i am my Father's daughter.

I’m First step in possessing your possessions is to know what are your possessions 

Know what ur possessions are and you will know how to possess it 

As u release ur faith to possess all Christ has given to u on the cross, everything else will fall into your possession as well 

Psalm 2:8

Ask of me and I will make the ends of the earth your inheritance 

An abundant life is where life is flowing in and out of you. 

1 Sam 22

Cave of Adulam. 

Ask for increased hunger this year. Hunger will always attract anointing. 

Hunger causes an appetite and causes you to eat to enjoy life! Anointing will cause you to enjoy life 

Amen is telling heaven that you want what is being spoken. 

Faith will cause you to possess your possessions! 

Let this new year be a new beginning and step into a new land, living a life of greatness and experiencing the grace of God! 

Whatever bad things may happen, it’s so that you can experience the grace of God at the end of it 

Hunger will result in actions. 

John 6

A large crowd followed him becus they saw him healing the sick.  

The changes in our lives happen when we listen to gods word. The anointing of God will rush into ur life, working with ur personality and you will carry that anointing in your own personality and flavor. 

Deut 8:7-9

The lord is bringing u into a good land, of Brooks and waters, of fountains and spring, of wheat and barley, wines and fig trees and pomegranates, of olive oil and honey. A land in which u will eat bread without scarcity, in which u will lack nothing. 

A land that is flowing flowing flowing flowing flowing with his goodness! 

Deut 6:10-11

The lord will bring u into a land with houses full of good things, which u did not dig, vineyards and olive trees that you did not plant- it is a message of REST. Becus u REST and the lord gives 

A NEW TODAY- where we will enter the land- A LAND OF HIS REST

Grapes and oil that speaks of his JOY and his ANOINTING! 

While we were in a place of bondage- the lord brought us out to rest 

Melon leeks garlic onions- collecting these food is back breaking and laboursome toil. But when God blesses, he makes u rich, u don’t need to toil for it. The food of Canaan, grapes, olives – it’s all easy to collect, non toilsome, easy and restful. 

We were brought out of captivity, but yet it is possible to wander without God and not walk into his promises- like the children of Israel who wandered for 38 years before entering the promised land. They only walked for 2 years with the lord, where it was purposeful and God led their steps. 

Walking is not difficult- the lord says that everywhere ur foot touches u shall possess. 

Trust that Love is providing for the one He loves. My blessings glorifies You.  

We don’t need to hear what the world says about 2016. We only need gods words on it. 

Numbers 13:23-33

Clusters of grapes awaiting us in the next few months!! Grapes & wine representing his joy- the lord has prepared a land filled with joy for his children that is far more than what the world can offer. 

This year God wants u to measure your difficulties to Him, not to yourself. Becus The name of God is higher and greater than any other name, all other names shall bow! 

33: the children of Israel: we were grasshoppers in our own sight, and therefore we were in their sights. 

Joshua 2:9-11

Rehab: the Giants in the land were actually scared of the children of Israel, they were terrorized and afraid, faint hearted. The Giants heard of all the God has done for the children and their hearts melted, they lost all their courage.

You are afraid of your enemies, but the truth is they are afraid of you becus they know of your God. 

Don’t be afraid of your weaknesses, the lord will use them to show his glory 

Numbers 14:6-11

Do not fear the people of the land, for they are our bread, the lord is with us! 

Whatever problems come your way- don’t think they will devour you, FEED on them, they are bread for you, they will strengthen you! 

Their protection has departed from them, becus THE LORD IS WITH US.

Faith always honors God, so God will always honor faith. Becus faith gives god his rightful place as your giver and provider. 

Numbers 15:1-3

When you will enter the land- the lord. Becus he has already given the land to you- depend on his goodness and u will enjoy his promise land. 

Numbers 20:16

We cried out to the lord and he heard our voice and delivered us 

Obadiah 17

You shall possess your possessions 

 Hehe my dress was too loose and mr bay couldn’t take it so he brought me out to buy a new dress! this is from MDS!   
    
    
And then both of went for a haircut! 

    
    
   

   
    
         

   
   

  

  

  

        

    
    
    
    
    
    
 

YAY ITS MY BIRTHDAY. i know i know, im turning 27 and im not supposed to be still so excited about my birthday, BUT I AM ANYWAY.

Birthday outfit from Fayth. 😀 me in love with jumpsuits.

and mau sent me flowers! they were supposed to look better than this… but oh well. its the thought that counts!
   
he brought me to dinner at equinox!  hes so cute, say that its been his dream to bring his gf to this place for dinner ever since his jc days. hehe

  
  
   
u cant deny that the view there is really very gorgeous!!
 
free bread! i always love free bread. they even gave free those little mini starters thingie thingie hahaha  
i ordered a miso cod that was REALLY GOOD. dont look down on it thinking it looks so tiny, i was stuffed by the end of the night!
 
and he got a steak. yummmms!  
me food and the awesome view
  
 
and my bday cake! i told mau to go tell them its my birthday and ask them to give me a free cake. HAHA. at first he asked a waitress and she said they dont offer free cakes. but he went to try again with this angmoh in a suit, and he said they will gladly offer a free cake. HAHAHA case in point – always find the angmoh in the suit. 
  
   
so happy with my bday dinner!  yummy food and my favourite boy!

i love sundays cus it usually means i get to eat a lot of yummy food, wear nice clothes and have fun! 
  

New top from lily pirates I got at the warehouse sale and the ombré jeans from ohvola! I only recently started to shop at ohvola and I must say, other than the white culottes that were disappointing Cus of its sheerness, the other items I’ve bought from them have been very good! So yes, I like this pair of jeans very much. Not to forget my taobao sandals. Haha! 

Took ootd at my usual spot w mau again, but I thought it looked too boring with my usual boring pose. HAHA. The walking one Abit fail.     

So I asked him to take for me again when we parked at star! I like to attend 3rd svc Cus it usually means he can get the car hahaha     
  

After svc we went back to nuah and then went out for dinner at Ecp. My fav fav fav fav wanton mee. I finished the whole plate leh!!   
    

Oh not to forget, heard wonderful news on Saturday night and I am just so pleased and so happy! 🙂 

We also celebrated Charis’s birthday on sat night at her place. Her and her Shiloh. Hahaha  

And the bday BBQ on Friday Becus there’s no CG! Whee! I’m starting to think that our CG has more people turn up when it’s not CG. Lol  
  
There!  I also found the perfect dress that mau likes. He doesn’t like tulle or lace gowns. He likes these kinda duchess satin kind and he likes the big bow- which this dress fulfills! He even said that it was nice when I showed him which is a big deal, Cus half the time when I show him dresses he says it’s not nice. Lol

Too bad z wedding packages are so expensive though. I heard that you still need o top up if u want to use their latest collection gown and! Unfortunately this is like newly launched. So boo for meeeeee.   

Hebrews 11:1

Faith is the substance of things hope for, the evidence of things not seen. 

Hope- Elpis- confident expectation of good.

Romans 5:1-2

Becus of Jesus we have peace with God. He is no longer angry with us Becus Jesus bore it all and we have been made righteous. 

Becus of all Jesus have done we are under grace, we can rejoice in hope Becus we can expect glory- his goodness! 

Whilst waiting for the manifestation of the glory- in between grace and glory- we rejoice in hope! 

Even though things haven’t changed or turned around, we still rejoice in having a confident expectation of good that His goodness will manifest in your life. 

Without hope, your faith has nothing to latch onto. With hope, faith can arise again. 

Romans 5:5

Now hope does not disappoint. Faith is the substance of things hoped for. Have confidence that gods goodness will come to pass. 

Zechariah 9:11-12

Return to the stronghold, you prisoners of hope! even today I declare that I will restore double to you! 

He will give you double your blessings, double your honor, double your glory! 

Hosea 2:14-15

When you are in your valley of trouble, the lord says he has placed a door of hope! and you will not stay in the valley but go out with GLORY! 

 When u encounter Jesus hope will arise n you will find faith 

Pastor lian 

  

  
Am I standing slanted, or is the image slanted? I can’t figure it out!!

spontaneously decided to drive into JB on saturday night for some thongthai and loklok! we left sg at about 8pm, reached jb at about 9pm, had a quick wanton mee (seriously any random street side stall at JB’s wanton mee tastes damn good!) and then went over to thong thai. we were supposed to do a 1hr 30 min massage, but cus it was only $5 more, we decided to make it 2 hours. LOL

BUT… 2 hours was way too draggy manz. 1hr30 mins is better. the masseuse did like 30 mins on my back and i was damn bored, like can we move on now. hahahaha

i havent tried many loklok, but this stall outside thongthai has super nice marinate for their loklok!! the last time we went it was quite like, after our massage it was like 1am already so there wasnt alot of choices left. but this time cus it was only 1130pm so there were still quite alot of food left i was so happy!!!

just look at my happy face and a whole plate full of items hehehe
  
really super yummysssssss!!!!
  
SUNDAY~~

i didnt know what to wear. so i put on my one and only one pair of jeans.
 
even though it was expensive, but i really like froth!! so i asked mau to go there with me again for the risotto and the wings. but maybe cus they were busy this time so it wasnt as good. but still yummy nonetheless

always trying to get him to take photos with me. ahhahaha
  
this photo is cute rite~~ hehehe

he was sleepy and decided he would sleep on the train since there was space. what a weirdo! 

#GRACEREVOLUTION starting 25 October 2015! so happy to be part of this church where we can be a part of this revolution. there was this photobooth thing where u can get your photos taken, so we went twice because.. why not. LOL

Days at the hills Conf

Waking up early  to drive off. arnt the skies there just so gorgeous.. 

selfie pics with the arena. there really is just such an amazing atmosphere when the worship or the word goes off in this place. i miss it! even though it was really tiring. hahaha
  

so it was tiring partly because we had to prepare our own lunches. so we had to rush back after the night rally, go back and cook and pack and then sleep. but thanks to the people who can actually cook, this time round we had proper meals. the last time i had like random ham and cheese sandwiches that didnt taste good at all. lol 
  

again there with the skies.. them fluffy blue clouds

also bumped into one of my fav worship leader who was at her first hillsong conference!

and one of the highlights of the trip – watching Pastor Prince preach live here in this place! what a great impact this man has made in the world. so proud to be in this church!
  

the next morning – driving out together again to chop seats while the rest of the people pack food!
  

i really like this photo. hahahaha but his ugly pink GAP sweater is really ugly. lol
  
  
lunch again and this time hearing one of my favourite worship leaders – sidney mohede!

    which dumdum eats icecream in the cold rite – us. LOL but to give ourselves some credit, it wasnt as cold this year. i remember the last few times iw ent i was really very very cold. this time it was  much warmer!
  
  

and then that night we decided to buy steaks back and have a steak dinner ourselves!!
  

wheeeee i miss the hillsong time. MISS BEING ON HOLIDAY!

When the sunlight breaks
And the day has just begun
In the still I wait for Your voice to lead me on

Eternity residing in my soul, oh
I follow You til the day You call me home

Here now with You
I have heaven in me
Everything’s changed
And I will never be without You
Without You

From the dust I’m made
With Your calling on my life
And Your plan weaved
Into the fabric of my heart

Eternity residing in my soul, oh
I lift my eyes to the One who gave it all
I lift my eyes to the One who gave it all

Here now with You
I have heaven in me
Everything’s changed
And I will never be without You
Always with You
Through Your Spirit in me
Everything’s changed
And I will never be without You
Without You

You see me in the fire
Reaching out with open hands
You find me on my knees
Fill me with Your peace again
Forever I am loved
And freedom reigns in me
Forever You are Lord, my everything

Here with You
OPEN HEAVEN/ River Wild

Poor boy was sick but still indulged in my request for llaollao. Hahaha! 

 
Look at this cutie pie!!! He’s a peanut, a reallie cute peanut !!   
    
    
    
    
    
   
I only own one pair of jeans, and it’s Becus I recently decided to give jeans a second chance after I threw out all my jeans 5 years ago. Lol! Dont u find jeans just super uncomfortable ?!?! 

Grace will give you a life with ease, not an easy life. Because grace enables you, equips you and strengthens you to be able to face the difficult journeys in your life. 

Your life is meant for growth, not just maintaining but progressing and growing. 

It’s ok to be overwhelmed, but don’t dwell in that moment and allow it to overcome you. You’re meant to be the overcomer. 

When things get tough, don’t give up the fight. You are called to fight on. 

1 Tim 6:12 fight the good fight of faith.

When you’re feeling down, you are to rise up! Arise and fight the good fight of faith, to confess the Truth and not what your situation tells you! Your word will determine your world. 

1 Cor 9:24-26 run the race in the way such that you may obtain the prize- an imperishable crown. Leave behind the uncertainties, don’t run with them, let them go. 

Gaining altitude with the lord. 

When you fight air, you don’t gain anything. But when you fight against resistance, you build muscles. 

The fight of faith builds strength into you so that you can live this life with ease and do great things for his kingdom. 

2 Tim 4:8 laid up for me a crown of righteousness which the lord will give 

We are all given a gift of righteousness, but after a good fight of faith, we are given the crown of righteousness!

The fight of faith is a posture of rest and receiving. 

You can’t delegate your fight of faith in this life. Take it. 

When it’s your season to fight, take it up and fight it. Don’t run away from it or avoid it. David walked away from his season of fight as king and ended up opening himself to mistakes. If he had been out there in the battle, he wouldn’t have committed the sin that caused him to sin even more. 

The things of God are not always easy. But his grace empowers you to finish the race. 

Not fighting with our flesh and might but using his light as your sight. 

The fight of faith is in fighting to hear the word. 

Galatians 3:1-5 we all received by the hearing of faith 

Always get back to hearing the word of God. There is a miracle coming your way. 

Not about pushing through but hearing through the word. Always look through the eyes of faith, not of flesh. See your situation back from how you saw with faith, not how you see now. 

Your fight of faith leads you to rest. 

To God, the fight is to be still. We think that the fight for us to move. Yet only when we are still, then the lord fights for us. 

Exodus 14:13-14 stand still and see the salvation of the lord, which HE will accomplish for you- your enemies you see today you will see no more. The lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. 

When you fight with your efforts you fight alone. But when you fight with the lord, he fights for you and your enemy shall flee a thousand ways. 

Your fight is a fight of faith. Everytime u praise the lord he lifts you higher! 

The blazing sun shall pierce the night 

– his light will change everything for you. His light will break the darkness, his light will bring your break through and your victory. 

Pastor B/ GenRev 

Starting off day 3 with huge expectancy for day 1 of Hillsong conf!! I’m actually listening to the newly launched River Wild/ Open Heaven album that Hillsong worship recorded during the conf. Super miss the atmosphere there ..

Breakfast with some yummy Aussie fat bacon hahaha   

  

Mr bay asked me to stop and pose for a pic. Hahaha 

  

This is where we stayed near to. Our apartment was called river view and this was the riverview we had. Awesome! so of cus we had to take some photos hahaha 
    
    
    

And then on to the fish market for lunch !! 
  

Lobster platter- SO AWESOME 

  

BUMPED into some cute people there. Hehe
    
    
    
  

Headed over to the arena to wait for conference!!!

  
  

I remember we were all so excited man. Hahaha good times. Isn’t it just awesome looking??? 

  
    

And met my parents inside the arena! 
    
 

Joel houstons stunning opening 

  

And pastor Brian for day 1. 

Even  though when we were there it was super hectic and tiring, but it was really just so super fun. 

Woke up early early in the morning to go out for breakfast. I really like driving overseas! By driving of Cus I mean that mau drives while I sit in the car and take pictures, take selfies and sleep. Lol

First stop to the wonderful BOURKE street bakery. Where u will also find all the yummiest pastries and tarts in your life. Also where mau found heavenly choc milk. Lol
  
  

It was bondi beach next and really, I almost forgot how beautiful bondi beach was. It really is quite a sight in real life.

  
  

Exploring the bondi beach market. Of all the three times I’ve been to Sydney, I think I only shopped a lot the first time round. Don’t know why but that trip with Evan we just managed to find so many things! Many of which I still am using btw!   
  

And then the much looked forward to HURRICANES! Look at the happy hungry faces. Hehe
  
Went back to rest and shortly headed towards the hills campus for Saturday service. I’ve never been to the hills campus Cus it’s just so far away. But since we stayed away from the city centre this time, we thought we could give it a shot.
  

Went back for grocery shopping and dinner!! Look at the huge loot for all 11 of us!!
  
Hehe it’s so fun to travel with friends. 🙂

still remembering how much i was looking forward to the sydney trip. but in a blink of an eye… its been over for 3 months already. how time flies 😦

the last time we traveled to korea i wore contacts on the plane with my make up on and so suffered. so this time i made sure i wore specs and no make up at all.. well except my eyebrows. becus we cant go around looking like ghosts without eyebrows. hahaha

first stop after checking in and lunch was the iconic sydney harbour bride and sydney opera house of cus! but from a far. lol

in this photo, it was either you could see me or u could see the opera house. so ofcus i chose me. HAHAHA

okok fine, heres a pic of the opera house too.
  

and the sydney harbour bridge!
  
  the first batch to arrive. hehehehe 

underneath the sydney harbour bridge. i said it wasnt very cool and mau said then maybe u wont enjoy the eiffel tower very much. and i was sad~ hahahah must learn to appreciate

had a quick dinner in the cold cold sydney night and went for a fireworks show at darling harbour!  dont know why there were fireworks that night though, but it ws pretty

looking at these pictures again makes me happy. oh how i wish to be travelling againnnn~~~~

oh as your love, in wave after wave
crashes over me, crashes over me
you are for us, you are not against us
champion of heaven you made a way for all to enter in

months ago we went to phuket with debs and anson, unfortunately for us, it was the worst time to go because it was monsoon season and we seriously suffered through the rain. lol

here’s some make up less faces. #dontjudgepls 
  
  
  
  
  
  

the rest of the pics are all on fb cus im too lazy to upload anymore. lol

Never blame God. He loves you.