Best books of 2025

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That I read, not that were published, in 2025.

Show, Don’t Tell, Curtis Sittenfeld
I don’t like short stories, but I love Sittenfeld and I devoured this like one of her novels.

Martyr, Kaveh Akbar
A novel of ideas about a young man obsessed with the idea of martyrdom (aka ending one’s life with purpose). Right up my street right?

Margo’s Got Money Troubles, Rufi Thorpe
A young woman gets pregnant, decides to keep the baby, realises it’s no joke raising a child with no money, turns to OnlyFans and yet, it is not grim at all, but still makes you think.

Finding Meaning in the Second Half of Life, James Hollis
I wrote that this book low-key changed my life, but now I can’t remember any of it. I guess surviving the death of a beloved cat kind of takes the meaningfulness out of one.

Inspector Imanishi Investigates, Seicho Matsumoto
A murder mystery that gave me a real hankering for Japan.

The Wolf Must Die, Elizabeth Heider
A very Neapolitan murder/mafioso type tale that I slurped up like a steaming bowl of spaghetti.

The Embassy Wife, Katie Crouch
Nothing super profound here, just a light expat story set in Africa but something about the characters drew me in.

How to Build A Girl, Caitlin Moran
A coming of age novel that reminded me that maybe it’s fine to just make up one’s personality as one goes along.

Much Ado About Nada, Uzma Jalaluddin
A halal romance retelling of Jane Austen’s Persuasion. Lotsa chemistry. Chick lit I loved after ages.

Sylvester, Georgette Heyer
Very Pride and Prejudice vibes so of course I loved it.

Resolution

The above encapsulated my sentiments wrt resolutions for the new year.

But then I thought, in the spirit of appraisal goal-setting, where my strategy has been to set a goal I’ve already pretty much achieved, I could resolve to eat more dosa.

And then I thought, nah, that’s too easy.

And then I hit on the perfect resolution for the New Year.

*drumroll please*

Wear more earrings.

See, I’ve been wearing earrings so little that the hole in my left ear has closed to the point that even the thinnest wire struggles to get through. My neighbour downstairs even commented on how I wear no jewellery and even offered to take me to Tanishq to buy some (yes, weird). But over the Christmas season I organised my jewellery drawer and also bought a silver chain which means I can and should accessorize. If for no other reason than to avoid having to repierce my ears.

So there you have it. In 2027, the new and improved me will include ear ornaments. I’ll pat myself on the back, don’t worry.

New Year’s Day

On New Year’s Eve, I was in a funk. I ate biryani at 6pm, got hungry again at 8pm, ate toast, got hungry again, ate nuts and raisins. Finished Season 2 of Killing Eve. Updated this blog. Began reading a retelling of Pride and Prejudice from the perspective of Caroline Bingley.

The building had organised a bonfire and I low-key wondered if it would end up burning the building down and if we would die in our beds. Can’t say the idea entirely displeased me. Counted out suffocating before burning to death, of course.

(Un?)Fortunately, that didn’t happen and I woke up in a better mood. I had slept through the fireworks even. Brushing my teeth, I noticed how supple my skin looked and I felt better about life. Yeah, I’m superficial like that.

Went for a run, and then to balance out the calories lost, I went for a dosa with V. Walking back, he said he thought 2025 had been a good year. What? I said, it was shit. What was shit? he asked, except for Cosmo dying. Well, what more do you need? What can be worse than your cat dying? OK, but what else, he asked. Well, work is shit, I said, and honestly I don’t really have the words for the general mehness. Well, if you like cats so much, when are you getting one?

Honestly, it’s probably better not to get one, but the idea that V will tolerate one (he has said he’s not going to get involved at all, whatever, I know he will love the cat… or rather cats… because I will have two) is helpful.

And life is definitely better with a dosa in one. Spoke to the kids, who seem happy as ever with their cousins in their grandparents’ house though they don’t seem to be sleeping well.

I was working on New Year’s (yes, this is a thing, and I can’t complain because I had leave over Christmas remember?), but V and I went for lunch.

And by the end of the day, I felt, if not exactly enthused, up to the gargantuan task of putting one foot in front of another for another 365 days around the sun.

About 2025

  • We finished two years in Bangalore and it’s ok.
  • Our cat Cosmo died and my heart broke into a million pieces and I’m still putting it back together again
  • I started trying to drive and progress has been very slow with some scary bumps along the way
  • My relationship with Nene was stretched to breaking point, but we seem to have found our equilibrium again.
  • I saw the Taj Mahal and it was gorgeous. We also went to Pondicherry, a place I’ve wanted to see for ages and it was lovely too.
  • We went to Hong Kong and the sense of belonging/not belonging was weird
  • Had a wonderful reunion with college friends in Bali – so much laughter! – but also a weird interaction with close friend that still bugs me
  • Reunited with my cousin Pri and it is great to have reignited that relationship
  • My work timings shifted and I had to ease up on being the kids’ tuition teacher. The results have been so-so but there’s nothing I can do.
  • Work has become increasingly inane and I have to remind myself of the money I’m being paid.
  • My sister and fam visited and it was the best thing hanging with them after 1.5 years and also seeing my kids bond with the cousins and my parents while having an uninterrupted time off work.

I realise from doing this that this was not a completely shit year, but it feels like it because of Cosmo’s death and the blahness of work and the general fullness of most of my days with things I’d rather not be doing. I honestly have no desire to make resolutions or adopt a word or think of the next year or the years after that as anything more than a Sisyphean task to be got through, rinse and repeat, with some holidays, nice meals, conversations with friends, sweet moments with the children thrown in to make it bearable.

About December

The kids finished their term exams. I actually came out of it feeling pretty rested, since I could get stuff done in the mornings, but then work was madness so that was all undone.

I put myself out there socially to mixed results. People, myself included, are weird. I really have to fight the instinct to retreat entirely into my comfort zone a la V.

The kids had sports day, an event I usually look forward to, though Nene boycotted the athletics and then injured his leg the day before so attend. Mimi gamely took part and I enjoyed watching her.

The road outside our apartment is being dug up with the result that plans to get back (literally) in the driver’s seat were thwarted. Also, the entire area is covered in dust. I went out to the bank and came back feeling like I had been on a quest in a desert.

The parents, sister and her family descended for Christmas and it was so good although:
a. I had a tiff with SIL1 over her bossiness over my Christmas lunch order
b. I got pissed with my mum for being self-centered, which is a surprising trait for her to have developed aged 76.

Mostly, we did lunches at various people’s houses, but we got in one day in town in which we:
a. Saw Vidhana Soudha up close and I was the only one that thought it was great
b. Walked through Cubbon Park (adults were impressed)
c. Had lunch at Smokehouse Deli (everyone happy, although burgers and fries were inexplicably spicy)
d. Walked down church street and Brigade Road and did some shopping
c. Went to Cauvery Handicrafts where BIL resisted urge to buy another statue and I bought a silver chain (encouraged by V who said it was an “investment”)

The kids got on well enough for my two to decide they wanted to go to Bombay with their cousins and my parents after all. This meant booking tickets last minute. We told them they’d have to pay for 70 per cent of the price since they had had a chance to decide this earlier and they still wanted to go.

I had a few child-free days, and normally I would plan something to do every evening but this time I just worked, watched TV with V and went to sleep (and wrote some blog posts). I didn’t even get a pedicure although my heels are in a terrible state. Part of this is because my work timings have shifted and I kind of need to keep tabs on work, or it’s too much hassle not to, but I also feel quite smug about just hanging at home.

I kind of crashed emotionally on the last day of the year when I suddenly was struck by a wave of grief over the loss of Cosmo, had a stupid argument with V and just found work depressing.

I had no New Year’s Even plans which is fine by me because I consider it the most pointlessly overhyped event, and was working on New Year’s (less okay, but I did get five days off over Christmas). But just thinking of the clusterfuck that the year had been and feeling no sense of positive anticipation for 2026 – the little flame of optimism I had started nurturing pretty much died when my cat did – my overwhelming emotion was bleh.

December reading list

The Secret Guests, Benjamin Black

The premise is a rumour: During the war, the young princesses Elizabeth and Margaret are spirited away to Ireland where they are expected to safely sit out the danger of the Blitz. It is only English arrogance that would forget how the English are hated in Ireland. An Irish detective (unusually a Protestant) and an English secret service agent (unusually a woman) are assigned to protect them. It’s hard to say what this is: a thriller? A The Crown-adjacent portrait of the royal family? Whatever it is, it works.

Sylvester, Georgette Heyer

Delicious. Inhaled it in a day. Shades of Pride and Prejudice: Phoebe is snubbed by the eminently eligible Sylvester and so refuses an offer of marriage from him. He only wants to get married because he’s decided it’s time to do his duty. It’s told largely from the male protagonist’s perspective so it feels like getting Darcy’s viewpoint.

Elegy for April, Benjamin Black

I was in the mood for more Banville, so I turned to his regular detective-writing avatar, Benjamin Black. I had started and abandoned this series, but liked this one more coming off The Secret Guests which laid the Irish context. It features pathologist Garret Quirke searching for a friend of his daughter, who comes from a powerful Dublin family. Pretty good, mainly for the atmosphere and some fine writing.

Audition, Katie Kitamura

An excellent book for overthinkers. The premise: a successful (theatre) actress meets a young man at a restaurant who believes she is his biological mother. She is somehow distressed by this encounter and we basically follow her train of thought. In the middle of the book, we get an alternative scenario. It’s a weird book but strangely engrossing if you like being inside people’s heads.

A Civil Contract, Georgette Heyer

The protagonist Jenny says she loved Sense and Sensibility and this is essentially that story except Jenny and Julia (the Marianne here) are not siblings but friends in love with the same man. And again, this is told from the man’s perspective, and I really felt sorry for Adam, pushed as he was into a marriage of convenience. Jenny is an admirable character but 80 per cent in I wanted to strangle her. She is just too in command of her emotions. Also, there’s a lot about Napoleon’s last victory and even in the stock market, which makes for slightly odd reading if you went into it expecting only romance.

To Kill A Mockingbird, Harper Lee

Another of those books I was convinced I had read until I realised I probably hadn’t. Or maybe read one chapter? Anyway it’s one Nene’s syllabus this year, and I’ve always wanted to read it, so I started it and got quite into it. It’s essentially a coming of age tale of two children in the deep south during the Great Depression. The narrator Scout’s charming voice and the well-drawn cast of characters carry the tale. There’s a whole white saviour thing going on, but this is probably the best Lee could do at the time. Also, I find the whole metaphor of the mockingbird weird if it’s mean to symbolise the person it seems to symbolise. Despite that, the book works, not only because within this framework, we can rest assured in the growing, if not basic, decency of many of the town’s white residents, but more because of the voices of the protagonists.

November reading list

Friday’s Child, Georgette Heyer

A protagonist named Hero who is totally inept at good ton and basically the 18th C version of a pick-me: an ingenue who is loved by the boys, not so much the girls. This is a marry first, fall in love later story. Also, enjoyed Isabella The Incomparable and how she dealt with a cad. She deserves her own story, methinks. There is some disturbing stuff: Sheringham boxing Hero’s ears for example, though he has also had his boxed.

The Enchanted April, Isabella von Arnim

Sold as an Englishwomen on holiday in Italy, what isn’t immediately apparent is that they don’t know each other. They are all looking to escape something, in the case of two of them, marriages that are unhappy in different ways, but in the case of all, from patriarchal norms and the pressure to be “good women”. A really enjoyable read that makes some important points even as it descends into farce towards the end.

Coming Home, Rosamund Pilcher

Judith is one of those plucky Enid Blyton-esque boarding school heroines; this can be read as a ‘what happens to Daryl after she leaves Malory Towers’ story meets Downston Abbey. Judith is left behind by her family because it is not considered the thing for a teenage girl to be living in the colonies. She befriends a girl from a very posh family who takes her under their wings. This is a comin of age novel but also a war novel. If I have one quibble, it’s that Judith is so unfailingly good and right.

Creation Lake, Rachel Kushner

A very weird and philosophical novel about a woman who infiltrates a commune in France to goad them into committing an act of terror. What is being described is not implausible and yet despite her venality, I found myself rooting for the protagonist Sadie, perhaps because she sees through other people’s bullshit and has few illusions about herself being a good person either. The idea of the spy who does not spy on another country but on the country’s own citizens at the behest of Big Business is so now. It’s also a study in how easy people are to manipulate and how even idealistic groups fall into the same hierarchies as mainstream society. Fair warning: there’s a good big about Neanderthals.

Murder Most Foul, Guy Jenkin

Think Shakespeare in Love with a murder mystery thrown in. The mystery is – what else? – the murder of Christopher Marlowe, then considered the finest playwright of the age. We often forget that Shakespeare lived during the 16th century version of our pandemic and how terribly poor so many people – including those involved in the theatre profession – were in England’s Golden Age.

About November

Boss was away for a week, and I was put in charge which I hate. This time was better than the last since he organised the week for me. However, there’s still a shit-ton of work to do and decisions to be made. Decisions my (least) favourite thing. 12 hours days. Joy (not).

At the end of which, I had dental surgery to remove the bone graft (that hadn’t taken in bone that had been eaten away by abscess that I left in my upper gum for too long) and put in a screw with some more cow bone or summat. I’ve been in the dentist chair since I was eight for something painful or other – cavities, root canal, impacted molars, tooth gone bad – and I’m honestly over it but suspect there’s more to come boo.

The second half of the month was dedicated to the kids exams, which we all survived without entirely losing our minds, although Mimi developed a cold. I was on the verge of not sending her for the first exam, but she said she would power through (much in contrast to her brother when a similar situation arose during the unit tests for him). She later told me she was inspired by a friend who was sick during the history exam, went out to puke, came back and finished the exam. I told her to call us if she felt sick and we’d come pick her up, exam be damned, though I appreciated her pushing herself to go ahead with it.

Towards the end of the month, there was a massive fire at a public housing estate in Hong Kong. When I went to bed on the night of November 26, the death toll was 13 and President Xi Jinping had sent his condolences. When I woke up, the toll had hit 65, and the fire was still raging. What started in one tower, spread to seven. Today, the toll stands at 159.

The buildings had been under renovation and immediately suspicion fell on the scaffolding and the netting used to cover it. The use of scaffolding and such netting is ubiquitous in Hong Kong but they are supposed to be fire-retardant. When government investigators went in, they initially said it turns out the netting was fire-retardant. But later, it was found that the contractor had replaced some netting during a typhoon and strategically replaced it with cheaper, less retardant material. Also, Styrofoam had been used to cover the windows, which acted as an accelerant.

What mystified me is not that one tower caught fire, and at speed, though that is unusual enough in Hong Kong. It’s that seven towers caught fire and people were trapped in all of them. It turns out the fire alarms didn’t work, and because of the covered windows people didn’t realise what was going on. Many elderly live in such estates and they may have been napping when it all happened. That the fire alarms didn’t work is shocking to me, because when we lived in Hong Kong, there was fire alarm testing more than once a year. It was quite annoying actually. So did this estate never test the alarms?

There are reports that they were turned off so the fire doors could be kept open to let the workers involved in the renovation use them unimpeded. And that complaints about workers smoking on the site had gone unheeded.

Meanwhile, our building in India has fire extinguishers on every floor, and fire sensors, but we’ve never had a fire alarm test to my knowledge and I have no idea if the sprinklers will work. The extinguishers do because once when there was a fire near our building our security guards took the extinguishers from 20 floors and put it out themselves. Apparently, they didn’t want to wait for the fire brigade. And we did have a fire drill once, and some dude gave a talk (which I missed because I was going for book club. priorities), so there’s that.

In Hong Kong, there are questions being raised about government oversight. The Labour Department did 16 inspections of the site since June and issued warnings (including, but not just, for fire safety), but the netting they tested seemed fine and that is all they’re allowed to do. It may emerge that government departments looked the other way with regard to the netting. But I have my doubts. This kind of low level corruption isn’t widespread in Hong Kong.

Moreover, the government is quite proactive. When the flat below us complained of a leak from our bathroom, the government actually got involved, sent someone to test for the source of the leak, and insisted our landlord fix the leak, which involved a major renovation, and they had to redo it when their initial fix didn’t work. All this Omicron Covid wave.

However, there is a limit to how much the government can monitor, and like governments everywhere, there are manpower restrictions to keep costs under control. Now, of course, things might change and they might step up inspections and might be less tolerant to pressure from the big contractors.

This pressure includes the pressure to keep bamboo scaffolding. In the aftermath of the fire, when questions were raised (again – because this has become a matter of some debate in recent years), many people defended the scaffolding, pointing out that it wasn’t the cause. Actually, we don’t know what the cause is.

Some months ago, I had looked into this after someone pointed out that Hong Kong should stop sentimentalising the use of bamboo scaffolding – it’s seen as part of the city’s cultural heritage – because it poses fire safety and other risks. The mainland has already moved on to metal. I found that there is indeed a risk, although the government has tried it’s best to improve safety standards. The problem is also that the old masters are retiring and there aren’t enough skilled workers for this kind of job, even though efforts are being made to bring in young blood. The government itself has moved to 50-per cent metal scaffolding for its projects. But apart from its cultural attractions, bamboo scaffolding is cheaper, and that is why the business sector at least wants it. So in a weird turn, big business and grassroot activist interest cohere here.

That said, the government is so skittish about any criticism. They sense that the opposition will use the fire to stir up dissent – which to be fair there seem to be some signs of – and so have arrested people for inciting hatred against the government, a vague offence under the national security laws. Western media hasn’t helped with its speculation about how the fire is the result of lack of democracy (when sorry no). Clearly there is now low tolerance of criticism that the government deems too much but I don’t think democracy would have helped prevent this or provided greater responsiveness in the aftermath.

Nearly 160 deaths might not seem like a lot, but in Hong Kong it’s unheard of. A few years ago, there was a fire in an old tenement, and seven people died. The city was shocked and there was a lot of reflection on what could be done better. The rules are pretty strict. So that a fire of the scale of November’s could happen means standards are slipping.

At a personal level for me, it makes me feel even more insecure. If this could happen in Hong Kong, I shudder to think of our safety here. A few days ago, I walked past an electric pole where I could see a small spark and a buzzing sound. A driver sat under it in his auto oblivious (not to the sound, he could surely hear that, but to the danger). Today, I drove past a small fire near an electric pole on the side of the road.

A few days after the Hong Kong fire, I realised I had some gold jewelry in my cupboard, and went to the bank and put it in a locker. But when I asked the bank staff if the locker room was fire resistant, they had no idea. All they could tell me was that they had insurance. V told me to sell all the gold and buy a fund. There’s an idea.

And just like that, we’re in the last month of the year.

All Her Fault

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It’s been a while since I binge-watched anything, and while this series (Peacock/Jio in India) has had a lot of buzz, I went into it not quite knowing what to expect.

Before this I had watched The Beast in Me (Netflix) and while I saw that through (which is saying something for me these days), I found it a bit too much (including Claire Danes’ chin quiver in moments of high emotion). It felt to me like the TV version of those books that are (duh) written for TV with twist after twist as the pace picks up and the characters not exactly behaving in a way that makes sense (even with substance abuse and trauma accounted for).

So I surprised myself by watching All Her Fault in one sitting up to 2.30am, which anyone who knows me will understand is totally out of character. Caveat: I did have a nap, and felt too well rested to go to bed at the usual time of 9.30pm – I know, but this is who I am now – which meant that I hit the midpoint of the series and then it was too grippy to stop and I because I am on leave for Nene’s exams – I know! and yes I do this still – I had the prospect of a nap the next day. But you can probably also tell from all this that I have uncharacteristically also not lost my shit – yet – despite the boy losing his biology textbook just before the exam starts (thank you Amazon for next-day delivery).

All Her Fault is a mother’s worst nightmare in many ways. A woman shows up at a house to pick up her son from a playdate, only to be told by its elderly resident that the family she thought lived there, don’t (apparently this was inspired by an experience the writer of the novel the series is based on went through). How could this be? A chill would run down the spine of any mother who has been through the playdate routine, because apart from the horror of something terrible happening to your child but also because of how such a scenario is not at all implausible.

[spoiler alert: stop reading now if you haven’t watched the series etc]

When a mom from your child’s school texts you to set up a playdate:
1. Would you stop to consider if it is really a mom from the school contacting you?
2. Would you let your child go on a playdate if you haven’t personally met the parents and know them well?
3. Would you let your child go on a playdate if you haven’t been to the house in question?

All this also changes with age, and we tend to let our guard down as the child grows older, but actually, should we? Before this series, it had never occurred to me to cross-check if the “mom” in question was actually who she said she was. Twice in the past year, I have been texted by people I don’t know, whose kids’ names I have never heard my son mention. In one case, even he wasn’t sure who the kid was (this tells you something about him. he’s terrible with adults but v.popular among kids).

In the second more recent case, Nene did know the kid but he was from another school. I had never met the parents. The birthday party was quite a distance from our house. We ended up sending him by Uber himself. To that mom’s credit, she posted updates on each kids’ arrival and departure on the chat group in addition to the photos of the kids at the party. When Nene left (V went to pick him up), she let me know when he left the party area and texted me privately to confirm that he had been safely picked up. (even though she didn’t know me from Adam) These are 15 years old, and this is a level of being kept in the loop I have not seen for a while.

I myself used to err on this level of communication, but seeing as most parents don’t, had stopped (urged by Nene who found me trying and embarrassing). For sleepovers, the kids seem to arrange it among themselves and just get permission from their own parents. But once when we picked up Nene from a friend’s house, his mum pointedly told me she had been a bit concerned because she had never met us and wasn’t sure that Nene had actually got permission to stay over. I took her point and since then I make it a point to be in contact with the parents if my kids are staying over, except for one friend of Mimi’s whose house she is a regular at who lives down the road and whose family I now know fairly well (I hope).

Anyway, back to the series, most except the most paranoid mums who has ever arranged the playdate would realise this could have happened to her. How many of us cross-check phone numbers with the school list? How many schools provide such lists?

And yet, of course the mother Marissa (Sarah Snook of Succession) is overcome with guilt. And of course she is blamed. Even though or because she works outside the home and is struggling and typically the husband helps, but it is she who carries the load. Ditto for the mum Jenny (Dakota Fanning) who hired the nanny who it turns out was involved. These two women gravitate to each other – as they did on the first meeting – and if I have one quibble it is how saintly Jenny is in her support. She always does the right thing, despite the high costs, and always knows the right thing to say.

These women’s first bond is forged over their struggles as people trying to build careers whose husbands are not stepping up to the plate. If the series is an exposure of, as one put it, the word mother has become synonymous with guilt, it is also an indictment of fathers.

We see a spectrum of fathers: the patronising dad who has to be cajoled into babysitting his own child, the dad who is great at the fun stuff but none of the drudgery, the completely absent husband of the presumably non-divorced stay-at-home mom, the dad looking to profit from his child. There is only one example of a great dad: who shares the load despite a demanding job (even though that means sometimes bribing his kid with candy – with his little guilt this is done though) and who takes pleasure in his demanding child.

There are several moments during the series where a woman gets blamed, or where she is either condescended to or told she is amazing as a sop in an attempt to preserve the status quo. In the end, the series interrogates the idea of goodness (kind of like the novel/play/ film Wicked) and the complicated layers behind extreme goodness.

Have you watched the show? What did you think?

Poor kids

My kids go to an international school, where many children go on to higher education overseas. In the interest of supporting them, the school has these sessions with an educational counsellor, which parents are allowed to attend. Only they are during the workday, so it’s tricky.

This time there was an online option, so I decided to juggle my schedule and tune in. I thought I was attending a session on subject choice, but it turns out, this was on gheraoing the kids into beefing up their portfolio of extracurriculars, aka, building a profile.

Apparently, kids need to distinguish themselves to get into (the best?) universities (in the US?). I get that kids who have some talent or skill that sets them apart will have an edge. But this race for everyone to have an edge seems exhausting.

The kids were being pressed on whether they are doing community service or even blogging (I mean, apart from me and 3 other people do people even blog anymore? Does anyone under the age of 20 know that blogs still exist?).

I get that the intention is in the service of the smaller good of getting into some Ivy League college but the idea of encouraging children to do community service to tick a box on their college applications strikes me as sad.

It made me hanker for the good ol’ days when it was enough to do one’s 10th reasonably well, and aspire for the local big name college. Now people are thinking Harvard and Yale or something. Like ok, these children are very privileged. But also, why? Why aged 15 do they have to compete not just academically but like entire-personality-wise.

Meanwhile, in the Indian curriculum, my nephew who is in the 12th has prelims and then mock exams and then the actual board exam and then a flew of entrance exams. Like, one more prep exam before the real thing which doesn’t even count except in case of a tie-breaker for the actual stream one wants to get into.

Ironically, this is the age when most kids are grappling with their bodies getting ahead of them, their emotions being a mess and god knows what else. My son has literally turned into a zombie who perks up occasionally to take part in every school sports team (but apparently sports is not of great interest to colleges unless it’s state or national lever) with a side interest in a girl in another school; .

I feel sorry for these kids.

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