Have you ever sat and wander why we can sit and let bad thoughts consume are days ,we should let good thoughts control everything

The bridge you burn is gone sick people bad people hateful people loved ones there all the same there people I’m not thinking clearly I feel like my heart’s on fire,i m loosing my soul and my mind how shall I get it back 

Sometimes we think that it don’t matter what others believe we are who we are what others think shouldn’t matter

His touch is like a pill his loved will kill you dead his heart is made of concrete as the night passes. Through his love fly’s away there’s only one thing you should do walk away before he screws you

How can i keep loving you when you say so many bad things  your names dont phase me critisism is my hero I aint gonna let your. Thoughts of me get me down I know who i am thats all that counts ,ya i loved you more then words could say however i had to let that shit go

IM NOT PERFECT ,MY THOUGHTS OVER CONSUME ME,OVER EATING, OVER THINKING , over anyalizing, cant drink and be myself,,Sure Im who I am because god created me to be me he didnt make me to be you he created me to be only me  ,, First off I havnt been fair to myself i think noone could be as hard as i am on me. I have been my number one hater since my baby died. In 2003 i have tortured myself I have a problem with my parenting i tell myself  I dont deserve to be a mom so My. Two kids have had a tough life because of me i hope they both believe. Me when i tell them  I LOVE THEM I HAVE HABITS I HATE ,,SOME ARE OKAY,,I JUST WANT TO ASK GOD PLEASE SEND YOUR BLESSINGS MY WAY