Destiny

  Everywhere is wonderful in the world. Everywhere is beautiful in my opinion. I believe that everyone has a dream to travel around the world. I am one of them,too. If I had the opportunity to choose three places, I would like to go to my sweet homecountry in Cambodia, Hawaii is the next place, and Italy is the last place that I want to go.

    Cambodia is my sweet homecountry where I was born. The reason why I would like to go there is because  it is the most beautiful place in my dreams. There are so many beautiful places that I want to visit since I was born there, I did not have a chance to visit  lots of interesting places. There is The Temple of Angkor Wat in Cambodia, It is one of the largest religious structures in the world. It was constructed in the 12th century and took about 30 years to build it. It is the most amazing treasure for Cambodian. I want to go there because  I have a lovely family and lots of goods friends who are waiting for me to visit them. I miss them so much. Nothing else can make me happier than to see their smiling and the exciting moment when I see them. Also, I miss all the good memories that I hav had when I was there. I want to do lots of thing that I have done when I was young. For example; I want to go fishing at the lake, ride a cow at the farm, climb on the trees, and so many more activities.  I had such a great time in Cambodia. My life in Cambodia was full of joys. I would never forget that for my entire life.

    Hawaii is the next place that I would like to go. Hawaii is such a beautiful Island where is far away from a big crowd city. I want to go away from noises or something else that can disturb my mind. Hawaii is just a small place, but It is like heaven to me. Everything is natural. I feel so great when I see the beautiful blue skies, the blue occean with white sand, the bright sunrise in the morning, the beautiful sunset at the seaside, and greeen trees grow everywhere on the Island. It is a place full of peaces and joys. More than that, the weather is perfect. It is not too hot and also not too cold. When I stand by the occean, I can smell the fresh air of the occean. It helps me  release pains and all the stress. Also, people are really friendly with visitors. They have five star services. I feel like a queen on the Island. There are lots of activities that I enjoy doing all day long and would never get tired of it.  For example; swimming; diving; surfing; sailing a boat; do a sand casttle; and so many more. Then at night, I want to have a romantic dinner near the beach under the moonlight with lots of stars at the sky. Hawaii is my dream place!!

      Last, Italy is an interesting place in my opinion. Because of the history, culture, people , and especially foods. As I know, Rome is an old city. It has a museum that I can study more about history and about their culture. Italian people are such beautiful.  Everywhere I see, there are good looking guys and good looking ladies walking around in the city. This is one of the entertainments that I would enjoy. I like tha ways they dressed up, how good they can keep their beauty, and how friendly they are. Let talk about their food, I could not believe how good it is. I love eating Italian food! I have never seen those kind of food since I was born. I could not believe how delicious it is. They make the best pasta in the world. I guess no where else know how to make it either. As I wrote on above, I think Everything is great in Italy!!

     In conclusion, I have a dream to visit some interesting places in the world. One day I will make it come true. Cambodia, Hawaii , and Italy, these are  the only three places that I would like to spend my days at. I could not imagine how happy I would be!! 

My grandparents just came back from Cambodia two days ago. It is a good news for me, Because I don’t have to stay home alone and feel lonely any more.
  The day, They came home I was so excited.The reason is that I was expecting a letter and some photos from home. Futunately, I receive so many stuff more than I expected.
 A letter from home is the only one thing that I was looking for. I opened it up and started reading it that it was written by my second sister.
 She wroted to me about the situation in the family. She said,” so far so good, everyone here is doing fine.” she went on, so and so.
 I read to the bottom line of the letter. She said,” Dear sister, I love you. I miss you with all my heart. I wish you could come to visit me soon. When you were with me I did not know how much I love you. When you are away, I started realizing how much you mean to me. My older sister, I need you.”
 After I finished reading it, I looked at the back of the letter. I saw something that I have never and ever imagine that I could see it for my whole life.
 She drew a family tree for me. A family tree that has my name on it.
  I was shaken and started boo!! hoo!!
  OH! My goodness!! My lovely sister! You do not know how much I love you. You do not know how much I miss you. I miss you every second I breathe. I do feel the same way as you do.
  Since I was born until now, I just realize what the most special thing is for my life time.
  A letter from home is the most brilliant thing in the world for me.
  A letter from home is worth more than everything on the earth even it is just a piece of paper.
  A letter from home means so much to me that I have never given the value to it before.
  A letter from home, doesn’t matter how long it is, I am never tired of reading it. I world like to read it again and again.
  A letter from home,Nothing can buy it! Nothing is more important than it!
  A letter from home, I love you, I miss you!

How wonderful it is!!!
It is sunny and beautiful outside.
After It has been raining for the whole week now it turned to be sunny. It is just like my mood.Sometime I am upset, Sometime I am great.
I cannot control my mood nor the weather to stop raining. I just wish for a sunny day to make me feel pleasantly. Rainy day was killing me, So please go away from me.
Let’s go back to my past at my sweet hometown.
When I was young I enjoyed playing and  racing my friends under the rain. when it rained , We stayed inside the house, we played something together,we made fun to each other.I do still remember I used to tell my sister about the ghost story,and I also used to play hide & see with her. Several time, It was raining so hard with lighning, My sister and I are scared of lightning so we ran to hug my mom tightly and felt the warmness from her. I could hear the laughter and see the smiling.
It was such a great time for me when it was raining.
Now,over here,It is not like that anymore. I want it to be sunny. If it rains, I would be cried.

Never know it this hard to be away from home, Never know it this hard to be away from family and friends,  Never know the feeling of loneliness is killing me so bad, And it really makes me sad.

Being left out and lonely  is really hurting me, Eventhough, You can’t see, But I feel it deeps down inside my heart.

Always thought It would be easy and nice, Then nothing will go wrong, But everything has turn out unexpected, I guess this is what everybody else get, And all of those kind of feeling is really hard to forget.

Felf like it was the end of the world, And the sunlight is fading so slowly, But then suddently, this tought came to me, That I will have to be strong.

Now I understand, Now I know deep down in my soul that how important my family and my friends mean to me,,,,,,,,

I love and miss you all

    The greatest pain in life is not to die but to be ignored. To lose the person you love so much. To another who does not care at all. To have someone that you care about  so much to throw a party, And not tell you about it.

    The greatest pain in life is not to die but to be forgotten. To be left in the  dust after another’s great archievment. To never get a call from a friend just saying, ” HI”. For friend to always  be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits, When it seems like the only person who cares about you is you. 

    Life is full of pain, But does it ever get better? Will people ever care about each other? And make time for those people who are in need. Each of us has a part to play, In this great show we call ” Life”. Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our family and friends we love them. If you do not care about your family and friends, You will not be punished. You will simply be ignored, Forgotten,,,,,,,,

As you have done to others,,,,, 

How can I describe how much I miss you and want to be with you? I have no answer for you but my tear always drop down when I miss you and think about you.

 My little sister, she is just 4 years old. I have left her since she was 2 years old. She is adorable and the smartest little girl.

OMG! my little sister, she asked me,” sis, when will you come to visit me?”.  ” I am sorry little sis, I am not sure yet” I replied along with tear. She stoped talking to me, she thinks I don’t love her that is why I left her.

My little sis, I feel guilty for leaving you. I am sorry I cannot explain to you. You are too young to understand everything. I do anything is just for you.

I still remember I used to feed you, play with you, give you a bath, put you in the bed,sing a song before you sleep, and I also still remember your first smiling, your first laughing, and your first word. I love you the most,my little sister, eventhough I expected and wanted a little brother.But you are the greatest little sister. You get me wrap around your little finger.

Again,and again, she keep asking me and I still have no truly answer for her.

She saw my cousins went to visit their family in Cambodia. One cousin, two cousins, once and twice. She wondered and asked them the same question as she has asked me so many time. She asked on  a sadness face,” bong, bong, do you know when my sister come to visit me?”Everyone looked at her with sorry feeling ,and still have no answer for her.

When I heard that I cannot stop my tear to come down.It touched me so deeply through my heart. I still have no the exactly answer beside  I will see you soon.

I see you everynight in my dream. I see you everyday in the photos.

I will see you soon!! My love!!

      ……………………………Girls……………………………….
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The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word,and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.

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