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Cheng ki 过了，醒来后还是后悔没参与大家，为公平出一份力。
看见很多让人心痛的新闻，警队伤人，催泪弹延至医院，一名勇者死亡，中国报的‘好事’，还有很多人被逮捕或送入院。为何我国有这样的警察？ 不，我看了很多昨天的video，他们一点也不像维护国家的警察，他们像是只会说用暴力就能解决的一伙，和gangster有分别吗？

Not a student anymore

Usually people starts diary with weather. well today is extremely hot. So I am sitting at the cool dining room, working slowly, chatting with a dato and listening to Party Rock Anthem while my good friends are having happy hour outside. Seldom join them because I can't drink much, too bad. However, when the boss is an alcoholic, I need to be trained although it is a mission impossible to me. can't escape from those so-called social meetings anymore.
It has been abandoned for very long time here, even the 11th street. I think it becomes haunted already...not funny I know.
Since I spend exactly one hour jam to work every day, someone bet with me that I will only stand for 3 months. just take a note here.
many people ask me to move back PJ instead of traveling here and there..but oppositely it's good to have home cook dinner with finest soup after a tiring day, and I can share incidents I met with dad. "Suddenly engaged in film industry," he joked. no doubt this is a unique field whereby I can learn a lot from the team. another great thing, nice colleagues nice bosses. Remunerations not attractive but job satisfaction is indescribably high. There's a good interview question pops out from conversation with my babes past few days: "What can you see yourself after three years?" Think deeply, what is your answer?


"I can only see myself after five years..."

Am i on the right track?

Decision made. with supports from daddy and brothers..Can I handle it well?

Boost it, boooost it

"When you start to believe in yourself, your life will start to change!"
, proven by my lecturer who is also a speaker/motivator/consultant that the sentence is very true. Today I realized his posts are really meaningful and tell exactly what I've met in my life. Indeed, his way of motivating people amazes me. Back to the statement, I've learned that one of the main remedies towards success is CONFIDENCE. Seriously, I am lacking of it!

可以吗？

姨婆去世了，之前见她还精神奕奕的。怎么人可以这么突然地离开这世界。。婆婆一定很伤心，我也心疼，我很害怕她或公公会突然。。。
可以多点时间陪陪老人家吗？

今天才看到阿弟的部落格，很气你有不开心的事没跟我说，也开心你明白了自己不该的事，爱理不理。。我们都无法回到从前，也没有时光机的存在。该认真了，是大人了，不再是little strawberry，“但这时就会有人来说，hey，你这样不能。。你不小了。。你应该。。” 这些都是激励的忠告，你一定要记得。希望你写的一切不是白说的，希望你会做到。。很多人都会支持你。可以证明给大家吗？

最近在office很得空，没有大戏上映，天天这样下去我会发狂。。老板们，可以给我多点挑战性的东西做吗？

还欠我寿司的你，我已经等了半年多，可以实现我们唯一的承诺吗？

加油。

Dramatic month

many things happened. all are bad ones, not good at all. i think i dropped into a dark hole..like nothing can control in my hands. working is so stress that i keep doing mistakes even though i had try my best to complete every tasks...and being an aggressive employee is so important in this industry. i can't accept comments...but i have to treat it as advices for me in order to learn better..4 months to go...wishing i had strength to stand ><

something happened, through this...i could see who cares and who not. i'm feeling disappointed and upset that those who i care the most did not treat it seriously at all, including dad...how if i'm not here anymore...i can't even think of it. i just very down these days..i just can say i love my second brother...my gratefulness to him is indescribable...

bad lucks please go away..don't follow me please..i am tired already....

Gong Hei Fatt Choi

Time flies like jet. the pictures of last year's CNY are still fresh in my mind and I'm not ready to welcome the first day of CNY this year..no time for hair treatment, pedi and manicure...even leisure shopping. I just managed to grab a dress and sandals at cotton on, mv at night before the eve. yes, one piece only this year.

this year's CNY is kinda boring because some of the friends still at hometowns, then some have to back to their universities soon so the time isn't match and holiday is too short etc etc...so, besides my grandparents house and out for movie, i spend most of the time at home..become a lazy bug in my comfort room. oh yeah this is what i call....HOLIDAY! somehow more outings to come =) teehee