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Like I Care?

What if you’re on the midst of your hiatus, then suddenly a person butts in and interrupts your mood of tranquility? What are you going to do?

Others would probably say “it depends upon the person butting in”. But what if you didn’t know such person existed until that particular moment?

This will be the time that the reality of life rushes in… People will definitely not care! :))

Well even if you know the person or not…

(Who you powwzz? Ktnxbye)

REALITY: DO WE REALLY CARE?

I like it when people don’t give a shit. People don’t give a shit on others. They don’t actually care. It’s really wonderful to see the world as if we are all united and we care for each other but the truth is we don’t give a damn.

Even if there are catastrophes that happened to other people, we don’t actually care. And so what if somebody died on the streets. And so what if they were hit by an earthquake. So what if you suffer from poverty. People would actually look like they care a lot but deep in their hearts they’re just thinking about their own damn lives.
Thanks to our beloved society, it seems that there’s a plastic foil covering all our real thoughts about others and make it as likeable as possible. But once we burn that humanity we have developed, our world is soon to be over.

People will only cling to your greatness but never can you find someone who can cling to your own self.

WHY DO PEOPLE CARE

We care for three particular reasons. We care for others because we are related by blood or have been bonded by time. The examples of this reason are our relatives and friends. The second reason would be caring for others because we have our secret intentions to them. And the third one is we need them. This is very evident especially on Facebook when someone “acts” like you’re friends forever just for you to like their comments. Or when someone asks you a favor.

EXEMPTION TO THE RULE

I know it sounds harsh but not all people are like that! Thank God he still gave others that gift of compassion for others even if they’re not related by any means. Yeey! So if you’ve found him, DON’T YOU EVER DARE LOSE HIM. You’re very lucky to meet someone like him.

It’s the reality of life that people will not give a damn on you especially when you’re a stranger. I don’t know what’s with it but I think people only do that for security reasons. You cannot blame them if you look too suspicious for them or they think you’re a killer. And caring for every single person in this world would be pointless because we don’t know them all.

(But it’s a total bummer if you really want to know someone from a distance. That’s life!)

On the general note, we should still be thankful if someone cares. I think even if we are anxious or we don’t know them, we should care. That’s what makes us more human.

Another Summer Day

Another summer day.

A perfect time to lay your heads on your beds.

A perfect time to feel that warmth outside your desk.

A perfect time for people to stay.

A perfect time to find a mate.

 

Another summer day.

Adventures were stored ahead.

Feeling that summer hearts beating in unison.

Hoping to fill that empty reasons.

Hoping to fill the gaps that make you blue.

Hoping to satisfy that empty life without you.

 

Another summer day.

A perfect time to get away.

A chance that people will grab for sure.

A chance to make one full.

 

Another summer day.

Another opportunity to waste.

Another time staring blankly at the bars,

Hoping for someone to visit your barn.

Another time to realize the empty you

Seldom greeted by those pathetic fools.

 

Just another summer day where some people fell astray.

Just another summer day where the bright skies fade, leaving not even a trace of ray.

How I wish this summer could be

But it’s not meant for me

Feeling of Writing – How Writing Can Kill Your Ego

Real Writing is not merely scribbling some crap in your journal and saying how great you are as a person or telling some random things that are kind of obvious to others.

It’s not about punching some random words just to shoot that 3-page report about famous men who wasted dedicated their lives dealing with nature. It’s not even close. You might think that the definition is still relevant since we are forced by others to write some s*** in our school works just for us to pass on our subjects. It’s not writing at all. It’s like a teenager being forced to make out with a bunch of bears just to share that intimate pleasure.

Writing is a form of pleasure. And you don’t force yourself to give pleasure to others if you don’t really want to.

We all have our own definition of writing. We have our own style that takes part on this definition. Others have already established their DNA with it. The readers can actually tell the author just by looking at the style on how it is written.

What’s my definition of writing?

For me, writing is about being brave enough to surrender yourself to the world by using words that can shoot your heart and soul. To write a genuine composition, a writer should add the chemical “emotion” which can make the readers REACT and relate to you as a person. Without it, it’s like reading a science research or report.

Being a toddler in this form of art, I can say that it’s still hard for me to put my heart on my works.

It’s very hard to let the people know your real meaning. I’m abashed especially when others read my emotions through my works. It’s like a little girl sharing her feelings to her friends or in this situation, to the public. I always have regrets of posting such things on the net. (Especially that man is not good in sharing their emotions.)I keep on asking myself why on Earth I let the others read my weaknesses. And why I even tried to shoot my heart! But the efforts are paid off when someone appreciates your work.

I remembered my two English teachers who always encourage me to write. Even if they only asked for two pages, I gave them 4. It was my way of having my revenge but it didn’t work. And during that time, I really hate it when my work is the same as the others. I made mine untraditional and spontaneous. It paid off.

And at this moment, writing is always killing my ego. It’s not about the criticisms or anything. Some of the people even deleted me in their blog rolls but I don’t blame them. It’s just there are too many arrows pierced in my heart… and I’m still finding the right remedy. It sucks when you know your problem but you still don’t know the solutions. Lastly… it’s actually my 1st anniversary. (as if someone cares hehehe)

By finding your weakness, you can gain your strength. 

Love: True or False?

Love or Illusion

How should I know? I mean who am I to judge?

The truth is I’ve never been in a relationship. Committing is the last thing I would be doing at this moment of my life. But I know some of the people who treated this emotion like a basketball match or who got victimized by this word.

I know it’s none of my business but it is kind of alarming to see how the other teenagers play on such thing.  They’re like talking to each other for a sec and the next thing you know; they are already in love with each other. I know it sounds ridiculous but it happens in real life. They sometimes confuse attraction/infatuation or something with love. And the worst part is after being committed for about two days up to 2 weeks, they will decide to break up and cry their hearts out. Now, that’s the time when it becomes annoying. They will start to fight in Facebook, sharing broken heart quotes, being depress, or thinking of suicide. But the cycle is endless as they start to find another person they can commit with after a day or two.Some even convince themselves that they’re in love for them to have girlfriends/boyfriends just to fit in with their peers. Some people even use it for their own advantage as they USE the people who are in love with them to do some errands. It’s like “Do you love me? Please do my assignment” kind of thing.

Is it really love? Or is it just a joke they pull on each other so they couldn’t bore themselves to death?

It’s like a disease… even some of the Elementary students are thinking about it instead of their studies. It’s ok if they’re good with their studies but some of them are barely passing because of it.

Again, I know I shouldn’t care about it and it’s none of my business but I am just voicing my concern on how many people would like to take their positions just to have a decent education. There are a lot of people who couldn’t study because they can’t afford to. And I’m concerned with this because it is also the root of teenage pregnancy which will result to the boom of our population.

Teens shouldn’t abuse the word love if they don’t really mean it. Love shouldn’t be an obligation or a requirement they need to be accepted by others. (But there will always be exemptions. I’m just pointing those people whose purpose of having commitments is for them to be cool or in.)

Love or Illusion. How should I know?

100 years…

I only have 100 years or less to live…. Gonna live the life that i wanted… Gonna pursue the goals that I imagined. Why worry about the obstacles? Why bother with the limitations? Why be anxious to the things that don’t really exist? There’s nothing impossible in this world. I know I can do it. If others can, why can’t I?

Now that my invisible checklist has been activated (again) when I got one of my biggest goals which is to pass the entrance exam of my dream institution, I shall start slashing my other plans listed… hoping I could find happiness… :))

I always dreamt of becoming a medical doctor (or any medical personnel)… I will just cross the bridge when I get there… hehehe

I wanted to have my own painting masterpiece… after finishing my studies; I’ll try to have my art class.

I am planning to produce/direct a sequel of SAW!  :)) I’m just fascinated on how the writer or staff twisted the plot to make it a masterpiece… :))

Basta madami pa yan eh… to be continued…

 

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