A Woman tears for Women

Recently, I just finished reading a very deep and nice book. It is a story about two women living in Afghanistan. Before Soviet invaded, in soviet regime, then it turns into chaos in 1992 under mujahideen and then Taliban in 1996. I read how women fell in suffered life. Pushed in early age of married, beaten by their husband, moreover in Taliban regime they also beaten by officers. They banned from school and works, even no hospital for women.

I am a moslem, and I felt tears in my eyes read their suffer. I am a moslem. I know a hadith from beloved prophet that describe pursuing knowledge since you born until you died. So why they forget about that. In the named of religion they put laws banning women to pursue knowledge, they beated women. why? I don’t understand about that. We are human created by Allah with unlimited potential to think and act as khalifah on this earth. It is also written in our beloved Qur’an.

Reading some islamic page and some people comments, it is really hurts me. As a woman, those men who claimed him self as a moslem, who don’t even know exactly how women in afghanistan suffered, attacked and yelled words they support Taliban as they knew the truths. Don’t they remember if they have mother, sisters, female cousins -if they are beaten, starving (alot of women afghan leaved alone after their brother/father died in war, and now they even not allowed go outside house and work), desease (no hospital for women even for delivered baby).

There is a comment from a moslem man said that woman should be at home, if they work they can cheated their husband.

It is really dissapointed me, as woman moslem, how man can comment like that. What a shallow thought, he prefer see women live in starving and beaten by husband…?

It is unfair to see another moslem somewhere out there suffer.

For all women in Afghanistan, please be patient, strong and endure. We know Allah never sleep.

Love you.

Pursuing the Sunrise

What a time… another year will pass by…

Since I wrote here in 2008, as my birthday present, I wrote a lot then edited some postings to be unpublished (after published it for 2 years). This year 2011, just made come back. Just just left some published postings as look like sad story somehow. Well, some sad stories which left footprint in certain time, not to be remind as a sadness but just to book mark, when we really learnt the most. Sadness? there is no sadness, only a soul who grows.

So, back to 2011, come to its end. I see my self continue growing. I’ve made a lot of achievements. Got my confidence higher and better, found some life wisdom in this journey. And after all just thanks God for every thing I have in life.

Like what I’ve discovered through adventure trip to climb Kinabalu Mountain. Persistent, consistent and focus are the keys of Pursuing the Sunrise. No matter who we are, if you think you small/short/weak/lost… just remember we born with unlimited resources and potential, just unlocked it inside us, yes you can! To travel is to live… what I’ve found in these journey that all of us are real climber! We climb mountain every day, every single second of our lives. That’s why we are hero of our own story.

Talking about to travel is to live…

I’m going to travel next week. I’m so excited. Another solo adventure, time to explore new place and discover new things… to contemplate in certain ways that bring me up to the next level in soulful journey.

Cinta

Hai…

Sudah lama ya rasanya tidak menuliskan rangkaian kata-kata di halaman ini. Hari ini ku kembali membawa diriku kembali, seseorang yang sudah lama tidak menyapa dirinya di dunia maya. Menjalani hidup ini apa adanya di negri tetangga. Dimana setiap hari adalah tanda tanya, apa yang sudah ku pelajari untuk menumbuhkan jiwa ini. Kadang ada terselip pertanyaan dimanakah belahan jiwa, mengisi sisi-sisi bagian rasaku sebagai seorang manusia. Namun, setiap ku melihat indahnya gemerinciknya air mengalir di taman dan birunya bentangan langit, ku pikir aku sudah memiliki segala definisi cinta yang ada, diatas nilai belahan jiwa itu sendiri. Karena jiwa ku sudah utuh sepenuhnya. Sehangat mentari pagi dan seindah rasa senyuman yang ku berikan pada putihnya awan. Telah ku temukan Cinta di setiap sudut bumi ini.

VALUE

5th August 2010

I had been through something that made me sad and disappointed, some people called a broken heart.
And today…
is my liberation, I’ve reached one of the best moment in my life…
my soul is free…
my love is pure …
As I give to the Owner of the Soul

In struggling to stand my values “untuk tidak berpacaran”
for 27 years…
I had been through the pain letting a man walked away as he couldn’t wait for me and then chasing for another girl
It was tough time , it was hurt… but
I had realized he was not the best for me
And all my pain was transforming into something that I never imagine before…
… in tahajud, in surrender … last night
My soul is flying higher and higher as reached the sky
And billions lights shining giving warm welcome on me

(O Love, I seek for compassion of Your reckoning)
(in the sky of purity – I draw the bow,
You tell me..”What you are looking for is nearer than the big vein in neck”)



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