will for you are well known to the one who knows all things. Sit if you will and be still if you will O little soul of many triumphs yet to come. Be still if you will little soul yes be still if you will. Be still and know that I am God. For amidst this stillness you will hear my still small voice. Gentle and kind, compassionate and loving. Do you hear me little soul when I stir your heart and ignite your crown? Be still little soul, be still little soul and know that I am God. Not an idol, not a mortal. Be still and know that I am God and with you always little soul. For in truth I am not anything but absolutely everything and you are my child whom I cherish most dearly. Come to me little soul when you’re weary and you will be rested little soul. Yes rested from the labours of your yoke and given hope and life anew? Yet in your rest will you trust me completely little soul when I ask you to serve, when all is doubt and fear and temptations arise? For in truth little soul there may be no temporal rest or reward of measure in that rigid clay vessel that you carry. Still will you be still and know that I am God, no matter what is unfolding? Will you trust me little soul with all of your being and serve all peoples, all nations and all states of being in love without exception, without expectation? Will you do that little soul even when you feel I’ve abandoned you? Will you sit with me little soul and hold the space for those who mourn and those who are dying, trusting that you will be guided in all of your ways? Will you sit with me little soul and feed the hungry in humility and grace even when the hungry spite you and are frequently ungrateful? Will you give shelter to the homeless and offer your coat, your shoes and your whole to the needy little soul? Will you sit with me little soul through the seasons of terror and temptation with no fear in your heart little soul? Will you dance with me little soul as your clay vessel gives way with the rigours of decay? Will you sing with my angels little soul irrespective of your suffering and pain and in doing so lifting the hearts of your brothers and sisters by day and by night? Will you surrender all of your being to me little soul even if I never tell you why this or that has befallen you? Will you sit with me little soul in complete trust and great anticipation even when all seems lost? Will you sit with me little soul and be still and know that I am God? Will you sit with me little soul and give over your life to me if I ask you to? Will you sit with me little soul and willing lay down your life for others if I ask you to do that for me? Will you follow my lead through thick and thin and no matter what is unfolding keep your heart firmly fixed upon me? Will you sit with me daily lovingly feeding my lambs and tending my sheep, no matter the cost of such service? For if you will, then please join me in prayer and; “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” ~ Psalm 46:10 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Sacred Worship.

“To be truly still, is to truly know God.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Hast Thou – No Scar

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



So you ask again dear soul when will I be well? When will I be free? When will God answer my prayers. Please, please tell me, for I am weary. A smile, a gentle inner rebuke, a tear and then a smile that says it all in flights of untold loving truths. The journey is long, the questions are many, the troubles are great and the suffering is much. I smile, I sigh, I cry again and then I pray. Thy will not my will. Yet I know not which way to go. So I rest and I cry and I sigh and I trust. The weariness is great as is the suffering that unfolds around me daily and I cry. I serve, I love, I trust and I smile. Though my heart is breaking I give way dear Lord. Still how long? how much more? speak loudly for I am surely deaf. Then; I sigh, I cry, I blaspheme and then a gentle inner rebuke. I smile, I cry, I sigh and I give way to sleep. For one day yes one day soon my beloved dear soul I will return home and I will be whole. Until then I sigh, I cry, I smile, I serve, I trust and I surrender to the balm of love that is inner peace. Indeed a prophetic peace with a surreal vibrancy and intimacy that dances with otherworldly charm amidst the anguish that arises during all my agonising prayers. Still I give way, I smile, I cry and I pray. For you my Lord and saviour know only to well what I am and I smile, I cry and pray once again. You see; I know, yes I know that many have been before me and that many more will follow. So I politely ask you dear soul; “Hast thou no scar? No hidden scar on foot, or side, or hand? I hear thee sung as mighty in the land; I hear them hail thy bright, ascendant star. Hast thou no scar? Hast thou no wound? Yet I was wounded by the archers; spent, Leaned Me against a tree to die; and rent. By ravening beasts that compassed Me, I swooned. Hast thou no wound? No wound? No scar? Yet, as the Master shall the servant be, And pierced are the feet that follow Me. But thine are whole; can he have followed far. Who hast no wound or scar?” ~ Hast Thou No Scar? by Amy Carmichael.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Divine Mysteries.

“To hold firm in adversity is the measure of soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Walking In – Faith

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Do you know anyone dear soul who has walked in faith alone, not for a day, a week, a month, a year but for an entire life time. Tell me have you met such a soul? If not that’s hardly surprising for they are the least likely to rage about their utterly ravaged state of existence or indeed to run to centre stage to bleat about their woes. Choosing instead humility over self-obsessing obscenities. Still if you have met such a soul how do they and that make you feel? Did you feel grateful, humbled or rocked to your core with fear? But why you may ask am I asking such seemingly abstract questions? Well the answer is thus; I’m simply exploring the true depth of your conscious awareness dear soul. For to walk in faith alone is not something that only ever happens to them. It’s actually a state of soul awakening and initiation designed to deliver every soul from the clutches of separation. Sublime divinity in its construction and execution, hellish in mortal realities. That is the sacred journey of soul, walking in faith alone along the road of bones that’s incomprehensibly overflowing with sorrows. A journey so beguiling, so transforming that no soul can resist, yet a journey so utterly hellish that the mortal begs and prays continually for death. But the thing is that once embarked upon there really is no going back. For the walk of faith alone through multiple valleys of the shadow of death is the ultimate state of surrender. From which the new man, the new woman and the new life is born. Indeed a journey that will change everything and all delusions into a crystal clear reality. So I ask you again dear soul have you met anyone walking in faith alone. For if you have and were deeply moved, be under no illusion that your soul journey is clearly getting ready to one day unfold. Still worry not dear soul about the very real and terrifying prospect and spectre of such gut-wrenching annihilation unfolding upon you. For your soul will only commit to such a journey when the conditions have been met and your heart has been broken and opened sufficiently. Thereafter all hell will break loose and despair for a time will rule all things and everything. Until that is you’ve walked alone doing the great inner works through the valleys of death with faith alone as your guiding light. And be under no illusion you will suffer, and the depths of your suffering will be dependent upon the amount of inner works required. There are no short cuts on the sanctifying sacred journey of soul. For wheresoever God is at work, wickedness will be there too. Slandering, lying, attacking and proclaiming that good is bad. Whilst simultaneously claiming that bad is good for that is the fall in all its distortion. Therein; your will, stamina and resolve will be severely tested, you’ll be ridiculed, betrayed and abandoned by all and sundry. A process of sanctifying mortification that is required to build greater courage, humility, compassion and untroubled patience. Deep intake of breath and sigh. But why you may ask would any soul be so eager to undertake such a journey? Well look around you dear soul is this reality good? Is this reality peaceful? Is this a state of being where any righteous soul would wish to keep returning to? Your soul indeed all souls embark upon this sacred sanctifying journey because the truth is your soul knows innately that it is not of this world or alone and equally that; “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” ~ Psalm 27:1 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Prayer.

“To walk in faith alone, is nurturing pure love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Letting Go – To Gain

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



What do you think will happen dear soul when you realise that none of; it, that, or this really matters? No come on dear soul what do you really think will happen and what are your darkest fears? Well before you even begin to ponder and answer my questions, allow me to gently whisper in your ear; “you’re safe dear soul, you’ve always been safe and you will always be safe.” And then see where that takes you. Does it reassure you? Does it challenge and frighten you? What if I answered to whatever you replied with; “I hear you, I see you and trust me all will be well”. Would you stay in my presence or would you run for the hills? Well let’s look at you staying in my presence and how that would look. I would love you and guide you and empower you to be all you could be. Together we’d work through all your fears and create an environment of inner calm, peace and self-assurance that was and is; simply unshakable. Which sounds mighty fine to me, but what about you, how would you feel about that? Well before you answer let’s look at the situation of you running for the hills and how that may perhaps look. Would you feel safe? Well perhaps you would until the next fear arose. Would you feel powerful? Well perhaps you would until the next life crushing challenge arose. Would you feel supported and loved? Well perhaps you would until the conditioning of conditions changed and that love and support was withdrawn. But what you may ask is the point of these questions? Well I’m simply asking you to enquiry deep, deep within if you’re in touch with your soul dear soul. For if you are then the “I of your true eye” within, already knows the way forward. Yes the “I of the eye” within, already knows that all will be well for all has always been well and that none of the dust of man trappings of it, that and this truly matter. For; “He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose.” ~ Jim Elliot. Now all that being said, the truth is that even if at this precise moment in time dear soul you’re not completely at one with the “I of your eye” deep, deep within. Indeed that “I of the eye” which is the innate spark of divinity which you’ve always been. You will one day dear soul for that is your soul rite of passage and when you are in that state of alignment. Your perceptions will change and your horizons will broaden for that is the way of the pilgrim and the sacred journey of soul. Until then be well and fear nothing but fear itself dear soul and allow in knowing that; you are exponential potentiality unfolding in each, any and every timelessness moment. You’re not of this petty little world of the; it, that and this. So let go of your fears, you’re safe and return to love with all aspects of your being. Therein and thereafter creating heaven here on earth. Yes be the light of this world bringing your brothers and sisters unto and into your light. Through serving and loving and serving and loving them even more. For the call of soul is greater than; it, that and this et al., for divinity calls every soul to; “Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you.” ~ Isaiah 60:1 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Serenity.

“When the light enters, the pilgrim is born.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

The Loving – Heart

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Where do you go to dear reader when the abuse is beyond your endurance? Do you go into anger, hate or self-harm? Where do you go to dear reader when the loss is so great that it crushes you beyond mortal understanding? Do you go deep into bitterness, shame, guilt and despair and much, much more? Where do you go to dear reader when the disease is incurable and the pain is simply insufferable? Do you go quickly into blasphemy, rage, depression and hopelessness where your faith is shaken to its core? Well let me tell you before you answer those questions that I’ve been to and lived in all those places and many more and believe me the stench in those places is not good for ones soul. That said; it is very normal for all mortals to go to those places, but that does not mean that it’s your sole rite of passage as soul to sit wallowing in that low vibrational stench. For you’re an eternal soul and as an eternal soul you are so much more than the insane sufferings of this immensely petty, psychotic temporal world. So you can if you choose to rise above that which lowers your brow. But just so you know I’m not offering a cliche here its a choice requring self love, patience and courage. Equally that choice is not an exercise in mind control dear soul. It’s actually an exercise in opening your heart. Thereafter and again just so you know. Surrendering to the vagaries of that which you’d never factored in is not about giving up its about letting go of expectation. Now that dear soul is an incredible place to move to and to simply sit with and observe that which is pure dissonance. For you cannot die dear soul and no one and nothing can truly hurt you. Nor can you actually loose anything for you are an eternal being simply exploring the insanities of this low vibrational reality. Yes we are all taught to attach to and build an identity and life around these clay vessels called mortality. But they are dust and will always be condemned to return to dust. Now once you truly get that it doesn’t mean to say that all your troubles fall instantly away because they won’t and frequently don’t. But what it means is that you as an eternal soul remember once again what is real and what is not real. And that is the very point when the mortal truly gets their role and memento mori makes perfect sense. That point where soul liberation is an absolute given. Indeed the rising of a conscious awareness which allows for the letting go of the false permanence of temporality. And with that greater peace can be achieved, shared and received. Which in truth is simply cutting through all the drama and seeing dust for what it is and what it is is; dust and absolutely nothing more. Whereas the soul is exponential potentiality. That is precisely why those on the sacred journey of soul know and are both comforted and comfortable with esoteric reality for; “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.” ~ Matthew 16:24-25 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Unshakable Faith.

“In the letting go, soul truly begins to grow.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Growing – In Service

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



How do I serve? Through soul to soul energetics sharing insights from my own experiential journey. Therein; empowering my brothers and sisters to know that there are smarter ways to do things than the ways of separation and that there’s always solutions even when all seems lost. Having undergone much in this current incarnation my main focus is upon serving seeking souls through one to one spiritual directorship, soul counselling and inner wisdom guidance. However I’m equally not adverse to supporting those struggling with their health. Those who mourn, those who are dying or those who are in the preparatory stage of transitioning as well as those who are struggling with grief, shame, loss, poverty, lack of faith, addictions and abuse. That said; my time is limited and I certainly don’t offer cures, nor do I support those who don’t truly wish to do the work that they must do. But just so you know dear seeker no soul is ever excluded from loving prayer as I am committed to daily reflection and contemplative intercession. Saint I am not, avatar I am not, enlightened being I am not. Like you dear soul I am wrestling with all the limitations, flaws and frailties of my dust of man clay vessel. So I continue to search and remain committed always to the way of wholly, holy truth and divine providence through my consecration to the holy mother in service to our lord, for; “the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.” ~ Hebrews 4:12 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Silent Prayer.

“All souls are light, but not all are willing to glow.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


NB I removed the contact form 21/12/21 as my own mortality shifted towards finality to enable me to focus 100% upon my long walk home through soul service and mystical prayer. Still know that; the work has been done, albeit you can gain more personal insights should you choose to by exploring the extensive array of posts that I embedded within this soul portal blog. Equally for much deeper insights perhaps consider exploring my sacred soul mysteries blog at sacred soul mysteries by clicking the serving soul, loving god image below dear soul.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Your Legacy – Soul

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the rhythm of heart ceases and the breath of life returns home, what will be your legacy dear soul? Will it be hate, will it be love, will it be stagnation or exponential potentials? Will you leave behind a battlefield of broken hearts and broken mortals? Or will you leave behind a glorious landscape of empowered, inspired and empowering souls committed to sacred soul service? Just what sort of legacy will you leave behind you dear soul? Because believe it or not our legacy does truly matter, for our soul regression or evolution is at stake. Thus; take note soul “Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter.” ~ Isaiah 5:20 KJV


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Unbreakable Courage.

Two years, four months, a life cut short and yet perhaps long enough. A short, albeit brutal life of immense suffering. Divine innocence thrust into the intolerance of prejudice. Such is the way of the sacred journey of soul. Five lives interrelated, only two deeply effected, such is the way of mortal man and the sacred journey of soul. Still five lives, five journeys, all interlaced with that short little life. Five soul trajectories altered unquestionably and acts of hate and love visible for all those with eyes to see and ears to hear. What will be your legacy dear soul when the rhythm of heart ceases and the breath of life returns home? Will those who once knew you celebrate a life truly lived well or will all and sundry simply sigh a great sigh of relief. That no more, yes no more will you sullen their brow and darken their door? Two years, four months and a life that irrevocably transformed another. Thrust onto a journey of absolute annihilation. One journey short, the other perhaps far to long. What will be your legacy be dear soul when the rhythm of heart ceases and breath of life returns home. For you do know, yes you do know because your soul informs you daily. That love, yes love dear soul is your only reason for being. Therein; thank you my big, little brother and all that; that entails. Not journeys either of us would choose as mortals. Then again we never were mortals, for this is not our home, for soul truly knows that; “he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.” ~ Romans 8:27 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Calm Surrender.

“The measure of soul light, is; measurable love.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Walk Of – The Seeker

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



As a small child looking for guidance the seeker is always and frequently told what is good, what is bad. And that the seeker was either being good or being bad irrespective of any and every situation. Layers and patterns of inculcations that in the greater part have no pure love or sound emotional intelligence underwriting them. Nor are such patterns in the greater part divine truths either. All merely soundbites, the product of unhealthy inner dissonance within others who chose and who have choosen not to address them. For few are prepared to do the shadow work of absolute liberation from separation. As the seeker matures into a young adult and thereafter the same old, same old, patterns emerge no matter what is unfolding in the seekers life and from every place, every theological institution and every governmental cog of sociological and psychological entrapment. A hard journey for sure for the seeker, the seer and the one who has a compass within so rich in consciousness potentiality. For when the sane are thrust into an unrelenting maelstrom of lies and the psychosis of delusional realities. Questions quite rightly arise within the former where one calls out their own positionally. For nothing makes sense and everything seems broken, yet the inmates keep waxing lyrically about how great things truly are or on the flip side they slip with despondent ease into abandon all hope ye that enter here. It’s enough to send anyone crazy and many of the sane have fallen to such wanton karmic cruelty. But here’s the sobering thing for all those who have awakened to the sacred journey of soul. All is not lost regardless of the stage of the journey, for once this is realised and resistance is relinquished. That is the point when incredible cosmic rewards are forthcoming in many forms and on many fronts. Yes the seeker may not be able to completely overcome or even eradicate all the insanity from the life that sadly they’ve incarnated into. But they can effect the trajectory of their journey of soul and that is a great blessing. For to know is to do the work and to let go, allowing great healing and clearing to take place and through many time lines too. You see; there is no my truth or your truth, there is only truth and that truth is governed by divine cosmic laws not by the insanities of temporal man. Thus it is so that in knowing this state of true reality which is the reality of soul. The seeker embarks not upon an outer crusade but upon an inner crusade. A crusade from which new spiritus men and women are reborn, for; “That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.” ~ John 3:6:36 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Soul Alignment.

“A life of inner peace honours all divine truths.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

He Lived – To Serve

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



He walked the streets and spoke to all never ignoring, never scorning he walked the streets all alone with nowt but his faith and his own immense sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. The sun rose, the sun set, the rains fell the rains went, the wind blew, the leave fell and the trees bent. Still he walked alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. Heart bursting with love, body racked with pain. He walked alone befriending, feeding and offering his wisdom to the homeless, the addict, the old, the hungry, the broken, the lost, the shop assistant, the security guard, the policeman, the street cleaner, the gardener and all those whom walked, rested and lived alone too. Yes he walked alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep within and away from prying eyes. The shattered dreams, the wasted years, travelling here, there far and wide, the many losses, the many illnesses and the many diseases, he walked alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. An enigma and invisible benefactor he walked alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. A smile, a cheery hello with the self-awareness and innate compassion to give of his time to the disheveled, to the disabled, the priest, vicar and all who crossed his path as he walked alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. That is the life of the crucified one, indeed the one who truly knows that he is not of this world. The one who loves the lowly, the living and the dying. Indeed the one who loves all those who hate him and those who seek to cause him great harm as he walks alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. Have you met the one who walks alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes dear soul? For he is there always ready and waiting to lift your heart and inspire your soul. And all you need to do is embrace him, love him and invite him into your heart, as he walks alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. A man like no other and yet still consumed by mortal frailties, weaknesses and shadows as he walks alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. A man who in each moment changes trajectories, life stories and the way you and I actually see our mortal life as he walks alone in faith with his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. So I urge you dear reader to look for this man in all of your current, future and inner world undertakings. But know this when you commit to that search. He’s not out there play acting amidst the thronging nonsense of the temporal world like some bit part me, me wannabe. The truth is he’s actually out there in the world within you and speaking to you right now dear soul. For like you he is walking along the very same soul path as you dear soul and he’s walking in faith alone. Indeed the very embodiment of the living and breathing whole. With his own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes. That is why those who do choose to walk with and like the son of man in faith alone with their own sufferings hidden deep and away from prying eyes for the glory of all. Truly come to know that loving and serving in faith alone is the way of our soul, for; “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.” ~ Isaiah 43:2 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Purity of Heart.

“The life of the servant teacher is always loving.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Service And – Serving

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



He wowed his peers with his grasp of the gospels and his piety was there and clear to be seen by everyone who heard him and everyone who encountered him. Holy book under arm always ready to quote at will from it, always ready to instruct others of and upon the errors of their ways. Unto service of the lord he was inclined, off to the seminary college was his destination. Assured of himself he arrived in good time and was politely shown to his cell with no pomp or ceremony. Therein given his written instructions for his responsibilities, accountabilities and his labours for and beginning the very next morning. Three days into this experiential setting he was told by a fellow brother that the monsignor had requested to see him. Once in the presence of the monsignor the young man did not wait on ceremony instead he abruptly asked; “how can I help you monsignor” in a completely unaware yet outlandishly condescending tone. The monsignor sighed then gently smiled and replied; “perhaps you can explain to me why you feel so unable to commit to your responsibilities, accountabilities and labours.” At which the young man replied; “I have not come here to mop floors, clean latrines and dig up weeds, I monsignor am in service to the lord.” The monsignor sighed again and enquired; “do you think you’re above the rudimentariness of life?” The young man again abruptly replied with an air of grandiosity; “I am here to serve the lord not to work as an unpaid” but before he could finish the monsignor placed his right hand upon the young mans left shoulder and said; “I sense you’re in the wrong place my son, for if you don’t understand true humility and what service truly is whether it’s three days, three years, three decades or three lifetimes then that’s not something we can teach you here so it’s already time for you to leave.” Now the monsignor could have should he have been inclined to do so work through the scriptures with the young man citing all the ways that the son of man whom the young man claimed to serve had humbled himself in service. But the monsignor knew that it would be wrong to give that which is holy to dogs et al., choosing instead to allow the young to forge his own cross of learning in the most appropriate way for him. For it is written so that when the student is ready the teacher will appear and even if that’s not always a physical teacher, for sure life experiences teach us all great lessons. Thus it is so that all those who would follow the life of service must do likewise for those without eyes to see and ears to hear. Allowing them to forge their own teaching experiences. For the greatest service of soul is to love and to become humble, yes humble and free of all egocentric insanities and attachment to outcomes for; “Whosoever will be chief among you let him be your servant, even as the Son of Man came to serve.” ~ Matthew 20:27-28 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Devotion.

“Acquired humility is the polar opposite to shame.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Fin In – The Mysteries

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Christopher with his wife Elizabeth looking on held up the basket of old shoes to Fin saying take the pair you’re most drawn too. Fin without hesitation reached in and picked out a pair of shabby old moccasin. Sitting down on the floor he placed them upon his bare feet and looked up at the two before him who were smiling and nodding for they knew deep soul healing was about to unfold. Fin rose to his feet and bid the two farewell. Soon he found himself climbing up to and then walking along a steep snow dusted mountain ledge with the snow crunching beneath his feet such was the temperature up there above the ants of men. In the distance Fin could see where he was heading. A ledge far in the distance called him. High and remote with an overhanging canopy there to provide a backdrop of shelter. Upon arriving weary and not a little apprehensive. Fin sat down and gave way to the process allowing through surrender the unfoldings to unfold. Many life times did Fin sit there as empires came and went, as did the ants of men, cycle after cycle until there was an almighty and thunderous cry; enough go home. Unstilted Fin rose to his feet, turned to face the sheer mountain face behind him which was most dark and black and less then inviting. To his knees he fell bowing his head before the great darkness for a brief moment before arising and walking straight into and through the apparent solidity of that before him. Through the darkness Fin walked fearless with eyes fixed in and upon the light which reached out before him. Soon in forward movement Fin walked into and through the light, finding himself in a most beautiful shire like vista. Many came to greet him indeed a home coming it felt. Shepherded as he was with warmth and joy up to a nearby log cabin, Fin felt yes I’m finally home. Bending down to remove his now truly worn out moccasin he heard a familiar voice “O you’re home my dear, come, sit and eat here with me by the fire and tell me of your travails and travels.” she said with a deep love and warmth that spoke volumes of their relationship. Fin smiled and replied; “O I’ve so missed you my love come let me hold you” and as they embraced they moved deep into the cabins welcoming arms. As Fin sat and told of his many travails and almost unfathomable travels a young boy got to his feet and asked Fin if he could have his old moccasins. Fin smiled and said yes of course for deep within he knew that the journey is the journey and each journey has many life times and takes on many forms. Therein; he knew that the little boy was the one who would take the next stage of that soul journey, for that is always the deep call of soul. As the view of this setting retreated high up into the heavens and that down below could be seen no more. There was crackling to be heard and the heavens were clouded by the shimmering of vibrant blue crystals which held time and space albeit only for a brief moment. Before imploding into an immensely small yet incredibly dense black sphere which hurtled off at great speed bursting into a nearby sun. Whereupon there was an explosion and then angelic singing and millions of shards and shafts of light burst from out of the sun. And it was known then that a great soul healing had truly taken place, with many soul contracts ended, many soul fragments healed and much love, light, joy and peace for future generations to; harness, share and certainly to look forward to. “For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God.” ~ 1 Corinthians 2:11 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of The Rising of The Son of Man Dear Soul.

“Walking the walk is loving and healing all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Journey Of – Soul

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



He who hath the son has life, he who lives in the temple of solo-mono knows that energy is light. That energy is life and that electricity and magnetism are but all of the soul and yet not nearly enough. For love is the divinity of soul in motion. That being so; I walked these lands in hate, I self-harmed and harmed many others in thought, word and deed. I judged and refused to be judged, I lied, I stole, I blasphemed and I transgressed in all manner of things under the delusion that I was still a good guy so why were all these horrible things happening to me. And yet and thus even though I was on the wrong path I knew innately that in truth that I was on the right path. A path not well worn and I knew all this because I could not hide from myself let alone from the almighty my shame, my guilt, my inner disgust and deep sorrow. My sense of loss and loneliness. Still boy did I resist and resist the great call on every front. Time and time again I completely refused to give way to the divine will of God. Low was my brow, broken was my heart, gone was my strength as the harpies ate their fill. And yet, and yet and yet again I refused to answer the call, for it was my way or no way as ridiculous as that must read. Still transfixed by delusion I searched high and low and gave every aspect of my all to that which briefly tantalised, yet did not transform anything at all. Long has been my journey and my suffering too. Until came the time broken beyond repair I finally gave way to the great call of soul whereupon the light of love and satans demons they all rushed in. Rejoicing as it and they ripped my insanities to shreds. Year after year, decades of despair. I wandered far and wide searching the depths of the inner planes. Anywhere and everywhere alone, existing but not living. A journey so harsh it brought me to tears by the hour, by the minute and then by fractured seconds. No hope within, no peace anywhere, only contemplative prayer as my silent unresponsive yet; faithful companion. A heart filled with sorrow, which through Gods grace eventually returned unto peace. For; I truly surrendered to the will, not my will. A state of being that is what it is and will be as it must be. That is truly the transforming power of the almighty. Indeed the glorious majesty of life anew, serving soul through the heart and eye of mystical prayer. Not secular, not partisan but soul in alignment with every soul. For; “In the same way, the Spirit comes to help our weakness. We don’t know what we should pray, but the Spirit himself pleads our case with unexpressed groans.” ~ Romans 8:26 KJV


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Gravitas of Soul.

“Heartfelt prayer is a soul rite for all loving souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

I Carry – My Scars

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Nothing is new under the sun. Things come and things go, people come and people go, the seasons come and the seasons go and yet, and yet and yet again I say to you dear reader. That; mortality in the greater part pursues from a place of utter insanity only that which is dust. The biggest house, the fastest car, the greatest wealth and the most stylish of looks. Not so for soul, not so to the great call with no name, with no agenda and no games to play. For the great call of soul has no interest in the nonsensical trappings of dust, knowing truly well that the keys to mystical joy and peace are found only in love of service. Still be still and know that life time after life time that discord between soul and mortality infolds and unfolds for that is the way of the eternal spiral path of divinity. Until that is the great inner call to awaken reaches its crisis and armageddon is truly unleashed. Thereafter cometh the day cometh the soul and all that is and ever was is destroyed within and forever more. Light shattering rays of divine love descend and roar and rage within, knowing without knowing wrestles with the despairs of imperious cruelty. Earth shattering to their core, life changing beyond understanding, death is common fare as is the glory unto that which simply cannot die. Indeed that dear soul which without resistance so effortlessly transforms and moves on as new life is born. A process older than time itself. For that process is the alchemy of soul, the dance of life, the source of great fable and equal majesty too. Indeed the light of love that transcends time and space, in essence the eternal dance and spark of light and life. A state where the demons roar and the soul feels completely abandoned and often times forlorn. Until that is the pentogram of life that is earth, water, fire, air and spirit have completed their merry; merciless works of alchemistic sanctification. Thereafter all that was is scorched and turned unto dust leaving behind only that which is burnished gold. The annihilation complete, so the sacred journey stills, unfolding no more until the great call of soul crys; more I need more and the process recommences once again in a life time yet to be seen and unfold. Now all that being so let me ask you this dear soul; a penny for your thoughts as you embark upon this brutal sedition of all that was once known. A penny for your thoughts dear soul as the love of light pierces deep into the heart of your being and all things and everything. A penny for your thoughts dear soul as the dross falls away like autumn leaves in the rhythmic psychosis of a seasonal storm. Yet still be still and before you answer my questions dear soul, pray if you will, not for salvation but for those who have no understanding of that both behind and before them on this sacred soul journey. For I dear soul, yes I dear soul know of your journey indeed it is a path well worn and known to myself. For I carry scars of the cross, of loving sanctification and of the wounds of eternal soul liberation. But how can that be? Well this is how it is soul; “If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it.” ~ Luke 9:23-24 NKJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Inner Balance.

“When the light of love re-enters soul, resistance is futile.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Reasons – Seasons

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



There is a reason and season for all things and as the sacred journey of soul unfolds so does the committed mortal truly come to know that they are so much more than the product of ridiculous inculcations and self-limiting ways. For they begin to truly know that they are light, indeed pure energy manifesting momentarily as matter. At which point “Omnia mutantur, nos et mutamur in illis” unfolds and no-thing is ever the same again. You see; change is the very fabric of all things and everything and without change, soul alchemy cannot unfold. That very point when the heart that was once shattered into a myriad of fragments and scattered far and wide, begins to heal and reassemble in alignment with the divine pulse of ineffable eternal love. Clouds no longer block ones view, pain is no longer searing and transfixing and no-thing can ever lower the brow of the seeker again. For; once the truth has been reintegrated deep within. That is the point on the sacred journey where the holy tears flow freely. Where a mere thought of the lord or another soul, visiting a building, sensing a vibration, soul uplifting music, reading holy texts, watching children and animals play or being lost in thought as those whom we love sleep peacefully before us. The holy tears they flow. Sitting with a dying friend, watching someone fade quickly or gradually as life often infolds. The holy tears they flow. With immense reverence in compassionate reverie for that; beyond all our mortal understanding. Now that dear soul is when you know that the hard works of suffering are all falling away. For it is that point when momento mori brings all things unto absolute balance through innate inner knowing. For the soul truly knows that it is not of this world and that; “To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.” ~ Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 KJV


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Inner Conviction.

“I rest here for a while for this is not my time, nor my home.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

The Light – Enters

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



When the light enters the darkness through trauma, sickness and broad spectrum dissonance. So the sacred journey of soul recommences it’s climb back up the sheer mountainous cliff of timeless remembering. Not a journey for the faint hearted, for that is a journey that tests ones mortal resolve unto its very core. In and out of all aspects of the dark night is the way back unto the light. In and out, deeper and deeper one climbs upwards falling through many hideous hidden trap doors. Illnesses that make no sense, trauma without end, losses and betrayals that repeat and repeat in never ending spirals of chaos and bewilderment. That is the hell, yes hell is that place where the old man or woman must be consumed and delivered unto death. Hell is that place where the abusers and haters wait in eager anticipation of inflicting even more of their incomprehensibly grievous and vicious assaults of truly pure wickedness. Yes hell is that place and state of unfathomable and remorseless consternation dear soul that lowers even the most steadfast of heart and brow. Indeed that place on the sacred journey of soul where the souls cry for peace goes seemingly unheard by all. Hellishness truly is that place and state of existence where the sense of complete abandonment not only looms daily, but utterly consumes. O yes dear soul the sacred journey is not for the faint hearted, and yet, and yet and yet again I say for those who dare to care enough to commit wholly to that sacred journey. And for those who are able to stay with it until the very end. The new man and woman are born from the tortured and torturous ashes of the old life, the old order and all of the redundant old ways. So in love the sacred soul journey recommences. Sempre Avanti, forward, always forward soul. For it is thus; “I am the light of the world; he who follows Me shall not walk in the darkness, but shall have the light of life.” ~ John 8:12 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Presence.

“You come from light and return to light, sempre avanti soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Acquiring – Humility

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Acquiring humility through commitment is not so earned in seminary, through peaces of paper or by selling ones very soul to mammon. Humility is earned on the anvil of the battle field of soul through which one comes to give one’s entire being mind, body, soul and spirit back to the ineffable will. Thereafter the journey is; our duty as soul to do the inner works that we too might know a much deeper and much richer mystical connection. It is our duty as soul to serve all our fellow souls irrespective of; status, ethnicity, religion and gender. It is our duty as soul to forgive all our abusers, all our haters and all our slanderers and those who chose to cause us great harm. Its our duty as soul to pray for all those who suffer and for all those who are lost. Its our duty as soul to pray for all those who are homeless, all those who are hungry, friendless, imprisoned and who feel abandoned and alone. Its our duty as soul to pray for the sick, the dying, those who mourn and those just being born. Its our duty to pray without ceasing through acts of loving kindness and compassion daily that we may through the grace of the almighty raise our own our brow even if thats only ever so slightly. That we may truly see and hear the universal pulse behind all of humanity. Indeed a journey loving soul to soul. For as we do unto the least through the eyes of love, so our capcity to be and recieve love expands exponentially too. So give way and “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.” ~ Matthew 11:28-29 KJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of Fortitude.

“Like no one, hate no one, love all with all of your being.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

Measure Of – Love

“momenta aeternae animae – lahazat alruwh al’abadia – רגעים נצחיים של נשמה – is the sacred journey of all souls.” ~ Mystical Prayers

“Love is Your Innate State of Being, Dear Soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers



Just so you know dear soul as you’re perhaps preparing to read on. This is most certainly not a religious site. Although I do spend much of my time in deep contemplation, meditation and inner prayer the result of my formative years and my sacred soul pilgrims journey studying many religions and many spiritual modalities. Saint I am not, fallible mortal I certainly am but with an eye focused upon a greater prize than mortality. That said; I’ve placed some support links in the body text dear reader to help you navigate your own inner quest in building greater humility. Some links practical assimilations of my kismet journey, others mystical stories that derive from said journey. So then you may ask; okay but what am I likely to gain from this blog? Well the answer to that question is perhaps greater personal insight and maybe more. How so you may ask? Well because of my own sacred journey my desire is to create a safe space, a space of mutual understanding with zero codependency. In essence a sacred space where the baggage of low vibrational and energetic tone that once lowered our brow is celebrated for the majesty of its great teaching and healing. Indeed a space where anything and everything is possible, because that is our birthright dear soul. So if that works for you then; welcome onboard, for there is no room for denial of what is within the journey of soul. For it is the journey of absolute truth in pursuit of remembering. Where there is no hiding from the grief of that which arises deep, deep within to re-illuminate ones consciousness. A body of work requiring great love, passion, self-belief and tenacity. For it takes courage to work with and through grief whilst holding the space. For first comes the perceived assault(s), then comes the perceived fall(s) and only then through self endeavour does the true rise prepare ones soul for love in reawakening. A process of energetic dissolution through which the dissonance of grief is transumted into pure gold. The shear depth, breadth and scale of which includes; shock and denial, pain and guilt, anger and bargaining, depression, reflection, shame and loneliness. Lifting of the heart and brow, working through shadow work, allowing and acceptance. All aspects of which unfold on many levels, throughout many and all pulse of life moments. Only to dissolve into a state of unresolved capitulation in readiness for the rising of much softer, ever softer journeys of recapitulation and transformation. That is the great loving journey of soul and re-centering resolution in pursuit of balance. Indeed an alchemistic journey not for the faint hearted dear reader yet a journey that no soul is spared. That said; this blog reflects my souls commitment to the way of the treasures of eternal light and wisdom e.g. Matthew 6 KJV and the way of Ma’at in pursuit of truth, justice, balance and most importantly order. For to truly suffer as soul is to truly know the depraved depths of the abyss. Indeed a state of being and deep inner knowing and calling that births unquenchable compassion anew. Thereafter compassion is truly a deep well of unconditional love dear soul. You see; suffering through a mortal perspective is having what you dont want and not having what you do want. In essence mortal suffering is a state completely lacking in the ability to love. Yet the quest of the soul is to want nothing and to become no-thing, for in no-thing is everything and that is why the dark night of soul and spirit are innately pure love. Indeed an eloquent transfiguration of the existential mortal state captured so profoundly and experientially in the book of psalms KJV. For nowt is new beneath the sun, for; man, soul, spirit in God have lamented, held true and rejoiced together in equal measure. Since; long, long before the word became flesh. Therein and in closing these rather wordy opening thoughts. Know this dear soul. That when the groaning of this place ends and end it must one day. Your mortal yoke of suffering which should you choose to willing transmute through soul into your love of service and sanctifying inner liberation will be your crowning glory. Until then and much and truthfully thereafter you will pass through here many times as soul. Every incarnation an opportunity to do the work and to purify your own and all soul groanings through the logos of peace. For the light is always within and upon you dear soul, so go within and find that inner light for; “I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness, Make straight the way of the Lord.” ~ John 1:23 KJV.


“There are no mistakes on the sacred journey of soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


So a little bit about Fin to set the scene. I incarnated into the absolute dissonance of neglect and systemic abuse as an infant. Whereupon I took up the archetypes of scapegoat, carer, provider and many more self protection and innately brow lowering roles. Indeed a psyche that set me up for immense physical, emotional and spiritual challenge. That said; I also knew I wasn’t like my birth family from about age of five because I could see entity’s some kind others; monstrously vile and evil. I could move energy with my hands and by thought, I could see and understand the none understandable yet struggled with the nonsense of schools and the hypocrisy I saw weekly within religion and daily within the wider community. I was an innate magician living amongst overt narcissists and those narcissists upon mass revelled in projecting their anger, hate and fear onto me. Hence breaking my heart and in doing so prompting me to go deeper into innate knowing. Such is the apparent way of the evolving soul. I put myself through university working far and wide as an engineer, trouble shooter and latterly asset and then business strategist. All whilst undergoing much loss, inner turmoil, multiple illnesses, diseases and disabilities as well as soul searching and healing on a myriad of levels. Okay thats enough of that, but if you’re truly interested to know more then; click the link sacred soul mysteries further down below to visit my life journey blog. A journey based upon learning the hard way to trust no one but to lovingly embody innate discernment, to question everything not from ego but from the innate state of truth. Indeed to search for truth in all things and above all to go deep, deep within and do the inner work of liberation. For the greatest disservice we can ever do to ourselves is to ignore the obscene, torelate the morally bankrupt and hand over our sovereignty to those undeserving of such respect. We, you, I indeed all of us are sovereign beings and as sovereign beings no one, no thing and no institutionalised entity has any rite or right to that sovereignty. A step change in self-perception which will and always does reclaim personal power and I know that to be so. Such has been my own sacred soul journey. A journey that implored me to undertake much shadow work, the aim? To recenter myself and reintegrate the loving dance of life blue print which was cruelly stolen from me the result of lengthy and systemic abuse. A divine solo soul process of self-empowerment which rebirthed; much greater and much deeper understanding. Indeed a journey that calls my soul in every moment to step out of ego, step out of shame, step out of fear and love every soul holding the space, empowering all those who require inner guidance. Perfect I am not, indeed far from it. I simply pursue a deep innate call of soul. For; “If the light is in your heart, you will find your way home.” ~ Jalal ad-Din Muhammad Rumi.


“Like no one, hate no one, love all with all of your being.” ~ Mystical Prayers


So then to begin. When we truly heal our body vessel, peace is our grace filled prize. For; to truly align with God and Soul, elemental, vibrational and energetic balance is essential. Yet that is a state of being that cannot be achieved through any singular or dogmatic fall of man modality. For the journey into peace is a most sacred journey and by default complete transformation of the old man/woman into the new. A process of multiple deaths and ultimate surrender to that which is absolute soul truth. Indeed the transcendental acceptance of that which was once seen as seemingly unacceptable. How would I the author know that? Seven very long decades of soul searching, seeking and moving into and through truly immense suffering read more at sacred soul mysteries. Yes; seven very intense decades of extrapolated seeking, self realisation; self-investment and extensive suffering experiences applied wisely and compassionately today to help others move safely through their own chaos. Why? Because that was and is the innate call of my soul. An earnest pursuit of the sacred Philosopher’s Stone ( or Philosophia Perennis i.e. philo = lover, sophia = wisdom, perennis = tone, vibration or simply put to be a lover of the wisdom of light). Indeed a pursuit based upon embodying the energetic tone of light wisdom and not simply self-limiting temporal rewards. You see; this is the pursuit of alignment with divinity, indeed the embodied wisdom enshrined within the sacredness of creation. For the call of my soul was and is a journey of self-alchemy. Indeed a divine call embedded within a timeless and unbridled cosmic pulse sun rise to son set. A deeply traumatic, yet; ineffable solo journey of monumental kismet re-balancing, with only one aim. To clear all karmic distortions of love from deep, deep within. For only in true balance and alignment is our soul able to create; our heaven on earth. Thereafter; we serve from our heart for service is our souls love of love. For; “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.” ~ Corinthians 13:4-7 KJV. You see; there is and can be no self-realisation intiated by surrendering one’s sovereignty to a cult, a guru or any authoritarian nuance. For such modalities thrive wholly upon control and entrapment. They give only to transfix and withhold purely to propagate dependancy. For they operate through the trickster vibration proclaiming self-limiting falsities as the way whilst simultaneously burying all truth deeply. That is mammons veil, not love. Still worry not for you will always know pure love by its fruit dear soul. For the way of soul is divinely autonomous and by nature seeks and teaches only truth. Forever whole in holy oneness, which truly is the way. To bear that which is unbearable in faith, hope and charity, to serve detached from any desire for self-gratification. Indeed to be and hold the space for others even when our own weariness lowers our brow and life breaks our heart. That is the way through all brokenness dear soul delivering all who would rise to their inner call unto deep inner peace. Indeed the peace that passes all understanding, yes; heaven on earth. You see sorrow does not build the mortal it destroys all vestiges of mortal attachment like rotting flesh. Whilst soul through spirits divinity is content to sit and hold the space with sorrow allowing the old man and the old woman to transition with dignity back onto the inner planes. A journey few mortals would ever request but a journey that all souls must eventually make. For; “only the soul knows what love is.” ~ Jalal ad-Din Muhammad Rumi.


“There is no my truth or your truth, there is only truth.” ~ Mystical Prayers


For those struggling to get their head around the tone of this blog it may be helpful to state that this blog is an insight into my heart expression. Which births from a deep inner call to empower willingly every soul whom I encounter that is seeking resolution from inner dissonance. Now inner dissonance takes on many forms e.g. mild and chronic addictions, illness, depression, financial, self-harm, stress and all manner of self-limiting self-realisation issues et al. Indeed life patterns that in the greater part arise from current life time, ancestral and karmic wounds. Which actively and passively manifest as the inability to deal with, let go of and heal from the fallout of perceived unloving actions including; parental neglect, sexual assault trauma, sectarianism, narcissistic attacks, bullying, medical abuse, work place abuse, anxiety and paranoia. Each and all frequently interrelated which directly and indirectly have devastating effects upon the mind, body, soul and spirit. Assaults to and maladies within the developing psyche and timeless soul that frequently manifest as free floating inner turmoil, suicidal inclinations, need to please syndrome, suicide attempt(s), learned helplessness, post traumatic stress, obsessive compulsive disorders and anorexia. Patterns that are frequently compounded still further by heavy metal poisoning, chemical sensitivities, food intolerances, ancestral trauma, karmic cycles, soul loss trauma, near death experiences, out of body experiences and wide ranging insecurity. Net results which often lead to; homelessness, feeling different, feeling at odds with everything, energetic attacks, kundalini surges, past life traumas, lucid dreaming, psychic disturbances, poverty consciousness and low self esteem. All working in tangent and on multiple layers within the struggling psyche which typically manifest as self-limiting beliefs, self-harm, complex illnesses, chronic fatigue, chronic brain fog, financial issues, relationship issues, awakening crisis, spiritual crisis, imposter syndrome, toxic mind syndrome, toxic body syndrome, dark night of the soul crisis, dark night of spirit crisis. Situations that very often create by default terminal illness, life patterns of continual personal loss, fear, bereavement, grief, shame, anger, career and business issues et al. And I’ve experienced all of those and much, much more at multiple layers mind, body, spirit and soul on my journey through kismet and into much greater; love, knowing, empathy, courage and compassion. So I truly know how difficult this reality can be and thats why I serve. Which doesn’t mean to say that every soul goes through the overwhelmingly grotesque levels of trauma that was and is my soul journey. But it is true to say that we all of us hold grief and trauma whether we’re actively or passively conscious of those deep energetic blocks. That is precisely why I ask all who seek me; “how may I serve you dear soul, helping you to feel safe amidst your unfolding chaos? Such that you can love as you were born to love”. For loving soul is thus; “And blessed is he, whosoever shall not be offended in me.” ~ Matthew 11:6 KJV.


“There is no pain in mortality that is greater than the glow of soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


You see; when we’re targeted by abuser(s) from an early age and thereafter (and I certainly was). When we’re here to heal and clear our own karmic debts and that of a lineage it’s very easy to fall into the self-limiting energetic tone of imposter syndrome. A syndrome which in essence runs on our abusers and past life blocking programmes that we’re not worthy, we’re here to do all the work and carry all the burdens. We are worthless, we are stupid, we are ugly, we deserve to be poor, we deserve all the loss and all the heartache and all the illnesses et al. But I’m here to tell you today great soul that you are so worthy and believe me your life can be transformed. How you may ask? Well; the greatest journey of every soul is the journey back into remembering. For that is the journey that changes all things and everything in ways that are simply ineffable. That journey takes lots of self-love, its hard work and requires self-care. That journey takes absolute commitment, but that is the way of the sacred journey of soul. So it was, so it is and so it will always be. Therein; allow me to serve and help you great soul to reclaim all of your personal power. For you’re not an imposter indeed far from it you are stardust and capable of achieving anything and everything so believe. Because you’re simply not here to live out an horrendously impoverished soul experience. You’re here to evolve and glow with the illumination of every great sun. Thereafter to uplift, empower and light the way for your soul brothers and sisters. Why? Because that is truly God the Trinity embodied in Soul. For; “We know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.” ~ Romans 8:28 KJV. That passage is simply a call to soul to renew its union with spirit deep within. For through spirit God is and where God is; mind, body, soul and spirit truly know and are oneness. You see; “The wind blows where it wills, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know whence it comes or whither it goes; so it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” ~ John 3:8 KJV.


“Choosing inner peace over the trappings of dust is the call of soul.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Living a life of Mystical Prayer. The greater the depth of the journey of suffering, the greater becomes ones ability to be; wholly in prayer at rest, at peace. Therein and as I battled with every aspect of my being to stay with the greatest mortal love of this incarnation. She would repeatedly say; “its all going to be well my love.” Sadly however or perhaps not in the grand order of design in our loving case it wasn’t to be; “all well.” For like all mortal things, they all must end, for they are nowt but the vanities of dust. Nevertheless and that said; still deeper, ever deeper into my solo soul journey of immense sanctifying suffering. I truly came to know that; all things will be well for all is always well. Which doesn’t mean that the sorrows of this place will be no more, indeed not. It simply means that; all will be well for all is always well. Therein dear soul if you need my prayers at this time or anyones prayers at this time. Know that all you ever need to do is ask and the work will always be lovingly done, for that is the love of soul to soul. For love in soul is Mystical Prayer in both passive and active motion in every single moment of each chosen moment and that dear reader is oneness. Its not religion, nor is it ritual, its actually agape. Indeed a state of love beyond mortal comprehension for it is indeed divine love. Thus “be still and know that I am God” ~ Psalm 46:10 KJV calls all souls to surrender the false self to the will of God. For then and only then is God truly in Soul, and as the false self falls, miracles unfold effortlessly. That said; worry not about my use of the word God, for action is God, so whatever God is to you focus upon that and illumination unfolds daily. For health, abundance, love and peace are all passive and active motion in motion with all motion birthing and rebirthing the breath of life innately. A rhythm that calls; “Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.” ~ Luke 6:37 KJV.


“The greatest blessings of soul are found on the inner planes.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Closing soul thought(s). The great avatars who have taught in this place were all as if one. They did not say go to and be seen in the temple, church, mosque and synagogue et al., for; that is the way. No, they all taught love is the way, service is the way which means living a life free of mortal attachment. So it is that; the choice is before every soul. A choice to stay in or step out of the machine of mammon. So choose wisely dear soul for your eternal destiny is at stake. For the broad way may seem to be the way for it is easy, materially rewarding and but a stroll in the park. Whilst the narrow way is always a lonely, harsh and immensely challenging journey along the road of sorrows. And thats why the former and latter innately create completely differing sacred soul destinies and the very reason why a cosmically ordained metanoia is required. For; the motal is always seeking the trappings of dust validation. Whilst the soul seeks only sanctified re-perfection through; loving service, amidst eternal timelessness. The latter is a walk through mortal life that I Fin have committed myself too. Saint I am not but seeker and server I am. Such that; “how may I serve?” is my moment by moment and in each moment question of yearning deep, deep within. Not an easy sacred soul journey, but so it is so, yet still I ask; how may I serve you soul? Need help with wellness matters ask, need help with the soul journey ask, need greater inner guidance ask, need deeper insights into the nature of things ask. I serve loving soul so ask. In the interim period be gentle with yourself soul and with every soul you meet along the way and know that all will be well for that is your sole rite as soul. Now if my yatter, yatter has inspired you great, if not so be it, but know one thing. I am as you dear soul the product of my journey, but my journey does not define me it simply inspires me to be a little more, a little wiser and a little kinder every passing day until I return home. A loving journey heaven on earth, indeed an oblation to that which my soul craves deeply and the reason for that is a deep inner knowing, that; “No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us.” ~ 1 John 4:12 KJV.


Finally dear soul, thank you for committing wholly to the journey of wading through this my rather wordy thoughts. Yes I could have made multiple pages and diluted the message here therein, but in truth there is no value in that to you dear seeker. You’re an incredible soul on an incredible journey or you would not be here reading and seeking. Therein I wish you well, I send you my love and offer you this my prayer as your inner guide; “spirit within be my light, teach me how to serve by day and by night, keep my heart safe until it pleases you my lord that I little soul am homeward bound”. Above all things as you work through your great body of soul work; “Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces.” ~ Matthew 7:6 NKJV.


In Corpus Christī, Blessing and Prayers I Send All Souls. Make Everyday a Celebration of a Life in Mystical Prayers.

“Like no one, hate no one, love all with all of your being.” ~ Mystical Prayers


Many desire fame, many desire power, many desire wealth, many desire followers. I desire that every soul be free, every soul be safe, every soul be secure, every soul be healthy and happy and I achieve that through mystical prayer, for I am that, I am. Therein; claim that state too dear soul by becoming “I am that, I am”. Indeed power unlimted expressing the golden rule and manifesting the reality you desire there to be.


“Loving God, Serving Soul, Come, Come Holy Spirit Enlighten Me.” ~ Mystical Prayers

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