Ajax and the pouch

This was a story read 30 years back from a book of ghost stories that I had chanced upon in a book fair. Within a year of buying it, someone friendly took it  never to return it back and therefore I just have the bare skeleton in my mind.

Ajax was a petty thief who befriended anyone before robbing them. Sometimes it took him a day, a week or a month to gain the trust before he could repay it with his usual betrayal.

But most of the time or you could say of the umpteen times he had played the act which now was perfected to an art,  rarely barring a solitary person or two had come to know it was him and they had been of good personage not to pursue the matter further.

Of late, he had been following an old women who used to go about in the town with a pouch in her hand. It contained something precious for sure, the way she held it. She was new to him as it was quite a few days that she was seen walking around in this place. Her appearance was shabby, she had no shelter and some persons kind used to help her with food. She looked here and there afraid of something or someone as she walked. Rarely she looked anyone in the eye. It was a poor pale picture that she painted of herself.

The pouch had evinced interest in Ajax, who followed her with the intention of robbing her of it, but she never let anyone come close to her. Following her also was an ordeal because she walked long lengths unmindful of passing hours. Rarely he had seen her sit somewhere. The pouch no doubt contained some treasure, maybe coins or sovereigns as one or two times he had heard them jingle as she walked away.

Now Ajax lived in an old house overlooking the cemetry where he used to cook and smoke, make merry about his loneliness before going to sleep. One day as he was roaming around the street looking for another prey, he heard at the lighthouse tavern that that old lady had died in the morning and a few gentlemen were going around gathering money for conducting her last rites.

He also joined the Samaritans and by evening she was buried in the cemetry along with the pouch in her hands. Ajax had some plan come to his mind during the burial and made sure he stayed back till everyone left.

When it was dusk and he was sure that no one would be around, he dug up the coffin and stole the purse from the dead woman. He thought that he had added one more to his list where the owner  never would know as to who did the robbery.

Hurrying home, he sat in his small shack and opened the pouch. There was, as he had thought, a few coins of silver which would fetch a good price. There was an old wardrobe where he hid it before making his dinner. After  a small shot of ale that he had bought from the lighthouse tavern, he retired to sleep. As an afterthought, he took the purse from the wardrobe, and kept it close to him inside the blanket that he had pulled over.

Sometime during the night, he woke up to some sound and in that dim light of a waxing moon, he saw a frail frame of a person walking about in his hut looking everywhere for something lost of great value. It was to his confusion, the same old woman. She was murmering something as was her wont.  There she now opened the wardrobe door, looking for her purse. Inspite of the cold winter, a layer of sweat had long formed on Ajax’s face. He could barely move, frozen as he was with fright. This was the first time someone had come looking for the stolen goods and that too from the kingdom of the dead.

The murmering woman left the wardrobe, wandered about and then turned around and came close to the bed inspecting it. Ajax had sat  up, the pouch held close to his chest as once she did. He wanted to flee the scene, but his legs heavy as iron barely could make a move. The lady came closer and now their eyes met. He had never seen such eyes as they bored into  his. His eyes laid bare  his evil actions which is when her gaze lowered to his hands that held her purse. Somewhere a lightning struck and in that light, Ajax saw her frightening features. “Oh! It is here, you good for nothing”, she said in a booming voice that fell on deaf years as Ajax had repaid for his act with his frozen life…

Mixtard 30/70 Alternative

This post is relevant for Diabetic patients who were using the insulin Mixtard 30 penfill cartridges that are not available in the Indian market in many places as remaining stocks are fast getting depleted.

To note, it is not available in India in its original pen filled cartridge forms because the manufacturer, Novo Nordisk is phasing out certain insulin products. However, Mixtard in vial form is expected to remain available in India.

So for those who were using Mixtard 30 Insulin cartridges would have some of the alternative options listed below:

ProductComposit. Manufact.
Insugen30/70Biocon
Lupsilin M30/70Lupin
Wosulin30/70Wockhardt
Huminsulin30/70El Lilly

With a different manufacturer, you may need to get a new PEN specific for that catridge also.

Kindly note this is for information purpose only. It is highly advised to meet your doctor to suggest you the best suitable alternative.

Sounds of a City

The tinkering of the milk man whose tampering

with your milk has broken all fresh water records.

The artistic chime of the cart  of vegetables

that the vendor has painted in the morning.

The gas cylinders getting unloaded nearby

when you had ordered one, a fortnight ago.

The newspaper thrown at your door by the

boy who vanishes into thin air everyday.

The school bus horn, when your kid’s

lunch box is still made by the half-maid.

The laundry man who comes for your clothes

and wears them before returning it to you.

The fish monger who pedals his bicycle

with lots of fresh ice in his long dead fish.

The mango pickle vendor carrying jars

having a mix of everything except mangoes.

The mat seller who drapes himself in the rugs

that he claims are hand-picked from Kashmir.

The fire engine that arrives at your back door

to contain the fire that is raging in the front door.

The ambulance that comes with a blaring horn

just as you slip into a coma with a glaring wound…

There is a time

There is a time when you think

You have read enough

There is a time when you think

You have loved enough

There is a time when you think

You have worked enough

There is a time when you think

You have learnt enough

There is a time when you think

You have ran enough

There is a time when you think

You have slept enough

There is a time when you think

You have helped enough

There is a time when you think

Enough is enough…

Getting ready for Exams

The academic year winds itself up slowly with the string of months coming to a close. Some of us have in us those hidden phobias about certain subjects or in fact all if you acted like the grasshopper and not the toiling ant. These fears or demons come out of their hiding during the examination time and play havoc with your mental and physical health.

While some start having stomach pains and headaches some have a nauseated feeling, some get paralysed with fear while in some hands and legs tremble. All this could be pinpointed to one thing that is lack of preparation.

In the months of March or April, the summer also make its much more difficult to think with a cool mind. So these winter months must be put to good use so that you can enjoy the monsoon along with your results. Do remember that they not only cheer you up but also your parents and teachers who would be happy about your performance.

So the question comes, how do we prepare mentally and physically for the examinations in the near future. Like the rising Sun on the horizon, it will be in no time that the examination days shines upon you. Whether you shine and are prepared for it depends on how good you put your time to use.

You have to eat and drink well to take upon the burden that awaits you as mental work is almost equivalent to physical activity and you may soon get exhausted. See that parents keep your food rations and fruit juices where you can reach them. And now to the mental frame that you need to get into. Just like in history think of one of those warriors who went out to battle complete with armor and head gear and a well trained and disciplined army.

The Armor that you wear to your examination is your confidence and attitude. Don’t let the armor have any chinks or weak points in it. The head gear is your calm and composed mind that you keep while writing the exam. But then the armor and headgear will be of little use if you don’t have a disciplined army with you. The army that comes with you is the amount of well charted preparation that you have done all these months. More the preparation more is the count of your army personnel from whom you can get the timely required support.

That in short sums up your battle preparedness or rather exam readiness. Once you are equipped with all these then knocking each question down or giving a fitting answer to each question that blocks your way to success is sheer fun.

If you can assimilate all these in you then you will be battle ready and rarin to go and perform at your best and beat the demons inside you and those that await you as questions in your examination paper…Good Luck.

War is a Whirlpool

War is a whirlpool gathering strength


While you trade tantrums at each other


Walk dangerously seeming on the edge


Both parties now trending on the stage.


One knows not when it sucks

You know not when it engulfs

Nor where one can call it quits

Others join sides to help themselves

They too get stuck in the quagmire

Sooner or later your heads start to whirl

while our blood slowly collects in a pool.

Escape to Eternity

burnt forest
Courtesy; Gettyimages

I took off fast on my horse
when I saw the forest on fire

You, who had ventured deep
amidst the pines, a while ago
dried as they were in the heat
scorching it was, this summer
a fire had started somewhere
had built itself now into a crown.

The logs of timber reduced to tinder
the horse though nervous did speed
through streaks of fire amid crashing pine
the dense smoke had made us to wheeze
wasn’t getting difficult for us both
could we surrender to the elements?
when you were there somewhere
lost yet near, waiting to be found.

As we gate crashed the rising flames
we did spy a patch of grass where
you were seen lying unable to move
with a heavy branch having fallen
that felled you as it came down
Tying the rope to the half burnt log
I asked my dear steed to back off
And then was, the tinder got moved.

I pulled dear you from underneath
Just as the fire seemed to engulf us all
‘Down you kneel’ I cried out to the horse
Helping you who could not now stand
to mount the stallion who was once
a part of a long forgotten battalion
then I jumped on to the stirrup
And how we sped, only the Lord knows.

With the fire singing on our heels
He stopped only when we were out
of the woods which had caught fire
But it kindled the lost love in us
never any fire can burn it down
nor the earth can engulf us down
partners we were, we will remain
Till these burnt woods remain…

Illusion and Elections

The gentle breeze has now changed into a windy storm. With days to go for the elections scheduled to be held on various dates in different states of the Indian Union, elected leaders and prospective members of parliament(MP’s) were busy campaigning these days door to door. It was like preparing for exams at the last hour knowing well that they had dwindled away their time in the last 5 years. Some were not to be seen in the local constituency personally and the electoral was left to see them in newspapers or the television. When one of the sitting MP’s made a visit to his constituency, he was left gasping for water in the sweltering heat and while making a request for it at a house, the occupants reminded him of his promise of piped water in the last elections. “Why is your fan not working?”, he wondered loudly. “Sir, the electricity connections have not made their way from Delhi yet. We know it is a long way from there”, was the muted reply.

When again asked when they would get water at their constituency, he replied, it was just a matter of a couple of months. You would get it once I am re-elected or when the monsoon starts, which ever was earlier. Ironically his election symbol was a bucket. The only thing, it was an empty one. While making a hurried exit, as the outdoor was cooler than the inside, they again asked of the electricity. ” Why, it would be definitely cooler, once the monsoon starts in June. Anyway, I will check how far it has progressed once I am back in my seat in parliament. Do not therefore forget to vote for me in this election too”. He replied as he jumped into the cooler comfort of his car. “Definitely Sir! We will cast the vote in the monsoon waters and pray to God instead”. The last parting remark by the voter fell on deaf ears as the MP’s car had sound proof windows, just like his ears…