She Knows All Of My Secrets…
The Latest Nonsensical Ramblings of my Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Brain
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- Wise wordsIf you don’t stand up for anything, you’re going to fall for everything.
- What’s the point?Daily grind. Up and die. What’s the point? This is stupid.
- Reach.they say to reach out if you need help. but lets be honest, most people wont. and those that do, feel like burdens. we need to recognize and look. forContinue reading “Reach.”
- What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you.What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you.Continue reading “What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you.”
- What. Is. This?I know what I’m doing. I see what I’m doing. How can I get back to myself? Is this burnout? Is this a part? Am I just dissociating? What isContinue reading “What. Is. This?”
- All I’ve Ever WantedI just want to be seen. Heard. Validated. Made to feel like I’m a real person. It’s dehumanizing being someone’s everything. A robot. A bill payer. Household organizer. Grocery shopper.Continue reading “All I’ve Ever Wanted”
- It’s complicatedMy interests come and go like when the wind blows I feel everything so very deeply and intensely These two things, they affect me more than you know I knowContinue reading “It’s complicated”
- How.How do you break the cycle when you know it’s happening and why it’s happening. How do you break away from being triggered. How do you stop the impulses. HowContinue reading “How.”
- And I feel…Like I’m slowly going crazy again To the tune of that one Offspring song. Meh.
- What is this?What do you call this part of life where nothing makes sense. I mean, really… Every fucking thing is so chaotic. Task after task, chore after chore… all the doingContinue reading “What is this?”
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I’m starting to see outlines of her face… 