How does this work…feeling nothing at all.

Just few months back, there was this tsunami of feelings..

and now just in a moment it disappeared!

And there seems no possibility to feel at all.

I feel so numb, brain..nerves..muscles..every part of my body just went numb.

I feel like someone just hit me with the truck,..and m dead inside..the soul is gone somewhere or just dead.

I don’t feel me anymore, like someone cemented the place where i used to feel stuffs.

This feels sad but, at the same time i feel relived that now there is no chance of getting hurt anymore.

I am not me anymore!! How did this happened?

When..when does it stops?

Hurting! When?

Why there is always that “unsaid goodbye”.

Why there is no proper ending?

Why there is no Closure?

When the “thing” between us has ended..why the pain does not end? Why?

This time, just this time baby can it be different?

Just this one time.

Let me say goodbye,just this one time!

It will be short, it will be quick..Just let me say goodbye.

Just this one time Baby! Let it end with the goodbye!

Its weird how we wait for “Call you later” kinda texts….and its kinda lead to a long wait…which is forever!