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welcome back sisters. how about a three-part Dark Country Satanic Vampire Barbie Drivemixxlisr courtesy of Spinster, at @AgentXXazazil, now currently account suspended again, for dropping a Kathleen Kennedy reference. Her last tweet, before being silenced again, was a fun comment on a Dune 2 video talk. And for that, she is out of commission again.

That’s four bad-faith flagging incidents on her account, and as i understand it, Spinster, either werks for NSA, the FBI, the DHS, the Nevada State Police, and routinely drops in at Fallon Naval Air Station.

Uses a Maryland phone number, and goes from Nevada, to the East Coast not uncommonly in her unmarked, because she has twice been robbed by passenger screeners for TSA, taking her property out of her bags, when she is getting the pat down in the other room, and because people just fight for no reason on airlines these days.

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    dear self-identified transgenders…

    if you’re reading this it means

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    Background | Underwerldverse

    continuing…

    So. I purchased the Underworld OST shortly after the movie “Underworld”, came out.

    Basically, it was new tunes to go with my new city, my new life and my job…

    courtesan/hooker/whore/sister of the night

    and when i survived a trick that just paid me as we agreed without treats of the unkind kind, i would have a cigarette. or two. and contemplate my fall from being a naturehippyyodawhitewitch,

    to a call girl

    most days i accepted it, and was as good a date as i could be. even knowing the next date might be my last…

    if its gentleman jack..

    i did all that to get a vagina, and in the process, i learned, “what it means to be a woman”, when you have nothing

    as a fan of the Underworld series, I dutifully bought their respective soundtracks. Most of which were stellar.

    But

    One track stood out from all the others in Underworld 2.

    Just. Listen.

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    Demonalogy101 | Foot Worship | the kronyklz of rarrwrdik

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    coming soon…

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    y only 1 sock in the dryer?

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    lucy sends her regards

    i was going to do my bisexual post today, but meh…

    my mother/sister/aunt has come into me in a big way since june 6, transpeeps.

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    it finally happened…

    i think i may be depressed. not sure. i cry all the time. im sad a lot. i didnt think it was possible, but…

    i dont know what the point is to anything anymore

    i accepted my death a long time ago,

    i accepted it again on june 6 2014

    reality is fucked up and i just dont know what to do

    my life’s work has been accomplished and ive lost everything except myself

    everyone seems to have a gloss, a gleam, a light of sorts that makes it look like everyone is on drugs or something… its like its just me, and the Goddess and nothing else.

    i do love my cramps but i havent had any in over a month, not a series of them anyway. maybe it was my health and stress.

    ill be back actively living on the street again soon. ive had a reprieve of sorts, being able to live at cheap places, but that luxury is almost over. ill be camping again. food lines too probably.

    i feel used and abused and violated. but there is so much weird wonder and magic and my new ovaries, it is awkward and painful to feel sorry for myself about anything. my reality collapsed on me the summer of 2014

    i dont know why i continue or if there is a reason for continuing. i left my messages and my magic for the humans of earth. maybe my time is here done… who knows

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    Age of Aquarius

    plasticgirl's avatarPlastic Girl

    thanks to GallusMag for the… tip! (!) ❤ ❤ ❤

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    A taster!

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    If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that’s more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.. (O.M.G.!) A pig’s orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (O.M.G.!!!) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death.(Creepy) (I’m still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Don’t try this at home; maybe at work.) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male’s head off. (Honey, I’m home . What the…?)…

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    Praise the Goddess

    plasticgirl's avatarPlastic Girl

    i am alive and doing well. with all my heart, thank you Mother Doctor…

    i exist only to serve…females

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    Thank you for coming :)

    plasticgirl's avatarPlastic Girl

    🙂 🙂 🙂

    xoxoxo

    I really do love all of you

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    my vagina and womb: blood moon magick mystery

    i have a womb now. i have two ovaries. i have fallopian tubes. my vagina is completed. i even have bartholin’s glands!

    last month, i had cramps! you know why they used to call it hysteria?

    the men-doctors call it “pre menstrual syndrome” but what i experienced was no syndrome.

    for five days last month, i had, once every twenty-four hour cycle, an eight-hour period of incredible sensation i would like to reclaim from patriarchy male-medicine and call it “blood moon magick mystery”.

    first there was the ovarian cramps. like semi-painful micro-gripping on my left and right ovaries, creating a kind of morse-code cramp. Left side: level 1 cramp detected. level 1 cramp detected! Right side…level three cramp detected!

    then the bubbly zip-zings. like some effervescent soft electro-pulsr that warps and tingles and spins and bubbles from left to right. right to left. front to back.

    then the electro-spasm-micropaintwitch under and behind my right floating rib!

    then more bubbly zip-zings! and another cramp so intense it folds me in half out of surprise!

    then the washer-dryer! imagine a clothes washing machine, and a laundry drying machine, combined! the feeling like my womb-belly-pelvis is churning pleasantly, softly, side-to-side, up and down, whirl around!

    then…total cessation of internal movement…

    then… heat oven! a small sphere of heat comes from within my pelvis. a warm glow! like a small warm oven inside me…eight to ten seconds.

    then…

    omg vagina.

    my vagina begins to twist like wringing a towel. my entire vagina is alive from the opening – to deep inside!

    now this…is…un-bela-evable! my entire vagina seems to move! it compresses. twists. untwists. decompresses. twists. compresses. decompresses. untwists.

    the sensation is..well…it’s…very erotic and very pleasurable and vvverrryyy distracting. i can’t really think much when that happens.

    then the entire cycle seems to start again (!)

    over and over. for hours.

    im crying and smiling.

    it’s exactly how i imagined it would be.

    exactly!

    i get what i call…the moat. a slim slick film seems to ooze out of my vagina which smells like where the ocean meets the beach. total seaside smells. i love my scent and taste.

    vagina-scented fingertips. 🙂

    the thin film smells…a bit like…seaweed, seafood, and ocean water. it spreads from my vagina opening where it coats my labia a little, then from there, to my entire crotch-fold, and under my bum crease at the top inside-part of my upper thigh.

    the smell of the ocean…is…a.bit……strong?

    and when i go pee, i wet some paper and wipe very slowly and carefully, and clean up my crotch-moat from the upper thigh crease-fold, all around my vaginal opening, all the way to my bottom and around the crease where my bum meets my back thigh.

    i do this every time i pee. clean up after myself, my little seashell/seaweed/seashore slick-thin moat that seems to be coming from my vagina interior space.

    i think i will be menstruating…bleeding…soon. one to three months, if i am sensing correctly.

    thank you mother for healing me

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    me: vanguard

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    i do enjoy videogames. i grew up with pac man, dig dug, centipede, and i remember when Nintendo took console gaming by storm to compete with Atari. but generally speaking, PC games can be made to look, sound, and immerse better, by the ability to open the computer and upgrade the videogame related parts.

    there are a lot of game to play these days, each one offering a timewastefulfunexperience. theres only so much time in a persons life, and i choose witch games i want to sink hours into, carefully. and then i tend to stick with a select few games, and try to get really skilled at them, rather than divide literally, my brain talent-points development, on dozens of games.

    mass effect is one of those games. Lair of the Shadow Broker is probably the most fun in the entire series of ME 1,2 and 3 and I consider all three to be spectacularly fun, with no particular favorite.

    to summarize across all three games, you can choose to play either a soldier with soldier skills and weapons expertise, an engineer who uses technology, a biotic adept, who is basically a Dark Force Jedi, a sentinel, who is kinda little bit of all three, and uses biotics, technology, and weapons. there is the sniper/infiltrator, (pretty obvious, a sniper rifle and a cloaking device) and the Vanguard, who is a soldier/biotic.

    the first time i did an ME 2 playthrough, which pits Commander Shepard as an agent of Cerberus, working beyond Earth Alliance Systems, to deal with a race of biotic bugs that are stealing/kinapping/analprobing human colonists beyond the reach of Earth Military, i played as a Sentinel. and all I did was blitz through like playing a tank class in a swordsandsorcery online game. the Sentinel uses a shield to absorb damage, and can pop the shield, to stun multiple enemies, and shoot/biotic them while they are stunned. i was a newb right.

    then i reread the Vanguard class, and realized the Biotic Barrier and Biotic Charge (witch insta-restores your shield and insta-stuns whomever you hit as you warp across the room instantly) were tailored to the way i was playing the Sentinel. i started a new playthrough before beating the game as a Sentinel, and fell in love as i became a biotic god. i didnt even need a team. using my predictive timing, and my relaxed CNS, i just flowed like an armored angel of death, jumping from one group of enemies, to another. stun with my Biotic Charge, fire a blast with my shotgun using cryo rounds which slows the enemies movement speed, and brittles them, making them able to be smashed into flying ice cubes, which is the best sound in the game combatwisr/ammowsr

    depending on the range, i may fire the shotgun, freeze the enemy, and then jumpwarp dodgecharge right into the mob, exploding him in ice chunks. or, i may jump across the room, Stun the enemy with my Biotic Charge, and as he is stunned, fire the shotgun at the guy standing next to him, applying the cryo-effect, so hes moving in half-time, and reels from the shotgun power. then i melee-strike the mob that i stunned with the charge, with my elbow/riflebutt, staggering/stunning him again! then Warpcharge, into a third enemy, stunning him, turn and pivot to the guy i cryo ammod without killing him, and shoot him again, or shoot the guy i melee attacked. then BioticCharge again. blowing up the first guy, turn and melee elbowstun the guy i cryo-ammod to keep him stunned, turn and shoot the third guy, reapplying the cryo slow effect, and when my charge comes back up, blink into one or the other of them, finishing them off with a Charge(stun)shoot(freezes)riflebutt(stuns and explodes frozen targets neardeath).

    and that is how i found my calling as a vanguard in mass effect. i have played all the other classes, and the only other class i care to play in nononlinestoryline mode, is the Biotic Adept, which is basically Liara-lite. Most of her abilities, but no weaponskills really, and i play the same way, i just run, instead blinkwarpjump, and i blow everything up with Dark Energy combo explosions and damage over times, and precise shooting with my little pistol, instead of melee everyone around me as i come out of Biotic Charge, a slight change in aggressive movement. i blow them all up with Dark Energy, then move through them, rather than jump into them at pointblankrange and go all gunkata on them.

    after i leveled up my ME 2 Vanguard and beat the Collectors, i played original Mass Effect all the way through, to get the story on all the team mates, and prior history, and once i rescued Liara, the Asari scientist and biotic and daughter of an Asari Matriarch who also leads the Asari Commandos,  we have a game romance and she becomes my gf, Shes a biotic goddess disguised as a scientist. her abilities in Mass Effect 1 are unbelievably overpowered. if you pick her as a squadmate to do missions with, everything becomes easy, (and funny) if you are tactical with her abilities. and the convos with her are super fun, in ME1 and ME3,

    i use all the squadmates, but rarely Samara, the Asari Justicar, or Jack, the biotic child experiment locked away in a Cerberus Institution, because as a Biotic myself, either Adept or Vanguard, I tend to user her AIscripted biotic powers far better than she does. (both shes). in Mass Effect1 i roll with Liara and the Krogan Battlemaster, Wrex, and we all have biotics, in ME2, I roll with the mercenary Zaeed, and or Miranda usually, and then rotate my other team mate. In ME3, i went right back to my girlfriend Liara for everything, every mission, and rotated my other squaddie, but often took the Prothean for his weapons and biotics.

    however, in Mass Effect 2 final mission to beat the Collectors at their Deep Space Base you are forced to take a biotic squadmate at one point, to protect you from swarms of thousands of seeking bio-robo-bugs that bite you to put you in stasis, and can literally take a hold of you, swarmwisr, and fly off with you for processing.

    you need someone to protect the entire team with a shield, and Samara, is a protector. right? thats what she does. Jack, on the other hand, is an emotgothsuicidegirl. Her body says Punk Butch or something…and she has serious anger issues and cynicism. but her eyes and her sensitive Biotic Powers say….hmmm.

    she hates just about everyone, which is understandable. you recruit her by breaking her out of a Mercenary Slam run by Turians. Shes in a slam because she kills mercenaries and causes mayhem with her biotics. shes in her own confinement cell, and when they uncryo her, she berzerks and starts destroying everyone and everything trying to escape. she was picked up by Cerberus as a little girl because of her biotics, and sent to a special “school” where they did experiments on her brain, and with chemicals and implants, and then ran a Hunger-Games Gladiator Arena to pit-fight biotic teens with attitude problems against each other. understandably shes not well socialised.

    i pick Jack as my Shield Maiden. The only other option was the weak biotic Miranda, who is like a ValleyGirl/DaddysLittleGirl special genetic genius agentgirl. Miranda and Jack are alike with totally opposite childhoods. Jack fought in lab-arenas, Miranda was sent to the best schools. They hate each other in the game. Or, picking Samara, who I already noted, spend her lifesactivism putting the smackdown on badpeople with her Biotics.

    Jack works under me, Commander Shepard, and a masterbiotic. I know how to use DarkForce in that game like a boss. I decide how best to use her abilities. In every scripted cutscene, shes is lighting up someone or something with a biotic attack. everyone knows shes a biotic wrecking ball. so i have her use her advanced and hardwon combat abilities, to act like an Asari, a female who is born with great Biotic Power, and I have her work like an Asari C0mmando, by channeling all that Rage, into a Biotic Shield Barrier to protect not only herself, but the rest of us. in fact, the missions passes or fails whether or not she keeps that shield up. so, i make her do something good with her Dark Biotics, use them defensively to benefit everyone, and let her “prove herself” to the rest of crew. if you are going to use biotics and be on my team, you get trained and deployed like an Asari.

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    Anna and Murdoch: the dark city ending

    this movie is very meaningful for me. wiki ‘Dark City’ if you havent seen it.

    on a symbolic level, this is what it like to come out of a short lifetime of total depression

    do you remember when you were a child, before “life” became a condition you were always trying to get over? you had layers of neuron-life obscure the simplicity of mere be-ing. what if you could remove all those layers like opening a russian doll. you remove the shell around one doll. and there is a smaller doll inside. you keep going and you get smaller and smaller dolls.

    if you can ever Un-do what life did to you, you find your Nature. Murdoch and Anna both are unwilling subjects/victims/prisoners of what amounts to a giant game of Real Life Sims run by gelatinous aliens with massive psychic development that inhabit the bodies of deceased people in their experiment – which is maintained by a complex and advanced machine that literally warps the fabric of reality and then locks it in for just under twenty-four hours before the next Tuning, when the assembled convocation of Strangers focus their combined mental energy. then, guided by Mr. Book, they Will the City to change in ways small and massive.

    Murdoch, being the male protagonist, is the where the action is centered. He has an untrained and unmeasured natural ability to Tune. Dr Shreber theorizes for Mr. Book that Murdoch’s Tuning ability is a kind of evolution grown as a counter-adapatation to living in someone else’s Tuned Reality. and through an injection of the Strangers knowledge of Tuning by Dr. Schreber, is able to boost Murdoch’s ability enough for him to take the Strangers on, defeat them, and gain control of the reality-altering machine that controls the city.

    Anna is utterly powerless in the entire film, but in her first incarnation as Emma, she was a lounge singer. When she wakes up as Anna, she is a theater ticket clerk.

    last winter on one of my endless-night walks, i walked past a theater that was closed at 10pm, with the current movie title on the signage. when i walked past it again at 2am, it said “Bladerunner”. 6am, it had the earlier movie title back that it had at 10pm when it closed…

    at times i feel like ive got Murdoch’s ability, others, that the City is being tuned by something else… and i feel acted on, or at the mercy of the Big Amoeba Machine, and then i feel (?) more like Anna.

    gender is crap. i have a little of both Anna and Murdoch’s ‘energyofbeingstate’

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    demon academy

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