One day my mouse was broken, I kind of not have much money at that time. I have spent my budget for that month. After some consideration, I decided to try to use different brand from the one I used to use. The price obviously cheaper, with game as their target market, thousands of good …
What Happened Recently
It's been more than a year since it's happened. Yes, that's s1ckness. It's streaming on my mind for sometimes. I've been thinking to write what I feel about what happened as a documentation. I'll try to be as neutral as possible and I won't specify the place. Some words will be censored as well. Just …
A quite world
World is... just busy and noisyI pulled my self from all those noiseI closed my doorI open my windows here and thereThose are near treesI tried to reach the branches with my hand but to no avail no matter what World is... so quietIt's peaceful yet lonelyNo one asked me how I do, how am …
No One Wants
When I was in high school, my desk mate for an unknown reason, said "you're jinxed!". I was really mad and sad at that time, I mean what did I do for her to say that to me. Did I do or said something wrong? I mad at her for 3 days, I keep my …
Behind the rejection
No they sayA rejectionIt's ok I sayI put it down and move oneDespite that, What did I do wrong for being rejected? Am I not good enough? Did I not work hard enough? Am I not worthy? Am I ugly? Do you think I'm slow and stupid? Though I know it's not about that. But …
Nothing
I have nothing, to begin with I have nothing since the beginning of my life All I have is Allah and myself, my family Later, it's only Allah and me I always believe every single person I meet in my life are nice Even though later on, turn out they are not Their existence in …
What to Watch
I have some regular Youtube channel I often watch, that I think it's good to recommend. My first topic is foreigners in Indonesia. I see lately a lot of people make Youtube channel with Indonesia content, A lot. I think maybe because they have a good viewer of number. So here's my recommendation (a random …
Dream wedding
So after talked about Mo's wedding, what's my dream wedding? My dream wedding is a wedding without receptions or party.lol A simple wedding As simple as holding pengajian, inviting the neighborhood to pray and reciting Quran a day before, the next day, go to KUA or civil affairs Berau to register marriage by Islamic and …
Mo’s Wedding
So it starts with Mo said something along with 'hey, I'm going to married'. As someone who has known her for more than 10 years, more or less I know her love journey and how hard she had it so that news is big and great news. Finally she found her own happiness. I'm sooo …
Nice Words to Hear
Lately, I've been listening to Ust. Hanan Attaki, Ust. Adhi Hidayat, Ust. Khalid Basalamah Masya Allah... Here are some of my favorites... Going to update it later... I really want to post a lot of link video in here... Should I translate it into English? "In the end, It's just you and Allah And that …