today is our barkadas xmas dinner
i should be happy
i should be laughing insanely
yet today only reminds why i started to
not hang out with them
they remind me of how miserably single i am…
=(
fuck
today
Posted in love life on December 18, 2010 by daeqonnot a fan
Posted in Uncategorized on December 8, 2010 by daeqongeez…
please get it through your thick skulls…
im not a FAN of FUN-RUNS…
dont get me wrong, i give respect to people who try out running…
their first 5k…
their first 10k…
and much more respect when they target to best their categories’ time…
but for people to stay FOREVER in 5k and 10k and dont even care to
beat their time…
thats just blasphemy…
shameful (part 2)
Posted in Uncategorized on December 7, 2010 by daeqoniam flabbergasted by how people on facebook
disgrace running…
boooo… shame on you…
shameful
Posted in Uncategorized with tags frustration on November 21, 2010 by daeqonfunny how some people call themselves runners/marathoner when all that theyve done are all fun runs…
pffft…
posers…
still
Posted in love life on September 14, 2010 by daeqontruth of the matter is..
im not over you…
* sigh *
moving up
Posted in love life on August 8, 2010 by daeqonso i havent been blogging again
drama seems to fuel my drive to write about stuff
for a good few months, i have avoided drama
and kept straight on a good run of treading the right path
i dont know at which corner i turned to, but i turned a corner
i moved up
way up
a year ago, i was all up on myself for being single, dateless and
hopefully in love with my straight ‘friend’
and suddenly, at the onset of 2010, i turned a corner
it was weird
there were guys after guys after guys
think out of the gutter
i may be an easy catch
but im no slut
i still hurt when rejected
i still sob over a lost prospect
whats different now is that ive become a different man
ive become someone i used to hate
it saddens me how hypocritical ive become
but i need to embrace myself now
so that i can move up again
its always you
Posted in love life on July 8, 2010 by daeqonit has never changed
though the whole world knows that ive moved on from you
i still look with you wondering how it would be
if you and me hooked up
truth be told, i miss talking to you
even for a short period of time
i miss how we were before
and it kills me how we act like we dont know each other
i thought that we were more than ordinary people
passing each other by
i thought we were friends
god knows how i miss what was before
ive been dating left and right
but no one can compare to you
the only difference between them and you
is that they can return the affection
but though you cant
that doesnt mean things would change
* sigh *
its still you
its always you
that wouldn’t change
just say it
and id drop everything for you
but i won’t hold my breathe for that
like fairy tales and happy endings
you and me are but just a dream
Posted in enemies on June 18, 2010 by daeqon
“Delicadeza” my ass.
Your’e constant flirting and excessive toying around with boys, paired with your
penchant to make guys chase you and pretend to give them a chance is a clear sign
that you yourself have no amount of delicadeza.
And by the way, delicadeza is a spanish term when translated into English is ACTUALLY
DAINTINESS
the opposite of which is
INELEGANT
Stupid shit.
By the way, the internet is more than FACEBOOK and PLANETROMEO, moron.
Use Google or any online search engines, it will help make yourself appear less
of a FOOL…
Ya’dig?
competition
Posted in Uncategorized on June 13, 2010 by daeqonit exploded out of nowhere
this sudden burst of anger
i never intended it to be
im not much of a competition
ive told you that
i dont even need to tell u that
compared to you im canon fodder
i asked you in honour of our
friendship
i respected your feelings
i apologized
but i guess to you thats not
enough
i know you well enough to understand
that you are as insecure as me
we are almost the same
but we at the same time were also
worlds apart
i am no competition
but it seems that even with me not
lifting a finger
i appear to you as the biggest threat
i am a friend foremost
nothing more nothing less
going downhill
Posted in love life on June 13, 2010 by daeqonjust as i suspected
my feelings for him are going downhill
the first 5 days was not as nearly magical as
i thought it would be
i expected much from the situation
and here i am falling flat on my face
yet again
and as always i didnt mean it
its just that im ‘easy’
thats it
im easy; and i have no more other excuse
for my actions
i said ill see it through
now im not so sure anymore
i dont like breaking hearts
but i have to respect my preference
and the truth is he was just probably
a meantime boy
sorry to say that
but its the truth
im afraid its all downhill from here
=(
tainted perspective 